第5章

AndIsaid,\"How?\"

Godsaid,\"Theytouchitwiththeirlips,whentheyhavemadeatinywoundinitwiththeirfore—teeththeysetinitthatwhichisundertheirtongues:theycloseitwiththeirlip——thatnomanmayseetheplace,andpasson。\"

IsaidtoGod,\"Whydotheydoit?\"

Godsaid,\"Thatanothermaynoteat。\"

IsaidtoGod,\"Butiftheypoisonallthennonedareeat;whatdotheygain?\"

Godsaid,\"Nothing。\"

Isaid,\"Aretheynotafraidtheythemselvesmaybitewhereanotherhasbitten?\"

Godsaid,\"Theyareafraid。InHellallmenfear。\"

Hecalledmefurther。Andthewaterofthelakeseemedlessblue。

Then,totherightamongthetreesweremenworking。AndIsaidtoGod,\"I

shouldliketogoandworkwiththem。Hellmustbeaveryfruitfulplace,thegrassissogreen。\"

Godsaid,\"Nothinggrowsinthegardentheyaremaking。\"

Westoodlooking;andIsawthemworkingamongthebushes,diggingholes,butinthemtheysetnothing;andwhentheyhadcoveredthemwithsticksandeartheachwentawayoffandsatbehindthebusheswatching;andI

noticedthataseachwalkedhesethisfootdowncarefullylookingwherehetrod。IsaidtoGod,\"Whataretheydoing?\"

Godsaid,\"Makingpitfallsintowhichtheirfellowsmaysink。\"

IsaidtoGod,\"Whydotheydoit?\"

Godsaid,\"Becauseeachthinksthatwhenhisbrotherfallshewillrise。\"

IsaidtoGod,\"Howwillherise?\"

Godsaid,\"Hewillnotrise。\"

AndIsawtheireyesgleamfrombehindthebushes。

IsaidtoGod,\"Arethesemensane?\"

Godsaid,\"Theyarenotsane;thereisnosanemaninHell。\"

Andhetoldmetocomefurther。

AndIlookedwhereItrod。

AndwecamewhereHellopenedintoaplain,andagreathousestoodthere。

Marblepillarsupheldtheroof,andwhitemarblestepsletuptoit。Thewindofheavenblewthroughit。Onlyatthebackhungathickcurtain。

Fairmenandwomentherefeastedatlongtables。Theydanced,andIsawtherobesofwomenflutterintheairandheardthelaughofstrongmen。

Whattheyfeastedwithwaswine;theydrewitfromlargejarswhichstoodsomewhatinthebackground,andIsawthewinesparkleastheydrewit。

AndIsaidtoGod,\"Ishouldliketogoupanddrink。\"AndGodsaid,\"Wait。\"AndIsawmencomingintotheBanquetHouse;theycameinfromthebackandliftedthecornerofthecurtainatthesidesandcreptinquickly;andtheyletthecurtainfallbehindthem;theyboregreatjarstheycouldhardlycarry。Andthemenandwomencrowdedroundthem,andthenew—comersopenedtheirjarsandgavethemofthewinetodrink;andIsawthatthewomendrankevenmoregreedilythanthemen。Andwhenothershadwelldrunkentheysetthejarsamongtheoldonesbesidethewall,andtooktheirplacesatthetable。AndIsawthatsomeofthejarswereveryoldandmildewedanddusty,butothershadstilldropsofnewmustonthemandshonefromthefurnace。

AndIsaidtoGod,\"Whatisthat?\"Foramidthesoundofthesinging,andoverthedancingoffeet,andoverthelaughingacrossthewine—cupsI

heardacry。

AndGodsaid,\"Standawayoff。\"

AndhetookmewhereIsawbothsidesofthecurtain。Behindthehousewasthewine—presswherethewinewasmade。Isawthegrapescrushed,andI

heardthemcry。Isaid,\"Donottheyontheothersidehearit?\"

Godsaid,\"Thecurtainisthick;theyarefeasting。\"

AndIsaid,\"Butthemenwhocameinlast。Theysaw?\"

