Shedreamed,reflected,puzzled,wept,consumedbyfearsandsuspicions。Thenherjoyousyoungsoulreassuringitself,shebegantoplananadventure,toimagineanabnormalanddramaticsituation,foundedontherecollectionsofallthepoeticalromancesshehadread。Sherecalledallthemovingcatastrophes,orsadandtouchingstories;shejumbledthemtogether,andconcoctedastoryofherownwithwhichsheinterpretedthehalf-understoodmysterywhichenvelopedherlife。
Shewasnolongercastdown。Shedreamed,sheliftedveils,sheimaginedunlikelycomplications,athousandsingular,terriblethings,seductive,nevertheless,bytheirverystrangeness。Couldshebe,bychance,thenaturaldaughterofaprince?Hadherpoormother,betrayedanddeserted,madeMarquisebysomeking,perhapsKingVictorEmmanuel,beenobligedtotakeflightbeforetheangerofthefamily?Wasshenotratherachildabandonedbyitsrelations,whowerenobleandillustrious,thefruitofaclandestinelove,takeninbytheMarquise,whohadadoptedandbroughtherup?
Stillothersuppositionspassedthroughhermind。Sheacceptedorrejectedthemaccordingtothedictatesofherfancy。Shewasmovedtopityoverherowncase,happyatthebottomofherheart,andsadalso,takingasortofsatisfactioninbecomingasortofaheroineofabookwhomust:assumeanobleattitude,worthyofherself。
Shelaidoutthepartshemustplay,accordingtoeventsatwhichsheguessed。Shevaguelyoutlinedthisrole,likeoneofScribe\'sorofGeorgeSand\'s。Itshouldbeenduedwithdevotion,self-
abnegation,greatnessofsoul,tenderness;andfinewords。Herpliantnaturealmostrejoicedinthisnewattitude。Sheponderedalmosttilleveningwhatsheshoulddo,wonderinghowsheshouldmanagetowrestthetruthfromtheMarquise。
Andwhennightcame,favorabletotragicsituations,shehadthoughtoutasimpleandsubtiletricktoobtainwhatshewanted:itwas,brusquely,tosaythatServignyhadaskedforherhandinmarriage。
Atthisnews,MadameObardi,takenbysurprise,wouldcertainlyletawordescapeherlips,acrywhichwouldthrowlightintothemindofherdaughter。AndYvettehadaccomplishedherplan。
Sheexpectedanexplosionofastonishment,anexpansionoflove,aconfidencefullofgesturesandtears。But,insteadofthis,hermother,withoutappearingstupefiedorgrieved,hadonlyseemedbored;andfromtheconstrained,discontented,andworriedtoneinwhichshehadreplied,theyounggirl,inwhomtheresuddenlyawakedalltheastuteness,keenness,andsharpnessofawoman,understandingthatshemustnotinsist,thatthemysterywasofanothernature,thatitwouldbepainfultohertolearnit,andthatshemustpuzzleitoutallalone,hadgonebacktoherroom,herheartoppressed,hersoulindistress,possessednowwiththeapprehensionsofarealmisfortune,withoutknowingexactlyeitherwhenceorwhythisemotioncametoher。Soshewept,leaningatthewindow。
Sheweptlong,notdreamingofanythingnow,notseekingtodiscoveranythingmore,andlittlebylittle,wearinessovercomingher,sheclosedhereyes。Shedozedforafewminutes,withthatdeepsleepofpeoplewhoaretiredoutandhavenottheenergytoundressandgotobed,thatheavysleep,brokenbydreams,whentheheadnodsuponthebreast。
Shedidnotgotobeduntilthefirstbreakofday,whenthecoldofthemorning,chillingher,compelledhertoleavethewindow。
Thenextdayandthedayafter,shemaintainedareservedandmelancholyattitude。Herthoughtswerebusy;shewaslearningtospyout,toguessatconclusions,toreason。Alight,stillvague,seemedtoilluminemenandthingsaroundherinanewmanner;shebegantoentertainsuspicionsagainstall,againsteverythingthatshehadbelieved,againsthermother。Sheimaginedallsortsofthingsduringthesetwodays。Sheconsideredallthepossibilities,takingthemostextremeresolutionswiththesuddennessofherchangeableandunrestrainednature。Wednesdayshehituponaplan,anentirescheduleofconductandasystemofspying。SheroseThursdaymorningwiththeresolvetobeverysharpandarmedagainsteverybody。
