第4章

Sheshookherhead,andhavingcaughtanantontheendofaseveredbladeofgrass,sheamusedherselfbymakingitgofromoneendtotheotherofthesprig,whichshetippedupwhenevertheinsectreachedoneoftheends。Shelistenedwithmuteandcontentedattentiontoallthewonderfuldetailsofthelifeofthesefrailcreatures:theirsubterraneanhomes;themannerinwhichtheyseize,shutup,andfeedplant-licetodrinkthesweetmilkwhichtheysecrete,aswekeepcowsinourbarns;theircustomofdomesticatinglittleblindinsectswhichcleantheanthills,andofgoingtowartocaptureslaveswhowilltakecareoftheirvictorswithsuchtendersolicitudethatthelatterevenlosethehabitoffeedingthemselves。

Andlittlebylittle,asifamaternaltendernesshadsprungupinherheartforthepoorinsectwhichwassotinyandsointelligent,Yvettemadeitclimbonherfinger,lookingatitwithamovedexpression,almostwantingtoembraceit。

AndasServignyreadofthewayinwhichtheyliveincommunities,andplaygamesofstrengthandskillamongthemselves,theyounggirlgrewenthusiasticandsoughttokisstheinsectwhichescapedherandbegantocrawloverherface。Thensheutteredapiercingcry,asifshehadbeenthreatenedbyaterribledanger,andwithfranticgesturestriedtobrushitoffherface。WithaloudlaughServignycaughtitnearhertressesandimprintedonthespotwherehehadseizeditalongkisswithoutYvettewithdrawingherforehead。

Thensheexclaimedassherose:\"Thatisbetterthananovel。NowletusgotoLaGrenouillere。\"

Theyreachedthatpartoftheislandwhichissetoutasaparkandshadedwithgreattrees。CoupleswerestrollingbeneaththeloftyfoliagealongtheSeine,wheretheboatswereglidingby。

Theboatswerefilledwithyoungpeople,working-girlsandtheirsweethearts,thelatterintheirshirt-sleeves,withcoatsontheirarms,tallhatstippedback,andajadedlook。Thereweretradesmenwiththeirfamilies,thewomendressedintheirbestandthechildrenflockinglikelittlechicksabouttheirparents。Adistant,continuoussoundofvoices,aheavy,scoldingclamorannouncedtheproximityoftheestablishmentsodeartotheboatmen。

Suddenlytheysawit。Itwasahugeboat,roofedover,mooredtothebank。Onboardweremanymenandwomendrinkingattables,orelsestandingup,shouting,singing,bandyingwords,dancing,capering,tothesoundofapianowhichwasgroaning——outoftuneandrattlingasanoldkettle。

Twotall,russet-haired,half-tipsygirls,withredlips,weretalkingcoarsely。Othersweredancingmadlywithyoungfellowshalfclad,dressedlikejockeys,inlinentrousersandcoloredcaps。Theodorsofacrowdandofrice-powderwerenoticeable。

Thedrinkersaroundthetableswereswallowingwhite,red,yellow,andgreenliquids,andvociferatingatthetopoftheirlungs,feelingasitwere,thenecessityofmakinganoise,abrutalneedofhavingtheirearsandbrainsfilledwithuproar。Nowandthenaswimmer,standingontheroof,divedintothewater,splashingthenearestguests,whoyelledlikesavages。

Onthestreampassedtheflotillasoflightcraft,long,slenderwherries,swiftlyrowedbybare-armedoarsmen,whosemusclesplayedbeneaththeirbronzedskin。Thewomenintheboats,inblueorredflannelskirts,withumbrellas,redorblue,openedovertheirheadsandgleamingundertheburningsun,leanedbackintheirchairsatthesternoftheboats,andseemedalmosttofloatuponthewater,inmotionlessandslumberouspose。

Theheavierboatsproceededslowly,crowdedwithpeople。A

collegian,wantingtoshowoff,rowedlikeawindmillagainstalltheotherboats,bringingthecursesoftheiroarsmendownuponhishead,anddisappearingindismayafteralmostdrowningtwoswimmers,followedbytheshoutsofthecrowdthronginginthegreatfloatingcafe。

Yvette,radiantlyhappy,takingServigny\'sarm,wentintothemidstofthisnoisymob。Sheseemedtoenjoythecrowding,andstaredatthegirlswithacalmandgraciousglance。

\"Lookatthatone,Muscade,\"shesaid。\"Whatprettyhairshehas!

