第2章

UntowhatawfulpowershallIcall?

Towhathighfane?—Ah!seeherhoveringfeet,

Morebluelyvein’d,moresoft,morewhitelysweet

Thanthoseofsea—bornVenus,whensherose

Fromouthercradleshell.Thewindout—blows

Herscarfintoaflutteringpavillion;

’Tisblue,andover—spangledwithamillion

Oflittleeyes,asthoughthouwerttoshed,

Overthedarkest,lushestblue—bellbed,

Handfulsofdaisies.\"—\"Endymion,howstrange!

Dreamwithindream!\"—\"Shetookanairyrange,

Andthen,towardsme,likeaverymaid,

Cameblushing,waning,willing,andafraid,

Andpress’dmebythehand:Ah!’twastoomuch;

MethoughtIfaintedatthecharmedtouch,

Yetheldmyrecollections,evenasone

Whodivesthreefathomswherethewatersrun

Gurglinginbedsofcoral:foranon,

Ifeltupmountedinthatregion

Wherefallingstarsdarttheirartilleryforth,

Andeaglesstrugglewiththebuffetingnorth

Thatbalancestheheavymeteor—stone;—

Felttoo,Iwasnotfearful,noralone,

Butlapp’dandlull’dalongthedangeroussky.

Soon,asitseem’d,weleftourjourneyinghigh,

Andstraightwayintofrightfuleddiesswoop’d;

Suchasayemusterwheregreytimehasscoop’d

Hugedensandcavernsinamountain’sside;

Therehollowsoundsarous’dme,andIsigh’d

Tofaintoncemorebylookingonmybliss—

Iwasdistracted;madlydidIkiss

Thewooingarmswhichheldme,anddidgive

Myeyesatoncetodeath:but’twastolive,

Totakeindraughtsoflifefromthegoldfount

Ofkindandpassionatelooks;tocount,andcount

Themoments,bysomegreedyhelpthatseem’d

Asecondself,thateachmightberedeem’d

Andplunder’dofitsloadofblessedness.

Ah,desperatemortal!Ie’endar’dtopress

Herverycheekagainstmycrownedlip,

And,atthatmoment,feltmybodydip

Intoawarmerair:amomentmore,

Ourfeetweresoftinflowers.Therewasstore

Ofnewestjoysuponthatalp.Sometimes

Ascentofviolets,andblossominglimes,

Loiter’daroundus;thenofhoneycells,

Madedelicatefromallwhite—flowerbells;

Andonce,abovetheedgesofournest,

Anarchfacepeep’d,—anOreadasIguess’d.

\"WhydidIdreamthatsleepo’er—power’dme

Inmidstofallthisheaven?Whynotsee,

Faroff,theshadowsofhispinionsdark,

Andstarethemfromme?Butno,likeaspark

Thatneedsmustdie,althoughitslittlebeam

Reflectsuponadiamond,mysweetdream

Fellintonothing—intostupidsleep.

Andsoitwas,untilagentlecreep,

Acarefulmovingcaughtmywakingears,

AndupIstarted:Ah!mysighs,mytears,

Myclenchedhands:—forlo!thepoppieshung

Dew—dabbledontheirstalks,theouzelsung

Aheavyditty,andthesullenday

HadchiddenheraldHesperusaway,

Withleadenlooks:thesolitarybreeze

Bluster’d,andslept,anditswildselfdidteaze

Withwaywardmelancholy;andIthought,

Markme,Peona!thatsometimesitbrought

Faintfare—thee—wells,andsigh—shrilledadieus!—

AwayIwander’d—allthepleasanthues

Ofheavenandearthhadfaded:deepestshades

Weredeepestdungeons;heathsandsunnyglades

Werefullofpestilentlight;ourtaintlessrills

Seem’dsooty,ando’er—spreadwithupturn’dgills

Ofdyingfish;thevermeilrosehadblown

Infrightfulscarlet,anditsthornsout—grown

Likespikedaloe.Ifaninnocentbird

Beforemyheedlessfootstepsstirr’d,andstirr’d

Inlittlejourneys,Ibeheldinit

Adisguis’ddemon,missionedtoknit

Mysoulwithunderdarkness;toentice

Mystumblingsdownsomemonstrousprecipice:

ThereforeIeagerfollowed,anddidcurse

Thedisappointment.Time,thatagednurse,

Rock’dmetopatience.Now,thankgentleheaven!

Thesethings,withalltheircomfortings,aregiven

Tomydown—sunkenhours,andwiththee,

Sweetsister,helptostemtheebbingsea

Ofwearylife.\"

Thusendedhe,andboth

Satsilent:forthemaidwasveryloth

Toanswer;feelingwellthatbreathedwords

Wouldallbelost,unheard,andvainasswords

Againsttheenchasedcrocodile,orleaps

Ofgrasshoppersagainstthesun.Sheweeps

Andwonders;strugglestodevisesomeblame;

Toputonsuchalookaswouldsay,Shame

Onthispoorweakness!but,forallherstrife,

Shecouldassoonhavecrush’dawaythelife

Fromasickdove.Atlength,tobreakthepause,

Shesaidwithtremblingchance:\"Isthisthecause?

Thisall?Yetitisstrange,andsad,alas!