Godsaid,\"Theyletthecurtainfallbehindthem——andtheyforget!\"

Isaid,\"Howcametheybytheirjarsofwine?\"

Godsaid,\"Inthetreadingofthepressthesearetheywhocametothetop;

theyhaveclimbedoutovertheedge,andfilledtheirjarsfrombelow,andhavegoneintothehouse。\"

AndIsaid,\"Andiftheyhadfallenastheyclimbed——?\"

Godsaid,\"Theyhadbeenwine。\"

Istoodawayoffwatchinginthesunshine,andIshivered。

Godlayinthesunshinewatchingtoo。

Thenthereroseoneamongthefeasters,whosaid,\"Mybrethren,letuspray!\"

Andallthemenandwomenrose:andstrongmenbowedtheirheads,andmothersfoldedtheirlittlechildren’shandstogether,andturnedtheirfacesupwards,totheroof。Andhewhofirsthadrisenstoodatthetablehead,andstretchedoutbothhishands,andhisbeardwaslongandwhite,andhissleevesandhisbeardhadbeendippedinwine;andbecausethesleeveswerewideandfulltheyheldmuchwine,anditdroppeddownuponthefloor。

Andhecried,\"Mybrothersandmysisters,letuspray。\"

Andallthemenandwomenanswered,\"Letuspray。\"

Hecried,\"Forthisfairbanquet—housewethankthee,Lord。\"

Andallthemenandwomensaid\"Wethankthee,Lord。\"

\"Thineisthishouse,dearLord。\"

\"Thineisthishouse。\"

\"Forushastthoumadeit。\"

\"Forus。\"

\"Oh,fillourjarswithwine,dearLord。\"

\"Ourjarswithwine。\"

\"Givepeaceandplentyinourtime,dearLord。\"

\"Peaceandplentyinourtime\"——IsaidtoGod,\"Whomisittheyaretalkingto?\"Godsaid,\"DoIknowwhomtheyspeakof?\"AndIsawtheywerelookingupattheroof;butoutinthesunshine,Godlay。

\"——dearLord!\"

\"DearLord。\"

\"Ourchildren’schildren,Lord,shallriseandcalltheeblessed。\"

\"Ourchildren’schildren,Lord。\"——IsaidtoGod,\"Thegrapesarecrying!\"

Godsaid,\"Still!Ihearthem\"——\"shallcalltheeblessed。\"

\"Shallcalltheeblessed。\"

\"Pourforthmorewineuponus,Lord。\"

\"Morewine。\"

\"Morewine。\"

\"Morewine!\"

\"Wine!!\"

\"Wine!!\"

\"Wine!!!\"

\"DearLord!\"

Thenmenandwomensatdownandthefeastwenton。Andmotherspouredoutwineandfedtheirlittlechildrenwithit,andmenheldupthecuptowomen’slipsandcried,\"Beloved!drink,\"andwomenfilledtheirlovers’

flagonsandheldthemup;andyetthefeastwenton。

AndafterawhileIlooked,andIsawthecurtainthathungbehindthehousemoving。

IsaidtoGod,\"Isitawind?\"

Godsaid,\"Awind。\"

Anditseemedtome,thatagainstthecurtainIsawpressedtheformsofmenandwomen。Andafterawhilethefeasterssawitmove,andtheywhispered,onetoanother。Thensomeroseandgatheredthemostworn—outcups,andintothemtheyputwhatwasleftatthebottomofothervessels。

Motherswhisperedtotheirchildren,\"Donotdrinkall,savealittledropwhenyouhavedrunk。\"Andwhentheyhadcollectedallthedregstheyslippedthecupsoutunderthebottomofthecurtainwithoutliftingit。

Afterawhilethecurtainleftoffmoving。

IsaidtoGod,\"Howisitsoquiet?\"

Hesaid,\"Theyhavegoneawaytodrinkit。\"

Isaid,\"Theydrinkit——theirown!\"

Godsaid,\"Itcomesfromthissideofthecurtain,andtheyareverythirsty。\"

Thenthefeastwenton,andafterawhileIsawasmall,whitehandslippedinbelowthecurtain’sedgealongthefloor;anditmotionedtowardsthewinejars。

