cametoNewYorkandenteredtheserviceoftheLordandthebondsoftheChurch,HenryPendleton,asMrs。Argalls,andhaveremainedsoeversince。\"
\"ButyouwouldnotobjecttoYerbaknowingthatyoulived,andrightlyboreherfather\'sname?\"saidPendletoneagerly。
Thewomanlookedathimwithcompressedlips。\"Ishould。Ihaveburiedallmypast,andallitsconsequences。Letmenotseektoreopenitorrecallthem。\"
\"Butifyouknewthatshewasasproudasyourself,andthatthisveryuncertaintyastohernameandparentage,althoughshehasneverknownthewholetruth,keptherfromtakingthenameandbecomingthewifeofamanwhomsheloves?\"
\"Whomsheloves!\"
\"Yes;oneofherguardians——Hathaway——towhomyouintrustedherwhenshewasachild。\"
\"PaulHathaway——butHEknewit。\"
\"Yes。ButSHEdoesnotknowhedoes。Hehaskeptthesecretfaithfully,evenwhensherefusedhim。\"
Shewassilentforamoment,andthensaid,——
\"Sobeit。Iconsent。\"
\"Andyou\'llwritetoher?\"saidthecoloneleagerly。
\"No。ButYOUmay,andifyouwantthemIwillfurnishyouwithsuchproofsasyoumayrequire。\"
\"Thankyou。\"Heheldouthishandwithsuchahappyyetchildishgratitudeuponhiswornfacethatherowntrembledslightlyasshetookit。\"Good-by!\"
\"Ishallseeyousoon,\"shesaid。
\"Ishallbehere,\"hesaidgrimly。
\"Ithinknot,\"shereturned,withthefirstrelaxationofhersmilelessface,andmovedaway。
Asshepassedoutsheaskedtoseethehousesurgeon。Howsoondidhethinkthepatientshehadbeenconversingwithcouldberemovedfromthehospitalwithsafety?DidMrs。Argallsmean\"far?\"Mrs。
ArgallsmeantasfarasTHAT——tenderinghercardandeminentlyrespectableaddress。Ah!——perhapsinaweek。Notbefore?Perhapsbefore,unlesscomplicationsensued;thepatienthadbeenmuchrundownphysically,though,asMrs。Argallshadprobablynoticed,hewassingularlystronginnervouswillforce。Mrs。ArgallsHAD
noticedit,andconsidereditanextraordinarycaseofconviction——
worthyoftheclosestwatchingandcare。Whenhewasabletobemovedshewouldsendherowncarriageandherownphysiciantosuperintendhistransfer。Inthemeantimehewastowantfornothing。Certainly,hehadgivenverylittletrouble,and,infact,wantedverylittle。Justnowhehadonlyaskedforpaper,pens,andink。
CHAPTERVIII。
AsMrs。Argalls\'scarriagerolledintoFifthAvenue,itforamomentnarrowlygrazedanothercarriage,loadedwithluggage,drivinguptoahotel。TheabstractedtravelerwithinitwasPaulHathaway,whohadreturnedfromEuropethatmorning。
Paulenteredthehotel,and,goingtotheregistermechanically,turneditsleavesforthepreviousarrivals,withthesamehopelesspatiencethathadforthelastsixweeksaccompaniedthishabitualpreliminaryperformanceonhisarrivalattheprincipalEuropeanhotels。ForhehadlostalltraceofYerba,Pendleton,Milly,andtheBrionesfromthedayoftheirdeparture。TheentirepartyseemedtohaveseparatedatBasle,and,inthateight-hours\'starttheyhadofhim,tohavedisappearedtothefourcardinalpoints。
HehadlingeredafewdaysinLondontotransactsomebusiness;hewouldlingerafewdayslongerinNewYorkbeforereturningtoSanFrancisco。
Thedailypapersalreadycontainedhisnameinthelistofthesteamerpassengerswhoarrivedthatmorning。ItmightmeetHER
