UntowhatawfulpowershallIcall?
Towhathighfane?—Ah!seeherhoveringfeet,
Morebluelyvein’d,moresoft,morewhitelysweet
Thanthoseofsea—bornVenus,whensherose
Fromouthercradleshell.Thewindout—blows
Herscarfintoaflutteringpavillion;
’Tisblue,andover—spangledwithamillion
Oflittleeyes,asthoughthouwerttoshed,
Overthedarkest,lushestblue—bellbed,
Handfulsofdaisies.\"—\"Endymion,howstrange!
Dreamwithindream!\"—\"Shetookanairyrange,
Andthen,towardsme,likeaverymaid,
Cameblushing,waning,willing,andafraid,
Andpress’dmebythehand:Ah!’twastoomuch;
MethoughtIfaintedatthecharmedtouch,
Yetheldmyrecollections,evenasone
Whodivesthreefathomswherethewatersrun
Gurglinginbedsofcoral:foranon,
Ifeltupmountedinthatregion
Wherefallingstarsdarttheirartilleryforth,
Andeaglesstrugglewiththebuffetingnorth
Thatbalancestheheavymeteor—stone;—
Felttoo,Iwasnotfearful,noralone,
Butlapp’dandlull’dalongthedangeroussky.
Soon,asitseem’d,weleftourjourneyinghigh,
Andstraightwayintofrightfuleddiesswoop’d;
Suchasayemusterwheregreytimehasscoop’d
Hugedensandcavernsinamountain’sside;
Therehollowsoundsarous’dme,andIsigh’d
Tofaintoncemorebylookingonmybliss—
Iwasdistracted;madlydidIkiss
Thewooingarmswhichheldme,anddidgive
Myeyesatoncetodeath:but’twastolive,
Totakeindraughtsoflifefromthegoldfount
Ofkindandpassionatelooks;tocount,andcount
Themoments,bysomegreedyhelpthatseem’d
Asecondself,thateachmightberedeem’d
Andplunder’dofitsloadofblessedness.
Ah,desperatemortal!Ie’endar’dtopress
Herverycheekagainstmycrownedlip,
And,atthatmoment,feltmybodydip
Intoawarmerair:amomentmore,
Ourfeetweresoftinflowers.Therewasstore
Ofnewestjoysuponthatalp.Sometimes
Ascentofviolets,andblossominglimes,
Loiter’daroundus;thenofhoneycells,
Madedelicatefromallwhite—flowerbells;
Andonce,abovetheedgesofournest,
Anarchfacepeep’d,—anOreadasIguess’d.
\"WhydidIdreamthatsleepo’er—power’dme
Inmidstofallthisheaven?Whynotsee,
Faroff,theshadowsofhispinionsdark,
Andstarethemfromme?Butno,likeaspark
Thatneedsmustdie,althoughitslittlebeam
Reflectsuponadiamond,mysweetdream
Fellintonothing—intostupidsleep.
Andsoitwas,untilagentlecreep,
Acarefulmovingcaughtmywakingears,
AndupIstarted:Ah!mysighs,mytears,
Myclenchedhands:—forlo!thepoppieshung
Dew—dabbledontheirstalks,theouzelsung
Aheavyditty,andthesullenday
HadchiddenheraldHesperusaway,
Withleadenlooks:thesolitarybreeze
Bluster’d,andslept,anditswildselfdidteaze
Withwaywardmelancholy;andIthought,
Markme,Peona!thatsometimesitbrought
Faintfare—thee—wells,andsigh—shrilledadieus!—
AwayIwander’d—allthepleasanthues
Ofheavenandearthhadfaded:deepestshades
Weredeepestdungeons;heathsandsunnyglades
Werefullofpestilentlight;ourtaintlessrills
Seem’dsooty,ando’er—spreadwithupturn’dgills
Ofdyingfish;thevermeilrosehadblown
Infrightfulscarlet,anditsthornsout—grown
Likespikedaloe.Ifaninnocentbird
Beforemyheedlessfootstepsstirr’d,andstirr’d
Inlittlejourneys,Ibeheldinit
Adisguis’ddemon,missionedtoknit
Mysoulwithunderdarkness;toentice
Mystumblingsdownsomemonstrousprecipice:
ThereforeIeagerfollowed,anddidcurse
Thedisappointment.Time,thatagednurse,
Rock’dmetopatience.Now,thankgentleheaven!
Thesethings,withalltheircomfortings,aregiven
Tomydown—sunkenhours,andwiththee,
Sweetsister,helptostemtheebbingsea
Ofwearylife.\"
Thusendedhe,andboth
Satsilent:forthemaidwasveryloth
Toanswer;feelingwellthatbreathedwords
Wouldallbelost,unheard,andvainasswords
Againsttheenchasedcrocodile,orleaps
Ofgrasshoppersagainstthesun.Sheweeps
Andwonders;strugglestodevisesomeblame;
Toputonsuchalookaswouldsay,Shame
Onthispoorweakness!but,forallherstrife,
Shecouldassoonhavecrush’dawaythelife
Fromasickdove.Atlength,tobreakthepause,
Shesaidwithtremblingchance:\"Isthisthecause?
Thisall?Yetitisstrange,andsad,alas!
