第2章

\"Thenbehold,thesmokesuddenlydecreased。Were—

doubledoureffortstofloodthebottomoftheship。Intwodaystherewasnosmokeatall。Everybodywasonthebroadgrin。ThiswasonaFriday。OnSaturdaynowork,butsailingtheshipofcoursewasdone。Themenwashedtheirclothesandtheirfacesforthefirsttimeinafortnight,andhadaspecialdinnergiventhem。Theyspokeofspontaneouscombustionwithcontempt,andimpliedTHEYweretheboystoputoutcombustions。Some—

howweallfeltasthoughweeachhadinheritedalargefortune。Butabeastlysmellofburninghungabouttheship。CaptainBeardhadholloweyesandsunkencheeks。

Ihadnevernoticedsomuchbeforehowtwistedandbowedhewas。HeandMahonprowledsoberlyabouthatchesandventilators,sniffing。ItstruckmesuddenlypoorMahonwasavery,veryoldchap。Astome,IwasaspleasedandproudasthoughIhadhelpedtowinagreatnavalbattle。O!Youth!

\"Thenightwasfine。Inthemorningahomeward—

boundshippassedushulldown,——thefirstwehadseenformonths;butwewerenearingthelandatlast,JavaHeadbeingabout190milesoff,andnearlyduenorth。

\"Nextdayitwasmywatchondeckfromeighttotwelve。Atbreakfastthecaptainobserved,’It’swonder—

fulhowthatsmellhangsaboutthecabin。’Aboutten,thematebeingonthepoop,Isteppeddownonthemain—

deckforamoment。Thecarpenter’sbenchstoodabaftthemainmast:Ileanedagainstitsuckingatmypipe,andthecarpenter,ayoungchap,cametotalktome。Heremarked,’Ithinkwehavedoneverywell,haven’twe?’

andthenIperceivedwithannoyancethefoolwastry—

ingtotiltthebench。Isaidcurtly,’Don’t,Chips,’andimmediatelybecameawareofaqueersensation,ofanabsurddelusion,——Iseemedsomehowtobeintheair。I

heardallroundmelikeapent—upbreathreleased——asifathousandgiantssimultaneouslyhadsaidPhoo!——

andfeltadullconcussionwhichmademyribsachesud—

denly。Nodoubtaboutit——Iwasintheair,andmybodywasdescribingashortparabola。Butshortasitwas,Ihadthetimetothinkseveralthoughtsin,asfarasIcanremember,thefollowingorder:’Thiscan’tbethecarpenter——Whatisit?——Someaccident——Submarinevolcano?——Coals,gas!——ByJove!wearebeingblownup——Everybody’sdead——Iamfallingintotheafter—

hatch——Iseefireinit。’

\"Thecoal—dustsuspendedintheairoftheholdhadgloweddull—redatthemomentoftheexplosion。Inthetwinklingofaneye,inaninfinitesimalfractionofasecondsincethefirsttiltofthebench,Iwassprawlingfulllengthonthecargo。Ipickedmyselfupandscram—

bledout。Itwasquicklikearebound。Thedeckwasawildernessofsmashedtimber,lyingcrosswiseliketreesinawoodafterahurricane;animmensecurtainofsoiledragswavedgentlybeforeme——itwasthemainsailblowntostrips。Ithought,Themastswillbetopplingoverdirectly;andtogetoutofthewayboltedonall—fourstowardsthepoop—ladder。ThefirstpersonIsawwasMahon,witheyeslikesaucers,hismouthopen,andthelongwhitehairstandingstraightonendroundhisheadlikeasilverhalo。Hewasjustabouttogodownwhenthesightofthemain—deckstirring,heavingup,andchangingintosplintersbeforehiseyes,petrifiedhimonthetopstep。Istaredathiminunbelief,andhestaredatmewithaqueerkindofshockedcuriosity。IdidnotknowthatIhadnohair,noeyebrows,noeyelashes,thatmyyoungmustachewasburntoff,thatmyfacewasblack,onecheeklaidopen,mynosecut,andmychinbleeding。Ihadlostmycap,oneofmyslippers,andmyshirtwastorntorags。OfallthisIwasnotaware。

Iwasamazedtoseetheshipstillafloat,thepoop—deckwhole——and,mostofall,toseeanybodyalive。Alsothepeaceoftheskyandtheserenityoftheseawereistinctlysurprising。IsupposeIexpectedtoseethemconvulsedwithhorror……Passthebottle。

\"Therewasavoicehailingtheshipfromsomewhere——intheair,inthesky——Icouldn’ttell。PresentlyI

sawthecaptain——andhewasmad。Heaskedmeeagerly,’Where’sthecabin—table?’andtohearsuchaquestionwasafrightfulshock。Ihadjustbeenblownup,youunderstand,andvibratedwiththatexperience,——Iwasn’tquitesurewhetherIwasalive。Mahonbegantostampwithbothfeetandyelledathim,’GoodGod!don’tyouseethedeck’sblownoutofher?’Ifoundmyvoice,andstammeredoutasifconsciousofsomegrossneglectofduty,’Idon’tknowwherethecabin—tableis。’Itwaslikeanabsurddream。