Thatonewhothroughthismiddleearthshouldpass

Mostlikeasojourningdemi—god,andleave

Hisnameupontheharp—string,shouldachieve

Nohigherbardthansimplemaidenhood,

Singingalone,andfearfully,—howtheblood

Lefthisyoungcheek;andhowheusedtostray

Heknewnotwhere;andhowhewouldsay,nay,

Ifanysaid’twaslove:andyet’twaslove;

Whatcoulditbebutlove?Howaring—dove

Letfallasprigofyewtreeinhispath;

Andhowhedied:andthen,thatlovedothscathe

Thegentleheart,asnorthernblastsdoroses;

Andthentheballadofhissadlifecloses

Withsighs,andanalas!—Endymion!

Beratherinthetrumpet’smouth,—anon

Amongthewindsatlarge—thatallmayhearken!

Although,beforethecrystalheavensdarken,

Iwatchanddoteuponthesilverlakes

Pictur’dinwesterncloudiness,thattakes

Thesemblanceofgoldrocksandbrightgoldsands,

Islands,andcreeks,andamber—frettedstrands

Withhorsesprancingo’erthem,palaces

Andtowersofamethyst,—wouldIsoteaze

Mypleasantdays,becauseIcouldnotmount

Intothoseregions?TheMorpheanfount

Ofthatfineelementthatvisions,dreams,

Andfitfulwhimsofsleeparemadeof,streams

Intoitsairychannelswithsosubtle,

Sothinabreathing,notthespider’sshuttle,

Circledamilliontimeswithinthespace

Ofaswallow’snest—door,coulddelayatrace,

Atintingofitsquality:howlight

Mustdreamsthemselvesbe;seeingthey’remoreslight

Thanthemerenothingthatengendersthem!

Thenwhereforesullytheentrustedgem

Ofhighandnoblelifewiththoughtssosick?

Whypiercehigh—frontedhonourtothequick

Fornothingbutadream?\"Hereattheyouth

Look’dup:aconflictingofshameandruth

Wasinhisplaitedbrow:yet,hiseyelids

Widenedalittle,aswhenZephyrbids

Alittlebreezetocreepbetweenthefans

Ofcarelessbutterflies:amidhispains

Heseem’dtotasteadropofmanna—dew,

Fullpalatable;andacolourgrew

Uponhischeek,whilethushelifefulspake.

\"Peona!everhaveIlong’dtoslake

Mythirstfortheworld’spraises:nothingbase,

Nomerelyslumberousphantasm,couldunlace

Thestubborncanvasformyvoyageprepar’d—

Thoughnow’tistatter’d;leavingmybarkbar’d

Andsullenlydrifting:yetmyhigherhope

Isoftoowide,toorainbow—largeascope,

Tofretatmyriadsofearthlywrecks.

Whereinlieshappiness?Inthatwhichbecks

Ourreadymindstofellowshipdivine,

Afellowshipwithessence;tillweshine,

Fullalchemiz’d,andfreeofspace.Behold

Theclearreligionofheaven!Fold

Aroseleafroundthyfinger’staperness,

Andsoothethylips:hist,whentheairystress

Ofmusic’skissimpregnatesthefreewinds,

Andwithasympathetictouchunbinds

AEolianmagicfromtheirlucidwombs:

Thenoldsongswakenfromencloudedtombs;

Olddittiessighabovetheirfather’sgrave;

Ghostsofmelodiousprophecyingsrave

RoundeveryspotwheretrodApollo’sfoot;

Bronzeclarionsawake,andfaintlybruit,

Wherelongagoagiantbattlewas;

And,fromtheturf,alullabydothpass

IneveryplacewhereinfantOrpheusslept.

Feelwethesethings?—thatmomenthavewestept

Intoasortofoneness,andourstate

Islikeafloatingspirit’s.Butthereare

Richerentanglements,enthralmentsfar

Moreself—destroying,leading,bydegrees,

Tothechiefintensity:thecrownofthese

Ismadeofloveandfriendship,andsitshigh

Upontheforeheadofhumanity.

Allitsmoreponderousandbulkyworth

Isfriendship,whencethereeverissuesforth

Asteadysplendour;butatthetip—top,

Therehangsbyunseenfilm,anorbeddrop

Oflight,andthatislove:itsinfluence,

Throwninoureyes,gendersanovelsense,

Atwhichwestartandfret;tillintheend,

Meltingintoitsradiance,weblend,

Mingle,andsobecomeapartofit,—

Norwithaughtelsecanoursoulsinterknit

Sowingedly:whenwecombinetherewith,

Life’sselfisnourish’dbyitsproperpith,

Andwearenurturedlikeapelicanbrood.

Aye,sodeliciousistheunsatingfood,

Thatmen,whomighthavetower’dinthevan

Ofallthecongregatedworld,tofan

Andwinnowfromthecomingstepoftime

Allchaffofcustom,wipeawayallslime

Leftbymen—slugsandhumanserpentry,

Havebeencontenttoletoccasiondie,

Whilsttheydidsleepinlove’selysium.

And,truly,Iwouldratherbestruckdumb,

Thanspeakagainstthisardentlistlessness:

ForIhaveeverthoughtthatitmightbless

Theworldwithbenefitsunknowingly;

Asdoesthenightingale,upperchedhigh,

Andcloister’damongcoolandbunchedleaves—

Shesingsbuttoherlove,nore’erconceives

HowtiptoeNightholdsbackherdark—greyhood.