Thatonewhothroughthismiddleearthshouldpass
Mostlikeasojourningdemi—god,andleave
Hisnameupontheharp—string,shouldachieve
Nohigherbardthansimplemaidenhood,
Singingalone,andfearfully,—howtheblood
Lefthisyoungcheek;andhowheusedtostray
Heknewnotwhere;andhowhewouldsay,nay,
Ifanysaid’twaslove:andyet’twaslove;
Whatcoulditbebutlove?Howaring—dove
Letfallasprigofyewtreeinhispath;
Andhowhedied:andthen,thatlovedothscathe
Thegentleheart,asnorthernblastsdoroses;
Andthentheballadofhissadlifecloses
Withsighs,andanalas!—Endymion!
Beratherinthetrumpet’smouth,—anon
Amongthewindsatlarge—thatallmayhearken!
Although,beforethecrystalheavensdarken,
Iwatchanddoteuponthesilverlakes
Pictur’dinwesterncloudiness,thattakes
Thesemblanceofgoldrocksandbrightgoldsands,
Islands,andcreeks,andamber—frettedstrands
Withhorsesprancingo’erthem,palaces
Andtowersofamethyst,—wouldIsoteaze
Mypleasantdays,becauseIcouldnotmount
Intothoseregions?TheMorpheanfount
Ofthatfineelementthatvisions,dreams,
Andfitfulwhimsofsleeparemadeof,streams
Intoitsairychannelswithsosubtle,
Sothinabreathing,notthespider’sshuttle,
Circledamilliontimeswithinthespace
Ofaswallow’snest—door,coulddelayatrace,
Atintingofitsquality:howlight
Mustdreamsthemselvesbe;seeingthey’remoreslight
Thanthemerenothingthatengendersthem!
Thenwhereforesullytheentrustedgem
Ofhighandnoblelifewiththoughtssosick?
Whypiercehigh—frontedhonourtothequick
Fornothingbutadream?\"Hereattheyouth
Look’dup:aconflictingofshameandruth
Wasinhisplaitedbrow:yet,hiseyelids
Widenedalittle,aswhenZephyrbids
Alittlebreezetocreepbetweenthefans
Ofcarelessbutterflies:amidhispains
Heseem’dtotasteadropofmanna—dew,
Fullpalatable;andacolourgrew
Uponhischeek,whilethushelifefulspake.
\"Peona!everhaveIlong’dtoslake
Mythirstfortheworld’spraises:nothingbase,
Nomerelyslumberousphantasm,couldunlace
Thestubborncanvasformyvoyageprepar’d—
Thoughnow’tistatter’d;leavingmybarkbar’d
Andsullenlydrifting:yetmyhigherhope
Isoftoowide,toorainbow—largeascope,
Tofretatmyriadsofearthlywrecks.
Whereinlieshappiness?Inthatwhichbecks
Ourreadymindstofellowshipdivine,
Afellowshipwithessence;tillweshine,
Fullalchemiz’d,andfreeofspace.Behold
Theclearreligionofheaven!Fold
Aroseleafroundthyfinger’staperness,
Andsoothethylips:hist,whentheairystress
Ofmusic’skissimpregnatesthefreewinds,
Andwithasympathetictouchunbinds
AEolianmagicfromtheirlucidwombs:
Thenoldsongswakenfromencloudedtombs;
Olddittiessighabovetheirfather’sgrave;
Ghostsofmelodiousprophecyingsrave
RoundeveryspotwheretrodApollo’sfoot;
Bronzeclarionsawake,andfaintlybruit,
Wherelongagoagiantbattlewas;
And,fromtheturf,alullabydothpass
IneveryplacewhereinfantOrpheusslept.
Feelwethesethings?—thatmomenthavewestept
Intoasortofoneness,andourstate
Islikeafloatingspirit’s.Butthereare
Richerentanglements,enthralmentsfar
Moreself—destroying,leading,bydegrees,
Tothechiefintensity:thecrownofthese
Ismadeofloveandfriendship,andsitshigh
Upontheforeheadofhumanity.
Allitsmoreponderousandbulkyworth
Isfriendship,whencethereeverissuesforth
Asteadysplendour;butatthetip—top,
Therehangsbyunseenfilm,anorbeddrop
Oflight,andthatislove:itsinfluence,
Throwninoureyes,gendersanovelsense,
Atwhichwestartandfret;tillintheend,
Meltingintoitsradiance,weblend,
Mingle,andsobecomeapartofit,—
Norwithaughtelsecanoursoulsinterknit
Sowingedly:whenwecombinetherewith,
Life’sselfisnourish’dbyitsproperpith,
Andwearenurturedlikeapelicanbrood.
Aye,sodeliciousistheunsatingfood,
Thatmen,whomighthavetower’dinthevan
Ofallthecongregatedworld,tofan
Andwinnowfromthecomingstepoftime
Allchaffofcustom,wipeawayallslime
Leftbymen—slugsandhumanserpentry,
Havebeencontenttoletoccasiondie,
Whilsttheydidsleepinlove’selysium.
And,truly,Iwouldratherbestruckdumb,
Thanspeakagainstthisardentlistlessness:
ForIhaveeverthoughtthatitmightbless
Theworldwithbenefitsunknowingly;
Asdoesthenightingale,upperchedhigh,
Andcloister’damongcoolandbunchedleaves—
Shesingsbuttoherlove,nore’erconceives
HowtiptoeNightholdsbackherdark—greyhood.