\"Doyouknowwhathewantednext?Well,hewantedtotrimtheyards。Veryplacidly,andasiflostinthought,heinsistedonhavingtheforeyardsquared。

’Idon’tknowifthere’sanybodyalive,’saidMahon,almosttearfully。’Surely,’hesaidgently,’therewillbeenoughlefttosquaretheforeyard。’

\"Theoldchap,itseems,wasinhisownberth,wind—

ingupthechronometers,whentheshocksenthimspin—

ning。Immediatelyitoccurredtohim——ashesaidafter—

wards——thattheshiphadstrucksomething,andheranoutintothecabin。There,hesaw,thecabin—tablehadvanishedsomewhere。Thedeckbeingblownup,ithadfallendownintothelazaretteofcourse。Wherewehadourbreakfastthatmorninghesawonlyagreatholeinthefloor。Thisappearedtohimsoawfullymysterious,andimpressedhimsoimmensely,thatwhathesawandheardafterhegotondeckweremeretriflesincom—

parison。And,mark,henoticeddirectlythewheelde—

sertedandhisbarkoffhercourse——andhisonlythoughtwastogetthatmiserable,stripped,undecked,smolderingshellofashipbackagainwithherheadpointingatherportofdestination。Bankok!That’swhathewasafter。Itellyouthisquiet,bowed,bandy—

legged,almostdeformedlittlemanwasimmenseinthesinglenessofhisideaandinhisplacidignoranceofouragitation。Hemotionedusforwardwithacom—

mandinggesture,andwenttotakethewheelhim—

self。

\"Yes;thatwasthefirstthingwedid——trimtheyardsofthatwreck!Noonewaskilled,orevendisabled,buteveryonewasmoreorlesshurt。Youshouldhaveseenthem!Somewereinrags,withblackfaces,likecoal—

heavers,likesweeps,andhadbulletheadsthatseemedcloselycropped,butwereinfactsingedtotheskin。

Others,ofthewatchbelow,awakenedbybeingshotoutfromtheircollapsingbunks,shiveredincessantly,andkeptongroaningevenaswewentaboutourwork。Buttheyallworked。ThatcrewofLiverpoolhardcaseshadinthemtherightstuff。It’smyexperiencetheyalwayshave。Itistheseathatgivesit——thevastness,thelone—

linesssurroundingtheirdarkstolidsouls。Ah!Well!

westumbled,wecrept,wefell,webarkedourshinsonthewreckage,wehauled。Themastsstood,butwedidnotknowhowmuchtheymightbecharreddownbelow。

Itwasnearlycalm,butalongswellranfromthewestandmadeherroll。Theymightgoatanymoment。Welookedatthemwithapprehension。Onecouldnotfore—

seewhichwaytheywouldfall。

\"Thenweretreatedaftandlookedaboutus。Thedeckwasatangleofplanksonedge,ofplanksonend,ofsplinters,ofruinedwoodwork。Themastsrosefromthatchaoslikebigtreesaboveamattedundergrowth。

Theintersticesofthatmassofwreckagewerefullofsomethingwhitish,sluggish,stirring——ofsomethingthatwaslikeagreasyfog。Thesmokeoftheinvisiblefirewascomingupagain,wastrailing,likeapoisonousthickmistinsomevalleychokedwithdeadwood。Alreadylazywispswerebeginningtocurlupwardsamongstthemassofsplinters。Hereandthereapieceoftimber,stuckupright,resembledapost。Halfofafife—railhadbeenshotthroughtheforesail,andtheskymadeapatchofgloriousblueintheignoblysoiledcanvas。A

portionofseveralboardsholdingtogetherhadfallenacrosstherail,andoneendprotrudedoverboard,likeagangwayleadinguponnothing,likeagangwayleadingoverthedeepsea,leadingtodeath——asifinvitingustowalktheplankatonceandbedonewithourridiculoustroubles。Andstilltheair,thesky——aghost,somethinginvisiblewashailingtheship。

\"Someonehadthesensetolookover,andtherewasthehelmsman,whohadimpulsivelyjumpedoverboard,anxioustocomeback。Heyelledandswamlustilylikeamerman,keepingupwiththeship。Wethrewhimarope,andpresentlyhestoodamongstusstreamingwithwaterandverycrest—fallen。Thecaptainhadsurren—

deredthewheel,andapart,elbowonrailandchininhand,gazedattheseawistfully。Weaskedourselves,Whatnext?Ithought,Now,thisissomethinglike。

Thisisgreat。Iwonderwhatwillhappen。Oyouth!

