第2章

THESENATOR’SLASTTRADE

AdroveofleancattlewereswingingeasilyoverBlackMountain,andbehindthemcameabigmanwithwildblackhairandabushybeard。

Nowandthenhewouldgnawathismustachewithhislong,yellowteeth,orwouldsitdowntolethisleanhorserest,andwouldflipmeaninglesslyatthebusheswithaswitch。Sometimeshisbushyheadwoulddroopoveronhisbreast,andhewouldsnapitupsharplyandstartpainfullyon。Robber,cattle—thief,outlawhemighthavebeeninanothercentury;forhefilledthefigureofanyrobberheroinlifeorromance,andyethewasonlytheSenatorfromBell,ashewasknowninthelittleKentuckycapital;or,ashewasknowninhismountainhome,justtheSenator,whohadtoiledandschemedandgrownrichandgrownpoor;

whohadsufferedlongandwaskind。

OnlythatChristmashehadguttedeverystoreintown。``Givemeeverythingyouhave,brother,’’hesaid,acrosseachcounter;andnextdayeveryman,woman,andchildinthemountaintownhadapresentfromtheSenator’shands。Helookedlikeabrigandthatday,ashelookednow,buthecalledeverymanhisbrother,andhiseye,whileblackandlustrelessasnight,wasasbroodingandjustaskind。

Whentheboomwentdown,withitandwitheverybodyelsewenttheSenator。

Slowlyhegotdusty,ragged,longofhair。Helookedtorturedandever—restless。Youneversawhimstill;

alwayshesweptbyyou,flappinghislegsonhisleanhorseorhisarmsinhisricketybuggyhere,there,everywhere——

turning,twisting,fightinghiswaybacktofreedom——andnotamurmur。

Stillwaseverymanhisbrother,andifsomeforgothisonceopenhand,heforgotitnomorecompletelythandidtheSenator。Hewentveryfartopayhisdebts。Hefelthonorbound,indeed,toaskhissistertogivebackthefarmthathehadgivenher,which,veryproperlypeoplesaid,shedeclinedtodo。NothingcouldkillhopeintheSenator’sbreast;hewouldhandbackthefarminanotheryear,hesaid;butthesisterwasfirm,andwithoutawordstill,theSenatorwentotherwaysandschemedthroughthenights,andworkedandrodeandwalkedandtradedthroughthedays,untilnow,whenthelightwasbeginningtoglimmer,hisendwascome。

ThiswastheSenator’slasttrade,andinsight,downinaKentuckyvalley,washome。Strangelyenough,theSenatordidnotcareatall,andhehadjustenoughsanitylefttowonderwhy,andtobeworried。Itwasthe``walkingtyphoid’’thathadcaughtupwithhim,andhewaslistless,andhemadestrangegesturesanddidfoolishthingsashestumbleddownthemountain。

Hewasgoingoveralittleknollnow,andhecouldseethecreekthatranaroundhishouse,buthewasnottouched。Hewouldjustassoonhavelaindownrightwherehewas,orhaveturnedaroundandgoneback,exceptthatitwashotandhewantedtogettothewater。HerememberedthatitwasnighChristmas;hesawthesnowabouthimandthecakesoficeinthecreek。Heknewthatheoughtnottobehot,andyethewas——sohotthatherefusedtoreasonwithhimselfevenaminute,andhurriedon。Itwasoddthatitshouldbeso,butjustaboutthattime,overinVirginia,acattledealer,nearinghome,stoppedtotellaneighborhowhehadtrickedsomeblack—whiskeredfoolupinthemountains。

Itmayhavebeenjustwhenhewaslaughingaloudoverthere,thattheSenator,overhere,torehiswoollenshirtfromhisgreathairychestandrushedintotheicystream,clappinghisarmstohisburningsidesandshoutinginhisfrenzy。

``Ifhehadlivedalittlelonger,’’saidaconstituent,``hewouldhavelostthenextelection。Hehadn’tthemoney,youknow。’’

``Ifhehadlivedalittlelonger,’’saidthemountainpreacherhighuponYellowCreek,``I’dhavegotthattradeI

hadonhandwithhimthrough。NotthatIwantedhimtodie,butifhehadto——why——’’

``Ifhehadlivedalittlelonger,’’

saidtheSenator’slawyer,``hewouldhavecleanedoffthescoreagainsthim。’’

``Ifhehadlivedalittlelonger,’’saidtheSenator’ssister,notmeaningtobeunkind,``hewouldhavegotallI

have。’’

ThatwaswhatlifeheldfortheSenator。Deathwasmorekind。

PREACHIN’ONKINGDOM—COME

I’vetoldye,stranger,thatHellferSartainempties,asitoughter,ofco’se,intoKingdom—Come。Youcanketchthedevil’mostanydayintheweekonHellferSartain,an’sometimesyoucangitGloryeverlastin’onKingdom—Come。

