Wehavenotsofartoclimbtocometoshepherds;anditmaybeI
hadoneforanascendantwhohaslargelymouldedme.ButyetI
thinkIowemytasteforthathillsidebusinessrathertotheartandinterestofJohnTodd.Heitwasthatmadeitliveforme,astheartistcanmakeallthingslive.Itwasthroughhimthesimplestrategyofmassingsheepuponasnowyevening,withitsattendantscamperingofearnest,shaggyaides—de—champ,wasanaffairthatI
neverweariedofseeing,andthatIneverwearyofrecallingtomind:theshadowofthenightdarkeningonthehills,inscrutableblackblotsofsnowshowermovinghereandtherelikenightalreadycome,huddlesofyellowsheepanddartingsofblackdogsuponthesnow,abitterairthattookyoubythethroat,unearthlyharpingsofthewindalongthemoors;andforcentrepiecetoallthesefeaturesandinfluences,Johnwindingupthebrae,keepinghiscaptain’seyeuponallsides,andbreaking,everandagain,intoaspasmofbellowingthatseemedtomaketheeveningbleaker.ItisthusthatIstillseehiminmymind’seye,perchedonahumpofthedeclivitynotfarfromHalkerside,hisstaffinairyflourish,hisgreatvoicetakingholduponthehillsandechoingterrortothelowlands;I,meanwhile,standingsomewhatback,untilthefitshouldbeover,and,withapinchofsnuff,myfriendrelapseintohiseasy,evenconversation.
CHAPTERVII.THEMANSE
IHAVEnamed,amongmanyriversthatmakemusicinmymemory,thatdirtyWaterofLeith.OftenandoftenIdesiretolookuponitagain;andthechoiceofapointofviewiseasytome.Itshouldbeatacertainwater—door,emboweredinshrubbery.Theriveristheredammedbackfortheserviceoftheflour—milljustbelow,sothatitliesdeepanddarkling,andthesandslopesintobrownobscuritywithaglintofgold;andithasbutnewlybeenrecruitedbytheborrowingsofthesnuff—milljustabove,andthese,tumblingmerrilyin,shakethepooltoitsblackheart,fillitwithdrowsyeddies,andsetthecurdedfrothofmanyothermillssolemnlysteeringtoandfrouponthesurface.OrsoitwaswhenIwasyoung;forchange,andthemasons,andthepruning—knife,havebeenbusy;andifIcouldhopetorepeatacherishedexperience,itmustbeonmanyandimpossibleconditions.Imustchoose,aswellasthepointofview,acertainmomentinmygrowth,sothatthescalemaybeexaggerated,andthetreesonthesteepoppositesidemayseemtoclimbtoheaven,andthesandbythewater—door,whereIamstanding,seemaslowasStyx.AndImustchoosetheseasonalso,sothatthevalleymaybebrimmedlikeacupwithsunshineandthesongsofbirds;—andtheyearofgrace,sothatwhenIturntoleavetheriversideImayfindtheoldmanseanditsinhabitantsunchanged.
Itwasaplaceinthattimelikenoother:thegardencutintoprovincesbyagreathedgeofbeech,andover—lookedbythechurchandtheterraceofthechurchyard,wherethetombstoneswerethick,andafternightfall\"spunkies\"mightbeseentodanceatleastbychildren;flower—plotslyingwarminsunshine;laurelsandthegreatyewmakingelsewhereapleasinghorrorofshade;thesmellofwaterrisingfromallround,withanaddedtangofpaper—mills;thesoundofwatereverywhere,andthesoundofmills—thewheelandthedamsingingtheiralternatestrain;thebirdsoneverybushandfromeverycorneroftheoverhangingwoodspealingouttheirnotesuntiltheairthrobbedwiththem;andinthemidstofthis,themanse.Iseeit,bythestandardofmychildishstature,asagreatandroomyhouse.Intruth,itwasnotsolargeasI
supposed,noryetsoconvenient,and,standingwhereitdid,itisdifficulttosupposethatitwashealthful.Yetalargefamilyofstalwartsonsandtalldaughterswerehousedandreared,andcametomanandwomanhoodinthatnestoflittlechambers;sothatthefaceoftheearthwaspepperedwiththechildrenofthemanse,andletterswithoutlandishstampsbecamefamiliartothelocalpostman,andthewallsofthelittlechambersbrightenedwiththewondersoftheEast.Thedullestcouldseethiswasahousethathadapairofhandsindiversforeignplaces:awell—belovedhouse—itsimagefondlydweltonbymanytravellers.
Herelivedanancestorofmine,whowasaherdofmen.Ireadhim,judgingwitholdercriticismthereportofchildishobservation,asamanofsingularsimplicityofnature;unemotional,andhatingthedisplayofwhathefelt;standingcontentedontheoldways;aloverofhislifeandinnocenthabitstotheend.Wechildrenadmiredhim:partlyforhisbeautifulfaceandsilverhair,fornonemorethanchildrenareconcernedforbeautyand,aboveall,forbeautyintheold;partlyforthesolemnlightinwhichwebeheldhimonceaweek,theobservedofallobservers,inthepulpit.Buthisstrictnessanddistance,theeffect,Inowfancy,ofoldage,slowblood,andsettledhabit,oppresseduswithakindofterror.Whennotabroad,hesatmuchalone,writingsermonsorletterstohisscatteredfamilyinadarkandcoldroomwithalibraryofbloodlessbooks—orsotheyseemedinthosedays,althoughIhavesomeofthemnowonmyownshelvesandlikewellenoughtoreadthem;andtheselonelyhourswrappedhiminthegreatergloomforourimaginations.ButthestudyhadaredeeminggraceinmanyIndianpictures,gaudilycolouredanddeartoyoungeyes.Icannotdepict(forIhavenosuchpassionsnow)thegreedwithwhichIbeheldthem;andwhenIwasoncesentintosayapsalmtomygrandfather,Iwent,quakingindeedwithfear,butatthesametimeglowingwithhopethat,ifIsaiditwell,hemightrewardmewithanIndianpicture.
\"ThyfootHe’llnotletslide,norwillHeslumberthattheekeeps,\"
itran:astrangeconglomerateoftheunpronounceable,asadmodeltosetinchildhoodbeforeonewhowashimselftobeaversifier,andataskinrecitationthatreallymeritedreward.AndImustsupposetheoldmanthoughtsotoo,andwaseithertouchedoramusedbytheperformance;forhetookmeinhisarmswithmostunwontedtenderness,andkissedme,andgavemealittlekindlysermonformypsalm;sothat,forthatday,wewereclerkandparson.IwasstruckbythisreceptionintosotenderasurprisethatIforgotmydisappointment.Andindeedthehopewasoneofthosethatchildhoodforgesforapastime,andwithnodesignuponreality.Nothingwasmoreunlikelythanthatmygrandfathershouldstriphimselfofoneofthosepictures,love—giftsandremindersofhisabsentsons;nothingmoreunlikelythanthatheshouldbestowituponme.Hehadnoideaofspoilingchildren,leavingallthattomyaunt;hehadfaredhardhimself,andblubberedundertherodinthelastcentury;andhiswayswerestillSpartanfortheyoung.
