第4章

MASHA。Itisjealousy。However,thatisnoneofmybusiness。[A

pause。JACOBwalksthroughtheroomcarryingatrunk;NINAcomesinandstandsbythewindow]Thatschoolteacherofmineisnonetooclever,butheisverygood,poorman,andhelovesmedearly,andIamsorryforhim。However,letmesaygood—byeandwishyouapleasantjourney。Remembermekindlyinyourthoughts。

[Sheshakeshandswithhim]Thanksforyourgoodwill。Sendmeyourbooks,andbesuretowritesomethinginthem;nothingformal,butsimplythis:\"ToMasha,who,forgetfulofherorigin,forsomeunknownreasonislivinginthisworld。\"Good—bye。[Shegoesout。]

NINA。[HoldingoutherclosedhandtoTRIGORIN]Isitoddoreven?

TRIGORIN。Even。

NINA。[Withasigh]No,itisodd。Ihadonlyonepeainmyhand。

IwantedtoseewhetherIwastobecomeanactressornot。Ifonlysomeonewouldadvisemewhattodo!

TRIGORIN。Onecannotgiveadviceinacaselikethis。[Apause。]

NINA。Weshallsoonpart,perhapsnevertomeetagain。Ishouldlikeyoutoacceptthislittlemedallionasaremembranceofme。

Ihavehadyourinitialsengravedonit,andonthissideisthenameofoneofyourbooks:\"DaysandNights。\"

TRIGORIN。Howsweetofyou![Hekissesthemedallion]Itisalovelypresent。

NINA。Thinkofmesometimes。

TRIGORIN。Ishallneverforgetyou。IshallalwaysrememberyouasIsawyouthatbrightday——doyourecallit?——aweekago,whenyouworeyourlightdress,andwetalkedtogether,andthewhiteseagulllayonthebenchbesideus。

NINA。[Lostinthought]Yes,thesea—gull。[Apause]Ibegyoutoletmeseeyoualonefortwominutesbeforeyougo。

Shegoesouttotheleft。AtthesamemomentARKADINAcomesinfromtheright,followedbySORINinalongcoat,withhisordersonhisbreast,andbyJACOB,whoisbusypacking。

ARKADINA。Stayhereathome,youpooroldman。Howcouldyoupayvisitswiththatrheumatismofyours?[ToTRIGORIN]Wholefttheroomjustnow,wasitNina?

TRIGORIN。Yes。

ARKADINA。Ibegyourpardon;Iamafraidweinterruptedyou。[Shesitsdown]Ithinkeverythingispacked。Iamabsolutelyexhausted。

TRIGORIN。[Readingtheinscriptiononthemedallion]\"DaysandNights,page121,lines11and12。\"

JACOB。[Clearingthetable]ShallIpackyourfishing—rods,too,sir?

TRIGORIN。Yes,Ishallneedthem,butyoucangivemybooksaway。

JACOB。Verywell,sir。

TRIGORIN。[Tohimself]Page121,lines11and12。[ToARKADINA]

Havewemybookshereinthehouse?

ARKADINA。Yes,theyareinmybrother’slibrary,inthecornercupboard。

TRIGORIN。Page121——[Hegoesout。]

SORIN。Youaregoingaway,andIshallbelonelywithoutyou。

ARKADINA。Whatwouldyoudointown?

SORIN。Oh,nothinginparticular,butsomehow——[Helaughs]Theyaresoontolaythecorner—stoneofthenewcourt—househere。HowIshouldliketoleapoutofthisminnow—pond,ifbutforanhourortwo!Iamtiredoflyingherelikeanoldcigarettestump。I

haveorderedthecarriageforoneo’clock。Wecangoawaytogether。

ARKADINA。[Afterapause]No,youmuststayhere。Don’tbelonely,anddon’tcatchcold。Keepaneyeonmyboy。Takegoodcareofhim;guidehimalongtheproperpaths。[Apause]Iamgoingaway,andsoshallneverfindoutwhyConstantineshothimself,butIthinkthechiefreasonwasjealousy,andthesoonerItakeTrigorinaway,thebetter。

SORIN。Therewere——howshallIexplainittoyou?——otherreasonsbesidesjealousyforhisact。Hereisacleveryoungchaplivinginthedepthsofthecountry,withoutmoneyorposition,withnofutureaheadofhim,andwithnothingtodo。Heisashamedandafraidofbeingsoidle。Iamdevotedtohimandheisfondofme,butneverthelesshefeelsthatheisuselesshere,thatheislittlemorethanadependentinthishouse。Itistheprideinhim。