eye,althoughhehadbeenhauntedduringthevoyagebyaterriblefancythatshewasstillinEurope,andhadeitherhiddenherselfinsomeobscureprovincialtownwiththehalf-crazyPendleton,orhadenteredaconvent,oreven,inrecklessdespair,hadacceptedthenameandtitleofsomepennilessnobleman。Itwasthismiserabledoubtthathadmadehishomewardjourneyattimesseemlikeacrueldesertionofher,whileatothermomentstheconvictionthatMilly\'sCalifornianrelativesmightgivehimsomeclewtoherwhereaboutsmadehimfeverishlyfearfulofdelayinganhouronhiswaytoSanFrancisco。HedidnotbelievethatshehadtoleratedthecompanyofBrionesasinglemomentafterthesceneattheBadHof,andyethehadnoconfidenceinthecolonel\'sattitudetowardstheMexican。Hopelessofthefutureasherletterseemed,stillitsnaiveandtacitconfessionofherfeelingsatthemomentwasallthatsustainedhim。
Twodayspassed,andhestilllingeredaimlesslyinNewYork。IntwodaysmorethePanamasteamerwouldsail——yetinhishesitationhehadputoffsecuringhispassage。HevisitedtheofficesofthedifferentEuropeansteamerlines,andexaminedtherecentpassengerlists,buttherewasnorecordofanyoftheparty。Whatmadehisquestseemthemorehopelesswashisbeliefthat,afterBriones\'
revelation,shehadcastoffthenameofArguelloandtakensomeother。ShemightevenbeinNewYorkunderthatnewnamenow。
Onthemorningofthethirdday,amonghisletterswasonethatborethepostmarkofanotedsuburbansettlementofwealthyvilla-
ownersontheHudsonRiver。ItwasfromMillyWoods,statingthatherfatherhadreadofhisarrivalinthepapers,andbeggedhewoulddineandstaythenextnightwiththemat\"UnderCliff,\"ifhe\"stillhadanyinterestinthefortunesofoldfriends。Ofcourse,\"addedtheperenniallyincoherentMilly,\"ifitboresyouwesha\'n\'texpectyou。\"ThequickcolorcametoPaul\'scareworncheek。Hetelegraphedassent,andatsunsetthatafternoonsteppedoffthetrainatalittleprivatewoodlandstation——soabnormallyrusticandpicturesqueinitsbrown-barkwallscoveredwithscarletVirginiacreepersthatitlookedlikeatheatricalerection。
Mr。Woods\'sstationwagonwasinwaiting,butPaul,handingthedriverhisvalise,andascertainingthegeneraldirectionofthehouse,andthatitwasnotfardistant,toldhimtogoonandhewouldfollowafoot。Thetremorofvagueanticipationhadalreadycomeuponhim;somethingthatheknewnotwhetherhefearedorlongedfor,onlythatitwasinevitable,hadbeguntopossesshim。
Hewouldsoonrecoverhimselfintheflaringgloryofthiswoodland,andtheinvigorationofthishaleOctoberair。
Itwasabeautifulandbrilliantsunset,yetnotsobeautifulandbrilliantbutthatthewholeopulentforestaroundhimseemedtochallengeandrepeatitsrichestaswellasitsmostdelicatedyes。
Thereddeningwest,seenthroughanopeningofscarletmaples,wasnolongerred;thegoldengloryofthesun,sinkingoverapromontoryofgleamingyellowsumachthatjuttedoutintothenobleriver,wasshornofitsintenseradiance;attimesinthethickestwoodsheseemedsurroundedbyayellownimbus;attimessoluminouswastheglowofthesetranslucentleavesthatthepositionofthesunitselfseemedchanged,ortheshadowscastindefianceofitsglory。Ashewalkedon,longreachesofthelordlyplacidstreamathissidewerevisible,asfarastheterracesoftheoppositeshore,liftedonbasalticcolumns,themselvesstreakedandveinedwithgoldandfire。Paulhadseennothinglikethissincehisboyhood;foraninstantthegreatheroicsoftheSierranlandscapewereforgotteninthismagnificentharlequinade。
Adimfootpathcrossedtheroadinthedirectionofthehouse,whichforthelastfewmomentshadbeenslowlyetchingitselfasasoftvignetteinatintedaureoleofwalnutandmapleuponthesteelblueoftheriver。Hewashesitatingwhethertotakethisshortcutorcontinueonbytheroad,whenheheardtherustlingofquickfootstepsamongthefallenleavesofthevariegatedthicketthroughwhichitstole。Hestoppedshort,theleafyscreenshiveredandparted,andatallgracefulfigure,likeadrapedandhiddenColumbine,burstthroughitspaintedfoliage。ItwasYerba!
