Theconversationflagged,althoughthedoctorrelatedanumberofanecdotes.Rivalalonerepliedtohim.Duroytriedtoappearself—
possessed,buthewashauntedcontinuallybythefearofshowinghisfeelingsoroflosinghisself—possession.Rivaladdressedhim,saying:\"ItookthepistolstoGastineRenette.Heloadedthem.Theboxissealed.\"
Duroyrepliedmechanically:\"Thankyou.\"
ThenRivalproceededtogivehimminutedirections,thathemightmakenomistakes.Duroyrepeatedthosedirectionsaschildrenlearntheirlessonsinordertoimpressthemuponhismemory.Ashemutteredthephrasesoverandover,healmostprayedthatsomeaccidentmighthappentothecarriage;ifhecouldonlybreakhisleg!
Attheendofagladehesawacarriagestandingandfourgentlemenstampingtheirfeetinordertokeepthemwarm,andhewasobligedtogaspinordertogetbreath.RivalandBoisrenardalightedfirst,thenthedoctorandthecombatant.
Rivaltooktheboxofpistols,andwithBoisrenardapproachedthetwostrangers,whowereadvancingtowardthem.Duroysawthemgreetoneanotherceremoniously,thenwalkthroughthegladetogetherastheycountedthepaces.
Dr.LeBrumentaskedDuroy:\"Doyoufeelwell?Doyounotwantanything?\"
\"Nothing,thankyou.\"Itseemedtohimthathewasasleep,thathewasdreaming.Washeafraid?Hedidnotknow.JacquesRivalreturnedandsaidinalowvoice:\"Allisready.Fortunehasfavoredusinthedrawingofthepistols.\"ThatwasamatterofindifferencetoDuroy.Theyhelpedhimoffwithhisovercoat,ledhimtothegroundsetapartfortheduel,andgavehimhispistol.Beforehimstoodaman,short,stout,andbald,whoworeglasses.Thatwashisadversary.Avoicebrokethesilence——avoicewhichcamefromafar:
\"Areyouready,sirs?\"
Georgescried:\"Yes.\"
Thesamevoicecommanded:\"Fire!\"
Duroyheardnothingmore,sawnothingmore;heonlyknewthatheraisedhisarmandpressedwithallhisstrengthuponthetrigger.
Soonhesawalittlesmokebeforehim;hisopponentwasstillstandinginthesameposition,andtherewasasmallwhitecloudabovehishead.Theyhadbothfired.Allwasover!Hissecondandthedoctorfelthim,unbuttonedhisgarments,andaskedanxiously:
\"Areyouwounded?\"Hereplied:\"No,Ithinknot.\"
Langremontwasnotwoundedeither,andJacquesRivalmuttereddiscontentedly:\"Thatisalwaysthewaywiththosecursedpistols,oneeithermissesorkillsone’sopponent\"
Duroywasparalyzedwithsurpriseandjoy.Allwasover!Hefeltthathecouldfighttheentireuniverse.Allwasover!Whatbliss!
Hefeltbraveenoughtoprovokeanyone.Thesecondsconsultedseveralmoments,thentheduelistsandtheirfriendsenteredthecarriagesanddroveoff.Whentheofficialreportwasdrawnup,itwashandedtoDuroywhowastoinsertitinthe\"Echoes.\"Hewassurprisedtofindthattwoballshadbeenfired.
HesaidtoRival:\"Weonlyfiredonce!\"
Thelattersmiled:\"Yes——once——onceeach——thatmakestwice!\"
AndDuroy,satisfiedwiththatexplanation,askednomorequestions.
M.Walterembracedhim.
\"Bravo!youhavedefendedthecolorsof’LaVieFrancaise’!Bravo!\"
Thefollowingdayateleveno’clockintheforenoon,Duroyreceivedatelegram:
\"MyGod!Ihavebeenfrightened.ComeatoncetoRuedeConstantinoplethatImayembraceyou,mylove.Howbraveyouare.I
adoreyou.Clo.\"
Herepairedtotheplaceappointed,andMme.deMarellerushedintohisarms,coveringhimwithkisses.
\"Oh,mydarling,ifyouonlyknewhowIfeltwhenIreadthemorningpapers!Tellme,tellmeallaboutit.\"
Duroywasobligedtogiveheradetailedaccount.
\"Youmusthavehadaterriblenightbeforetheduel!\"
\"Why,no;Isleptverywell.\"
\"Ishouldnothaveclosedmyeyes.Tellmewhattookplaceontheground.\"
Forthwithheproceededtogiveheragraphicdescriptionoftheduel.Whenhehadconcluded,shesaidtohim:\"Icannotlivewithoutyou!Imustseeyou,andwithmyhusbandinParisitisnotveryconvenient.IoftenhaveanhourearlyinthemorningwhenIcouldcomeandembraceyou,butIcannotenterthathorriblehouseofyours!Whatcanwedo?\"
Heaskedabruptly:\"Howmuchdoyoupayhere?\"
\"Onehundredfrancsamonth.\"
\"Verywell,Iwilltaketheapartmentsonmyownaccount,andIwillmoveatonce.Minearenotsuitableanywayformenow.\"
Shethoughtamomentandthenreplied:\"NoIdonotwantyouto.\"
Heaskedinsurprise:\"Whynot?\"
\"Because!\"
\"Thatisnoreason.Theseroomssuitmeverywell.Iamhere;I
shallremain.\"Helaughed.\"Moreover,theywerehiredinmyname!\"
Butshepersisted:\"No,no,Idonotwishyouto.\"
\"Whynot,then?\"
Shewhisperedsoftly,tenderly:\"Becauseyouwouldbringothershere,andIdonotwishyouto.\"
Indignantlyhecried:\"Never,Ipromiseyou!\"
\"Youwoulddosoinspiteofyourpromise.\"
\"IswearIwillnot.\"
\"Truly?\"
\"Truly——uponmywordofhonor.Thisisournest——oursalone!\"
Sheembracedhiminatransportofdelight.\"ThenIagree,mydearest.Butifyoudeceivemeonce——justonce,thatwillendallbetweenusforever.\"
Heprotested,anditwasagreedthatheshouldsettleintheroomsthatsameday.Shesaidtohim:
\"YoumustdinewithusSunday.Myhusbandthinksyoucharming.\"
Hewasflattered.\"Indeed?\"
\"Yes,youhavemadeaconquest.Didyounottellmethatyourhomewasinthecountry?\"
\"Yes;why?\"
\"Thenyouknowsomethingaboutagriculture?\"
\"Yes.\"
\"Verywell;talktohimofgardeningandcrops;heenjoysthosesubjects.\"
\"Allright.Ishallnotforget.\"
Shelefthim,afterlavishinguponhiminnumerablecaresses.
CHAPTERVIII.
DEATHANDAPROPOSAL
DuroymovedhiseffectstotheapartmentsinRuedeConstantinople.
Twoorthreetimesaweek,Mme.de—Marellepaidhimvisits.Duroy,tocounterbalancethem,dinedatherhouseeveryThursday,anddelightedherhusbandbytalkingagriculturetohim.
