Paulwasnotsorrywhenthetimecametotakeleaveofhisfriend;
butonceagainintheclearmoonlightandfresh,balmyairoftheAllee,heforgottheunpleasantnessoftheinterview。HefoundhimselfthinkingonlyofhisridewithYerba。Well!hehadtoldherthathelovedher。Sheknewitnow,andalthoughshehadforbiddenhimtospeakfurther,shehadnotwhollyrejectedit。Itmustbehermorbidconsciousnessofthemysteryofherbirththatwithheldareturnofheraffections,——somehalf-knowledge,perhaps,thatshewouldnotdivulge,yetthatkeptherundulysensitiveofacceptinghislove。Hewassatisfiedtherewasnoentanglement;
herheartwasvirgin。HeevendaredtohopethatshehadALWAYS
caredforhim。ItwasforHIMtoremoveallobstacles——toprevailuponhertoleavethisplaceandreturntoAmericawithhimasherhusband,theguardianofhergoodname,andthecustodianofhersecret。AttimesthestrainsofadreamyGermanwaltz,playedinthedistance,broughtbacktohimthebriefmomentthathisarmhadencircledherwaistbythecrumblingwall,andhispulsesgrewlanguid,onlytoleapfirmerthenextmomentwithmoredesperateresolve。Hewouldwinher,comewhatmay!Hecouldneverhavebeeninearnestbefore:heloathedandhatedhimselfforhispreviouspassiveacquiescencetoherfate。Hehadbeenaweaktoolofthecolonel\'sfromthefirst:hewasevennowhandicappedbyapreposterouspromisehehadgivenhim!Yes,shewasrighttohesitate——toquestionhisabilitytomakeherhappy!Hehadfoundherhere,surroundedbystupidityandcupidity——togiveitnoothername——sopatentthatshewasthecommongossip,andhadofferednothingbutaboyishdeclaration!Ashestrodeintothehotelthatnightitwaswellthathedidnotmeettheunfortunatecolonelonthestaircase!
Itwasverylate,althoughtherewasstillvisiblealightinYerba\'ssalon,shiningonherbalcony,whichextendedbeforeandincludedhisownwindow。Fromtimetotimehecouldhearthemurmurofvoices。
Itwastoolatetoavailhimselfoftheinvitationtojointhem,evenifhisframeofmindhadpermittedit。Hewastoonervousandexcitedtogotobed,and,withoutlightinghiscandle,heopenedtheFrenchwindowthatgaveuponthebalcony,drewachairintherecessbehindthecurtain,andgazeduponthenight。Itwasveryquiet;themoonwashigh,thesquarewassleepinginatranceofcheckeredshadows,likeagiganticchessboard,withblackforeshortenedtreesforpawns。Theclickofacavalrysabre,thesoundofafootfallonthepavementofthedistantKonigsstrasse,weredistinctlyaudible;afar-offrailwaywhistlewasstartlinginitsabruptness。Inthemidstofthiscalmtheopeningofthedoorofthesalon,withthesuddenupliftingofvoicesinthehall,toldPaulthatYerba\'sguestswereleaving。HeheardDonaAnna\'sarchaccents——archeventoColonelPendleton\'smonotonousbaritone!——Milly\'shigh,rapidutterances,thesuavefalsettoofDonCaesar,andHERvoice,hethoughtatriflewearied,——thesoundofretiringfootsteps,andallwasstillagain。
Sostillthattherhythmicbeatofthedistantwaltzreturnedtohim,withadistinctivenessthathecouldidlyfollow。HethoughtofRosarioandtherose-breathoftheopenwindowswithastrangelonging,andrememberedthehalf-stifledsweetnessofherhappyvoicerisingwithitfromtheveranda。Whyhadheeverletitpassfromhimthenandwaftitsfragranceelsewhere?Why——Whatwasthat?