ARKADINA。Heisamiserytome![Thoughtfully]Hemightpossiblyenterthearmy。

SORIN。[Givesawhistle,andthenspeakswithhesitation]Itseemstomethatthebestthingforhimwouldbeifyouweretolethimhavealittlemoney。Foronething,heoughttobeallowedtodresslikeahumanbeing。Seehowhelooks!Wearingthesamelittleoldcoatthathehashadforthreeyears,andhedoesn’tevenpossessanovercoat![Laughing]Anditwouldn’thurttheyoungstertosowafewwildoats;lethimgoabroad,say,foratime。Itwouldn’tcostmuch。

ARKADINA。Yes,but——However,IthinkImightmanageabouthisclothes,butIcouldn’tlethimgoabroad。Andno,Idon’tthinkIcanlethimhavehisclotheseven,now。[Decidedly]Ihavenomoneyatpresent。

SORINlaughs。

ARKADINA。Ihaven’tindeed。

SORIN。[Whistles]Verywell。Forgiveme,darling;don’tbeangry。

Youareanoble,generouswoman!

ARKADINA。[Weeping]Ireallyhaven’tthemoney。

SORIN。IfIhadanymoneyofcourseIshouldlethimhavesomemyself,butIhaven’tevenapenny。Thefarmmanagertakesmypensionfrommeandputsitallintothefarmorintocattleorbees,andinthatwayitisalwayslostforever。Thebeesdie,thecowsdie,theyneverletmehaveahorse。

ARKADINA。OfcourseIhavesomemoney,butIamanactressandmyexpensesfordressaloneareenoughtobankruptme。

SORIN。Youareadear,andIamveryfondofyou,indeedIam。

Butsomethingisthematterwithmeagain。[Hestaggers]Ifeelgiddy。[Heleansagainstthetable]Ifeelfaint,andall。

ARKADINA。[Frightened]Peter![Shetriestosupporthim]Peter!

dearest![Shecalls]Help!Help!

TREPLIEFFandMEDVIEDENKOcomein;TREPLIEFFhasabandagearoundhishead。

ARKADINA。Heisfainting!

SORIN。Iamallright。[Hesmilesanddrinkssomewater]Itisallovernow。

TREPLIEFF。[Tohismother]Don’tbefrightened,mother,theseattacksarenotdangerous;myuncleoftenhasthemnow。[Tohisuncle]Youmustgoandliedown,Uncle。

SORIN。Yes,IthinkIshall,forafewminutes。IamgoingtoMoscowallthesame,butIshallliedownabitbeforeIstart。

[Hegoesoutleaningonhiscane。]

MEDVIEDENKO。[Givinghimhisarm]Doyouknowthisriddle?Onfourlegsinthemorning;ontwolegsatnoon;andonthreelegsintheevening?

SORIN。[Laughing]Yes,exactly,andonone’sbackatnight。Thankyou,Icanwalkalone。

MEDVIEDENKO。Dearme,whatformality![HeandSORINgoout。]

ARKADINA。Hegavemeadreadfulfright。

TREPLIEFF。Itisnotgoodforhimtoliveinthecountry。Mother,ifyouwouldonlyuntieyourpurse—stringsforonce,andlendhimathousandroubles!Hecouldthenspendawholeyearintown。

ARKADINA。Ihavenomoney。Iamanactressandnotabanker。[A

pause。]

TREPLIEFF。Pleasechangemybandageforme,mother,youdoitsogently。

ARKADINAgoestothecupboardandtakesoutaboxofbandagesandabottleofiodoform。

ARKADINA。Thedoctorislate。

TREPLIEFF。Yes,hepromisedtobehereatnine,andnowitisnoonalready。

ARKADINA。Sitdown。[Shetakesthebandageoffhishead]Youlookasifyouhadaturbanon。Astrangerthatwasinthekitchenyesterdayaskedtowhatnationalityyoubelonged。Yourwoundisalmosthealed。[Shekisseshishead]Youwon’tbeuptoanymoreofthesesillytricksagain,willyou,whenIamgone?

