Come,takethelamp.\"
Hecarriedthelampandtheyenteredthestudy.Madeleineleaned,againstthemantelpiece,andhavinglightedacigarette,toldhimthenewsandgavehimherplanofthearticle.Helistenedattentively,makingnotesasshespoke,andwhenshehadfinishedheraisedobjections,tookupthequestionand,inhisturn,developedanotherplan.Hiswifeceasedsmoking,forherinterestwasarousedinfollowingGeorges’slineofthought.Fromtimetotimeshemurmured:\"Yes,yes;verygood——excellent——veryforcible——\"Andwhenhehadfinishedspeaking,shesaid:\"Nowletuswrite.\"
Itwasalwaysdifficultforhimtomakeabeginningandshewouldleanoverhisshoulderandwhisperthephrasesinhisear,thenhewouldaddafewlines;whentheirarticlewascompleted,Georgesre—
readit.BothheandMadeleinepronounceditadmirableandkissedoneanotherwithpassionateadmiration.
Thearticleappearedwiththesignatureof\"G.duRoydeCantel,\"
andmadeagreatsensation.M.Waltercongratulatedtheauthor,whosoonbecamecelebratedinpoliticalcircles.Hiswife,too,surprisedhimbytheingenuousnessofhermind,theclevernessofherwit,andthenumberofheracquaintances.Atalmostanytimeuponreturninghomehefoundinhissalonasenator,adeputy,amagistrate,orageneral,whotreatedMadeleinewithgravefamiliarity.
DeputyLaroche—Mathieu,whodinedatRueFontaineeveryTuesday,wasoneofthelargeststockholdersofM.Walter’spaperandthelatter’scolleagueandassociateinmanybusinesstransactions.DuRoyhoped,lateron,thatsomeofthebenefitspromisedbyhimtoForestiermightfalltohisshare.TheywouldbegiventoMadeleine’snewhusband——thatwasall——nothingwaschanged;evenhisassociatessometimescalledhimForestier,anditmadeDuRoyfuriousatthedead.Hegrewtohatetheveryname;itwastohimalmostaninsult.Evenathometheobsessioncontinued;theentirehouseremindedhimofCharles.
OneeveningDuRoy,wholikedsweetmeats,asked:
\"Whydoweneverhavesweets?\"
Hiswiferepliedpleasantly:\"Ineverthinkofit,becauseCharlesdislikedthem.\"
Heinterruptedherwithanimpatientgesture:\"DoyouknowIamgettingtiredofCharles?ItisCharleshere,Charlesthere,Charleslikedthis,Charleslikedthat.SinceCharlesisdead,lethimrestinpeace.\"
Madeleineascribedherhusband’sburstofillhumortopuerilejealousy,butshewasflatteredanddidnotreply.Onretiring,hauntedbythesamethought,heasked:
\"DidCharleswearacottonnightcaptokeepthedraftoutofhisears?\"
Sherepliedpleasantly:\"No,alaceone!\"
Georgesshruggedhisshouldersandsaidscornfully:\"Whatabird!\"
FromthattimeGeorgesnevercalledCharlesanythingbut\"poorCharles,\"withanaccentofinfinitepity.OneeveningasDuRoywassmokingacigaretteathiswindow,towardtheendofJune,theheatawokeinhimadesireforfreshair.Heasked:
\"MylittleMade,wouldyouliketogoasfarastheBois?\"
\"Yes,certainly.\"
TheytookanopencarriageanddrovetotheAvenueduBoisdeBoulogne.Itwasasultryevening;ahostofcabslinedthedrive,onebehindanother.WhenthecarriagecontainingGeorgesandMadeleinereachedtheturningwhichledtothefortifications,theykissedoneanotherandMadeleinestammeredinconfusion:\"WeareaschildishaswewereatRouen.\"
Theroadtheyfollowedwasnotsomuchfrequented,agentlebreezerustledtheleavesofthetrees,theskywasstuddedwithbrilliantstarsandGeorgesmurmured,ashepressedhiswifetohisbreast:
\"Oh,mylittleMade.\"
Shesaidtohim:\"DoyourememberhowgloomytheforestatCanteleuwas?Itseemedtomethatitwasfullofhorriblebeastsandthatitwasinterminable,whilehereitischarming.Onecanfeelthecaressingbreezes,andIknowthatSevresisontheotherside.\"
Hereplied:\"Inourforeststherearenothingbutstags,foxes,roebucks,andboars,withhereandthereaforester’shouse.\"Hepausedforamomentandthenasked:\"DidyoucomehereintheeveningwithCharlesoccasionally?\"
Shereplied:\"Frequently.\"
Hefeltadesiretoreturnhomeatonce.Forestier’simagehauntedhim,however;hecouldthinkofnothingelse.ThecarriagerolledontowardtheArcdeTriompheandjoinedthestreamofcarriagesreturninghome.AsGeorgesremainedsilent,hiswife,whodivinedhisthoughts,askedinhersoftvoice:\"Ofwhatareyouthinking?
Forhalfanhouryouhavenotutteredaword.\"
Herepliedwithasneer:\"Iamthinkingofallthosefoolswhokissoneanother,andIbelievetrulythatthereissomethingelsetobedoneinlife.\"
Shewhispered:\"Yes,butitisnicesometimes!Itisnicewhenonehasnothingbettertodo.\"
Georges’thoughtswerebusywiththedead;hesaidtohimselfangrily:\"Iamfoolishtoworry,totormentmyselfasIhavedone.\"
Afterremonstratingthuswithhimself,hefeltmorereconciledtothethoughtofForestier,andfeltlikeexclaiming:\"Goodevening,oldfellow!\"
Madeleine,whowasboredbyhissilence,asked:\"ShallwegotoTortoni’sforicesbeforereturninghome?\"
Heglancedatherfromhiscornerandthought:\"Sheispretty;somuchthebetter.Titfortat,mycomrade.Butiftheybeginagaintoannoymewithyou,itwillgetsomewhathotattheNorthPole!\"
Thenhereplied:\"Certainly,mydarling,\"andbeforeshehadtimetothinkhekissedher.ItseemedtoMadeleinethatherhusband’slipswereicy.Howeverhesmiledasusualandgaveherhishandtoassisthertoalightatthecafe.
CHAPTERXI.
MADAMEWALTERTAKESAHAND
Onenteringtheofficethefollowingday,DuRoysoughtBoisrenardandtoldhimtowarnhisassociatesnottocontinuethefarceofcallinghimForestier,ortherewouldbewar.WhenDuRoyreturnedanhourlater,noonecalledhimbythatname.Fromtheofficeheproceededtohishome,andhearingthesoundofladies’voicesinthedrawing—room,heaskedtheservant:\"Whoishere?\"
\"Mme.WalterandMme.deMarelle,\"wasthereply.
Hisheartpulsatedviolentlyasheopenedthedoor.Clotildewasseatedbythefireplace;itseemedtoGeorgesthatsheturnedpaleonperceivinghim.
HavinggreetedMme.Walterandhertwodaughtersseatedlikesentinelsbesideher,heturnedtohisformermistress.Sheextendedherhand;hetookandpresseditasiftosay:\"Iloveyoustill!\"
Shereturnedthepressure.
Hesaid:\"Haveyoubeenwellsincewelastmet?\"
\"Yes;haveyou,Bel—Ami?\"AndturningtoMadeleinesheadded:\"WillyoupermitmetocallhimBel—Ami?\"
\"Certainly,mydear;Iwillpermitanythingyouwish.\"
Ashadeofironylurkedbeneaththosewords,utteredsopleasantly.