Theslightturningofalatch!ThecreakingoftheFrenchwindowofthesalon,andsomebodyhadslippedsoftlyhalfoutonthebalcony。Hisheartstoppedbeating。Fromhispositionintherecessofhisownwindow,withhisbacktothepartitionofthesalon,hecouldseenothing。Yethedidnotdaretomove。ForwiththequickenedsensesofaloverhefeltthediffusedandperfumedauraofHERpresence,ofHERgarments,ofHERflesh,flowinuponhimthroughtheopenwindow,andpossesshiswholebreathlessbeing!ItwasSHE!Likehim,perhaps,longingtoenjoytheperfectnight——likehim,perhaps,thinkingof——
\"Soyouar-rangetogetridofme——ha!likthees?Totur-rnmeofffromyourheelslikeadogwhohavefollowyou——butwithoutaword——
withouta——a——thanks——withouta\'ope!Ah!——wehaveser-rvedyou——
meandmysister;wearetheor-rangedry——nowwecango!Liketheoldshoe,wearetobeflungaway!Good!ButIamhereagain——yousee。Ishallspeak,andyoushallhear-r。\"
DonCaesar\'svoice——alonewithher!Paulgrippedhischairandsatupright。
\"Stop!Staywhereyouare!Howdaredyoureturnhere?\"ItwasYerba\'svoice,onthebalcony,lowanddistinct。
\"Shutthewindow!Ishallspeakwithyouwhatyouwillnottheworldtohear。\"
\"IprefertokeepwhereIam,sinceyouhavecreptintothisroomlikeathief!\"
\"Athief!Good!\"HebrokeoutinSpanish,and,asifnolongerfearfulofbeingoverheard,hadevidentlydrawnnearertothewindow。\"Athief。Ha!muybueno——butitisnotI,youunderstand——
I,CaesarBriones,whoamthethief!No!Itisthatswaggeringespadachin——thatfanfarronofaColonelPendleton——thatpatternofanofficial,Mr。Hathaway——thatmostbeautifulheiressoftheCalifornias,MissARGUELLO——thatarethieves!Yes——ofaNAME——MissArguello——ofaNAME!ThenameofArguello!\"
Paulrosetohisfeet。
\"Ah,so!Youstart——youturnpale——youflashyoureyes,senora,butyouthinkyouhavedeceivedmealltheseyears。YouthinkI
didnotseeyourgameatRosario——yes,evenwhenthatfoolishCastromuchachafirstputthatideainyourhead。Whofurnishedyouthefactsyouwanted?I——MotherofGod!SUCHFACTS!——I,whoknewtheArguellopedigree——I,whoknowitwasasimpossibleforyoutobeadaughterofthemas——what?letmethink——as——asitisimpossibleforyoutobethewifeofthatbaronwhomyouwoulddeceivewiththerest!Ah,yes;itwasahighflightforyou,Mees——Mees——DonaFulana——anoblegameforyoutobringdown!\"
Whydidshenotspeak?Whatwasshedoing?Ifshehadbututteredasinglewordofprotest,ofangrydismissal,Paulwouldhaveflowntoherside。Itcouldnotbetheparalysisofpersonalfear:thebalconywaswide;shecouldeasilypasstotheend;shecouldevenseehisopenwindow。
\"WhydidIdothis?BecauseIlovedyou,senora——andyouknewit!
Ah!youcanturnyourfaceawaynow;youcanpretendtomisunderstandme,asyoudidamomentago;youcanpartfrommenowlikeamereacquaintance——butitwasnotalwaysso!No,itwasYOU
whobroughtmehere;youreyesthatsmiledintomine——anddrovehomethecolonel\'srequestthatIandmysistershouldaccompanyyou。God!Iwasweakthen!Yousmile,senora;youthinkyouhavesucceeded——youandyourpompouscolonelandyourclevergovernor!
Youthinkyouhavecompromisedme,andperjuredME,becauseofthis。Youarewrong!YouthinkIdarenotspeaktothispuppetofabaron,andthatIhavenoproofs。Youarewrong!\"
\"Andevenifyoucanproducethem,whatcareI?\"saidYerbaunexpectedly,yetinavoicesofreefromexcitementandpassionthatthewearinesswhichPaulhadatfirstnoticedseemedtobetheonlydominanttone。\"SupposeyouprovethatIamnotanArguello。
Good!youhaveyettoshowthataconnectionwithanyofyourracewouldbeanythingbutadisgrace。\"
\"Ah!youdefyme,littleone!Caramba!Listen,then!Youdonotknowall!WhenyouthoughtIwasonlyhelpingyoutofabricateyourclaimtotheArguellos\'name,IwasfindingoutWHOYOUREALLY
WERE!Ah!Itwasnotsodifficultasyoufondlyhope,senora。Wewerenotallbrutesandfoolsintheearlydays,thoughwestoodasidetoletyourpeopleruntheirvulgarcourse。Itwasyourhiredbully——yourrespectedguardian——thisdogofanespadachin,wholetoutahintofthesecret——withaprickofhisblade——andascandal。Oneofmypeonwomenwasaservantattheconventwhenyouwereachild,andrecognizedthewomanwhoputyouthereandcametoseeyouasafriend。SheoverheardtheMotherSuperiorsayitwasyourmother,andsawanecklacethatwasleftforyoutowear。Ah!youbegintobelieve!WhenIhadputthisandthattogetherIfoundthatPepitacouldnotidentifyyouwiththechildthatshehadseen。Butyou,senora,youYOURSELFsuppliedthemissingproof!Yes!yousupplieditwiththeNECKLACEthatyouworethateveningatRosario,whenyouwishedtodohonortothisyoungHathaway——theguardianwhohadalwaysthrownyouoff!Ah!——
