第3章

Hush!noexclaim—yet,justlymightstthoucall

Cursesuponhishead.—Iwashalfglad,

Butmypoormistresswentdistractandmad,

Whentheboartusk’dhim:soawaysheflew

ToJove’shighthrone,andbyherplainingsdrew

Immortaltear—dropsdownthethunderer’sbeard;

Whereon,itwasdecreedheshouldberear’d

Eachsummertimetolife.Lo!thisishe,

ThatsameAdonis,safeintheprivacy

Ofthisstillregionallhiswinter—sleep.

Aye,sleep;forwhenourlove—sickqueendidweep

Overhiswanedcorse,thetremulousshower

Heal’dupthewound,and,withabalmypower,

Medicineddeathtoalengtheneddrowsiness:

Thewhichshefillswithvisions,anddothdress

Inallthisquietluxury;andhathset

Usyoungimmortals,withoutanylet,

Towatchhisslumberthrough.’Tiswellnighpass’d,

Eventoamoment’sfillingup,andfast

Shescudswithsummerbreezes,topantthrough

Thefirstlongkiss,warmfirstling,torenew

Embower’dsportsinCytherea’sisle.

Look!howthosewingedlistenersallthiswhile

Standanxious:see!behold!\"—Thisclamantword

Brokethroughthecarefulsilence;fortheyheard

Arustlingnoiseofleaves,andoutthereflutter’d

Pigeonsanddoves:Adonissomethingmutter’d

Thewhileonehand,thaterstuponhisthigh

Laydormant,mov’dconvuls’dandgradually

Uptohisforehead.Thentherewasahum

Ofsuddenvoices,echoing,\"Come!come!

Arise!awake!Clearsummerhasforthwalk’d

Untotheclover—sward,andshehastalk’d

Fullsoothinglytoeverynestedfinch:

Rise,Cupids!orwe’llgivetheblue—bellpinch

Toyourdimpledarms.Oncemoresweetlifebegin!\"

Atthis,fromeverysidetheyhurriedin,

Rubbingtheirsleepyeyeswithlazywrists,

Anddoublingoverheadtheirlittlefists

Inbackwardyawns.Butallweresoonalive:

Forasdeliciouswinedoth,sparkling,dive

Innectar’dcloudsandcurlsthroughwaterfair,

Sofromthearbourroofdownswell’danair

Odorousandenlivening;makingall

Tolaugh,andplay,andsing,andloudlycall

Fortheirsweetqueen:whenlo!thewreathedgreen

Disparted,andfarupwardcouldbeseen

Blueheaven,andasilvercar,air—borne,

Whosesilentwheels,freshwetfromcloudsofmorn,

Spunoffadrizzlingdew,—whichfallingchill

OnsoftAdonis’shoulders,madehimstill

Nestleandturnuneasilyabout.

Soonwerethewhitedovesplain,withneckstretch’dout,

Andsilkentraceslighten’dindescent;

Andsoon,returningfromlove’sbanishment,

QueenVenusleaningdownwardopenarm’d:

Hershadowfelluponhisbreast,andcharm’d

Atumulttohisheart,andanewlife

Intohiseyes.Ah,miserablestrife,

Butforhercomforting!unhappysight,

Butmeetingherblueorbs!Who,whocanwrite

Ofthesefirstminutes?Theunchariestmuse

Toembracementswarmastheirsmakescoyexcuse.

Oithasruffledeveryspiritthere,

SavingLove’sself,whostandssuperbtoshare

Thegeneralgladness:awfullyhestands;

Asovereignquellisinhiswavinghands;

Nosightcanbearthelightningofhisbow;

Hisquiverismysterious,nonecanknow

Whatthemselvesthinkofit;fromforthhiseyes

Theredartsstrangelightofvariedhuesanddyes:

Ascowlissometimesonhisbrow,butwho

Lookfulluponitfeelanontheblue

Ofhisfaireyesrunliquidthroughtheirsouls.

Endymionfeelsit,andnomorecontrols

Theburningprayerwithinhim;so,bentlow,

Hehadbegunaplainingofhiswoe.

ButVenus,bendingforward,said:\"Mychild,

Favourthisgentleyouth;hisdaysarewild

Withlove—he—butalas!toowellIsee

Thouknow’stthedeepnessofhismisery.

Ah,smilenotso,myson:Itelltheetrue,

ThatwhenthroughheavyhoursIusedtorue

Theendlesssleepofthisnew—bornAdon’,

ThisstrangerayeIpitied.Forupon

AdrearymorningonceIfledaway

Intothebreezyclouds,toweepandpray

Forthismylove:forvexingMarshadteaz’d

Meeventotears:thence,whenalittleeas’d,

Down—looking,vacant,throughahazywood,

Isawthisyouthashedespairingstood:

Thosesamedarkcurlsblownvagrantinthewind;

Thosesamefullfringedlidsaconstantblind

Overhissulleneyes:Isawhimthrow

Himselfonwither’dleaves,evenasthough

Deathhadcomesudden;fornojothemov’d,

Yetmutter’dwildly.Icouldhearhelov’d

Somefairimmortal,andthathisembrace

Hadzonedherthroughthenight.Thereisnotrace

Ofthisinheaven:Ihavemark’deachcheek,

Andfinditisthevainestthingtoseek;

Andthatofallthings’tiskeptsecretest.