Mme.Waltermentionedafencing—matchtobegivenatJacquesRival’sapartments,theproceedstobedevotedtocharities,andinwhichmanysocietyladiesweregoingtoassist.Shesaid:\"Itwillbeveryentertaining;butIamindespair,forwehavenoonetoescortus,myhusbandhavinganengagement.\"
DuRoyofferedhisservicesatonce.Sheaccepted,saying:\"MydaughtersandIshallbeverygrateful.\"
Heglancedattheyoungerofthetwogirlsandthought:\"LittleSuzanneisnotatallbad,notatall.\"
Sheresembledadoll,beingverysmallanddainty,withawell—
proportionedform,apretty,delicateface,blue—grayeyes,afairskin,andcurly,flaxenhair.Hereldersister,Rose,wasplain——oneofthosegirlstowhomnoattentioniseverpaid.Hermotherrose,andturningtoGeorges,said:\"IshallcountonyounextThursdayattwoo’clock.\"
Hereplied:\"Countuponme,Madame.\"
WhenthedoorcloseduponMme.Walter,Mme.deMarelle,inherturn,rose.
\"Aurevoir,Bel—Ami.\"
Thistimeshepressedhishandandhewasmovedbythatsilentavowal.\"Iwillgotoseeherto—morrow,\"thoughthe.
Leftalonewithhiswife,shelaughed,andlookingintohiseyessaid:\"Mme.Walterhastakenafancytoyou!\"
Herepliedincredulously:\"Nonsense!\"
\"ButIknowit.Shespokeofyoutomewithgreatenthusiasm.Shesaidshewouldliketofindtwohusbandslikeyouforherdaughters.
Fortunatelysheisnotsusceptibleherself.\"
Hedidnotunderstandherandrepeated:\"Susceptibleherself?\"
Sherepliedinatoneofconviction:\"Oh,Mme.Walterisirreproachable.HerhusbandyouknowaswellasI.Butsheisdifferent.StillshehassufferedagreatdealinhavingmarriedaJew,thoughshehasbeentruetohim;sheisavirtuouswoman.\"
DuRoywassurprised:\"IthoughtheraJewess.\"
\"SheaJewess!No,indeed!SheistheprimemoverinallthecharitablemovementsattheMadeleine.Shewasevenmarriedbyapriest.IamnotsurebutthatM.Walterwentthroughtheformofbaptism.\"
Georgesmurmured:\"And——she——likes——me——\"
\"Yes.IfyouwerenotmarriedIshouldadviseyoutoaskforthehandof——Suzanne——wouldyounotpreferhertoRose?\"
Herepliedashetwistedhismustache:\"Eh!themotherisnotsobad!\"
Madeleinereplied:\"Iamnotafraidofher.Atherageonedoesnotbegintomakeconquests——oneshouldcommencesooner.\"
Georgesthought:\"IfImighthavehadSuzanne,ah!\"Thenheshruggedhisshoulders:\"Bah,itisabsurd;herfatherwouldnothaveconsented.\"
HedeterminedtotreatMme.Walterveryconsideratelyinordertoretainherregard.AllthateveninghewashauntedbyrecollectionsofhisloveforClotilde;herecalledtheirescapades,herkindness.
Herepeatedtohimself:\"Sheisindeednice.Yes,Ishallcalluponherto—morrow.\"
WhenhehadlunchedthefollowingmorningherepairedtoRueVerneuil.Thesamemaidopenedthedoor,andwiththefamiliarityofanoldservantsheasked:\"IsMonsieurwell?\"
Hereplied:\"Yes,mychild,\"andenteredthedrawing—roominwhichsomeonewaspractisingscales.ItwasLaurine.Heexpectedshewouldfalluponhisneck.She,however,roseceremoniously,bowedcoldly,andlefttheroomwithdignity;hermannerwassomuchlikethatofanoutragedwomanthathewasamazed.Hermotherentered.Hekissedherhand.
\"HowmuchIhavethoughtofyou,\"saidhe.
\"AndIofyou,\"shereplied.
Theyseatedthemselvesandsmiledastheygazedintooneanother’seyes.
\"MydearlittleClo,Iloveyou.\"
\"AndIloveyou.\"
\"Still——still——youdidnotmissme.\"
\"Yesandno.Iwasgrieved,butwhenIheardyourreason,Isaidtomyself:’Bah,hewillreturntomesomeday.’\"
\"Idarednotcome.IdidnotknowhowIshouldbereceived.Idarednot,butIlongedtocome.Now,tellmewhatailsLaurine;shescarcelybademegoodmorningandlefttheroomwithanangryair.\"
\"Idonotknow,butonecannotmentionyoutohersinceyourmarriage;Ireallybelievesheisjealous.\"
\"Nonsense.\"
\"Yes,mydear,shenolongercallsyouBel—Ami,butM.Forestierinstead.\"
DuRoycolored,thendrawingnearertheyoungwoman,hesaid:\"Kissme.\"
Sheobeyedhim.
\"Wherecanwemeetagain?\"heasked.
\"AtRuedeConstantinople.\"
\"Ah,aretheapartmentsnotrented?\"
\"No,Ikeptthem.\"
\"Youdid?\"
\"Yes,Ithoughtyouwouldreturn.\"
Hisheartboundedjoyfully.Shelovedhimthenwithalastinglove!
Hewhispered:\"Iadoreyou.\"Thenheasked:\"Isyourhusbandwell?\"
\"Yes,verywell.Hehasjustbeenhomeforamonth;hewentawaythedaybeforeyesterday.\"
DuRoycouldnotsuppressasmile:\"Howopportunelythatalwayshappens!\"
Sherepliednaively:\"Yes,ithappensopportunely,butheisnotinthewaywhenheishere;ishe?\"
\"Thatistrue;heisacharmingman!\"
\"Howdoyoulikeyournewlife?\"
\"Tolerably;mywifeisacomrade,anassociate,nothingmore;asformyheart——\"
\"Iunderstand;butsheisgood.\"
\"Yes,shedoesnottroubleme.\"
HedrewnearClotildeandmurmured:\"Whenshallwemeetagain?\"
\"To—morrow,ifyouwill.\"
\"Yes,to—morrowattwoo’clock.\"
Herosetotakehisleavesomewhatembarrassed.
\"YouknowIintendtotakebacktheroomsonRuedeConstantinoplemyself.Iwishto;itisnotnecessaryforyoutopayforthem.\"
Shekissedhishands,saying:\"Youmaydoasyoulike.Iamsatisfiedtohavekeptthemuntilwemetagain.\"AndDuRoytookhisleaveverywellsatisfied.
WhenThursdaycame,heaskedMadeleine:\"Aregoingtothefencing—
matchatRival’s?\"
\"No,Idonotcareaboutit.Iwillgotothechamberofdeputies.\"
GeorgescalledforMme.Walterinanopencarriage,fortheweatherwasdelightful.Hewassurprisedtofindherlookingsohandsomeandsoyoung.Neverhadsheappearedsofresh.Herdaughter,Suzanne,wasdressedinpink;hersisterlookedlikehergoverness.AtRival’sdoorwasalonglineofcarriages.DuRoyofferedhisarmtoMme.Walterandtheyentered.