ItwasalmosttheendofFebruary.Duroywasfreefromcare.Onenight,whenhereturnedhome,hefoundaletterunderhisdoor.Heexaminedthepostmark;itwasfromCannes.Havingopenedit,heread:
\"Cannes,VillaJolie.\"
\"Dearsirandfriend:Youtoldme,didyounot,thatIcouldcountuponyouatanytime?Verywell.Ihaveafavortoaskofyou;itistocomeandhelpme——nottoleavemealoneduringCharles’slastmoments.Hemaynotlivethroughtheweek,althoughheisnotconfinedtohisbed,butthedoctorhaswarnedme.Ihavenotthestrengthnorthecouragetoseethatagonydayandnight,andIthinkwithterroroftheapproachingendIcanonlyasksuchathingofyou,formyhusbandhasnorelatives.Youwerehiscomrade;hehelpedyoutoyourposition;come,Ibegofyou;Ihavenooneelsetoask.\"
\"Yourfriend,\"
\"MadeleineForestier.\"
Georgesmurmured:\"CertainlyIwillgo.PoorCharles!\"
Themanager,towhomhecommunicatedthecontentsofthatletter,grumblinglygavehisconsent.Herepeated:\"Butreturnspeedily,youareindispensabletous.\"
GeorgesDuroyleftforCannesthenextdaybytheseveno’clockexpress,afterhavingwarnedMme.deMarellebytelegram.Hearrivedthefollowingdayatfouro’clockintheafternoon.A
commissionnaireconductedhimtoVillaJolie.Thehousewassmallandlow,andoftheItalianstyleofarchitecture.
Aservantopenedthedoorandcried:\"Oh,sir,Madameisawaitingyoupatiently.\"
Duroyasked:\"Howisyourmaster?\"
\"Notverywell,sir.Hewillnotbeherelong.\"
Thefloorofthedrawing—roomwhichtheyoungmanenteredwascoveredwithaPersianrug;thelargewindowslookeduponthevillageandthesea.
Duroymurmured:\"Howcozyitishere!Wherethedeucedotheygetthemoneyfrom?\"
Therustlingofagowncausedhimtoturn.Mme.Forestierextendedbothherhands,saying:
\"Howkindofyoutocome.\"
Shewasatriflepalerandthinner,butstillasbrightasever,andperhapsprettierforbeingmoredelicate.Shewhispered:\"Itisterrible——heknowshecannotbesavedandhetyrannizesoverme.I
havetoldhimofyourarrival.Butwhereisyourtrunk?\"
Duroyreplied:\"Ileftitatthestation,notknowingwhichhotelyouwouldadvisemetostopat,inordertobenearyou.\"
Shehesitated,thensaid:\"Youmuststophere,atthevilla.Yourchamberisready.Hemightdieanymoment,andifitshouldcomeinthenight,Iwouldbealone.Iwillsendforyourluggage.\"
Hebowed.\"Asyouwill.\"
\"Now,letusgoupstairs,\"saidshe;hefollowedher.Sheopenedadooronthefirstfloor,andDuroysawaformnearawindow,seatedinaneasy—chair,andwrappedincoverlets.Hedivinedthatitwashisfriend,thoughhescarcelyrecognizedhim.Forestierraisedhishandslowlyandwithdifficulty,saying:
\"Youarehere;youhavecometoseemedie.Iammuchobliged.\"
Duroyforcedasmile.\"Toseeyoudie?Thatwouldnotbeaverypleasantsight,andIwouldnotchoosethatoccasiononwhichtovisitCannes.Icameheretorest.\"
\"Sitdown,\"saidForestier,andhebowedhisheadasifdeepinhopelessmeditation.Seeingthathedidnotspeak,hiswifeapproachedthewindowandpointingtothehorizon,said,\"Lookatthat?Isitnotbeautiful?\"
InspiteofhimselfDuroyfeltthegrandeuroftheclosingdayandexclaimed:\"Yes,indeed,itismagnificent\"
Forestierraisedhisheadandsaidtohiswife:\"Givememoreair.\"
Shereplied:\"Youmustbecareful;itislate,thesunissetting;
youwillcatchmorecoldandthatwouldbeaseriousthinginyourcondition.\"
Hemadeafeeblegestureofangerwithhisrighthand,andsaid:\"I
tellyouIamsuffocating!WhatdifferencedoesitmakeifIdieadaysoonerorlater,sinceImustdie?\"
Sheopenedthewindowwide.Theairwassoftandbalmy.Forestierinhaleditinfeverishgasps.Hegraspedthearmsofhischairandsaidinalowvoice:\"Shutthewindow.Iwouldratherdieinacellar.\"
Hiswifeslowlyclosedthewindow,thenleanedherbrowagainstthepaneandlookedout.Duroy,illatease,wishedtoconversewiththeinvalidtoreassurehim,buthecouldthinkofnowordsofcomfort.
Hestammered:\"Haveyounotbeenbettersinceyouarehere?\"
Hisfriendshruggedhisshouldersimpatiently:\"Youwillseeverysoon.\"Andhebowedhisheadagain.
Duroycontinued:\"Athomeitisstillwintry.Itsnows,hails,rains,andissodarkthattheyhavetolightthelampsatthreeo’clockintheafternoon.\"
Forestierasked:\"Isthereanythingnewattheoffice?\"
\"Nothing.TheyhavetakenlittleLacrinofthe’Voltaire’tofillyourplace,butheisincapable.Itistimeyoucameback.\"
Theinvalidmuttered:\"I?Iwillsoonbewritingundersixfeetofsod.\"Alongsilenceensued.
Mme.Forestierdidnotstir;shestoodwithherbacktotheroom,herfacetowardthewindow.AtlengthForestierbrokethesilenceinagaspingvoice,heartrendingtolistento:\"HowmanymoresunsetsshallIsee——eight——ten——fifteen——twenty——orperhapsthirty——nomore.Youhavemoretime,youtwo——asforme——allisatanend.AndeverythingwillgoonwhenIamgoneasifIwerehere.\"Hepausedafewmoments,thencontinued:\"EverythingthatIseeremindsmethatIshallnotseethemlong.Itishorrible.Ishallnolongerseethesmallestobjects——theglasses——thedishes——thebedsonwhichwerest——thecarriages.Itisfinetodriveintheevening.HowIlovedallthat.\"
AgainNorbertdeVarenne’swordsoccurredtoDuroy.Theroomgrewdark.Forestieraskedirritably:
\"Arewetohavenolampto—night?Thatiswhatiscalledcaringforaninvalid!\"
Theformoutlinedagainstthewindowdisappearedandanelectricbellwasheardtoring.Aservantsoonenteredandplacedalampuponthemantel—piece.Mme.Forestieraskedherhusband:\"Doyouwishtoretire,orwillyougodownstairstodinner?\"
\"Iwillgodowntodinner.\"
ThemealseemedtoDuroyinterminable,fortherewasnoconversation,onlythetickingofaclockbrokethesilence.Whentheyhadfinished,Duroy,pleadingfatigue,retiredtohisroomandtriedinvaintoinventsomepretextforreturninghomeasquicklyaspossible.Heconsoledhimselfbysaying:\"Perhapsitwillnotbeforlong.\"
ThenextmorningGeorgesroseearlyandstrolleddowntothebeach.