Justsomaylove,although’tisunderstood
Themerecomminglingofpassionatebreath,
Producemorethanoursearchingwitnesseth:
WhatIknownot:butwho,ofmen,cantell
Thatflowerswouldbloom,orthatgreenfruitwouldswell
Tomeltingpulp,thatfishwouldhavebrightmail,
Theearthitsdowerofriver,wood,andvale,
Themeadowsrunnels,runnelspebble—stones,
Theseeditsharvest,ortheluteitstones,
Tonesravishment,orravishmentitssweet,
Ifhumansoulsdidneverkissandgreet?
\"Now,ifthisearthlylovehaspowertomake
Men’sbeingmortal,immortal;toshake
Ambitionfromtheirmemories,andbrim
Theirmeasureofcontent:whatmerestwhim,
Seemsallthispoorendeavourafterfame,
Toone,whokeepswithinhisstedfastaim
Aloveimmortal,animmortaltoo.
Looknotsowilder’d;forthesethingsaretrue,
Andnevercanbebornofatomies
Thatbuzzaboutourslumbers,likebrain—flies,
Leavingusfancy—sick.No,no,I’msure,
Myrestlessspiritnevercouldendure
Tobroodsolongupononeluxury,
Unlessitdid,thoughfearfully,espy
Ahopebeyondtheshadowofadream.
Mysayingswillthelessobscuredseem,
WhenIhavetoldtheehowmywakingsight
Hasmademescruplewhetherthatsamenight
Waspass’dindreaming.Hearken,sweetPeona!
Beyondthematron—templeofLatona,
Whichweshouldseebutforthesedarkeningboughs,
Liesadeephollow,fromwhoseraggedbrows
Bushesandtreesdoleanallroundathwart
Andmeetsonearly,thatwithwingsoutraught,
Andspreadedtail,avulturecouldnotglide
Pastthem,buthemustbrushoneveryside.
Somemoulder’dstepsleadintothiscoolcell,
Farastheslabbedmarginofawell,
Whosepatientlevelpeepsitscrystaleye
Rightupward,throughthebushes,tothesky.
OfthaveIbroughttheeflowers,ontheirstalksset
Likevestalprimroses,butdarkvelvet
Edgesthemround,andtheyhavegoldenpits:
’TwasthereIgotthem,fromthegapsandslits
Inamossystone,thatsometimeswasmyseat,
Whenallabovewasfaintwithmid—dayheat.
Andthereinstrifenoburningthoughtstoheed,
I’dbubbleupthewaterthroughareed;
Soreachingbacktoboy—hood:makemeships
Ofmoultedfeathers,touchwood,alderchips,
Withleavesstuckinthem;andtheNeptunebe
Oftheirpettyocean.Oftener,heavily,
Whenlove—lornhourshadleftmelessachild,
Isatcontemplatingthefigureswild
Ofo’er—headcloudsmeltingthemirrorthrough.
Uponaday,whilethusIwatch’d,byflew
AcloudyCupid,withhisbowandquiver;
Soplainlycharacter’d,nobreezewouldshiver
Thehappychance:sohappy,Iwasfain
Tofollowitupontheopenplain,
And,therefore,wasjustgoing;when,behold!
Awonder,fairasanyIhavetold—
ThesamebrightfaceItastedinmysleep,
Smilingintheclearwell.Myheartdidleap
Throughthecooldepth.—Itmovedasiftoflee—
Istartedup,whenlo!refreshfully
Therecameuponmyfaceinplenteousshowers
Dew—drops,anddewybuds,andleaves,andflowers,
Wrappingallobjectsfrommysmotheredsight,
Bathingmyspiritinanewdelight.
Aye,suchabreathlesshoney—feelofbliss
Alonepreservedmefromthedrearabyss
Ofdeath,forthefairformhadgoneagain.
Pleasureisoftavisitant;butpain
Clingscruellytous,likethegnawingsloth
Onthedeer’stenderhaunches:late,andloth,
’Tisscar’dawaybyslowreturningpleasure.
Howsickening,howdarkthedreadfulleisure
Ofwearydays,madedeeperexquisite,
Byafore—knowledgeofunslumbrousnight!
Likesorrowcameuponme,heavierstill,
ThanwhenIwander’dfromthepoppyhill:
Andawholeageoflingeringmomentscrept
Sluggishlyby,eremorecontentmentswept
Awayatoncethedeadlyyellowspleen.
Yes,thricehaveIthisfairenchantmentseen;
Oncemorebeentorturedwithrenewedlife.
Whenlastthewintrygustsgaveoverstrife
Withtheconqueringsunofspring,andlefttheskies
Warmandserene,butyetwithmoistenedeyes
Inpityoftheshatter’dinfantbuds,—
Thattimethoudidstadorn,withamberstuds,
Myhuntingcap,becauseIlaugh’dandsmil’d,
Chattedwiththee,andmanydaysexil’d
Alltormentfrommybreast;—’twaseventhen,
Strayingabout,yet,coop’dupintheden
Ofhelplessdiscontent,—hurlingmylance
Fromplacetoplace,andfollowingatchance,
Atlast,byhap,throughsomeyoungtreesitstruck,
And,plashingamongbeddedpebbles,stuck
Inthemiddleofabrook,—whosesilverramble
Downtwentylittlefalls,throughreedsandbramble,
Tracingalong,itbroughtmetoacave,
Whenceitranbrightlyforth,andwhitedidlave
Thenethersidesofmossystonesandrock,—
’Mongwhichitgurgledblytheadieus,tomock
Itsownsweetgriefatparting.Overhead,
Hungalushscreenofdroopingweeds,andspread
Thick,astocurtainupsomewood—nymph’shome.
