第5章

’Iwouldoftenbeacowardbutfortheshameofit.’

AndsotheLeaguewaitedforthemantocome,whowastobeResidentManagerandmakethenewenterpriseasuccess.Andcomehedid;butthemannerofhiscomingwassoextraordinary,thatI

havebelievedinthedoctrineofaspecialprovidenceeversince;

forasCraigsaid,’IfhehadcomestraightfromHeavenIcouldnothavebeenmoresurprised.’

WhiletheLeaguewasthuswaiting,itsinterestcentreduponSlavin,chieflybecauseherepresentedmorethananyothertheforcesoftheenemy;andthoughBillyBreenstoodbetweenhimandthevengeanceoftheangrymenwhowouldhavemadeshortworkofhimandhissaloon,nothingcouldsavehimfromhimself,andafterthefuneralSlavinwenttohisbaranddrankwhiskyashehadneverdrunkbefore.Butthemorehedrankthefiercerandgloomierhebecame,andwhenthemendrinkingwithhimchaffedhim,hesworedeeplyandwithsuchthreatsthattheylefthimalone.

ItdidnothelpSlavineithertohaveNixonstrideinthroughthecrowddrinkingathisbarandgivehimwordsofwarning.

’Itisnotyourfault,Slavin,’hesaidinslow,coolvoice,’thatyouandyourpreciouscrewdidn’tsentmetomydeath,too.You’vewonyourbet,butIwanttosay,thatnexttime,thoughyouareseventoone,ortentimesthat,whenanyofyouboysoffermeadrinkI’lltakeyoutomeanfight,andI’llnotdisappointyou,andsomeonewillbekilled,’andsosayinghestrodeoutagain,leavingamean—lookingcrowdofmenbehindhim.AllwhohadnotbeenconcernedinthebusinessatNixon’sshackexpressedapprovalofhisposition,andhopedhewould’seeitthrough.’

ButtheimpressionofNixon’swordsuponSlavinwasasnothingcomparedwiththatmadebyGeordieCrawford.Itwasnotwhathesaidsomuchasthemannerofawfulsolemnityhecarried.Geordiewasstrugglingconscientiouslytokeephispromiseto’notbe’ardontheboys,’andfoundconsiderablereliefinrememberingthathehadagreed’toleavethemtaetheAlmichty.’Butthemannerofleavingthemwassosolemnlyawful,thatIcouldnotwonderthatSlavin’ssuperstitiousIrishnaturesuppliedhimwithsupernaturalterrors.ItwastheseconddayafterthefuneralthatGeordieandIwerewalkingtowardsSlavin’s.Therewasagreatshoutoflaughteraswedrewnear.

Geordiestoppedshort,andsaying,’We’lljuistganginameenute,’

passedthroughthecrowdanduptothebar.

’MichaelSlavin,’beganGeordie,andthemenstaredindead,silence,withtheirglassesintheirhands.’MichaelSlavin,a’

promisedthelada’dbearyenaeillwull,butjuistleaveyetaetheAlmichty;an’Iwanttaetellyethata’mkeepin’mawur—r—d.

But’——andhereheraisedhishand,andhisvoicebecamepreternaturallysolemn——’hisbluidisuponyerhan’s.Doyeno’

seeit?’

Hisvoicerosesharply,andashepointed,Slavininstinctivelyglancedathishands,andGeordieadded——

’Ay,andtheLordwillrequireito’youandyerhoose.’

TheytoldmethatSlavinshiveredasiftakenwithagueafterGeordiewentout,andthoughhelaughedandswore,hedidnotstopdrinkingtillhesankintoadrunkenstuporandhadtobecarriedtobed.HislittleFrench—Canadianwifecouldnotunderstandthechangethathadcomeoverherhusband.

’He’slikeonebear,’sheconfidedtoMrs.Mavor,towhomshewasshowingherbabyofayearold.’He’snotkeesmeonetamdisday.

He’smoshawfulbad,he’snotevenlookatdebaby.’Andthisseemedsufficientproofthatsomethingwasseriouslywrong;forshewentontosay——

’He’stinkmorefordatleelbabydanfordewholeworl’;he’stinkmorefordatbabydanforme,’butsheshruggedherprettylittleshouldersindeprecationofherspeech.

’Youmustprayforhim,’saidMrs.Mavor,’andallwillcomeright.’

’Ah!madame!’sherepliedearnestly,’everyday,everyday,IpraylasainteViergeettouslessaintsforhim.’

’YoumustpraytoyourFatherinheavenforhim.’

’Ah!oui!Iweelpray,’andMrs.Mavorsentherawaybrightwithsmiles,andwithnewhopeandcourageinherheart.

Shehadverysoonneedofallhercourage,forattheweek’sendherbabyfelldangerouslyill.Slavin’sanxietyandfearwerenotrelievedmuchbythereportsthemenbroughthimfromtimetotimeofGeordie’sominousforebodings;forGeordiehadnodoubtbutthattheAvengerofBloodwashotuponSlavin’strail;andasthesicknessgrew,hebecameconfirmedinthisconviction.WhilehecouldnotbesaidtofindsatisfactioninSlavin’simpendingaffliction,hecouldhardlyhidehiscomplacencyinthepromptnessofProvidenceinvindicatinghistheoryofretribution.

ButGeordie’scomplacencywassomewhatrudelyshockedbyMr.

Craig’sanswertohistheoryoneday.

’YoureadyourBibletolittleprofit,itseemstome,Geordie:or,perhaps,youhaveneverreadtheMaster’steachingabouttheTowerofSiloam.Betterreadthatandtakethatwarningtoyourself.’

GeordiegazedafterMr.Craigasheturnedaway,andmuttered——

’Thetooro’Siloam,isit?Ay,a’kenfineabootthetooro’

Siloam,andabootthetooro’Babelasweel;an’a’veread,too,abouttheblaspheemiousHerod,an’siclike.Man,buthe’sahot—

heidedladdie,andlacksdiscreemeenation.’

’WhataboutHerod,Geordie?’Iasked.

’AbootHerod?’——withastrongtingeofcontemptinhistone.

’AbootHerod?Man,haeyeno’readintheScreeptursabootHerodan’thewur—r—msinthewameo’him?’

’Ohyes,Isee,’Ihastenedtoanswer.

’Ay,afulecanseewhat’sflappedinhisface,’withwhichbitofproverbialphilosophyhesuddenlyleftme.ButGeordiethenceforthcontentedhimself,inMr.Craig’spresenceatleast,withominoushead—shakings,equallyaggravating,andimpossibletoanswer.

Thatsamenight,however,Geordieshowedthatwithallhistheorieshehadaman’strueheart,forhecameinhastetoMrs.Mavortosay:

’Ye’llbeneededoweryonder,a’mthinkin’.’

’Why?Isthebabyworse?Haveyoubeenin?’

’Na,na,’repliedGeordiecautiously,’a’llnogangwherea’mnowanted.Butyonpuirthing,yecanhearootsideweepin’andmoanin’.’