Whenhereturnedtheservantsaidtohim:\"Monsieurhasaskedforyoutwoorthreetimes.Willyougoupstairs?\"
Heascendedthestairs.Forestierappearedtobeinachair;hiswife,reclininguponacouch,wasreading.Theinvalidraisedhishead.Duroyasked:
\"Well,howareyou?Youlookbetterthismorning.\"
Forestiermurmured:\"Yes,Iambetterandstronger.LunchashastilyasyoucanwithMadeleine,becausewearegoingtotakeadrive.\"
WhenMme.ForestierwasalonewithDuroy,shesaidtohim:\"Yousee,to—dayhethinksheisbetter!Heismakingplansforto—morrow.WearenowgoingtoGulfJuantobuypotteryforourroomsinParis.Heisdeterminedtogo,buthecannotstandthejoltingontheroad.\"
Thecarriagearrived,Forestierdescendedthestairs,stepbystep,supportedbyhisservant.Whenhesawtheclosedlandau,hewantedituncovered.Hiswifeopposedhim:\"Itissheermadness!Youwilltakecold.\"
Hepersisted:\"No,Iamgoingtobebetter,Iknowit.\"
Theyfirstdrovealongashadyroadandthentooktheroadbythesea.Forestierexplainedthedifferentpointsofinterest.Finallytheyarrivedatapavilionoverwhichwerethesewords:\"GulfJuanArtPottery,\"andthecarriagedrewupatthedoor.Forestierwantedtobuyavasetoputonhisbookcase.Ashecouldnotleavethecarriage,theybroughtthepiecestohimonebyone.Ittookhimalongtimetochoose,consultinghiswifeandDuroy:\"Youknowitisformystudy.Frommyeasy—chairIcanseeitconstantly.Iprefertheancientform——theGreek.\"
Atlengthhemadehischoice.\"IshallreturntoParisinafewdays,\"saidhe.
Ontheirwayhomealongthegulfacoolbreezesuddenlysprangup,andtheinvalidbegantocough.Atfirstitwasnothing,onlyaslightattack,butitgrewworseandturnedtoasortofhiccough——arattle;Forestierchoked,andeverytimehetriedtobreathehecoughedviolently.Nothingquietedhim.Hehadtobecarriedfromthelandautohisroom.Theheatofthebeddidnotstoptheattack,whichlasteduntilmidnight.Thefirstwordsthesickmanutteredweretoaskforabarber,forheinsistedonbeingshavedeverymorning.Herosetobeshaved,butwasobligedtogotobedatonce,andbegantobreathesopainfullythatMme.ForestierinaffrightwokeDuroyandaskedhimtofetchthedoctor.HereturnedalmostimmediatelywithDr.Gavantwhoprescribedforthesickman.Whenthejournalistaskedhimhisopinion,hesaid:\"Itisthefinalstage.Hewillbedeadto—morrowmorning.Preparethatpoor,youngwifeandsendforapriest.Icandonothingmore.However,Iamentirelyatyourdisposal\"DuroywenttoMme.Forestier.\"Heisgoingtodie.Thedoctoradvisesmetosendforapriest.Whatwillyoudo?\"
Shehesitatedamomentandthensaidslowly:
\"Iwillgoandtellhimthatthecurewishestoseehim.Willyoubekindenoughtoprocureonewhowillrequirenothingbuttheconfession,andwhowillnotmakemuchfuss?\"
Theyoungmanbroughtwithhimakind,oldpriestwhoaccommodatedhimselftocircumstances.Whenhehadenteredthedeathchamber,Mme.ForestierwentoutandseatedherselfwithDuroyinanadjoiningroom.
\"Thathasupsethim,\"saidshe.\"WhenImentionedthepriesttohim,hisfaceassumedascaredexpression.Heknewthattheendwasnear.
Ishallneverforgethisface.\"
Atthatmomenttheyheardthepriestsayingtohim:\"Whyno,youarenotsolowasthat.Youareill,butnotindanger.TheproofofthatisthatIcameasafriend,aneighbor.\"Theycouldnothearhisreply.Thepriestcontinued:\"No,Ishallnotadministerthesacrament.Wewillspeakofthatwhenyouarebetter.Ifyouwillonlyconfess,Iasknomore.Iamapastor;Itakeadvantageofeveryoccasiontogatherinmysheep.\"
Alongsilencefollowed.Thensuddenlythepriestsaid,inthetoneofoneofficiatingatthealtar:
\"ThemercyofGodisinfinite;repeatthe’Confiteor,’myson.
Perhapsyouhaveforgottenit;Iwillhelpyou.Repeatwithme:
’ConfiteorDeoomnipotenti;BeataMariaesempervirgini.’\"Hepausedfromtimetotimetopermitthedyingmantocatchuptohim.
Thenhesaid:\"Now,confess.\"Thesickmanmurmuredsomething.Thepriestrepeated:\"Youhavecommittedsins:ofwhatkind,myson?\"
Theyoungwomanroseandsaidsimply:\"Letusgointothegarden.Wemustnotlistentohissecrets.\"
Theyseatedthemselvesuponabenchbeforethedoor,beneathablossomingrosebush.AfterseveralmomentsofsilenceDuroyasked:
\"WillitbesometimebeforeyoureturntoParis?\"
\"No,\"shereplied;\"whenallisover,Iwillgoback.\"
\"Inabouttendays?\"
\"Yes,atmost.\"
Hecontinued;\"Charleshasnorelativesthen?\"
\"None,savecousins.Hisfatherandmotherdiedwhenhewasveryyoung.\"
Inthecourseofafewminutes,theservantcametotellthemthatthepriesthadfinished,andtogethertheyascendedthestairs.
Forestierseemedtohavegrownthinnersincetheprecedingday.Thepriestwasholdinghishand.
\"Aurevoir,myson.Iwillcomeagainto—morrowmorning\";andheleft.Whenhewasgone,thedyingman,whowaspanting,triedtoraisehistwohandstowardhiswifeandgasped:
\"Saveme——saveme,mydarling.Idonotwanttodie——oh,saveme——goforthedoctor.Iwilltakeanything.Idonotwanttodie.\"Hewept;thetearscourseddownhispallidcheeks.Thenhishandscommencedtowanderhitherandthithercontinually,slowly,andregularly,asifgatheringsomethingonthecoverlet.Hiswife,whowasalsoweeping,sobbed:
\"No,itisnothing.Itisonlyanattack;youwillbebetterto—
morrow;youtiredyourselfwiththatdrive.\"
Forestierdrewhisbreathquicklyandsofaintlythatonecouldscarcelyhearhim.Herepeated:
\"Idonotwanttodie!Oh,myGod——myGod——whathashappenedtome?
Icannotsee.Oh,myGod!\"Hisstaringeyessawsomethinginvisibletotheothers;hishandspluckedcontinuallyatthecounterpane.
Suddenlyheshudderedandgasped:\"Thecemetery——me——myGod!\"Hedidnotspeakagain.Helaytheremotionlessandghastly.Thehoursdraggedon;theclockofaneighboringconventchimednoon.
Duroylefttheroomtoobtainsomefood.Hereturnedanhourlater;
Mme.Forestierwouldeatnothing.Theinvalidhadnotstirred.Theyoungwomanwasseatedinaneasy—chairatthefootofthebed.
Duroylikewiseseatedhimself,andtheywatchedinsilence.Anurse,sentbythedoctor,hadarrivedandwasdozingbythewindow.
Duroyhimselfwasalmostasleepwhenhefeltapresentimentthatsomethingwasabouttohappen.HeopenedhiseyesjustintimetoseeForestierclosehis.Hecoughedslightly,andtwostreamsofbloodissuedfromthecornersofhismouthandfloweduponhisnightrobe;hishandsceasedtheirperpetualmotion;hehadbreathedhislast.Hiswife,perceivingit,utteredacryandfelluponherkneesbythebedside.Georges,insurpriseandaffright,mechanicallymadethesignofthecross.