Sheranquicklytowardshim,withpartedlips,shiningeyes,andafewscarletleavesclingingtothestuffofherworsteddressinawaythatrecalledthepinkpetalsofRosario。
\"WhenIsawyouwerenotinthewagonandknewyouwerewalkingI
slippedouttointerceptyou,asIhadsomethingtotellyoubeforeyousawtheothers。Ithoughtyouwouldn\'tmind。\"Shestopped,andsuddenlyhesitated。
Whatwasthisnewstrangeshynessthatseemedtodroophereyelids,herproudhead,andeventheslimhandthathadbeensoimpulsivelyandfranklyoutstretchedtowardshim?Andhe——Paul——whatwashedoing?Wherewasthispassionateoutburstthathadfilledhisheartfornightsanddays?Wherethiseagertumultuousquestioningthathisfeverishlipshadrehearsedhourbyhour?Wherethisdesperatecouragethatwouldsweepthewholeworldawayifitstoodbetweenthem?Where,indeed?Hewasstandingonlyafewfeetfromher——cold,silent,andtremulous!
Shedrewbackastep,liftedherheadwithaquicktossthatseemedtocondensethemoistureinhershiningeyes,andsentwhatmighthavebeenaglitteringdew-dropflyingintotheloosedtendrilsofherhair。Calmanderectagain,sheputherlittlehandtoherjacketpocket。
\"IonlywantedyoutoreadaletterIgotyesterday,\"shesaid,takingoutanenvelope。
Thespellwasbroken。Paulcaughteagerlyatthehandthatheldtheletter,andwouldhavedrawnhertohim;butsheputhimasidegravelybutsweetly。
\"Readthatletter!\"
\"TellmeofYOURSELFfirst!\"hebrokeoutpassionately。\"Whyyoufledfromme,andwhyInowfindyouhere,bythemerestchance,withoutawordofsummonsfromyourself,Yerba?Tellmewhoiswithyou?Areyoufreeandyourownmistress——freetoactforyourselfandme?Speak,darling——don\'tbecruel!SincethatnightIhavelongedforyou,soughtforyou,andsufferedforyoueverydayandhour。TellmeifIfindyouthesameYerbawhowrote\"——
\"Readthatletter!\"
\"Icarefornonebuttheoneyouleftme。Ihavereadandrereadit,Yerba——carrieditalwayswithme。See!Ihaveithere!\"Hewasintheactofwithdrawingitfromhisbreast-pocket,whensheputupherhandpiteously。
\"Please,Paul,please——readthisletterfirst!\"
Therewassomethinginhernewsupplicatinggrace,stillretainingthefaintestsuggestionofheroldgirlisharchness,thatstruckhim。Hetooktheletterandopenedit。ItwasfromColonelPendleton。
Plainly,concisely,andformally,withoutgivingthenameofhisauthorityorsuggestinghisinterviewwithMrs。Argalls,hehadinformedYerbathathehaddocumentarytestimonythatshewasthedaughterofthelateJosedeArguello,andlegallyentitledtobearhisname。Acopyoftheinstructionsgiventohiswife,recognizingYerbaBuena,thewardoftheSanFranciscoTrust,ashischildandhers,andleavingtothemotherthechoiceofmakingitknowntoherandothers,wasinclosed。
PaulturnedanunchangedfaceuponYerba,whowaswatchinghimeagerly,uneasily,almostbreathlessly。
\"AndyouthinkthisconcernsME!\"hesaidbitterly。\"Youthinkonlyofthis,whenIspeakofthepreciousletterthatbademehope,andbroughtmetoyou?\"
\"Paul,\"saidthegirl,withwonderingeyesandhesitatinglips;\"doyoumeantosaythat——that——thisis——nothingtoyou?\"
\"Yes——butforgiveme,darling!\"hebrokeoutagain,withasuddenvagueremorsefulness,asheoncemoresoughtherelusivehand。\"I
amabrute——anegotist!IforgotthatitmightbesomethingtoYOU。\"
\"Paul,\"continuedthegirl,hervoicequiveringwithastrangejoy,\"doyousaythatyou——YOUyourself,carenothingforthis?\"
\"Nothing,\"heanswered,gazingathertransfiguredfacewithadmiringwonder。