\"SuddenlyMahonsightedasteamerfarastern。Cap—

tainBeardsaid,’Wemaydosomethingwithheryet。’

Wehoistedtwoflags,whichsaidintheinternationallanguageofthesea,’Onfire。Wantimmediateassis—

tance。’Thesteamergrewbiggerrapidly,andby—and—

byspokewithtwoflagsonherforemast,’Iamcomingtoyourassistance。’

\"Inhalfanhourshewasabreast,towindward,withinhail,androllingslightly,withherenginesstopped。Welostourcomposure,andyelledalltogetherwithexcite—

ment,’We’vebeenblownup。’Amaninawhitehelmet,onthebridge,cried,’Yes!Allright!allright!’andhenoddedhishead,andsmiled,andmadesoothingmo—

tionswithhishandasthoughatalotoffrightenedchil—

dren。Oneoftheboatsdroppedinthewater,andwalkedtowardsusupontheseawithherlongoars。FourCalashespulledaswingingstroke。ThiswasmyfirstsightofMalayseamen。I’veknownthemsince,butwhatstruckmethenwastheirunconcern:theycamealongside,andeventhebowmanstandingupandholdingtoourmain—chainswiththeboat—hookdidnotdeigntolifthisheadforaglance。Ithoughtpeoplewhohadbeenblownupdeservedmoreattention。

\"Alittleman,drylikeachipandagilelikeamonkey,clamberedup。Itwasthemateofthesteamer。Hegaveonelook,andcried,’Oboys——youhadbetterquit。’

\"Weweresilent。Hetalkedapartwiththecaptainforatime,——seemedtoarguewithhim。Thentheywentawaytogethertothesteamer。

\"WhenourskippercamebackwelearnedthatthesteamerwastheSommerville,CaptainNash,fromWestAustraliatoSingaporeviaBataviawithmails,andthattheagreementwassheshouldtowustoAnjerorBa—

tavia,ifpossible,wherewecouldextinguishthefirebyscuttling,andthenproceedonourvoyage——toBankok!

Theoldmanseemedexcited。’Wewilldoityet,’hesaidtoMahon,fiercely。Heshookhisfistatthesky。

Nobodyelsesaidaword。

\"Atnoonthesteamerbegantotow。Shewentaheadslimandhigh,andwhatwasleftoftheJudeafollowedattheendofseventyfathomoftow—rope,——followedherswiftlylikeacloudofsmokewithmastheadspro—

trudingabove。Wewentalofttofurlthesails。Wecoughedontheyards,andwerecarefulaboutthebunts。

Doyouseethelotofusthere,puttinganeatfurlonthesailsofthatshipdoomedtoarrivenowhere?Therewasnotamanwhodidn’tthinkthatatanymomentthemastswouldtoppleover。Fromaloftwecouldnotseetheshipforsmoke,andtheyworkedcarefully,passingthegasketswitheventurns。’Harborfurl——aloftthere!’criedMahonfrombelow。

\"Youunderstandthis?Idon’tthinkoneofthosechapsexpectedtogetdownintheusualway。WhenwedidIheardthemsayingtoeachother,’Well,I

thoughtwewouldcomedownoverboard,inalump——

sticksandall——blamemeifIdidn’t。’’That’swhatI

wasthinkingtomyself,’wouldanswerwearilyanotherbatteredandbandagedscarecrow。And,mind,theseweremenwithoutthedrilled—inhabitofobedience。Toanonlookertheywouldbealotofprofanescallywagswithoutaredeemingpoint。Whatmadethemdoit——

whatmadethemobeymewhenI,thinkingconsciouslyhowfineitwas,madethemdropthebuntoftheforesailtwicetotryanddoitbetter?What?Theyhadnopro—

fessionalreputation——noexamples,nopraise。Itwasn’tasenseofduty;theyallknewwellenoughhowtoshirk,andlaze,anddodge——whentheyhadamindtoit——andmostlytheyhad。Wasitthetwopoundstenamonththatsentthemthere?Theydidn’tthinktheirpayhalfgoodenough。No;itwassomethinginthem,somethinginbornandsubtleandeverlasting。Idon’tsayposi—

tivelythatthecrewofaFrenchorGermanmerchant—

manwouldn’thavedoneit,butIdoubtwhetheritwouldhavebeendoneinthesameway。Therewasacomplete—

nessinit,somethingsolidlikeaprinciple,andmasterfullikeaninstinct——adisclosureofsomethingsecret——ofthathiddensomething,thatgift,ofgoodorevilthatmakesracialdifference,thatshapesthefateofnations。

\"Itwasthatnightattenthat,forthefirsttimesincewehadbeenfightingit,wesawthefire。Thespeedofthetowinghadfannedthesmolderingdestruction。A

bluegleamappearedforward,shiningbelowthewreckofthedeck。Itwaveredinpatches,itseemedtostirandcreeplikethelightofaglowworm。Isawitfirst,andtoldMahon。’Thenthegame’sup,’hesaid。’Wehadbetterstopthistowing,orshewillburstoutsuddenlyforeandaftbeforewecanclearout。’Wesetupayell;

rangbellstoattracttheirattention;theytowedon。AtlastMahonandIhadtocrawlforwardandcuttheropewithanax。Therewasnotimetocastoffthelashings。

Redtonguescouldbeseenlickingthewildernessofsplintersunderourfeetaswemadeourwaybacktothepoop。

\"Ofcoursetheyverysoonfoundoutinthesteamerthattheropewasgone。Shegavealoudblastofherwhistle,herlightswereseensweepinginawidecircle,shecameuprangingclosealongside,andstopped。Wewereallinatightgrouponthepooplookingather。Everymanhadsavedalittlebundleorabag。Suddenlyacon—

icalflamewithatwistedtopshotupforwardandthrewupontheblackseaacircleoflight,withthetwovesselssidebysideandheavinggentlyinitscenter。CaptainBeardhadbeensittingonthegratingsstillandmuteforhours,butnowheroseslowlyandadvancedinfrontofus,tothemizzen—shrouds。CaptainNashhailed:’Comealong!Looksharp。Ihavemail—bagsonboard。IwilltakeyouandyourboatstoSingapore。’

\"’Thankyou!No!’saidourskipper。’Wemustseethelastoftheship。’

\"’Ican’tstandbyanylonger,’shoutedtheother。

’Mails——youknow。’

\"’Ay!ay!Weareallright。’

\"’Verywell!I’llreportyouinSingapore……

Good—by!’

