第5章

Theblankmighthavebeenanhouroracentury。Heknewonlythatomethinghadhappenedintheinterval。Whatiswashecouldnottell。

Hefoundgreatdifficultyincatchingthethreadofhisidentityagain。

Hefeltthathewashimself;butthetroublewastomakehisconnections,toverifyandplacehimself,toknowwhoandwherehewas。

Atlastitgrewclear。JohnWeightmanwassittingonastone,notfarfromaroadinastrangeland。

Theroadwasnotaformalhighway,fencedandgraded。Itwasmorelikeagreattravel-trace,wornbythousandsoffeetpassingacrosstheopencountryinthesamedirection。Downinthevalley,intowhichhecouldlook,theroadseemedtoformitselfgraduallyoutofmanyminorpaths;littlefootwayscomingacrossthemeadows,windingtracksfollowingalongbesidethestreams,faintlymarkedtrailsemergingfromthewoodlands。Butonthehillsidethethreadsweremorefirmlywovenintooneclearbandoftravel,thoughtherewerestillafewdimpathsjoiningithereandthere,asifpersonshadbeenclimbingupthehillbyotherwaysandhadturnedatlasttoseektheroad。

Fromtheedgeofthehill,whereJohnWeightmansat,hecouldseethetravelers,inlittlegroupsorlargercompanies,gatheringfromtimetotimebythedifferentpaths,andmakingtheascent。

Theywereallclothedinwhite,andtheformoftheirgarmentswasstrangetohim;itwaslikesomeoldpicture。Theypassedhim,groupaftergroup,talkingquietlytogetherorsinging;notmovinginhaste,butwithacertainairofeagernessandjoyasiftheyweregladtobeontheirwaytoanappointedplace。Theydidnotstaytospeaktohim,buttheylookedathimoftenandspoketooneanotherastheylooked;andnowandthenoneofthemwouldsmileandbeckonhimafriendlygreeting,sothathefelttheywouldlikehimtobewiththem。

Therewasquiteanintervalbetweenthegroups;andhefollowedeachofthemwithhiseyesafterithadpassed,blanchingthelongribbonoftheroadforalittletransientspace,risingandrecedingacrossthewide,billowyupland,amongtheroundedhillocksofaerialgreenandgoldandlilac,untilitcametothehighhorizon,andstoodoutlinedforamoment,atinycloudofwhitenessagainstthetenderblue,beforeitvanishedoverthehill。

Foralongtimehesattherewatchingandwondering。ItwasaverydifferentworldfromthatinwhichhismansionontheAvenuewasbuilt;anditlookedstrangetohim,butmostreal——asrealasanythinghehadeverseen。Presentlyhefeltastrongdesiretoknowwhatcountryitwasandwherethepeopleweregoing。

Hehadafaintpremonitionofwhatitmustbe,buthewishedtobesure。

Soherosefromthestonewherehewassitting,andcamedownthroughtheshortgrassandthelavenderflowers,towardapassinggroupofpeople。

Oneofthemturnedtomeethim,andheldouthishand。Itwasanoldman,underwhosewhitebeardandbrowsJohnWeightmanthoughthesawasuggestionofthefaceofthevillagedoctorwhohadcaredforhimyearsago,whenhewasaboyinthecountry。

\"Welcome,\"saidtheoldman。\"Willyoucomewithus?\"

\"Whereareyougoing?\"

\"Totheheavenlycity,toseeourmansionsthere。\"

\"Andwhoarethesewithyou?\"

\"Strangerstome,untilalittlewhileago;Iknowthembetternow。

ButyouIhaveknownforalongtime,JohnWeightman。Don\'tyourememberyourolddoctor?\"

\"Yes,\"hecried——\"yes;yourvoicehasnotchangedatall。

I\'mgladindeedtoseeyou,DoctorMcLean,especiallynow。

Allthisseemsverystrangetome,almostoppressive。

Iwonderif——butmayIgowithyou,doyousuppose?\"