’She’llmaybeneedyetae,’hewentondubiouslytome.’Ye’reakindo’doctor,a’hear,’notcommittinghimselftoanyopinionastomyprofessionalvalue.ButSlavinwouldhavenoneofme,havinggotthedoctorsoberenoughtoprescribe.

TheinterestofthecampinSlavinwasgreatlyincreasedbytheillnessofhisbaby,whichwastohimastheappleofhiseye.

Therewereafewwho,impressedbyGeordie’sprofoundconvictionsuponthematter,wereinclinedtofavourtheretributiontheory,andconnectthebaby’sillnesswiththevengeanceoftheAlmighty.

AmongthesefewwasSlavinhimself,andgoadedbyhisremorsefulterrorshesoughtreliefindrink.Butthisbroughthimonlydeeperandfiercergloom;sothatbetweenhersufferingchildandhersavagelydespairinghusband,thepoormotherwasdesperatewithterrorandgrief.

’Ah!madame,’shesobbedtoMrs.Mavor,’myheartisbrokeforhim.

He’sheetnotingfortreedays,butjisdreenk,dreenk,dreenk.’

Thenextdayamancameformeinhaste.Thebabywasdyingandthedoctorwasdrunk.IfoundthelittleoneinaconvulsionlyingacrossMrs.Mavor’sknees,themotherkneelingbesideit,wringingherhandsinadumbagony,andSlavinstandingnear,silentandsuffering.IglancedatthebottleofmedicineuponthetableandaskedMrs.Mavorthedose,andfoundthebabyhadbeenpoisoned.

MylookofhorrortoldSlavinsomethingwaswrong,andstridingtomehecaughtmyarmandasked——

’Whatisit?Isthemedicinewrong?’

Itriedtoputhimoff,buthisgriptightenedtillhisfingersseemedtoreachthebone.

’Thedoseiscertainlytoolarge;butletmego,Imustdosomething.’

Heletmegoatonce,sayinginavoicethatmademyheartsoreforhim,’Hehaskilledmybaby;hehaskilledmybaby.’Andthenhecursedthedoctorwithawfulcurses,andwithalookofsuchmurderousfuryonhisfacethatIwasgladthedoctorwastoodrunktoappear.

Hiswifehearinghiscurses,andunderstandingthecause,brokeoutintowailinghardtobear.

’Ah!monpetitange!Itisdatwheeskeydat’skeelmonbaby.Ah!

moncheri,monamour.Ah!monDieu!Ah,Michael,howoftenIsaythatwheeskeyhe’snotgoodting.’

ItwasmorethanSlavincouldbear,andwithawfulcurseshepassedout.Mrs.Mavorlaidthebabyinitscrib,fortheconvulsionhadpassedaway;andputtingherarmsaboutthewailinglittleFrenchwoman,comfortedandsoothedherasamothermightherchild.

’Andyoumusthelpyourhusband,’Iheardhersay.’Hewillneedyoumorethanever.Thinkofhim.’

’Ahoui!Iweel,’wasthequickreply,andfromthatmomenttherewasnomorewailing.

ItseemednomorethanaminutetillSlavincameinagain,sober,quiet,andsteady;thepassionwasallgonefromhisface,andonlythegriefremained.

Aswestoodleaningoverthesleepingchildthelittlethingopeneditseyes,sawitsfather,andsmiled.Itwastoomuchforhim.

Thebigmandroppedonhiskneeswithadrysob.

’Istherenochanceatall,atall?’hewhispered,butIcouldgivehimnohope.Heimmediatelyrose,andpullinghimselftogether,stoodperfectlyquiet.

Anewterrorseizeduponthemother.

’Mybabyisnot——whatyoucallit?’goingthroughtheformofbaptism.’An’hewillnotcometolasainteVierge,’shesaid,crossingherself.

’Donotfearforyourlittleone,’saidMrs.Mavor,stillwithherarmsabouther.’ThegoodSaviourwilltakeyourdarlingintoHisownarms.’

Butthemotherwouldnotbecomfortedbythis.AndSlavintoo,wasuneasy.

’WhereisFatherGoulet?’heasked.

’Ah!youwerenotgoodtotheholyperedelastam,Michael,’sherepliedsadly.’Thesaintsarenotpleaseforyou.’

’Whereisthepriest?’hedemanded.

’Iknownotforsure.AtdeLandin’,dat’slak.’

’I’llgoforhim,’hesaid.Buthiswifeclungtohim,beseechinghimnottoleaveher,andindeedhewaslothtoleavehislittleone.

IfoundCraigandtoldhimthedifficulty.Withhisusualpromptness,hewasreadywithasolution.

’Nixonhasateam.Hewillgo.’Thenheadded,’Iwonderiftheywouldnotlikemetobaptizetheirlittleone.FatherGouletandI

haveexchangedofficesbeforenow.Irememberhowhecametooneofmypeopleinmyabsence,whenshewasdying,readwithher,prayedwithher,comfortedher,andhelpedheracrosstheriver.

Heisagoodsoul,andhasnononsenseabouthim.Sendformeifyouthinkthereisneed.Itwillmakenodifferencetothebaby,butitwillcomfortthemother.’

Nixonwaswillingenoughtogo;butwhenhecametothedoorMrs.

Mavorsawthehardlookinhisface.Hehadnotforgottenhiswrong,fordaybydayhewasstillfightingthedevilwithinthatSlavinhadcalledtolife.ButMrs.Mavor,undercoverofgettinghiminstructions,drewhimintotheroom.Whilelisteningtoher,hiseyeswanderedfromonetotheotherofthegrouptilltheyresteduponthelittlewhitefaceinthecrib.Shenoticedthechangeinhisface.

’TheyfearthelittleonewillneverseetheSaviourifitisnotbaptized,’shesaid,inalowtone.

Hewaseagertogo.

’I’lldomybesttogetthepriest,’hesaid,andwasgoneonhissixtymiles’racewithdeath.

Thelongafternoonworeon,butbeforeitwashalfgoneIsawNixoncouldnotwin,andthatthepriestwouldbetoolate,soIsentforMr.Craig.Fromthemomentheenteredtheroomhetookcommandofusall.Hewassosimple,somanly,sotender,theheartsoftheparentsinstinctivelyturnedtohim.

Ashewasabouttoproceedwiththebaptism,themotherwhisperedtoMrs.Mavor,whohesitatinglyaskedMr.Craigifhewouldobjecttousingholywater.

’Tomeitisthesameasanyother,’herepliedgravely.

’An’willhemakethegoodsign?’askedthemothertimidly.

AndsothechildwasbaptizedbythePresbyterianministerwithholywaterandwiththesignofthecross.Idon’tsupposeitwasorthodox,anditrenderedchaoticsomeofmyreligiousnotions,butIthoughtmoreofCraigthatmomentthaneverbefore.Hewasmoremanthanminister,orperhapshewassogoodaministerthatdaybecausesomuchaman.AshereadabouttheSaviourandthechildrenandthediscipleswhotriedtogetinbetweenthem,andashetoldusthestoryinhisownsimpleandbeautifulway,andthenwentontopicturethehomeofthelittlechildren,andthesameSaviourinthemidstofthem,Ifeltmyheartgrowwarm,andI

couldeasilyunderstandthecryofthemother——

’Oh,monJesu,prenezmoiaussi,takemewizmonmignon.’