\"Hewavedhishand。Ourmendroppedtheirbundlesquietly。Thesteamermovedahead,andpassingoutofthecircleoflight,vanishedatoncefromoursight,daz—

zledbythefirewhichburnedfiercely。AndthenIknewthatIwouldseetheEastfirstascommanderofasmallboat。Ithoughtitfine;andthefidelitytotheoldshipwasfine。Weshouldseethelastofher。Ohtheglamourofyouth!Ohthefireofit,moredazzlingthantheflamesoftheburningship,throwingamagiclightonthewideearth,leapingaudaciouslytothesky,presentlytobequenchedbytime,morecruel,morepitiless,morebitterthanthesea——andliketheflamesoftheburningshipsurroundedbyanimpenetrablenight……

\"Theoldmanwarnedusinhisgentleandinflexiblewaythatitwaspartofourdutytosavefortheunder—

writersasmuchaswecouldoftheship’sgear。Accord—

ingwewenttoworkaft,whilesheblazedforwardtogiveusplentyoflight。Weluggedoutalotofrubbish。

Whatdidn’twesave?Anoldbarometerfixedwithanabsurdquantityofscrewsnearlycostmemylife:asuddenrushofsmokecameuponme,andIjustgotawayintime。Therewerevariousstores,boltsofcanvas,coilsofrope;thepooplookedlikeamarinebazaar,andtheboatswerelumberedtothegunwales。Onewouldhavethoughttheoldmanwantedtotakeasmuchashecouldofhisfirstcommandwithhim。Hewasveryveryquiet,butoffhisbalanceevidently。Wouldyoubelieveit?Hewantedtotakealengthofoldstream—cableandakedge—anchorwithhiminthelong—boat。Wesaid,’Ay,ay,sir,’deferentially,andonthequietletthethingslipoverboard。Theheavymedicine—chestwentthatway,twobagsofgreencoffee,tinsofpaint——fancy,paint!——awholelotofthings。ThenIwasorderedwithtwohandsintotheboatstomakeastowageandgetthemreadyagainstthetimeitwouldbeproperforustoleavetheship。

\"Weputeverythingstraight,steppedthelong—boat’smastforourskipper,whowasinchargeofher,andI

wasnotsorrytositdownforamoment。Myfacefeltraw,everylimbachedasifbroken,Iwasawareofallmyribs,andwouldhavesworntoatwistintheback—

bone。Theboats,fastastern,layinadeepshadow,andallaroundIcouldseethecircleofthesealightedbythefire。Agiganticflamearoseforwardstraightandclear。

Itflaredthere,withnoiseslikethewhirofwings,withrumblesasofthunder。Therewerecracks,detonations,andfromtheconeofflamethesparksflewupwards,asmanisborntotrouble,toleakyships,andtoshipsthatburn。

\"Whatbotheredmewasthattheship,lyingbroadsidetotheswellandtosuchwindastherewas——amerebreath——

theboatswouldnotkeepasternwheretheyweresafe,butpersisted,inapig—headedwayboatshave,ingettingunderthecounterandthenswingingalongside。Theywereknockingaboutdangerouslyandcomingneartheflame,whiletheshiprolledonthem,and,ofcourse,therewasalwaysthedangerofthemastsgoingoverthesideatanymoment。Iandmytwoboat—keeperskeptthemoffasbestwecouldwithoarsandboat—hooks;buttobeconstantlyatitbecameexasperating,sincetherewasnoreasonwhyweshouldnotleaveatonce。Wecouldnotseethoseonboard,norcouldweimaginewhatcausedthedelay。Theboat—keeperswereswearingfeebly,andI

hadnotonlymyshareofthework,butalsohadtokeepatittwomenwhoshowedaconstantinclinationtolaythemselvesdownandletthingsslide。

\"AtlastIhailed’Ondeckthere,’andsomeonelookedover。’We’rereadyhere,’Isaid。Theheaddisap—

peared,andverysoonpoppedupagain。’Thecaptainsays,Allright,sir,andtokeeptheboatswellclearoftheship。’