Shedeterminedeventotakeforhermottothesetwowords:\"Myselfalone,\"andsheponderedformorethananhourhowsheshouldarrangethemtoproduceagoodeffectengravedabouthercrest,onherwritingpaper。
SavalandServignyarrivedatteno\'clock。Theyounggirlgaveherhandwithreserve,withoutembarrassment,andinatone,familiarthoughgrave,shesaid:
\"Goodmorning,Muscade,areyouwell?\"\"Goodmorning,Mam\'zelle,fairly,thanks,andyou?\"Hewaswatchingher。\"Whatcomedywillsheplayme,\"hesaidtohimself。
TheMarquisehavingtakenSaval\'sarm,hetookYvette\'s,andtheybegantostrollaboutthelawn,appearinganddisappearingeveryminute,behindtheclumpsoftrees。
Yvettewalkedwithathoughtfulair,lookingatthegravelofthepathway,appearinghardlytohearwhathercompanionsaidandscarcelyansweringhim。
Suddenlysheasked:\"Areyoutrulymyfriend,Muscade?\"
\"Why,ofcourse,Mam\'zelle。\"
\"Buttruly,truly,now?\"
\"Absolutelyyourfriend,Mam\'zelle,bodyandsoul。\"
\"Evenenoughofafriendnottolietomeonce,justonce?\"
\"Eventwice,ifnecessary。\"
\"Evenenoughtotellmetheabsolute,exacttruth?\"
\"Yes,Mam\'zelle。\"
\"Well,whatdoyouthink,waydowninyourheart,ofthePrinceofKravalow?\"
\"Ah,thedevil!\"
\"Youseethatyouarealreadypreparingtolie。\"
\"Notatall,butIamseekingthewords,theproperwords。GreatHeavens,PrinceKravalowisaRussian,whospeaksRussian,whowasborninRussia,whohasperhapshadapassporttocometoFrance,andaboutwhomthereisnothingfalsebuthisnameandtitle。\"
Shelookedhimintheeyes:\"Youmeanthatheis——?\"
\"Anadventurer,Mam\'zelle。\"
\"Thankyou,andChevalierValrealiisnobetter?\"\"Youhavehitit。\"
\"AndMonsieurdeBelvigne?\"
\"Withhimitisadifferentthing。Heisofprovincialsociety,honorableuptoacertainpoint,butonlyalittlescorchedfromhavinglivedtoorapidly。\"
\"Andyou?\"
\"Iamwhattheycallabutterfly,amanofgoodfamily,whohadintelligenceandwhohassquandereditinmakingphrases,whohadgoodhealthandwhohasinjureditbydissipation,whohadsomeworthperhapsandwhohasscattereditbydoingnothing。Thereislefttomeacertainknowledgeoflife,acompleteabsenceofprejudice,alargecontemptformankind,includingwomen,averydeepsentimentoftheuselessnessofmyactsandavasttoleranceforthemob。\"
\"Nevertheless,attimes,Icanbefrank,andIamevencapableofaffection,asyoucouldsee,ifyouwould。WiththesedefectsandqualitiesIplacemyselfatyourorders,Mam\'zelle,morallyandphysically,todowhatyoupleasewithme。\"
Shedidnotlaugh;shelistened,weighinghiswordsandhisintentions;thensheresumed:
\"WhatdoyouthinkoftheCountessdeLammy?\"
Hereplied,vivaciously:\"Youwillpermitmenottogivemyopinionaboutthewomen。\"
\"Aboutnoneofthem?\"
\"Aboutnoneofthem。\"\"Thenyoumusthaveabadopinionofthemall。
Come,think;won\'tyoumakeasingleexception?\"
Hesneeredwiththatinsolentairwhichhegenerallywore;andwiththatbrutalaudacitywhichheusedasaweapon,hesaid:\"Presentcompanyisalwaysexcepted。\"
Sheblushedalittle,butcalmlyasked:\"Well,whatdoyouthinkofme?\"
\"Youwantmetotell。Well,sobeit。Ithinkyouareayoungpersonofgoodsense,andpracticalness,orifyouprefer,ofgoodpracticalsense,whoknowsverywellhowtoarrangeherpastime,toamusepeople,tohideherviews,tolayhersnares,andwho,withouthurrying,awaitsevents。\"
\"Isthatall?\"sheasked。
\"That\'sall。\"