Endymion!onedaythouwiltbeblest:

Sostillobeytheguidinghandthatfends

Theesafelythroughthesewondersforsweetends.

’Tisaconcealmentneedfulinextreme;

AndifIguess’dnotso,thesunnybeam

Thoushouldstmountuptowithme.Nowadieu!

Heremustweleavethee.\"—Atthesewordsupflew

Theimpatientdoves,uprosethefloatingcar,

Upwentthehumcelestial.Highafar

TheLatmiansawthemminishintonaught;

And,whenallwereclearvanish’d,stillhecaught

Avividlightningfromthatdreadfulbow.

Whenallwasdarkened,withAEtneanthroe

Theearthclos’d—gaveasolitarymoan—

Andlefthimonceagainintwilightlone.

Hedidnotrave,hedidnotstareaghast,

Forallthosevisionswereo’ergone,andpast,

Andheinloneliness:hefeltassur’d

Ofhappytimes,whenallhehadendur’d

Wouldseemafeathertothemightyprize.

So,withunusualgladness,onhehies

Throughcaves,andpalacesofmottledore,

Golddome,andcrystalwall,andturquoisfloor,

Blackpolish’dporticosofawfulshade,

And,atthelast,adiamondbalustrade,

Leadingafarpastwildmagnificence,

Spiralthroughruggedestloopholes,andthence

Stretchingacrossavoid,thenguidingo’er

Enormouschasms,where,allfoamandroar,

Streamssubterraneanteazetheirgranitebeds;

Thenheighten’djustabovethesilveryheads

Ofathousandfountains,sothathecoulddash

Thewaterswithhisspear;butatthesplash,

Doneheedlessly,thosespoutingcolumnsrose

Suddenapoplar’sheight,and’gantoenclose

Hisdiamondpathwithfretwork,streaminground

Alive,anddazzlingcool,andwithasound,

Haply,likedolphintumults,whensweetshells

WelcomethefloatofThetis.Longhedwells

Onthisdelight;for,everyminute’sspace,

Thestreamswithchangedmagicinterlace:

Sometimeslikedelicatestlattices,

Cover’dwithcrystalvines;thenweepingtrees.

Movingaboutasinagentlewind,

Which,inawink,towaterygauzerefin’d,

Pour’dintoshapesofcurtain’dcanopies,

Spangled,andrichwithliquidbroideries

Offlowers,peacocks,swans,andnaiadsfair.

Swifterthanlightningwentthesewondersrare;

Andthenthewater,intostubbornstreams

Collecting,mimick’dthewroughtoakenbeams,

Pillars,andfrieze,andhighfantasticroof,

Ofthoseduskplacesintimesfaraloof

Cathedralscall’d.Hebadealothfarewell

TothesefountsProtean,passinggulph,anddell,

Andtorrent,andtenthousandjuttingshapes,

Halfseenthroughdeepestgloom,andgrieslygapes,

Blackeningoneveryside,andoverhead

AvaulteddomelikeHeaven’s,farbespread

Withstarlightgems:aye,allsohugeandstrange,

Thesolitaryfeltahurriedchange

Workingwithinhimintosomethingdreary,—

Vex’dlikeamorningeagle,lost,andweary,

Andpurblindamidfoggy,midnightwolds.

Butherevivesatonce:forwhobeholds

Newsuddenthings,norcastshismentalslough?

Forthfromaruggedarch,intheduskbelow,

CamemotherCybele!alone—alone—

Insombrechariot;darkfoldingsthrown

Abouthermajesty,andfrontdeath—pale,

Withturretscrown’d.Fourmanedlionshale

Thesluggishwheels;solemntheirtoothedmaws,

Theirsurlyeyesbrow—hidden,heavypaws

Uplifteddrowsily,andnervytails

Coweringtheirtawnybrushes.Silentsails

Thisshadowyqueenathwart,andfaintsaway

Inanothergloomyarch.

Whereforedelay,

Youngtraveller,insuchamournfulplace?

Artthouwayworn,orcanstnotfurthertrace

Thediamondpath?Anddoesitindeedend

Abruptinmiddleair?Yetearthwardbend

Thyforehead,andtoJupitercloud—borne

Callardently!Hewasindeedwayworn;

Abrupt,inmiddleair,hiswaywaslost;

Tocloud—borneJovehebowed,andtherecrost

Towardshimalargeeagle,’twixtwhosewings,

Withoutoneimpiousword,himselfheflings,

Committedtothedarknessandthegloom:

Down,down,uncertaintowhatpleasantdoom,

Swiftasafathomingplummetdownhefell

Throughunknownthings;tillexhaledasphodel,

Androse,withspicyfanningsinterbreath’d,

Cameswellingforthwherelittlecaveswerewreath’d

Sothickwithleavesandmosses,thattheyseem’d

Largehoney—combsofgreen,andfreshlyteem’d

Withairsdelicious.Inthegreenestnook

Theeaglelandedhim,andfarewelltook.