AndIsaidtoGod,\"Whyisthathandsobloodless?\"

AndGodsaid,\"Itisawine—pressedhand。\"

Andmensawitandstartedtotheirfeet;andwomencried,andrantothegreatwinejars,andthrewtheirarmsaroundthem,andcried,\"Ours,ourown,ourbeloved!\"andtwinedtheirlonghairaboutthem。

IsaidtoGod,\"Whyaretheyfrightenedofthatonesmallhand?\"

Godanswered,\"Becauseitissowhite。\"

Andmenraninagreatcompanytowardsthecurtain,andstruggledthere。I

heardthemstrikeuponthefloor。Andwhentheymovedawaythecurtainhungsmoothandstill;andtherewasasmallstainuponthefloor。

IsaidtoGod,\"Whydotheynotwashitout?\"

Godsaid,\"Theycannot。\"

Andtheytooksmallstonesandputthemdownalongtheedgeofthecurtaintokeepitdown。Thenthemenandwomensatdownagainatthetables。

AndIsaidtoGod,\"Willthosestoneskeepitdown?\"

Godsaid,\"Whatthinkyou?\"

Isaid,\"Ifthewindblew?\"

Godsaid,\"Ifthewindblew?\"

Andthefeastwenton。

AndsuddenlyIcriedtoGod,\"Ifoneshouldriseamongthem,evenofthemselves,andstartupfromthetableandshouldcastawayhiscup,andcry,’Mybrothersandmysisters,stay!whatisitthatwedrink?’——andwithhisswordshouldcutintwothecurtain,andholdingwidethefragments,cry,’Brothers,sisters,see!itisnotwine,notwine!notwine!Mybrothers,oh,mysisters!’andheshouldoverturnthe——\"

Godsaid,\"Bestill!——,seethere。\"

Ilooked:beforethebanquet—house,amongthegrass,Isawarowofmounds,flowerscoveredthem,andgildedmarblestoodattheirheads。I

askedGodwhattheywere。

Heanswered,\"Theyarethegravesofthosewhoroseupatthefeastandcried。\"

AndIaskedGodhowtheycamethere。

Hesaid,\"Themenofthebanquet—houseroseandcastthemdownbackwards。\"

Isaid,\"Whoburiedthem?\"

Godsaid,\"Themenwhocastthemdown。\"

Isaid,\"Howcameitthattheythrewthemdown,andthensetmarbleoverthem?\"

Godsaid,\"Becausethebonescriedout,theycoveredthem。\"

AndamongthegrassandweedsIsawanunburiedbodylying;andIaskedGodwhyitwas。

Godsaid,\"Becauseitwasthrowndownonlyyesterday。Inalittlewhile,whenthefleshshallhavefallenfromitsbones,theywillburyitalso,andplantflowersoverit。\"

Andstillthefeastwenton。

Menandwomensatatthetablesquaffinggreatbowls。Somerose,andthrewtheirarmsabouteachother,anddancedandsang。Theypledgedeachotherinthewine,andkissedeachother’sblood—redlips。

Higherandhighergrewtherevels。

Men,whentheyhaddrunktilltheycouldnolonger,threwwhatwasleftintheirglassesuptotheroof,andletitfallbackincascades。Womendyedtheirchildren’sgarmentsinthewine,andfedthemonittilltheirtinymouthswerered。Sometimes,asthedancerswhirled,theyoverturnedavessel,andtheirgarmentswerebespattered。Childrensatuponthefloorwithgreatbowlsofwine,andswamrose—leavesonit,forboats。Theyputtheirhandsinthewineandblewlargeredbubbles。

Andhigherandhighergrewtherevels,andwilderthedancing,andlouderandlouderthesinging。Buthereandthereamongtherevellerswerethosewhodidnotrevel。Isawthatatthetableshereandthereweremenwhosatwiththeirelbowsontheboardandhandsshadingtheireyes;theylookedintothewine—cupbeneaththem,anddidnotdrink。Andwhenonetouchedthemlightlyontheshoulder,biddingthemtoriseanddanceandsing,theystarted,andthenlookeddown,andsattherewatchingthewineinthecup,buttheydidnotmove。