\"Halfanhourpassed。Suddenlytherewasafrightfulracket,rattle,clankingofchain,hissofwater,andmil—

lionsofsparksflewupintotheshiveringcolumnofsmokethatstoodleaningslightlyabovetheship。Thecat—

headshadburnedaway,andthetwored—hotanchorshadgonetothebottom,tearingoutafterthemtwohundredfathomofred—hotchain。Theshiptrembled,themassofflameswayedasifreadytocollapse,andtheforetop—

gallant—mastfell。Itdarteddownlikeanarrowoffire,shotunder,andinstantlyleapingupwithinanoar’s—

lengthoftheboats,floatedquietly,veryblackontheluminoussea。Ihailedthedeckagain。Aftersometimeamaninanunexpectedlycheerfulbutalsomuffledtone,asthoughhehadbeentryingtospeakwithhismouthshut,informedme,’Comingdirectly,sir,’andvanished。

ForalongtimeIheardnothingbutthewhirandroarofthefire。Therewerealsowhistlingsounds。Theboatsjumped,tuggedatthepainters,ranateachotherplay—

fully,knockedtheirsidestogether,or,dowhatwewould,swunginabunchagainsttheship’sside。Icouldn’tstanditanylonger,andswarminguparope,clamberedaboardoverthestern。

\"Itwasasbrightasday。Cominguplikethis,thesheetoffirefacingme,wasaterrifyingsight,andtheheatseemedhardlybearableatfirst。Onasetteecushiondraggedoutofthecabin,CaptainBeard,withhislegsdrawnupandonearmunderhishead,sleptwiththelightplayingonhim。Doyouknowwhattherestwerebusyabout?Theyweresittingondeckrightaft,roundanopencase,eatingbreadandcheeseanddrinkingbottledstout。

\"Onthebackgroundofflamestwistinginfiercetonguesabovetheirheadstheyseemedathomelikesalamanders,andlookedlikeabandofdesperatepirates。Thefiresparkledinthewhitesoftheireyes,gleamedonpatchesofwhiteskinseenthroughthetornshirts。Eachhadthemarksasofabattleabouthim——bandagedheads,tied—uparms,astripofdirtyragroundaknee——andeachmanhadabottlebetweenhislegsandachunkofcheeseinhishand。Mahongotup。Withhishandsomeanddisreputablehead,hishookedprofile,hislongwhitebeard,andwithanuncorkedbottleinhishand,here—

sembledoneofthoserecklesssea—robbersofoldmakingmerryamidstviolenceanddisaster。’Thelastmealonboard,’heexplainedsolemnly。’Wehadnothingtoeatallday,anditwasnouseleavingallthis。’Heflourishedthebottleandindicatedthesleepingskipper。’Hesaidhecouldn’tswallowanything,soIgothimtoliedown,’

hewenton;andasIstared,’Idon’tknowwhetheryouareaware,youngfellow,themanhadnosleeptospeakoffordays——andtherewillbedam’littlesleepintheboats。’’Therewillbenoboatsby—and—byifyoufoolaboutmuchlonger,’Isaid,indignantly。Iwalkeduptotheskipperandshookhimbytheshoulder。Atlastheopenedhiseyes,butdidnotmove。’Timetoleaveher,sir,’Isaid,quietly。

\"Hegotuppainfully,lookedattheflames,attheseasparklingroundtheship,andblack,blackasinkfartheraway;helookedatthestarsshiningdimthroughathinveilofsmokeinaskyblack,blackasErebus。

\"’Youngestfirst,’hesaid。

\"Andtheordinaryseaman,wipinghismouthwiththebackofhishand,gotup,clamberedoverthetaffrail,andvanished。Othersfollowed。One,onthepointofgoingover,stoppedshorttodrainhisbottle,andwithagreatswingofhisarmflungitatthefire。’Takethis!’hecried。

\"Theskipperlingereddisconsolately,andwelefthimtocommunealoneforawhilewithhisfirstcommand。

ThenIwentupagainandbroughthimawayatlast。Itwastime。Theironworkonthepoopwashottothetouch。

\"Thenthepainterofthelong—boatwascut,andthethreeboats,tiedtogether,driftedclearoftheship。Itwasjustsixteenhoursaftertheexplosionwhenweaban—

donedher。Mahonhadchargeofthesecondboat,andI

hadthesmallest——the14—footthing。Thelong—boatwouldhavetakenthelotofus;buttheskippersaidwemustsaveasmuchpropertyaswecould——fortheunder—

writers——andsoIgotmyfirstcommand。Ihadtwomenwithme,abagofbiscuits,afewtinsofmeat,andabreakerofwater。Iwasorderedtokeepclosetothelong—boat,thatincaseofbadweatherwemightbetakenintoher。

\"AnddoyouknowwhatIthought?IthoughtI

wouldpartcompanyassoonasIcould。Iwantedtohavemyfirstcommandalltomyself。Iwasn’tgoingtosailinasquadroniftherewereachanceforindepend—

entcruising。Iwouldmakelandbymyself。Iwouldbeattheotherboats。Youth!Allyouth!Thesilly,charming,beautifulyouth。

\"Butwedidnotmakeastartatonce。Wemustseethelastoftheship。Andsotheboatsdriftedaboutthatnight,heavingandsettingontheswell。Themendozed,waked,sighed,groaned。Ilookedattheburningship。