Itwasajasminebower,allbestrown

Withgoldenmoss.Hiseverysensehadgrown

Etherealforpleasure;’bovehishead

Flewadelighthalf—graspable;histread

WasHesperean;tohiscapableears

Silencewasmusicfromtheholyspheres;

Adewyluxurywasinhiseyes;

Thelittleflowersfelthispleasantsighs

Andstirr’dthemfaintly.Verdantcaveandcell

Hewander’dthrough,oftwonderingatsuchswell

Ofsuddenexaltation:but,\"Alas!\"

Saidhe,\"willallthisgushoffeelingpass

Awayinsolitude?Andmusttheywane,

Likemelodiesuponasandyplain,

Withoutanecho?ThenshallIbeleft

Sosad,somelancholy,sobereft!

YetstillIfeelimmortal!Omylove,

Mybreathoflife,whereartthou?Highabove,

Dancingbeforethemorninggatesofheaven?

Orkeepingwatchamongthosestarryseven,

OldAtlas’children?Artamaidofthewaters,

Oneofshell—windingTriton’sbright—hair’ddaughters?

Orart,impossible!anymphofDian’s,

Weavingacoronaloftenderscions

Forveryidleness?Where’erthouart,

Methinksitnowisatmywilltostart

Intothinearms;toscareAurora’strain,

Andsnatchtheefromthemorning;o’erthemain

Toscudlikeawildbird,andtaketheeoff

Fromthysea—foamycradle;ortodoff

Thyshepherdvest,andwootheemidfreshleaves.

No,no,tooeagerlymysouldeceives

Itspowerlessself:Iknowthiscannotbe.

Oletmethenbysomesweetdreamingflee

Toherentrancements:hither,Sleep,awhile!

Hither,mostgentleSleep!andsoothingfoil

Forsomefewhoursthecomingsolitude.\"

Thusspakehe,andthatmomentfeltendued

Withpowertodreamdeliciously;sowound

Throughadimpassage,searchingtillhefound

Thesmoothestmossybedanddeepest,where

Hethrewhimself,andjustintotheair

Stretchinghisindolentarms,hetook,Obliss!

Anakedwaist:\"FairCupid,whenceisthis?\"

Awell—knownvoicesigh’d,\"Sweetest,hereamI!\"

Atwhichsoftravishment,withdotingcry

Theytrembledtoeachother.—Helicon!

Ofountain’dhill!OldHomer’sHelicon!

Thatthouwouldstspoutalittlestreamleto’er

Thesesorrypages;thentheversewouldsoar

Andsingabovethisgentlepair,likelark

Overhisnestedyoung:butallisdark

Aroundthineagedtop,andthyclearfount

Exhalesinmiststoheaven.Aye,thecount

OfmightyPoetsismadeup;thescroll

IsfoldedbytheMuses;thebrightroll

IsinApollo’shand:ourdazedeyes

Haveseenanewtingeinthewesternskies:

Theworldhasdoneitsduty.Yet,ohyet,

Althoughthesunofpoesyisset,

Theseloversdidembrace,andwemustweep

Thatthereisnooldpowerlefttosteep

Aquillimmortalintheirjoyoustears.

Longtimeinsilencedidtheiranxiousfears

Questionthatthusitwas;longtimetheylay

Fondlingandkissingeverydoubtaway;

Longtimeeresoftcaressingsobsbegan

Tomellowintowords,andthenthereran

Twobubblingspringsoftalkfromtheirsweetlips.

\"OknownUnknown!fromwhommybeingsips

Suchdarlingessence,whereforemayInot

Beeverinthesearms?inthissweetspot

Pillowmychinforever?everpress

Thesetoyinghandsandkisstheirsmoothexcess?

Whynotforeverandforeverfeel

Thatbreathaboutmyeyes?Ah,thouwiltsteal

Awayfrommeagain,indeed,indeed—

Thouwiltbegoneaway,andwiltnotheed

Mylonelymadness.Speak,deliciousfair!

Is—isittobeso?No!Whowilldare

Toplucktheefromme?And,ofthineownwill,

FullwellIfeelthouwouldstnotleaveme.Still

Letmeentwinetheesurer,surer—now

Howcanwepart?Elysium!whoartthou?

Who,thatthoucanstnotbeforeverhere,

Orliftmewiththeetosomestarrysphere?

Enchantress!tellmebythissoftembrace,

Bythemostsoftcompletionofthyface,

Thoselips,Oslipperyblisses,twinklingeyes

Andbythesetenderest,milkysovereignties—

Thesetenderest,andbythenectar—wine,

Thepassion\"—\"Odov’dIdathedivine!

Endymion!dearest!Ah,unhappyme!

Hissoulwill’scapeus—Ofelicity!

Howhedoesloveme!Hispoortemplesbeat

Totheverytuneoflove—howsweet,sweet,sweet.

Revive,dearyouth,orIshallfaintanddie;

Revive,orthesesofthourswillhurryby

Intranceddulness;speak,andletthatspell

Affrightthislethargy!Icannotquell

Itsheavypressure,andwillpressatleast

Mylipstothine,thattheymayrichlyfeast

Untilwetastethelifeofloveagain.

What!dostthoumove?dostkiss?Obliss!Opain!

Ilovethee,youth,morethanIcanconceive;

Andsolongabsencefromtheedothbereave

Mysoulofanyrest:yetmustIhence:

Yet,canInottostarryeminence

Upliftthee;norforveryshamecanown

Myselftothee:Ah,dearest,donotgroan

Orthouwiltforcemefromthissecrecy,

AndImustblushinheaven.OthatI

Haddone’talready;thatthedreadfulsmiles

Atmylostbrightness,myimpassion’dwiles,

HadwanedfromOlympus’solemnheight,

AndfromallseriousGods;thatourdelight

Wasquiteforgotten,saveofusalone!