Hit’stheonlymeetin’—housetharintwentymilesaroun’。

Well,thereg’larrider,oleJimSkaggs,wasdead,an’thebretherinwasa—lookin’

aroun’fersomebodytostepintooleJim’sshoes。Thar’dbeenoneyoungfelleruptharfromthesettlemints,a—

cavortin’aroun’,an’theywasstudyin’

’boutgittin’him。

``Bretherin’an’sisteren,’’Isays,attertheleetlechapwasgone,``he’sgotthefortitoodtospeakan’heshorelyiswellfavored。He’sgotamightygoodhawkeyeferspyin’outevil——an’thegals;hecanoutholleroleJim;an’IF,’’Isays,``anyIDEESevercomestohim,he’llbeahell—rousershore——buttheyain’tcomin’!’’

An’,sosayin’,Itakesmyfootinmyhandan’stepsferhome。

Stranger,themfellersovertharhain’tseedmucho’thisworld。Lotsof’emnuverseedthecyars;someof’emnuverseedawagon。An’atterjowerin’an’

noratin’fer’bouttwohours,whatyoureckontheysaidtheyaimedtodo?

Theybelievedthey’dtakethatarmanBeecher,eftheycouldgithimtocome。

They’dheerdo’Henryendurin’thewar,an’theyknowedhewasagintherebs,an’theywantedHenryiftheycouldjesgithimtocome。

Well,Isnorted,an’thefeudbrokeoutonHellferSartainbetwixttheDaysan’theDillons。MaceDayshotDawsDillon’sbrother,asIrickollect——somep’n’sal’aysa—startin’upthatplagueywaran’a—makin’thingsfrolicsomeoverthar——an’efithadn’ta—beenferatallyoungfellerwithblackhairan’ascaracrosshisforehead,whowasa—goin’

throughthemountainsa—settlin’thesewars,blamemeefIbelievethareverwould’a’beenanymo’preachin’onKingdom—Come。ThisfellercomesoverfromHazlanan’saysheaimstoholdameetin’onKingdom—Come。``Brother,’’

Isays,``that’swhatnopreacherhaveeverdidwhilstthiswarisa—goin’on。’’

An’hesays,sorto’quiet,``Well,then,I

reckonI’llhavetodowhatnopreacherhaveeverdid。’’An’Iupsan’says:

``Brother,anolejedgecomeuphereoncefromthesettlemintstoholdcouht。

`Jedge,’Isays,`that’swhatnojedgehaveeverdidwithoutsoldierssincethiswar’sbeena—goin’on。’An’,brother,thejedge’swordswasyours,p’int—blank。

`Allright,’hesays,`thenI’llhavetodowhatnootherjedgehaveeverdid。’

An’,brother,’’saysItothepreacher,``thejedgedoneitshore。Hejeslaidunderthecouht—housefertwodayswhilsttheboysfitoverhim。An’whenIseesthejedgea—makin’tracksferthesettlemints,Isays,`Jedge,’Isays,`youspokeaparableshore。’’’

Well,sir,thelongpreacherlookedjesasthoughhewasa—sayin’tohisself,``Yes,Ihearye,butIdon’theedye,’’

an’whenhesays,``Jesthesame,I’ma—goin’toholdameetin’onKingdom—

Come,’’why,Ijestakesmyfootinmyhandan’ag’inIstepsferhome。

Thatnight,stranger,IseedanotherfellerfromHazlan,whowasa—tellin’howthisherepreacherhadstoppedthewaroverthar,an’hadgottheMarcumsan’

Braytonstoshakin’hands;an’nextdayoleTomPerkinsstopsinan’saysthatWHARAStheremought’a’beenpreachin’

somewharan’sometime,tharnuverhadbeenPREACHIN’aforeonKingdom—Come。

SoIgoesovertothemeetin’house,an’

theywasallthar——DawsDillonan’

MaceDay,theleadersinthewar,an’

AbeShivers(you’veheerdtello’Abe)

whowasa—carryin’talesfromonesidetot’otheran’a—stirrin’uphellginerally,asAbemostal’aysis;an’tharwasDawsononesideo’themeetin’—housean’

Maceont’other,an’bothjesa—watchin’

fert’othertomakeamove,an’thar’d’a’beenbilly—helltopayrightthar!