ThecrywakenedSlavin’sheart,andhesaidhuskily——

’Oh!Annette!Annette!’

’Ah,oui!an’Michaeltoo!’ThentoMr.Craig——

’YoutinkHe’stakmesomeday?Eh?’

’AllwholoveHim,’hereplied.

’An’Michaeltoo?’sheasked,hereyessearchinghisface,’An’

Michaeltoo?’

ButCraigonlyreplied:’AllwholoveHim.’

’Ah,Michael,youmustpraylebonJesu.He’sgardenotremignon.’

Andthenshebentoverthebabe,whispering——

’Ah,moncheri,monamour,adieu!adieu!monange!’tillSlavinputhisarmsaboutherandtookheraway,forasshewaswhisperingherfarewells,herbaby,withalittleansweringsigh,passedintotheHousewithmanyrooms.

’Whisht,Annettedarlin’;don’tcryforthebaby,’saidherhusband.’Shureit’sbetteroffthantherestavus,itis.An’

didn’tyehearwhattheministersaidaboutthebeautifulplaceitis?An’shurehewouldn’tlietousatall.’Butamothercannotbecomfortedforherfirst—bornson.

AnhourlaterNixonbroughtFatherGoulet.HewasalittleFrenchmanwithgentlemannersandthefaceofasaint.Craigwelcomedhimwarmly,andtoldhimwhathehaddone.

’Thatisgood,mybrother,’hesaid,withgentlecourtesy,and,turningtothemother,’Yourlittleoneissafe.’

BehindFatherGouletcameNixonsoftly,andgazeddownuponthelittlequietface,beautifulwiththemagicofdeath.Slavincamequietlyandstoodbesidehim.Nixonturnedandofferedhishand.

ButSlavinsaid,movingslowlyback——

’Ididyeawrong,Nixon,an’it’sasorrymanIamthisdayforit.’

’Don’tsayaword,Slavin,’answeredNixon,hurriedly.’Iknowhowyoufeel.I’vegotababytoo.Iwanttoseeitagain.That’swhythebreakhurtmeso.’

’AsGod’sabove,’repliedSlavinearnestly,’I’llhinderyenomore.’Theyshookhands,andwepassedout.

Welaidthebabyunderthepines,notfarfromBillyBreen,andthesweetspringwindblewthroughtheGap,andcamesoftlydownthevalley,whisperingtothepinesandthegrassandthehidingflowersoftheNewLifecomingtotheworld.Andthemothermusthaveheardthewhisperinherheart,for,asthePriestwassayingthewordsoftheService,shestoodwithMrs.Mavor’sarmsabouther,andhereyeswerelookingfarawaybeyondthepurplemountain—

tops,seeingwhatmadehersmile.AndSlavin,too,lookeddifferent.Hisveryfeaturesseemedfiner.Thecoarsenesswasgoneoutofhisface.WhathadcometohimIcouldnottell.

ButwhenthedoctorcameintoSlavin’shousethatnightitwastheoldSlavinIsaw,butwithalookofsuchdeadlyfuryonhisfacethatItriedtogetthedoctoroutatonce.Buthewashalfdrunkandafterhismannerwashideouslyhumorous.

’Howdo,ladies!Howdo,gentlemen!’washisloud—voicedsalutation.

’Quiteaprofessionalgathering,clergypredominating.LionandLambtoo,ha!ha!whichisthelamb,eh?ha!ha!verygood!awfullysorrytohearofyourloss,Mrs.Slavin;didourbestyouknow,can’thelpthissortofthing.’

Beforeanyonecouldmove,Craigwasathisside,andsayinginaclear,firmvoice,’Onemoment,doctor,’caughthimbythearmandhadhimoutoftheroombeforeheknewit.Slavin,whohadbeencrouchinginhischairwithhandstwitchingandeyesglaring,roseandfollowed,stillcrouchingashewalked.Ihurriedafterhim,callinghimback.Turningatmyvoice,thedoctorsawSlavinapproaching.Therewassomethingsoterrifyinginhisswiftnoiselesscrouchingmotion,thatthedoctor,cryingoutinfear’Keephimoff,’fairlyturnedandfled.Hewastoolate.LikeatigerSlavinleapeduponhimandwithoutwaitingtostrikehadhimbythethroatwithbothhands,andbearinghimtotheground,worriedhimthereasadogmightacat.

ImmediatelyCraigandIwereuponhim,butthoughweliftedhimclearoffthegroundwecouldnotloosenthattwo—handedstranglinggrip.Atwewerestrugglingtherealighthandtouchedmyshoulder.ItwasFatherGoulet.

’Pleaselethimgo,andstandawayfromus,’hesaid,wavingusback.Weobeyed.HeleanedoverSlavinandspokeafewwordstohim.Slavinstartedasifstruckaheavyblow,lookedupatthepriestwithfearinhisface,butstillkeepinghisgrip.

’Lethimgo,’saidthepriest.Slavinhesitated.’Lethimgo!

quick!’saidthepriestagain,andSlavinwithasnarlletgohisholdandstoodsullenlyfacingthepriest.

FatherGouletregardedhimsteadilyforsomesecondsandthenasked——

’Whatwouldyoudo?’Hisvoicewasgentleenough,evensweet,buttherewassomethinginitthatchilledmymarrow.’Whatwouldyoudo?’herepeated.

’Hemurderedmychild,’growledSlavin.

’Ah!how?’

’Hewasdrunkandpoisonedhim.’

’Ah!whogavehimdrink?Whomadehimadrunkardtwoyearsago?

Whohaswreckedhislife?’

Therewasnoanswer,andtheeven—tonedvoicewentrelentlesslyon——

’Whoisthemurdererofyourchildnow?’

Slavingroanedandshuddered.

’Go!’andthevoicegrewstern.’Repentofyoursinandaddnotanother.’

Slavinturnedhiseyesuponthemotionlessfigureonthegroundandthenuponthepriest.FatherGoulettookonesteptowardshim,and,stretchingouthishandandpointingwithhisfinger,said——

’Go!’

AndSlavinslowlybackedawayandwentintohishouse.Itwasanextraordinaryscene,anditisoftenwithmenow:thedarkfigureontheground,theslighterectformofthepriestwithoutstretchedarmandfinger,andSlavinbackingaway,fearandfurystrugglinginhisface.

Itwasanearthingforthedoctor,however,andtwominutesmoreofthatgripwouldhavedoneforhim.Asitwas,wehadthegreatestdifficultyinrevivinghim.