Justsomaylove,although’tisunderstood

Themerecomminglingofpassionatebreath,

Producemorethanoursearchingwitnesseth:

WhatIknownot:butwho,ofmen,cantell

Thatflowerswouldbloom,orthatgreenfruitwouldswell

Tomeltingpulp,thatfishwouldhavebrightmail,

Theearthitsdowerofriver,wood,andvale,

Themeadowsrunnels,runnelspebble—stones,

Theseeditsharvest,ortheluteitstones,

Tonesravishment,orravishmentitssweet,

Ifhumansoulsdidneverkissandgreet?

\"Now,ifthisearthlylovehaspowertomake

Men’sbeingmortal,immortal;toshake

Ambitionfromtheirmemories,andbrim

Theirmeasureofcontent:whatmerestwhim,

Seemsallthispoorendeavourafterfame,

Toone,whokeepswithinhisstedfastaim

Aloveimmortal,animmortaltoo.

Looknotsowilder’d;forthesethingsaretrue,

Andnevercanbebornofatomies

Thatbuzzaboutourslumbers,likebrain—flies,

Leavingusfancy—sick.No,no,I’msure,

Myrestlessspiritnevercouldendure

Tobroodsolongupononeluxury,

Unlessitdid,thoughfearfully,espy

Ahopebeyondtheshadowofadream.

Mysayingswillthelessobscuredseem,

WhenIhavetoldtheehowmywakingsight

Hasmademescruplewhetherthatsamenight

Waspass’dindreaming.Hearken,sweetPeona!

Beyondthematron—templeofLatona,

Whichweshouldseebutforthesedarkeningboughs,

Liesadeephollow,fromwhoseraggedbrows

Bushesandtreesdoleanallroundathwart

Andmeetsonearly,thatwithwingsoutraught,

Andspreadedtail,avulturecouldnotglide

Pastthem,buthemustbrushoneveryside.

Somemoulder’dstepsleadintothiscoolcell,

Farastheslabbedmarginofawell,

Whosepatientlevelpeepsitscrystaleye

Rightupward,throughthebushes,tothesky.

OfthaveIbroughttheeflowers,ontheirstalksset

Likevestalprimroses,butdarkvelvet

Edgesthemround,andtheyhavegoldenpits:

’TwasthereIgotthem,fromthegapsandslits

Inamossystone,thatsometimeswasmyseat,

Whenallabovewasfaintwithmid—dayheat.

Andthereinstrifenoburningthoughtstoheed,

I’dbubbleupthewaterthroughareed;

Soreachingbacktoboy—hood:makemeships

Ofmoultedfeathers,touchwood,alderchips,

Withleavesstuckinthem;andtheNeptunebe

Oftheirpettyocean.Oftener,heavily,

Whenlove—lornhourshadleftmelessachild,

Isatcontemplatingthefigureswild

Ofo’er—headcloudsmeltingthemirrorthrough.

Uponaday,whilethusIwatch’d,byflew

AcloudyCupid,withhisbowandquiver;

Soplainlycharacter’d,nobreezewouldshiver

Thehappychance:sohappy,Iwasfain

Tofollowitupontheopenplain,

And,therefore,wasjustgoing;when,behold!

Awonder,fairasanyIhavetold—

ThesamebrightfaceItastedinmysleep,

Smilingintheclearwell.Myheartdidleap

Throughthecooldepth.—Itmovedasiftoflee—

Istartedup,whenlo!refreshfully

Therecameuponmyfaceinplenteousshowers

Dew—drops,anddewybuds,andleaves,andflowers,

Wrappingallobjectsfrommysmotheredsight,

Bathingmyspiritinanewdelight.

Aye,suchabreathlesshoney—feelofbliss

Alonepreservedmefromthedrearabyss

Ofdeath,forthefairformhadgoneagain.

Pleasureisoftavisitant;butpain

Clingscruellytous,likethegnawingsloth

Onthedeer’stenderhaunches:late,andloth,

’Tisscar’dawaybyslowreturningpleasure.

Howsickening,howdarkthedreadfulleisure

Ofwearydays,madedeeperexquisite,

Byafore—knowledgeofunslumbrousnight!

Likesorrowcameuponme,heavierstill,

ThanwhenIwander’dfromthepoppyhill:

Andawholeageoflingeringmomentscrept

Sluggishlyby,eremorecontentmentswept

Awayatoncethedeadlyyellowspleen.

Yes,thricehaveIthisfairenchantmentseen;

Oncemorebeentorturedwithrenewedlife.

Whenlastthewintrygustsgaveoverstrife

Withtheconqueringsunofspring,andlefttheskies

Warmandserene,butyetwithmoistenedeyes

Inpityoftheshatter’dinfantbuds,—

Thattimethoudidstadorn,withamberstuds,

Myhuntingcap,becauseIlaugh’dandsmil’d,

Chattedwiththee,andmanydaysexil’d

Alltormentfrommybreast;—’twaseventhen,

Strayingabout,yet,coop’dupintheden

Ofhelplessdiscontent,—hurlingmylance

Fromplacetoplace,andfollowingatchance,

Atlast,byhap,throughsomeyoungtreesitstruck,

And,plashingamongbeddedpebbles,stuck

Inthemiddleofabrook,—whosesilverramble

Downtwentylittlefalls,throughreedsandbramble,

Tracingalong,itbroughtmetoacave,

Whenceitranbrightlyforth,andwhitedidlave

Thenethersidesofmossystonesandrock,—

’Mongwhichitgurgledblytheadieus,tomock

Itsownsweetgriefatparting.Overhead,

Hungalushscreenofdroopingweeds,andspread

Thick,astocurtainupsomewood—nymph’shome.

