第3章

SORIN。Thepoorsoulisunhappy。

DORN。Thatisatrifle,yourhonour。

SORIN。Youjudgeherlikeamanwhohasobtainedallhewantsinlife。

ARKADINA。Oh,whatcouldbedullerthanthisdeartediumofthecountry?Theairishotandstill,nobodydoesanythingbutsitandphilosophiseaboutlife。Itispleasant,myfriends,tositandlistentoyouhere,butIhadratherathousandtimessitaloneintheroomofahotellearningarolebyheart。

NINA。[Withenthusiasm]Youarequiteright。Iunderstandhowyoufeel。

SORIN。Ofcourseitispleasantertoliveintown。Onecansitinone’slibrarywithatelephoneatone’selbow,noonecomesinwithoutbeingfirstannouncedbythefootman,thestreetsarefullofcabs,andall———

DORN。[Sings]

\"Tellher,ohflowers———\"

SHAMRAEFFcomesin,followedbyPAULINA。

SHAMRAEFF。Heretheyare。Howdoyoudo?[HekissesARKADINA’S

handandthenNINA’S]Iamdelightedtoseeyoulookingsowell。

[ToARKADINA]Mywifetellsmethatyoumeantogototownwithherto—day。Isthatso?

ARKADINA。Yes,thatiswhatIhadplannedtodo。

SHAMRAEFF。Hm——thatissplendid,buthowdoyouintendtogetthere,madam?Wearehaulingryeto—day,andallthemenarebusy。Whathorseswouldyoutake?

ARKADINA。Whathorses?HowdoIknowwhathorsesweshallhave?

SORIN。Why,wehavethecarriagehorses。

SHAMRAEFF。Thecarriagehorses!AndwhereamItofindtheharnessforthem?Thisisastonishing!Mydearmadam,Ihavethegreatestrespectforyourtalents,andwouldgladlysacrificetenyearsofmylifeforyou,butIcannotletyouhaveanyhorsesto—day。

ARKADINA。ButifImustgototown?Whatanextraordinarystateofaffairs!

SHAMRAEFF。Youdonotknow,madam,whatitistorunafarm。

ARKADINA。[Inaburstofanger]Thatisanoldstory!UnderthesecircumstancesIshallgobacktoMoscowthisveryday。Orderacarriageformefromthevillage,orIshallgotothestationonfoot。

SHAMRAEFF。[losinghistemper]UnderthesecircumstancesIresignmyposition。Youmustfindyourselfanothermanager。[Hegoesout。]

ARKADINA。Itislikethiseverysummer:everysummerIaminsultedhere。Ishallneversetfoothereagain。

Shegoesouttotheleft,inthedirectionofthewharf。Inafewminutessheisseenenteringthehouse,followedbyTRIGORIN,whocarriesabucketandfishing—rod。

SORIN。[Losinghistemper]Whatthedeucedidhemeanbyhisimpudence?Iwantallthehorsesbroughthereatonce!

NINA。[ToPAULINA]HowcouldherefuseanythingtoMadameArkadina,thefamousactress?Isnoteverywish,everycapriceeven,ofhers,moreimportantthananyfarmwork?Thisisincredible。

PAULINA。[Indespair]WhatcanIdoaboutit?PutyourselfinmyplaceandtellmewhatIcando。

SORIN。[ToNINA]Letusgoandfindmysister,andallbeghernottogo。[HelooksinthedirectioninwhichSHAMRAEFFwentout]Thatmanisinsufferable;aregulartyrant。

NINA。[Preventinghimfromgettingup]Sitstill,sitstill,andletuswheelyou。[SheandMEDVIEDENKOpushthechairbeforethem]Thisisterrible!