Andwhereforesoashamed?’Tisbuttoatone

Forendlesspleasure,bysomecowardblushes:

YetmustIbeacoward!—Horrorrushes

Toopalpablebeforeme—thesadlook

OfJove—Minerva’sstart—nobosomshook

Withaweofpurity—noCupidpinion

Inreverencevailed—mycrystallinedominion

Halflost,andalloldhymnsmadenullity!

Butwhatisthistolove?OIcouldfly

Withtheeintothekenofheavenlypowers,

Sothouwouldstthus,formanysequenthours,

Pressmesosweetly.NowIswearatonce

ThatIamwise,thatPallasisadunce—

Perhapsherlovelikemineisbutunknown—

OIdothinkthatIhavebeenalone

Inchastity:yes,Pallashasbeensighing,

Whileeveryevesawmemyhairuptying

Withfingerscoolasaspenleaves.Sweetlove,

Iwasasvagueassolitarydove,

Norknewthatnestswerebuilt.Nowasoftkiss—

Aye,bythatkiss,Ivowanendlessbliss,

Animmortalityofpassion’sthine:

ErelongIwillexalttheetotheshine

Ofheavenambrosial;andwewillshade

Ourselveswholesummersbyariverglade;

AndIwilltelltheestoriesofthesky,

Andbreathetheewhispersofitsminstrelsy.

Myhappylovewilloverwingallbounds!

Oletmemeltintothee;letthesounds

Ofourclosevoicesmarryattheirbirth;

Letusentwinehoveringly—Odearth

Ofhumanwords!roughnessofmortalspeech!

LispingsempyreanwillIsometimeteach

Thinehoniedtongue—lute—breathings,whichIgasp

Tohavetheeunderstand,nowwhileIclasp

Theethus,andweepforfondness—Iampain’d,

Endymion:woe!woe!isgriefcontain’d

Intheverydeepsofpleasure,mysolelife?\"—

Hereat,withmanysobs,hergentlestrife

Meltedintoalanguor.Hereturn’d

Entrancedvowsandtears.

Yewhohaveyearn’d

Withtoomuchpassion,willherestayandpity,

Forthemeresakeoftruth;as’tisaditty

Notofthesedays,butlongago’twastold

Byacavernwinduntoaforestold;

Andthentheforesttolditinadream

Toasleepinglake,whosecoolandlevelgleam

Apoetcaughtashewasjourneying

ToPhoebus’shrine;andinithedidfling

Hiswearylimbs,bathinganhour’sspace,

Andafter,straightinthatinspiredplace

Hesangthestoryupintotheair,

Givingituniversalfreedom.There

Hasitbeeneversoundingforthoseears

Whosetipsareglowinghot.Thelegendcheers

Yoncentinelstars;andhewholistenstoit

Mustsurelybeself—doom’dorhewillrueit:

Forquenchlessburningscomeupontheheart,

Madefiercerbyafearlestanypart

Shouldbeengulphedintheeddyingwind.

Asmuchashereispenn’ddothalwaysfind

Arestingplace,thusmuchcomesclearandplain;

Anonthestrangevoiceisuponthewane—

And’tisbutecho’dfromdepartingsound,

Thatthefairvisitantatlastunwound

Hergentlelimbs,andlefttheyouthasleep.—

Thusthetraditionofthegustydeep.

Nowturnwetoourformerchroniclers.—

Endymionawoke,thatgriefofhers

Sweetpainingonhisear:hesicklyguess’d

Howlonehewasoncemore,andsadlypress’d

Hisemptyarmstogether,hunghishead,

Andmostforlornuponthatwidow’dbed

Satsilently.Love’smadnesshehadknown:

Oftenwithmorethantorturedlion’sgroan

Moaningshadburstfromhim;butnowthatrage

Hadpass’daway:nolongerdidhewage

Arough—voic’dwaragainstthedoomingstars.

No,hehadfelttoomuchforsuchharshjars:

ThelyreofhissoulAEoliantun’d

Forgotallviolence,andbutcommun’d

Withmelancholythought:Ohehadswoon’d

Drunkenfrompleasure’snipple;andhislove

Henceforthwasdove—like.—Lothwashetomove

Fromtheimprintedcouch,andwhenhedid,

’Twaswithslow,languidpaces,andfacehid

Inmufflinghands.Sotemper’d,outhestray’d

Halfseeingvisionsthatmighthavedismay’d

Alecto’sserpents;ravishmentsmorekeen

ThanHermes’pipe,whenanxioushedidlean

Overeclipsingeyes:andatthelast

Itwasasoundinggrotto,vaulted,vast,

O’erstuddedwithathousand,thousandpearls,

Andcrimsonmouthedshellswithstubborncurls,

Ofeveryshapeandsize,eventothebulk

Inwhichwhalesarbourclose,tobroodandsulk

Againstanendlessstorm.Moreovertoo,

Fish—semblances,ofgreenandazurehue,

Readytosnorttheirstreams.Inthiscoolwonder

Endymionsatdown,and’gantoponder

Onallhislife:hisyouth,uptotheday

When’midacclaim,andfeasts,andgarlandsgay,

Hesteptuponhisshepherdthrone:thelook

Ofhiswhitepalaceinwildforestnook,

Andalltherevelshehadlordedthere:

Eachtendermaidenwhomheoncethoughtfair,

Witheveryfriendandfellow—woodlander—

Pass’dlikeadreambeforehim.Thenthespur

Oftheoldbardstomightydeeds:hisplans

Tonursethegoldenage’mongshepherdclans:

Thatwondrousnight:thegreatPan—festival:

Hissister’ssorrow;andhiswanderingsall,

Untilintotheearth’sdeepmawherush’d:

Thenallitsburiedmagic,tillitflush’d

Highwithexcessivelove.\"Andnow,\"thoughthe,

\"HowlongmustIremaininjeopardy

Ofblankamazementsthatamazenomore?