Thenshesaidwithaseriousearnestness:\"Ishallmakeyouchangethatopinion,Muscade。\"
Thenshejoinedhermother,whowasproceedingwithshortsteps,herheaddown,withthatmannerassumedintalkingverylow,whilewalking,ofveryintimateandverysweetthings。Assheadvancedshedrewshapesinthesand,lettersperhaps,withthepointofhersunshade,andshespoke,withoutlookingatSaval,long,softly,leaningonhisarm,pressedagainsthim。
Yvettesuddenlyfixedhereyesuponher,andasuspicion,ratherafeelingthanadoubt,passedthroughhermindasashadowofaclouddrivenbythewindpassesovertheground。
Thebellrangforbreakfast。Itwassilentandalmostgloomy。Therewasastormintheair。Greatsolidcloudsresteduponthehorizon,muteandheavy,butchargedwithatempest。Assoonastheyhadtakentheircoffeeontheterrace,theMarquiseasked:
\"Well,darling,areyougoingtotakeawalktodaywithyourfriendServigny?Itisagoodtimetoenjoythecoolnessunderthetrees。\"
Yvettegaveheraquickglance。
\"No,mamma,Iamnotgoingoutto-day。\"
TheMarquiseappearedannoyed,andinsisted。\"Oh,goandtakeastroll,mychild,itisexcellentforyou。\"
ThenYvettedistinctlysaid:\"No,mamma,Ishallstayinthehouseto-day,andyouknowverywellwhy,becauseItoldyoutheotherevening。\"
MadameObardigaveitnofurtherthought,preoccupiedwiththethoughtofremainingalonewithSaval。Sheblushedandwasannoyed,disturbedonherownaccount,notknowinghowshecouldfindafreehourortwo。Shestammered:
\"Itistrue。Iwasnotthinkingofit。Idon\'tknowwheremyheadis。\"
AndYvettetakingupsomeembroidery,whichshecalled\"thepublicsafety,\"andatwhichsheworkedfiveorsixtimesayear,ondulldays,seatedherselfonalowchairnearhermother,whilethetwoyoungmen,astridefolding-chairs,smokedtheircigars。
Thehourspassedinalanguidconversation。TheMarquisefidgety,castlongingglancesatSaval,seekingsomepretext,somemeans,ofgettingridofherdaughter。Shefinallyrealizedthatshewouldnotsucceed,andnotknowingwhatrusetoemploy,shesaidtoServigny:
\"Youknow,mydearDuke,thatIamgoingtokeepyouboththisevening。To-morrowweshallbreakfastattheFournaiserestaurant,atChaton。\"
Heunderstood,smiled,andbowed:\"Iamatyourorders,Marquise。\"
Thedayworeonslowlyandpainfullyunderthethreateningsofthestorm。Thehourfordinnergraduallyapproached。Theheavyskywasfilledwithslowandheavyclouds。Therewasnotabreathofairstirring。Theeveningmealwassilent,too。Anoppression,anembarrassment,asortofvaguefear,seemedtomakethetwomenandthetwowomenmute。
Whenthecoverswereremoved,theysatlongupontheterrace;onlyspeakingatlongintervals。Nightfell,asultrynight。Suddenlythehorizonwastornbyanimmenseflashoflightning,whichilluminedwithadazzlingandwanlightthefourfacesshroudedindarkness。
Thenafar-offsound,heavyandfeeble,liketherumblingofacarriageuponabridge,passedovertheearth;anditseemedthattheheatoftheatmosphereincreased,thattheairsuddenlybecamemoreoppressive,andthesilenceoftheeveningdeeper。
Yvetterose。\"Iamgoingtobed,\"shesaid,\"thestormmakesmeill。\"
AndsheofferedherbrowtotheMarquise,gaveherhandtothetwoyoungmen,andwithdrew。
Asherroomwasjustabovetheterrace,theleavesofagreatchestnut-treegrowingbeforethedoorsoongleamedwithagreenhue,andServignykepthiseyesfixedonthispalelightinthefoliage,inwhichattimeshethoughthesawashadowpass。Butsuddenlythelightwentout。MadameObardigaveagreatsigh。
\"Mydaughterhasgonetobed,\"shesaid。
Servignyrose,saying:\"Iamgoingtodoasmuch,Marquise,ifyouwillpermitme。\"Hekissedthehandsheheldouttohimanddisappearedinturn。