WhatthepriestdidwithSlavinaftergettinghiminsideIknownot;thathasalwaysbeenamysterytome.ButwhenwewerepassingthesaloonthatnightaftertakingMrs.Mavorhome,wesawalightandheardstrangesoundswithin.Entering,wefoundanotherwhiskyraidinprogress,Slavinhimselfbeingtheraider.

Westoodsomemomentswatchinghimknockingintheheadsofcasksandemptyingbottles.Ithoughthehadgonemad,andapproachedhimcautiously.

’Hello,Slavin!’Icalledout;’whatdoesthismean?’

Hepausedinhisstrangework,andIsawthathisface,thoughresolute,wasquietenough.

’ItmeansI’mdonewidthebusiness,Iam,’hesaid,inadeterminedvoice.’I’llhelpnomoretokillanyman,or,’inalowertone,’anyman’sbaby.’Thepriest’swordshadstruckhome.

’ThankGod,Slavin!’saidCraig,offeringhishand;’youaremuchtoogoodamanforthebusiness.’

’Goodorbad,I’mdonewidit,’hereplied,goingonwithhiswork.

’Youarethrowingawaygoodmoney,Slavin,’Isaid,astheheadofacaskcrashedin.

’It’smeselfthatknowsit,forthepriceofwhiskyhasrizintownthisweek,’heanswered,givingmealookoutofthecornerofhiseye.’Bedad!itwasararecleverjob,’referringtoourBlackRockHotelaffair.

’Butwon’tyoubesorryforthis?’askedCraig.

’BeloikeIwill;an’that’swhyI’mdoin’itbeforeI’msorryforit,’hereplied,withadelightfulbull.

’Lookhere,Slavin,’saidCraigearnestly;’ifIcanbeofusetoyouinanyway,countonme.’

’It’sgoodtomethebothofyezhavebeen,an’I’llnotforgetittoyez,’hereplied,withlikeearnestness.

AswetoldMrs.Mavorthatnight,forCraigthoughtittoogoodtokeep,hereyesseemedtogrowdeeperandthelightinthemtoglowmoreintenseasshelistenedtoCraigpouringouthistale.Thenshegavehimherhandandsaid——

’Youhaveyourmanatlast.’

’Whatman?’

’Themanyouhavebeenwaitingfor.’

’Slavin!’

’Whynot?’

’Ineverthoughtofit.’

’Nomoredidhe,noranyofus.’Then,afterapause,sheaddedgently,’Hehasbeensenttous?’

’Doyouknow,Ibelieveyouareright,’Craigsaidslowly,andthenadded,’Butyoualwaysare.’

’Ifearnot,’sheanswered;butIthoughtshelikedtohearhiswords.

ThewholetownwasastoundednextmorningwhenSlavinwenttoworkinthemines,anditsastonishmentonlydeepenedasthedayswenton,andhestucktohiswork.BeforethreeweekshadgonetheLeaguehadboughtandremodelledthesaloonandhadsecuredSlavinasResidentManager.

TheeveningofthereopeningofSlavin’ssaloon,asitwasstillcalled,waslongrememberedinBlackRock.Itwastheoccasionofthefirstappearanceof’TheLeagueMinstrelandDramaticTroupe,’

inwhatwasdescribedasa’hair—liftingtragedywithappropriatemusicalselections.’Thentherewasagrandsupperandspeechesandgreatenthusiasm,whichreacheditsclimaxwhenNixonrosetoproposethetoastoftheevening——’OurSaloon.’Hisspeechwassimplyaquiet,manlyaccountofhislongstrugglewiththedeadlyenemy.Whenhecametospeakofhisrecentdefeathesaid——

’AndwhileIamblamingnoonebutmyself,Iamgladto—nightthatthissaloonisonourside,formyownsakeandforthesakeofthosewhohavebeenwaitinglongtoseeme.ButbeforeIsitdownIwanttosaythatwhileIliveIshallnotforgetthatIowemylifetothemanthattookmethatnighttohisownshackandputmeinhisownbed,andmetmenextmorningwithanopenhand;forI

tellyouIhadsworntoGodthatthatmorningwouldbemylast.’

Geordie’sspeechwascharacteristic.Afterabriefreferencetothe’mysteeriouswayso’Providence,’whichheacknowledgedhemightsometimesfailtounderstand,hewentontoexpresshisunqualifiedapprovalofthenewsaloon.

’It’sacosyplace,an’there’snaesulphuraboot.Besidesa’

that,’hewentonenthusiastically,’it’llbeaterriblesavin’.

I’vejuistbeencoontin’.’

’Youbet!’ejaculatedavoicewithgreatemphasis.

’I’vejuistbeencoontin’,’wentonGeordie,ignoringtheremarkandthelaughwhichfollowed,’an’it’sanawfu’—likemoneyyepitowerwi’thewhusky.Yeseeyecannadaewi’anebitglass;yemaunhaetwaorthreeattheverraleast,forit’snoverraforrityegetwi’aneglass.Butwi’yoncoffeeyejuistgetasaxpence—

worthan’yewantnaemair.’

Therewasanothershoutoflaughter,whichpuzzledGeordiemuch.

’Idinnaseethejowk,butI’veslippitowerinwhuskymairnorahunnerdollars.’

Thenhepaused,lookinghardbeforehim,andtwistinghisfaceintoextraordinaryshapestillthemenlookedathiminwonder.

’I’mraleglado’thissaloon,butit’sowerlatefortheladthatcannabehelpitthenoo.He’llnotbeneedin’helpo’oors,I

doot,butthereareithers’——andhestoppedabruptlyandsatdown,withnoapplausefollowing.

ButwhenSlavin,oursaloon—keeper,rosetoreply,themenjumpedupontheseatsandyelledtilltheycouldyellnomore.Slavinstood,evidentlyintroublewithhimself,andfinallybrokeout——

’It’sspachelessIamentirely.What’scometomeIknownot,norhowit’scome.ButI’lldomybestforyez.’Andthentheyellingbrokeoutagain.

Ididnotyellmyself.IwastoobusywatchingthevaryinglightsinMrs.Mavor’seyesasshelookedfromCraigtotheyellingmenonthebenchesandtables,andthentoSlavin,andIfoundmyselfwonderingifsheknewwhatitwasthatcametoSlavin.

CHAPTERXI

THETWOCALLS

WiththecalltoMr.CraigIfancyIhadsomethingtodomyself.

Thecallcamefromayoungcongregationinaneasterncity,andwasbasedpartlyuponhiscollegerecordandmoreupontheadviceofthoseamongtheauthoritieswhoknewhisworkinthemountains.

ButIflattermyselfthatmyletterstofriendswhowereofimportanceinthatcongregationwerenotwithoutinfluence,forI

wasofthemindthatthemanwhocouldhandleBlackRockminersashecouldwasreadyforsomethinglargerthanamountainmission.

ThathewouldrefuseIhadnotimagined,thoughIoughttohaveknownhimbetter.Hewasbutlittletroubledoverit.HewentwiththecallandthelettersurginghisacceptancetoMrs.Mavor.