ThelastwordIhearduponhislipswasinthisSpartankey.Hehadover—walkedintheteethofaneastwind,andwasnowneartheendofhismanydays.Hesatbythedining—roomfire,withhiswhitehair,palefaceandbloodshoteyes,asomewhatawfulfigure;
andmyaunthadgivenhimadoseofourgoodoldScotchmedicine,Dr.Gregory’spowder.Nowthatremedy,astheworkofanearkinsmanofRobRoyhimself,mayhaveasavourofromancefortheimagination;butitcomesuncouthlytothepalate.Theoldgentlemanhadtakenitwithawryface;andthatbeingaccomplished,satwithperfectsimplicity,likeachild’s,munchinga\"barley—sugarkiss.\"Butwhenmyaunt,havingthecanisteropeninherhands,proposedtoletmeshareinthesweets,heinterferedatonce.IhadhadnoGregory;thenIshouldhavenobarley—sugarkiss:sohedecidedwithatouchofirritation.Andjustthenthephaetoncomingopportunelytothekitchendoor—forsuchwasourunlordlyfashion—Iwastakenforthelasttimefromthepresenceofmygrandfather.
NowIoftenwonderwhatIhaveinheritedfromthisoldminister.I
mustsuppose,indeed,thathewasfondofpreachingsermons,andsoamI,thoughIneverhearditmaintainedthateitherofuslovedtohearthem.HesoughthealthinhisyouthintheIsleofWight,andIhavesoughtitinbothhemispheres;butwhereashefoundandkeptit,Iamstillonthequest.HewasagreatloverofShakespeare,whomhereadaloud,Ihavebeentold,withtaste;well,IlovemyShakespearealso,andampersuadedIcanreadhimwell,thoughI
ownIneverhavebeentoldso.Hemadeembroidery,designinghisownpatterns;andinthatkindofworkInevermadeanythingbutakettle—holderinBerlinwool,andanoddgarterofknitting,whichwasasblackasthechimneybeforeIhaddonewithit.Helovedport,andnuts,andporter;andsodoI,buttheyagreedbetterwithmygrandfather,whichseemstomeabreachofcontract.Hehadchalk—stonesinhisfingers;andthese,ingoodtime,Imaypossiblyinherit,butIwouldmuchratherhaveinheritedhisnoblepresence.TryasIplease,Icannotjoinmyselfonwiththereverenddoctor;andallthewhile,nodoubt,andevenasIwritethephrase,hemovesinmyblood,andwhisperswordstome,andsitsefficientintheveryknotandcentreofmybeing.Inhisgarden,asIplayedthere,Ilearnedtheloveofmills—orhadI
anancestoramiller?—andakindnessfortheneighbourhoodofgraves,ashomelythingsnotwithouttheirpoetry—orhadIanancestorasexton?Butwhatofthegardenwhereheplayedhimself?
—forthat,too,wasasceneofmyeducation.Somepartofmeplayedthereintheeighteenthcentury,andranracesunderthegreenavenueatPilrig;somepartofmetrudgedupLeithWalk,whichwasstillacountryplace,andsatontheHighSchoolbenches,andwasthrashed,perhaps,byDr.Adam.ThehousewhereI
spentmyyouthwasnotyetthoughtupon;butwemadeholidaypartiesamongthecornfieldsonitssite,andatestrawberriesandcreamnearbyatagardener’s.AllthisIhadforgotten;onlymygrandfatherrememberedandonceremindedme.Ihaveforgotten,too,howwegrewup,andtookorders,andwenttoourfirstAyrshireparish,andfellinlovewithandmarriedadaughterofBurns’sDr.Smith—\"Smithopensouthiscauldharangues.\"Ihaveforgotten,butIwasthereallthesame,andheardstoriesofBurnsatfirsthand.
Andthereisathingstrangerthanallthat;forthisHOMUNCULUSorpart—manofminethatwalkedabouttheeighteenthcenturywithDr.
Balfourinhisyouth,wasinthewayofmeetingotherHOMUNCULOSorpart—men,inthepersonsofmyotherancestors.Thesewereofalowerorder,anddoubtlesswelookeddownuponthemduly.ButasI
wenttocollegewithDr.Balfour,ImayhaveseenthelampandoilmantakingdowntheshuttersfromhisshopbesidetheTron;—wemayhavehadarabbit—hutchorabookshelfmadeforusbyacertaincarpenterinIknownotwhatwyndoftheold,smokycity;or,uponsomeholidayexcursion,wemayhavelookedintothewindowsofacottageinaflower—gardenandseenacertainweaverplyinghisshuttle.Andthesewereallkinsmenofmineupontheotherside;
andfromtheeyesofthelampandoilmanone—halfofmyunbornfather,andone—quarterofmyself,lookedoutuponusaswewentbytocollege.Nothingofallthiswouldcrossthemindoftheyoungstudent,asheposteduptheBridgeswithtrim,stockingedlegs,inthatcityofcockedhatsandgoodScotchstillunadulterated.Itwouldnotcrosshismindthatheshouldhaveadaughter;andthelampandoilman,justthenbeginning,byanotunnaturalmetastasis,tobloomintoalighthouse—engineer,shouldhaveagrandson;andthatthesetwo,inthefulnessoftime,shouldwed;
andsomeportionofthatstudenthimselfshouldsurviveyetayearortwolongerinthepersonoftheirchild.