TheentertainmentwasforthebenefitoftheorphansoftheSixthWardunderthepatronageofallthewilesofthesenatorsanddeputieswhowereconnectedwith\"LaVieFrancaise.\"
JacquesRivalreceivedthearrivalsattheentrancetohisapartments,thenhepointedtoasmallstaircasewhichledtothecellarinwhichwerehisshooting—galleryandfencing—room,saying:
\"Downstairs,ladies,downstairs.Thematchwilltakeplaceinthesubterraneanapartments.\"
PressingDuRoy’shand,hesaid:\"Goodevening,Bel—Ami.\"
DuRoywassurprised:\"Whotoldyouaboutthatname?\"
Rivalreplied:\"Mme.Walter,whothinksitverypretty.\"
Mme.Walterblushed.
\"Yes,IconfessthatifIknewyoubetter,IshoulddoaslittleLaurine,andIshouldcallyouBel—Ami,too.Itsuitsyouadmirably.\"
DuRoylaughed.\"Ibegyoutodoso,Madame.\"
Shecastdownhereyes.\"No,wearenotwellenoughacquainted.\"
Hemurmured:\"Permitmetohopethatweshallbecomeso.\"
\"Well,weshallsee,\"saidshe.
Theydescendedthestairsandenteredalargeroom,whichwaslightedbyVenetianlanternsanddecoratedwithfestoonsofgauze.
Nearlyallthebencheswerefilledwithladies,whowerechattingasiftheywereatatheater.Mme.Walterandherdaughtersreachedtheirseatsinthefrontrow.
DuRoy,havingobtainedtheirplacesforthem,whispered:\"Ishallbeobligedtoleaveyou;mencannotoccupytheseats.\"
Mme.Walterrepliedhesitatingly:\"Ishouldliketokeepyou,justthesame.Youcouldtellmethenamesoftheparticipants.See,ifyoustandattheendoftheseat,youwillnotannoyanyone.\"Sheraisedherlarge,softeyestohisandinsisted:\"Come,staywithus——Bel—Ami——weneedyou!\"
Hereplied:\"Iobeywithpleasure,Madame!\"
SuddenlyJacquesRival’svoiceannounced:\"Wewillbegin,ladies.\"
Thenfollowedthefencing—match.DuRoyretainedhisplacebesidetheladiesandgavethemallthenecessaryinformation.Whentheentertainmentwasoverandallexpenseswerepaid,twohundredandtwentyfrancsremainedfortheorphansoftheSixthWard.
DuRoy,escortingtheWalters,awaitedhiscarriage.WhenseatedfacetofacewithMme.Walter,hemethertroubledbutcaressingglance.
\"Egad,Ibelievesheisaffected,\"thoughthe;andhesmiledasherecognizedthefactthathewasreallysuccessfulwiththefemalesex,forMme.deMarelle,sincetherenewaloftheirrelations,seemedtolovehimmadly.
Withalighthearthereturnedhome.Madeleinewasawaitinghiminthedrawing—room.
\"Ihavesomenews,\"saidshe.\"TheaffairwithMoroccoisbecomingcomplicated.Francemaysendanexpeditionoutthereinseveralmonths.InanycasetheministrywillbeoverthrownandLarochewillprofitbytheoccasion.\"
DuRoy,inordertodrawouthiswife,pretendednottobelieveit.
\"FrancewouldnotbesillyenoughtocommenceanyfollywithTunis!\"
Sheshruggedhershouldersimpatiently.\"Itellyoushewill!Youdonotunderstandthatitisaquestionofmoney——youareassimpleasForestier.\"
Herobjectwastowoundandirritatehim,butheonlysmiledandreplied:\"What!assimpleasthatstupidfellow?\"
Sheceasedandmurmured:\"Oh,Georges!\"
Headded:\"Poordevil!\"inatoneofprofoundpity.
Madeleineturnedherbackuponhimscornfully;afteramomentofsilence,shecontinued:\"WeshallhavesomecompanyTuesday.Mme.
Laroche—MathieuiscomingheretodinewithViscountessdePercemur.
WillyouinviteRivalandNorbertdeVarenne?IshallgotoMmes.
WalteranddeMarelleto—morrow.Perhaps,too,wemayhaveMme.
Rissolin.\"
DuRoyreplied:\"Verywell,IwillseetoRivalandNorbert.\"
Thefollowingdayhethoughthewouldanticipatehiswife’svisittoMme.Walterandattempttofindoutifshereallywasinlovewithhim.HearrivedatBoulevardMalesherbesattwoo’clock.Hewasusheredintothesalonandwaited.FinallyMme.Walterappearedandofferedhimherhandcordially.\"Whatgoodwindblowsyouhere?\"
\"Nogoodwind,butadesiretoseeyou.Somepowerhasimpelledmehither,Idonotknowwhy;IhavenothingtosayexceptthatIhavecome;hereIam!Pardonthemorningcallandthecandorofmyexplanation.\"
Heutteredthosewordswithasmileuponhislipsandaseriousaccentinhisvoice.
Inherastonishment,shestammeredwithablush:\"Butindeed——Idonotunderstand——yousurpriseme.\"
Headded:\"Itisadeclarationmadeinjestinordernottostartleyou.\"
Theywereseatedneareachother.Shetookthematterasajest.\"Isitadeclaration——seriously?\"
\"Yes,foralongtimeIhavewishedtomakeit,butIdarednot;
theysayyouaresoaustere,sorigid.\"
Shehadrecoveredherself—possessionandreplied:
\"Whydidyouchooseto—day?\"
\"Idonotknow.\"Thenheloweredhisvoice:\"OrratherbecauseI
havethoughtonlyofyousinceyesterday.\"
Suddenlyturningpale,shegasped:\"Come,enoughofthischildishness!Letustalkofsomethingelse.\"
Buthefelluponhiskneesbeforeher.Shetriedtorise;hepreventedherbytwininghisarmsaboutherwaist,andrepeatedinapassionatevoice:\"Yes,itistruethatIhavelovedyoumadlyforsometime.Donotanswerme.Iammad——Iloveyou.Oh,ifyouknewhowIloveyou!\"
Shecouldutternosound;inheragitationsherepulsedhimwithbothhands,forshecouldfeelhisbreathuponhercheek.Herosesuddenlyandattemptedtoembraceher,butgainingherlibertyforamoment,sheescapedhimandranfromchairtochair.He,consideringsuchpursuitbeneathhisdignity,sankintoachair,buriedhisfaceinhishands,andfeignedtosobconvulsively.Thenherose,cried:
\"Adieu,adieu!\"andfled.
Inthehallhetookhiscanecalmlyandleftthehousesaying:
\"Cristi!Ibelieveshelovesme!\"
HewentatoncetothetelegraphofficetosendamessagetoClotilde,appointingarendezvousforthenextday.
Onenteringthehouseathisusualtime,hesaidtohiswife:\"Well,iseveryonecomingtodinner?\"
Shereplied:\"Yes,allbutMme.Walter,whoisuncertainastowhethershecancome.Sheactedverystrangely.Nevermind,perhapsshecanmanageitanyway.\"
Hereplied:\"Shewillcome.\"
Hewasnot,however,certainandwasrendereduneasyuntilthedayofthedinner.ThatmorningMadeleinereceivedamessagefromMme.
Waltertothiseffect:\"IhavesucceededinarrangingmattersandI
shallbewithyou,butmyhusbandcannotaccompanyme.\"
DuRoythought:\"Ididrightnottoreturnthere.Shehascalmeddown.\"Stillheawaitedherarrivalanxiously.