Thenurse,awakening,approachedthebedandsaid:\"Ithascome.\"
Duroy,recoveringhisself—possession,murmuredwithasighofrelief:\"ItwasnotashardasIfeareditwouldbe.\"
ThatnightMme.ForestierandDuroywatchedinthechamberofdeath.
Theywerealonebesidehimwhowasnomore.Theydidnotspeak,Georges’seyesseemedattractedtothatemaciatedfacewhichtheflickeringlightmademorehollow.Thatwashisfriend,CharlesForestier,whothedaybeforehadspokentohim.Forseveralyearshehadlived,eaten,laughed,loved,andhopedasdideveryone——andnowallwasendedforhimforever.
Lifelastedafewmonthsoryears,andthenfled!Onewasborn,grew,washappy,anddied.Adieu!manorwoman,youwillneverreturntoearth!Hethoughtoftheinsectswhichliveseveralhours,ofthefeastswhichliveseveraldays,ofthemenwholiveseveralyears,oftheworldswhichlastseveralcenturies.Whatwasthedifferencebetweenoneandtheother?Afewmoredawns,thatwasall.
Duroyturnedawayhiseyesinordernottoseethecorpse.Mme.
Forestier’sheadwasbowed;herfairhairenhancedthebeautyofhersorrowfulface.Theyoungman’sheartgrewhopeful.Whyshouldhelamentwhenhehadsomanyyearsstillbeforehim?Heglancedatthehandsomewidow.Howhadsheeverconsentedtomarrythatman?Thenhepondereduponallthehiddensecretsoftheirlives.HerememberedthathehadbeentoldofaCountdeVaudrecwhohaddoweredandgivenherinmarriage.Whatwouldshedonow?Whomwouldshemarry?Hadsheprojects,plans?Hewouldhavelikedtoknow.Whythatanxietyastowhatshewoulddo?
Georgesquestionedhimself,andfoundthatitwascausedbyadesiretowinherforhimself.Whyshouldhenotsucceed?Hewaspositivethatshelikedhim;shewouldhaveconfidenceinhim,forsheknewthathewasintelligent,resolute,tenacious.Hadshenotsentforhim?Wasnotthatakindofavowal?Hewasimpatienttoquestionher,tofindoutherintentions.Hewouldsoonhavetoleavethatvilla,forhecouldnotremainalonewiththeyoungwidow;thereforehemustfindoutherplansbeforereturningtoParis,inorderthatshemightnotyieldtoanother’sentreaties.Hebroketheoppressivesilencebysaying:
\"Youmustbefatigued.\"
\"Yes,butaboveallIamgrieved.\"
Theirvoicessoundedstrangeinthatroom.Theyglancedinvoluntarilyatthecorpseasiftheyexpectedtoseeitmove.
Duroycontinued:
\"Itisaheavyblowforyou,andwillmakeacompletechangeinyourlife.\"
Shesigheddeeply,butdidnotreply.Headded:
\"Itisverysadforayoungwomanlikeyoutobeleftalone.\"Hepaused;shestilldidnotreply,andhestammered:\"Atanyrate,youwillrememberthecompactbetweenus;youcancommandmeasyouwill.Iamyours.\"
Sheheldoutherhandtohimandsaidmournfullyandgently:
\"Thanks,youareverykind.IfIcandoanythingforyou,Isaytoo:
’Countonme.’\"
Hetookherprofferedhand,gazedatit,andwasseizedwithanardentdesiretokissit.Slowlyheraisedittohislipsandthenrelinquishedit.Asherdelicatefingerslayuponherkneetheyoungwidowsaidgravely:
\"Yes,Ishallbeallalone,butIshallforcemyselftobebrave.\"
Hedidnotknowhowtotellherthathewouldbedelightedtowedher.Certainlyitwasnotimetospeaktoheronsuchasubject;
however,hethoughthemightbeabletoexpresshimselfbymeansofsomephrasewhichwouldhaveahiddenmeaningandwouldinferwhathewishedtosay.Butthatrigidcorpselaybetweenthem.Theatmospherebecameoppressive,almostsuffocating.Duroyasked:\"Canwenotopenthewindowalittle?Theairseemstobeimpure.\"
\"Certainly,\"shereplied;\"Ihavenoticedittoo.\"
Heopenedthewindow,lettinginthecoolnightair.Heturned:
\"Comeandlookout,itisdelightful.\"
Sheglidedsoftlytohisside.Hewhispered:\"Listentome.DonotbeangrythatIbroachthesubjectatsuchatime,butthedayafterto—morrowIshallleavehereandwhenyoureturntoParisitmightbetoolate.YouknowthatIamonlyapoordevil,whohashispositiontomake,butIhavethewillandsomeintelligence,andI
amadvancing.Amanwhohasattainedhisambitionknowswhattocounton;amanwhohashiswaytomakedoesnotknowwhatmaycome—
—itmaybebetterorworse.Itoldyouonedaythatmymostcherisheddreamwastohaveawifelikeyou.\"
\"Irepeatittoyouto—day.Donotreply,butletmecontinue.Thisisnoproposal——thetimeandplacewouldrenderitodious.Ionlywishtotellyouthatbyawordyoucanmakemehappy,andthatyoucanmakeofmeasyouwill,eitherafriendorahusband——formyheartandmybodyareyours.Idonotwantyoutoanswermenow.I
donotwishtospeakanymoreonthesubjecthere.WhenwemeetinParis,youcantellmeyourdecision.\"
Heutteredthesewordswithoutglancingather,andsheseemednottohaveheardthem,forshestoodbyhissidemotionless,staringvaguelyandfixedlyatthelandscapebeforeher,bathedinmoonlight.
Atlengthshemurmured:\"Itisratherchilly,\"andturnedtowardthebed.Duroyfollowedher.Theydidnotspeakbutcontinuedtheirwatch.TowardmidnightGeorgesfellasleep.Atdaybreakthenurseenteredandhestartedup.BothheandMme.Forestierretiredtotheirroomstoobtainsomerest.Ateleveno’clocktheyroseandlunchedtogether;whilethroughtheopenwindowwaswaftedthesweet,perfumedairofspring.Afterlunch,Mme.Forestierproposedthattheytakeaturninthegarden;astheywalkedslowlyalong,shesuddenlysaid,withoutturningherheadtowardhim,inalow,gravevoice:
\"Listentome,mydearfriend;Ihavealreadyreflecteduponwhatyouproposedtome,andIcannotallowyoutodepartwithoutawordofreply.Iwill,however,sayneitheryesnorno.Wewillwait,wewillsee;wewillbecomebetteracquainted.Youmustthinkitwellovertoo.Donotyieldtoanimpulse.ImentionthistoyoubeforeevenpoorCharlesisburied,becauseitisnecessary,afterwhatyouhavesaidtome,thatyoushouldknowmeasIam,inordernottocherishthehopeyouexpressedtomeanylonger,ifyouarenotamanwhocanunderstandandbearwithme.\"
\"Nowlistencarefully:Marriage,tome,isnotachainbutanassociation.Imustbefree,entirelyunfettered,inallmyactions—
—mycomingandmygoing;Icantolerateneithercontrol,jealousy,norcriticismastomyconduct.Ipledgemyword,however,nevertocompromisethenameofthemanImarry,nortorenderhimridiculousintheeyesoftheworld.Butthatmanmustpromisetolookuponmeasanequal,anally,andnotasaninferior,orasanobedient,submissivewife.Myideas,Iknow,arenotlikethoseofotherpeople,butIshallneverchangethem.Donotanswerme,itwouldbeuseless.Weshallmeetagainandtalkitalloverlater.Nowtakeawalk;Ishallreturntohim.Good—byeuntilto—night.\"
Hekissedherhandandleftherwithouthavingutteredaword.Thatnighttheymetatdinner;directlyafterthemealtheysoughttheirrooms,wornoutwithfatigue.