NowIhavetastedhersweetsoultothecore

Allotherdepthsareshallow:essences,

Oncespiritual,arelikemuddylees,

Meantbuttofertilizemyearthlyroot,

Andmakemybranchesliftagoldenfruit

Intothebloomofheaven:otherlight,

Thoughitbequickandsharpenoughtoblight

TheOlympianeagle’svision,isdark,

Darkastheparentageofchaos.Hark!

Mysilentthoughtsareechoingfromtheseshells;

Ortheyarebuttheghosts,thedyingswells

Ofnoisesfaraway?—list!\"—Hereupon

Hekeptananxiousear.Thehummingtone

Camelouder,andbehold,thereashelay,

Oneithersideoutgush’d,withmistyspray,

Acopiousspring;andbothtogetherdash’d

Swift,mad,fantasticroundtherocksandlash’d

Amongtheconchsandshellsoftheloftygrot,

Leavingatricklingdew.Atlasttheyshot

Downfromtheceiling’sheight,pouringanoise

Asofsomebreathlessracerswhosehopespoize

Uponthelastfewsteps,andwithspentforce

Alongthegroundtheytookawindingcourse.

Endymionfollow’d—foritseem’dthatone

Everpursued,theotherstrovetoshun—

Follow’dtheirlanguidmazes,tillwellnigh

Hehadleftthinkingofthemystery,—

Andwasnowraptintenderhoverings

Overthevanish’dbliss.Ah!whatisitsings

Hisdreamaway?Whatmelodiesarethese?

Theysoundasthroughthewhisperingoftrees,

Notnativeinsuchbarrenvaults.Giveear!

\"OArethusa,peerlessnymph!whyfear

Suchtendernessasmine?GreatDian,why,

Whydidstthouhearherprayer?OthatI

Wereripplingroundherdaintyfairnessnow,

Circlingaboutherwaist,andstrivinghow

Toenticehertoadive!thenstealingin

Betweenherlusciouslipsandeyelidsthin.

Othathershininghairwasinthesun,

AndIdistillingfromitthencetorun

Inamorousrilletsdownhershrinkingform!

Tolingeronherlillyshoulders,warm

Betweenherkissingbreasts,andeverycharm

Touchraptur’d!—SeehowpainfullyIflow:

Fairmaid,bepitifultomygreatwoe.

Stay,staythywearycourse,andletmelead,

Ahappywooer,totheflowerymead

Whereallthatbeautysnar’dme.\"—\"Cruelgod,

Desist!ormyoffendedmistress’nod

Willstagnateallthyfountains:—teazemenot

Withsyrenwords—Ah,haveIreallygot

Suchpowertomaddenthee?Andisittrue—

Away,away,orIshalldearlyrue

Myverythoughts:inmercythenaway,

KindestAlpheus,forshouldIobey

Myowndearwill,’twouldbeadeadlybane.

O,Oread—Queen!wouldthatthouhadstapain

Likethisofmine,thenwouldIfearlessturn

Andbeacriminal.Alas,Iburn,

Ishudder—gentleriver,gettheehence.

Alpheus!thouenchanter!everysense

Ofminewasoncemadeperfectinthesewoods.

Freshbreezes,bowerylawns,andinnocentfloods,

Ripefruits,andlonelycouch,contentmentgave;

ButeversinceIheedlesslydidlave

Inthydeceitfulstream,apantingglow

Grewstrongwithinme:whereforeservemeso,

Andcallitlove?Alas,’twascruelty.

NotoncemoredidIclosemyhappyeye

Amidthethrushes’song.Away!Avaunt!

O’twasacruelthing.\"—\"Nowthoudosttaunt

Sosoftly,Arethusa,thatIthink

Ifthouwastplayingonmyshadybrink,

Thouwouldstbatheonceagain.Innocentmaid!

Stiflethineheartnomore;norbeafraid

Ofangrypowers:therearedeities

Willshadeuswiththeirwings.Thosefitfulsighs

’Tisalmostdeathtohear:Oletmepour

Adewybalmuponthem!—fearnomore,

SweetArethusa!Dian’sselfmustfeel

Sometimetheseverypangs.Dearmaiden,steal

Blushingintomysoul,andletusfly

Thesedrearycavernsfortheopensky.

Iwilldelighttheeallmywindingcourse,

Fromthegreenseauptomyhiddensource

AboutArcadianforests;andwillshow

Thechannelswheremycoolestwatersflow

Throughmossyrocks;where,’midexuberantgreen,

Iroaminpleasantdarkness,moreunseen

ThanSaturninhisexile;whereIbrim

Roundfloweryislands,andtakethenceaskim

Ofmealysweets,whichmyriadsofbees

Buzzfromtheirhoney’dwings:andthoushouldstplease

Thyselftochoosetherichest,wherewemight

Beincense—pillow’deverysummernight.