ShewasleftalonewithSaval,inthenight。Inamomentshewasclaspedinhisarms。Then,althoughhetriedtopreventher,shekneeledbeforehimmurmuring:\"Iwanttoseeyoubythelightningflashes。\"
ButYvette,hercandlesnuffedout,hadreturnedtoherbalcony,barefoot,glidinglikeashadow,andshelistened,consumedbyanunhappyandconfusedsuspicion。Shecouldnotsee,asshewasabovethem,ontheroofoftheterrace。
Sheheardnothingbutamurmurofvoices,andherheartbeatsofastthatshecouldactuallyhearitsthrobbing。Awindowclosedontheflooraboveher。Servigny,then,musthavejustgoneuptohisroom。
Hermotherwasalonewiththeotherman。
Asecondflashoflightning,clearingthesky;lightedupforasecondallthelandscapesheknewsowell,withastartlingandsinistergleam,andshesawthegreatriver,withthecolorofmeltedlead,asariverappearsindreamsinfantasticscenes。
Justthenavoicebelowherutteredthewords:\"Iloveyou!\"Andsheheardnothingmore。Astrangeshudderpassedoverherbody,andhersoulshiveredinfrightfuldistress。Aheavy,infinitesilence,whichseemedeternal,hungovertheworld。Shecouldnolongerbreathe,herbreastoppressedbysomethingunknownandhorrible。
Anotherflashoflightningilluminedspace,lightingupthehorizonforaninstant,thenanotheralmostimmediatelycame,followedbystillothers。Andthevoice,whichshehadalreadyheard,repeatedmoreloudly:\"Oh!howIloveyou!howIloveyou!\"AndYvetterecognizedthevoice;itwashermother\'s。
Alargedropofwarmrainfelluponherbrow,andaslightandalmostimperceptiblemotionranthroughtheleaves,thequiveringoftherainwhichwasnowbeginning。Thenanoisecamefromafar,aconfusedsound,likethatofthewindinthebranches:itwasthedelugedescendinginsheetsonearthandriverandtrees。Inafewminutesthewaterpouredabouther,coveringher,drenchingherlikeashower-bath。Shedidnotmove,thinkingonlyofwhatwashappeningontheterrace。
Sheheardthemgetupandgototheirrooms。Doorswereclosedwithinthehouse;andtheyounggirl,yieldingtoanirresistibledesiretolearnwhatwasgoingon,adesirewhichmaddenedandtorturedher,glideddownstairs,softlyopenedtheouterdoor,and,crossingthelawnunderthefuriousdownpour,ranandhidinaclumpoftrees,tolookatthewindows。
Onlyonewindowwaslighted,hermother\'s。Andsuddenlytwoshadowsappearedintheluminoussquare,twoshadows,sidebyside。Thendistracted,withoutreflection,withoutknowingwhatshewasdoing,shescreamedwithallhermight,inashrillvoice:\"Mamma!\"asapersonwouldcryouttowarnpeopleindangerofdeath。
Herdesperatecrywaslostinthenoiseoftherain,butthecoupleseparated,disturbed。Andoneoftheshadowsdisappeared,whiletheothertriedtodiscoversomething,peeringthroughthedarknessofthegarden。
Fearingtobesurprised,ortomeethermotheratthatmoment,Yvetterushedbacktothehouse,ranupstairs,drippingwet,andshutherselfinherroom,resolvedtoopenherdoortonoone。
Withouttaking,offherstreamingdress,whichclungtoherform,shefellonherknees,withclaspedhands,inherdistressimploringsomesuperhumanprotection,themysteriousaidofHeaven,theunknownsupportwhichapersonseeksinhoursoftearsanddespair。
Thegreatlightningflashesthrewforaninstanttheirlividreflectionsintoherroom,andshesawherselfinthemirrorofherwardrobe,withherwetanddisheveledhair,lookingsostrangethatshedidnotrecognizeherself。Sheremainedtheresolongthatthestormabatedwithoutherperceivingit。Therainceased,alightfilledthesky,stillobscuredwithclouds,andamild,balmy,deliciousfreshness,afreshnessofgrassandwetleaves,cameinthroughtheopenwindow。
Yvetterose,tookoffherwet,coldgarments,withoutthinkingwhatshewasdoing,andwenttobed。Shestaredwithfixedeyesatthedawningday。Thensheweptagain,andthenshebegantothink。