\"And\"——moretimidly,asafaintaurorakindledinherchecks——\"thatyoudon\'tcare——that——that——IamcomingtoyouWITHANAME,togiveyouin——exchange?\"
Hestarted。
\"Yerba,youarenotmockingme?Youwillbemywife?\"
Shesmiled,yetmovingsoftlybackwardswiththegravestatelinessofavanishingyetbeckoninggoddess,untilshereachedthesumach-
bushfromwhichshehademerged。Hefollowed。Anotherbackwardstep,andityieldedtoletherthrough;butevenasitdidsoshecaughthiminherarms,andforasinglemomentitcloseduponthemboth,andhidtheminitsglory。Astilllingeringsong-bird,possiblyconvincedthathehadmistakentheseason,andthatspringhadreallycome,flewoutwithalittlecrytocarrythemessagesouth;buteventhenPaulandYerbaemergedwithsuchinnocent,childlikegravity,and,sidebyside,walkedsocomposedlytowardsthehouse,thathethoughtbetterofit。
CHAPTERIX。
ItwasonlytheTHIRDtimetheyhadevermet——didPaulconsiderthatwhenhethoughthercold?DidheknownowwhyshehadnotunderstoodhimatRosario?Didheunderstandnowhowcalculatingandselfishhehadseemedtoherthatnight?Couldhelookherinthefacenow——no,hemustbequiet——theyweresonearthehouse,andeverybodycouldseethem!——andsaythathehadeverbelievedhercapableofmakingupthatstoryoftheArguellos?Couldhenothaveguessedthatshehadsomememoryofthatnameinherchildishrecollections,howorwheresheknewnot?Wasitstrangethatadaughtershouldhaveaninstinctofherfather?Wasitkindtohertoknowallthishimselfandyetrevealnothing?Becausehermotherandfatherhadquarreled,andhermotherhadrunawaywithsomebodyandleftherawardtostrangers——wasthattobeconcealedfromher,andsheleftwithoutaname?This,andmuchmore,tenderlyreproachful,bewilderingandsweetlyillogical,yetinexpressiblydeartoPaul,astheywalkedoninthegloaming。
Moretothepurpose,however,thefactthatBriones,asfarassheknew,didnotknowhermother,andneverbeforethenightatStrudleBadhadeverspokenofher。Stillmoretothepurpose,thathehaddisappearedafteraninterviewwiththecolonelthatnight,andthatshebelievedalwaysthatthecolonelhadboughthimoff。ItwasnotwithHERmoney。Shehadsometimesthoughtthatthecolonelandhewereinconfidence,andthatwaswhyshehadlatelydistrustedPendleton。ButshehadrefusedtotakethenameofArguelloagainafterthatscene,andhadcalledherselfonlybythenamehehadgivenher——wouldheforgiveherforeverspeakingofitasshehad?——YerbaBuena。Butonshipboard,atMilly\'ssuggestion,andtokeepawayfromBriones,hernamehadappearedonthepassengerlistasMissGood,andtheyhadcome,nottoNewYork,butBoston。
ItwaspossiblethatthecolonelhadextractedtheinformationhesentherFROMBriones。TheyhadpartedfromPendletoninLondon,ashewasgrumpyandqueer,and,asMillythought,becomingverymiserlyandavariciousashegrewolder,forhewasalwaysquarrelingoverthehotelbills。ButhehadMrs。Woods\'sNewYorkaddressatUnderCliff,and,ofcourse,guessedwhereshewas。
Therewasnoaddressonhisletter:hehadsaidhewouldwriteagain。
Thusmuchuntiltheyreachedthestepsoftheveranda,andMilly,flyingdown,wasostentatiouslyoverwhelmedwiththeunexpectedappearanceofMr。PaulHathawayandYerba,whomshehadbeenwatchingfromthewindowforthelasttenminutes。ThentheappearanceofMr。Woods,Californianandreminiscent,andMrs。
Woods,metropolitan,languid,andforgetful,andthesuddenandformalretirementofthegirls。AnarchandindefinablemysteryintheairwheneverPaulandYerbaappearedtogether——ofwhicheventheservantswerediscreetlyconscious。