Sheappearedverycomposed,somewhatreserved,andhaughty.Hewasveryhumble,verycareful,andsubmissive.Mmes.Laroche—MathieuandRissolinwereaccompaniedbytheirhusbands.Mme.deMarellelookedbewitchinginanoddcombinationofyellowandblack.
AtDuRoy’srightsatMme.Walter,andhespoketoheronlyofseriousmatterswithexaggeratedrespect.FromtimetotimeheglancedatClotilde.
\"Sheisreallyveryprettyandfreshlooking,\"thoughthe.ButMme.
Walterattractedhimbythedifficultyoftheconquest.Shetookherleaveearly.
\"Iwillescortyou,\"saidhe.
Shedeclinedhisoffer.Heinsisted:\"Whydoyounotwantme?Youwoundmedeeply.DonotletmefeelthatIamnotforgiven.YouseethatIamcalm.\"
Shereplied:\"Youcannotleaveyourgueststhus.\"
Hesmiled:\"Bah!Ishallbeabsenttwentyminutes.Noonewillevennoticeit;ifyourefuseme,youwillbreakmyheart.\"
\"Verywell,\"shewhispered,\"Iwillaccept.\"
Whentheywereseatedinthecarriage,heseizedherhand,andkissingitpassionatelysaid:\"Iloveyou,Iloveyou.Letmetellittoyou.Iwillnottouchyou.IonlywishtorepeatthatIloveyou.\"
Shestammered:\"Afterwhatyoupromisedme——itistoobad——toobad.\"
Heseemedtomakeagreateffort,thenhecontinuedinasubduedvoice:\"See,howIcancontrolmyself——andyet——letmeonlytellyouthis——Iloveyou——yes,letmegohomewithyouandkneelbeforeyoufiveminutestoutterthosethreewordsandgazeuponyourbelovedface.\"
Shesufferedhimtotakeherhandandrepliedinbrokenaccents:
\"No,Icannot——Idonotwishto.Thinkofwhatmyservants,mydaughters,wouldsay——no——no——itisimpossible.\"
Hecontinued:\"Icannotlivewithoutseeingyou;whetheritbeatyourhouseorelsewhere,ImustseeyouforonlyamomenteachdaythatImaytouchyourhand,breathetheairstirredbyyourgown,contemplatetheoutlinesofyourform,andseeyourbeautifuleyes.\"
Shelistenedtremblinglytothemusicallanguageoflove,andmadeanswer:\"No,itisimpossible.Besilent!\"
Hespokeverylow;hewhisperedinherear,comprehendingthatitwasnecessarytowinthatsimplewomangradually,topersuadehertoappointameetingwhereshewilledatfirst,andlateronwherehewilled.
\"Listen:Imustseeyou!Iwillwaitatyourdoorlikeabeggar.Ifyoudonotcomedown,Iwillcometoyou,butIshallseeyouto—
morrow.\"
Sherepeated:\"No,donotcome.Ishallnotreceiveyou.Thinkofmydaughters!\"
\"ThentellmewhereIcanmeetyou——inthestreet——itmattersnotwhere——atanyhouryouwish——providedthatIcanseeyou.Iwillgreetyou;Iwillsay,Iloveyou;andthengoaway.\"
Shehesitated,almostdistracted.Asthecoupestoppedatthedoor,shewhisperedhastily:\"IwillbeatLaTriniteto—morrow,athalfpastthree.\"
Afteralighting,shesaidtohercoachman:\"TakeM.duRoyhome.\"
Whenhereturned,hiswifeasked:\"Wherehaveyoubeen?\"
Herepliedinalowvoice:\"Ihavebeentosendanimportanttelegram.\"
Mme.deMarelleapproachedhim:\"Youmusttakemehome,Bel—Ami;youknowthatIonlydinesofarfromhomeonthatcondition.\"TurningtoMadeleine,sheasked:\"Youarenotjealous?\"
Mme.duRoyrepliedslowly:\"No,notatall.\"
Theguestsdeparted.Clotilde,envelopedinlaces,whisperedtoMadeleineatthedoor:\"Yourdinnerwasperfect.InashortwhileyouwillhavethebestpoliticalsaloninParis.\"
WhenshewasalonewithGeorges,shesaid:\"Oh,mydarlingBel—Ami,Iloveyoumoredearlyeveryday.\"
Thecabrolledon,andGeorges’thoughtswerewithMme.Walter.
CHAPTERXII.
AMEETINGANDTHERESULT
TheJulysunshoneuponthePlacedelaTrinite,whichwasalmostdeserted.DuRoydrewouthiswatch.Itwasonlythreeo’clock:hewashalfanhourtooearly.Helaughedashethoughtoftheplaceofmeeting.HeenteredthesacrededificeofLaTrinite;thecoolnesswithinwasrefreshing.Hereandthereanoldwomankneeledatprayer,herfaceinherhands.DuRoylookedathiswatchagain.Itwasnotyetaquarterpastthree.Hetookaseat,regrettingthathecouldnotsmoke.Attheendofthechurchnearthechoir;hecouldhearthemeasuredtreadofacorpulentmanwhomhehadnoticedwhenheentered.Suddenlytherustleofagownmadehimstart.Itwasshe.Hearoseandadvancedquickly.Shedidnotofferhimherhandandwhispered:\"Ihaveonlyafewminutes.Youmustkneelnearmethatnoonewillnoticeus.\"
SheproceededtoasideaisleaftersalutingtheHostontheHighAltar,tookafootstool,andkneeleddown.Georgestookonebesideitandwhentheywereintheattitudeofprayer,hesaid:\"Thankyou,thankyou.Iadoreyou.IshouldliketotellyouconstantlyhowIbegantoloveyou,howIwasconqueredthefirsttimeIsawyou.Willyoupermitmesomedaytounburdenmyheart,toexplainalltoyou?\"
Sherepliedbetweenherfingers:\"Iammadtoletyouspeaktomethus——madtohavecomehither——madtodoasIhavedone,toletyoubelievethatthis——thisadventurecanhaveanyresults.Forgetit,andneverspeaktomeofitagain.\"Shepaused.
Hereplied:\"Iexpectnothing——Ihopenothing——Iloveyou——whateveryoumaydo,Iwillrepeatitsooften,withsomuchforceandardorthatyouwillfinallyunderstandme,andreply:’Iloveyoutoo.’\"
Hefeltherframetrembleassheinvoluntarilyrepeated:\"Iloveyoutoo.\"
Hewasovercomebyastonishment.
\"Oh,myGod!\"shecontinuedincoherently,\"ShouldIsaythattoyou?
Ifeelguilty,despicable——I——whohavetwodaughters——butIcannot——
cannot——Ineverthought——itwasstrongerthanI——listen——listen——I
haveneverloved——anyother——butyou——Iswearit——Ihavelovedyouayearinsecret——Ihavesufferedandstruggled——Icannolonger;I
loveyou.\"Sheweptandherbowedformwasshakenbytheviolenceofheremotion.
Georgesmurmured:\"GivemeyourhandthatImaytouch,maypressit.\"
Sheslowlytookherhandfromherface,heseizeditsaying:\"I
shouldliketodrinkyourtears!\"
Placingthehandhehelduponhisheartheasked:\"Doyoufeelitbeat?\"
InafewmomentsthemanGeorgeshadnoticedbeforepassedbythem.
WhenMme.Walterheardhimnearher,shesnatchedherfingersfromGeorges’sclaspandcoveredherfacewiththem.Afterthemanhaddisappeared,DuRoyasked,hopingforanotherplaceofmeetingthanLaTrinite:\"WhereshallIseeyouto—morrow?\"
Shedidnotreply;sheseemedtransformedintoastatueofprayer.