SORIN。Yes,yes,itisterrible;buthewon’tleave。Ishallhaveatalkwithhiminamoment。[Theygoout。OnlyDORNandPAULINA

areleft。]

DORN。Howtiresomepeopleare!Yourhusbanddeservestobethrownoutofhereneckandcrop,butitwillallendbythisoldgrannySorinandhissisteraskingtheman’spardon。Seeifitdoesn’t。

PAULINA。Hehassentthecarriagehorsesintothefieldstoo。

Thesemisunderstandingsoccureveryday。Ifyouonlyknewhowtheyexciteme!Iamill;see!Iamtremblingallover!Icannotendurehisroughways。[Imploringly]Eugene,mydarling,mybeloved,takemetoyou。Ourtimeisshort;wearenolongeryoung;letusenddeceptionandconcealment,eventhoughitisonlyattheendofourlives。[Apause。]

DORN。Iamfifty—fiveyearsold。Itistoolatenowformetochangemywaysofliving。

PAULINA。Iknowthatyourefusemebecausethereareotherwomenwhoareneartoyou,andyoucannottakeeverybody。Iunderstand。

Excuseme——IseeIamonlybotheringyou。

NINAisseennearthehousepickingabunchofflowers。

DORN。No,itisallright。

PAULINA。Iamtorturedbyjealousy。Ofcourseyouareadoctorandcannotescapefromwomen。Iunderstand。

DORN。[TONINA,whocomestowardhim]Howarethingsinthere?

NINA。MadameArkadinaiscrying,andSorinishavinganattackofasthma。

DORN。Letusgoandgivethembothsomecamomiletea。

NINA。[Handshimthebunchofflowers]Herearesomeflowersforyou。

DORN。Thankyou。[Hegoesintothehouse。]

PAULINA。[Followinghim]Whatprettyflowers![Astheyreachthehouseshesaysinalowvoice]Givemethoseflowers!Givethemtome!

DORNhandshertheflowers;shetearsthemtopiecesandflingsthemaway。Theybothgointothehouse。

NINA。[Alone]Howstrangetoseeafamousactressweeping,andforsuchatrifle!Isitnotstrange,too,thatafamousauthorshouldsitfishingallday?Heistheidolofthepublic,thepapersarefullofhim,hisphotographisforsaleeverywhere,hisworkshavebeentranslatedintomanyforeignlanguages,andyetheisoverjoyedifhecatchesacoupleofminnows。Ialwaysthoughtfamouspeopleweredistantandproud;Ithoughttheydespisedthecommoncrowdwhichexaltsrichesandbirth,andavengedthemselvesonitbydazzlingitwiththeinextinguishablehonourandgloryoftheirfame。ButhereIseethemweepingandplayingcardsandflyingintopassionslikeeverybodyelse。

TREPLIEFFcomesinwithoutahaton,carryingagunandadeadseagull。

TREPLIEFF。Areyoualonehere?

NINA。Yes。

TREPLIEFFlaysthesea—gullatherfeet。

NINA。Whatdoyoumeanbythis?

TREPLIEFF。Iwasbaseenoughto—daytokillthisgull。Ilayitatyourfeet。

NINA。Whatishappeningtoyou?[Shepicksupthegullandstandslookingatit。]

TREPLIEFF。[Afterapause]SoshallIsoonendmyownlife。

NINA。YouhavechangedsothatIfailtorecogniseyou。

TREPLIEFF。Yes,IhavechangedsincethetimewhenIceasedtorecogniseyou。Youhavefailedme;yourlookiscold;youdonotliketohavemenearyou。

NINA。Youhavegrownsoirritablelately,andyoutalksodarklyandsymbolicallythatyoumustforgivemeifIfailtofollowyou。Iamtoosimpletounderstandyou。

TREPLIEFF。Allthisbeganwhenmyplayfailedsodismally。A

womannevercanforgivefailure。Ihaveburntthemanuscripttothelastpage。Oh,ifyoucouldonlyfathommyunhappiness!Yourestrangementistometerrible,incredible;itisasifIhadsuddenlywakedtofindthislakedriedupandsunkintotheearth。Yousayyouaretoosimpletounderstandme;but,oh,whatistheretounderstand?Youdislikedmyplay,youhavenofaithinmypowers,youalreadythinkofmeascommonplaceandworthless,asmanyare。[Stampinghisfoot]HowwellIcanunderstandyourfeelings!Andthatunderstandingistomelikeadaggerinthebrain。Mayitbeaccursed,togetherwithmystupidity,whichsucksmylife—bloodlikeasnake![HeseesTRIGORIN,whoapproachesreadingabook]Therecomesrealgenius,stridingalonglikeanotherHamlet,andwithabook,too。

[Mockingly]\"Words,words,words。\"Youfeelthewarmthofthatsunalready,yousmile,youreyesmeltandglowliquidinitsrays。Ishallnotdisturbyou。[Hegoesout。]

TRIGORIN。[Makingnotesinhisbook]Takessnuffanddrinksvodka;alwayswearsblackdresses;islovedbyaschoolteacher——

NINA。Howdoyoudo?