CharlesForestierwasburiedthenextdayinthecemeteryatCanneswithoutanypomp,andGeorgesreturnedtoParisbytheexpresswhichleftatone—thirty.Mme.Forestieraccompaniedhimtothestation.
Theywalkedupanddowntheplatformawaitingthehourofdepartureandconversingonindifferentsubjects.
Thetrainarrived,thejournalisttookhisseat;aportercried:
\"Marseilles,Lyons,Paris!Allaboard!\"Thelocomotivewhistledandthetrainmovedslowlyoutofthestation.
Theyoungmanleanedoutofthecarriage,andlookedattheyouthfulwidowstandingontheplatformgazingafterhim.Justasshewasdisappearingfromhissight,hethrewherakiss,whichshereturnedwithamorediscreetwaveofherhand.
CHAPTERIX.
MARRIAGE
GeorgesDuroyresumedhisoldhabits.InstalledinthecozyapartmentsonRuedeConstantinople,hisrelationswithMme.deMarellebecamequiteconjugal.
Mme.Forestierhadnotreturned;shelingeredatCannes.He,however,receivedaletterfromherannouncingherreturnaboutthemiddleofApril,butcontainingnotawordastotheirparting.Hewaited.Hewasresolvedtoemployeverymeanstomarryherifsheseemedtohesitate;hehadfaithinhisgoodfortune,inthatpowerofattractionwhichhefeltwithinhim——apowersoirresistiblethatallwomenyieldedtoit.
Atlengthashortnoteadmonishedhimthatthedecisivemomenthadarrived.
\"IaminParis.Cometoseeme.\"
\"MadeleineForestier.\"
Nothingmore.Hereceiveditatnineo’clock.Atthreeo’clockofthesamedayhecalledatherhouse.Sheextendedbothhandstohimwithasweetsmile,andtheygazedintoeachother’seyesforseveralseconds,thenshemurmured:
\"Howkindofyoutocome!\"
Hereplied:\"Ishouldhavecome,whensoeveryoubademe.\"
Theysatdown;sheinquiredabouttheWalters,hisassociates,andthenewspaper.
\"Imissthatverymuch,\"saidshe.\"Ihadbecomeajournalistinspirit.Iliketheprofession.\"Shepaused.Hefanciedhesawinhersmile,inhervoice,inherwords,akindofinvitation,andalthoughhehadresolvednottohastenmatters,hestammered:
\"Well——why——whydoyounotresume——thatprofession——under——thenameofDuroy?\"
Shebecamesuddenlyserious,andplacingherhandonhisarm,shesaid:\"Donotletusspeakofthatyet.\"
Diviningthatshewouldaccepthim,hefelluponhisknees,andpassionatelykissedherhands,saying:
\"Thankyou——thankyou——howIloveyou.\"
Sherose,shewasverypale.Duroykissedherbrow.Whenshehaddisengagedherselffromhisembrace,shesaidgravely:\"Listen,myfriend,Ihavenotyetfullydecided;butmyanswermaybe’yes.’
Youmustwaitpatiently,however,untilIdisclosethesecrettoyou.\"
Hepromisedandlefther,hisheartoverflowingwithjoy.Heworkedsteadily,spentlittle,triedtosavesomemoneythathemightnotbewithoutasouatthetimeofhismarriage,andbecameasmiserlyashehadoncebeenprodigal.Summerglidedby;thenautumn,andnoonesuspectedthetieexistingbetweenDuroyandMme.Forestier,fortheyseldommetinpublic.
OneeveningMadeleinesaidtohim:\"YouhavenotyettoldMme.deMarelleourplans?\"
\"No,mydear;asyouwishedthemkeptsecret,Ihavenotmentionedthemtoasoul.\"
\"Verywell;thereisplentyoftime.IwilltelltheWalters.\"
Sheturnedawayherheadandcontinued:\"Ifyouwish,wecanbemarriedthebeginningofMay.\"
\"Iobeyyouinallthingsjoyfully.\"
\"ThetenthofMay,whichfallsonSaturday,wouldpleaseme,foritismybirthday.\"
\"Verywell,thetenthofMay.\"
\"YourparentslivenearRouen,dotheynot?\"
\"Yes,nearRouen,atCanteleu.\"
\"Iamveryanxioustoseethem!\"
Hehesitated,perplexed:\"But——theyare——\"Thenheaddedmorefirmly:\"Mydear,theyareplain,countrypeople,innkeepers,whostrainedeverynervetogivemeaneducation.Iamnotashamedofthem,buttheir——simplicity——theirrusticitymightannoyyou.\"
Shesmiledsweetly.\"No,Iwilllovethemverymuch.Wewillvisitthem;Iwishto.I,too,amthechildofhumbleparents——butIlostmine——Ihavenooneintheworld\"——sheheldoutherhandtohim——
\"butyou.\"
Hewasaffected,conqueredashehadneverbeenbyanywoman.
\"Ihavebeenthinkingofsomething,\"saidshe,\"butitisdifficulttoexplain.\"
Heasked:\"Whatisit?\"
\"Itisthis:Iamlikeallwomen.Ihavemy——myweaknesses.Ishouldliketobearanoblename.Canyounotontheoccasionofourmarriagechangeyournamesomewhat?\"Sheblushedasifshehadproposedsomethingindelicate.
Herepliedsimply:\"Ihaveoftenthoughtofit,butitdoesnotseemeasytome.\"
\"Whynot?\"
Helaughed.\"BecauseIamafraidIshouldberidiculed.\"
Sheshruggedhershoulders.\"Notatall——notatall.Everyonedoesit,andnoonelaughs.Separateyournameinthisway:DuRoy.Itsoundsverywell.\"
Hereplied:\"No,thatwillnotdo;itistoocommonaproceeding.I
havethoughtofassumingthenameofmynativeplace,firstasaliterarypseudonymandthenasmysurnameinconjunctionwithDuroy,whichmightlateron,asyouproposed,beseparated.\"
Sheasked:\"IsyournativeplaceCanteleu?\"
\"Yes.\"
\"Idonotlikethetermination.Couldwenotmodifyit?\"
Shetookapenandwrotedownthenamesinordertostudythem.
Suddenlyshecried:\"NowIhaveit,\"andheldtowardhimasheetofpaperonwhichwaswritten:\"Mme.DuroydeCantel.\"
Gravelyhereplied:\"Yes,itisverynice.\"
Shewasdelighted,andrepeated:\"DuroydeCantel.Mme.DuroydeCantel.Itisexcellent,excellent!\"
Thensheaddedwithanairofconviction:\"Youwillseehoweasilyitwillbeacceptedbyeveryone!Afterto—morrow,signyourarticles’D.deCantel,’andyour’Echoes’simply’Duroy.’Thatisdoneonthepresseverydayandnoonewillbesurprisedtoseeyoutakeanomdeplume.Whatisyourfather’sname?\"
\"Alexandre.\"
Shemurmured\"Alexandre!\"twoorthreetimesinsuccession;thenshewroteuponablanksheet:
\"M.andMme.AlexandreduRoydeCantelannouncethemarriageoftheirson,M.GeorgesduRoydeCantelwithMme.Forestier.\"
Sheexaminedherwriting,and,charmedwiththeeffect,exclaimed:
\"Withalittlemethodonecansucceedinanything.\"
WhenGeorgesreachedthestreetresolvedtocallhimself,henceforth,\"DuRoy,\"oreven\"DuRoydeCantel,\"itseemedtohimthathewasofmoreimportance.Heswaggeredmoreboldly,heldhisheadmoreerectandwalkedashethoughtgentlemenshould.Hefeltadesiretoinformthepassers—by,\"MynameisDuRoydeCantel.\"
ScarcelyhadheenteredhisapartmentswhenthethoughtofMme.deMarellerenderedhimuneasy,andhewrotetoherimmediately,appointingameetingforthefollowingday.