’Ah!impiousmortal,whitherdoIroam?’
SaidI,lowvoic’d:’Ah,whither!’Tisthegrot
’OfProserpine,whenHell,obscureandhot,
’Dothherresign;andwherehertenderhands
’Shedabbles,onthecoolandsluicysands:
’Or’tisthecellofEcho,whereshesits,
’Andbabblesthoroughsilence,tillherwits
’Aregoneintendermadness,andanon,
’Faintsintosleep,withmanyadyingtone
’Ofsadness.Othatshewouldtakemyvows,
’Andbreathethemsighinglyamongtheboughs,
’Tosuehergentleearsforwhosefairhead,
’Daily,Iplucksweetfloweretsfromtheirbed,
’Andweavethemdyingly—sendhoney—whispers
’Roundeveryleaf,thatallthosegentlelispers
’Maysighmyloveuntoherpitying!
’OcharitableEcho!hear,andsing
’Thisdittytoher!—tellher’—soIstay’d
Myfoolishtongue,andlistening,halfafraid,
Stoodstupefiedwithmyownemptyfolly,
Andblushingforthefreaksofmelancholy.
Salttearswerecoming,whenIheardmyname
Mostfondlylipp’d,andthentheseaccentscame:
’Endymion!thecaveissecreter
’ThantheIsleofDelos.Echohenceshallstir
’Nosighsbutsigh—warmkisses,orlightnoise
’Ofthycombinghand,thewhileittravellingcloys
’Andtremblesthroughmylabyrinthinehair.’
Atthatoppress’dIhurriedin.—Ah!where
Arethoseswiftmoments?Whitheraretheyfled?
I’llsmilenomore,Peona;norwillwed
Sorrowthewaytodeath;butpatiently
Bearupagainstit:sofarewell,sadsigh;
Andcomeinsteaddemurestmeditation,
Tooccupymewholly,andtofashion
Mypilgrimagefortheworld’sduskybrink.
NomorewillIcountover,linkbylink,
Mychainofgrief:nolongerstrivetofind
Ahalf—forgetfulnessinmountainwind
Blusteringaboutmyears:aye,thoushaltsee,
Dearestofsisters,whatmylifeshallbe;
Whatacalmroundofhoursshallmakemydays.
Thereisapalyflameofhopethatplays
Where’erIlook:butyet,I’llsay’tisnaught—
AndhereIbiditdie.HavenotIcaught,
Already,amorehealthycountenance?
Bythisthesunissetting;wemaychance
Meetsomeofournear—dwellerswithmycar.\"
Thissaid,herose,faint—smilinglikeastar
Throughautumnmists,andtookPeona’shand:
Theysteptintotheboat,andlaunch’dfromland.
BOOKII.
Osovereignpoweroflove!Ogrief!Obalm!
Allrecords,savingthine,comecool,andcalm,
Andshadowy,throughthemistofpassedyears:
Forothers,goodorbad,hatredandtears
Havebecomeindolent;buttouchingthine,
Onesighdothecho,onepoorsobdothpine,
Onekissbringshoney—dewfromburieddays.
ThewoesofTroy,towerssmotheringo’ertheirblaze,
Stiff—holdenshields,far—piercingspears,keenblades,
Struggling,andblood,andshrieks—alldimlyfades
Intosomebackwardcornerofthebrain:
Yet,inourverysouls,wefeelamain
ThecloseofTroilusandCressidsweet.
Hence,pageanthistory!hence,gildedcheat!
Swartplanetintheuniverseofdeeds!
Widesea,thatonecontinuousmurmurbreeds
Alongthepebbledshoreofmemory!
Manyoldrotten—timber’dboatstherebe
Uponthyvaporousbosom,magnified
Togoodlyvessels;manyasailofpride,
Andgoldenkeel’d,isleftunlaunch’danddry.
Butwhereforethis?Whatcare,thoughowldidfly
AboutthegreatAthenianadmiral’smast?
Whatcare,thoughstridingAlexanderpast
TheInduswithhisMacedoniannumbers?
ThougholdUlyssestorturedfromhisslumbers
ThegluttedCyclops,whatcare?—Julietleaning
Amidherwindow—flowers,—sighing,—weaning
Tenderlyherfancyfromitsmaidensnow,
Dothmoreavailthanthese:thesilverflow
OfHero’stears,theswoonofImogen,
FairPastorellainthebandit’sden,
Arethingstobroodonwithmoreardency
Thanthedeath—dayofempires.Fearfully
Mustsuchconvictioncomeuponhishead,
Who,thusfar,discontent,hasdaredtotread,
Withoutonemuse’ssmile,orkindbehest,
Thepathofloveandpoesy.Butrest,
Inchaffingrestlessness,isyetmoredrear
Thantobecrush’d,instrivingtouprear
Love’sstandardonthebattlementsofsong.
Sooncemoredaysandnightsaidmealong,
Likelegion’dsoldiers.
Brain—sickshepherdprince,
Whatpromisehastthoufaithfulguardedsince
Thedayofsacrifice?Or,havenewsorrows
Comewiththeconstantdawnuponthymorrows?