Butourancestraladventuresarebeyondeventhearithmeticoffancy;anditisthechiefrecommendationoflongpedigrees,thatwecanfollowbackwardthecareersofourHOMUNCULOSandberemindedofourantenatallives.Ourconsciousyearsarebutamomentinthehistoryoftheelementsthatbuildus.Areyouabank—clerk,anddoyouliveatPeckham?Itwasnotalwaysso.Andthoughto—dayIamonlyamanofletters,eithertraditionerrsorIwaspresentwhentherelandedatSt.AndrewsaFrenchbarber—
surgeon,totendthehealthandthebeardofthegreatCardinalBeaton;IhaveshakenaspearintheDebateableLandandshoutedthesloganoftheElliots;Iwaspresentwhenaskipper,plyingfromDundee,smuggledJacobitestoFranceafterthe’15;IwasinaWestIndiamerchant’soffice,perhapsnextdoortoBailieNicolJarvie’s,andmanagedthebusinessofaplantationinSt.Kitt’s;I
waswithmyengineer—grandfather(theson—in—lawofthelampandoilman)whenhesailednorthaboutScotlandonthefamouscruisethatgaveusthePIRATEandtheLORDOFTHEISLES;Iwaswithhim,too,ontheBellRock,inthefog,whentheSMEATONhaddriftedfromhermoorings,andtheAberdeenmen,pickinhand,hadseizedupontheonlyboats,andhemuststoopandlapsea—waterbeforehistonguecouldutteraudiblewords;andoncemorewithhimwhentheBellRockbeacontooka\"thrawe,\"andhisworkmenfledintothetower,thennearlyfinished,andhesatunmovedreadinginhisBible—oraffectingtoread—tilloneafteranotherslunkbackwithconfusionofcountenancetotheirengineer.Yes,partsofmehaveseenlife,andmetadventures,andsometimesmetthemwell.
Andawayinthestillcloudierpast,thethreadsthatmakemeupcanbetracedbyfancyintothebosomsofthousandsandmillionsofascendants:PictswhoralliedroundMacbethandtheold(andhighlypreferable)systemofdescentbyfemales,fleersfrombeforethelegionsofAgricola,marchersinPannonianmorasses,star—gazersonChaldaeanplateaus;and,furthestofall,whatfaceisthisthatfancycanseepeeringthroughthedispartedbranches?Whatsleeperingreentree—tops,whatmuncherofnuts,concludesmypedigree?
Probablyarborealinhishabits
AndIknownotwhichisthemorestrange,thatIshouldcarryaboutwithmesomefibresofmyminister—grandfather;orthatinhim,ashesatinhiscoolstudy,grave,reverend,contentedgentleman,therewasanaboriginalfriskingofthebloodthatwasnothis;
tree—topmemories,likeundevelopednegatives,laydormantinhismind;tree—topinstinctsawokeandweretroddown;andProbablyArboreal(scarcetobedistinguishedfromamonkey)gambolledandchatteredinthebrainoftheolddivine.
CHAPTERVIII.MEMOIRSOFANISLET
THOSEwhotrytobeartistsuse,timeaftertime,thematteroftheirrecollections,settingandresettinglittlecolouredmemoriesofmenandscenes,riggingup(itmaybe)someespecialfriendintheattireofabuccaneer,anddecreeingarmiestomanoeuvre,ormurdertobedone,ontheplaygroundoftheiryouth.Butthememoriesareafairygiftwhichcannotbewornoutinusing.Afteradozenservicesinvarioustales,thelittlesunbrightpicturesofthepaststillshineinthemind’seyewithnotalineamentdefaced,notatintimpaired.GLUCKUNDUNGLUCKWIRDGESANG,ifGoethepleases;yetonlybyendlessavatars,theoriginalre—
embodyingaftereach.Sothatawriter,intime,beginstowonderattheperdurablelifeoftheseimpressions;begins,perhaps,tofancythathewrongsthemwhenheweavestheminwithfiction;andlookingbackonthemwithever—growingkindness,putsthematlast,substantivejewels,inasettingoftheirown.
OneortwoofthesepleasantspectresIthinkIhavelaid.Iusedonebuttheotherday:alittleeyotofdense,freshwatersand,whereIoncewadeddeepinbutterburrs,delightingtohearthesongoftheriveronbothsides,andtotellmyselfthatIwasindeedandatlastuponanisland.Twoofmypuppetslaythereasummer’sday,hearkeningtotheshearersatworkinriversidefieldsandtothedrumsofthegrayoldgarrisonupontheneighbouringhill.Andthiswas,Ithink,donerightly:theplacewasrightlypeopled—
andnowbelongsnottomebuttomypuppets—foratimeatleast.
Intime,perhaps,thepuppetswillgrowfaint;theoriginalmemoryswimupinstantasever;andIshalloncemorelieinbed,andseethelittlesandyisleinAllanWaterasitisinnature,andthechild(thatoncewasme)wadingthereinbutterburrs;andwonderattheinstancyandvirginfreshnessofthatmemory;andbeprickedagain,inseasonandoutofseason,bythedesiretoweaveitintoart.
Thereisanotherisleinmycollection,thememoryofwhichbesiegesme.Iputawholefamilythere,inoneofmytales;andlateron,threwuponitsshores,andcondemnedtoseveraldaysofrainandshellfishonitstumbledboulders,theheroofanother.
Theinkisnotyetfaded;thesoundofthesentencesisstillinmymind’sear;andIamunderaspelltowriteofthatislandagain.
I
ThelittleisleofEarraidliescloseintothesouth—westcorneroftheRossofMull:thesoundofIonaononeside,acrosswhichyoumayseetheisleandchurchofColumba;theopenseatotheother,whereyoushallbeabletomark,onaclear,surfyday,thebreakersrunningwhiteonmanysunkenrocks.Ifirstsawit,orfirstrememberedseeingit,framedintheroundbull’s—eyeofacabinport,thesealyingsmoothalongitsshoreslikethewatersofalake,thecolourlessclearlightoftheearlymorningmakingplainitsheatheryandrockyhummocks.Therestooduponit,inthesedays,asinglerudehouseofuncementedstones,approachedbyapierofwreckwood.Itmusthavebeenveryearly,foritwasthensummer,andinsummer,inthatlatitude,dayscarcelywithdraws;
butevenatthathourthehousewasmakingasweetsmokeofpeatswhichcametomeoverthebay,andthebare—leggeddaughtersofthecotterwerewadingbythepier.Thesamedaywevisitedtheshoresoftheisleintheship’sboats;roweddeepintoFiddler’sHole,soundingaswewent;andhavingtakenstockofallpossibleaccommodation,pitchedonthenortherninletasthesceneofoperations.ForitwasnoaccidentthathadbroughtthelighthousesteamertoanchorintheBayofEarraid.Fifteenmilesawaytoseaward,acertainblackrockstoodenvironedbytheAtlanticrollers,theoutpostoftheTorranreefs.Herewasatowertobebuilt,andastarlighted,fortheconductofseamen.Butastherockwassmall,andhardofaccess,andfarfromland,theworkwouldbeoneofyears;andmyfatherwasnowlookingforashorestation,wherethestonesmightbequarriedanddressed,themenlive,andthetender,withsomedegreeofsafety,lieatanchor.