IwasputtingthelasttouchestosomeofmyworkintheroomatthebackofMrs.Mavor’shousewhenhecamein.Shereadthelettersandthecallquietly,andwaitedforhimtospeak.

\"Well?’hesaid;’shouldIgo?’

Shestarted,andgrewalittlepale.Hisquestionsuggestedapossibilitythathadnotoccurredtoher.ThathecouldleavehisworkinBlackRockshehadhithertoneverimagined;buttherewasotherwork,andhewasfitforgoodworkanywhere.Whyshouldhenotgo?Isawthefearinherface,butIsawmorethanfearinhereyes,asforamomentortwosheletthemrestuponCraig’sface.Ireadherstory,andIwasnotsorryforeitherofthem.

Butshewastoomuchawomantoshowherhearteasilytothemansheloved,andhervoicewasevenandcalmassheansweredhisquestion.

’Isthisaverylargecongregation?’

’OneofthefinestinalltheEast,’Iputinforhim.’ItwillbeagreatthingforCraig.’

Craigwasstudyinghercuriously.Ithinkshenoticedhiseyesuponher,forshewentonevenmorequietly——

’Itwillbeagreatchanceforwork,andyouareableforalargersphere,youknow,thanpoorBlackRockaffords.’

’WhowilltakeBlackRock?’heasked.

’Letsomeotherfellowhaveatryatit,’Isaid.’Whyshouldyouwasteyourtalentshere?’

’Waste?’criedMrs.Mavorindignantly.

’Well,\"bury,\"ifyoulikeitbetter,’Ireplied.

’Itwouldnottakemuchofagraveforthatfuneral,’saidCraig,smiling.

’Oh,’saidMrs.Mavor,’youwillbeagreatmanIknow,andperhapsyououghttogonow.’

Butheansweredcoolly:’TherearefiftymenwantingthatEasterncharge,andthereisonlyonewantingBlackRock,andIdon’tthinkBlackRockisanxiousforachange,soIhavedeterminedtostaywhereIamyetawhile.’

EvenmydeepdisgustanddisappointmentdidnotpreventmefromseeingthesuddenleapofjoyinMrs.Mavor’seyes,butshe,withagreateffort,answeredquietly——

’BlackRockwillbeveryglad,andsomeofusvery,veryglad.’

Nothingcouldchangehismind.Therewasnooneheknewwhocouldtakehisplacejustnow,andwhyshouldhequithiswork?Itannoyedmeconsiderablytofeelhewasright.Whyisitthattherightthingsaresofrequentlyunpleasant?

AndifIhadhadanydoubtaboutthematternextSabbatheveningwouldhaveremovedit.Forthemencameabouthimaftertheserviceandlethimfeelintheirownwayhowmuchtheyapprovedhisdecision,thoughtheself—sacrificeinvolveddidnotappealtothem.TheyweretootrulyWesterntoimaginethatanyinducementstheEastcouldoffercouldcompensateforhislossoftheWest.ItwasonlyfittingthattheWestshouldhavethebest,andsotheminerstookalmostasamatterofcourse,andcertainlyastheirright,thatthebestmantheyknewshouldstaywiththem.Buttherewerethosewhoknewhowmuchofwhatmostmenconsiderworthwhilehehadgivenup,andtheylovedhimnolessforit.

Mrs.Mavor’scallwasnotsoeasilydisposedof.Itcamecloseupontheother,andstirredBlackRockasnothingelsehadeverstirreditbefore.

Ifoundheroneafternoongazingvacantlyatsomelegaldocumentsspreadoutbeforeheronthetable,andevidentlyovercomebytheircontents.Therewasfirstalawyer’sletterinformingherthatbythedeathofherhusband’sfathershehadcomeintothewholeoftheMavorestates,andallthewealthpertainingthereto.Theletteraskedforinstructions,andurgedanimmediatereturnwithaviewtoapersonalsuperintendenceoftheestates.Aletter,too,fromadistantcousinofherhusbandurgedherimmediatereturnformanyreasons,butchieflyonaccountoftheoldmotherwhohadbeenleftalonewithnonenearerofkinthanhimselftocareforherandcheerheroldage.

Withthesetwocameanotherletterfromhermother—in—lawherself.

Thecrabbed,tremblingcharacterswereevenmoreeloquentthanthewordswithwhichtheletterclosed.

’Ihavelostmyboy,andnowmyhusbandisgone,andIamalonelywoman.Ihavemanyservants,andsomefriends,butnoneneartome,nonesonearanddearasmydeadson’swife.Mydaysarenottobemany.Cometome,mydaughter;IwantyouandLewis’schild.’

’MustIgo?’sheaskedwithwhitelips.

’Doyouknowherwell?’Iasked.

’Ionlysawheronceortwice,’sheanswered;’butshehasbeenverygoodtome.’

’Shecanhardlyneedyou.Shehasfriends.Andsurelyyouareneededhere.’

Shelookedatmeeagerly.

’Doyouthinkso?’shesaid.

’Askanymaninthecamp——Shaw,Nixon,youngWinton,Geordie.AskCraig,’Ireplied.

’Yes,hewilltellme,’shesaid.

EvenasshespokeCraigcameupthesteps.Ipassedintomystudioandwentonwithmywork,formydaysatBlackRockweregettingfew,andmanysketchesremainedtobefilledin.

ThroughmyopendoorIsawMrs.MavorlayherlettersbeforeMr.

Craig,saying,’Ihaveacalltoo.’Theythoughtnotofme.

Hewentthroughthepapers,carefullylaidthemdownwithoutawordwhileshewaitedanxiously,almostimpatiently,forhimtospeak.

’Well?’sheasked,usinghisownwordstoher;’shouldIgo?’

’Idonotknow,’hereplied;’thatisforyoutodecide——youknowallthecircumstances.’

’Theletterstellall.’Hertonecarriedafeelingofdisappointment.Hedidnotappeartocare.

’Theestatesarelarge?’heasked.

’Yes,largeenough——twelvethousandayear.’

’Andhasyourmother—in—lawanyonewithher?’

’Shehasfriends,but,asshesays,nonenearofkin.Hernephewlooksaftertheworks——ironworks,youknow——hehassharesinthem.’

’Sheisevidentlyverylonely,’heansweredgravely.

’WhatshallIdo?’sheasked,andIknewshewaswaitingtohearhimurgehertostay;buthedidnotsee,oratleastgavenoheed.

’Icannotsay,’herepeatedquietly.’Therearemanythingstoconsider;theestates——’

’Theestatesseemtotroubleyou,’shereplied,almostfretfully.

Helookedupinsurprise.Iwonderedathisslowness.

’Yes,theestates,’hewenton,’andtenants,Isuppose——yourmother—in—law,yourlittleMarjorie’sfuture,yourownfuture.’

’Theestatesareincapablehands,Ishouldsuppose,’sheurged,’andmyfuturedependsuponwhatIchoosemyworktobe.’

’Butonecannotshiftone’sresponsibilities,’herepliedgravely.