TREPLIEFF。No,mother。Ididthatinamomentofinsanedespair,whenIhadlostallcontrolovermyself。Itwillneverhappenagain。[Hekissesherhand]Yourtouchisgolden。IrememberwhenyouwerestillactingattheStateTheatre,longago,whenIwasstillalittlechap,therewasafightonedayinourcourt,andapoorwasherwomanwasalmostbeatentodeath。Shewaspickedupunconscious,andyounursedhertillshewaswell,andbathedherchildreninthewashtubs。Haveyouforgottenit?

ARKADINA。Yes,entirely。[Sheputsonanewbandage。]

TREPLIEFF。Twoballetdancerslivedinthesamehouse,andtheyusedtocomeanddrinkcoffeewithyou。

ARKADINA。Irememberthat。

TREPLIEFF。Theywereverypious。[Apause]Iloveyouagain,theselastfewdays,astenderlyandtrustinglyasIdidasachild。Ihavenooneleftmenowbutyou。Why,whydoyouletyourselfbecontrolledbythatman?

ARKADINA。Youdon’tunderstandhim,Constantine。Hehasawonderfullynoblepersonality。

TREPLIEFF。Nevertheless,whenhehasbeentoldthatIwishtochallengehimtoaduelhisnobilitydoesnotpreventhimfromplayingthecoward。Heisabouttobeatanignominiousretreat。

ARKADINA。Whatnonsense!Ihaveaskedhimmyselftogo。

TREPLIEFF。Anoblepersonalityindeed!Herewearealmostquarrellingoverhim,andheisprobablyinthegardenlaughingatusatthisverymoment,orelseenlighteningNina’smindandtryingtopersuadeherintothinkinghimamanofgenius。

ARKADINA。Youenjoysayingunpleasantthingstome。Ihavethegreatestrespectforthatman,andImustaskyounottospeakillofhiminmypresence。

TREPLIEFF。Ihavenorespectforhimatall。Youwantmetothinkhimagenius,asyoudo,butIrefusetolie:hisbooksmakemesick。

ARKADINA。Youenvyhim。Thereisnothingleftforpeoplewithnotalentandmightypretensionstodobuttocriticisethosewhoarereallygifted。Ihopeyouenjoytheconsolationitbrings。

TREPLIEFF。[Withirony]Thosewhoarereallygifted,indeed!

[Angrily]Iamclevererthananyofyou,ifitcomestothat![Hetearsthebandageoffhishead]Youaretheslavesofconvention,youhaveseizedtheupperhandandnowlaydownaslaweverythingthatyoudo;allelseyoustrangleandtrampleon。Irefusetoacceptyourpointofview,yoursandhis,Irefuse!

ARKADINA。Thatisthetalkofadecadent。

TREPLIEFF。Gobacktoyourbelovedstageandactthemiserableditch—waterplaysyousomuchadmire!

ARKADINA。Ineveractedinaplaylikethatinmylife。Youcouldn’twriteeventhetrashiestmusic—hallfarce,youidlegood—for—nothing!

TREPLIEFF。Miser!

ARKADINA。Rag—bag!

TREPLIEFFsitsdownandbeginstocrysoftly。

ARKADINA。[Walkingupanddowningreatexcitement]Don’tcry!

Youmustn’tcry![Sheburstsintotears]Youreallymustn’t。[Shekisseshisforehead,hischeeks,hishead]Mydarlingchild,forgiveme。Forgiveyourwickedmother。

TREPLIEFF。[Embracingher]Oh,ifyoucouldonlyknowwhatitistohavelosteverythingunderheaven!Shedoesnotloveme。IseeIshallneverbeabletowrite。Everyhopehasdesertedme。

ARKADINA。Don’tdespair。Thiswillallpass。Heisgoingawayto—day,andshewillloveyouoncemore。[Shewipesawayhistears]Stopcrying。Wehavemadepeaceagain。

TREPLIEFF。[Kissingherhand]Yes,mother。

ARKADINA。[Tenderly]Makeyourpeacewithhim,too。Don’tfightwithhim。Yousurelywon’tfight?