IsawEarraidnextfromthesternthwartofanIonalugger,SamBoughandIsittingtherecheekbyjowl,withourfeetuponourbaggage,inabeautiful,clear,northernsummereve.Andbehold!
therewasnowapierofstone,therewererowsofsheds,railways,travelling—cranes,astreetofcottages,anironhousefortheresidentengineer,woodenbothiesforthemen,astagewherethecoursesofthetowerwereputtogetherexperimentally,andbehindthesettlementagreatgashinthehillsidewheregranitewasquarried.Inthebay,thesteamerlayathermoorings.Alldaylongtherehungabouttheplacethemusicofchinkingtools;andeveninthedeadofnight,thewatchmancarriedhislanterntoandfrointhedarksettlementandcouldlightthepipeofanymidnightmuser.Itwas,aboveall,strangetoseeEarraidontheSunday,whenthesoundofthetoolsceasedandtherefellacrystalquiet.
AllaboutthegreencompoundmenwouldbesaunteringintheirSunday’sbest,walkingwiththoselaxjointsofthereposingtoiler,thoughtfullysmoking,talkingsmall,asifinhonourofthestillness,orhearkeningtothewailingofthegulls.AnditwasstrangetoseeourSabbathservices,held,astheywere,inoneofthebothies,withMr.Brebnerreadingatatable,andthecongregationperchedaboutinthedoubletierofsleepingbunks;
andtohearthesingingofthepsalms,\"thechapters,\"theinevitableSpurgeon’ssermon,andtheold,eloquentlighthouseprayer.
Infineweather,whenbythespy—glassonthehilltheseawasobservedtorunlowuponthereef,therewouldbeasoundofpreparationintheveryearlymorning;andbeforethesunhadrisenfrombehindBenMore,thetenderwouldsteamoutofthebay.Overfifteensea—milesofthegreatblueAtlanticrollerssheploughedherway,trailingathertailabraceofwallowingstone—lighters.
Theopenoceanwideneduponeitherboard,andthehillsofthemainlandbegantogodownonthehorizon,beforeshecametoherunhomelydestination,andlay—toatlastwheretherockclappeditsblackheadabovetheswell,withthetallironbarrackonitsspiderlegs,andthetruncatedtower,andthecraneswavingtheirarms,andthesmokeoftheengine—firerisinginthemid—sea.AnuglyreefisthisoftheDhuHeartach;nopleasantassemblageofshelves,andpools,andcreeks,aboutwhichachildmightplayforawholesummerwithoutweariness,liketheBellRockortheSkerryvore,butoneovalnoduleofblack—trap,sparselybedabbledwithaninconspicuousfucus,andaliveineverycrevicewithadingyinsectbetweenaslaterandabug.Nootherlifewastherebutthatofsea—birds,andoftheseaitself,thathereranlikeamill—race,andgrowledabouttheouterreefforever,andeverandagain,inthecalmestweather,roaredandspoutedontherockitself.TimesweredifferentuponDhu—Heartachwhenitblew,andthenightfelldark,andtheneighbourlightsofSkerryvoreandRhu—valwerequenchedinfog,andthemensatprisonedhighupintheirirondrum,thatthenresoundedwiththelashingofthesprays.Fearsatwiththemintheirsea—beleaguereddwelling;andthecolourchangedinanxiousfaceswhensomegreaterbillowstruckthebarrack,anditspillarsquiveredandsprangundertheblow.
Itwasthenthattheforemanbuilder,Mr.Goodwillie,whomIseebeforemestillinhisrock—habitofundecipherablerags,wouldgethisfiddledownandstrikeuphumanminstrelsyamidthemusicofthestorm.ButitwasinsunshineonlythatIsawDhu—Heartach;
anditwasinsunshine,ortheyetloveliersummerafterglow,thatthesteamerwouldreturntoEarraid,ploughinganenchantedsea;
theobedientlighters,relievedoftheirdeckcargo,ridinginherwakemorequietly;andthesteersmanuponeach,assheroseonthelongswell,standingtallanddarkagainsttheshiningwest.
ButitwasinEarraiditselfthatIdelightedchiefly.Thelighthousesettlementscarceencroachedbeyonditsfences;overthetopofthefirstbraethegroundwasallvirgin,theworldallshutout,thefaceofthingsunchangedbyanyofman’sdoings.Herewasnolivingpresence,saveforthelimpetsontherocks,forsomeold,gray,rain—beatenramthatImightrouseoutofafernydenbetwixttwoboulders,orforthehauntingandthepipingofthegulls.Itwasolderthanman;itwasfoundsobyincomingCelts,andseafaringNorsemen,andColumba’spriests.Theearthysavourofthebog—plants,therudedisorderoftheboulders,theinimitableseasidebrightnessoftheair,thebrineandtheiodine,thelapofthebillowsamongtheweedyreefs,thesuddenspringingupofagreatrunofdashingsurfalongthesea—frontoftheisle,allthatIsawandfeltmypredecessorsmusthaveseenandfeltwithscarceadifference.Isteepedmyselfinopenairandinpastages.
\"DelightfulwoulditbetometobeinUCHDAILIUN
Onthepinnacleofarock,ThatImightoftenseeThefaceoftheocean;
ThatImighthearthesongofthewonderfulbirds,Sourceofhappiness;
ThatImighthearthethunderofthecrowdingwavesUpontherocks:
Attimesatworkwithoutcompulsion—
Thiswouldbedelightful;
AttimespluckingdulsefromtherocksAttimesatfishing.\"
So,aboutthenextislandofIona,sangColumbahimselftwelvehundredyearsbefore.AndsomightIhavesungofEarraid.
AndallthewhileIwasawarethatthislifeofsea—bathingandsun—burningwasformebutaholiday.InthatyearcannonwereroaringfordaystogetheronFrenchbattlefields;andIwouldsitinmyisle(Icallitmine,aftertheuseoflovers)andthinkuponthewar,andtheloudnessofthesefar—awaybattles,andthepainofthemen’swounds,andthewearinessoftheirmarching.AndI
wouldthinktooofthatotherwarwhichisasoldasmankind,andisindeedthelifeofman:theunsparingwar,thegrindingslaveryofcompetition;thetoilofseventyyears,dear—boughtbread,precarioushonour,theperilsandpitfalls,andthepoorrewards.
Itwasalonglookforward;thefuturesummonedmeaswithtrumpetcalls,itwarnedmebackaswithavoiceofweepingandbeseeching;
andIthrilledandtrembledonthebrinkoflife,likeachildishbatheronthebeach.