Doffallsadfears,thouwhitedeliciousness,

Andletusbethuscomforted;unless

Thoucouldstrejoicetoseemyhopelessstream

HurrydistractedfromSol’stemperatebeam,

Andpourtodeathalongsomehungrysands.\"—

\"WhatcanIdo,Alpheus?Dianstands

Severebeforeme:persecutingfate!

UnhappyArethusa!thouwastlate

Ahuntressfreein\"—Atthis,suddenfell

Thosetwosadstreamsadownafearfuldell.

TheLatmianlisten’d,butheheardnomore,

Saveecho,faintrepeatingo’erando’er

ThenameofArethusa.Ontheverge

Ofthatdarkgulphhewept,andsaid:\"Iurge

Thee,gentleGoddessofmypilgrimage,

Byoureternalhopes,tosoothe,toassuage,

Ifthouartpowerful,theselovers’pains;

Andmakethemhappyinsomehappyplains.\"

Heturn’d—therewasawhelmingsound—hestept,

Therewasacoolerlight;andsohekept

Towardsitbyasandypath,andlo!

Moresuddenlythandothamomentgo,

Thevisionsoftheearthweregoneandfled—

Hesawthegiantseaabovehishead.

BOOKIII.

Therearewholordito’ertheirfellow—men

Withmostprevailingtinsel:whounpen

Theirbaaingvanities,tobrowseaway

Thecomfortablegreenandjuicyhay

Fromhumanpastures;or,Otorturingfact!

Who,throughanidiotblink,willseeunpack’d

Fire—brandedfoxestosearupandsinge

Ourgoldandripe—ear’dhopes.Withnotonetinge

Ofsanctuarysplendour,notasight

Abletofaceanowl’s,theystillaredight

Bytheblear—eyednationsinempurpledvests,

Andcrowns,andturbans.Withunladenbreasts,

Saveofblownself—applause,theyproudlymount

Totheirspirit’sperch,theirbeing’shighaccount,

Theirtiptopnothings,theirdullskies,theirthrones—

Amidthefierceintoxicatingtones

Oftrumpets,shoutings,andbelabour’ddrums,

Andsuddencannon.Ah!howallthishums,

Inwakefulears,likeuproarpastandgone—

LikethundercloudsthatspaketoBabylon,

AndsetthoseoldChaldeanstotheirtasks.—

Arethenregalitiesallgildedmasks?

No,therearethronedseatsunscalable

Butbyapatientwing,aconstantspell,

Orbyetherealthingsthat,unconfin’d,

Canmakealadderoftheeternalwind,

Andpoizeaboutincloudythunder—tents

Towatchtheabysm—birthofelements.

Aye,’bovethewitheringofold—lipp’dFate

AthousandPowerskeepreligiousstate,

Inwater,fieryrealm,andairybourne;

And,silentasaconsecratedurn,

Holdspherysessionsforaseasondue.

Yetfewofthesefarmajesties,ah,few!

Havebaredtheiroperationstothisglobe—

Few,whowithgorgeouspageantryenrobe

Ourpieceofheaven—whosebenevolence

ShakeshandwithourownCeres;everysense

Fillingwithspiritualsweetstoplenitude,

Asbeesgorgefulltheircells.And,bythefeud

’TwixtNothingandCreation,Ihereswear,

EterneApollo!thatthySisterfair

Isofallthesethegentlier—mightiest.

Whenthygoldbreathismistinginthewest,

Sheunobservedstealsuntoherthrone,

Andthereshesitsmostmeekandmostalone;

Asifshehadnotpompsubservient;

Asifthineeye,highPoet!wasnotbent

TowardsherwiththeMusesinthineheart;

Asiftheministringstarskeptnotapart,

Waitingforsilver—footedmessages.

OMoon!theoldestshades’mongoldesttrees

Feelpalpitationswhenthoulookestin:

OMoon!oldboughslispforthaholierdin

Thewhiletheyfeelthineairyfellowship.

Thoudostblesseverywhere,withsilverlip

Kissingdeadthingstolife.Thesleepingkine,

Couch’dinthybrightness,dreamoffieldsdivine:

Innumerablemountainsrise,andrise,

Ambitiousforthehallowingofthineeyes;

Andyetthybenedictionpassethnot

Oneobscurehiding—place,onelittlespot

Wherepleasuremaybesent:thenestedwren

Hasthyfairfacewithinitstranquilken,

Andfrombeneathashelteringivyleaf

Takesglimpsesofthee;thouartarelief

Tothepoorpatientoyster,whereitsleeps

Withinitspearlyhouse.—Themightydeeps,

Themonstrousseaisthine—themyriadsea!

OMoon!far—spoomingOceanbowstothee,

AndTellusfeelshisforehead’scumbrousload.

Cynthia!whereartthounow?Whatfarabode

Ofgreenorsilverybowerdothenshrine

Suchutmostbeauty?Alas,thoudostpine

Foroneassorrowful:thycheekispale

Foronewhosecheekispale:thoudostbewail

Histears,whoweepsforthee.Wheredostthousigh?