younowsuspectwhy,perhaps!Itwasyourmother\'snecklacethatyouwore,andyousaidso!ThatnightIsentthegoodPepitatoidentifyit;towatchthroughthewindowfromthegardenwhenyouwerewearingit;tomakeitsureastheCreed。Isenthertoyourroomlatethatnightwhenyouhadchangedyourdress,thatshemightexamineitamongyourjewels。Andshedidandwillswear——
lookyou!——SWEARthatitistheonegivenyouasachildbythewomanattheconvent,whowasyourmother!Andwhowasthatwoman——
eh?WhowasthemotheroftheArguellodelaYerbaBuena?——whothisnobleancestress?\"
\"Excuseme——butperhapsyouarenotawarethatyouareraisingyourvoiceinalady\'sdrawing-room,andthatalthoughyouarespeakingalanguagenoonehereunderstands,youaredisturbingthehotel。\"
ItwasPaul,quiet,paleinthemoonlight,erectonthebalconybeforethewindow。AsYerba,withastart,retreatedquicklyintotheroom,DonCaesarsteppedforwardangrilyandsuspiciouslytowardsthewindow。Hehadhishandreachedforwardtowardsthehandleasiftoclosetheswingingsashagainsttheintruder,wheninaninstanthewasseizedbyPaul,tightlylockedinadesperategrip,andwhirledoutonthebalcony。Beforehecouldgainbreathtoutteracry,HathawayhadpassedhisrightarmaroundtheMexican\'sthroat,effectivelystoppinghisutterance,and,withasupremeeffortofstrength,draggedhimalongthewall,fallingwithhimintotheopenwindowofhisownroom。Ashedidso,tohisinexpressiblereliefheheardthesashclosedandtheboltdrawnofthesalonwindow,andregainedhisfeet,collected,quiet,andtriumphant。
\"Iamsorry,\"hesaid,coollydustinghisclothes,\"tohavebeenobligedtochangethesceneofthisdiscussionsoroughly,butyouwillobservethatyoucanspeakmorefreelyHERE,andthatanyaltercationWEmayhaveinthisroomwillbelesslikelytoattractcomment。\"
\"Assassin!\"saidDonCaesarchokingly,ashestruggledtohisfeet。
\"Thankyou。Relieveyourfeelingsasmuchasyoulikehere;infact,ifyouwouldspeakalittlelouderyouwouldobligeme。Theguestsarebeginningtobeawake,\"continuedPaul,withawickedsmile,indicatingthenoiseofanopeningdoorandfootstepsinthepassage,\"andarenowabletolocatewithoutdifficultythesceneofthedisturbance。\"
Brionesapparentlyunderstoodhismeaningandthesuccessofhisstratagem。\"YouthinkyouhavesavedHERfromdisgrace,\"hesaid,withalividsmile,inalowertoneandadesperateattempttoimitatePaul\'scoolness。\"Forthepresent——ah——yees!perhapsinthishotelandthisevening。Butyouhavenotstopmymouthfor——
a——to-morrow——andthewholeworld,Mr。Hathaway。\"
\"Well,\"saidPaul,lookingathimcritically,\"Idon\'tknowaboutthat。Ofcourse,there\'stheequalchancethatyoumaykillme——
butthat\'saquestionforto-morrow,too。\"
TheMexicancastaquickglanceatthedoorandwindow。Paul,asifcarelessly,changedthekeyoftheformerfromonepockettotheother,andsteppedbeforethewindow。
\"Sothisisaplottomurderme!Haveacare!YouarenotinyourownbrigandCalifornia!\"
\"Ifyouthinkso,alarmthehouse。Theywillfindusquarreling,andyouwillonlyprecipitatemattersbyreceivingtheinsultthatwillmakeyoufight——beforethem。\"
\"Iamr-ready,sir,whenandwhereyouwill,\"saidBriones,withaswaggeringairbutashifting,furtiveeye。\"Open——a——thedoor。\"
\"Pardonme。WewillleavethisroomTOGETHERinanhourforthestation。Wewillboardthenightexpressthatwilltakeusinthreehoursbeyondthefrontier,wherewecaneachfindafriend。\"
\"Butmyaffairshere——mysister——Imustseeher。\"
\"Youshallwriteanotetoheratthattable,sayingthatimportantbusiness——adispatch——hascalledyouaway,andwewillleaveitwiththeportertobedeliveredINTHEMORNING。Or——Idonotrestrictyou——youcansaywhatyoulike,providedshedon\'tgetituntilwehaveleft。\"
\"Andyoumakeofmeaprisoner,sir?\"
\"No;avisitor,DonCaesar——avisitorwhoseconversationissointerestingthatIamforcedtodetainhimtohearmore。YoucanpassthetimepleasantlybyfinishingthestoryIwasobligedtointerruptamomentago。DoyouknowthismotherofMissYerba,ofwhomyouspoke?\"
\"That\'sm——myaffair。\"
\"Thatmeansyoudon\'tknowher。Ifyoudid,you\'dhavehadherwithincall。And,assheistheonlypersonwhoisabletosaythatMissYerbaisNOTanArguello,youhavebeenveryremiss。\"