Hermother!Alover!Whatashame!Shehadreadsomanybooksinwhichwomen,evenmothers,hadoversteppedtheboundsofpropriety,toregaintheirhonoratthepagesoftheclimax,thatshewasnotastonishedbeyondmeasureatfindingherselfenvelopedinadramasimilartoallthoseofherreading。Theviolenceofherfirstgrief,thecruelshockofsurprise,hadalreadywornoffalittle,intheconfusedremembranceofanalogoussituations。Hermindhadrambledamongsuchtragicadventures,paintedbythenovel-writers,thatthehorriblediscoveryseemed,littlebylittle,likethenaturalcontinuationofsomeserialstory,beguntheeveningbefore。
Shesaidtoherself:\"Iwillsavemymother。\"Andalmostreassuredbythisheroicresolution,shefeltherselfstrengthened,readyatonceforthedevotionandthestruggle。Shereflectedonthemeanswhichmustbeemployed。Asingleoneseemedgood,whichwasquiteinkeepingwithherromanticnature。AndsherehearsedtheinterviewwhichsheshouldhavewiththeMarquise,asanactorrehearsesthescenewhichheisgoingtoplay。
Thesunhadrisen。Theservantswerestirringaboutthehouse。Thechambermaidcamewiththechocolate。Yvetteputthetrayonthetableandsaid:
\"YouwillsaytomymotherthatIamnotwell,thatIamgoingtostayinbeduntilthosegentlemenleave,thatIcouldnotsleeplastnight,andthatIdonotwanttobedisturbedbecauseIamgoingtotrytorest。\"
Theservant,surprised,lookedatthewetdress,whichhadfallenlikearagonthecarpet。
\"SoMademoisellehasbeenout?\"shesaid。
\"Yes,Iwentoutforawalkintheraintorefreshmyself。\"
Themaidpickeduptheskirts,stockings,andwetshoes;thenshewentawaycarryingonherarm,withfastidiousprecautions,thesegarments,soakedastheclothesofadrownedperson。AndYvettewaited,wellknowingthathermotherwouldcometoher。
TheMarquiseentered,havingjumpedfromherbedatthefirstwordsofthechambermaid,forasuspicionhadpossessedher,heartsincethatcry:\"Mamma!\"heardinthedark。
\"Whatisthematter?\"shesaid。
Yvettelookedatherandstammered:\"I——I——\"Thenoverpoweredbyasuddenandterribleemotion,shebegantochoke。
TheMarquise,astonished,againasked:\"Whatintheworldisthematterwithyou?\"
Then,forgettingallherplansandpreparedphrases,theyounggirlhidherfaceinbothhandsandstammered:
\"Oh!mamma!Oh!mamma!\"
MadameObardistoodbythebed,toomuchaffectedthoroughlytounderstand,butguessingalmosteverything,withthatsubtileinstinctwhenceshederivedherstrength。AsYvettecouldnotspeak,chokedwithtears,hermother,wornoutfinallyandfeelingsomefearfulexplanationcoming,brusquelyasked:
\"Come,willyoutellmewhatthematteris?\"
Yvettecouldhardlyutterthewords:\"Oh!lastnight——Isaw——yourwindow。\"
TheMarquise,verypale;said:\"Well?whatofit?\"
Herdaughterrepeated,stillsobbing:\"Oh!mamma!Oh!mamma!\"
MadameObardi,whosefearandembarrassmentturnedtoanger,shruggedhershouldersandturnedtogo。\"Ireallybelievethatyouarecrazy。Whenthisends,youwillletmeknow。\"
Buttheyounggirl,suddenlytookherhandsfromherface,whichwasstreamingwithtears。
\"No,listen,Imustspeaktoyou,listen。Youmustpromiseme——wemustbothgo,away,veryfaroff,intothecountry,andwemustlivelikethecountrypeople;andnoonemustknowwhathasbecomeofus。
Sayyouwill,mamma;Ibegyou,Iimploreyou;willyou?\"
TheMarquise,confused,stoodinthemiddleoftheroom。Shehadinherveinstheirasciblebloodofthecommonpeople。Thenasenseofshame,amother\'smodesty,mingledwithavaguesentimentoffearandtheexasperationofapassionatewomanwhoseloveisthreatened,andsheshuddered,readytoaskforpardon,ortoyieldtosomeviolence。
\"Idon\'tunderstandyou,\"shesaid。