’Ah!impiousmortal,whitherdoIroam?’

SaidI,lowvoic’d:’Ah,whither!’Tisthegrot

’OfProserpine,whenHell,obscureandhot,

’Dothherresign;andwherehertenderhands

’Shedabbles,onthecoolandsluicysands:

’Or’tisthecellofEcho,whereshesits,

’Andbabblesthoroughsilence,tillherwits

’Aregoneintendermadness,andanon,

’Faintsintosleep,withmanyadyingtone

’Ofsadness.Othatshewouldtakemyvows,

’Andbreathethemsighinglyamongtheboughs,

’Tosuehergentleearsforwhosefairhead,

’Daily,Iplucksweetfloweretsfromtheirbed,

’Andweavethemdyingly—sendhoney—whispers

’Roundeveryleaf,thatallthosegentlelispers

’Maysighmyloveuntoherpitying!

’OcharitableEcho!hear,andsing

’Thisdittytoher!—tellher’—soIstay’d

Myfoolishtongue,andlistening,halfafraid,

Stoodstupefiedwithmyownemptyfolly,

Andblushingforthefreaksofmelancholy.

Salttearswerecoming,whenIheardmyname

Mostfondlylipp’d,andthentheseaccentscame:

’Endymion!thecaveissecreter

’ThantheIsleofDelos.Echohenceshallstir

’Nosighsbutsigh—warmkisses,orlightnoise

’Ofthycombinghand,thewhileittravellingcloys

’Andtremblesthroughmylabyrinthinehair.’

Atthatoppress’dIhurriedin.—Ah!where

Arethoseswiftmoments?Whitheraretheyfled?

I’llsmilenomore,Peona;norwillwed

Sorrowthewaytodeath;butpatiently

Bearupagainstit:sofarewell,sadsigh;

Andcomeinsteaddemurestmeditation,

Tooccupymewholly,andtofashion

Mypilgrimagefortheworld’sduskybrink.

NomorewillIcountover,linkbylink,

Mychainofgrief:nolongerstrivetofind

Ahalf—forgetfulnessinmountainwind

Blusteringaboutmyears:aye,thoushaltsee,

Dearestofsisters,whatmylifeshallbe;

Whatacalmroundofhoursshallmakemydays.

Thereisapalyflameofhopethatplays

Where’erIlook:butyet,I’llsay’tisnaught—

AndhereIbiditdie.HavenotIcaught,

Already,amorehealthycountenance?

Bythisthesunissetting;wemaychance

Meetsomeofournear—dwellerswithmycar.\"

Thissaid,herose,faint—smilinglikeastar

Throughautumnmists,andtookPeona’shand:

Theysteptintotheboat,andlaunch’dfromland.

BOOKII.

Osovereignpoweroflove!Ogrief!Obalm!

Allrecords,savingthine,comecool,andcalm,

Andshadowy,throughthemistofpassedyears:

Forothers,goodorbad,hatredandtears

Havebecomeindolent;buttouchingthine,

Onesighdothecho,onepoorsobdothpine,

Onekissbringshoney—dewfromburieddays.

ThewoesofTroy,towerssmotheringo’ertheirblaze,

Stiff—holdenshields,far—piercingspears,keenblades,

Struggling,andblood,andshrieks—alldimlyfades

Intosomebackwardcornerofthebrain:

Yet,inourverysouls,wefeelamain

ThecloseofTroilusandCressidsweet.

Hence,pageanthistory!hence,gildedcheat!

Swartplanetintheuniverseofdeeds!

Widesea,thatonecontinuousmurmurbreeds

Alongthepebbledshoreofmemory!

Manyoldrotten—timber’dboatstherebe

Uponthyvaporousbosom,magnified

Togoodlyvessels;manyasailofpride,

Andgoldenkeel’d,isleftunlaunch’danddry.

Butwhereforethis?Whatcare,thoughowldidfly

AboutthegreatAthenianadmiral’smast?

Whatcare,thoughstridingAlexanderpast

TheInduswithhisMacedoniannumbers?

ThougholdUlyssestorturedfromhisslumbers

ThegluttedCyclops,whatcare?—Julietleaning

Amidherwindow—flowers,—sighing,—weaning

Tenderlyherfancyfromitsmaidensnow,

Dothmoreavailthanthese:thesilverflow

OfHero’stears,theswoonofImogen,

FairPastorellainthebandit’sden,

Arethingstobroodonwithmoreardency

Thanthedeath—dayofempires.Fearfully

Mustsuchconvictioncomeuponhishead,

Who,thusfar,discontent,hasdaredtotread,

Withoutonemuse’ssmile,orkindbehest,

Thepathofloveandpoesy.Butrest,

Inchaffingrestlessness,isyetmoredrear

Thantobecrush’d,instrivingtouprear

Love’sstandardonthebattlementsofsong.

Sooncemoredaysandnightsaidmealong,

Likelegion’dsoldiers.

Brain—sickshepherdprince,

Whatpromisehastthoufaithfulguardedsince

Thedayofsacrifice?Or,havenewsorrows

Comewiththeconstantdawnuponthymorrows?