Alas!’tishisoldgrief.Formanydays,
Hashebeenwanderinginuncertainways:
Throughwilderness,andwoodsofmossedoaks;
Countinghiswoe—wornminutes,bythestrokes
Ofthelonewoodcutter;andlisteningstill,
Hourafterhour,toeachlush—leav’drill.
Nowheissittingbyashadyspring,
Andelbow—deepwithfeverousfingering
Stemstheupburstingcold:awildrosetree
Pavillionshiminbloom,andhedothsee
Abudwhichsnareshisfancy:lo!butnow
Heplucksit,dipsitsstalkinthewater:how!
Itswells,itbuds,itflowersbeneathhissight;
And,inthemiddle,thereissoftlypight
Agoldenbutterfly;uponwhosewings
Theremustbesurelycharacter’dstrangethings,
Forwithwideeyehewonders,andsmilesoft.
Lightlythislittleheraldflewaloft,
Follow’dbygladEndymion’sclaspedhands:
Onwarditflies.Fromlanguor’ssullenbands
Hislimbsareloos’d,andeager,onhehies
Dazzledtotraceitinthesunnyskies.
Itseem’dheflew,thewaysoeasywas;
Andlikeanew—bornspiritdidhepass
Throughthegreeneveningquietinthesun,
O’ermanyaheath,throughmanyawoodlanddun,
Throughburiedpaths,wheresleepytwilightdreams
Thesummertimeaway.Onetrackunseams
Awoodedcleft,and,faraway,theblue
Ofoceanfadesuponhim;then,anew,
Hesinksadownasolitaryglen,
Wheretherewasneversoundofmortalmen,
Saving,perhaps,somesnow—lightcadences
Meltingtosilence,whenuponthebreeze
Someholybarkletforthananthemsweet,
TocheeritselftoDelphi.Stillhisfeet
Wentswiftbeneaththemerry—wingedguide,
Untilitreach’dasplashingfountain’sside
That,nearacavern’smouth,foreverpour’d
Untothetemperateair:thenhighitsoar’d,
And,downward,suddenlybegantodip,
Asif,athirstwithsomuchtoil,’twouldsip
Thecrystalspout—head:soitdid,withtouch
Mostdelicate,asthoughafraidtosmutch
Evenwithmealygoldthewatersclear.
But,atthatverytouch,todisappear
Sofairy—quick,wasstrange!Bewildered,
Endymionsoughtaround,andshookeachbed
Ofcovertflowersinvain;andthenheflung
Himselfalongthegrass.Whatgentletongue,
Whatwhispererdisturb’dhisgloomyrest?
Itwasanymphuprisentothebreast
Inthefountain’spebblymargin,andshestood
’Monglillies,liketheyoungestofthebrood.
Tohimherdrippinghandshesoftlykist,
Andanxiouslybegantoplaitandtwist
Herringletsroundherfingers,saying:\"Youth!
Toolong,alas,hastthoustarv’dontheruth,
Thebitternessoflove:toolongindeed,
Seeingthouartsogentle.CouldIweed
Thysoulofcare,byheavens,Iwouldoffer
Allthebrightrichesofmycrystalcoffer
ToAmphitrite;allmyclear—eyedfish,
Golden,orrainbow—sided,orpurplish,
Vermilion—tail’d,orfinn’dwithsilverygauze;
Yea,ormyveinedpebble—floor,thatdraws
Avirginlighttothedeep;mygrotto—sands
Tawnyandgold,ooz’dslowlyfromfarlands
Bymydiligentsprings;mylevellillies,shells,
Mycharmingrod,mypotentriverspells;
Yes,everything,eventothepearlycup
Meandergaveme,—forIbubbledup
Tofaintingcreaturesinadesertwild.
Butwoeisme,Iambutasachild
Togladdenthee;andallIdaretosay,
Is,thatIpitythee;thatonthisday
I’vebeenthyguide;thatthoumustwanderfar
Inotherregions,pastthescantybar
Tomortalsteps,beforethoucanstbeta’en
Fromeverywastingsigh,fromeverypain,
Intothegentlebosomofthylove.
Whyitisthus,oneknowsinheavenabove:
But,apoorNaiad,Iguessnot.Farewell!
Ihaveadittyformyhollowcell.\"
Hereat,shevanishedfromEndymion’sgaze,
Whobroodedo’erthewaterinamaze:
Thedashingfountpour’don,andwhereitspool
Lay,halfasleep,ingrassandrushescool,
Quickwaterfliesandgnatsweresportingstill,
Andfishweredimpling,asifgoodnorill
Hadfallenoutthathour.Thewanderer,
Holdinghisforehead,tokeepoffthebur
Ofsmotheringfancies,patientlysatdown;
And,whilebeneaththeevening’ssleepyfrown
Glow—wormsbegantotrimtheirstarrylamps,
Thusbreath’dhetohimself:\"Whosoencamps
Totakeafanciedcityofdelight,
Owhatawretchishe!andwhen’tishis,
Afterlongtoilandtravelling,tomiss
Thekernelofhishopes,howmorethanvile:
Yet,forhimthere’srefreshmentevenintoil;
Anothercitydothhesetabout,
Freefromthesmallestpebble—headofdoubt
Thathewillseizeontricklinghoney—combs;
Alas,hefindsthemdry;andthenhefoams,
Andonwardtoanothercityspeeds.