AndhereandthereIsawawomansitapart。Theothersdancedandsangandfedtheirchildren,butshesatsilentwithherheadasideasthoughshelistened。Herlittlechildrenpluckedhergown;shedidnotseethem;shewaslisteningtosomesound,butshedidnotstir。

Therevelsgrewhigher。Mendranktilltheycoulddrinknolonger,andlaytheirheadsuponthetablesleepingheavily。Womenwhocoulddancenomoreleanedbackonthebencheswiththeirheadsagainsttheirlovers’

shoulders。Littlechildren,sickwithwine,laydownupontheedgesoftheirmothers’robes。Sometimes,amanrosesuddenly,andashestaggeredstruckthetablesandoverthrewthebenches;someleaneduponthebalustradessickuntodeath。Hereandthereonerosewhostaggeredtothewinejarsandlaydownbesidethem。Heturnedthewinetap,butsleepovercamehimashelaythere,andthewineranout。

Slowlythethin,redstreamranacrossthewhitemarbledfloor;itreachedthestonesteps;slowly,slowly,slowlyittrickleddown,fromsteptostep,fromsteptostep:thenitsankintotheearth。Athinwhitesmokeroseupfromit。

Iwassilent;Icouldnotbreathe;butGodcalledmetocomefurther。

AndafterIhadtravelledforawhileIcamewhereonsevenhillslaytheruinsofamightybanquet—houselargerandstrongerthantheonewhichI

hadseenstanding。

IsaidtoGod,\"Whatdidthemenwhobuiltithere?\"

Godsaid,\"Theyfeasted。\"

Isaid,\"Onwhat?\"

Godsaid,\"Onwine。\"

AndIlooked;anditseemedtomethatbehindtheruinslaystillalargecircularhollowwithintheearthwhereafootofthewine—presshadstood。

IsaidtoGod,\"Howcameitthatthislargehousefell?\"

Godsaid,\"Becausetheearthwassodden。\"

Hecalledmetocomefurther。

Andatlastwecameuponahillwherebluewatersplayed,andwhitemarblelayupontheearth。IsaidtoGod,\"Whatwashereonce?\"

Godsaid,\"Apleasurehouse。\"

Ilooked,andatmyfeetgreatpillarslay。IcriedaloudforjoytoGod,\"Themarbleblossoms!\"

Godsaid,\"Ay,’twasafairyhouse。Therehasnotbeenoneliketoit,norevershallbe。Thepillarsandtheporticoesblossomed;andthewinecupswereasgatheredflowers:onthissideallthecurtainwasbroideredwithfairdesigns,thestitchingwasofgold。\"

IsaidtoGod,\"Howcameitthatitfell?\"

Godsaid,\"Onthesideofthewine—pressitwasdark。\"

Andaswetravelled,wecamewherelayamightyridgeofsand,andadarkriverranthere;andthererosetwovastmounds。

IsaidtoGod,\"Theyareverymighty。\"

Godsaid,\"Ay,exceedinggreat。\"

AndIlistened。

GodaskedmewhatIwaslisteningto。

AndIsaid,\"Asoundofweeping,andIhearthesoundofstrokes,butI

cannottellwhenceitcomes。\"

Godsaid,\"Itistheechoofthewine—presslingeringstillamongthecoping—stonesuponthemounds。Abanquet—housestoodhere。\"

Andhecalledmetocomefurther。

Uponabarrenhill—side,wherethesoilwasarid,Godcalledmetostandstill。AndIlookedaround。

Godsaid,\"Therewasafeasting—househereonceuponatime。\"

IsaidtoGod,\"Iseenomarkofany!\"

Godsaid,\"Therewasnotleftonestoneuponanotherthathasnotbeenthrowndown。\"AndIlookedround;andonthehill—sidewasalonelygrave。

IsaidtoGod,\"Whatliesthere?\"

Hesaid,\"Avinetruss,bruisedinthewine—press!\"