Hecontinued:\"ShallImeetyouto—morrowatParkMonceau?\"
Sheturnedalividfacetowardhimandsaidunsteadily:\"Leaveme——
leavemenow——go——goaway——foronlyfiveminutes——Isuffertoomuchnearyou.Iwanttopray——go.Letmeprayalone——fiveminutes——letmeaskGod——topardonme——tosaveme——leaveme——fiveminutes.\"
Shelookedsopitifulthatherosewithoutawordandaskedwithsomehesitation:\"ShallIreturnpresently?\"
Shenoddedherheadintheaffirmativeandhelefther.Shetriedtopray;sheclosedhereyesinordernottoseeGeorges.Shecouldnotpray;shecouldonlythinkofhim.Shewouldratherhavediedthanhavefallenthus;shehadneverbeenweak.Shemurmuredseveralwordsofsupplication;sheknewthatallwasover,thatthestrugglewasinvain.Shedidnothoweverwishtoyield,butshefeltherweakness.Someoneapproachedwitharapidstep;sheturnedherhead.Itwasapriest.Sherose,rantowardhim,andclaspingherhands,shecried:\"Saveme,saveme!\"
Hestoppedinsurprise.
\"Whatdoyouwant,Madame?\"
\"Iwantyoutosaveme.Havepityonme.Ifyoudonothelpme,Iamlost!\"
Hegazedather,wonderingifsheweremad.
\"WhatcanIdoforyou?\"Thepriestwasayoungmansomewhatinclinedtocorpulence.
\"Receivemyconfession,\"saidshe,\"andcounselme,sustainme,tellmewhattodo.\"
Hereplied:\"IconfesseverySaturdayfromthreetosix.\"
Seizinghisarmsherepeated:\"No,now,atonce——atonce!Itisnecessary!Heishere!Inthischurch!Heiswaitingforme.\"
Thepriestasked:\"Whoiswaitingforyou?\"
\"Aman——whowillbemyruinifyoudonotsaveme.Icannolongerescapehim——Iamtooweak——tooweak,\"
Shefelluponherkneessobbing:\"Oh,father,havepityuponme.
Saveme,forGod’ssake,saveme!\"Sheseizedhisgownthathemightnotescapeher,whileheuneasilyglancedaroundonallsidestoseeifanyonenoticedthewomanathisfeet.Finally,seeingthathecouldnotfreehimselffromher,hesaid:\"Rise;Ihavethekeytotheconfessionalwithme.\"
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DuRoyhavingwalkedaroundthechoir,wassaunteringdownthenave,whenhemetthestout,boldmanwanderingabout,andhewondered:
\"Whatcanhebedoinghere?\"
ThemanslackenedhispaceandlookedatGeorgeswiththeevidentdesiretospeaktohim.Whenhewasnearhim,hebowedandsaidpolitely:
\"Ibegyourpardon,sir,fordisturbingyou;butcanyoutellmewhenthischurchwasbuilt?\"
DuRoyreplied:\"Idonotknow;Ithinkitistwentyortwenty—fiveyears.ItisthefirsttimeIhavebeenhere.Ihaveneverseenitbefore.\"Feelinginterestedinthestranger,thejournalistcontinued:\"Itseemstomethatyouareexaminingintoitverycarefully.\"
Themanreplied:\"Iamnotvisitingthechurch;Ihaveanappointment.\"Hepausedandinafewmomentsadded:\"Itisverywarmoutside.\"
DuRoylookedathimandsuddenlythoughtthatheresembledForestier.\"Areyoufromtheprovinces?\"heasked.
\"Yes,IamfromRennes.Anddidyou,sir,enterthischurchfromcuriosity?\"
\"No,Iamwaitingforalady.\"Andwithasmileuponhislips,hewalkedaway.
HedidnotfindMme.Walterintheplaceinwhichhehadlefther,andwassurprised.Shehadgone.Hewasfurious.Thenhethoughtshemightbelookingforhim,andhewalkedaroundthechurch.Notfindingher,hereturnedandseatedhimselfonthechairshehadoccupied,hopingthatshewouldrejoinhimthere.Soonheheardthesoundofavoice.Hesawnoone;whencecameit?Herosetoexamineintoit,andsawinachapelnearby,thedoorsoftheconfessionals.Hedrewnearerinordertoseethewomanwhosevoiceheheard.HerecognizedMme.Walter;shewasconfessing.Atfirsthefeltadesiretoseizeherbythearmanddragheraway;thenheseatedhimselfnearbyandbidedhistime.Hewaitedquiteawhile.
AtlengthMme.Walterrose,turned,sawhimandcametowardhim.Herfacewascoldandsevere.
\"Sir,\"saidshe,\"Ibeseechyounottoaccompanyme,nottofollowmeandnottocometomyhousealone.Youwillnotbeadmitted.
Adieu!\"Andshewalkedawayinadignifiedmanner.
Hepermittedhertogo,becauseitwasagainsthisprinciplestoforcematters.Asthepriestinhisturnissuedfromtheconfessional,headvancedtowardhimandsaid:\"Ifyoudidnotwearagown,Iwouldgiveyouasoundthrashing.\"Thenheturneduponhisheelandleftthechurchwhistling.Inthedoorwayhemetthestoutgentleman.WhenDuRoypassedhim,theybowed.
Thejournalistthenrepairedtotheofficeof\"LaVieFrancaise.\"Asheenteredhesawbytheclerks’busyairthatsomethingofimportancewasgoingon,andhehastenedtothemanager’sroom.ThelatterexclaimedjoyfullyasDuRoyentered:\"Whatluck!hereisBel—Ami.\"
Hestoppedinconfusionandapologized:\"Ibegyourpardon,Iamverymuchbotheredbycircumstances.AndthenIhearmywifeanddaughtercallyouBel—Amifrommorninguntilnight,andIhaveacquiredthehabitmyself.Areyoudispleased?\"
Georgeslaughed.\"Notatall.\"
M.Waltercontinued:\"Verywell,thenIwillcallyouBel—Amiaseveryoneelsedoes.Greatchangeshavetakenplace.Theministryhasbeenoverthrown.Marrotistoformanewcabinet.HehaschosenGeneralBoutind’Acreasministerofwar,andourfriendLaroche—
Mathieuasministerofforeignaffairs.Weshallbeverybusy.I
mustwritealeadingarticle,asimpledeclarationofprinciples;
thenImusthavesomethinginterestingontheMoroccoquestion——youmustattendtothat.\"
DuRoyreflectedamomentandthenreplied:\"Ihaveit.IwillgiveyouanarticleonthepoliticalsituationofourAfricancolony,\"
andheproceededtoprepareM.Walteranoutlineofhiswork,whichwasnothingbutamodificationofhisfirstarticleon\"SouvenirsofaSoldierinAfrica.\"
Themanagerhavingreadthearticlesaid:\"Itisperfect;youareatreasure.Manythanks.\"
DuRoyreturnedhometodinnerdelightedwithhisday,notwithstandinghisfailureatLaTrinite.Hiswifewasawaitinghimanxiously.Sheexclaimedonseeinghim:
\"YouknowthatLarocheisministerofforeignaffairs.\"
\"Yes,Ihavejustwrittenanarticleonthatsubject.\"
\"How?\"
\"Doyourememberthefirstarticlewewroteon’SouvenirsofaSoldierinAfrica’?Well,Irevisedandcorrecteditfortheoccasion.\"
Shesmiled.\"Ah,yes,thatwilldoverywell.\"
Atthatmomenttheservantenteredwithadispatchcontainingthesewordswithoutanysignature:
\"Iwasbesidemyself.Pardonmeandcometo—morrowatfouro’clocktoParkMonceau.\"
Heunderstoodthemessage,andwithajoyfulheart,slippedthetelegramintohispocket.Duringdinnerherepeatedthewordstohimself;asheinterpretedthem,theymeant,\"Iyield——Iamyourswhereandwhenyouwill.\"Helaughed.