Stranger,thatlongpreachertalkedjesaseasyasI’ma—talkin’now,an’hitwasp’int—blankasthefellerfromHazlansaid。Youjesought’a’heerdhimtellin’

abouttheLawda—bein’asporeasanyfellerthar,an’a—makin’barnsan’fencesan’ox—yokesan’sechlike;an’nota—bein’abletowritehisownname——

havin’tomakehismarkmebbe——whenhestartedouttosavetheworld。An’

howtheytukhiman’nailedhimontoacrosswhenhe’dcomedownfernothin’

buttosave’em;an’stuckaspearbigasacorn—knifeintohisside,an’givehimvinegar;an’hisownmammya—standin’

downtharonthegrounda—cryin’an’

a—watchin’himan’hea—fergivin’allof’emthenan’thar!

Tharnuverhadbeennothin’likethataforeonKingdom—Come,an’allalongI

heerdfellersa—layin’thargunsdown;

anwhenthepreachercalledoutfersinners,blamemeefthefustfellerthatrizwasn’tMaceDay。An’Macesays,``Stranger,’fwhatyousayistrue,I

reckontheLawd’llfergivemetoo,butIdon’tbelieveDawsDilloneverwill,’’

an’Macestoodtharlookin’aroundferDaws。An’allofasuddenthepreachergotupstraightan’calledout,``Istharahumaninthishousemeanan’sorryenoughtostandbetwixtamanan’hisMaker’’?An’rightthar,stranger,Dawsriz。``Naw,byGod,tharhain’t!’’Dawssays,an’hewalksuptoMacea—holdin’

outhishand,an’theyallbustsoutcryin’an’shakin’hands——Daysan’Dillons——

jesasthepreacherhadmade’emdooverinHazlan。An’atterthethingwasover,Istepsuptothepreacheran’

Isays:

``Brother,’’Isays,``YOUspokeaparable,shore。’’

THEPASSINGOFABRAHAMSHIVERS

``Itellye,boys,hithaintoftenafellerhasthechanceo’doin’somuchgoodjesbyDYIN’。Fer’fAbeShiversairgone,shorelygone,therestofus——

everydurnoneofus——aira—goin’tobesaved。FerAbeShivers——youhain’theerdtello’ABE?Well,youmustbeastrangerinthesemountainso’Kaintuck,shore。

``Idon’tknow,stranger,asAbeeverwasborned;nobodyinthesemountainsknowsit’fhewas。ThefusttimeIeverheerdtello’Abehewasa—hollerin’ferhisrightsonemawnin’atdaylight,endurin’

thewar,jesoutsideo’oleTomPerkins’

dooronFryin’Pan。Abewaslefttharbysomehome—gyard,Ireckon。Well,nobodyaireverturnedout’ndoorsinthesemountains,asyouknow,an’Abegothisrightsthatmawin’,an’he’sbeena—gittin’’emeversence。Tomalreadyhadahouseful,but’fanyfellergotthebigges’hunko’corn—bread,thatfellerwasAbe;an’efanyfellergota—whalin’,hitwasn’tAbe。

``Abetuktolyin’rightnaturely——

lookedlike——aforehecouldtalk。Factis,Abenuvercoulddonothin’butjeswhisper。Still,Abecouldmanagetosendaliefurderwiththatrattlin’

whisperthanoleTomcouldwiththatbighorno’hisnwhattellstheboystherevenoosaircomin’upFryin’

Pan。’

``Didn’ttakeAbelongtogittobraggin’

an’drinkin’an’naggin’an’hectorin’

——everything,’mos’,’ceptfightin’。NobodyeverdrawedAbeShiversintoafight。Idon’tknowashewasafeerd;

lookedlikeAbewasa—havin’sechatarnationgoodtimewithhisdevilminthejesdidn’twanttorunnorisko’havin’

hitstopped。An’sechdevilmint!Hitudtakeacoon’sage,Ireckon,totellye。

``Theboyswasa—goin’uptheriveronenighttogitoleDaveHallfertrickin’

RosieBranhamintoevil。Somefellergoesaheadan’tellsoleDavethey’sa—comin。’HitwasAbe。Somefellerfindsastreako’oreonoleTomPerkins’

land,an’rackshisjinnydowntotown,an’tellsafurrinerthar,an’Tomcomesmight’nighsellin’thelandfernothin’。

NowTomraisedAbe,but,jesthesame,thefellerwasAbe。

``OnenightsomebodyguidestherevenoosinonHellferSartain,an’theycutsupfourstills。HitwasAbe。Thesamenight,mindye,afellerslipsinamongtherevenooswhilethey’sasleep,andcutsofftheirhosses’manesan’

tails——muledeverydurnedcritteruv’em。Stranger,hitwasAbe。An’asferwomen—folks——well,AbewastheillfavoredestfellerIeversee,an’hecouldn’ttalk;still,Abewassassy,an’

youknowhowsasscountswiththegals;

an’Abe’swhisperin’comeinjesashandyasanyfeller’ssettin’up;so’feveryouseedamanwithaWinchestera—lookin’ferthefellerwhohadcuthimout,stranger,hewasa—lookin’ferAbe。