\"Itwillbehard,\"thoughthe.\"Therewillbeaquarrelsurely.\"
ThenextmorninghereceivedatelegramfromMadame,informinghimthatshewouldbewithhimatoneo’clock.Heawaitedherimpatiently,determinedtoconfessatonceandafterwardtoarguewithher,totellherthathecouldnotremainabachelorindefinitely,andthat,asM.deMarellepersistedinliving,hehadbeencompelledtochoosesomeoneelseasalegalcompanion.Whenthebellrang,hisheartgaveabound.
Mme.deMarelleenteredandcastherselfintohisarms,saying:
\"Goodafternoon,Bel—Ami.\"Perceivingthathisembracewascolderthanusual,sheglancedupathimandasked:\"Whatailsyou?\"
\"Takeaseat,\"saidhe.\"Wemusttalkseriously.\"
Sheseatedherselfwithoutremovingherhat,andwaited.Hecastdownhiseyes;hewaspreparingtocommence.
Finallyhesaidslowly:\"Mydearfriend,youseethatIamverymuchperplexed,verysad,andverymuchembarrassedbywhatIhavetoconfesstoyou.Iloveyou;Iloveyouwithallmyheart,andthefearofgivingyoupaingrievesmemorethanwhatIhavetotellyou.\"
Sheturnedpale,trembled,andasked:\"Whatisit?Tellmequickly.\"
Hesaidsadlybutresolutely:\"Iamgoingtobemarried.\"
Shesighedlikeoneabouttoloseconsciousness;thenshegasped,butdidnotspeak.
Hecontinued:\"YoucannotimaginehowmuchIsufferedbeforetakingthatresolution.ButIhaveneitherpositionnormoney.IamaloneinParis,Imusthavenearmesomeonewhocancounsel,comfort,andsupportme.WhatIneedisanassociate,anally,andIhavefoundone!\"Hepaused,hopingthatshewouldreply,expectinganoutburstoffuriousrage,reproaches,andinsults.Shepressedherhandtoherheartandbreathedwithdifficulty.Hetookthehandrestingonthearmofthechair,butshedrewitawayandmurmuredasifstupefied:\"Oh,myGod!\"
Hefelluponhiskneesbeforeher,without,however,venturingtotouchher,moremovedbyhersilencethanhewouldhavebeenbyheranger.
\"Clo,mylittleClo,youunderstandmyposition.Oh,ifIcouldhavemarriedyou,whathappinessitwouldhaveaffordedme!Butyouweremarried!WhatcouldIdo?Justthinkofit!ImustmakemywayintheworldandIcanneverdosoaslongasIhavenodomesticties.
Ifyouknew.TherearedayswhenIshouldliketokillyourhusband.\"Hespokeinalow,seductivevoice.HesawtwotearsgatherinMme.deMarelle’seyesandtrickleslowlydownhercheeks.
Hewhispered:\"Donotweep,Clo,donotweep,Ibeseechyou.Youbreakmyheart.\"
Shemadeanefforttoappeardignifiedandhaughty,andasked,thoughsomewhatunsteadily:\"Whoisit?\"
Foramomenthehesitatedbeforehereplied:\"MadeleineForestier!\"
Mme.deMarellestarted;hertearscontinuedtoflow.Sherose.
Duroysawthatshewasgoingtoleavehimwithoutawordofreproachorpardon,andhefelthumbled,humiliated.Heseizedhergownandimplored:
\"Donotleavemethus.\"
Shelookedathimwiththatdespairing,tearfulglancesocharmingandsotouching,whichexpressesallthemiserypent—upinawoman’sheart,andstammered:\"Ihavenothing——tosay;Icandonothing.
You——youareright;youhavemadeagoodchoice.\"
Anddisengagingherselfshelefttheroom.
Withasighofreliefatescapingsoeasily,herepairedtoMme.
Forestier’s,whoaskedhim:\"HaveyoutoldMme.deMarelle?\"
Herepliedcalmly:\"Yes.\"
\"Diditaffecther?\"
\"Notatall.Onthecontrary,shethoughtitanexcellentplan.\"
Thenewswassoonnoisedabroad.Someweresurprised,otherspretendedtohaveforeseenit,andothersagainsmiled,inferringthattheywerenotatallastonished.Theyoungman,whosignedhisarticles,\"D.deCantel,\"his\"Echoes,\"\"Duroy,\"andhispoliticalsketches,\"DuRoy,\"spentthebestpartofhistimewithhisbetrothed,whohaddecidedthatthedatefixedfortheweddingshouldbekeptsecret,thattheceremonyshouldbecelebratedinthepresenceofwitnessesonly,thattheyshouldleavethesameeveningforRouen,andthatthedayfollowingtheyshouldvisitthejournalist’sagedparentsandspendseveraldayswiththem.DuroyhadtriedtopersuadeMadeleinetoabandonthatproject,butnotsucceedinginhiseffortshewasfinallycompelledtosubmit.
ThetenthofMayarrived.Thinkingareligiousceremonyunnecessary,astheyhadissuednoinvitations,thecoupleweremarriedatamagistrate’sandtookthesixo’clocktrainforNormandy.
Asthetrainglidedalong,Duroyseatedinfrontofhiswife,tookherhand,kissedit,andsaid:\"WhenwereturnwewilldineatChatousometimes.\"
Shemurmured:\"Weshallhaveagreatmanythingstodo!\"inatonewhichseemedtosay:\"Wemustsacrificepleasuretoduty.\"
Heretainedherhandwonderinganxiouslyhowhecouldmanagetocaressher.Hepressedherhandslightly,butshedidnotrespondtothepressure.
Hesaid:\"Itseemsstrangethatyoushouldbemywife.\"
Sheappearedsurprised:\"Why?\"
\"Idonotknow.Itseemsdroll.IwanttoembraceyouandIamsurprisedthatIhavetheright.\"
Shecalmlyofferedhimhercheekwhichhekissedashewouldhavekissedhissister’s.Hecontinued:
\"ThefirsttimeIsawyou(youremember,atthatdinnertowhichI
wasinvitedatForestier’s),Ithought:’Sacristi,ifIcouldonlyfindawifelikethat!’AndnowIhaveone.\"
Sheglancedathimwithsmilingeyes.
Hesaidtohimself:\"Iamtoocold.Iamstupid.Ishouldmakemoreadvances.\"Andheasked:\"HowdidyoumakeForestier’sacquaintance?\"
Sherepliedwithprovokingarchness:\"ArewegoingtoRouentotalkofhim?\"
Hecolored.\"Iamafool.Youintimidateme.\"
Shewasdelighted.\"I?Impossible.\"
Heseatedhimselfbesideher.Sheexclaimed:\"Ah!astag!\"ThetrainwaspassingthroughtheforestofSaint—Germainandshehadseenafrighteneddeerclearanalleyatabound.Asshegazedoutoftheopenwindow,Duroybendingoverher,pressedakissuponherneck.