\"Ah,bah!Iamnotoneofyour——a——lawyers。\"
\"No;oryouwouldknowthat,withnobetterevidencethanyouhave,youmightbesuedforslander。\"
\"Ah!WhydoesnotMissYerbasue,then?\"
\"Becausesheprobablyexpectsthatsomebodywillshootyou。\"
\"AsYOUforinstance?\"
\"Perhaps。\"
\"AndifyoudoNOT——eh?——youhavenotstopmymouth,butyourown。
AndifyouDO,youhelphertomarrytheBaron,yourrival。Youarenotwise,friendHathaway。\"
\"MayIremindyouthatyouhavenotyetwrittentoyoursister,andyoumayprefertodoitcarefullyanddeliberately?\"
DonCaesararosewithavindictiveglanceatPaul,andpulledachairbeforethetable,asthelatterplacedpen,ink,andpaperbeforehim。\"Takeyourtime,\"headded,foldinghisarmsandwalkingtowardsthewindow。\"Saywhatyoulike,anddon\'tletmypresencerestrainyou。\"
TheMexicanbegantowritefuriously,thenspasmodically,thenslowlyandreluctantly。\"Iwar-r-nyou,Ishallexposeall,\"hesaidsuddenly。
\"Asyouplease。\"
\"AndshallsaythatifIdisappear,youaremymurderer——youunderstand——myMURDERER!\"
\"Don\'tconsultmeonaquestionofepithets,butgoon。\"
DonCaesarrecommencedhiswritingwithamalignsmile。Therewasasuddensharprapatthedoor。
DonCaesarleapedtohisfeet,graspedhispapers,andrushedtothedoor;butPaulwasbeforehim。\"Whoisthere?\"hedemanded。
\"Pendleton。\"
Atthesoundofthecolonel\'svoiceDonCaesarfellback。Paulopenedthedoor,admittedthetallfigureofthecolonel,andwasabouttoturnthekeyagain。ButPendletonliftedhishandingrimdeprecation。
\"Thatwilldo,Mr。Hathaway。Iknowall。ButIwishtospeakwithBrioneselsewhere,alone。\"
\"Excuseme,ColonelPendleton,\"saidPaulfirmly,\"butIhavethepriorclaim。Wordshavepassedbetweenthisgentlemanandmyselfwhichwearenowonourwaytothestationandthefrontiertosettle。Ifyouarewillingtoaccompanyus,Ishallgiveyoueveryopportunitytoconversewithhimalone,andarrangewhateverbusinessyoumayhavewithhim,provideditdoesnotinterferewithmine。\"
\"Mybusiness,\"saidPendleton,\"isofapersonalnature,thatwillnotinterferewithanyclaimofyoursthatMr。Brionesmaychoosetoadmit,butisofaprivatequalitythatmustbetransactedbetweenusnow。\"Hisfacewaspale,andhisvoice,althoughsteadyandself-controlled,hadthatsamestrangesuggestionofsuddenageinitwhichPaulhadbeforenoticed。WhetherDonCaesardetectedit,orwhetherhehadsomeotherinstinctiveappreciationofgreatersecurity,Paulcouldnottell。Heseemedtorecoverhisswaggeragain,ashesaid,——
\"IshallhearwhatColonelPendletonhastosayfirst。ButIshallholdmyselfinreadinesstomeetyouafterwards——youshallnotfear,sir!\"
Paulremainedlookingfromtheonetotheotherwithoutspeaking。
ItwasDonCaesarwhoreturnedhisglanceboldlyanddefiantly,ColonelPendletonwho,withthinwhitefingerspullinghismoustache,evadedit。ThenPaulunlockedthedoor,andsaidslowly,\"InfiveminutesIleavethishouseforthestation。I
shallwaitthereuntilthetrainarrives。Ifthisgentlemandoesnotjoinme,Ishallbebetterabletounderstandallthisandtakemeasuresaccordingly。\"
\"AndItelltoyou,MeesterHathaway,sir,\"saidDonCaesar,strikinganattitudeinthedoorway,\"youshalldoasIplease——
Caramba!——andshallbeg\"——
\"Holdyourtongue,sir——or,bytheEternal!\"——burstoutPendletonsuddenly,bringingdownhisthinhandontheMexican\'sshoulder。
Hestoppedassuddenly。\"Gentlemen,thisischildish。Go,sir!\"
toDonCaesar,pointingwithagauntwhitefingerintothedarkenedhall。\"Iwillfollowyou。Mr。Hathaway,asanolderman,andonewhohasseenagooddealoffoolishaltercation,Iregret,sir,deeplyregret,tobeawitnesstothisbelligerentqualityinalaw-makerandapublicman;andImustdeprecate,sir——deprecate,yourdemandonthatgentlemanforwhat,inthefollyofyouth,youarepleasedtocallpersonalsatisfaction。\"
Ashemovedwithdignityoutoftheroom,Paulremainedblanklystaringafterhim。Wasitalladream?——orwasthisColonelPendletontheduelist?Hadtheoldmangonecrazy,orwashemerelyactingtoveilsomewildpurpose?HissuddenarrivalshowedthatYerbamusthavesentforhimandtoldhimofDonCaesar\'sthreats;wouldhebewildenoughtoattempttostranglethemaninsomeremoteroomorinthedarknessofthepassage?Hesteppedsoftlyintothehall:hecouldstillhearthedoubletreadofthetwomen:theyhadreachedthestaircase——theywereDESCENDING!Heheardthedrowsyaccentsofthenightporterandtheswingingofthedoor——theywereinthestreet!