TREPLIEFF。Iwon’t,butyoumustnotinsistonmyseeinghimagain,mother,Icouldn’tstandit。[TRIGORINcomesin]Thereheis;Iamgoing。[Hequicklyputsthemedicinesawayinthecupboard]Thedoctorwillattendtomyhead。

TRIGORIN。[Lookingthroughthepagesofabook]Page121,lines11and12;hereitis。[Hereads]\"Ifatanytimeyoushouldhaveneedofmylife,comeandtakeit。\"

TREPLIEFFpicksupthebandageoffthefloorandgoesout。

ARKADINA。[Lookingatherwatch]Thecarriagewillsoonbehere。

TRIGORIN。[Tohimself]Ifatanytimeyoushouldhaveneedofmylife,comeandtakeit。

ARKADINA。Ihopeyourthingsareallpacked。

TRIGORIN。[Impatiently]Yes,yes。[Indeepthought]WhydoIhearanoteofsadnessthatwringsmyheartinthiscryofapuresoul?Ifatanytimeyoushouldhaveneedofmylife,comeandtakeit。[ToARKADINA]Letusstayhereonemoreday!

ARKADINAshakesherhead。

TRIGORIN。Doletusstay!

ARKADINA。Iknow,dearest,whatkeepsyouhere,butyoumustcontrolyourself。Besober;youremotionshaveintoxicatedyoualittle。

TRIGORIN。Youmustbesober,too。Besensible;lookuponwhathashappenedasatruefriendwould。[Takingherhand]Youarecapableofself—sacrifice。Beafriendtomeandreleaseme!

ARKADINA。[Indeepexcitement]Areyousomuchinlove?

TRIGORIN。Iamirresistiblyimpelledtowardher。ItmaybethatthisisjustwhatIneed。

ARKADINA。What,theloveofacountrygirl?Oh,howlittleyouknowyourself!

TRIGORIN。Peoplesometimeswalkintheirsleep,andsoIfeelasifIwereasleep,anddreamingofherasIstandheretalkingtoyou。Myimaginationisshakenbythesweetestandmostgloriousvisions。Releaseme!

ARKADINA。[Shuddering]No,no!Iamonlyanordinarywoman;youmustnotsaysuchthingstome。Donottormentme,Boris;youfrightenme。

TRIGORIN。Youcouldbeanextraordinarywomanifyouonlywould。

Lovealonecanbringhappinessonearth,lovetheenchanting,thepoeticalloveofyouth,thatsweepsawaythesorrowsoftheworld。IhadnotimeforitwhenIwasyoungandstrugglingwithwantandlayingsiegetotheliteraryfortress,butnowatlastthislovehascometome。Iseeitbeckoning;whyshouldIfly?

ARKADINA。[Withanger]Youaremad!

TRIGORIN。Releaseme。

ARKADINA。Youhaveallconspiredtogethertotorturemeto—day。

[Sheweeps。]

TRIGORIN。[Clutchinghisheaddesperately]Shedoesn’tunderstandme!Shewon’tunderstandme!

ARKADINA。AmIthensooldanduglyalreadythatyoucantalktomelikethiswithoutanyshameaboutanotherwoman?[Sheembracesandkisseshim]Oh,youhavelostyoursenses!Mysplendid,mygloriousfriend,myloveforyouisthelastchapterofmylife。

[Shefallsonherknees]Youaremypride,myjoy,mylight。[Sheembraceshisknees]Icouldneverendureitshouldyoudesertme,ifonlyforanhour;Ishouldgomad。Oh,mywonder,mymarvel,myking!

TRIGORIN。Someonemightcomein。[Hehelpshertorise。]

ARKADINA。Letthemcome!Iamnotashamedofmylove。[Shekisseshishands]Myjewel!Mydespair!Youwanttodoafoolishthing,butIdon’twantyoutodoit。Ishan’tletyoudoit![Shelaughs]Youaremine,youaremine!Thisforeheadismine,theseeyesaremine,thissilkyhairismine。Allyourbeingismine。

Youaresoclever,sowise,thefirstofalllivingwriters;youaretheonlyhopeofyourcountry。Youaresofresh,sosimple,sodeeplyhumourous。Youcanbringouteveryfeatureofamanorofalandscapeinasingleline,andyourcharactersliveandbreathe。Doyouthinkthatthesewordsarebuttheincenseofflattery?DoyouthinkIamnotspeakingthetruth?Come,lookintomyeyes;lookdeep;doyoufindliesthere?No,youseethatIaloneknowhowtotreasureyou。Ialonetellyouthetruth。Oh,myverydear,youwillgowithme?Youwill?Youwillnotforsakeme?