Butthisishumanlife:thewar,thedeeds,
Thedisappointment,theanxiety,
Imagination’sstruggles,farandnigh,
Allhuman;bearinginthemselvesthisgood,
Thattheyarestilltheair,thesubtlefood,
Tomakeusfeelexistence,andtoshow
Howquietdeathis.Wheresoilismengrow,
Whethertoweedsorflowers;butforme,
Thereisnodepthtostrikein:Icansee
Naughtearthlyworthmycompassing;sostand
Uponamisty,juttingheadofland—
Alone?No,no;andbytheOrpheanlute,
WhenmadEurydiceislisteningto’t;
I’dratherstanduponthismistypeak,
Withnotathingtosighfor,ortoseek,
Butthesoftshadowofmythrice—seenlove,
Thanbe—Icarenotwhat.Omeekestdove
Ofheaven!OCynthia,ten—timesbrightandfair!
Fromthybluethrone,nowfillingalltheair,
Glancebutonelittlebeamoftemper’dlight
Intomybosom,thatthedreadfulmight
Andtyrannyoflovebesomewhatscar’d!
Yetdonotso,sweetqueen;onetormentspar’d,
Wouldgiveapangtojealousmisery,
Worsethanthetorment’sself:butrathertie
Largewingsuponmyshoulders,andpointout
Mylove’sfardwelling.Thoughtheplayfulrout
OfCupidsshunthee,toodivineartthou,
Tookeeninbeauty,forthysilverprow
Nottohavedipp’dinlove’smostgentlestream.
Obepropitious,norseverelydeem
Mymadnessimpious;for,byallthestars
Thattendthybidding,Idothinkthebars
Thatkeptmyspiritinareburst—thatI
Amsailingwiththeethroughthedizzysky!
Howbeautifulthouart!Theworldhowdeep!
Howtremulous—dazzlinglythewheelssweep
Aroundtheiraxle!Thenthesegleamingreins,
Howlithe!Whenthisthychariotattains
Itsairygoal,haplysomebowerveils
Thosetwilighteyes?Thoseeyes!—myspiritfails—
Deargoddess,help!orthewide—gapingair
Willgulphme—help!\"—Atthiswithmadden’dstare,
Andliftedhands,andtremblinglipshestood;
LikeoldDeucalionmountain’do’ertheflood,
OrblindOrionhungryforthemorn.
And,butfromthedeepcaverntherewasborne
Avoice,hehadbeenfrozetosenselessstone;
Norsighofhis,norplaint,norpassion’dmoan
Hadmorebeenheard.Thusswell’ditforth:\"Descend,
Youngmountaineer!descendwherealleysbend
Intothesparryhollowsoftheworld!
Ofthastthouseenboltsofthethunderhurl’d
Asfromthythreshold;daybydayhastbeen
Alittlelowerthanthechillysheen
Oficypinnacles,anddipp’dstthinearms
Intothedeadeningetherthatstillcharms
Theirmarblebeing:now,asdeepprofound
Asthosearehigh,descend!Hene’eriscrown’d
Withimmortality,whofearstofollow
Whereairyvoiceslead:sothroughthehollow,
Thesilentmysteriesofearth,descend!\"
Heheardbutthelastwords,norcouldcontend
Onemomentinreflection:forhefled
Intothefearfuldeep,tohidehishead
Fromtheclearmoon,thetrees,andcomingmadness.
’Twasfartoostrange,andwonderfulforsadness;
Sharpening,bydegrees,hisappetite
Todiveintothedeepest.Dark,norlight,
Theregion;norbright,norsombrewholly,
Butmingledup;agleamingmelancholy;
Aduskyempireanditsdiadems;
Onefainteternaleventideofgems.
Aye,millionssparkledonaveinofgold,
Alongwhosetracktheprincequickfootstepstold,
Withallitslinesabruptandangular:
Out—shootingsometimes,likeameteor—star,
Throughavastantre;thenthemetalwoof,
LikeVulcan’srainbow,withsomemonstrousroof
Curveshugely:now,farinthedeepabyss,
Itseemsanangrylightning,anddothhiss
Fancyintobelief:anonitleads
Throughwindingpassages,wheresamenessbreeds
Vexingconceptionsofsomesuddenchange;
Whethertosilvergrots,orgiantrange
Ofsapphirecolumns,orfantasticbridge
Athwartafloodofcrystal.Onaridge
Nowfarethhe,thato’erthevastbeneath
Towerslikeanocean—cliff,andwhenceheseeth
Ahundredwaterfalls,whosevoicescome
Butasthemurmuringsurge.Chillyandnumb
Hisbosomgrew,whenfirsthe,faraway
Descriedanorbeddiamond,settofray
Olddarknessfromhisthrone:’twaslikethesun
Upriseno’erchaos:andwithsuchastun
Cametheamazement,that,absorb’dinit,
Hesawnotfiercerwonders—pastthewit
Ofanyspirittotell,butoneofthose
Who,whenthisplanet’sspheringtimedothclose,
Willbeitshighremembrancers:whothey?