Theyseemtobehavingsuchfun!\"

Asthepianist,aboatmandressedinredwithahugestrawhat,beganawaltz,Yvettegraspedhercompanionandtheydancedsolongandmadlythateverybodylookedatthem。Theguests,standingonthetables,kepttimewiththeirfeet;othersthrewglasses,andthemusician,seemingtogomad,strucktheivorykeyswithgreatbangs;

swayinghiswholebodyandswinginghisheadcoveredwiththatimmensehat。Suddenlyhestoppedand,slippingtothedeck,layflat,beneathhishead-gear,asifdeadwithfatigue。Aloudlaugharoseandeverybodyapplauded。

Fourfriendsrushedforward,astheydoincasesofaccident,andliftinguptheircomrade,theycarriedhimbyhisfourlimbs,aftercarefullyplacinghisgreathatonhisstomach。Ajokerfollowingthemintonedthe\"DeProfundis,\"andaprocessionformedandthreadedthepathsoftheisland,guestsandstrollersandeveryonetheymetfallingintoline。

Yvettedartedforward,delighted,laughingwithherwholeheart,chattingwitheverybody,stirredbythemovementandthenoise。Theyoungmengazedather,crowdedagainsther,seemingtodevourherwiththeirglances;andServignybegantofearlesttheadventureshouldterminatebadly。

Theprocessionstillkeptonitsway;hasteningitsstep;forthefourbearershadtakenaquickpace,followedbytheyellingcrowd。

Butsuddenly,theyturnedtowardtheshore,stoppedshortastheyreachedthebank,swungtheircomradeforamoment,andthen,allfouractingtogether,flunghimintotheriver。

Agreatshoutofjoyrangoutfromallmouths,whilethepoorpianist,bewildered,paddled,swore,coughed,andspluttered,andthoughstickinginthemudmanagedtogettotheshore。Hishatwhichfloateddownthestreamwaspickedupbyaboat。Yvettedancedwithjoy,clappingandrepeating:\"Oh!Muscade,whatfun!whatfun!\"

Servignylookedon,havingbecomeserious,alittledisturbed,alittlechilledtoseehersomuchathereaseinthiscommonplace。

Asortofinstinctrevoltedinhim,thatinstinctoftheproper,whichawell-bornmanalwayspreservesevenwhenhecastshimselfloose,thatinstinctwhichavoidstoocommonfamiliaritiesandtoodegradingcontacts。Astonished,hemutteredtohimself:

\"Egad!ThenYOUareathomehere,areyou?\"Andhewantedtospeakfamiliarlytoher,asamandoestocertainwomenthefirsttimehemeetsthem。Henolongerdistinguishedherfromtherusset-haired,hoarse-voicedcreatureswhobrushedagainstthem。Thelanguageofthecrowdwasnotatallchoice,butnobodyseemedshockedorsurprised。Yvettedidnotevenappeartonoticeit。

\"Muscade,Iwanttogoinbathing,\"shesaid。\"We\'llgointotherivertogether。\"

\"Atyourservice,\"saidhe。

Theywenttothebath-officetogetbathing-suits。Shewasreadythefirst,andstoodonthebankwaitingforhim,smilingoneveryonewholookedather。Thensidebysidetheywentintotheluke-warmwater。

Sheswamwithpleasure,withintoxication,caressedbythewave,throbbingwithasensualdelight,raisingherselfateachstrokeasifsheweregoingtospringfromthewater。Hefollowedherwithdifficulty,breathless,andvexedtofeelhimselfmediocreatthesport。