Wherevertheyweregoing,orforwhatpurpose,HEmustbeatthestation,ashehadwarnedthemhewouldbe。Hehastilythrewafewthingsintohisvalise,andpreparedtofollowthem。Whenhewentdownstairsheinformedtheporterthatowingtoanurgentcallofbusinessheshouldtrytocatchthethroughexpressatthreeo\'clock,buttheymustretainhisroomandluggageuntiltheyheardfromhim。HerememberedDonCaesar\'sletter。Hadeitherofthegentlemen,hisfriendswhohadjustgoneout,leftaletterormessage?No,Excellency;thegentlemenweretalkingearnestly——hebelieved,intheSouthAmericanlanguage——andhadnotspokentohim。
PerhapsitwasthisthatremindedPaul,ashecrossedthesquareagain,thathehadmadenopreparationforanypossiblefatalissuetohimselfinthisadventure。SHEwouldknowit,however,andwhyhehadundertakenit。Hetriedtothinkthatperhapssomeinterestinhimselfhadpromptedhertosendthecoloneltohim。Yet,mingledwiththiswasanoddsenseofacertainridiculousnessinhisposition:therewastheabsurdityofhisprospectiveantagonistbeingevennowinconfidentialconsultationwithhisownfriendandally,whosefunctionshehadusurped,andinwhoseinterestshewasabouttoriskhislife。Andashewalkedawaythroughthesilentstreets,theconvictionmorethanoncewasforceduponhimthathewasgoingtoanappointmentthatwouldnotbekept。
Hereachedthestationsometenminutesbeforethetrainwasdue。
Twoorthreehalf-drowsy,wrapped-uppassengerswerealreadyontheplatform;butneitherDonCaesarnorColonelPendletonwasamongthem。Heexploredthewaiting-roomsandeventhehalf-litbuffet,butwithnobettersuccess。TellingtheBahnhofInspectorthathispassagewasonlycontingentuponthearrivalofoneortwocompanions,anddescribingthemminutelytopreventmistakes,hebegangloomilytopacebeforetheticket-office。Fiveminutespassed——thenumberofpassengersdidnotincrease;tenminutes;adistantshriek——thehoarseinquiryoftheinspector——hadtheHerr\'scompanionsyetgekommt?thesuddenglareofaCyclopeaneyeinthedarkness,theonglidingofthelong-jointedandgleamingspottedserpent,thetrain——ahurriedglancearoundtheplatform,oneortwogutturalorders,theslammingofdoors,theremountingofblackuniformedfigureslikecaryatidesalongthemarchepieds,apuffofvapor,andthetrainhadcomeandgonewithoutthem。
Yethewouldgivehisadversaryfifteenminutesmoretoallowforaccidentordelay,orthepossiblearrivalofthecolonelwithanexplanation,andrecommencedhisgloomypacing,astheBahnhofsankbackintohalf-litrepose。Attheendoffiveminutestherewasanothershriek。Paulturnedquicklytotheinspector。Ah,then,therewasanothertrain?No;itwasonlytheupexpressforBasle,goingtheotherwayandstoppingattheNordStation,halfamileaway。Itwouldnotstophere,buttheHerrwouldseeitpassinafewmomentsatfullspeed。
Itcamepresently,withaprolongeddespairingshriek,outofthedarkness;aflash,arushandroarathisside,aplungeintothedarknessagainwiththesamedespairingcry;aflutterofsomethingwhitefromoneofthewindows,likealoosenedcurtain,thatatlastseemedtodetachitself,and,afterawildattempttofollow,suddenlysoaredaloft,whirledoverandover,dropped,anddriftedslowly,slantwise,totheground。
Theinspectorhadseenit,randowntheline,andpickeditup。
ThenhereturnedwithittoPaulwithalookofsympathizingconcern。Itwasalady\'shandkerchief,evidentlysomesignalwavedtothewell-bornHerr,whowastheonlypassengerontheplatform。
So,possibly,itmightbefromhisfriends,whobysomestupidmischancehadgonetothewrongstation,and——GottimHimmel!——itwashideouslystupid,yetpossible,gotonthewrongtrain!