Themightyoneswhohavemadeeternalday
ForGreeceandEngland.Whileastonishment
Withdeep—drawnsighswasquieting,hewent
Intoamarblegallery,passingthrough
Amimictemple,socompleteandtrue
Insacredcustom,thathewellnighfear’d
Tosearchitinwards;whencefaroffappear’d,
Throughalongpillar’dvista,afairshrine,
Andjustbeyond,onlighttiptoedivine,
Aquiver’dDian.Steppingawfully,
Theyouthapproach’d;oftturninghisveil’deye
Downsidelongaisles,andintonichesold.
Andwhen,morenearagainstthemarblecold
Hehadtouch’dhisforehead,hebegantothread
Allcourtsandpassages,wheresilencedead
Rous’dbyhiswhisperingfootstepsmurmuredfaint:
Andlonghetravers’dtoandfro,toacquaint
Himselfwitheverymystery,andawe;
Till,weary,hesatdownbeforethemaw
Ofawideoutlet,fathomlessanddim,
Towilduncertaintyandshadowsgrim.
There,whennewwondersceas’dtofloatbefore,
Andthoughtsofselfcameon,howcrudeandsore
Thejourneyhomewardtohabitualself
Amad—pursuingofthefog—bornelf,
Whoseflittinglantern,throughrudenettle—briar,
Cheatsusintoaswamp,intoafire,
Intothebosomofahatedthing.
Whatmiserymostdrowninglydothsing
InloneEndymion’sear,nowhehasraught
Thegoalofconsciousness?Ah,’tisthethought,
Thedeadlyfeelofsolitude:forlo!
Hecannotseetheheavens,northeflow
Ofrivers,norhill—flowersrunningwild
Inpinkandpurplechequer,nor,up—pil’d,
Thecloudyrackslowjourneyinginthewest,
Likeherdedelephants;norfelt,norprest
Coolgrass,nortastedthefreshslumberousair;
Butfarfromsuchcompanionshiptowear
Anunknowntime,surcharg’dwithgrief,away,
Wasnowhislot.Andmusthepatientstay,
Tracingfantasticfigureswithhisspear?
\"No!\"exclaim’dhe,\"whyshouldItarryhere?\"
No!loudlyechoedtimesinnumerable.
Atwhichhestraightwaystarted,and’gantell
Hispacesbackintothetemple’schief;
Warmingandglowingstronginthebelief
OfhelpfromDian:sothatwhenagain
Hecaughtherairyform,thusdidheplain,
Movingmorenearthewhile:\"OHaunterchaste
Ofriversides,andwoods,andheathywaste,
Wherewiththysilverbowandarrowskeen
Artthounowforested?OwoodlandQueen,
Whatsmoothestairthysmootherforeheadwoos?
Wheredostthoulistentothewidehalloos
Ofthydispartednymphs?Throughwhatdarktree
Glimmersthycrescent?Wheresoe’eritbe,
’Tisinthebreathofheaven:thoudosttaste
Freedomasnonecantasteit,nordostwaste
Thylovelinessindismalelements;
But,findinginourgreenearthsweetcontents,
Therelivestblissfully.Ah,iftothee
ItfeelsElysian,howrichtome,
Anexil’dmortal,soundsitspleasantname!
Withinmybreasttherelivesachokingflame—
Oletmecool’tthezephyr—boughsamong!
Ahomewardfeverparchesupmytongue—
Oletmeslakeitattherunningsprings!
Uponmyearanoisynothingrings—
Oletmeoncemorehearthelinnet’snote!
Beforemineeyesthickfilmsandshadowsfloat—
Oletme’nointthemwiththeheaven’slight!
Dostthounowlavethyfeetandankleswhite?
Othinkhowsweettomethefresheningsluice!
Dostthounowpleasethythirstwithberry—juice?
Othinkhowthisdrypalatewouldrejoice!
Ifinsoftslumberthoudosthearmyvoice,
OthinkhowIshouldloveabedofflowers!—
Younggoddess!letmeseemynativebowers!
Delivermefromthisrapaciousdeep!\"
Thusendingloudly,ashewouldo’erleap
Hisdestiny,alerthestood:butwhen
Obstinatesilencecameheavilyagain,
Feelingaboutforitsoldcouchofspace
Andairycradle,lowlybow’dhisface
Desponding,o’erthemarblefloor’scoldthrill.
But’twasnotlong;for,sweeterthantherill
Toitsoldchannel,oraswollentide
Tomarginsallows,weretheleaveshespied,
Andflowers,andwreaths,andreadymyrtlecrowns
Upheapingthroughtheslab:refreshmentdrowns
Itself,andstrivesitsowndelightstohide—
Norinonespotalone;thefloralpride
Inalongwhisperingbirthenchantedgrew
Beforehisfootsteps;aswhenheav’danew
Oldoceanrollsalengthenedwavetotheshore,
Downwhosegreenbacktheshort—liv’dfoam,allhoar,
Burstsgradual,withawaywardindolence.
Increasingstillinheart,andpleasantsense,
Uponhisfairyjourneyonhehastes;
Soanxiousfortheend,hescarcelywastes
Onemomentwithhishandamongthesweets:
Onwardhegoes—hestops—hisbosombeats
Asplainlyinhisear,asthefaintcharm
Ofwhichthethrobswereborn.Thisstillalarm,
Thissleepymusic,forc’dhimwalktiptoe:
Foritcamemoresoftlythantheeastcouldblow
Arion’smagictotheAtlanticisles;
Orthanthewest,madejealousbythesmiles
Ofthron’dApollo,couldbreathebackthelyre
ToseasIonianandTyrian.