TRIGORIN。Howareyou,MissNina?Owingtoanunforeseendevelopmentofcircumstances,itseemsthatweareleavingheretoday。YouandIshallprobablyneverseeeachotheragain,andI

amsorryforit。Iseldommeetayoungandprettygirlnow;Icanhardlyrememberhowitfeelstobenineteen,andtheyounggirlsinmybooksareseldomlivingcharacters。Ishouldliketochangeplaceswithyou,ifbutforanhour,tolookoutattheworldthroughyoureyes,andsofindoutwhatsortofalittlepersonyouare。

NINA。AndIshouldliketochangeplaceswithyou。

TRIGORIN。Why?

NINA。Tofindouthowafamousgeniusfeels。Whatisitliketobefamous?Whatsensationsdoesitgiveyou?

TRIGORIN。Whatsensations?Idon’tbelieveitgivesany。

[Thoughtfully]Eitheryouexaggeratemyfame,orelse,ifitexists,allIcansayisthatonesimplydoesn’tfeelfameinanyway。

NINA。Butwhenyoureadaboutyourselfinthepapers?

TRIGORIN。Ifthecriticspraiseme,Iamhappy;iftheycondemnme,Iamoutofsortsforthenexttwodays。

NINA。Thisisawonderfulworld。IfyouonlyknewhowIenvyyou!

Menareborntodifferentdestinies。Somedullydragaweary,uselesslifebehindthem,lostinthecrowd,unhappy,whiletooneoutofamillion,astoyou,forinstance,comesabrightdestinyfullofinterestandmeaning。Youarelucky。

TRIGORIN。I,lucky?[Heshrugshisshoulders]H—m——Ihearyoutalkingaboutfame,andhappiness,andbrightdestinies,andthosefinewordsofyoursmeanasmuchtome——forgivemysayingso——assweetmeatsdo,whichInevereat。Youareveryyoung,andverykind。

NINA。Yourlifeisbeautiful。

TRIGORIN。Iseenothingespeciallylovelyaboutit。[Helooksathiswatch]Excuseme,Imustgoatonce,andbeginwritingagain。

Iaminahurry。[Helaughs]Youhavesteppedonmypetcorn,astheysay,andIamgettingexcited,andalittlecross。Letusdiscussthisbrightandbeautifullifeofmine,though。[Afterafewmoments’thought]Violentobsessionssometimeslayholdofaman:hemay,forinstance,thinkdayandnightofnothingbutthemoon。Ihavesuchamoon。DayandnightIamheldinthegripofonebesettingthought,towrite,write,write!HardlyhaveI

finishedonebookthansomethingurgesmetowriteanother,andthenathird,andthenafourth——Iwriteceaselessly。Iam,asitwere,onatreadmill。Ihurryforeverfromonestorytoanother,andcan’thelpmyself。Doyouseeanythingbrightandbeautifulinthat?Oh,itisawildlife!Evennow,thrilledasIambytalkingtoyou,Idonotforgetforaninstantthatanunfinishedstoryisawaitingme。Myeyefallsonthatcloudthere,whichhastheshapeofagrandpiano;IinstantlymakeamentalnotethatI

mustremembertomentioninmystoryacloudfloatingbythatlookedlikeagrandpiano。Ismellheliotrope;Imuttertomyself:asicklysmell,thecolourwornbywidows;Imustrememberthatinwritingmynextdescriptionofasummerevening。

Icatchanideaineverysentenceofyoursorofmyown,andhastentolockallthesetreasuresinmyliterarystore—room,thinkingthatsomedaytheymaybeusefultome。AssoonasI