TheHerr,alittlepale,butcomposed,thoughtitWASpossible。
No;hewouldnottelegraphtothenextstation——notyet——hewouldinquire。
Hewalkedquicklyaway,reachingthehotelbreathlessly,yetinaspacethatseemedalltoobriefforhisdisconnectedthought。
Thereweresignsofanimationinthehall,andanemptycarriagewasjustreenteringthecourtyard。Thehall-portermethimwithdemonstrativeconcernandapology。Ah!ifhehadonlyunderstoodhisExcellencybetter,hecouldhavesavedhimallthistrouble。
EvidentlyhisExcellencywasgoingwiththeArguelloparty,whohadorderedacarriage,doubtless,forthesameimportantjourney,anhourbefore,yethadleftonlyafewmomentsafterhisExcellency,andhisExcellency,itwouldappear,hadgonetothewrongstation。
Paulpushedhurriedlypastthemanandascendedtohisroom。Bothwindowswereopen,andinthefaintmoonlighthecouldseethatsomethingwhitewaspinnedtohispillow。Withnervousfingersherelithiscandles,andfounditwasanoteinYerba\'shandwriting。
Asheopenedit,atinysprayofthevinethathadgrownonthecrumblingwallfellathisfeet。Hepickeditup,pressedittohislips,andread,withdimeyes,asfollows:——
\"YouknownowwhyIspoketoyouasIdidto-day,andwhytheotherhalfofthisprecioussprayistheonlymemoryIcaretocarrywithmeoutofthiscrumblingruinofallmyhopes。Youwereright,Paul:mytakingyouthereWASANOMEN——nottoyou,whocanneverbeanythingbutproud,beloved,andtrue——buttoMEofalltheshameandmisery。Thankyouforallyouhavedone——forallyouwoulddo,myfriend,anddon\'tthinkmeungrateful,onlybecauseIamunworthyofit。Trytoforgiveme,butdon\'tforgetme,evenifyoumusthateme。Perhaps,ifyouknewall——youmightstilllovealittlethepoorgirltowhomyouhavealreadygiventheonlynameshecanevertakefromyou——YERBABUENA!
CHAPTERVII。
Itwasalreadyautumn,andinthecityofNewYorkanearlySundaymorningbreezewassweepinguptheleavesthathadfallenfromtheregularlyplantedailantustreesbeforethebrown-stonefrontageofarowofmonotonouslyalikefive-storiedhousesononeoftheprincipalavenues。ThePastoroftheThirdPresbyterianChurch,thatuplifteditsdoubletowersonthecorner,stoppedbeforeoneofthesedwellings,ranupthedozenbroadsteps,andrangthebell。Hewaspresentlyadmitttedtothesombrerichnessofahallanddrawing-roomwithhigh-backedfurnitureofdarkcarvedwoods,likecathedralstalls,and,hatinhand,somewhatimpatientlyawaitedthearrivalofhishostessandparishioner。Thedooropenedtoatall,white-hairedwomaninlustrelessblacksilk。Shewasregularandresoluteinfeatures,offinebutunbendingpresence,and,thoughsomewhatpastmiddleage,showednosignsofeithertheweaknessormellownessofyears。
\"IamsorrytodisturbyourSabbathmorningmeditations,SisterArgalls,norwouldIifitwerenotinthelineofChristianduty;
butSisterRobbinsisunabletodaytomakeherusualSabbathhospitalvisit,andIthoughtifyouwereexcusedfromtheForeignMissionaryclassandBibleinstructionatthreeyoumightundertakeherfunctions。Iknow,mydearoldfriend,\"hecontinued,withblanddeprecationofherhard-seteyes,\"howdistastefulthispromiscuousminglingwiththeroughandungodlyhasalwaysbeentoyou,andhowreluctantyouaretobeplacedinthepositionofbeingliabletohearcoarse,vulgar,orirreverentspeech。I
think,too,inourlongandpleasantpastoralrelations,youhavealwaysfoundmemindfulofit。IadmitIhavesometimesregrettedthatyourlatehusbandhadnotmoregenerallyfamiliarizedyouwiththewaysoftheworld。Butsoitis——weallhaveourweaknesses。