’Theseestates,thesetenants,havecometoyou,andwiththemcomeduties.’

’Idonotwantthem,’shecried.

’Thatlifehasgreatpossibilitiesofgood,’hesaidkindly.

’Ihadthoughtthatperhapstherewasworkformehere,’shesuggestedtimidly.

’Greatwork,’hehastenedtosay.’Youhavedonegreatwork.Butyouwilldothatwhereveryougo.Theonlyquestioniswhereyourworklies.’

’YouthinkIshouldgo,’shesaidsuddenlyandalittlebitterly.

’Icannotbidyoustay,’heansweredsteadily.

’HowcanIgo?’shecried,appealingtohim.’MustIgo?’

HowhecouldresistthatappealIcouldnotunderstand.Hisfacewascoldandhard,andhisvoicewasalmostharshashereplied——

’Ifitisright,youwillgo——youmustgo.’

Thensheburstforth——

’Icannotgo.Ishallstayhere.Myworkishere;myheartishere.HowcanIgo?Youthoughtitworthyourwhiletostayhereandwork,whyshouldnotI?’

Themomentarygleaminhiseyesdiedout,andagainhesaidcoldly——

’Thisworkwasclearlymine.Iamneededhere.’

’Yes,yes!’shecried,hervoicefullofpain;’youareneeded,butthereisnoneedofme.’

’Stop,stop!’hesaidsharply;’youmustnotsayso.’

’Iwillsayit,Imustsayit,’shecried,hervoicevibratingwiththeintensityofherfeeling.’Iknowyoudonotneedme;youhaveyourwork,yourminers,yourplans;youneednoone;youarestrong.But,’andhervoicerosetoacry,’Iamnotstrongbymyself;youhavemademestrong.Icamehereafoolishgirl,foolishandselfishandnarrow.Godsentmegrief.Threeyearsagomyheartdied.NowIamlivingagain.Iamawomannow,nolongeragirl.Youhavedonethisforme.Yourlife,yourwords,yourself——youhaveshowedmeabetter,ahigherlife,thanIhadeverknownbefore,andnowyousendmeaway.’

Shepausedabruptly.

’Blind,stupidfool!’Isaidtomyself.

Heheldhimselfresolutelyinhand,answeringcarefully,buthisvoicehadlostitscoldnessandwassweetandkind.

’HaveIdonethisforyou?ThensurelyGodhasbeengoodtome.

Andyouhavehelpedmemorethananywordscouldtellyou.’

’Helped!’sherepeatedscornfully.

’Yes,helped,’heanswered,wonderingatherscorn.

’Youcandowithoutmyhelp,’shewenton.’Youmakepeoplehelpyou.Youwillgetmanytohelpyou;butIneedhelp,too.’Shewasstandingbeforehimwithherhandstightlyclasped;herfacewaspale,andhereyesdeeperthanever.Hesatlookingupatherinakindofmazeasshepouredoutherwordshotandfast.

’Iamnotthinkingofyou.’Hiscoldnesshadhurtherdeeply.’I

amselfish;Iamthinkingofmyself.HowshallIdo?Ihavegrowntodependonyou,tolooktoyou.ItisnothingtoyouthatIgo,buttome——’Shedidnotdaretofinish.

BythistimeCraigwasstandingbeforeher,hisfacedeadlypale.

Whenshecametotheendofherwords,hesaid,inavoicelow,sweet,andthrillingwithemotion——

’Ah,ifyouonlyknew!Donotmakemeforgetmyself.Youdonotguesswhatyouaredoing.’

’WhatamIdoing?Whatistheretoknow,butthatyoutellmeeasilytogo?Shewasstrugglingwiththetearsshewastooproudtolethimsee.

Heputhishandsresolutelybehindhim,lookingatherasifstudyingherfaceforthefirsttime.Underhissearchinglookshedroppedhereyes,andthewarmcolourcameslowlyupintoherneckandface;then,asifwithasuddenresolve,sheliftedhereyestohis,andlookedbackathimunflinchingly.

Hestarted,surprised,drewslowlynear,puthishandsuponhershoulders,surprisegivingplacetowildjoy.Shenevermovedhereyes;theydrewhimtowardsher.Hetookherfacebetweenhishands,smiledintohereyes,kissedherlips.Shedidnotmove;hestoodbackfromher,threwuphishead,andlaughedaloud.Shecametohim,putherheaduponhisbreast,andliftingupherfacesaid,’Kissme.’Heputhisarmsabouther,bentdownandkissedherlipsagain,andthenreverentlyherbrow.Thenputtingherbackfromhim,butstillholdingbothherhands,hecried——

’Notyoushallnotgo.Ishallneverletyougo.’

Shegavealittlesighofcontent,and,smilingupathim,said——

’Icangonow’;butevenasshespoketheflushdiedfromherface,andsheshuddered.

’Never!’healmostshouted;’nothingshalltakeyouaway.Weshallworkheretogether.’

’Ah,ifwecould,ifweonlycould,’shesaidpiteously.

’Whynot?’hedemandedfiercely.

’Youwillsendmeaway.Youwillsayitisrightformetogo,’

sherepliedsadly.

’Dowenotloveeachother?’washisimpatientanswer.

’Ah!yes,love,’shesaid;’butloveisnotall.’

’No!’criedCraig;’butloveisthebest’

’Yes!’shesaidsadly;’loveisthebest,anditisforlove’ssakewewilldothebest.’

’Thereisnobetterworkthanhere.Surelythisisbest,’andhepicturedhisplansbeforeher.Shelistenedeagerly.

’Oh!ifitshouldberight,’shecried,’Iwilldowhatyousay.

Youaregood,youarewise,youshalltellme.’

Shecouldnothaverecalledhimbetter.Hestoodsilentsomemoments,thenburstoutpassionately——

’Whythenhaslovecometous?Wedidnotseekit.SurelyloveisofGod.DoesGodmockus?’

Hethrewhimselfintohischair,pouringouthiswordsofpassionateprotestation.Shelistened,smiling,thencametohimand,touchinghishairasamothermightherchild’s,said——

’Oh,Iamveryhappy!Iwasafraidyouwouldnotcare,andIcouldnotbeartogothatway.’

’Youshallnotgo,’hecriedaloud,asifinpain.’Nothingcanmakethatright.’

Butsheonlysaid,’Youshalltellmeto—morrow.Youcannotseeto—night,butyouwillsee,andyouwilltellme.’

Hestoodupand,holdingbothherhands,lookedlongintohereyes,thenturnedabruptlyawayandwentout.

Shestoodwhereheleftherforsomemoments,herfaceradiant,andherhandspresseduponherheart.Thenshecametowardmyroom.

Shefoundmebusywithmypainting,butasIlookedupandmethereyessheflushedslightly,andsaid——

’Iquiteforgotyou.’

’Soitappearedtome.’

’Youheard?’

’Andsaw,’Irepliedboldly.’Itwouldhavebeenrudetointerrupt,yousee.’