Alas!’tishisoldgrief.Formanydays,

Hashebeenwanderinginuncertainways:

Throughwilderness,andwoodsofmossedoaks;

Countinghiswoe—wornminutes,bythestrokes

Ofthelonewoodcutter;andlisteningstill,

Hourafterhour,toeachlush—leav’drill.

Nowheissittingbyashadyspring,

Andelbow—deepwithfeverousfingering

Stemstheupburstingcold:awildrosetree

Pavillionshiminbloom,andhedothsee

Abudwhichsnareshisfancy:lo!butnow

Heplucksit,dipsitsstalkinthewater:how!

Itswells,itbuds,itflowersbeneathhissight;

And,inthemiddle,thereissoftlypight

Agoldenbutterfly;uponwhosewings

Theremustbesurelycharacter’dstrangethings,

Forwithwideeyehewonders,andsmilesoft.

Lightlythislittleheraldflewaloft,

Follow’dbygladEndymion’sclaspedhands:

Onwarditflies.Fromlanguor’ssullenbands

Hislimbsareloos’d,andeager,onhehies

Dazzledtotraceitinthesunnyskies.

Itseem’dheflew,thewaysoeasywas;

Andlikeanew—bornspiritdidhepass

Throughthegreeneveningquietinthesun,

O’ermanyaheath,throughmanyawoodlanddun,

Throughburiedpaths,wheresleepytwilightdreams

Thesummertimeaway.Onetrackunseams

Awoodedcleft,and,faraway,theblue

Ofoceanfadesuponhim;then,anew,

Hesinksadownasolitaryglen,

Wheretherewasneversoundofmortalmen,

Saving,perhaps,somesnow—lightcadences

Meltingtosilence,whenuponthebreeze

Someholybarkletforthananthemsweet,

TocheeritselftoDelphi.Stillhisfeet

Wentswiftbeneaththemerry—wingedguide,

Untilitreach’dasplashingfountain’sside

That,nearacavern’smouth,foreverpour’d

Untothetemperateair:thenhighitsoar’d,

And,downward,suddenlybegantodip,

Asif,athirstwithsomuchtoil,’twouldsip

Thecrystalspout—head:soitdid,withtouch

Mostdelicate,asthoughafraidtosmutch

Evenwithmealygoldthewatersclear.

But,atthatverytouch,todisappear

Sofairy—quick,wasstrange!Bewildered,

Endymionsoughtaround,andshookeachbed

Ofcovertflowersinvain;andthenheflung

Himselfalongthegrass.Whatgentletongue,

Whatwhispererdisturb’dhisgloomyrest?

Itwasanymphuprisentothebreast

Inthefountain’spebblymargin,andshestood

’Monglillies,liketheyoungestofthebrood.

Tohimherdrippinghandshesoftlykist,

Andanxiouslybegantoplaitandtwist

Herringletsroundherfingers,saying:\"Youth!

Toolong,alas,hastthoustarv’dontheruth,

Thebitternessoflove:toolongindeed,

Seeingthouartsogentle.CouldIweed

Thysoulofcare,byheavens,Iwouldoffer

Allthebrightrichesofmycrystalcoffer

ToAmphitrite;allmyclear—eyedfish,

Golden,orrainbow—sided,orpurplish,

Vermilion—tail’d,orfinn’dwithsilverygauze;

Yea,ormyveinedpebble—floor,thatdraws

Avirginlighttothedeep;mygrotto—sands

Tawnyandgold,ooz’dslowlyfromfarlands

Bymydiligentsprings;mylevellillies,shells,

Mycharmingrod,mypotentriverspells;

Yes,everything,eventothepearlycup

Meandergaveme,—forIbubbledup

Tofaintingcreaturesinadesertwild.

Butwoeisme,Iambutasachild

Togladdenthee;andallIdaretosay,

Is,thatIpitythee;thatonthisday

I’vebeenthyguide;thatthoumustwanderfar

Inotherregions,pastthescantybar

Tomortalsteps,beforethoucanstbeta’en

Fromeverywastingsigh,fromeverypain,

Intothegentlebosomofthylove.

Whyitisthus,oneknowsinheavenabove:

But,apoorNaiad,Iguessnot.Farewell!

Ihaveadittyformyhollowcell.\"

Hereat,shevanishedfromEndymion’sgaze,

Whobroodedo’erthewaterinamaze:

Thedashingfountpour’don,andwhereitspool

Lay,halfasleep,ingrassandrushescool,

Quickwaterfliesandgnatsweresportingstill,

Andfishweredimpling,asifgoodnorill

Hadfallenoutthathour.Thewanderer,

Holdinghisforehead,tokeepoffthebur

Ofsmotheringfancies,patientlysatdown;

And,whilebeneaththeevening’ssleepyfrown

Glow—wormsbegantotrimtheirstarrylamps,

Thusbreath’dhetohimself:\"Whosoencamps

Totakeafanciedcityofdelight,

Owhatawretchishe!andwhen’tishis,

Afterlongtoilandtravelling,tomiss

Thekernelofhishopes,howmorethanvile:

Yet,forhimthere’srefreshmentevenintoil;

Anothercitydothhesetabout,

Freefromthesmallestpebble—headofdoubt

Thathewillseizeontricklinghoney—combs;

Alas,hefindsthemdry;andthenhefoams,

Andonwardtoanothercityspeeds.