Madeleineasked:\"Whatisit?\"
\"Nothingmuch.IwasthinkingofacomicaloldpriestImetashortwhilesince.\"
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DuRoyarrivedattheappointedhourthefollowingday.Thebencheswerealloccupiedbypeopletryingtoescapefromtheheatandbynurseswiththeircharges.
HefoundMme.Walterinalittleantiqueruin;sheseemedunhappyandanxious.Whenhehadgreetedher,shesaid:\"Howmanypeoplethereareinthegarden!\"
Hetookadvantageoftheoccasion:\"Yes,thatistrue;shallwegosomewhereelse?\"
\"Where?\"
\"Itmattersnotwhere;foradrive,forinstance.Youcanlowertheshadeonyoursideandyouwillbewellconcealed.\"
\"Yes,Ishouldlikethatbetter;Ishalldieoffearhere.\"
\"Verywell,meetmeinfiveminutesatthegatewhichopensontheboulevard.Iwillfetchacab.\"
Whentheywereseatedinthecab,sheasked:\"Wheredidyoutellthecoachmantodriveto?\"
Georgesreplied:\"Donotworry;heknows.\"
HehadgiventhemanhisaddressontheRuedeConstantinople.
Mme.WaltersaidtoDuRoy:\"YoucannotimaginehowIsufferonyouraccount——howIamtormented,tortured.YesterdayIwasharsh,butI
wantedtoescapeyouatanyprice.Iwasafraidtoremainalonewithyou.Haveyouforgivenme?\"
Hepressedherhand.\"Yes,yes,whyshouldInotforgiveyou,lovingyouasIdo?\"
Shelookedathimwithabeseechingair:\"Listen:Youmustpromisetorespectme,otherwiseIcouldneverseeyouagain.\"
Atfirsthedidnotreply;asmilelurkedbeneathhismustache;thenhemurmured:\"Iamyourslave.\"
Shetoldhimhowshehaddiscoveredthatshelovedhim,onlearningthathewastomarryMadeleineForestier.Suddenlysheceasedspeaking.Thecarriagestopped.DuRoyopenedthedoor.
\"Wherearewe?\"sheasked.
Hereplied:\"Alightandenterthehouse.Weshallbeundisturbedthere.\"
\"Wherearewe?\"sherepeated.
\"Atmyrooms;theyaremybachelorapartmentswhichIhaverentedforafewdaysthatwemighthaveacornerinwhichtomeet.\"
Sheclungtothecab,startledatthethoughtofatete—a—tete,andstammered:\"No,no,Idonotwantto.\"
Hesaidfirmly:\"Isweartorespectyou.Come,youseethatpeoplearelookingatus,thatacrowdisgatheringaroundus.Makehaste!\"
Andherepeated,\"Isweartorespectyou.\"
Shewasterror—strickenandrushedintothehouse.Shewasabouttoascendthestairs.Heseizedherarm:\"Itishere,onthegroundfloor.\"
Whenhehadclosedthedoor,heshoweredkissesuponherneck,hereyes,herlips;inspiteofherself,shesubmittedtohiscaressesandevenreturnedthem,hidingherfaceandmurmuringinbrokenaccents:\"IswearthatIhaveneverhadalover\";whilehethought:
\"Thatisamatterofindifferencetome.\"
CHAPTERXIII.
MADAMEDEMARELLE
Autumnhadcome.TheDuRoyshadspenttheentiresummerinParis,leadingavigorouscampaignin\"LaVieFrancaise,\"infavorofthenewcabinet.AlthoughitwasonlytheearlypartofOctober,thechamberwasabouttoresumeitssessions,foraffairsinMoroccowerebecomingmenacing.ThecelebratedspeechmadebyCountdeLambertSarrazinhadfurnishedDuRoywithmaterialfortenarticlesontheAlgeriancolony.\"LaVieFrancaise\"hadgainedconsiderableprestigebyitsconnectionwiththepower;itwasthefirsttogivepoliticalnews,andeverynewspaperinParisandtheprovincessoughtinformationfromit.Itwasquoted,feared,andbegantoberespected:itwasnolongertheorganofagroupofpoliticalintriguers,buttheavowedmouthpieceofthecabinet.Laroche—
MathieuwasthesoulofthejournalandDuRoyhisspeaking—trumpet.
M.Walterretireddiscreetlyintothebackground.Madeleine’ssalonbecameaninfluentialcenterinwhichseveralmembersofthecabinetmeteveryweek.Thepresidentofthecouncilhadevendinedtheretwice;theministerofforeignaffairswasquiteathomeattheDuRoys;hecameatanyhour,bringingdispatchesorinformation,whichhedictatedeithertothehusbandorwifeasiftheywerehissecretaries.Aftertheministerhaddeparted,whenDuRoywasalonewithMadeleine,heutteredthreatsandinsinuationsagainstthe\"parvenu,\"ashecalledhim.Hiswifesimplyshruggedhershouldersscornfully,repeating:\"Becomeaministerandyoucandothesame;
untilthen,besilent.\"
Hisreplywas:\"NooneknowsofwhatIamcapable;perhapstheywillfindoutsomeday.\"
Sheansweredphilosophically:\"Hewholiveswillsee.\"
ThemorningofthereopeningoftheChamber,DuRoylunchedwithLaroche—Mathieuinordertoreceiveinstructionsfromhim,beforethesession,forapoliticalarticlethefollowingdayin\"LaVieFrancaise,\"whichwastobeasortofofficialdeclarationoftheplansofthecabinet.AfterlisteningtoLaroche—Mathieu’seloquenceforsometimewithjealousyinhisheart,DuRoysaunteredslowlytowardtheofficetocommencehiswork,forhehadnothingtodountilfouro’clock,atwhichhourhewastomeetMme.deMarelleatRuedeConstantinople.Theymetthereregularlytwiceaweek,MondaysandWednesdays.
Onenteringtheoffice,hewashandedasealeddispatch;itwasfromMme.Walter,andreadthus:
\"ItisabsolutelynecessarythatIshouldseeyouto—day.Itisimportant.Expectmeattwoo’clockatRuedeConstantinople.I
canrenderyouagreatservice;yourfrienduntildeath,\"
\"VIRGINIE.\"
Heexclaimed:\"Heavens!whatabore!\"andlefttheofficeatonce,toomuchannoyedtowork.
ForsixweekshehadineffectuallytriedtobreakwithMme.Walter.
Atthreesuccessivemeetingsshehadbeenapreytoremorse,andhadoverwhelmedherloverwithreproaches.Angeredbythosescenesandalreadywearyofthedramaticwoman,hehadsimplyavoidedher,hopingthattheaffairwouldendinthatway.
Butshepersecutedhimwithheraffection,summonedhimatalltimesbytelegramstomeetheratstreetcorners,inshops,orpublicgardens.Shewasverydifferentfromwhathehadfanciedshewouldbe,tryingtoattracthimbyactionsridiculousinoneofherage.