’Oh,Iamsogladandthankful.’

’Yes;itwasratherconsiderateofme.’

’Oh,Idon’tmeanthat,’theflushdeepening;’Iamgladyouknow.’

’Ihaveknownsometime.’

’Howcouldyou?Ionlyknewto—daymyself.’

’Ihaveeyes.’Sheflushedagain.

’Doyoumeanthatpeople——’shebegananxiously.

’No;Iamnot\"people.\"Ihaveeyes,andmyeyeshavebeenopened.’

’Opened?’

’Yes,bylove.’

ThenItoldheropenlyhow,weeksago,Istruggledwithmyheartandmasteredit,forIsawitwasvaintoloveher,becauseshelovedabettermanwholovedherinreturn.Shelookedatmeshylyandsaid——

’Iamsorry.’

’Don’tworry,’Isaidcheerfully.’Ididn’tbreakmyheart,youknow;Istoppeditintime.’

’Oh!’shesaid,slightlydisappointed;thenherlipsbegantotwitch,andshewentoffintoafitofhystericallaughter.

’Forgiveme,’shesaidhumbly;’butyouspeakasifithadbeenafever.’

’Feverisnothingtoit,’Isaidsolemnly.’Itwasanearthing.’

Atwhichshewentoffagain.Iwasgladtoseeherlaugh.Itgavemetimetorecovermyequilibrium,anditrelievedherintenseemotionalstrain.SoIrattledonsomenonsenseaboutCraigandmyselftillIsawshewasgivingnoheed,butthinkingherownthoughts:andwhatthesewereitwasnothardtoguess.

Suddenlyshebrokeinuponmytalk——

’HewilltellmethatImustgofromhim.’

’Ihopeheisnosuchfool,’Isaidemphaticallyandsomewhatrudely,Ifear;forIconfessIwasimpatientwiththeverypossibilityofseparationforthesetwo,towhomlovemeantsomuch.Somepeopletakethissortofthingeasilyandsomenotsoeasily;butloveforawomanlikethiscomesonceonlytoaman,andthenhecarriesitwithhimthroughthelengthofhislife,andwarmshisheartwithitindeath.Andwhenamansmilesorsneersatsuchloveasthis,Ipityhim,andsaynoword,formyspeechwouldbeinanunknowntongue.SomyheartwassoreasIsatlookingupatthiswomanwhostoodbeforeme,overflowingwiththejoyofhernewlove,anddullyconsciousofthecomingpain.ButI

soonfounditwasvaintourgemyopinionthatsheshouldremainandsharetheworkandlifeofthemansheloved.Sheonlyanswered——

’Youwillhelphimallyoucan,foritwillhurthimtohavemego.’

Thequiverinhervoicetookoutalltheangerfrommyheart,andbeforeIknewIhadpledgedmyselftodoallIcouldtohelphim.

ButwhenIcameuponhimthatnight,sittinginthelightofhisfire,Isawhemustbeletalone.Somebattleswefightsidebyside,withcomradescheeringusandbeingcheeredtovictory;buttherearefightswemaynotshare,andthesearedeadlyfightswherelivesarelostandwon.SoIcouldonlylaymyhanduponhisshoulderwithoutaword.Helookedupquickly,readmyface,andsaid,withagroan——

’Youknow?’

’Icouldnothelpit.Butwhygroan?’

’Shewillthinkitrighttogo,’hesaiddespairingly.

’Thenyoumustthinkforher;youmustbringsomecommon—sensetobearuponthequestion.’

’Icannotseeclearlyyet,’hesaid;’thelightwillcome.’

’MayIshowyouhowIseeit?’Iasked.

’Goon,’hesaid.

ForanhourItalked;eloquently,evenvehementlyurgingthereasonandrightofmyopinion.Shewouldbedoingnomorethaneverywomandoes,nomorethanshedidbefore;hermother—in—lawhadacomfortablehome,allthatwealthcouldprocure,goodservants,andfriends;theestatescouldbemanagedwithoutherpersonalsupervision;afterafewyears’workheretheywouldgoeastforlittleMajorie’seducation;whyshouldtwolivesbebroken?——andsoIwenton.

Helistenedcarefully,eveneagerly.

’Youmakeagoodcase,’hesaid,withaslightsmile.’Iwilltaketime.Perhapsyouareright.Thelightwillcome.Surelyitwillcome.But,’andherehesprangupandstretchedhisarmstofulllengthabovehishead,’Iamnotsorry;whatevercomesIamnotsorry.Itisgreattohaveherlove,butgreatertoloveherasI

do.ThankGod!nothingcantakethataway.Iamwilling,gladtosufferforthejoyoflovingher.’

Nextmorning,beforeIwasawake,hewasgone,leavinganoteforme:——

’MYDEARCONNOR,——IamdueattheLanding.WhenIseeyouagainI

thinkmywaywillbeclear.Nowallisdark.AttimesIamacoward,andoften,asyousometimeskindlyinformme,anass;butI

hopeImayneverbecomeamule.

Iamwillingtobeled,orwanttobe,atanyrate.Imustdothebest——notsecondbest——forher,forme.ThebestonlyisGod’swill.Whatelsewouldyouhave?Begoodtoherthesedays,dearoldfellow.——Yours,CRAIG.’

Howoftenthosewordshavebracedmehewillneverknow,butIamabettermanforthem:’ThebestonlyisGod’swill.Whatelsewouldyouhave?’IresolvedIwouldrageandfretnomore,andthatI

wouldworryMrs.Mavorwithnomoreargumentorexpostulation,but,asmyfriendhadasked,’Begoodtoher.’

CHAPTERXII

LOVEISNOTALL

ThosedayswhenwewerewaitingCraig’sreturnwespentinthewoodsoronthemountainsides,ordowninthecanyonbesidethestreamthatdanceddowntomeettheBlackRockriver,Italkingandsketchingandreading,andshelisteninganddreaming,withoftenahappysmileuponherface.Butthereweremomentswhenacloudofshudderingfearwouldsweepthesmileaway,andthenIwouldtalkofCraigtillthesmilecamebackagain.

Butthewoodsandthemountainsandtheriverwereherbest,herwisest,friendsduringthosedays.Howsweettheministryofthewoodstoher!Thetreeswereintheirnewsummerleaves,freshandfulloflife.Theyswayedandrustledaboveus,flingingtheirinterlacingshadowsuponus,andtheirswayingandtheirrustlingsoothedandcomfortedlikethevoiceandtouchofamother.Andthemountains,too,inallthegloryoftheirvaryingrobesofbluesandpurples,stoodcalmly,solemnlyaboutus,upliftingoursoulsintoregionsofrest.Thechanginglightsandshadowsflittedswiftlyovertheirruggedfronts,butleftthemeverasbeforeintheirsteadfastmajesty.’God’sinHisheaven.’Whatwouldyouhave?Andeverthelittleriversangitscheerfulcourage,fearingnotthegreatmountainsthatthreatenedtobaritspassagetothesea.Mrs.Mavorheardthesongandhercouragerose.