Ah!surelythatlightpeepsfromVesper’seye,

Orwhatathingislove!’TisShe,butlo!

Howchang’d,howfullofache,howgoneinwoe!

Shediesatthethinnestcloud;herloveliness

IswanonNeptune’sblue:yetthere’sastress

Oflove—spangles,justoffyoncapeoftrees,

Dancinguponthewaves,asiftoplease

Thecurlyfoamwithamorousinfluence.

O,notsoidle:fordown—glancingthence

Shefathomseddies,andrunswildabout

O’erwhelmingwater—courses;scaringout

Thethornysharksfromhiding—holes,andfright’ning

Theirsavageeyeswithunaccustom’dlightning.

Wherewillthesplendourbecontenttoreach?

Olove!howpotenthastthoubeentoteach

Strangejourneyings!Whereverbeautydwells,

Ingulphoraerie,mountainsordeepdells,

Inlight,ingloom,instarorblazingsun,

Thoupointestouttheway,andstraight’tiswon.

Amidhistoilthougav’stLeanderbreath;

ThouleddestOrpheusthroughthegleamsofdeath;

ThoumadestPlutobearthinelement;

Andnow,OwingedChieftain!thouhastsent

Amoon—beamtothedeep,deepwater—world,

TofindEndymion.

Ongoldsandimpearl’d

Withlillyshells,andpebblesmilkywhite,

PoorCynthiagreetedhim,andsooth’dherlight

Againsthispallidface:hefeltthecharm

Tobreathlessness,andsuddenlyawarm

Ofhisheart’sblood:’twasverysweet;hestay’d

Hiswanderingsteps,andhalf—entrancedlaid

Hisheaduponatuftofstragglingweeds,

Totastethegentlemoon,andfresheningbeads,

Lash’dfromthecrystalroofbyfishes’tails.

Andsohekept,untiltherosyveils

Mantlingtheeast,byAurora’speeringhand

Wereliftedfromthewater’sbreast,andfann’d

Intosweetair;andsober’dmorningcame

Meeklythroughbillows:—whenliketaper—flame

Leftsuddenbyadallyingbreathofair,

Heroseinsilence,andoncemore’ganfare

Alonghisfatedway.

Farhadheroam’d,

Withnothingsavethehollowvast,thatfoam’d,

Above,around,andathisfeet;savethings

MoredeadthanMorpheus’imaginings:

Oldrustedanchors,helmets,breast—plateslarge

Ofgonesea—warriors;brazenbeaksandtarge;

Ruddersthatforahundredyearshadlost

Theswayofhumanhand;goldvaseemboss’d

Withlong—forgottenstory,andwherein

Norevellerhadeverdipp’dachin

ButthoseofSaturn’svintage;moulderingscrolls,

Writinthetongueofheaven,bythosesouls

Whofirstwereontheearth;andsculpturesrude

Inponderousstone,developingthemood

OfancientNox;—thenskeletonsofman,

Ofbeast,behemoth,andleviathan,

Andelephant,andeagle,andhugejaw

Ofnamelessmonster.Acoldleadenawe

Thesesecretsstruckintohim;andunless

Dianhadchacedawaythatheaviness,

Hemighthavedied:butnow,withcheeredfeel,

Heonwardkept;wooingthesethoughtstosteal

Aboutthelabyrinthinhissouloflove.

\"Whatisthereinthee,Moon!thatthoushouldstmove

Myheartsopotently?Whenyetachild

Iofthavedriedmytearswhenthouhastsmil’d.

Thouseem’dstmysister:handinhandwewent

Fromevetomornacrossthefirmament.

NoappleswouldIgatherfromthetree,

Tillthouhadstcool’dtheircheeksdeliciously:

Notumblingwatereverspakeromance,

Butwhenmyeyeswiththinethereoncoulddance:

Nowoodsweregreenenough,nobowerdivine,

Untilthouliftedstupthineeyelidsfine:

Insowingtimene’erwouldIdibbletake,

Ordropaseed,tillthouwastwideawake;

And,inthesummertideofblossoming,

Noonebuttheehathheardmeblithlysing

Andmeshmydewyflowersallthenight.

Nomelodywaslikeapassingspright

Ifitwentnottosolemnizethyreign.

Yes,inmyboyhood,everyjoyandpain

Bytheewerefashion’dtotheself—sameend;

AndasIgrewinyears,stilldidstthoublend

Withallmyardours:thouwastthedeepglen;

Thouwastthemountain—top—thesage’spen—

Thepoet’sharp—thevoiceoffriends—thesun;

Thouwasttheriver—thouwastglorywon;

Thouwastmyclarion’sblast—thouwastmysteed—

Mygobletfullofwine—mytopmostdeed:—

Thouwastthecharmofwomen,lovelyMoon!

Owhatawildandharmonizedtune

Myspiritstruckfromallthebeautiful!

OnsomebrightessencecouldIlean,andlull

Myselftoimmortality:Iprest

Nature’ssoftpillowinawakefulrest.

But,gentleOrb!therecameanearerbliss—

Mystrangelovecame—Felicity’sabyss!

Shecame,andthoudidstfade,andfadeaway—

Yetnotentirely;no,thystarrysway

Hasbeenanunder—passiontothishour.