Itdisgustedhimtohearhercallhim:\"Myrat——mydog——mytreasure—
—myjewel——myblue—bird\"——andtoseeherassumeakindofchildishmodestywhenheapproached.Itseemedtohimthatbeingthemotherofafamily,awomanoftheworld,sheshouldhavebeenmoresedate,andhaveyieldedWithtearsifshechose,butwiththetearsofaDidoandnotofaJuliette.Heneverheardhercallhim\"Littleone\"
or\"Baby,\"withoutwishingtoreply\"Oldwoman,\"totakehishatwithanoathandleavetheroom.
AtfirsttheyhadoftenmetatRuedeConstantinople,butDuRoy,whofearedanencounterwithMme.deMarelle,inventedathousandandonepretextsinordertoavoidthatrendezvous.Hewasthereforeobligedtoeitherlunchordineatherhousedaily,whenshewouldclasphishandundercoverofthetableorofferhimherlipsbehindthedoors.Aboveall,GeorgesenjoyedbeingthrownsomuchincontactwithSuzanne;shemadesportofeverythingandeverybodywithcuttingappropriateness.Atlength,however,hebegantofeelanunconquerablerepugnancetothelovelavisheduponhimbythemother;hecouldnolongerseeher,hearher,northinkofherwithoutanger.Heceasedcallinguponher,replyingtoherletters,andyieldingtoherappeals.Shefinallydivinedthathenolongerlovedher,andthediscoverycausedherunutterableanguish;butshewatchedhim,followedhiminacabwithdrawnblindstotheoffice,tohishouse,inthehopeofseeinghimpassby.Hewouldhavelikedtostrangleher,buthecontrolledhimselfonaccountofhispositionon\"LaVieFrancaise\"andheendeavoredbymeansofcoldness,andevenattimesharshwords,tomakehercomprehendthatallwasatanendbetweenthem.
Then,too,shepersistedindevisingrusesforsummoninghimtoRuedeConstantinople,andhewasinconstantfearthatthetwowomenwouldsomedaymeetfacetofaceatthedoor.
Ontheotherhand,hisaffectionforMme.deMarellehadincreasedduringthesummer.TheywerebothBohemiansbynature;theytookexcursionstogethertoArgenteuil,Bougival,Maisons,andPoissy,andwhenhewasforcedtoreturnanddineatMme.Walter’s,hedetestedhismaturemistressmorethoroughly,asherecalledtheyouthfulonehehadjustleft.Hewascongratulatinghimselfuponhavingfreedhimselfalmostentirelyfromtheformer’sclutches,whenhereceivedthetelegramabovementioned.
Here—readitashewalkedalong.Hethought:\"Whatdoesthatoldowlwantwithme?Iamcertainshehasnothingtotellmeexceptthatsheadoresme.However,Iwillsee,perhapsthereissometruthinit.Clotildeiscomingatfour,Imustgetridoftheotheroneatthreeorsoonafter,providedtheydonotmeet.Whatjadeswomenare!\"
Asheutteredthosewordshewasremindedofhiswife,whowastheonlyonewhodidnottormenthim;shelivedbyhissideandseemedtolovehimverymuchatthepropertime,forsheneverpermittedanythingtointerferewithherordinaryoccupationsoflife.Hestrolledtowardtheappointedplaceofmeeting,mentallycursingMme.Walter.
\"Ah,Iwillreceiveherinsuchamannerthatshewillnottellmeanything.Firstofall,IwillgivehertounderstandthatIshallnevercrossherthresholdagain.\"
Heenteredtoawaither.Shesoonarrivedand,seeinghim,exclaimed:\"Ah,youreceivedmydispatch!Howfortunate!\"
\"Yes,IreceiveditattheofficejustasIwassettingoutfortheChamber.Whatdoyouwant?\"heaskedungraciously.
Shehadraisedherveilinordertokisshim,andapproachedhimtimidlyandhumblywiththeairofabeatendog.
\"Howunkindyouaretome;howharshlyyouspeak!WhathaveIdonetoyou?YoudonotknowwhatIhavesufferedforyou!\"
Hemuttered:\"Areyougoingtobeginthatagain?\"
Shestoodnearhimawaitingasmile,awordofencouragement,tocastherselfintohisarms,andwhispered:\"Youneednothavewonmetotreatmethus;youmighthaveleftmevirtuousandhappy.Doyourememberwhatyousaidtomeinthechurchandhowyouforcedmetoenterthishouse?Andnowthisisthewayyouspeaktome,receiveme!MyGod,myGod,howyoumaltreatme!\"
Hestampedhisfootandsaidviolently:\"Enough,besilent!Icanneverseeyouamomentwithouthearingthatrefrain.Youwerematurewhenyougaveyourselftome.Iammuchobligedtoyou;Iaminfinitelygrateful,butIneednotbetiedtoyourapron—stringsuntilIdie!YouhaveahusbandandIawife.Neitherofusisfree;
itwasallacaprice,andnowitisatanend!\"
Shesaid:\"Howbrutalyouare,howcoarseandvillainous!No,Iwasnolongerayounggirl,butIhadneverloved,neverwaveredinmydignity.\"
Heinterruptedher:\"Iknowit,youhavetoldmethattwentytimes;
butyouhavehadtwochildren.\"
Shedrewbackasifshehadbeenstruck:\"Oh,Georges!\"Andpressingherhandstoherheart,sheburstintotears.
Whenshebegantoweep,hetookhishat:\"Ah,youarecryingagain!
Goodevening!Isitforthisthatyousentforme?\"
Shetookastepforwardinordertobartheway,anddrawingahandkerchieffromherpocketshewipedhereyes.Hervoicegrewsteadier:\"No,Icameto——togiveyou——politicalnews——togiveyouthemeansofearningfiftythousandfrancs——orevenmoreifyouwishto.\"
Suddenlysoftenedheasked:\"How?\"
\"BychancelasteveningIheardaconversationbetweenmyhusbandandLaroche.Walteradvisedtheministernottoletyouintothesecretforyouwouldexposeit.\"
DuRoyplacedhishatuponachairandlistenedattentively.
\"TheyaregoingtotakepossessionofMorocco!\"
\"Why,IlunchedwithLarochethismorning,andhetoldmethecabinet’splans!\"
\"No,mydear,theyhavedeceivedyou,becausetheyfearedtheirsecretwouldbemadeknown.\"
\"Sitdown,\"saidGeorges.
Hesankintoanarmchair,whileshedrewupastoolandtookherseatathisfeet.Shecontinued:
\"AsIthinkofyoucontinually,Ipayattentiontowhatistalkedofaroundme,\"andsheproceededtotellhimwhatshehadheardrelativetotheexpeditiontoTangierswhichhadbeendecideduponthedaythatLarocheassumedhisoffice;shetoldhimhowtheyhadlittlebylittleboughtup,throughagentswhoarousednosuspicions,theMoroccanloan,whichhadfallentosixty—fourorsixty—fivefrancs;howwhentheexpeditionwasenteredupontheFrenchgovernmentwouldguaranteethedebt,andtheirfriendswouldmakefiftyorsixtymillions.