Butthisishumanlife:thewar,thedeeds,

Thedisappointment,theanxiety,

Imagination’sstruggles,farandnigh,

Allhuman;bearinginthemselvesthisgood,

Thattheyarestilltheair,thesubtlefood,

Tomakeusfeelexistence,andtoshow

Howquietdeathis.Wheresoilismengrow,

Whethertoweedsorflowers;butforme,

Thereisnodepthtostrikein:Icansee

Naughtearthlyworthmycompassing;sostand

Uponamisty,juttingheadofland—

Alone?No,no;andbytheOrpheanlute,

WhenmadEurydiceislisteningto’t;

I’dratherstanduponthismistypeak,

Withnotathingtosighfor,ortoseek,

Butthesoftshadowofmythrice—seenlove,

Thanbe—Icarenotwhat.Omeekestdove

Ofheaven!OCynthia,ten—timesbrightandfair!

Fromthybluethrone,nowfillingalltheair,

Glancebutonelittlebeamoftemper’dlight

Intomybosom,thatthedreadfulmight

Andtyrannyoflovebesomewhatscar’d!

Yetdonotso,sweetqueen;onetormentspar’d,

Wouldgiveapangtojealousmisery,

Worsethanthetorment’sself:butrathertie

Largewingsuponmyshoulders,andpointout

Mylove’sfardwelling.Thoughtheplayfulrout

OfCupidsshunthee,toodivineartthou,

Tookeeninbeauty,forthysilverprow

Nottohavedipp’dinlove’smostgentlestream.

Obepropitious,norseverelydeem

Mymadnessimpious;for,byallthestars

Thattendthybidding,Idothinkthebars

Thatkeptmyspiritinareburst—thatI

Amsailingwiththeethroughthedizzysky!

Howbeautifulthouart!Theworldhowdeep!

Howtremulous—dazzlinglythewheelssweep

Aroundtheiraxle!Thenthesegleamingreins,

Howlithe!Whenthisthychariotattains

Itsairygoal,haplysomebowerveils

Thosetwilighteyes?Thoseeyes!—myspiritfails—

Deargoddess,help!orthewide—gapingair

Willgulphme—help!\"—Atthiswithmadden’dstare,

Andliftedhands,andtremblinglipshestood;

LikeoldDeucalionmountain’do’ertheflood,

OrblindOrionhungryforthemorn.

And,butfromthedeepcaverntherewasborne

Avoice,hehadbeenfrozetosenselessstone;

Norsighofhis,norplaint,norpassion’dmoan

Hadmorebeenheard.Thusswell’ditforth:\"Descend,

Youngmountaineer!descendwherealleysbend

Intothesparryhollowsoftheworld!

Ofthastthouseenboltsofthethunderhurl’d

Asfromthythreshold;daybydayhastbeen

Alittlelowerthanthechillysheen

Oficypinnacles,anddipp’dstthinearms

Intothedeadeningetherthatstillcharms

Theirmarblebeing:now,asdeepprofound

Asthosearehigh,descend!Hene’eriscrown’d

Withimmortality,whofearstofollow

Whereairyvoiceslead:sothroughthehollow,

Thesilentmysteriesofearth,descend!\"

Heheardbutthelastwords,norcouldcontend

Onemomentinreflection:forhefled

Intothefearfuldeep,tohidehishead

Fromtheclearmoon,thetrees,andcomingmadness.

’Twasfartoostrange,andwonderfulforsadness;

Sharpening,bydegrees,hisappetite

Todiveintothedeepest.Dark,norlight,

Theregion;norbright,norsombrewholly,

Butmingledup;agleamingmelancholy;

Aduskyempireanditsdiadems;

Onefainteternaleventideofgems.

Aye,millionssparkledonaveinofgold,

Alongwhosetracktheprincequickfootstepstold,

Withallitslinesabruptandangular:

Out—shootingsometimes,likeameteor—star,

Throughavastantre;thenthemetalwoof,

LikeVulcan’srainbow,withsomemonstrousroof

Curveshugely:now,farinthedeepabyss,

Itseemsanangrylightning,anddothhiss

Fancyintobelief:anonitleads

Throughwindingpassages,wheresamenessbreeds

Vexingconceptionsofsomesuddenchange;

Whethertosilvergrots,orgiantrange

Ofsapphirecolumns,orfantasticbridge

Athwartafloodofcrystal.Onaridge

Nowfarethhe,thato’erthevastbeneath

Towerslikeanocean—cliff,andwhenceheseeth

Ahundredwaterfalls,whosevoicescome

Butasthemurmuringsurge.Chillyandnumb

Hisbosomgrew,whenfirsthe,faraway

Descriedanorbeddiamond,settofray

Olddarknessfromhisthrone:’twaslikethesun

Upriseno’erchaos:andwithsuchastun

Cametheamazement,that,absorb’dinit,

Hesawnotfiercerwonders—pastthewit

Ofanyspirittotell,butoneofthose

Who,whenthisplanet’sspheringtimedothclose,

Willbeitshighremembrancers:whothey?