\"Betweenthedarknessofearthandheavenshewasburningfiercelyuponadiscofpurpleseashotbytheblood—redplayofgleams;uponadiscofwaterglitter—

ingandsinister。Ahigh,clearflame,animmenseandlonelyflame,ascendedfromtheocean,andfromitssum—

mittheblacksmokepouredcontinuouslyatthesky。Sheburnedfuriously,mournfulandimposinglikeafuneralpilekindledinthenight,surroundedbythesea,watchedoverbythestars。Amagnificentdeathhadcomelikeagrace,likeagift,likearewardtothatoldshipattheendofherlaboriousdays。Thesurrenderofherwearyghosttothekeepingofstarsandseawasstirringlikethesightofaglorioustriumph。Themastsfelljustbeforedaybreak,andforamomenttherewasaburstandtur—

moilofsparksthatseemedtofillwithflyingfirethenightpatientandwatchful,thevastnightlyingsilentuponthesea。Atdaylightshewasonlyacharredshell,float—

ingstillunderacloudofsmokeandbearingaglowingmassofcoalwithin。

\"Thentheoarsweregotout,andtheboatsforminginalinemovedroundherremainsasifinprocession——thelong—boatleading。Aswepulledacrosshersternaslimdartoffireshotoutviciouslyatus,andsuddenlyshewentdown,headfirst,inagreathissofsteam。Theunconsumedsternwasthelasttosink;butthepainthadgone,hadcracked,hadpeeledoff,andtherewerenoletters,therewasnoword,nostubborndevicethatwaslikehersoul,toflashattherisingsunhercreedandhername。

\"Wemadeourwaynorth。Abreezesprangup,andaboutnoonalltheboatscametogetherforthelasttime。

Ihadnomastorsailinmine,butImadeamastoutofaspareoarandhoistedaboat—awningforasail,withaboat—hookforayard。Shewascertainlyover—masted,butIhadthesatisfactionofknowingthatwiththewindaftIcouldbeattheothertwo。Ihadtowaitforthem。

Thenweallhadalookatthecaptain’schart,and,afterasociablemealofhardbreadandwater,gotourlastinstructions。Theseweresimple:steernorth,andkeeptogetherasmuchaspossible。’Becarefulwiththatjuryrig,Marlow,’saidthecaptain;andMahon,asI

sailedproudlypasthisboat,wrinkledhiscurvednoseandhailed,’Youwillsailthatshipofyoursunderwater,ifyoudon’tlookout,youngfellow。’Hewasamaliciousoldman——andmaythedeepseawherehesleepsnowrockhimgently,rockhimtenderlytotheendoftime!

\"Beforesunsetathickrain—squallpassedoverthetwoboats,whichwerefarastern,andthatwasthelastI

sawofthemforatime。NextdayIsatsteeringmycockle—shell——myfirstcommand——withnothingbutwaterandskyaroundme。Ididsightintheafternoontheuppersailsofashipfaraway,butsaidnothing,andmymendidnotnoticeher。YouseeIwasafraidshemightbehomewardbound,andIhadnomindtoturnbackfromtheportalsoftheEast。IwassteeringforJava——

anotherblessedname——likeBankok,youknow。Isteeredmanydays。

\"Ineednottellyouwhatitistobeknockingaboutinanopenboat。Iremembernightsanddaysofcalmwhenwepulled,wepulled,andtheboatseemedtostandstill,asifbewitchedwithinthecircleoftheseahorizon。I

remembertheheat,thedelugeofrain—squallsthatkeptusbalingfordearlife(butfilledourwater—cask),andI

remembersixteenhoursonendwithamouthdryasacinderandasteering—oaroverthesterntokeepmyfirstcommandheadontoabreakingsea。IdidnotknowhowgoodamanIwastillthen。Irememberthedrawnfaces,thedejectedfiguresofmytwomen,andIremembermyyouthandthefeelingthatwillnevercomebackanymore——thefeelingthatIcouldlastforever,outlastthesea,theearth,andallmen;thedeceitfulfeelingthatluresusontojoys,toperils,tolove,tovaineffort——todeath;thetriumphantconvictionofstrength,theheatoflifeinthehandfulofdust,theglowintheheartthatwitheveryyeargrowsdim,growscold,growssmall,andexpires——andexpires,toosoon——beforelifeitself。

\"AndthisishowIseetheEast。Ihaveseenitssecretplacesandhavelookedintoitsverysoul;butnowIseeitalwaysfromasmallboat,ahighoutlineofmountains,blueandafarinthemorning;likefaintmistatnoon;ajaggedwallofpurpleatsunset。Ihavethefeeloftheoarinmyhand,thevisionofascorchingblueseainmyeyes。AndIseeabay,awidebay,smoothasglassandpolishedlikeice,shimmeringinthedark。Aredlightburnsfaroffuponthegloomoftheland,andthenightissoftandwarm。Wedragattheoarswithachingarms,andsuddenlyapuffofwind,apufffaintandtepidandladenwithstrangeodorsofblossoms,ofaromaticwood,comesoutofthestillnight——thefirstsighoftheEastonmyface。ThatIcanneverforget。Itwasimpalpableandenslaving,likeacharm,likeawhisperedpromiseofmysteriousdelight。