``SomebodytellsHarveHall,uptharatadanceonHell—fer—SartainoneChristmasnight,thatRichHarphadsaidsomep’n’aginhiman’NanceOsborn。

An’somebodytellsRichthatHarvehadsaidsompe’n’aginNancean’HIM。Hitwasonean’thesamefeller,stranger,an’

thefellerwasAbe。Well,whileRichan’Harvewasa—gittin’well,somebodyrunsoffwithNance。HitwasAbe。

ThenRichan’Harvejesdrawsstrawsferafeller。Stranger,theydrawedferAbe。Hit’spurtyhardtobelievethatAbeairgone,’ceptthatRichHarpan’

HarveHalldon’tneverdrawnostrawsfernothin’;but’fbythegraceo’Goddle—

mightyAbeairgone,why,asIwasa—sayin’,therestofus——everydurnedoneofusaira—goin’tobesaved,shore。

FerAbe’sgonefust,an’efthar’sonlyoneJedgmentDay,theLawd’llnuvergittous。’’

APURPLERHODODENDRON

Thepurplerhododendronisrare。

UpintheGaphere,BeeRock,hungoutoverRoaringRock,blossomswithit——asagraycloudpurpleswiththesunrise。Thisrockwastossedlightlyonedgewhentheearthwasyoung,andstandsvertical。Togettheflowersyouclimbthemountaintooneside,and,balancingontherock’sthinedge,slipdownbyrootsandpastrattlesnakedenstillyouhangoutoverthewaterandreachforthem。Toavoidsnakesitisbesttogowhenitiscool,atdaybreak。

IknowbutoneotherplaceinthissouthwestcornerofVirginiawherethereisanotherbushofpurplerhododendron,andonebushonlyisthere。

Thishangsatthethroatofapeaknotfaraway,whoseagelessgrayheadisbentoveraravinethatsinkslikeaspearthrustintothesideofthemountain。Sweptonlybyhighwindandeaglewingsasthisis,Iyetknewonemanfoolhardyenoughtoclimbtoitforaflower。Hebroughtoneblossomdown:andtothisdayIdonotknowthatitwasnottheactofacoward;

yes,thoughGraysondidit,actuallysmilingallthewayfrompeaktoravine,andthoughhewasmybestfriend——bestlovedthenandsince。IbelievehewasthestrangestmanIhaveeverknown,andIsaythiswiththought;

forhiseccentricitiesweresincere。InallhedidIcannotrememberhavingevensuspectedanythingtheatricalbutonce。

WewereallVirginiansorKentuckiansattheGap,andGraysonwasaVirginian。YoumighthaveguessedthathewasaSouthernerfromhisvoiceandfromthewayhespokeofwomen——butnomore。Otherwise,hemighthavebeenaMoor,exceptforhiscolor,whichwasabouttheonlyracialcharacteristichehad。Hehadbeeneducatedabroadand,aftertheEnglishhabit,hadtravelledeverywhere。AndyetIcanimaginenomorelonelywaybetweentheeternitiesthanthepathGraysontrodalone。

HecametotheGapintheearlydays,andjustwhyhecameIneverknew。Hehadstudiedtheironquestionalongtime,hetoldme,andwhatIthoughtrecklessspeculationwas,itseems,deliberatejudgmenttohim。Hismoney``inthedirt,’’asthephrasewas,Graysongothimahorseandrodethehillsandwaited。Hewasintimatewithnobody。Occasionallyhewouldplaypokerwithusandsometimeshedrankagooddeal,butliquorneverloosedhistongue。Atpokerhisfacetoldaslittleasthebackofhiscards,andhewonmorethanadmiration——evenfromtheKentuckians,whoareartistsatthegame;

butthemoneywentfromafreehand,and,afteradiversionlikethis,hewasapttobemoodyandtokeepmoretohimselfthanever。Everyfortnightortwohewoulddisappear,alwaysoverSunday。Inthreeorfourdayshewouldturnupagain,blackwithbrooding,andthenhewasthelastmantoleavethecard—tableorhekeptawayfromitaltogether。Wherehewentnobodyknew;andhewasnotthemananybodywouldquestion。