’Wetooshallfindourway,’shesaid,andIbelievedher.

ButthroughthesedaysIcouldnotmakeherout,andIfoundmyselfstudyingherasImightanewacquaintance.Yearshadfallenfromher;shewasagirlagain,fullofyoungwarmlife.Shewasassweetasbefore,buttherewasasoftshynessoverher,ahalf—

shamed,half—frankconsciousnessinherface,agladlightinhereyesthatmadeherallnewtome.HerperfecttrustinCraigwastouchingtosee.

’Hewilltellmewhattodo,’shewouldsay,tillIbegantorealisehowimpossibleitwouldbeforhimtobetraysuchtrust,andbeanythingbuttruetothebest.

SomuchdidIdreadCraig’shome—coming,thatIsentforGraemeandoldmanNelson,whowasmoreandmoreGraeme’strustedcounsellorandfriend.TheywerebothhighlyexcitedbythestoryIhadtotell,forIthoughtitbesttotellthemall;butIwasnotalittlesurprisedanddisgustedthattheydidnotseethematterinmylight.InvainIprotestedagainstthemadnessofallowinganythingtosendthesetwofromeachother.Graemesummedupthediscussioninhisownemphaticway,butwithanearnestnessinhiswordsnotusualwithhim.

’Craigwillknowbetterthananyofuswhatisrighttodo,andhewilldothat,andnomancanturnhimfromit;and,’headded,’I

shouldbesorrytotry.’

Thenmywrathrose,andIcried——

’It’satremendousshame!Theyloveeachother.Youaretalkingsentimentalhumbugandnonsense!’

’Hemustdotheright,’saidNelsoninhisdeep,quietvoice.

’Right!Nonsense!Bywhatrightdoeshesendfromhimthewomanheloves?’

’\"HepleasednotHimself,\"’quotedNelsonreverently.

’Nelsonisright,’saidGraeme.’Ishouldnotliketoseehimweaken.’

’Lookhere,’Istormed;’Ididn’tbringyoumentobackhimupinhisnonsense.Ithoughtyoucouldkeepyourheadslevel.’

’Now,Connor,’saidGraeme,’don’trage——leavethatfortheheathen;it’sbadform,anduselessbesides.Craigwillwalkhiswaywherehislightfalls;andbyallthat’sholy,Ishouldhatetoseehimfail;forifheweakensliketherestofusmyNorthStarwillhavedroppedfrommysky.’

’Niceselfishspirit,’Imuttered.

’Entirelyso.I’mnotasaint,butIfeellikesteeringbyonewhenIseehim.’

Whenafteraweekhadgone,Craigrodeuponeearlymorningtohisshackdoor,hisfacetoldmethathehadfoughthisfightandhadnotbeenbeaten.Hehadriddenallnightandwasreadytodropwithweariness.

’Connor,oldboy,’hesaid,puttingouthishand;’I’mratherplayed.TherewasabadrowattheLanding.IhavejustclosedpoorColley’seyes.Itwasawful.Imustgetsleep.LookafterDandy,willyou,likeagoodchap?’

’Oh,Dandybehanged,!’Isaid,forIknewitwasnotthefight,northewatching,northelongridethathadshakenhisironnerveandgivenhimthatface.’GoinandliedownI’llbringyousomething.’

’Wakemeintheafternoon,’hesaid;’sheiswaiting.Perhapsyouwillgotoher’——hislipsquivered——’mynerveisrathergone.’

Thenwithaverywansmileheadded,’Iamgivingyoualotoftrouble.’

’Yougotothunder!’Iburstout,formythroatwashotandsorewithgriefforhim.

’IthinkI’drathergotosleep,’hereplied,stillsmiling.I

couldnotspeak,andwasgladofthechanceofbeingalonewithDandy.

WhenIcameinIfoundhimsittingwithhisheadinhisarmsuponthetablefastasleep.Imadehimtea,forcedhimtotakeawarmbath,andsenthimtobed,whileIwenttoMrs.Mavor.Iwentwithafearfulheart,butthatwasbecauseIhadforgottenthekindofwomanshewas.

Shewasstandinginthelightofthewindowwaitingforme.Herfacewaspalebutsteady,therewasaproudlightinherfathomlesseyes,aslightsmilepartedherlips,andshecarriedherheadlikeaqueen.

’Comein,’shesaid.’Youneednotfeartotellme.Isawhimridehome.Hehasnotfailed,thankGod!Iamproudofhim;I

knewhewouldbetrue.Helovesme’——shedrewinherbreathsharply,andafaintcolourtingedhercheek——’butheknowsloveisnotall——ah,loveisnotall!Oh!Iamgladandproud!’

’Glad!’Igasped,amazed.

’Youwouldnothavehimprovefaithless!’shesaidwithprouddefiance.

’Oh,itishighsentimentalnonsense,’Icouldnothelpsaying.

’Youshouldnotsayso,’shereplied,andhervoicerangclear.

’Honour,faith,anddutyaresentiments,buttheyarenotnonsense.’

InspiteofmyrageIwaslostinamazedadmirationofthehighspiritofthewomanwhostoodupsostraightbeforeme.But,asI

toldhowwornandbrokenhewas,shelistenedwithchangingcolourandswellingbosom,herproudcourageallgone,andonlylove,anxiousandpitying,inhereyes.

’ShallIgotohim?’sheaskedwithtimideagernessanddeepeningcolour.

’Heissleeping.Hesaidhewouldcometoyou,’Ireplied.

’Ishallwaitforhim,’shesaidsoftly,andthetendernessinhertonewentstraighttomyheart,anditseemedtomeamanmightsuffermuchtobelovedwithlovesuchasthis.

IntheearlyafternoonGraemecametoher.Shemethimwithbothhandsoutstretched,sayinginalowvoice——

’Iamveryhappy.’

’Areyousure?’heaskedanxiously.

’Oh,yes,’shesaid,buthervoicewaslikeasob;’quite,quitesure.’

TheytalkedlongtogethertillIsawthatCraigmustsoonbecoming,andIcalledGraemeaway.Heheldherhands,lookingsteadilyintohereyesandsaid——

’YouarebettereventhanIthought;I’mgoingtobeabetterman.’

Hereyesfilledwithtears,buthersmiledidnotfadeassheanswered——

’Yes!youwillbeagoodman,andGodwillgiveyouworktodo.’

Hebenthisheadoverherhandsandsteppedbackfromherasfromaqueen,buthespokenowordtillwecametoCraig’sdoor.Thenhesaidwithhumilitythatseemedstrangeinhim,’Connor,thatisgreat,toconqueroneself.Itisworthwhile.Iamgoingtotry.’

IwouldnothavemissedhismeetingwithCraig.Nelsonwasbusywithtea.Craigwaswritingnearthewindow.HelookedupasGraemecamein,andnoddedaneasygood—evening;butGraemestrodetohimand,puttingonehandonhisshoulder,heldouthisotherforCraigtotake.