TherewasanotheryoungmanonEarraidinthesedays,andweweremuchtogether,bathing,clamberingontheboulders,tryingtosailaboatandspinningroundinsteadintheoilywhirlpoolsoftheroost.Butthemostpartofthetimewespokeofthegreatuncharteddesertofourfutures;wonderingtogetherwhatshouldtherebefallus;hearingwithsurprisethesoundofourownvoicesintheemptyvestibuleofyouth.Asfar,andashard,asitseemedthentolookforwardtothegrave,sofaritseemsnowtolookbackwardupontheseemotions;sohardtorecalljustlythatloathsubmission,asofthesacrificialbull,withwhichwestoopedournecksundertheyokeofdestiny.Imetmyoldcompanionbuttheotherday;Icannottellofcoursewhathewasthinking;but,uponmypart,Iwaswonderingtoseeusbothsomuchathome,andsocomposedandsedentaryintheworld;andhowmuchwehadgained,andhowmuchwehadlost,toattaintothatcomposure;andwhichhadbeenuponthewholeourbestestate:whenwesattherepratingsensiblylikemenofsomeexperience,orwhenwesharedourtimorousandhopefulcounselsinawesternislet.
CHAPTERIX.THOMASSTEVENSON—CIVILENGINEER
THEdeathofThomasStevensonwillmeannotverymuchtothegeneralreader.Hisservicetomankindtookonformsofwhichthepublicknowslittleandunderstandsless.HecameseldomtoLondon,andthenonlyasatask,remainingalwaysastrangerandaconvincedprovincial;puttingupforyearsatthesamehotelwherehisfatherhadgonebeforehim;faithfulforlongtothesamerestaurant,thesamechurch,andthesametheatre,chosensimplyforpropinquity;steadfastlyrefusingtodineout.Hehadacircleofhisown,indeed,athome;fewmenweremorebelovedinEdinburgh,wherehebreathedanairthatpleasedhim;andwhereverhewent,inrailwaycarriagesorhotelsmoking—rooms,hisstrange,humorousveinoftalk,andhistransparenthonesty,raisedhimupfriendsandadmirers.ButtothegeneralpublicandtheworldofLondon,exceptabouttheparliamentarycommittee—rooms,heremainedunknown.Allthetime,hislightswereineverypartoftheworld,guidingthemariner;hisfirmwereconsultingengineerstotheIndian,theNewZealand,andtheJapaneseLighthouseBoards,sothatEdinburghwasaworldcentreforthatbranchofappliedscience;inGermany,hehadbeencalled\"theNestoroflighthouseillumination\";eveninFrance,wherehisclaimswerelongdenied,hewasatlast,ontheoccasionofthelateExposition,recognisedandmedalled.Andtoshowbyoneinstancetheinvertednatureofhisreputation,comparativelysmallathome,yetfillingtheworld,afriendofminewasthiswinteronavisittotheSpanishmain,andwasaskedbyaPeruvianifhe\"knewMr.Stevensontheauthor,becausehisworksweremuchesteemedinPeru?\"Myfriendsupposedthereferencewastothewriteroftales;butthePeruvianhadneverheardofDR.JEKYLL;whathehadinhiseye,whatwasesteemedinPeru,wherethevolumesoftheengineer.
ThomasStevensonwasbornatEdinburghintheyear1818,thegrandsonofThomasSmith,firstengineertotheBoardofNorthernLights,sonofRobertStevenson,brotherofAlanandDavid;sothathisnephew,DavidAlanStevenson,joinedwithhimatthetimeofhisdeathintheengineership,isthesixthofthefamilywhohasheld,successivelyorconjointly,thatoffice.TheBellRock,hisfather’sgreattriumph,wasfinishedbeforehewasborn;butheservedunderhisbrotherAlaninthebuildingofSkerryvore,thenoblestofallextantdeep—sealights;and,inconjunctionwithhisbrotherDavid,headdedtwo—theChickensandDhuHeartach—tothatsmallnumberofman’sextremeoutpostsintheocean.Ofshorelights,thetwobrotherslastnamederectednofewerthantwenty—
seven;ofbeacons,(4)abouttwenty—five.Manyharboursweresuccessfullycarriedout:one,theharbourofWick,thechiefdisasterofmyfather’slife,wasafailure;theseaprovedtoostrongforman’sarts;andafterexpedientshithertounthoughtof,andonascalehyper—cyclopean,theworkmustbedeserted,andnowstandsaruininthatbleak,God—forsakenbay,tenmilesfromJohn—
o’—Groat’s.IntheimprovementofriversthebrotherswerelikewiseinalargewayofpracticeoverbothEnglandandScotland,norhadanyBritishengineeranythingapproachingtheirexperience.
Itwasaboutthisnucleusofhisprofessionallaboursthatallmyfather’sscientificinquiriesandinventionscentred;theseproceededfrom,andactedbackupon,hisdailybusiness.Thusitwasasaharbourengineerthathebecameinterestedinthepropagationandreductionofwaves;adifficultsubjectinregardtowhichhehasleftbehindhimmuchsuggestivematterandsomevaluableapproximateresults.Stormswerehisswornadversaries,anditwasthroughthestudyofstormsthatheapproachedthatofmeteorologyatlarge.Manywhoknewhimnototherwise,knew—
perhapshaveintheirgardens—hislouvre—boardedscreenforinstruments.Butthegreatachievementofhislifewas,ofcourse,inopticsasappliedtolighthouseillumination.Fresnelhaddonemuch;Fresnelhadsettledthefixedlightapparatusonaprinciplethatstillseemsunimprovable;andwhenThomasStevensonsteppedinandbroughttoacomparableperfectiontherevolvinglight,anotunnaturaljealousyandmuchpainfulcontroversyroseinFrance.Ithaditshour;and,asIhavetoldalready,eveninFranceithasblownby.Haditnot,itwouldhavematteredtheless,sinceallthroughhislifemyfathercontinuedtojustifyhisclaimbyfreshadvances.Newapparatusforlightsinnewsituationswascontinuallybeingdesignedwiththesameunweariedsearchafterperfection,thesameniceingenuityofmeans;andthoughtheholophotalrevolvinglightperhapsstillremainshismostelegantcontrivance,itisdifficulttogiveitthepalmoverthemuchlatercondensingsystem,withitsthousandpossiblemodifications.
Thenumberandthevalueoftheseimprovementsentitletheirauthortothenameofoneofmankind’sbenefactors.Inallpartsoftheworldasaferlandfallawaitsthemariner.Twothingsmustbesaid:and,first,thatThomasStevensonwasnomathematician.