Themightyoneswhohavemadeeternalday

ForGreeceandEngland.Whileastonishment

Withdeep—drawnsighswasquieting,hewent

Intoamarblegallery,passingthrough

Amimictemple,socompleteandtrue

Insacredcustom,thathewellnighfear’d

Tosearchitinwards;whencefaroffappear’d,

Throughalongpillar’dvista,afairshrine,

Andjustbeyond,onlighttiptoedivine,

Aquiver’dDian.Steppingawfully,

Theyouthapproach’d;oftturninghisveil’deye

Downsidelongaisles,andintonichesold.

Andwhen,morenearagainstthemarblecold

Hehadtouch’dhisforehead,hebegantothread

Allcourtsandpassages,wheresilencedead

Rous’dbyhiswhisperingfootstepsmurmuredfaint:

Andlonghetravers’dtoandfro,toacquaint

Himselfwitheverymystery,andawe;

Till,weary,hesatdownbeforethemaw

Ofawideoutlet,fathomlessanddim,

Towilduncertaintyandshadowsgrim.

There,whennewwondersceas’dtofloatbefore,

Andthoughtsofselfcameon,howcrudeandsore

Thejourneyhomewardtohabitualself

Amad—pursuingofthefog—bornelf,

Whoseflittinglantern,throughrudenettle—briar,

Cheatsusintoaswamp,intoafire,

Intothebosomofahatedthing.

Whatmiserymostdrowninglydothsing

InloneEndymion’sear,nowhehasraught

Thegoalofconsciousness?Ah,’tisthethought,

Thedeadlyfeelofsolitude:forlo!

Hecannotseetheheavens,northeflow

Ofrivers,norhill—flowersrunningwild

Inpinkandpurplechequer,nor,up—pil’d,

Thecloudyrackslowjourneyinginthewest,

Likeherdedelephants;norfelt,norprest

Coolgrass,nortastedthefreshslumberousair;

Butfarfromsuchcompanionshiptowear

Anunknowntime,surcharg’dwithgrief,away,

Wasnowhislot.Andmusthepatientstay,

Tracingfantasticfigureswithhisspear?

\"No!\"exclaim’dhe,\"whyshouldItarryhere?\"

No!loudlyechoedtimesinnumerable.

Atwhichhestraightwaystarted,and’gantell

Hispacesbackintothetemple’schief;

Warmingandglowingstronginthebelief

OfhelpfromDian:sothatwhenagain

Hecaughtherairyform,thusdidheplain,

Movingmorenearthewhile:\"OHaunterchaste

Ofriversides,andwoods,andheathywaste,

Wherewiththysilverbowandarrowskeen

Artthounowforested?OwoodlandQueen,

Whatsmoothestairthysmootherforeheadwoos?

Wheredostthoulistentothewidehalloos

Ofthydispartednymphs?Throughwhatdarktree

Glimmersthycrescent?Wheresoe’eritbe,

’Tisinthebreathofheaven:thoudosttaste

Freedomasnonecantasteit,nordostwaste

Thylovelinessindismalelements;

But,findinginourgreenearthsweetcontents,

Therelivestblissfully.Ah,iftothee

ItfeelsElysian,howrichtome,

Anexil’dmortal,soundsitspleasantname!

Withinmybreasttherelivesachokingflame—

Oletmecool’tthezephyr—boughsamong!

Ahomewardfeverparchesupmytongue—

Oletmeslakeitattherunningsprings!

Uponmyearanoisynothingrings—

Oletmeoncemorehearthelinnet’snote!

Beforemineeyesthickfilmsandshadowsfloat—

Oletme’nointthemwiththeheaven’slight!

Dostthounowlavethyfeetandankleswhite?

Othinkhowsweettomethefresheningsluice!

Dostthounowpleasethythirstwithberry—juice?

Othinkhowthisdrypalatewouldrejoice!

Ifinsoftslumberthoudosthearmyvoice,

OthinkhowIshouldloveabedofflowers!—

Younggoddess!letmeseemynativebowers!

Delivermefromthisrapaciousdeep!\"

Thusendingloudly,ashewouldo’erleap

Hisdestiny,alerthestood:butwhen

Obstinatesilencecameheavilyagain,

Feelingaboutforitsoldcouchofspace

Andairycradle,lowlybow’dhisface

Desponding,o’erthemarblefloor’scoldthrill.

But’twasnotlong;for,sweeterthantherill

Toitsoldchannel,oraswollentide

Tomarginsallows,weretheleaveshespied,

Andflowers,andwreaths,andreadymyrtlecrowns

Upheapingthroughtheslab:refreshmentdrowns

Itself,andstrivesitsowndelightstohide—

Norinonespotalone;thefloralpride

Inalongwhisperingbirthenchantedgrew

Beforehisfootsteps;aswhenheav’danew

Oldoceanrollsalengthenedwavetotheshore,

Downwhosegreenbacktheshort—liv’dfoam,allhoar,

Burstsgradual,withawaywardindolence.

Increasingstillinheart,andpleasantsense,

Uponhisfairyjourneyonhehastes;

Soanxiousfortheend,hescarcelywastes

Onemomentwithhishandamongthesweets:

Onwardhegoes—hestops—hisbosombeats

Asplainlyinhisear,asthefaintcharm

Ofwhichthethrobswereborn.Thisstillalarm,

Thissleepymusic,forc’dhimwalktiptoe:

Foritcamemoresoftlythantheeastcouldblow

Arion’smagictotheAtlanticisles;

Orthanthewest,madejealousbythesmiles

Ofthron’dApollo,couldbreathebackthelyre

ToseasIonianandTyrian.