\"Wehadbeenpullingthisfinishingspellforelevenhours。Twopulled,andhewhoseturnitwastorestsatatthetiller。Wehadmadeouttheredlightinthatbayandsteeredforit,guessingitmustmarksomesmallcoastingport。Wepassedtwovessels,outlandishandhigh—sterned,sleepingatanchor,and,approachingthelight,nowverydim,rantheboat’snoseagainsttheendofajuttingwharf。Wewereblindwithfatigue。Mymendroppedtheoarsandfelloffthethwartsasifdead。

Imadefasttoapile。Acurrentrippledsoftly。Thescentedobscurityoftheshorewasgroupedintovastmasses,adensityofcolossalclumpsofvegetation,prob—

ably——muteandfantasticshapes。Andattheirfootthesemicircleofabeachgleamedfaintly,likeanillusion。

Therewasnotalight,notastir,notasound。Themys—

teriousEastfacedme,perfumedlikeaflower,silentlikedeath,darklikeagrave。

\"AndIsatwearybeyondexpression,exultinglikeaconqueror,sleeplessandentrancedasifbeforeapro—

found,afatefulenigma。

\"Asplashingofoars,ameasureddipreverberatingonthelevelofwater,intensifiedbythesilenceoftheshoreintoloudclaps,mademejumpup。Aboat,aEuropeanboat,wascomingin。Iinvokedthenameofthedead;Ihailed:Judeaahoy!Athinshoutan—

swered。

\"Itwasthecaptain。Ihadbeatentheflagshipbythreehours,andIwasgladtoheartheoldman’svoice,tremu—

lousandtired。’Isityou,Marlow?’’Mindtheendofthatjetty,sir,’Icried。

\"Heapproachedcautiously,andbroughtupwiththedeep—sealead—linewhichwehadsaved——fortheunder—

writers。Ieasedmypainterandfellalongside。Hesat,abrokenfigureatthestern,wetwithdew,hishandsclaspedinhislap。Hismenwereasleepalready。’I

hadaterribletimeofit,’hemurmured。’Mahonisbe—

hind——notveryfar。’Weconversedinwhispers,inlowwhispers,asifafraidtowakeuptheland。Guns,thun—

der,earthquakeswouldnothaveawakenedthemenjustthen。

\"Lookingaroundaswetalked,Isawawayatseaabrightlighttravelinginthenight。’There’sasteamerpassingthebay,’Isaid。Shewasnotpassing,shewasentering,andsheevencamecloseandanchored。’I

wish,’saidtheoldman,’youwouldfindoutwhethersheisEnglish。Perhapstheycouldgiveusapassagesome—

where。’Heseemednervouslyanxious。SobydintofpunchingandkickingIstartedoneofmymenintoastateofsomnambulism,andgivinghimanoar,tookanotherandpulledtowardsthelightsofthesteamer。

\"Therewasamurmurofvoicesinher,metallichollowclangsoftheengine—room,footstepsonthedeck。Herportsshone,roundlikedilatedeyes。Shapesmovedabout,andtherewasashadowymanhighuponthebridge。Heheardmyoars。

\"Andthen,beforeIcouldopenmylips,theEastspoketome,butitwasinaWesternvoice。Atorrentofwordswaspouredintotheenigmatical,thefatefulsilence;

outlandish,angrywords,mixedwithwordsandevenwholesentencesofgoodEnglish,lessstrangebutevenmoresurprising。Thevoicesworeandcursedviolently;

itriddledthesolemnpeaceofthebaybyavolleyofabuse。ItbeganbycallingmePig,andfromthatwentcrescendointounmentionableadjectives——inEnglish。

Themanupthereragedaloudintwolanguages,andwithasincerityinhisfurythatalmostconvincedmeI

had,insomeway,sinnedagainsttheharmonyoftheuniverse。Icouldhardlyseehim,butbegantothinkhewouldworkhimselfintoafit。

\"Suddenlyheceased,andIcouldhearhimsnortingandblowinglikeaporpoise。Isaid——

\"’Whatsteameristhis,pray?’

\"’Eh?What’sthis?Andwhoareyou?’

\"’CastawaycrewofanEnglishbarkburntatsea。

Wecamehereto—night。Iamthesecondmate。Thecaptainisinthelong—boat,andwishestoknowifyouwouldgiveusapassagesomewhere。’

\"’Oh,mygoodness!Isay……ThisistheCelestialfromSingaporeonherreturntrip。I’llarrangewithyourcaptaininthemorning,……and,……Isay,……didyouhearmejustnow?’

\"’Ishouldthinkthewholebayheardyou。’

\"’Ithoughtyouwereashore—boat。Now,lookhere——

thisinfernallazyscoundrelofacaretakerhasgonetosleepagain——cursehim。Thelightisout,andInearlyranfouloftheendofthisdamnedjetty。Thisisthethirdtimeheplaysmethistrick。Now,Iaskyou,cananybodystandthiskindofthing?It’senoughtodriveamanoutofhismind。I’llreporthim……I’llgettheAssistantResidenttogivehimthesack,by……See——

there’snolight。It’sout,isn’tit?Itakeyoutowitnessthelight’sout。Thereshouldbealight,youknow。A

redlightonthe——’