AtdinnerMr。WoodsagainbecameretrospectiveandCalifornian,anddweltuponthechangeshehadnoticed。Itappearedtheoldpioneershadinfewcasesattainedacomfortablefortunefortheiroldage。\"Iknow,\"headded,\"thatyourfriendColonelPendletonhasdroppedagooddealofmoneyoverinEurope。Somebodytoldmethatheactuallywasreducedtotakeasteeragepassagehome。Itlooksasifhemightgamble——it\'sanoldCaliforniancomplaint。\"
AsPaul,whohadbecomesuddenlygraveagain,didnotspeak,Mrs。
Woodsremindedthemthatshehadalwaysdoubtedthecolonel\'smoralprinciples。Oldashewas,hehadnevergotoverthatfreedomoflifeandsocialopinionwhichhehadimbibedinearlydays。Forherpart,shewasverygladhehadnotreturnedfromEuropewiththegirls,though,ofcourse,thepresenceofDonCaesarandhissisterduringtheirEuropeansojournwasacorrective。AsPaul\'sfacegrewdarkerduringthislanguidcriticism,Yerba,whohadbeenwatchingitwithanewandabsorbingsympathy,seizedthefirstmomentwhentheyleftthetabletointerrogatehimwithheartbreakingeyes。
\"Youdon\'tthink,Paul,thatthecolonelisreallypoor?\"
\"Godonlyknows,\"saidPaul。\"Itrembletothinkhowthatscoundrelmayhavebledhim。\"
\"Andallforme!Paul,dear,youknowyouweresayinginthewoodsthatyouwouldnever,nevertouchmymoney。What\"——exultingly——\"ifwegaveittohim?\"
WhatanswerPaulmadedidnottranspire,foritseemedtohavebeenindicatedbyanintervalofprofoundsilence。
Butthenextmorning,asheandMr。Woodswereclosetedinthelibrary,Yerbabrokeinuponthemwithapatheticfaceandatelegraminherhand。\"Oh,Paul——Mr。Hathaway——IT\'STRUE!\"
Paulseizedthetelegramquickly:ithadnosignature,onlytheline:\"ColonelPendletonisdangerouslyillatSt。John\'sHospital。\"
\"Imustgoatonce,\"saidPaul,rising。
\"Oh,Paul\"——imploringly——\"letmegowithyou!Ishouldneverforgivemyselfif——ANDIT\'SADDRESSEDTOME,andwhatwouldhethinkifIdidn\'tcome?\"
Paulhesitated。\"Mrs。WoodswillletMillygowithusandshecanstayatthehotel。Sayyes,\"shecontinued,seekinghiseyeseagerly。
Heconsented,andinhalfanhourtheywereinthetrainforNewYork。LeavingMillyatthehotel,ostensiblyindeferencetotheWoods\'sprejudices,butreallytosavethepresenceofathirdpartyatthismeeting,PauldrovewithYerbarapidlytothehospital。Theywereadmittedtoananteroom。Thehousesurgeonreceivedthemrespectfully,butdoubtingly。Thepatientwasalittlebetterthismorning,butveryweak。Therewasaladynowwithhim——amemberofareligiousandcharitableguild,whohadtakenthegreatestinterestinhim——indeed,shehadwishedtotakehimtoherownhome——buthehaddeclinedatfirst,andnowhewastooweaktoberemoved。
\"ButIreceivedthistelegram:itmusthavebeensentathisrequest,\"protestedYerba。
Thehousesurgeonlookedatthebeautifulface。Hewasmortal。Hewouldseeifthepatientwasabletostandanotherinterview;
possiblytheregularvisitormightwithdraw。
Whenhehadgone,anattendantvolunteeredtheinformationthattheoldgentlemanwasperhapsalittleexcitedattimes。Hewasawonderfulman;hehadseenagreatdeal;hetalkedmuchofCaliforniaandtheearlydays;hewasveryinteresting。Ah,itwouldbeallrightnowifthedoctorfoundhimwellenough,fortheladywasalreadygoing——thatwasshe,comingthroughthehall。
Shecameslowlytowardsthem——erect,gray,grim——astillhandsomeapparition。Paulstarted。Tohishorror,Yerbaranimpulsivelyforward,andsaideagerly:\"Ishebetter?Canheseeusnow?\"