Naturalshrewdness,asentimentofopticallaws,andagreatintensityofconsiderationledhimtojustconclusions;buttocalculatethenecessaryformulaefortheinstrumentshehadconceivedwasoftenbeyondhim,andhemustfallbackonthehelpofothers,notablyonthatofhiscousinandlifelongintimatefriend,EMERITUSProfessorSwan,ofSt.Andrews,andhislaterfriend,ProfessorP.G.Tait.Itisacuriousenoughcircumstance,andagreatencouragementtoothers,thatamansoillequippedshouldhavesucceededinoneofthemostabstractandarduouswalksofappliedscience.Thesecondremarkisonethatappliestothewholefamily,andonlyparticularlytoThomasStevensonfromthegreatnumberandimportanceofhisinventions:holdingastheStevensonsdidaGovernmentappointmenttheyregardedtheiroriginalworkassomethingduealreadytothenation,andnoneofthemhasevertakenoutapatent.Itisanothercauseofthecomparativeobscurityofthename:forapatentnotonlybringsinmoney,itinfalliblyspreadsreputation;andmyfather’sinstrumentsenteranonymouslyintoahundredlight—rooms,andarepassedanonymouslyoverinahundredreports,wheretheleastconsiderablepatentwouldstandoutandtellitsauthor’sstory.
Butthelife—workofThomasStevensonremains;whatwehavelost,whatwenowrathertrytorecall,isthefriendandcompanion.Hewasamanofasomewhatantiquestrain:withablendedsternnessandsoftnessthatwaswhollyScottishandatfirstsomewhatbewildering;withaprofoundessentialmelancholyofdispositionand(whatoftenaccompaniesit)themosthumorousgenialityincompany;shrewdandchildish;passionatelyattached,passionatelyprejudiced;amanofmanyextremes,manyfaultsoftemper,andnoverystablefootholdforhimselfamonglife’stroubles.Yethewasawiseadviser;manymen,andthesenotinconsiderable,tookcounselwithhimhabitually.\"Isatathisfeet,\"writesoneofthese,\"whenIaskedhisadvice,andwhenthebroadbrowwassetinthoughtandthefirmmouthsaidhissay,Ialwaysknewthatnomancouldaddtotheworthoftheconclusion.\"Hehadexcellenttaste,thoughwhimsicalandpartial;collectedoldfurnitureanddelightedspeciallyinsunflowerslongbeforethedaysofMr.Wilde;tookalastingpleasureinprintsandpictures;wasadevoutadmirerofThomsonofDuddingstonatatimewhenfewsharedthetaste;andthoughhereadlittle,wasconstanttohisfavouritebooks.HehadneveranyGreek;Latinhehappilyre—taughthimselfafterhehadleftschool,wherehewasamereconsistentidler:happily,Isay,forLactantius,Vossius,andCardinalBonawerehischiefauthors.
Thefirsthemusthavereadfortwentyyearsuninterruptedly,keepingitnearhiminhisstudy,andcarryingitinhisbagonjourneys.Anotheroldtheologian,BrownofWamphray,wasofteninhishands.Whenhewasindisposed,hehadtwobooks,GUYMANNERING
andTHEPARENT’SASSISTANT,ofwhichheneverwearied.HewasastrongConservative,or,ashepreferredtocallhimself,aTory;
exceptinsofarashisviewsweremodifiedbyahot—headedchivalroussentimentforwomen.Hewasactuallyinfavourofamarriagelawunderwhichanywomanmighthaveadivorcefortheasking,andnomanonanygroundwhatever;andthesamesentimentfoundanotherexpressioninaMagdalenMissioninEdinburgh,foundedandlargelysupportedbyhimself.Thiswasbutoneofthemanychannelsofhispublicgenerosity;hisprivatewasequallyunstrained.TheChurchofScotland,ofwhichheheldthedoctrines(thoughinasenseofhisown)andtowhichheboreaclansman’sloyalty,profitedoftenbyhistimeandmoney;andthough,fromamorbidsenseofhisownunworthiness,hewouldneverconsenttobeanoffice—bearer,hisadvicewasoftensought,andheservedtheChurchonmanycommittees.WhatheperhapsvaluedhighestinhisworkwerehiscontributionstothedefenceofChristianity;oneofwhich,inparticular,waspraisedbyHutchinsonStirlingandreprintedattherequestofProfessorCrawford.
HissenseofhisownunworthinessIhavecalledmorbid;morbid,too,werehissenseofthefleetingnessoflifeandhisconcernfordeath.Hehadneveracceptedtheconditionsofman’slifeorhisowncharacter;andhisinmostthoughtswereevertingedwiththeCelticmelancholy.Casesofconscienceweresometimesgrievoustohim,andthatdelicateemploymentofascientificwitnesscosthimmanyqualms.Buthefoundrespitefromthesetroublesomehumoursinhiswork,inhislifelongstudyofnaturalscience,inthesocietyofthoseheloved,andinhisdailywalks,whichnowwouldcarryhimfarintothecountrywithsomecongenialfriend,andnowkeephimdanglingaboutthetownfromoneoldbook—shoptoanother,andscrapingromanticacquaintancewitheverydogthatpassed.Histalk,compoundedofsomuchsterlingsenseandsomuchfreakishhumour,andclothedinlanguagesoapt,droll,andemphatic,wasaperpetualdelighttoallwhoknewhimbeforethecloudsbegantosettleonhismind.Hisuseoflanguagewasbothjustandpicturesque;andwhenatthebeginningofhisillnesshebegantofeeltheebbingofthispower,itwasstrangeandpainfultohearhimrejectonewordafteranotherasinadequate,andatlengthdesistfromthesearchandleavehisphraseunfinishedratherthanfinishitwithoutpropriety.ItwasperhapsanotherCeltictraitthathisaffectionsandemotions,passionateasthesewere,andliabletopassionateupsanddowns,foundthemosteloquentexpressionbothinwordsandgestures.Love,anger,andindignationshonethroughhimandbrokeforthinimagery,likewhatwereadofSouthernraces.Foralltheseemotionalextremes,andinspiteofthemelancholygroundofhischaracter,hehaduponthewholeahappylife;norwashelessfortunateinhisdeath,whichatthelastcametohimunaware.
CHAPTERX.TALKANDTALKERS
Sir,wehadagoodtalk.—JOHNSON.
Aswemustaccountforeveryidleword,sowemustforeveryidlesilence.—FRANKLIN.
THEREcanbenofairerambitionthantoexcelintalk;tobeaffable,gay,ready,clearandwelcome;tohaveafact,athought,oranillustration,pattoeverysubject;andnotonlytocheertheflightoftimeamongourintimates,butbearourpartinthatgreatinternationalcongress,alwayssitting,wherepublicwrongsarefirstdeclared,publicerrorsfirstcorrected,andthecourseofpublicopinionshaped,daybyday,alittlenearertotheright.