OnenighttwoofusKentuckiansweresittingintheclub,andfromahomepaperIreadaloudtherumoredengagementofagirlwebothknew——

whowasfamousforbeautyintheBluegrass,aswashermotherbeforeherandthemotherbeforeher——toanunnamedVirginian。Graysonsatnear,smokingapipe;andwhenIreadthegirl’snameIsawhimtakethemeerschaumfromhislips,andIfelthiseyesonme。Itwasamysteryhow,butIknewatoncethatGraysonwastheman。Hesoughtmeoutafterthatandseemedtowanttomakefriends。Iwaswilling,or,ratherhemadememorethanwilling;forhewasirresistibletome,asIimaginehewouldhavebeentoanybody。Wegottowalkingtogetherandridingtogetheratnight,andweweresoonratherintimate;butforalongtimeheneversomuchasspokethegirl’sname。Indeed,hekeptawayfromtheBluegrassfornearlytwomonths;butwhenhedidgohestayedafortnight。

ThistimehecameformeassoonashegotbacktotheGap。Itwasjustbeforemidnight,andwewentasusualbackofImbodenHill,throughmoon—

dappledbeeches,andGraysonturnedoffintothewoodswheretherewasnopath,bothofussilent。Werodethroughtremulous,shiningleaves——

Grayson’shorsechoosingawayforhimself——and,threshingthroughapatchofhigh,strongweeds,wecircledpastanamphitheatreofdeadenedtreeswhosecrookedarmsweretossedoutintothemoonlight,andhaltedonthespur。ThemoonwaspoisedoverMorris’sfarm;

SouthForkwasshiningunderuslikealoopofgold,themountainslayaboutintranquilheaps,andthemoon—mistroseluminousbetweenthem。ThereGraysonturnedtomewithaneagerlightinhiseyesthatIhadneverseenbefore。

``Thishasanewbeautyto—night!’’

hesaid;andthen``Itoldheraboutyou,andshesaidthatsheusedtoknowyou——well。’’Iwasgladmyfacewasinshadow——Icouldhardlykeepbackabrutallaugh——andGrayson,unseeing,wentontospeakofherasIhadneverheardanymanspeakofanywoman。Intheend,hesaidthatshehadjustpromisedtobehiswife。Ianswerednothing。

Othermen,Iknew,hadsaidthatwiththesameright,perhaps,andhadgonefromhertogobacknomore。

AndIwasoneofthem。GraysonhadmetheratWhiteSulphurfiveyearsbefore,andhadlovedhereversince。

Shehadknownitfromthefirst,hesaid,andIguessedthenwhatwasgoingtohappentohim。Imarvelled,listeningtotheman,foritwasthestarofconstancyinherwhitesoulthatwasmostlustroustohim——andwhileI

wonderedthemarvelbecameacommonplace。

Didnoteveryloverthinkhislovedoneexemptfromthefrailtythatnamesotherwomen?Thereisnoidealoffaithorofpuritythatdoesnotliveincountlesswomento—day。Ibelievethat;butcouldInotrecallonefriendwhowalkedwithDivinitythroughpinewoodsforoneimmortalspring,andwho,beingsicktodeath,wasquitefinished——learningheratlast?DidInotknowloverswhobelievedsacredtothemselves,inthenameoflove,lipsthathadbeengiventomanyanotherwithoutit?AndnowdidInotknow——butIknewtoomuch,andtoGraysonIsaidnothing。

Thatspringthe``boom’’came。Grayson’spropertyquadrupledinvalueandquadrupledagain。Iwashislawyer,andIpleadwithhimtosell;butGraysonlaughed。Hewasnotspeculating;hehadinvestedonjudgment;hewouldsellonlyatacertainfigure。Thefigurewasactuallyreached,andGraysonlethalfgo。Theboomfell,andGraysontookthetumblewithajest。Itwouldcomeagainintheautumn,hesaid,andhewentofftomeetthegirlatWhiteSulphur。

Iworkedrighthardthatsummer,butImissedhim,andIsurelywasgladwhenhecameback。Somethingwaswrong;Isawitatonce。Hedidnotmentionhername,andforawhileheavoidedevenme。Isoughthimthen,andgraduallyIgothimintoouroldhabitofwalkingupintotheGapandofsittingoutaftersupperonabigrockinthevalley,listeningtotherunoftheriverandwatchingtheafterglowovertheCumberland,themoonriseoverWallen’sRidgeandthestarscomeout。

Waitingforhimtospeak,Ilearnedforthefirsttimethenanothersecretofhiswretchedmelancholy。Itwasthehopelessnessofthattime,perhaps,thatdisclosedit。Graysonhadlostthefaithofhischildhood。Mostmendothatatsometimeorother,butGraysonhadnobusiness,noprofession,noartinwhichtofindrelief。Indeed,therewasbutonesubstitutepossible,andthatcamelikeagiftstraightfromtheGodwhomhedenied。Lovecame,andGrayson’sidealsoflove,asofeverythingelse,weremorbidandquixotic。Hebelievedthatheowedittothewomanheshouldmarrynevertohavelovedanother。Hehadlovedbutonewoman,hesaid,andheshouldlovebutone。

IbelievedhimthenliterallywhenhesaidthathislovefortheKentuckygirlwashisreligionnow——theonlyanchorlefthiminhisseaoftroubles,theonlystarthatgavehimguidinglight。Withoutthislove,whatthen?