Hecried:\"Areyousureofthat?\"
Shereplied:\"Yes,Iamsure.\"
Hecontinued:\"Thatisindeedfine!AsforthatrascalofaLaroche,lethimbeware!Iwillgethisministerialcarcassbetweenmyfingersyet!\"
Then,afteramoment’sreflection,hemuttered:\"Onemightprofitbythat!\"
\"Youtoocanbuysomestock,\"saidshe;\"itisonlyseventy—twofrancs.\"
Hereplied:\"ButIhavenoreadymoney.\"
Sheraisedhereyestohis——eyesfullofsupplication.
\"Ihavethoughtofthat,mydarling,andifyoulovemealittle,youwillletmelendittoyou.\"
Herepliedabruptly,almostharshly:\"No,indeed.\"
Shewhisperedimploringly:\"Listen,thereissomethingyoucandowithoutborrowingmoney.Iintendedbuyingtenthousandfrancs’
worthofthestock;instead,Iwilltaketwentythousandandyoucanhavehalf.Therewillbenothingtopayatonce.Ifitsucceeds,wewillmakeseventythousandfrancs;ifnot,youwillowemetenthousandwhichyoucanrepayatyourpleasure.\"
Hesaidagain:\"No,Idonotlikethosecombinations.\"
Shetriedtopersuadehimbytellinghimthatsheadvancednothing——
thatthepaymentsweremadebyWalter’sbank.Shepointedouttohimthathehadledthepoliticalcampaignin\"LaVieFrancaise,\"andthathewouldbeverysimplenottoprofitbytheresultshehadhelpedtobringabout.Ashestillhesitated,sheadded:\"ItisinrealityWalterwhowilladvancethemoney,andyouhavedoneenoughforhimtooffsetthatsum.\"
\"Verywell,\"saidhe,\"Iwilldoit.IfweloseIwillpayyoubacktenthousandfrancs.\"
Shewassodelightedthatsherose,tookhisheadbetweenherhands,andkissedhim.Atfirsthedidnotrepulseher,butwhenshegrewmorelavishwithhercaresses,hesaid:
\"Come,thatwilldo.\"
Shegazedathimsadly.\"Oh,Georges,Icannolongerevenembraceyou.\"
\"No,notto—day.Ihaveaheadache.\"
Shereseatedherselfwithdocilityathisfeetandasked:
\"Willyoudinewithusto—morrow?Itwouldgivemesuchpleasure,\"
Hehesitatedatfirst,butdarednotrefuse.
\"Yes,certainly.\"
\"Thankyou,dearest.\"Sherubbedhercheekagainsttheyoungman’svest;asshedidso,oneofherlongblackhairscaughtonabutton;
shetwistedittightlyaround,thenshetwistedanotheraroundanotherbuttonandsoon.Whenherose,hewouldtearthemoutofherhead,andwouldcarryawaywithhimunwittinglyalockofherhair.Itwouldbeaninvisiblebondbetweenthem.Involuntarilyhewouldthink,woulddreamofher;hewouldloveheralittlemorethenextday.
Suddenlyhesaid:\"Imustleaveyou,forIamexpectedattheChamberforthecloseofthesession.Icannotbeabsentto—day.\"
Shesighed:\"Already!\"Thenaddingresignedly:\"Go,mydarling,butyouwillcometodinnertomorrow\";sheroseabruptly.Foramomentshefeltasharp,stingingpain,asifneedleshadbeenstuckintoherhead,butshewasgladtohavesufferedforhim.
\"Adieu,\"saidshe.
Hetookherinhisarmsandkissedhereyescoldly;thensheofferedhimherlipswhichhebrushedlightlyashesaid:\"Come,come,letushurry;itisafterthreeo’clock.\"
Shepassedoutbeforehimsaying:\"To—morrowatseven\";herepeatedherwordsandtheyseparated.
DuRoyreturnedatfouro’clocktoawaithismistress.Shewassomewhatlatebecauseherhusbandhadcomehomeforaweek.Sheasked:
\"Canyoucometodinnerto—morrow?Hewillbedelightedtoseeyou.\"
\"No;IdineattheWalters.Wehaveagreatmanypoliticalandfinancialmatterstotalkover.\"
Shetookoffherhat.Hepointedtoabagonthemantelpiece:\"I
boughtyousomesweetmeats.\"
Sheclappedherhands.\"Whatadarlingyouare!\"Shetookthem,tastedone,andsaid:\"Theyaredelicious.Ishallnotleaveone.
Come,sitdowninthearmchair,Iwillsitatyourfeetandeatmybonbons.\"
HesmiledashesawhertaketheseatashortwhilesinceoccupiedbyMme.Walter.Shetoo,calledhim\"darling,littleone,dearest,\"
andthewordsseemedtohimsweetandcaressingfromherlips,whilefromMme.Walter’stheyirritatedandnauseatedhim.
Suddenlyherememberedtheseventythousandfrancshewasgoingtomake,andbluntlyinterruptingMme.deMarelle’schatter,hesaid:
\"Listen,mydarling;Iamgoingtointrustyouwithamessagetoyourhusband.Tellhimfrommetobuyto—morrowtenthousandfrancs’
worthofMoroccanstockwhichisatseventy—two,andIpredictthatbeforethreemonthsarepassedhewillhavemadeeightythousandfrancs.Tellhimtomaintainabsolutesilence.TellhimthattheexpeditiontoTangiers,isdecidedupon,andthattheFrenchgovernmentwillguaranteetheMoroccandebt.ItisastatesecretI
amconfidingtoyou,remember!\"
Shelistenedtohimgravelyandmurmured:
\"Thankyou.Iwilltellmyhusbandthisevening.Youmayrelyuponhim;hewillnotspeakofit;hecanbedependedupon;thereisnodanger.\"
Shehadeatenallofherbonbonsandbegantotoywiththebuttonsonhisvest.Suddenlyshedrewalonghairoutofthebuttonholeandbegantolaugh.
\"See!HereisoneofMadeleine’shairs;youareafaithfulhusband!\"
Thengrowingserious,sheexaminedthescarcelyperceptiblethreadmorecloselyandsaid:\"ItisnotMadeleine’s,itisdark.\"
Hesmiled.\"Itprobablybelongstothehousemaid.\"
Butsheglancedatthevestwiththecareofapolice—inspectorandfoundasecondhairtwistedaroundasecondbutton;thenshesawathird;andturningpaleandtremblingsomewhat,sheexclaimed:\"Oh,somewomanhaslefthairsaroundallyourbuttons.\"
Insurprise,hestammered:\"Whyyou——youaremad.\"
Shecontinuedtounwindthehairsandcastthemuponthefloor.Withherwoman’sinstinctshehaddivinedtheirmeaningandgaspedinheranger,readytocry:
\"Shelovesyouandshewishedyoutocarryawaywithyousomethingofhers.Oh,youareatraitor.\"Sheutteredashrill,nervouscry:
\"Oh,itisanoldwoman’shair——hereisawhiteone——youhavetakenafancytoanoldwomannow.Thenyoudonotneedme——keeptheotherone.\"Sherose.
Heattemptedtodetainherandstammered:\"No——Clo——youareabsurd——
Idonotknowwhoseitis——listen——stay——see——stay——\"
Butsherepeated:\"Keepyouroldwoman——keepher——haveachainmadeofherhair——ofhergrayhair——thereisenoughforthat——\"
Hastilyshedonnedherhatandveil,andwhenheattemptedtotouchhershestruckhimintheface,andmadeherescapewhilehewasstunnedbytheblow.Whenhefoundthathewasalone,hecursedMme.
Walter,bathedhisface,andwentoutvowingvengeance.Thattimehewouldnotpardon.No,indeed.