\"Surely,\"answeredthedoctor,withhisfamiliarsmile;\"itwilldoyougood。Andyoualsomusthaveamansioninthecitywaitingforyou——afineone,too——areyounotlookingforwardtoit?\"

\"Yes,\"repliedtheother,hesitatingamoment;\"yes——Ibelieveitmustbeso,althoughIhadnotexpectedtoseeitsosoon。

ButIwillgowithyou,andwecantalkbytheway。\"

Thetwomenquicklycaughtupwiththeotherpeople,andallwentforwardtogetheralongtheroad。Thedoctorhadlittletotellofhisexperience,forithadbeenaplain,hardlife,uneventfullyspentforothers,andthestoryofthevillagewasverysimple。JohnWeightman\'sadventuresandtriumphswouldhavemadeafarricher,moreimposinghistory,fullofcontactswiththegreateventsandpersonagesofthetime。

Butsomehoworotherhedidnotcaretospeakmuchaboutit,walkingonthatwideheavenlymoorland,underthattranquil,sunlessarchofblue,inthatfreeairofperfectpeace,wherethelightwasdiffusedwithoutashadow,asifthespiritoflifeinallthingswereluminous。

TherewasonlyonepersonbesidesthedoctorinthatlittlecompanywhomJohnWeightmanhadknownbefore——anoldbookkeeperwhohadspenthislifeoveradesk,carefullykeepingaccounts——arusty,dulllittleman,patientandnarrow,whosewifehadbeenintheinsaneasylumfortwentyyearsandwhoseonlychildwasacrippleddaughter,forwhosecomfortandhappinesshehadtoiledandsacrificedhimselfwithoutstint。

Itwasasurprisetofindhimhere,ascare-freeandjoyfulastherest。

Thelivesofothersinthecompanywererevealedinbriefglimpsesastheytalkedtogether——amother,earlywidowed,whohadkeptherlittleflockofchildrentogetherandlaboredthroughhardandheavyyearstobringthemupinpurityandknowledge——aSisterofCharitywhohaddevotedherselftothenursingofpoorfolkwhowerebeingeatentodeathbycancer——aschoolmasterwhoseheartandlifehadbeenpouredintohisquietworkoftrainingboysforacleanandthoughtfulmanhood——amedicalmissionarywhohadgivenupabrilliantcareerinsciencetotakethechargeofahospitalindarkestAfrica——abeautifulwomanwithsilverhairwhohadresignedherdreamsofloveandmarriagetocareforaninvalidfather,andafterhisdeathhadmadeherlifealong,steadysearchforwaysofdoingkindnessestoothers——apoetwhohadwalkedamongthecrowdedtenementsofthegreatcity,bringingcheerandcomfortnotonlybyhissongs,butbyhiswiseandpatientworksofpracticalaid——aparalyzedwomanwhohadlainforthirtyyearsuponherbed,helplessbutnothopeless,succeedingbyamiracleofcourageinhersingleaim,nevertocomplain,butalwaystoimpartabitofjoyandpeacetoeveryonewhocamenearher。Allthese,andotherpersonslikethem,peopleoflittleconsiderationintheworld,butnowseeminglyallfullofgreatcontentmentandaninwardgladnessthatmadetheirstepslight,wereinthecompanythatpassedalongtheroad,talkingtogetherofthingspastandthingstocome,andsingingnowandthenwithclearvoicesfromwhichtheveilofageandsorrowwaslifted。

JohnWeightmanjoinedinsomeofthesongs——whichwerefamiliartohimfromtheiruseinthechurch——atfirstwithatouchofhesitation,andthenmoreconfidently。Forastheywentonhissenseofstrangenessandfearathisnewexperiencediminished,andhisthoughtsbegantotakeontheirhabitualassuranceandcomplacency。WerenotthesepeoplegoingtotheCelestialCity?Andwasnotheinhisrightplaceamongthem?Hehadalwayslookedforwardtothisjourney。