Thewomanhaltedaninstant,seemedtogathertheprayer-bookandreticuleshewascarryingclosertoherbreast,butwasotherwiseunchanged。ReplyingtoPaulratherthantheyounggirl,shesaidrigidly:\"ThepatientisabletoseeMr。HathawayandMissYerbaBuena,\"andpassedslowlyon。Butasshereachedthedoorsheunloosedherblackmourningveilfromherbonnet,andseemedtodropitacrossherfacewiththegesturethatPaulrememberedshehadusedtwelveyearsago。
\"Shefrightensme!\"saidYerba,turningasuddenlystartledfaceonPaul。\"Oh,Paul,Ihopeitisn\'tanomen,butshelookedlikesomeonefromthegrave!\"
\"Hush!\"saidPaul,turningawayafacethatwaswhiterthanherown。\"Theyarecomingnow。\"
Thehousesurgeonhadreturnedatriflegraver。Theymightseehimnow,buttheymustbewarnedthathewanderedattimesalittle;
and,ifhemightsuggest,ifitwasanythingoffamilyimportance,theyhadbettermakethemostoftheirtimeandhislucidintervals。Perhapsiftheywereoldfriends——VERYoldfriends——hewouldrecognizethem。Hewaswanderingmuchinthepast——alwaysinthepast。
Theyfoundhimintheendoftheward,butsocarefullyprotectedandpartitionedoffbyscreensthatthespacearoundhiscothadalltheprivacyandsecurityofanapartment。Hewasverymuchchanged;theywouldscarcelyhaveknownhim,butforthedelicatelycurvedaquilineprofileandthelongwhitemoustache——nowsofaintandetherealizedastoseemamerespiritwingthatrestedonhispillow。Totheirsurpriseheopenedhiseyeswithasmileofperfectrecognition,and,withthinfingersbeyondthecoverlid,beckonedtothemtoapproach。YettherewasstillashadowofhisoldreserveinhisreceptionofPaul,and,althoughonehandinterlockedthefingersofYerba——whohadatfirstrushedimpulsivelyforwardandfallenonherkneesbesidethebed——andtheothersoftlyplaceditselfuponherhead,hiseyeswerefixedupontheyoungman\'swiththeceremoniousnessduetoastranger。
\"Iamgladtosee,sir,\"hebeganinaslow,broken,butperfectlyaudiblevoice,\"thatnowyouare——satisfiedwiththeright——ofthisyounglady——tobearthenameof——Arguello——andherrelationship——
sir——tooneoftheoldest\"——
\"But,mydearoldfriend,\"brokeoutPaul,earnestly,\"INEVER
caredforthat——Ibegyoutobelieve\"——
\"Henever——never——caredforit——dear,dearcolonel,\"sobbedYerba,passionately:\"itwasallmyfault——hethoughtonlyofme——youwronghim!\"
\"Ithinkotherwise,\"saidthecolonel,withgrimandrelentlessdeliberation。\"Ihaveavivid——impression——sir——ofan——interviewI
hadwithyou——attheSt。Charles——whereyousaid\"——Hewassilentforamoment,andtheninaquitedifferentvoicecalledfaintly——
\"George!\"
PaulandYerbaglancedquicklyateachother。
\"George,setoutsomerefreshmentfortheHonorablePaulHathaway。
Thebest,sir——youunderstand……Agoodnigger,sir——agoodboy;andheneverleavesme,sir。Only,bygad!sir,hewillstarvehimselfandhisfamilytobewithme。IbroughthimwithmetoCaliforniaawaybackinthefallof\'forty-nine。Thoseweretheearlydays,sir——theearlydays。\"
Hisheadhadfallenbackquiteeasilyonthepillownow;butaslightfilmseemedtobeclosingoverhisdarkeyes,liketheinnerlidofaneaglewhenitgazesuponthesun。
\"Theyweretheolddays,sir——thedaysofMen——whenaman\'sWORD
wasenoughforanything,andhistrigger-fingersettledanydoubt。
WhentheTrustthathetookfromMan,Woman,orChildwasneverbroken。Whenthetide,sir,thatsweptthroughtheGoldenGatecameupasfarasMontgomeryStreet。\"
Hedidnotspeakagain。ButtheywhostoodbesidehimknewthatthetidehadoncemorecomeuptoMontgomeryStreet,andwascarryingHarryPendletonawaywithit。