Andattheheadofthegravestoodacross,andonitsfootlayacrownofthorns。

AndasIturnedtogo,Ilookedbackward。Thewine—pressandthebanquet—

houseweregone;butthegraveyetstood。

AndwhenIcametotheedgeofalongridgethereopenedoutbeforemeawideplainofsand。AndwhenIlookeddownwardIsawgreatstoneslieshattered;andthedesertsandhadhalfcoveredthemover。

IsaidtoGod,\"Thereiswritingonthem,butIcannotreadit。\"

AndGodblewasidethedesertsand,andIreadthewriting:\"Weighedinthebalance,andfound——\"butthelastwordwaswanting。

AndIsaidtoGod,\"Itwasabanquet—house?\"

Godsaid,\"Ay,abanquet—house。\"

Isaid,\"Therewasawine—presshere?\"

Godsaid,\"Therewasawine—press。\"

Iaskednofurtherquestion。Iwasveryweary;Ishadedmyeyeswithmyhand,andlookedthroughthepinkeveninglight。

Faroff,acrossthesand,Isawtwofiguresstanding。Withwingsupfoldedhighabovetheirheads,andsternfacesset,neithermannorbeast,theylookedoutacrossthedesertsand,watching,watching,watching!IdidnotaskGodwhattheywere,forIknewwhattheanswerwouldbe。

And,furtherandyetfurther,intheeveninglight,Ilookedwithmyshadedeyes。

Faroff,wherethesandswerethickandheavy,Isawasolitarypillarstanding:thecrownhadfallen,andthesandhadburiedit。Onthebrokenpillarsatagreyowl—of—the—desert,withfoldedwings;andintheeveninglightIsawthedesertfoxcreeppastit,trailinghisbrushacrossthesand。

Further,yetfurther,asIlookedacrossthedesert,Isawthesandgatheredintoheapsasthoughitcoveredsomething。

IcriedtoGod,\"Oh,Iamsoweary。\"

Godsaid,\"YouhaveseenonlyonehalfofHell。\"

Isaid,\"Icannotseemore,IamafraidofHell。InmyownnarrowlittlepathIdarenotwalkbecauseIthinkthatonehasdugapitfallforme;andifIputmyhandtotakeafruitIdrawitbackagainbecauseIthinkithasbeenkissedalready。IfIlookoutacrosstheplains,themoundsareburialheaps;andwhenIpassamongthestonesIhearthemcryingaloud。

WhenIseemendancingIhearthetimebeateninwithsobs;andtheirwineisliving!Oh,IcannotbearHell!\"

Godsaid,\"Wherewillyougo?\"

Isaid\"TotheearthfromwhichIcame;itwasbetterthere。\"

AndGodlaughedatme;andIwonderedwhyhelaughed。

Godsaid,\"Come,andIwillshowyouHeaven。\"……

AndpartlyIawoke。Itwasstillanddark;thesoundofthecarriageshaddiedinthestreet;thewomanwholaughedwasgone;andthepoliceman’streadwasheardnomore。Inthedarkitseemedasifagreathandlayuponmyheart,andcrushedit。Itriedtobreatheandtossedfromsidetoside;

andthenagainIfellasleep,anddreamed。

Godtookmetotheedgeofthatworld。Itended。Ilookeddown。Thegulf,itseemedtome,wasfathomless,andthenIsawtwobridgescrossingitthatbothslopedupwards。

IsaidtoGod,\"Istherenootherwaybywhichmencrossit?\"

Godsaid,\"One;itrisesfarfromhereandslopesstraightupwards。

IaskedGodwhatthebridges’nameswere。

Godsaid,\"Whatmatterforthenames?CallthemtheGood,theTrue,theBeautiful,ifyouwill——youwillyetnotunderstandthem。\"

IaskedGodhowitwasIcouldnotseethethird。

Godsaid,\"Itisseenonlybythosewhoclimbit。\"

Isaid,\"Dotheyallleadtooneheaven?\"

Godsaid,\"AllHeavenisone:neverthelesssomepartsarehigherthanothers;thosewhoreachthehighermayalwaysgodowntorestinthelower;

butthoseinthelowermaynothavestrengthtoclimbtothehigher;