\"’Therewasalight,’Isaid,mildly。

\"’Butit’sout,man!What’stheuseoftalkinglikethis?Youcanseeforyourselfit’sout——don’tyou?IfyouhadtotakeavaluablesteameralongthisGod—for—

sakencoastyouwouldwantalighttoo。I’llkickhimfromendtoendofhismiserablewharf。You’llseeifI

don’t。Iwill——’

\"’SoImaytellmycaptainyou’lltakeus?’Ibrokein。

\"’Yes,I’lltakeyou。Goodnight,’hesaid,brusquely。

\"Ipulledback,madefastagaintothejetty,andthenwenttosleepatlast。IhadfacedthesilenceoftheEast。Ihadheardsomeofitslanguages。ButwhenI

openedmyeyesagainthesilencewasascompleteasthoughithadneverbeenbroken。Iwaslyinginafloodoflight,andtheskyhadneverlookedsofar,sohigh,before。Iopenedmyeyesandlaywithoutmoving。

\"AndthenIsawthemenoftheEast——theywerelookingatme。Thewholelengthofthejettywasfullofpeople。Isawbrown,bronze,yellowfaces,theblackeyes,theglitter,thecolorofanEasterncrowd。Andallthesebeingsstaredwithoutamur—

mur,withoutasigh,withoutamovement。Theystareddownattheboats,atthesleepingmenwhoatnighthadcometothemfromthesea。Nothingmoved。

Thefrondsofpalmsstoodstillagainstthesky。Notabranchstirredalongtheshore,andthebrownroofsofhiddenhousespeepedthroughthegreenfoliage,throughthebigleavesthathungshiningandstilllikeleavesforgedofheavymetal。ThiswastheEastoftheancientnavigators,soold,somysterious,resplendentandsomber,livingandunchanged,fullofdangerandprom—

ise。Andthesewerethemen。Isatupsuddenly。A

waveofmovementpassedthroughthecrowdfromendtoend,passedalongtheheads,swayedthebodies,ranalongthejettylikearippleonthewater,likeabreathofwindonafield——andallwasstillagain。Iseeitnow——thewidesweepofthebay,theglitteringsands,thewealthofgreeninfiniteandvaried,theseablueliketheseaofadream,thecrowdofattentivefaces,theblazeofvividcolor——thewaterreflectingitall,thecurveoftheshore,thejetty,thehigh—sternedoutlandishcraftfloat—

ingstill,andthethreeboatswithtiredmenfromtheWestsleepingunconsciousofthelandandthepeopleandoftheviolenceofsunshine。Theysleptthrownacrossthethwarts,curledonbottom—boards,inthecare—

lessattitudesofdeath。Theheadoftheoldskipper,leaningbackinthesternofthelong—boat,hadfallenonhisbreast,andhelookedasthoughhewouldneverwake。

FartheroutoldMahon’sfacewasupturnedtothesky,withthelongwhitebeardspreadoutonhisbreast,asthoughhehadbeenshotwherehesatatthetiller;andaman,allinaheapinthebowsoftheboat,sleptwithbotharmsembracingthestem—headandwithhischeeklaidonthegunwale。TheEastlookedatthemwithoutasound。

\"Ihaveknownitsfascinationssince:Ihaveseenthemysteriousshores,thestillwater,thelandsofbrownna—

tions,whereastealthyNemesisliesinwait,pursues,overtakessomanyoftheconqueringrace,whoareproudoftheirwisdom,oftheirknowledge,oftheirstrength。

ButformealltheEastiscontainedinthatvisionofmyyouth。ItisallinthatmomentwhenIopenedmyyoungeyesonit。Icameuponitfromatusslewiththesea——

andIwasyoung——andIsawitlookingatme。Andthisisallthatisleftofit!Onlyamoment;amomentofstrength,ofromance,ofglamour——ofyouth!……A

flickofsunshineuponastrangeshore,thetimetore—

member,thetimeforasigh,and——good—by!——Night——

Good—by……!\"

Hedrank。

\"Ah!Thegoodoldtime——thegoodoldtime。Youthandthesea。Glamourandthesea!Thegood,strongsea,thesalt,bittersea,thatcouldwhispertoyouandroaratyouandknockyourbreathoutofyou。\"

Hedrankagain。

\"Byallthat’swonderful,itisthesea,Ibelieve,theseaitself——orisityouthalone?Whocantell?Butyouhere——youallhadsomethingoutoflife:money,love——

whateveronegetsonshore——and,tellme,wasn’tthatthebesttime,thattimewhenwewereyoungatsea;youngandhadnothing,ontheseathatgivesnothing,excepthardknocks——andsometimesachancetofeelyourstrength——thatonly——whatyouallregret?\"

Andweallnoddedathim:themanoffinance,themanofaccounts,themanoflaw,weallnoddedathimoverthepolishedtablethatlikeastillsheetofbrownwaterreflectedourfaces,lined,wrinkled;ourfacesmarkedbytoil,bydeceptions,bysuccess,bylove;ourwearyeyeslookingstill,lookingalways,lookinganxiouslyforsomethingoutoflife,thatwhileitisexpectedisalreadygone——haspassedunseen,inasigh,inaflash——togetherwiththeyouth,withthestrength,withtheromanceofillusions。