Butsheslackenedherpace,andthen,turningoversuddenly,shefloated,withherarmsfoldedandhereyeswideopentothebluesky。Heobserved,thusstretchedoutonthesurfaceoftheriver,theundulatinglinesofherform,herfirmneckandshoulders,herslightlysubmergedhips,andbareankles,gleaminginthewater,andthetinyfootthatemerged。

Hesawherthusexhibitingherself,asifsheweredoingitonpurpose,tolurehimon,oragaintomakesportofhim。Andhebegantolongforherwithapassionateardorandanexasperatingimpatience。Suddenlysheturned,lookedathim,andburstintolaughter。

\"Youhaveafinehead,\"shesaid。

Hewasannoyedatthisbantering,possessedwiththeangerofabaffledlover。Thenyieldingbrusquelytoahalffeltdesireforretaliation,adesiretoavengehimself,towoundher,hesaid:

\"Well,doesthissortoflifesuityou?\"

Sheaskedwithanartlessair:\"Whatdoyoumean?\"

\"Oh,come,don\'tmakegameofme。YouknowwellenoughwhatImean!\"

\"No,Idon\'t,onmywordofhonor。\"

\"Oh,letusstopthiscomedy!Willyouorwillyounot?\"

\"Idonotunderstandyou。\"

\"Youarenotasstupidasallthat;besidesItoldyoulastnight。\"

\"Toldmewhat?Ihaveforgotten!\"

\"ThatIloveyou。\"

\"You?\"

\"Yes。\"

\"Whatnonsense!\"

\"Iswearit。\"

\"Thenproveit。\"

\"ThatisallIask。\"

\"Whatis?\"

\"Toproveit。\"

\"Well,doso。\"

\"Butyoudidnotsaysolastnight。\"

\"Youdidnotaskanything。\"

\"Whatabsurdity!\"

\"Andbesidesitisnottometowhomyoushouldmakeyourproposition。\"

\"Towhom,then?\"

\"Why,tomamma,ofcourse。\"

Heburstintolaughter。\"Toyourmother。No,thatistoomuch!\"

Shehadsuddenlybecomeverygrave,andlookinghimstraightintheeyes,said:

\"Listen,Muscade,ifyoureallylovemeenoughtomarryme,speaktomammafirst,andIwillansweryouafterward。\"

Hethoughtshewasstillmakingsportofhim,andangrilyreplied:

\"Mam\'zelle,youmustbetakingmeforsomebodyelse。\"

Shekeptlookingathimwithhersoft,cleareyes。Shehesitatedandthensaid:

\"Idon\'tunderstandyouatall。\"

Thenheansweredquicklywithsomewhatofillnatureinhisvoice:

\"Comenow,Yvette,letusceasethisabsurdcomedy,whichhasalreadylastedtoolong。Youareplayingthepartofasimplelittlegirl,andtheroledoesnotfityouatall,believeme。Youknowperfectlywellthattherecanbenoquestionofmarriagebetweenus,butmerelyoflove。IhavetoldyouthatIloveyou。Itisthetruth。Irepeat,Iloveyou。Don\'tpretendanylongernottounderstandme,anddon\'ttreatmeasifIwereafool。\"

Theywerefacetoface,treadingwater,merelymovingtheirhandsalittle,tosteadythemselves。Shewasstillforamoment,asifshecouldnotmakeoutthemeaningofhiswords,thenshesuddenlyblusheduptotherootsofherhair。Herwholefacegrewpurplefromhernecktoherears,whichbecamealmostviolet,andwithoutansweringawordshefledtowardtheshore,swimmingwithallherstrengthwithhastystrokes。Hecouldnotkeepupwithherandpantedwithfatigueashefollowed。Hesawherleavethewater,pickuphercloak,andgotoherdressing-roomwithoutlookingback。

Ittookhimalongtimetodress,verymuchperplexedastowhatheoughttodo,puzzledoverwhatheshouldsaytoher,andwonderingwhetherheoughttoexcusehimselforpersevere。Whenhewasready,shehadgoneawayallalone。Hewentbackslowly,anxiousanddisturbed。