NomeasurecomesbeforeParliamentbutithasbeenlongagopreparedbythegrandjuryofthetalkers;nobookiswrittenthathasnotbeenlargelycomposedbytheirassistance.Literatureinmanyofitsbranchesisnootherthantheshadowofgoodtalk;buttheimitationfallsfarshortoftheoriginalinlife,freedomandeffect.Therearealwaystwotoatalk,givingandtaking,comparingexperienceandaccordingconclusions.Talkisfluid,tentative,continually\"infurthersearchandprogress\";whilewrittenwordsremainfixed,becomeidolseventothewriter,foundwoodendogmatisms,andpreservefliesofobviouserrorintheamberofthetruth.Lastandchief,whileliterature,gaggedwithlinsey—woolsey,canonlydealwithafractionofthelifeofman,talkgoesfancyfreeandmaycallaspadeaspade.Talkhasnoneofthefreezingimmunitiesofthepulpit.Itcannot,evenifitwould,becomemerelyaestheticormerelyclassicallikeliterature.
Ajestintervenes,thesolemnhumbugisdissolvedinlaughter,andspeechrunsforthoutofthecontemporarygrooveintotheopenfieldsofnature,cheeryandcheering,likeschoolboysoutofschool.Anditisintalkalonethatwecanlearnourperiodandourselves.Inshort,thefirstdutyofamanistospeak;thatishischiefbusinessinthisworld;andtalk,whichistheharmoniousspeechoftwoormore,isbyfarthemostaccessibleofpleasures.
Itcostsnothinginmoney;itisallprofit;itcompletesoureducation,foundsandfostersourfriendships,andcanbeenjoyedatanyageandinalmostanystateofhealth.
Thespiceoflifeisbattle;thefriendliestrelationsarestillakindofcontest;andifwewouldnotforegoallthatisvaluableinourlot,wemustcontinuallyfacesomeotherperson,eyetoeye,andwrestleafallwhetherinloveorenmity.Itisstillbyforceofbody,orpowerofcharacterorintellect,thatweattaintoworthypleasures.Menandwomencontendforeachotherinthelistsoflove,likerivalmesmerists;theactiveandadroitdecidetheirchallengesinthesportsofthebody;andthesedentarysitdowntochessorconversation.Allsluggishandpacificpleasuresare,tothesamedegree,solitaryandselfish;andeverydurablebandbetweenhumanbeingsisfoundedinorheightenedbysomeelementofcompetition.Now,therelationthathastheleastrootinmatterisundoubtedlythatairyoneoffriendship;andhence,I
suppose,itisthatgoodtalkmostcommonlyarisesamongfriends.
Talkis,indeed,boththesceneandinstrumentoffriendship.Itisintalkalonethatthefriendscanmeasurestrength,andenjoythatamicablecounter—assertionofpersonalitywhichisthegaugeofrelationsandthesportoflife.
Agoodtalkisnottobehadfortheasking.Humoursmustfirstbeaccordedinakindofovertureorprologue;hour,companyandcircumstancebesuited;andthen,atafitjuncture,thesubject,thequarryoftwoheatedminds,springuplikeadeeroutofthewood.Notthatthetalkerhasanyofthehunter’spride,thoughhehasallandmorethanallhisardour.Thegenuineartistfollowsthestreamofconversationasananglerfollowsthewindingsofabrook,notdallyingwherehefailsto\"kill.\"Hetrustsimplicitlytohazard;andheisrewardedbycontinualvariety,continualpleasure,andthosechangingprospectsofthetruththatarethebestofeducation.Thereisnothinginasubject,socalled,thatweshouldregarditasanidol,orfollowitbeyondthepromptingsofdesire.Indeed,therearefewsubjects;andsofarastheyaretrulytalkable,morethanthehalfofthemmaybereducedtothree:
thatIamI,thatyouareyou,andthatthereareotherpeopledimlyunderstoodtobenotquitethesameaseither.Wherevertalkmayrange,itstillrunshalfthetimeontheseeternallines.Thethemebeingset,eachplaysonhimselfasonaninstrument;assertsandjustifieshimself;ransackshisbrainforinstancesandopinions,andbringsthemforthnew—minted,tohisownsurpriseandtheadmirationofhisadversary.Allnaturaltalkisafestivalofostentation;andbythelawsofthegameeachacceptsandfansthevanityoftheother.Itisfromthatreasonthatweventuretolayourselvessoopen,thatwedaretobesowarmlyeloquent,andthatweswellineachother’seyestosuchavastproportion.Fortalkers,oncelaunched,begintooverflowthelimitsoftheirordinaryselves,toweruptotheheightoftheirsecretpretensions,andgivethemselvesoutfortheheroes,brave,pious,musicalandwise,thatintheirmostshiningmomentstheyaspiretobe.Sotheyweaveforthemselveswithwordsandforawhileinhabitapalaceofdelights,templeatonceandtheatre,wheretheyfilltheroundoftheworld’sdignities,andfeastwiththegods,exultinginKudos.Andwhenthetalkisover,eachgoeshisway,stillflushedwithvanityandadmiration,stilltrailingcloudsofglory;eachdeclinesfromtheheightofhisidealorgie,notinamoment,butbyslowdeclension.Iremember,intheENTR’ACTEofanafternoonperformance,comingforthintothesunshine,inabeautifulgreen,gardenedcornerofaromanticcity;
andasIsatandsmoked,themusicmovinginmyblood,IseemedtositthereandevaporateTHEFLYINGDUTCHMAN(foritwasthatIhadbeenhearing)withawonderfulsenseoflife,warmth,well—beingandpride;andthenoisesofthecity,voices,bellsandmarchingfeet,felltogetherinmyearslikeasymphoniousorchestra.Inthesameway,theexcitementofagoodtalklivesforalongwhileafterintheblood,theheartstillhotwithinyou,thebrainstillsimmering,andthephysicalearthswimmingaroundyouwiththecoloursofthesunset.