Forseveralmomentssheremainedmotionless,thenraisingherhead,shesaid:\"Youtickleme,stop!\"
Buthedidnotobeyher.
Sherepeated:\"Stop,Isay!\"
Heseizedherheadwithhisrighthand,turnedittowardhimandpressedhislipstohers.Shestruggled,pushedhimawayandrepeated:\"Stop!\"
Hedidnotheedher.Withaneffort,shefreedherselfandrising,said:\"Georges,havedone.Wearenotchildren,weshallsoonreachRouen.\"
\"Verywell,\"saidhe,gaily,\"Iwillwait.\"
Reseatingherselfnearhimshetalkedofwhattheywoulddoontheirreturn;theywouldkeeptheapartmentsinwhichshehadlivedwithherfirsthusband,andDuroywouldreceiveForestier’spositionon\"LaVieFrancaise.\"Inthemeantime,forgettingherinjunctionsandhispromise,heslippedhisarmaroundherwaist,pressedhertohimandmurmured:\"Iloveyoudearly,mylittleMade.\"
Thegentlenessofhistonemovedtheyoungwoman,andleaningtowardhimsheofferedhimherlips;asshedidso,awhistleannouncedtheproximityofthestation.Pushingbacksomestraylocksuponhertemples,sheexclaimed:
\"Wearefoolish.\"
Hekissedherhandsfeverishlyandreplied:
\"Iadoreyou,mylittleMade.\"
OnreachingRouentheyrepairedtoahotelwheretheyspentthenight.Thefollowingmorning,whentheyhaddrunktheteaplaceduponthetableintheirroom,Duroyclaspedhiswifeinhisarmsandsaid:\"MylittleMade,IfeelthatIloveyouvery,verymuch.\"
Shesmiledtrustfullyandmurmuredasshereturnedhiskisses:\"I
loveyoutoo——alittle.\"
ThevisittohisparentsworriedGeorges,althoughhehadpreparedhiswife.Hebeganagain:\"Youknowtheyarepeasants,real,notsham,comic—operapeasants.\"
Shesmiled.\"Iknowit,youhavetoldmeoftenenough.\"
\"Weshallbeveryuncomfortable.Thereisonlyastrawbedinmyroom;theydonotknowwhathairmattressesareatCanteleu.\"
Sheseemeddelighted.\"Somuchthebetter.Itwouldbecharmingtosleepbadly——when——nearyou——andtobeawakenedbythecrowingofthecocks.\"
Hewalkedtowardthewindowandlightedacigarette.Thesightoftheharbor,oftheriverfilledwithshipsmovedhimandheexclaimed:\"Egad,butthatisfine!\"
Madeleinejoinedhimandplacingbothofherhandsonherhusband’sshoulder,cried:\"Oh,howbeautiful!Ididnotknowthatthereweresomanyships!\"
Anhourlatertheydepartedinordertobreakfastwiththeoldcouple,whohadbeeninformedseveraldaysbeforeoftheirintendedarrival.BothDuroyandhiswifewerecharmedwiththebeautiesofthelandscapepresentedtotheirview,andthecabmanhaltedinordertoallowthemtogetabetterideaofthepanoramabeforethem.Ashewhippeduphishorse,Duroysawanoldcouplenotahundredmetersoff,approaching,andheleapedfromthecarriagecrying:\"Heretheyare,Iknowthem.\"
Themanwasshort,corpulent,florid,andvigorous,notwithstandinghisage;thewomanwastall,thin,andmelancholy,withstoopingshoulders——awomanwhohadworkedfromchildhood,whohadneverlaughednorjested.
Madeleine,too,alightedandwatchedthecoupleadvance,withacontractionofherheartshehadnotanticipated.Theydidnotrecognizetheirsoninthatfinegentleman,andtheywouldneverhavetakenthathandsomeladyfortheirdaughter—in—law.Theywalkedalong,passedthechildtheywereexpecting,withoutglancingatthe\"cityfolks.\"
Georgescriedwithalaugh:\"Goodday,FatherDuroy.\"
Boththeoldmanandhiswifewerestruckdumbwithastonishment;
thelatterrecoveredherself—possessionfirstandasked:\"Isityou,son?\"
Theyoungmanreplied:\"Yes,itisI,MotherDuroy,\"andapproachingher,hekissedheruponbothcheeksandsaid:\"Thisismywife.\"
ThetworusticsstaredatMadeleineasifshewereacuriosity,withanxiousfear,combinedwithasortofsatisfiedapprobationonthepartofthefatherandofjealousenmityonthatofthemother.
M.Duroy,senior,whowasnaturallyjocose,madesoboldastoaskwithatwinkleinhiseye:\"MayIkissyoutoo?\"HissonutteredanexclamationandMadeleineofferedhercheektotheoldpeasant;whoafterwardwipedhislipswiththebackofhishand.Theoldwoman,inherturn,kissedherdaughter—in—lawwithhostilereserve.Heridealwasastout,rosy,countrylass,asredasanappleandasround.
Thecarriageprecededthemwiththeluggage.Theoldmantookhisson’sarmandaskedhim:\"Howareyougettingon?\"
\"Verywell.\"
\"Thatisright.Tellme,hasyourwifeanymeans?\"
Georgesreplied:\"Fortythousandfrancs.\"
Hisfatherwhistledsoftlyandmuttered:\"Whew!\"Thenheadded:\"Sheisahandsomewoman.\"Headmiredhisson’swife,andinhisdayhadconsideredhimselfaconnoisseur.
Madeleineandthemotherwalkedsidebysideinsilence;thetwomenjoinedthem.Theysoonreachedthevillage,attheentrancetowhichstoodM.Duroy’stavern.Apineboardfastenedoverthedoorindicatedthatthirstypeoplemightenter.Thetablewaslaid.A
neighbor,whohadcometoassist,madealowcourtesyonseeingsobeautifulaladyappear;thenrecognizingGeorges,shecried:\"OhLord,isityou?\"
Herepliedmerrily:\"Yes,itisI,MotherBrulin,\"andhekissedherashehadkissedhisfatherandmother.Thenheturnedtohiswife:
\"Comeintoourroom,\"saidhe,\"youcanlayasideyourhat.\"
Theypassedthroughadoortotherightandenteredaroompavedwithbrick,withwhitewashedwallsandabedwithcottonhangings.
Acrucifixaboveaholy—waterbasinandtwocoloredprints,representingPaulandVirginiabeneathabluepalm—tree,andNapoleonI.onayellowhorse,weretheonlyornamentsinthatneat,butbareroom.
Whentheywerealone,GeorgesembracedMadeleine.
\"Goodmorning,Made!Iamgladtoseetheoldpeopleoncemore.WhenoneisinParisonedoesnotthinkofthisplace,butwhenonereturns,oneenjoysitjustthesame.\"
Atthatmomenthisfathercried,knockingonthepartitionwithhisfist:\"Come,thesoupisready.\"
Theyre—enteredthelargepublic—roomandtooktheirseatsatthetable.Themealwasalongone,servedinatrulyrusticfashion.
FatherDuroy,enlivenedbytheciderandseveralglassesofwine,relatedmanyanecdotes,whileGeorges,towhomtheywereallfamiliar,laughedatthem.