NowIbegintofeelthineorbypower

Iscomingfreshuponme:Obekind,

Keepbackthineinfluence,anddonotblind

Mysovereignvision.—Dearestlove,forgive

ThatIcanthinkawayfromtheeandlive!—

Pardonme,airyplanet,thatIprize

Onethoughtbeyondthineargentluxuries!

Howfarbeyond!\"Atthisasurpris’dstart

Frostedthespringingverdureofhisheart;

Forashelifteduphiseyestoswear

Howhisowngoddesswaspastallthingsfair,

Hesawfarintheconcavegreenofthesea

Anoldmansittingcalmandpeacefully.

Uponaweededrockthisoldmansat,

Andhiswhitehairwasawful,andamat

Ofweedswerecoldbeneathhiscoldthinfeet;

And,ampleasthelargestwinding—sheet,

Acloakofbluewrapp’duphisagedbones,

O’erwroughtwithsymbolsbythedeepestgroans

Ofambitiousmagic:everyocean—form

Waswoveninwithblackdistinctness;storm,

Andcalm,andwhispering,andhideousroar,

Quicksand,andwhirlpool,anddesertedshore,

Wereemblem’dinthewoof;witheveryshape

Thatskims,ordives,orsleeps,’twixtcapeandcape.

Thegulphingwhalewaslikeadotinthespell,

Yetlookuponit,and’twouldsizeandswell

Toitshugeself;andtheminutestfish

Wouldpasstheveryhardestgazer’swish,

Andshowhislittleeye’sanatomy.

Thentherewaspictur’dtheregality

OfNeptune;andtheseanymphsroundhisstate,

Inbeauteousvassalage,lookupandwait.

Besidethisoldmanlayapearlywand,

Andinhislapabook,thewhichheconn’d

Sostedfastly,thatthenewdenizen

Hadtimetokeephiminamazedken,

Tomarktheseshadowings,andstandinawe.

Theoldmanrais’dhishoaryheadandsaw

Thewilder’dstranger—seemingnottosee,

Hisfeaturesweresolifeless.Suddenly

Hewokeasfromatrance;hissnow—whitebrows

Wentarchingup,andliketwomagicploughs

Furrow’ddeepwrinklesinhisforeheadlarge,

Whichkeptasfixedlyasrockymarge,

Tillroundhiswither’dlipshadgoneasmile.

Thenupherose,likeonewhosetedioustoil

Hadwatch’dforyearsinforlornhermitage,

Whohadnotfrommid—lifetoutmostage

Eas’dinoneaccenthiso’er—burden’dsoul,

Eventothetrees.Herose:hegrasp’dhisstole,

Withconvuls’dclencheswavingitabroad,

Andinavoiceofsolemnjoy,thataw’d

Echointooblivion,hesaid:—

\"Thouarttheman!NowshallIlaymyhead

Inpeaceuponmywaterypillow:now

Sleepwillcomesmoothlytomywearybrow.

OJove!Ishallbeyoungagain,beyoung!

Oshell—borneNeptune,Iampierc’dandstung

Withnew—bornlife!WhatshallIdo?Wherego,

WhenIhavecastthisserpent—skinofwoe?—

I’llswimtothesyrens,andonemomentlisten

Theirmelodies,andseetheirlonghairglisten;

Anonuponthatgiant’sarmI’llbe,

ThatwrithesabouttherootsofSicily:

TonorthernseasI’llinatwinklingsail,

Andmountuponthesnortingsofawhale

Tosomeblackcloud;thencedownI’llmadlysweep

Onforkedlightning,tothedeepestdeep,

WherethroughsomesuckingpoolIwillbehurl’d

Withrapturetotheothersideoftheworld!

O,Iamfullofgladness!Sistersthree,

Ibowfullheartedtoyourolddecree!

Yes,everygodbethank’d,andpowerbenign,

ForInomoreshallwither,droop,andpine.

Thouarttheman!\"Endymionstartedback

Dismay’d;and,likeawretchfromwhomtherack

Tortureshotbreath,andspeechofagony,

Mutter’d:\"WhatlonelydeathamItodie

Inthiscoldregion?Willheletmefreeze,

Andfloatmybrittlelimbso’erpolarseas?

Orwillhetouchmewithhissearinghand,

Andleaveablackmemorialonthesand?

Ortearmepiece—mealwithabonysaw,

Andkeepmeasachosenfoodtodraw

Hismagianfishthroughhatedfireandflame?

Omiseryofhell!resistless,tame,

AmItobeburntup?No,Iwillshout,

Untilthegodsthroughheaven’sbluelookout!—

OTartarus!butsomefewdaysagone

Hersoftarmswereentwiningme,andon

HervoiceIhunglikefruitamonggreenleaves:

Herlipswereallmyown,and—ah,ripesheaves

Ofhappiness!yeonthestubbledroop,

Butnevermaybegarner’d.Imuststoop

Myhead,andkissdeath’sfoot.Love!love,farewell!

Istherenohopefromthee?Thishorridspell

Wouldmeltatthysweetbreath.—ByDian’shind

Feedingfromherwhitefingers,onthewind

Iseethystreaminghair!andnow,byPan,

Icarenotforthisoldmysteriousman!\"

Hespake,andwalkingtothatagedform,

Look’dhighdefiance.Lo!hisheart’ganwarm

Withpity,forthegrey—hair’dcreaturewept.