Ihadastrongimpulsetoaskhim,butGraysonshivered,asthoughhedivinedmythought,and,insomerelentlessway,ourtalkdriftedtothequestionofsuicide。Iwasnotsurprisedthatheratherdefendedit。Neitherofussaidanythingnew,onlyIdidnotlikethewayhetalked。Hewastoodeliberate,tooserious,asthoughhewerereallyfacingapossiblefact。Hehadnoreligiousscruples,hesaid,nofamilyties;hehadnothingtodowithbringinghimselfintolife;why——ifitwasnotworthliving,notbearable——

whyshouldhenotendit?Hegavetheusualauthority,andIgavetheusualanswer。Religionaside,ifwedidnotknowthatwewerehereforsomepurpose,wedidnotknowthatwewerenot;andherewewereanyway,andourdutywasplain。Desertionwastheactofacoward,andthatGraysoncouldnotdeny。

Thatautumnthecrashof’91cameacrossthewaterfromEngland,andGraysongaveup。HewenttoRichmond,andcamebackwithmoneyenoughtopayoffhisnotes,andI

thinkittooknearlyallhehad。Still,heplayedpokersteadilynow——forpokerhadbeenresumedwhenitwasnolongerpossibletogambleinlots——hedrankagooddeal,andhebeganjustatthistimetotakeasingularinterestinourvolunteerpoliceguard。Hehadalwaysbeenonhandwhentherewastrouble,andIsha’n’tsoonforgethimthedaySenatorMahonespoke,whenwewerepunchingacrowdofmountaineersbackwithcockedWinchesters。Hehadlosthishatinastrugglewithonegiant;helookedhalfcrazywithanger,andyethewaswhiteandperfectlycool,andI

noticedthatheneverhadtotellamanbutoncetostandback。Nowhewasthefirstmantoanswerapolicewhistle。

WhenwewereguardingTaltHall,healwaysvolunteeredwhentherewasanyunusualrisktorun。WhenweraidedthePoundtocaptureagangofdesperadoes,heinsistedongoingaheadasspy;andwhenwegotrestlesslyingoutinthewoodswaitingfordaybreak,andthecaptainsuggestedachargeonthecabin,Graysonwasbyhissidewhenitwasmade。Graysonsprangthroughthedoorfirst,andhewasthemanwhothrusthisrecklessheadupintotheloftandlightedamatchtoseeifthemurdererswerethere。Mostofusdidfoolishthingsinthosedaysunderstressofexcitement,butGrayson,Isaw,wasweakenoughtobereckless。Histroublewiththegirl,whateveritwas,wasseriousenoughtomakehimapparentlycarelittlewhetherhewerealiveordead。

AndstillIsawthatnotyetevenhadhelosthope。Hewashavingasorefightwithhispride,andhegotbody—

wornandheart—sickoverit。Ofcoursehewasworsted,andintheend,fromsheerweakness,hewentbacktoheroncemore。

IshallneverseeanotherfacelikehiswhenGraysoncamebackthatlasttime。

Inevernoticedbeforethatthereweresilverhairsabouthistemples。Hestayedinhisroom,andhadhismealssenttohim。Hecameoutonlytoride,andthenatnight。Wakingthethirdmorningatdaybreak,Isawhimthroughthewindowgallopingpast,andIknewhehadspentthenightonBlackMountain。IwenttohisroomassoonasIgotup,andGraysonwaslyingacrosshisbedwithhisfacedown,hisclotheson,andinhisrighthandwasarevolver。IreeledintoachairbeforeIhadstrengthenoughtobendoverhim,andwhenIdidI

foundhimasleep。Ilefthimashewas,andIneverlethimknowthatIhadbeentohisroom;butIgothimoutontherockagainthatnight,andIturnedourtalkagaintosuicide。Isaiditwassmall,mean,cowardly,criminal,contemptible!Iwassavagelyinearnest,andGraysonshiveredandsaidnotaword。Ithoughthewasinbettermindafterthat。Wegottotakingnightridesagain,andIstayedascloselytohimasIcould,fortimesgotworseandtroublewasuponeverybody。Notesfellthickerthansnowflakes,and,throughthefoolishpolicyofthecompany,foreclosureshadtobemade。Graysonwenttothewallliketherestofus。Iaskedhimwhathehaddonewiththemoneyhehadmade。Hehadgivenawayagreatdealtopoorerkindred;hehadpaidhisdeadfather’sdebts;hehadplayedawayagooddeal,andhehadlosttherest。Hisfaithwasstillimperturbable。Hehadadozenrectanglesof``dirt,’’andfromthese,hesaid,itwouldallcomebacksomeday。Still,hefeltthesuddenpovertykeenly,buthefaceditashedidanyotherphysicalfactinlife——dauntless。Heusedtobefondofsayingthatnoonethingcouldmakehimmiserable。Buthewouldtalkwithmockingearnestnessaboutsomemuch—