Odidheeverlive,thatlonelyman,
Wholov’d—andmusicslewnot?’Tisthepest
Oflove,thatfairestjoysgivemostunrest;
Thatthingsofdelicateandtenderestworth
Areswallow’dall,andmadeaseareddearth,
Byoneconsumingflame:itdothimmerse
Andsuffocatetrueblessingsinacurse.
Half—happy,bycomparisonofbliss,
Ismiserable.’Twasevensowiththis
Dew—droppingmelody,intheCarian’sear;
Firstheaven,thenhell,andthenforgottenclear,
Vanish’dinelementalpassion.
Anddownsomeswartabysmhehadgone,
Hadnotaheavenlyguidebenignantled
Towherethickmyrtlebranches,’gainsthishead
Brushing,awakened:thenthesoundsagain
Wentnoiselessasapassingnoontiderain
Overabower,wherelittlespacehestood;
Forasthesunsetpeepsintoawood
Sosawhepantinglight,andtowardsitwent
Throughwindingalleys;andlo,wonderment!
Uponsoftverduresaw,onehere,onethere,
Cupidsaslumberingontheirpinionsfair.
Afterathousandmazesovergone,
Atlast,withsuddenstep,hecameupon
Achamber,myrtlewall’d,emboweredhigh,
Fulloflight,incense,tenderminstrelsy,
Andmoreofbeautifulandstrangebeside:
Foronasilkencouchofrosypride,
Inmidstofall,therelayasleepingyouth
Offondestbeauty;fonder,infairsooth,
Thansighscouldfathom,orcontentmentreach:
Andcoverlidsgold—tintedlikethepeach,
OrripeOctober’sfadedmarigolds,
Fellsleekabouthiminathousandfolds—
NothidingupanApolloniancurve
Ofneckandshoulder,northetentingswerve
Ofkneefromknee,noranklespointinglight;
Butrather,givingthemtothefilledsight
Officiously.Sidewayhisfacerepos’d
Ononewhitearm,andtenderlyunclos’d,
Bytenderestpressure,afaintdamaskmouth
Toslumberypout;justasthemorningsouth
Dispartsadew—lipp’drose.Abovehishead,
Fourlillystalksdidtheirwhitehonourswed
Tomakeacoronal;androundhimgrew
Alltendrilsgreen,ofeverybloomandhue,
Togetherintertwin’dandtrammel’dfresh:
Thevineofglossysprout;theivymesh,
ShadingitsEthiopberries;andwoodbine,
Ofvelvetleavesandbugle—bloomsdivine;
Convolvulusinstreakedvasesflush;
Thecreeper,mellowingforanautumnblush;
Andvirgin’sbower,trailingairily;
Withothersofthesisterhood.Hardby,
StoodsereneCupidswatchingsilently.
One,kneelingtoalyre,touch’dthestrings,
Mufflingtodeaththepathoswithhiswings;
And,everandanon,uprosetolook
Attheyouth’sslumber;whileanothertook
Awillow—bough,distillingodorousdew,
Andshookitonhishair;anotherflew
Inthroughthewovenroof,andfluttering—wise
Rain’dvioletsuponhissleepingeyes.
Attheseenchantments,andyetmanymore,
ThebreathlessLatmianwonder’do’erando’er;
Until,impatientinembarrassment,
Heforthrightpass’d,andlightlytreadingwent
Tothatsamefeather’dlyrist,whostraightway,
Smiling,thuswhisper’d:\"Thoughfromupperday
Thouartawanderer,andthypresencehere
Mightseemunholy,beofhappycheer!
For’tisthenicesttouchofhumanhonour,
Whensomeetherealandhigh—favouringdonor
Presentsimmortalbowerstomortalsense;
Asnow’tisdonetothee,Endymion.Hence
WasIinnowisestartled.Sorecline
Upontheselivingflowers.Hereiswine,
Alivewithsparkles—never,Iaver,
SinceAriadnewasavintager,
Socoolapurple:tastethesejuicypears,
SentmebysadVertumnus,whenhisfears
WerehighaboutPomona:hereiscream,
Deepeningtorichnessfromasnowygleam;
SweeterthanthatnurseAmaltheaskimm’d
FortheboyJupiter:andhere,undimm’d
Byanytouch,abunchofbloomingplums
Readytomeltbetweenaninfant’sgums:
Andhereismannapick’dfromSyriantrees,
Instarlight,bythethreeHesperides.
Feaston,andmeanwhileIwilllettheeknow
Ofallthesethingsaroundus.\"Hedidso,
Stillbroodingo’erthecadenceofhislyre;
Andthus:\"Ineednotanyhearingtire
Bytellinghowthesea—borngoddesspin’d
Foramortalyouth,andhowshestrovetobind
Himallinalluntoherdotingself.
Whowouldnotbesoprison’d?but,fondelf,
Hewascontenttoletheramorousplea
Faintthroughhiscarelessarms;contenttosee
Anunseiz’dheavendyingathisfeet;
Content,Ofool!tomakeacoldretreat,
Whenonthepleasantgrasssuchlove,lovelorn,
Laysorrowing;wheneverytearwasborn
Ofdiversepassion;whenherlipsandeyes
Wereclos’dinsullenmoisture,andquicksighs
Camevex’dandpettishthroughhernostrilssmall.