MotherDuroydidnotspeak,butsatattheboard,grimandaustere,glancingatherdaughter—in—lawwithhatredinherheart.
Madeleinedidnotspeaknordidsheeat;shewasdepressed.
Wherefore?Shehadwishedtocome;sheknewthatshewascomingtoasimplehome;shehadformednopoeticalideasofthosepeasants,butshehadperhapsexpectedtofindthemsomewhatmorepolished,refined.Sherecalledherownmother,ofwhomsheneverspoketoanyone——agovernesswhohadbeenbetrayedandwhohaddiedofgriefandshamewhenMadeleinewastwelveyearsold.Astrangerhadhadthelittlegirleducated.Herfatherwithoutdoubt.Whowashe?Shedidnotknowpositively,butshehadvaguesuspicions.
Themealwasnotyetoverwhencustomersentered,shookhandswithM.Duroy,exclaimedonseeinghisson,andseatingthemselvesatthewoodentablesbegantodrink,smoke,andplaydominoes.Thesmokefromtheclaypipesandpennycigarsfilledtheroom.
Madeleinechokedandasked:\"Canwegoout?Icannotremainhereanylonger,\"
OldDuroygrumbledatbeingdisturbed.Madeleineroseandplacedherchairatthedoorinordertowaituntilherfather—in—lawandhiswifehadfinishedtheircoffeeandwine.
Georgessoonjoinedher.
\"WouldyouliketostrolldowntotheSeine?\"
Joyfullyshecried:\"Yes.\"
Theydescendedthehillside,hiredaboatatCroisset,andspenttheremainderoftheafternoonbeneaththewillowsinthesoft,warm,springair,androckedgentlybytheripplingwavesoftheriver.
Theyreturnedatnightfall.Theeveningrepastbycandle—lightwasmorepainfultoMadeleinethanthatofthemorning.NeitherFatherDuroynorhiswifespoke.Whenthemealwasover,Madeleinedrewherhusbandoutsideinordernottohavetoremaininthatroom,theatmosphereofwhichwasheavywithsmokeandthefumesofliquor.
Whentheywerealone,hesaid:\"Youarealreadyweary.\"
Sheattemptedtoprotest;heinterruptedher:
\"Ihaveseenit.Ifyouwishwewillleavetomorrow.\"
Shewhispered:\"Ishouldliketogo.\"
Theywalkedalongandenteredanarrowpathamonghightrees,hedgedinoneithersidebyimpenetrablebrushwood.
Sheasked:\"Wherearewe?\"
Hereplied:\"Intheforest——oneofthelargestinFrance.\"
Madeleine,onraisingherhead,couldseethestarsbetweenthebranchesandheartherustlingoftheleaves.Shefeltstrangelynervous.Why,shecouldnottell.Sheseemedtobelost,surroundedbyperils,abandoned,alone,beneaththatvastvaultedsky.
Shemurmured:\"Iamafraid;Ishouldliketoreturn.\"
\"Verywell,wewill.\"
Ontheirreturntheyfoundtheoldpeopleinbed.ThenextmorningMadeleineroseearlyandwasreadytoleaveatdaybreak.WhenGeorgestoldhisparentsthattheyweregoingtoreturnhome,theyguessedwhosewishitwas.
Hisfatheraskedsimply:\"ShallIseeyousoonagain?\"
\"Yes——inthesummer—time.\"
\"Verywell.\"
Hismothergrumbled:\"Ihopeyouwillnotregretwhatyouhavedone.\"
Georgesgavethemtwohundredfrancstoappeasethem,andthecabarrivingatteno’clock,thecouplekissedtheoldpeasantsandsetout.
Astheyweredescendingthesideofthehill,Duroylaughed.\"Yousee,\"saidhe,\"Iwarnedyou.Ishould,however,nothavepresentedyoutoM.andMme.duRoydeCantel,senior.\"
Shelaughedtooandreplied:\"Iamcharmednow!TheyarenicepeoplewhomIambeginningtolikeverymuch.IshallsendthemconfectionsfromParis.\"Thenshemurmured:\"DuRoydeCantel.Wewillsaythatwespentaweekatyourparents’estate,\"anddrawingnearhim,shekissedhimsaying:
\"Goodmorning,Georges.\"
Hereplied:\"Goodmorning,Madeleine,\"asheslippedhisarmaroundherwaist.
CHAPTERX.
JEALOUSY
TheDuRoyshadbeeninParistwodaysandthejournalisthadresumedwork;hehadgivenuphisownespecialprovincetoassumethatofForestier,andtodevotehimselfentirelytopolitics.Onthisparticulareveningheturnedhisstepstowardhomewithalightheart.Ashepassedaflorist’sonRueNotreDamedeLoretteheboughtabouquetofhalf—openrosesforMadeleine.Havingforgottenhiskey,onarrivingathisdoor,herangandtheservantansweredhissummons.
Georgesasked:\"IsMadameathome?\"\"Yes,sir.\"
Inthedining—roomhepausedinastonishmenttoseecoverslaidforthree:thedoorofthesalonbeingajar,hesawMadeleinearranginginavaseonthemantelpieceabunchofrosessimilartohis.
Heenteredtheroomandasked:\"Haveyouinvitedanyonetodinner?\"
Sherepliedwithoutturningherheadandcontinuingthearrangementofherflowers:\"Yesandno:itismyoldfriend,CountdeVaudrec,whoisinthehabitofdininghereeveryMondayandwhowillcomenowashealwayshas,\"
Georgesmurmured:\"Verywell.\"
Hestoppedbehindher,thebouquetinhishand,thedesirestrongwithinhimtoconcealit——tothrowitaway.However,hesaid:
\"Here,Ihavebroughtyousomeroses!\"
Sheturnedtohimwithasmileandsaid:\"Ah,howthoughtfulofyou!\"andshekissedhimwithsuchevidentaffectionthathefeltconsoled.
Shetooktheflowers,inhaledtheirperfume,andputtheminanemptyvase.Thenshesaidasshenotedtheeffect:\"NowIamsatisfied;mymantelpiecelookspretty,\"addingwithanairofconviction:
\"Vaudrecischarming;youwillbecomeintimatewithhimatonce,\"
AringannouncedtheCount.Heenteredasifhewereathome.AftergallantlykissingMme.DuRoy’shand,heturnedtoherhusbandandcordiallyofferedhishand,saying:\"Howareyou,mydearDuRoy?\"
Hehadnolongerthathaughtyair,butwasveryaffable.Onewouldhavethoughtinthecourseoffiveminutes,thatthetwomenhadknownoneanotherfortenyears.Madeleine,whosefacewasradiant,said:\"Iwillleaveyoutogether.Ihaveworktosuperintendinthekitchen.\"ThedinnerwasexcellentandtheCountremainedverylate.
Whenhewasgone,Madeleinesaidtoherhusband:\"Ishenotnice?Heimproves,too,onacquaintance.Heisagood,true,faithfulfriend.
Ah,withouthim——\"
ShedidnotcompletehersentenceandGeorgesreplied:\"Yes,heisverypleasant,Ithinkweshallunderstandeachotherwell.\"
\"Youdonotknow,\"shesaid,\"thatwehaveworktodoto—nightbeforeretiring.Ididnothavetimetotellyoubeforedinner,forVaudreccame.Laroche—MathieubroughtmeimportantnewsofMorocco.
Wemustmakeafinearticleofthat.Letussettoworkatonce.