dreadedcombination;andafavoritephraseofhis——whichgottohavepeculiarsignificance——was``thecohortsofhell,’’

whoclosedinonhimwhenhewassickandweak,andwhofellbackwhenhegotwell。Hehadonestrangehabit,too,fromwhichIgotcomfort。Hewoulddeliberatelywalkintoanddefyanytemptationthatbesethim。Thatwasthewayhestrengthenedhimself,hesaid。Iknewwhathistemptationwasnow,andIthoughtofthishabitwhenIfoundhimasleepwithhisrevolver,andIgothopefromitnow,whenthedreadedcombination(whateverthatwas)seemedactuallytohavecome。

Icouldseenowthathegotworsedaily。Hestoppedhismockeries,hisoccasionalfitsofrecklessgayety。Hestoppedpoker——resolutely——hecouldn’taffordtolosenow;and,whatpuzzledme,hestoppeddrinking。Themansimplylookedtired,alwayshopelesslytired;

andIcouldbelievehimsincereinallhisfoolishtalkabouthisblessedNirvana:

whichwasthepeacehecraved,whichwasendenoughforhim。

Winterbroke。Maydrewnear;andoneafternoon,whenGraysonandItookourwalkupthroughtheGap,hecarriedalongahugespy—glassofmine,whichhadbelongedtoafamousolddesperado,whowatchedhisenemieswithitfromthemountain—tops。Webothhelpedcapturehim,andIdefendedhim。Hewassentencedtohang——theglasswasmyfee。

WesatdownoppositeBeeRock,andforthefirsttimeGraysontoldmeofthatlastscenewithher。Hespokewithoutbitterness,andhetoldmewhatshesaid,wordforword,withoutabreathofblameforher。Idonotbelievethathejudgedheratall;shedidnotknow——

healwayssaid;shedidnotKNOW;andthen,whenIopenedmylips,Graysonreachedsilentlyformywrist,andIcanfeelagainthewarningcrushofhisfingers,andIsaynothingagainsthernow。

IaskedGraysonwhathisanswerwas。

``Iaskedher,’’hesaid,solemnly,``ifshehadeverseenapurplerhododendron。’’

Ialmostlaughed,picturingthescene——thegirlbewilderedbyhisabsurdquestion——

Graysoncalm,superblycourteous。

Itwasamentalpeculiarityofhis——thisirrelevancy——anditwaslikehimtoendamatteroflifeanddeathinjustthatway。

``ItoldherIshouldsendherone。

Iamwaitingforthemtocomeout,’’headded;andhelaybackwithhisheadagainstastoneandsightedthetelescopeonadizzypoint,aboutwhichbuzzardswerecircling。

``Thereisjustonebushofrhododendronupthere,’’hewenton。``IsawitlookingdownfromthePointlastspring。

IimagineitmustblossomearlierthanthatacrossthereonBeeRock,beingalwaysinthesun。No,it’snotbuddingyet,’’headded,withhiseyetotheglass。

``Youseethatledgejusttotheleft?I

droppedabigrockfromthePointsquareonarattlerwhowassunninghimselftherelastspring。Icanseeafootholdallthewayupthecliff。Itcanbedone,’’

heconcluded,inatonethatmademeturnsharplyuponhim。

``Doyoureallymeantoclimbupthere?’’Iasked,harshly。

``Ifitblossomsfirstupthere——I’llgetitwhereitbloomsfirst。’’InamomentIwasangryandhalfsickwithsuspicion,forIknewhisobstinacy;andthenbeganwhatIamhalfashamedtotell。

EverydaythereafterGraysontookthatglasswithhim,andIwentalongtohumorhim。IwatchedBeeRock,andhethatonebushatthethroatofthepeak——neitherofustalkingoverthematteragain。Itwasuncanny,thatrivalry——sunandwindinonespot,sunandwindinanother——Natureherselfcastingthefateofahalf—crazedfoolwithaflower。Itwasutterlyabsurd,butIgotnervousoverit——apprehensive,dismal。

Aweeklateritrainedfortwodays,andthewaterwashigh。Thenextdaythesunshone,andthatafternoonGraysonsmiled,lookingthroughtheglass,andhandedittome。IknewwhatIshouldsee。Onepurplecluster,fullblown,wasshakinginthewind。