stopworkingIrushofftothetheatreorgofishing,inthehopethatImayfindoblivionthere,butno!Somenewsubjectforastoryissuretocomerollingthroughmybrainlikeanironcannonball。Ihearmydeskcalling,andhavetogobacktoitandbegintowrite,write,write,oncemore。Andsoitgoesforeverlasting。Icannotescapemyself,thoughIfeelthatIamconsumingmylife。TopreparethehoneyIfeedtounknowncrowds,Iamdoomedtobrushthebloomfrommydearestflowers,totearthemfromtheirstems,andtrampletherootsthatborethemunderfoot。AmInotamadman?ShouldInotbetreatedbythosewhoknowmeasonementallydiseased?Yetitisalwaysthesame,sameoldstory,tillIbegintothinkthatallthispraiseandadmirationmustbeadeception,thatIambeinghoodwinkedbecausetheyknowIamcrazy,andIsometimestremblelestI

shouldbegrabbedfrombehindandwhiskedofftoalunaticasylum。Thebestyearsofmyyouthweremadeonecontinualagonyformebymywriting。Ayoungauthor,especiallyifatfirsthedoesnotmakeasuccess,feelsclumsy,ill—at—ease,andsuperfluousintheworld。Hisnervesareallonedgeandstretchedtothepointofbreaking;heisirresistiblyattractedtoliteraryandartisticpeople,andhoversaboutthemunknownandunnoticed,fearingtolookthembravelyintheeye,likeamanwithapassionforgambling,whosemoneyisallgone。Ididnotknowmyreaders,butforsomereasonIimaginedtheyweredistrustfulandunfriendly;Iwasmortallyafraidofthepublic,andwhenmyfirstplayappeared,itseemedtomeasifallthedarkeyesintheaudiencewerelookingatitwithenmity,andalltheblueoneswithcoldindifference。Oh,howterribleitwas!

Whatagony!

NINA。Butdon’tyourinspirationandtheactofcreationgiveyoumomentsofloftyhappiness?

TRIGORIN。Yes。Writingisapleasuretome,andsoisreadingtheproofs,butnosoonerdoesabookleavethepressthanitbecomesodioustome;itisnotwhatImeantittobe;Imadeamistaketowriteitatall;Iamprovokedanddiscouraged。Thenthepublicreadsitandsays:\"Yes,itiscleverandpretty,butnotnearlyasgoodasTolstoi,\"or\"Itisalovelything,butnotasgoodasTurgenieff’s’FathersandSons,’\"andsoitwillalwaysbe。TomydyingdayIshallhearpeoplesay:\"Cleverandpretty;

cleverandpretty,\"andnothingmore;andwhenIamgone,thosethatknewmewillsayastheypassmygrave:\"HereliesTrigorin,acleverwriter,buthewasnotasgoodasTurgenieff。\"

NINA。Youmustexcuseme,butIdeclinetounderstandwhatyouaretalkingabout。Thefactis,youhavebeenspoiltbyyoursuccess。

TRIGORIN。WhatsuccesshaveIhad?Ihaveneverpleasedmyself;

asawriter,Idonotlikemyselfatall。ThetroubleisthatI

ammadegiddy,asitwere,bythefumesofmybrain,andoftenhardlyknowwhatIamwriting。Ilovethislake,thesetrees,theblueheaven;nature’svoicespeakstomeandwakesafeelingofpassioninmyheart,andIamovercomebyanuncontrollabledesiretowrite。ButIamnotonlyapainteroflandscapes,Iamamanofthecitybesides。Ilovemycountry,too,andherpeople;Ifeelthat,asawriter,itismydutytospeakoftheirsorrows,oftheirfuture,alsoofscience,oftherightsofman,andsoforth。SoIwriteoneverysubject,andthepublichoundsmeonallsides,sometimesinanger,andIraceanddodgelikeafoxwithapackofhoundsonhistrail。Iseelifeandknowledgeflittingawaybeforeme。Iamleftbehindthemlikeapeasantwhohasmissedhistrainatastation,andfinallyIcomebacktotheconclusionthatallIamfitforistodescribelandscapes,andthatwhateverelseIattemptringsabominablyfalse。

NINA。Youworktoohardtorealisetheimportanceofyourwritings。Whatifyouarediscontentedwithyourself?Toothersyouappearagreatandsplendidman。IfIwereawriterlikeyouIshoulddevotemywholelifetotheserviceoftheRussianpeople,knowingatthesametimethattheirwelfaredependedontheirpowertorisetotheheightsIhadattained,andthepeopleshouldsendmebeforetheminachariotoftriumph。

TRIGORIN。Inachariot?DoyouthinkIamAgamemnon?[Theybothsmile。]

NINA。FortheblissofbeingawriteroranactressIcouldendurewant,anddisillusionment,andthehatredofmyfriends,andthepangsofmyowndissatisfactionwithmyself;butIshoulddemandinreturnfame,real,resoundingfame![Shecoversherfacewithherhands]Whew!Myheadreels!