Ifnotonething,another。AndasEnvyandUncharitablenesssometimesfindtheirwayinevenChristianhearts,Ishouldlikeyoutoundertakethisofficeforthesakeofexample。Therearesome,dearSisterArgalls,whothinkthattherichwidowwhoismostliberalintheendowmentofthegoodsthatProvidencehasintrustedtoherhandsclaimsthereforetobeexemptfromlaborintheChristianvineyard。Letusteachthemhowunjusttheyare。\"
\"Iamwilling,\"saidthelady,withadry,determinedair。\"I
supposethesepatientsarenotprofessedlybadcharacters?\"
\"Bynomeans。Afew,perhaps;butthemajorityareunfortunates——
dependenteitheruponpubliccharityorsomesmallprovisionmadebytheirfriends。\"
\"Verywell。\"
\"AndyouunderstandthatthoughtheyhavetheprivilegeofrejectingyourChristianministrations,dearSisterArgalls,youarefreetojudgewhenyoumaybepatientorimportunatewiththem?\"
\"Iunderstand。\"
ThePastorwasnotanunkindlyman,and,asheglancedattheuncompromisinglookinMrs。Argalls\'seyes,feltforamomentsomeinconsistencybetweenhishumaneinstinctsandhisChristianduty。
\"Someofthemmayrequire,andbebenefitedby,asternmonitress,andSisterRobbins,Ifear,wasweak,\"hesaidconsolinglytohimself,ashedescendedthestepsagain。
Atthreeo\'clockMrs。Argalls,withareticuleandafewtracts,wasatthedoorofSt。John\'sHospital。AsshedisplayedhertestimonialsandannouncedthatshehadtakenMrs。Robbins\'splace,theofficialsreceivedherrespectfully,andgavesomeinstructionstotheattendants,which,however,didnotstopsomeindividualcomments。
\"Isay,Jim,itdoesn\'tseemthesquarethingtoletthatgrimoldgirllooseamongthempoorconvalescents。\"
\"Well,Idon\'tknow:theysayshe\'srichandgivesaloto\'moneyaway,butifshetacklesthatswearingoldKentuckianinNo。3,she\'llhaveherhandsfull。\"
However,thecriticismwasscarcelyfair,forMrs。Argalls,althoughmovingrigidlyalongfrombedtobedoftheward,equippedwithacertainformulaofphrases,neverthelessdroppedfromtimetotimesomepracticalcommon-sensequestionsthatshowedanalmostmasculineintuitionofthepatients\'needsandrequirements。Nordidshebetrayanyofthatover-sensitiveshrinkingfromcoarsenesswhichthegoodPastorhadfeared,albeitshewasquicktocorrectitsexhibition。Thelanguidmenlistenedtoherwithhalf-
aggressive,half-amusedinterest,andsomeofthesatisfactionoftakingabitterbutwholesometonic。Itwasnotuntilshereachedthebedatthefartherendofthewardthatsheseemedtomeetwithanycheck。
Itwasoccupiedbyahaggardman,withalongwhitemoustacheandfeaturesthatseemedwastedbyinwardstruggleandfever。Atthefirstsoundofhervoiceheturnedquicklytowardsher,liftedhimselfonhiselbow,andgazedfixedlyinherface。
\"KateHoward——bytheEternal!\"hesaid,inalowvoice。
Despiteherrigidself-possessionthewomanstarted,glancedhurriedlyaround,anddrewnearertohim。
\"Pendleton!\"shesaid,inanequallysuppressedvoice,\"What,inGod\'sname,areyoudoinghere?\"
\"Dying,Ireckon——soonerorlater,\"hesaidgrimly,\"that\'swhattheydohere。\"
\"But——what,\"shewentonhurriedly,stillglancingoverhershoulderasifshesuspectedsometrick——\"whathasbroughtyoutothis?\"
\"YOU!\"saidthecolonel,droppingbackexhaustedlyonhispillow。
\"Youandyourdaughter。\"
\"Idon\'tunderstandyou,\"shesaidquickly,yetregardinghimwithsternrigidity。\"YouknowperfectlywellIhaveNOdaughter。YouknowperfectlywellthatI\'vekeptthewordIgaveyoutenyearsago,andthatIhavebeendeadtoherasshehasbeentome。\"
\"Iknow,\"saidthecolonel,\"thatwithinthelastthreemonthsI
havepaidawaymylastcenttokeepthemouthofaninfernalscoundrelshutwhoKNOWSthatyouarehermother,andthreatenstoexposehertoherfriends。IknowthatI\'mdyinghereofanoldwoundthatIgotwhenIshutthemouthofanotherhoundwhowasreadytobarkathertwoyearsafteryoudisappeared。IknowthatbetweenyouandherI\'veletmyoldniggerdieofabrokenheart,becauseIcouldn\'tkeephimtosufferwithme,andIknowthatI\'mhereapauperontheState。Iknowthat,Kate,andwhenIsayitI