Odidheeverlive,thatlonelyman,

Wholov’d—andmusicslewnot?’Tisthepest

Oflove,thatfairestjoysgivemostunrest;

Thatthingsofdelicateandtenderestworth

Areswallow’dall,andmadeaseareddearth,

Byoneconsumingflame:itdothimmerse

Andsuffocatetrueblessingsinacurse.

Half—happy,bycomparisonofbliss,

Ismiserable.’Twasevensowiththis

Dew—droppingmelody,intheCarian’sear;

Firstheaven,thenhell,andthenforgottenclear,

Vanish’dinelementalpassion.

Anddownsomeswartabysmhehadgone,

Hadnotaheavenlyguidebenignantled

Towherethickmyrtlebranches,’gainsthishead

Brushing,awakened:thenthesoundsagain

Wentnoiselessasapassingnoontiderain

Overabower,wherelittlespacehestood;

Forasthesunsetpeepsintoawood

Sosawhepantinglight,andtowardsitwent

Throughwindingalleys;andlo,wonderment!

Uponsoftverduresaw,onehere,onethere,

Cupidsaslumberingontheirpinionsfair.

Afterathousandmazesovergone,

Atlast,withsuddenstep,hecameupon

Achamber,myrtlewall’d,emboweredhigh,

Fulloflight,incense,tenderminstrelsy,

Andmoreofbeautifulandstrangebeside:

Foronasilkencouchofrosypride,

Inmidstofall,therelayasleepingyouth

Offondestbeauty;fonder,infairsooth,

Thansighscouldfathom,orcontentmentreach:

Andcoverlidsgold—tintedlikethepeach,

OrripeOctober’sfadedmarigolds,

Fellsleekabouthiminathousandfolds—

NothidingupanApolloniancurve

Ofneckandshoulder,northetentingswerve

Ofkneefromknee,noranklespointinglight;

Butrather,givingthemtothefilledsight

Officiously.Sidewayhisfacerepos’d

Ononewhitearm,andtenderlyunclos’d,

Bytenderestpressure,afaintdamaskmouth

Toslumberypout;justasthemorningsouth

Dispartsadew—lipp’drose.Abovehishead,

Fourlillystalksdidtheirwhitehonourswed

Tomakeacoronal;androundhimgrew

Alltendrilsgreen,ofeverybloomandhue,

Togetherintertwin’dandtrammel’dfresh:

Thevineofglossysprout;theivymesh,

ShadingitsEthiopberries;andwoodbine,

Ofvelvetleavesandbugle—bloomsdivine;

Convolvulusinstreakedvasesflush;

Thecreeper,mellowingforanautumnblush;

Andvirgin’sbower,trailingairily;

Withothersofthesisterhood.Hardby,

StoodsereneCupidswatchingsilently.

One,kneelingtoalyre,touch’dthestrings,

Mufflingtodeaththepathoswithhiswings;

And,everandanon,uprosetolook

Attheyouth’sslumber;whileanothertook

Awillow—bough,distillingodorousdew,

Andshookitonhishair;anotherflew

Inthroughthewovenroof,andfluttering—wise

Rain’dvioletsuponhissleepingeyes.

Attheseenchantments,andyetmanymore,

ThebreathlessLatmianwonder’do’erando’er;

Until,impatientinembarrassment,

Heforthrightpass’d,andlightlytreadingwent

Tothatsamefeather’dlyrist,whostraightway,

Smiling,thuswhisper’d:\"Thoughfromupperday

Thouartawanderer,andthypresencehere

Mightseemunholy,beofhappycheer!

For’tisthenicesttouchofhumanhonour,

Whensomeetherealandhigh—favouringdonor

Presentsimmortalbowerstomortalsense;

Asnow’tisdonetothee,Endymion.Hence

WasIinnowisestartled.Sorecline

Upontheselivingflowers.Hereiswine,

Alivewithsparkles—never,Iaver,

SinceAriadnewasavintager,

Socoolapurple:tastethesejuicypears,

SentmebysadVertumnus,whenhisfears

WerehighaboutPomona:hereiscream,

Deepeningtorichnessfromasnowygleam;

SweeterthanthatnurseAmaltheaskimm’d

FortheboyJupiter:andhere,undimm’d

Byanytouch,abunchofbloomingplums

Readytomeltbetweenaninfant’sgums:

Andhereismannapick’dfromSyriantrees,

Instarlight,bythethreeHesperides.

Feaston,andmeanwhileIwilllettheeknow

Ofallthesethingsaroundus.\"Hedidso,

Stillbroodingo’erthecadenceofhislyre;

Andthus:\"Ineednotanyhearingtire

Bytellinghowthesea—borngoddesspin’d

Foramortalyouth,andhowshestrovetobind

Himallinalluntoherdotingself.

Whowouldnotbesoprison’d?but,fondelf,

Hewascontenttoletheramorousplea

Faintthroughhiscarelessarms;contenttosee

Anunseiz’dheavendyingathisfeet;

Content,Ofool!tomakeacoldretreat,

Whenonthepleasantgrasssuchlove,lovelorn,

Laysorrowing;wheneverytearwasborn

Ofdiversepassion;whenherlipsandeyes

Wereclos’dinsullenmoisture,andquicksighs

Camevex’dandpettishthroughhernostrilssmall.