TheMarquisewasstrolling,onSaval\'sarm,inthecircularpatharoundthelawn。AssheobservedServigny,shesaid,withthatcarelessairwhichshehadmaintainedsincethenightbefore。

\"Itoldyounottogooutinsuchhotweather。AndnowYvettehascomebackalmostwithasunstroke。Shehasgonetoliedown。Shewasasredasapoppy,thepoorchild,andshehasafrightfulheadache。Youmusthavebeenwalkinginthefullsunlight,oryoumusthavedonesomethingfoolish。Youareasunreasonableasshe。\"

Theyounggirldidnotcomedowntodinner。Whentheywantedtosendherupsomethingtoeatshecalledthroughthedoorthatshewasnothungry,forshehadshutherselfin,andshebeggedthattheywouldleaveherundisturbed。Thetwoyoungmenleftbytheteno\'clocktrain,promisingtoreturnthefollowingThursday,andtheMarquiseseatedherselfattheopenwindowtodream,hearinginthedistancetheorchestraoftheboatmen\'sball,withitssprightlymusic,inthedeepandsolemnsilenceofthenight。

Swayedbyloveasapersonismovedbyafondnessforhorsesorboating,shewassubjecttosuddentendernesseswhichcreptoverherlikeadisease。Thesepassionstookpossessionofhersuddenly,penetratedherentirebeing,maddenedher,enervatedoroverwhelmedher,inmeasureastheywereofanexalted,violent,dramatic,orsentimentalcharacter。

Shewasoneofthosewomenwhoarecreatedtoloveandtobeloved。

Startingfromaverylowstationinlife,shehadriseninheradventurouscareer,actinginstinctively,withinborncleverness,acceptingmoneyandkisses,naturally,withoutdistinguishingbetweenthem,employingherextraordinaryabilityinanunthinkingandsimplefashion。Fromallherexperiencesshehadneverknowneitheragenuinetendernessoragreatrepulsion。

Shehadhadvariousfriends,forshehadtolive,asintravelingapersoneatsatmanytables。Butoccasionallyherhearttookfire,andshereallyfellinlove,whichstatelastedforsomeweeksormonths,accordingtoconditions。Thesewerethedeliciousmomentsofherlife,forshelovedwithallhersoul。Shecastherselfuponloveasapersonthrowshimselfintotherivertodrownhimself,andletherselfbecarriedaway,readytodie,ifneedbe,intoxicated,maddened,infinitelyhappy。Sheimaginedeachtimethatsheneverhadexperiencedanythinglikesuchanattachment,andshewouldhavebeengreatlyastonishedifsomeonehadtoldherofhowmanymenshehaddreamedwholenightsthrough,lookingatthestars。

Savalhadcaptivatedher,bodyandsoul。Shedreamedofhim,lulledbyhisfaceandhismemory,inthecalmexaltationofconsummatedlove,ofpresentandcertainhappiness。

Asoundbehindhermadeherturnaround。Yvettehadjustentered,stillinherdaytimedress,butpale,witheyesglittering,assometimesisthecaseaftersomegreatfatigue。Sheleanedonthesilloftheopenwindow,facinghermother。

\"Iwanttospeaktoyou,\"shesaid。

TheMarquiselookedatherinastonishment。Shelovedherlikeanegotisticalmother,proudofherbeauty,asapersonisproudofafortune,tooprettystillherselftobecomejealous,tooindifferenttoplantheschemeswithwhichtheychargedher,tooclever,nevertheless,nottohavefullconsciousnessofherdaughter\'svalue。

\"Iamlistening,mychild,\"shesaid;\"whatisit?\"

Yvettegaveherapiercinglook,asiftoreadthedepthsofhersoulandtoseizeallthesensationswhichherwordsmightawake。

\"Itisthis。Somethingstrangehasjusthappened。\"

\"Whatcanitbe?\"

\"MonsieurdeServignyhastoldmethathelovesme。\"

TheMarquise,disturbed,waitedamoment,and,asYvettesaidnothingmore,sheasked:

\"Howdidhetellyouthat?Explainyourself!\"

Thentheyounggirl,sittingathermother\'sfeet,inacoaxingattitudecommonwithher,andclaspingherhands,added:

\"Heaskedmetomarryhim。\"

MadameObardimadeasuddengestureofstupefactionandcried:

\"Servigny!Why!youarecrazy!\"

Yvettehadnottakenhereyesoffhermother\'sface,watchingherthoughtsandhersurprise。Sheaskedwithaseriousvoice:

\"WhyamIcrazy?WhyshouldnotMonsieurdeServignymarryme?\"

TheMarquise,embarrassed,stammered:

\"Youaremistaken,itisnotpossible。Youeitherdidnothearordidnotunderstand。MonsieurdeServignyistoorichforyou,andtoomuchofaParisiantomarry。\"Yvetterosesoftly。Sheadded:

\"Butifhelovesmeashesayshedoes,mamma?\"

Hermotherreplied,withsomeimpatience:\"Ithoughtyoubigenoughandwiseenoughnottohavesuchideas。Servignyisaman-about-townandanegotist。Hewillnevermarryanyonebutawomanofhissetandhisfortune。Ifheaskedyouinmarriage,itisonlythathewants——\"

TheMarquise,incapableofexpressinghermeaning,wassilentforamoment,thencontinued:\"Comenow,leavemealoneandgotobed。\"

Andtheyounggirl,asifshehadlearnedwhatshesoughttofindout,answeredinadocilevoice:\"Yes,mamma!\"

Shekissedhermotherontheforeheadandwithdrewwithacalmstep。

Asshereachedthedoor,theMarquisecalledout:\"Andyoursunstroke?\"shesaid。

\"Ididnothaveoneatall。Itwasthatwhichcausedeverything。\"

TheMarquiseadded:\"Wewillnotspeakofitagain。Onlydon\'tstayalonewithhimforsometimefromnow,andbeverysurethathewillnevermarryyou,doyouunderstand,andthathemerelymeansto——

compromiseyou。\"

Shecouldnotfindbetterwordstoexpressherthought。Yvettewenttoherroom。MadameObardibegantodream。Livingforyearsinanopulentandlovingrepose,shehadcarefullyputasideallreflectionswhichmightannoyorsaddenher。Neverhadshebeenwillingtoaskherselfthequestion——WhatwouldbecomeofYvette?

Itwouldbesoonenoughtothinkaboutthedifficultieswhentheyarrived。Shewellknew,fromherexperience,thatherdaughtercouldnotmarryamanwhowasrichandofgoodsociety,exceptingbyatotallyimprobablechance,byoneofthosesurprisesoflovewhichplaceadventuressesonthrones。

Shehadnotconsideredit,furthermore,beingtoomuchoccupiedwithherselftomakeanyplanswhichdidnotdirectlyconcernherself。

Yvettewoulddoashermother,undoubtedly。Shewouldleadagaylife。Whynot?ButtheMarquisehadneverdaredaskwhen,orhow。

Thatwouldallcomeaboutintime。

Andnowherdaughter,allofasudden,withoutwarning,hadaskedoneofthosequestionswhichcouldnotbeanswered,forcinghertotakeanattitudeinanaffair,sodelicate,sodangerousineveryrespect,andsodisturbingtotheconsciencewhichawomanisexpectedtoshowinmattersconcerningherdaughter。

Sometimesnoddingbutneverasleep,shehadtoomuchnaturalastutenesstobedeceivedaminuteaboutServigny\'sintentions,forsheknewmenbyexperience,andespeciallymenofthatset。SoatthefirstwordsutteredbyYvette,shehadcriedalmostinspiteofherself:\"Servigny,marryyou?Youarecrazy!\"