don\'tregretit。I\'vekeptmywordtoYOU,and,bytheEternal,yourdaughter\'sworthit!Forifthereeverwasafairandpeerlesscreature——it\'syourchild!\"
\"Andshe——arichwoman——unlessshesquanderedthefortuneIgaveher——letsyouliehere!\"saidthewomangrimly。
\"Shedon\'tknowit。\"
\"SheSHOULDknowit!Haveyouquarreled?\"Shewaslookingathimkeenly。
\"Shedistrustsme,becauseshehalfsuspectsthesecret,andI
hadn\'tthehearttotellherall。\"
\"All?Whatdoessheknow?Whatdoesthismanknow?Whathasbeentoldher?\"shesaidrapidly。
\"Sheonlyknowsthatthenameshehastakenshehasnorightto。\"
\"Rightto?Why,itwaswrittenontheTrust——YerbaBuena。\"
\"No,notthat。Shethoughtitwasamistake。ShetookthenameofArguello。\"
\"What?\"saidMrs。Argalls,suddenlygraspingtheinvalid\'swristwithbothhands。\"Whatname?\"hereyeswerestartledfromtheirrigidcoldness,herlipswerecolorless。
\"Arguello!Itwassomefoolishschoolgirlfancywhichthathoundhelpedtofosterinher。Why——what\'sthematter,Kate?\"
Thewomandroppedthehelplessman\'swrist,then,withaneffort,recoveredherselfsufficientlytorise,and,withanairofincreaseddecorum,asifthespiritualcharacteroftheirinterviewexcludedworldlyintrusion,adjustedthescreenaroundhisbed,soaspartlytohideherownfaceandPendleton\'s。Then,droppingintothechairbesidehim,shesaid,inheroldvoice,fromwhichtheburdenoftenlongyearsseemedtohavebeenlifted,——
\"Harry,what\'sthatyou\'replayingonme?\"
\"Idon\'tunderstandyou,\"saidPendletonamazedly。
\"Doyoumeantosayyoudon\'tknowit,anddidn\'ttellheryourself?\"shesaidcurtly。
\"What?Tellherwhat?\"herepeatedimpatiently。
\"ThatArguelloWASherfather!\"
\"Herfather?\"Hetriedtostruggletohiselbowagain,butshelaidherhandmasterfullyuponhisshoulderandforcedhimback。
\"Herfather!\"herepeatedhurriedly。\"JoseArguello!GreatGod!——
areyousure?\"
Quietlyandyetmechanicallygatheringthescatteredtractsfromthecoverlet,andputtingthemback,onebyoneinherreticule,shecloseditandherlipswithasnapassheuttered——\"Yes。\"
Pendletonremainedstaringathersilently,\"Yes,\"hemuttered,\"itmayhavebeensomeinstinctofthechild\'s,orsomediabolicalfancyofBriones\'。But,\"hesaidbitterly,\"trueornot,shehasnorighttohisname。\"
\"AndIsaysheHAS。\"
Shehadrisentoherfeet,withherarmsfoldedacrossherbreast,inanattitudeofsuchPuritancomposurethatthedistantspectatorsmighthavethoughtshewasdeliveringanexordiumtotheprostrateman。
\"ImetJoseArguello,forthesecondtime,inNewOrleans,\"shesaidslowly,\"eightyearsago。Hewasstillrich,butruinedinhealthbydissipation。Iwastiredofmywayoflife。HeproposedthatIshouldmarryhimtotakecareofhimandlegitimatizeourchild。IwasforcedtotellhimwhatIhaddonewithher,andthattheTrustcouldnotbedisturbeduntilshewasofageandherownmistress。Heassented。Wemarried,buthediedwithinayear。Hedied,leavingwithmehisacknowledgmentofherashischild,andtherighttoclaimherifIchose。\"
\"And?\"——interruptedthecolonelwithsparklingeyes。
\"IDON\'TCHOOSE。
\"Hearme!\"shecontinuedfirmly。\"Withhisnameandmyownmistress,andthegirl,asIbelieved,properlyprovidedforandignorantofmyexistence,Isawnonecessityforreopeningthepast。Iresolvedtoleadanewlifeashiswidow。Icamenorth。
InthelittleNewEnglandtownwhereIfirststopped,thecountrypeoplecontractedmynametoMrs。Argalls。Iletitstandso。I