THEVOICEOFARKADINA。[Frominsidethehouse]Boris!Boris!

TRIGORIN。Sheiscallingme,probablytocomeandpack,butI

don’twanttoleavethisplace。[Hiseyesrestonthelake]Whatablessingsuchbeautyis!

NINA。Doyouseethathousethere,onthefarshore?

TRIGORIN。Yes。

NINA。Thatwasmydeadmother’shome。Iwasbornthere,andhavelivedallmylifebesidethislake。Iknoweverylittleislandinit。

TRIGORIN。Thisisabeautifulplacetolive。[Hecatchessightofthedeadsea—gull]Whatisthat?

NINA。Agull。Constantineshotit。

TRIGORIN。Whatalovelybird!Really,Ican’tbeartogoaway。

Can’tyoupersuadeIrinatostay?[Hewritessomethinginhisnote—book。]

NINA。Whatareyouwriting?

TRIGORIN。Nothingmuch,onlyanideathatoccurredtome。[Heputsthebookbackinhispocket]Anideaforashortstory。A

younggirlgrowsupontheshoresofalake,asyouhave。Shelovesthelakeasthegullsdo,andisashappyandfreeasthey。

Butamanseesherwhochancestocomethatway,andhedestroysheroutofidleness,asthisgullherehasbeendestroyed。[A

pause。ARKADINAappearsatoneofthewindows。]

ARKADINA。Boris!Whereareyou?

TRIGORIN。Iamcomingthisminute。

Hegoestowardthehouse,lookingbackatNINA。ARKADINAremainsatthewindow。

TRIGORIN。Whatdoyouwant?

ARKADINA。Wearenotgoingaway,afterall。

TRIGORINgoesintothehouse。NINAcomesforwardandstandslostinthought。

NINA。Itisadream!

Thecurtainfalls。

ACTIII

Thedining—roomofSORIN’Shouse。Doorsopenoutofittotherightandleft。Atablestandsinthecentreoftheroom。Trunksandboxesencumberthefloor,andpreparationsfordepartureareevident。TRIGORINissittingatatableeatinghisbreakfast,andMASHAisstandingbesidehim。

MASHA。Iamtellingyouallthesethingsbecauseyouwritebooksandtheymaybeusefultoyou。Itellyouhonestly,Ishouldnothavelivedanotherdayifhehadwoundedhimselffatally。YetI

amcourageous;Ihavedecidedtotearthisloveofmineoutofmyheartbytheroots。

TRIGORIN。Howwillyoudoit?

MASHA。BymarryingMedviedenko。

TRIGORIN。Theschool—teacher?

MASHA。Yes。

TRIGORIN。Idon’tseethenecessityforthat。

MASHA。Oh,ifyouknewwhatitistolovewithouthopeforyearsandyears,towaitforeverforsomethingthatwillnevercome!I

shallnotmarryforlove,butmarriagewillatleastbeachange,andwillbringnewcarestodeadenthememoriesofthepast。

Shallwehaveanotherdrink?

TRIGORIN。Haven’tyouhadenough?

MASHA。Fiddlesticks![Shefillsaglass]Don’tlookatmewiththatexpressiononyourface。Womendrinkoftenerthanyouimagine,butmostofthemdoitinsecret,andnotopenly,asI

do。Theydoindeed,anditisalwayseithervodkaorbrandy。

[Theytouchglasses]Toyourgoodhealth!YouaresoeasytogetonwiththatIamsorrytoseeyougo。[Theydrink。]

TRIGORIN。AndIamsorrytoleave。

MASHA。Youshouldaskhertostay。

TRIGORIN。Shewouldnotdothatnow。Hersonhasbeenbehavingoutrageously。Firstheattemptedsuicide,andnowIhearheisgoingtochallengemetoaduel,thoughwhathisprovocationmaybeIcan’timagine。Heisalwayssulkingandsneeringandpreachingaboutanewformofart,asifthefieldofartwerenotlargeenoughtoaccommodatebotholdandnewwithoutthenecessityofjostling。