Howhadhecometoemploythatoldmethod,he,thatsharpmanoftheworld?Whatwouldhedonow?Andshe,theyounggirl,howshouldshewarnhermoreclearlyandevenforbidher,forshemightmakegreatmistakes。Wouldanyonehavebelievedthatthisbiggirlhadremainedsoartless,soillinformed,soguileless?AndtheMarquise,greatlyperplexedandalreadyweariedwithherreflections,endeavoredtomakeuphermindwhattodowithoutfindingasolutionoftheproblem,forthesituationseemedtoherveryembarrassing。Wornoutwiththisworry,shethought:

\"Iwillwatchthemmoreclearly,Iwillactaccordingtocircumstances。Ifnecessary,IwillspeaktoServigny,whoissharpandwilltakeahint。\"

Shedidnotthinkoutwhatsheshouldsaytohim,norwhathewouldanswer,norwhatsortofanunderstandingcouldbeestablishedbetweenthem,buthappyatbeingrelievedofthiscarewithouthavinghadtomakeadecision,sheresumedherdreamsofthehandsomeSaval,andturningtowardthatmistylightwhichhoversoverParis,shethrewkisseswithbothhandstowardthegreatcity,rapidkisseswhichshetossedintothedarkness,oneaftertheother,withoutcounting;and,verylow,asifsheweretalkingtoSavalstill,shemurmured:

\"Iloveyou,Iloveyou!\"

CHAPTERIII。

ENLIGHTENMENT

Yvette,also,couldnotsleep。Likehermother,sheleaneduponthesilloftheopenwindow,andtears,herfirstbittertears,filledhereyes。Uptothistimeshehadlived,hadgrownup,intheheedlessandsereneconfidenceofhappyyouth。Whyshouldshehavedreamed,reflected,puzzled?Whyshouldshenothavebeenayounggirl,likeallotheryounggirls?Whyshouldadoubt,afear,orpainfulsuspicionhavecometoher?

Sheseemedpostedonalltopicsbecauseshehadawayoftalkingonallsubjects,becauseshehadtakenthetone,demeanor,andwordsofthepeoplewholivedaroundher。Butshereallyknewnomorethanalittlegirlraisedinaconvent;heraudacitiesofspeechcamefromhermemory,fromthatunconsciousfacultyofimitationandassimilationwhichwomenpossess,andnotfromamindinstructedandemboldened。

Shespokeofloveasthesonofapainteroramusicianwould,attheageoftenortwelveyears,speakofpaintingormusic。Shekneworrathersuspectedverywellwhatsortofmysterythiswordconcealed;——toomanyjokeshadbeenwhisperedbeforeher,forherinnocencenottobeatrifleenlightened,——buthowcouldshehavedrawntheconclusionfromallthis,thatallfamiliesdidnotresemblehers?

Theykissedhermother\'shandwiththesemblanceofrespect;alltheirfriendshadtitles;theyallwererichorseemedtobeso;

theyallspokefamiliarlyoftheprincesoftheroyalline。Twosonsofkingshadevencomeoften,intheevening,totheMarquise\'shouse。Howshouldshehaveknown?

And,then,shewasnaturallyartless。Shedidnotestimateorsumuppeopleashermother,did。Shelivedtranquilly,toojoyousinherlifetoworryherselfaboutwhatmightappearsuspicioustocreaturesmorecalm,thoughtful,reserved,lesscordial,andsunny。

Butnow,allatonce,Servigny,byafewwords,thebrutalityofwhichshefeltwithoutunderstandingthem,awakenedinherasuddendisquietude,unreasoningatfirst,butwhichgrewintoatormentingapprehension。Shehadfledhome,hadescapedlikeawoundedanimal,woundedinfactmostdeeplybythosewordswhichsheceaselesslyrepeatedtogetalltheirsenseandbearing:\"Youknowverywellthattherecanbenoquestionofmarriagebetweenus——butonlyoflove。\"

Whatdidhemean?Andwhythisinsult?Wasshetheninignoranceofsomething,somesecret,someshame?Shewastheonlyoneignorantofit,nodoubt。Butwhatcouldshedo?Shewasfrightened,startled,asapersoniswhenhediscoverssomehiddeninfamy,sometreasonofabelovedfriend,oneofthoseheart-disasterswhichcrush。