TRIGORIN。Ihavenowillofmyown;Ineverhad。Iamtooindolent,toosubmissive,toophlegmatic,tohaveany。Isitpossiblethatwomenlikethat?Takeme。Takemeawaywithyou,butdonotletmestirastepfromyourside。

ARKADINA。[Toherself]Nowheismine![Carelessly,asifnothingunusualhadhappened]Ofcourseyoumuststayhereifyoureallywantto。Ishallgo,andyoucanfollowinaweek’stime。Yes,really,whyshouldyouhurryaway?

TRIGORIN。Letusgotogether。

ARKADINA。Asyoulike。Letusgotogetherthen。[Apause。

TRIGORINwritessomethinginhisnote—book]Whatareyouwriting?

TRIGORIN。AhappyexpressionIheardthismorning:\"Agroveofmaidenpines。\"Itmaybeuseful。[Heyawns]Sowearereallyoffagain,condemnedoncemoretorailwaycarriages,tostationsandrestaurants,toHamburgersteaksandendlessarguments!

SHAMRAEFFcomesin。

SHAMRAEFF。Iamsorrytohavetoinformyouthatyourcarriageisatthedoor。Itistimetostart,honouredmadam,thetrainleavesattwo—five。Wouldyoubekindenough,madam,toremembertoinquireformewhereSuzdaltzefftheactorisnow?Ishestillalive,Iwonder?Ishewell?HeandIhavehadmanyajollytimetogether。Hewasinimitablein\"TheStolenMail。\"AtragediancalledIzmailoffwasinthesamecompany,Iremember,whowasalsoquiteremarkable。Don’thurry,madam,youstillhavefiveminutes。Theywerebothofthemconspiratorsonce,inthesamemelodrama,andonenightwheninthecourseoftheplaytheyweresuddenlydiscovered,insteadofsaying\"Wehavebeentrapped!\"

Izmailoffcriedout:\"Wehavebeenrapped!\"[Helaughs]Rapped!

WhilehehasbeentalkingJACOBhasbeenbusywiththetrunks,andthemaidhasbroughtARKADINAherhat,coat,parasol,andgloves。Thecooklookshesitatinglythroughthedoorontheright,andfinallycomesintotheroom。PAULINAcomesin。

MEDVIEDENKOcomesin。

PAULINA。[PresentingARKADINAwithalittlebasket]Herearesomeplumsforthejourney。Theyareverysweetones。Youmaywanttonibblesomethinggoodontheway。

ARKADINA。Youareverykind,Paulina。

PAULINA。Good—bye,mydearie。Ifthingshavenotbeenquiteasyoucouldhavewished,pleaseforgiveus。[Sheweeps。]

ARKADINA。Ithasbeendelightful,delightful。Youmustn’tcry。

SORINcomesinthroughthedoorontheleft,dressedinalongcoatwithacape,andcarryinghishatandcane。Hecrossestheroom。

SORIN。Come,sister,itistimetostart,unlessyouwanttomissthetrain。Iamgoingtogetintothecarriage。[Hegoesout。]

MEDVIEDENKO。Ishallwalkquicklytothestationandseeyouoffthere。[Hegoesout。]

ARKADINA。Good—bye,all!Weshallmeetagainnextsummerifwelive。[Themaidservant,JACOB,andthecookkissherhand]Don’tforgetme。[Shegivesthecookarouble]Thereisaroubleforallthreeofyou。

THECOOK。Thankyou,mistress;apleasantjourneytoyou。

JACOB。Godblessyou,mistress。

SHAMRAEFF。Sendusalinetocheerusup。[TOTRIGORIN]Good—bye,sir。

ARKADINA。WhereisConstantine?TellhimIamstarting。Imustsaygood—byetohim。[ToJACOB]Igavethecookaroubleforallthreeofyou。

Allgooutthroughthedoorontheright。Thestageremainsempty。Soundsoffarewellareheard。Themaidcomesrunningbacktofetchthebasketofplumswhichhasbeenforgotten。TRIGORIN

comesback。

TRIGORIN。Ihadforgottenmycane。IthinkIleftitontheterrace。[HegoestowardthedoorontherightandmeetsNINA,whocomesinatthatmoment]Isthatyou?Weareoff。

NINA。Iknewweshouldmeetagain。[Withemotion]Ihavecometoanirrevocabledecision,thedieiscast:Iamgoingonthestage。Iamdesertingmyfatherandabandoningeverything。Iambeginninglifeanew。Iamgoing,asyouare,toMoscow。Weshallmeetthere。