GraysonwasleaningbackinadreamwhenIlettheglassdown。Acoolbreathfromthewoodsbehindusbroughttheodorofrootsandofblackearth;upintheleavesandsunlightsomewhereawood—thrushwassinging,andIsawinGrayson’sfacewhatIhadnotseenforalongtime,andthatwaspeace——thepeaceofstubbornpurpose。Hedidnotcomeformethenextday,northenext;

butthenexthedid,earlierthanusual。

``Iamgoingtogetthatrhododendron,’’

hesaid。``Ihavebeenhalf—wayup——itcanbereached。’’SohadIbeenhalf—wayup。Withnerveandagilitytheflowercouldbegot,andboththeseGraysonhad。Ifhehadwantedtoclimbupthereanddrop,hecouldhavedoneitalone,andhewouldhaveknownthatIshouldhavefoundhim。Graysonwastestinghimselfagain,and,angrywithhimfortheabsurdityofthethingandwithmyselfforhumoringit,butstillnotsureofhim,Ipickedupmyhatandwent。IsworetomyselfsilentlythatitwasthelasttimeIshouldpayanyheedtohiswhims。Ibelievedthiswouldbethelast。Theaffairwiththegirlwasover。Theflowersent,IknewGraysonwouldnevermentionhernameagain。

Naturewasradiantthatafternoon。

ThemountainshadtheleafyluxurianceofJune,andarich,sunlithazedrowsedonthembetweentheshadowsstartingoutoverthevalleyandthecloudssowhitethattheblueoftheskylookeddark。TwoeaglesshotacrossthemouthoftheGapaswenearedit,andhighbeyondbuzzardsweresailingoverGrayson’srhododendron。

IwentuptheravinewithhimandIclimbedupbehindhim——Graysongoingverydeliberatelyandwhistlingsoftly。Hecalleddowntomewhenhereachedtheshelfthatlookedhalf—way。

``Youmustn’tcomeanyfartherthanthis,’’hesaid。``GetoutonthatrockandI’lldropthemdowntoyou。’’

Thenhejumpedfromtheledgeandcaughtthebodyofasmalltreeclosetotheroots,andmyheartsankatsuchrecklessnessandallmyfearsroseagain。

Iscrambledhastilytotheledge,butI

couldgetnofarther。Imightpossiblymakethejumphehadmade——buthowshouldIevergetback?Howwouldhe?Icalledangrilyafterhimnow,andhewouldn’tanswerme。Icalledhimafool,acoward;Istampedtheledgelikeachild——butGraysonkepton,footafterhand,withstealthycaution,andthepurpleclusternoddingdownathimmademyheadwhirl。I

hadtoliedowntokeepfromtumblingfromtheledge;andthereonmyside,grippingapinebush,Ilaylookingupathim。Hewasclosetotheflowersnow,andjustbeforehetookthelastupwardstepheturnedandlookeddownthatawfulheightwithascalmafaceasthoughhecouldhavedroppedandfloatedunhurttotheravinebeneath。

Thenwithhislefthandhecaughttheledgetotheleft,strainedup,and,holdingthus,reachedoutwithhisright。

Thehandclosedaboutthecluster,andthetwigwasbroken。Graysongaveagreatshoutthen。Heturnedhisheadasthoughtodropthem,and,thatfaraway,Iheardthesibilantwhirofrattles。Isawasnake’screstwithinayardofhisface,and,myGod!IsawGraysonloosehislefthandtoguardit!

Thesnakestruckathisarm,andGraysonreeledandcaughtbackonceattheledgewithhislefthand。Hecaughtonce,Isay,todohimfulljustice;then,withoutaword,hedropped——andI

sweartherewasasmileonhisfacewhenheshotdownpastmeintothetrees。

Ifoundhimdownthereintheravinewithnearlyeveryboneinhisbodycrushed。Hisleftarmwasunderhim,andoutstretchedinhisrighthandwastheshatteredcluster,witheveryblossomgonebutone。Onewhitehalfofhisfacewasunmarked,andonitwasstilltheshadowofasmile。IthinkitmeantmorethanthatGraysonbelievedthathewasnearpeaceatlast。ItmeantthatFatehaddonethedeedforhimandthathewasglad。Whetherhewouldhavedoneithimself,Idonotknow;andthatiswhyIsaythatthoughGraysonbroughttheflowerdown——smilingfrompeaktoravine——

Idonotknowthathewasnot,afterall,acoward。

ThatnightIwrotetothewomaninKentucky。ItoldherthatGraysonhadfallenfromacliffwhileclimbingforflowers;andthathewasdead。

Alongwiththesewords,Isentapurplerhododendron。