Naturaltalk,likeploughing,shouldturnupalargesurfaceoflife,ratherthandigminesintogeologicalstrata.Massesofexperience,anecdote,incident,cross—lights,quotation,historicalinstances,thewholeflotsamandjetsamoftwomindsforcedinandinuponthematterinhandfromeverypointofthecompass,andfromeverydegreeofmentalelevationandabasement—thesearethematerialwithwhichtalkisfortified,thefoodonwhichthetalkersthrive.Suchargumentasispropertotheexerciseshouldstillbebriefandseizing.Talkshouldproceedbyinstances;bytheapposite,nottheexpository.Itshouldkeepclosealongthelinesofhumanity,nearthebosomsandbusinessesofmen,atthelevelwherehistory,fictionandexperienceintersectandilluminateeachother.IamI,andYouareYou,withallmyheart;
butconceivehowtheseleanpropositionschangeandbrightenwhen,insteadofwords,theactualyouandIsitcheekbyjowl,thespirithousedinthelivebody,andtheveryclothesutteringvoicestocorroboratethestoryintheface.Notlesssurprisingisthechangewhenweleaveofftospeakofgeneralities—thebad,thegood,themiser,andallthecharactersofTheophrastus—andcallupothermen,byanecdoteorinstance,intheirverytrickandfeature;ortradingonacommonknowledge,tosseachotherfamousnames,stillglowingwiththehuesoflife.Communicationisnolongerbywords,butbytheinstancingofwholebiographies,epics,systemsofphilosophy,andepochsofhistory,inbulk.Thatwhichisunderstoodexcelsthatwhichisspokeninquantityandqualityalike;ideasthusfiguredandpersonified,changehands,aswemaysay,likecoin;andthespeakersimplywithouteffortthemostobscureandintricatethoughts.Strangerswhohavealargecommongroundofreadingwill,forthisreason,comethesoonertothegrappleofgenuineconverse.IftheyknowOthelloandNapoleon,ConsueloandClarissaHarlowe,VautrinandSteenieSteenson,theycanleavegeneralitiesandbeginatoncetospeakbyfigures.
Conductandartarethetwosubjectsthatarisemostfrequentlyandthatembracethewidestrangeoffacts.Afewpleasuresbeardiscussionfortheirownsake,butonlythosewhicharemostsocialormostradicallyhuman;andeventhesecanonlybediscussedamongtheirdevotees.Atechnicalityisalwayswelcometotheexpert,whetherinathletics,artorlaw;Ihaveheardthebestkindoftalkontechnicalitiesfromsuchrareandhappypersonsasbothknowandlovetheirbusiness.Nohumanbeingeverspokeofsceneryforabovetwominutesatatime,whichmakesmesuspectweheartoomuchofitinliterature.Theweatherisregardedastheverynadirandscoffofconversationaltopics.Andyettheweather,thedramaticelementinscenery,isfarmoretractableinlanguage,andfarmorehumanbothinimportandsuggestionthanthestablefeaturesofthelandscape.Sailorsandshepherds,andthepeoplegenerallyofcoastandmountain,talkwellofit;anditisoftenexcitinglypresentedinliterature.Butthetendencyofalllivingtalkdrawsitbackandbackintothecommonfocusofhumanity.
Talkisacreatureofthestreetandmarket—place,feedingongossip;anditslastresortisstillinadiscussiononmorals.
Thatistheheroicformofgossip;heroicinvirtueofitshighpretensions;butstillgossip,becauseitturnsonpersonalities.
Youcankeepnomenlong,norScotchmenatall,offmoralortheologicaldiscussion.Thesearetoalltheworldwhatlawistolawyers;theyareeverybody’stechnicalities;themediumthroughwhichallconsiderlife,andthedialectinwhichtheyexpresstheirjudgments.Iknewthreeyoungmenwhowalkedtogetherdailyforsometwomonthsinasolemnandbeautifulforestandincloudlesssummerweather;dailytheytalkedwithunabatedzest,andyetscarcewanderedthatwholetimebeyondtwosubjects—theologyandlove.Andperhapsneitheracourtoflovenoranassemblyofdivineswouldhavegrantedtheirpremissesorwelcomedtheirconclusions.
Conclusions,indeed,arenotoftenreachedbytalkanymorethanbyprivatethinking.Thatisnottheprofit.Theprofitisintheexercise,andaboveallintheexperience;forwhenwereasonatlargeonanysubject,wereviewourstateandhistoryinlife.
Fromtimetotime,however,andspecially,Ithink,intalkingart,talkbecomeselective,conqueringlikewar,wideningtheboundariesofknowledgelikeanexploration.Apointarises;thequestiontakesaproblematical,abaffling,yetalikelyair;thetalkersbegintofeellivelypresentimentsofsomeconclusionnearathand;
towardsthistheystrivewithemulousardour,eachbyhisownpath,andstrugglingforfirstutterance;andthenoneleapsuponthesummitofthatmatterwithashout,andalmostatthesamemomenttheotherisbesidehim;andbeholdtheyareagreed.Likeenough,theprogressisillusory,amerecat’scradlehavingbeenwoundandunwoundoutofwords.Butthesenseofjointdiscoveryisnonethelessgiddyandinspiriting.Andinthelifeofthetalkersuchtriumphs,thoughimaginary,areneitherfewnorfarapart;theyareattainedwithspeedandpleasure,inthehourofmirth;andbythenatureoftheprocess,theyarealwaysworthilyshared.
Thereisacertainattitude,combativeatonceanddeferential,eagertofightyetmostaversetoquarrel,whichmarksoutatoncethetalkableman.Itisnoteloquence,notfairness,notobstinacy,butacertainproportionofallofthesethatIlovetoencounterinmyamicableadversaries.Theymustnotbepontiffsholdingdoctrine,buthuntsmenquestingafterelementsoftruth.
Neithermusttheybeboystobeinstructed,butfellow—teacherswithwhomImaywrangleandagreeonequalterms.Wemustreachsomesolution,someshadowofconsent;forwithoutthat,eagertalkbecomesatorture.Butwedonotwishtoreachitcheaply,orquickly,orwithoutthetussleandeffortwhereinpleasurelies.
Theverybesttalker,withme,isonewhomIshallcallSpring—
Heel’dJack.Isayso,becauseIneverknewanyonewhomingledsolargelythepossibleingredientsofconverse.IntheSpanishproverb,thefourthmannecessarytocompoundasalad,isamadmantomixit:Jackisthatmadman.Iknownotwhichismoreremarkable;theinsanelucidityofhisconclusionsthehumorouseloquenceofhislanguage,orhispowerofmethod,bringingthewholeoflifeintothefocusofthesubjecttreated,mixingtheconversationalsaladlikeadrunkengod.Hedoublesliketheserpent,changesandflashesliketheshakenkaleidoscope,transmigratesbodilyintotheviewsofothers,andso,inthetwinklingofaneyeandwithaheadyrapture,turnsquestionsinsideoutandflingsthememptybeforeyouontheground,likeatriumphantconjuror.Itismycommonpracticewhenapieceofconductpuzzlesme,toattackitinthepresenceofJackwithsuchgrossness,suchpartialityandsuchwearingiteration,asatlengthshallspurhimupinitsdefence.Inamomenthetransmigrates,donstherequiredcharacter,andwithmoonstruckphilosophyjustifiestheactinquestion.IcanfancynothingtocomparewiththeVIMoftheseimpersonations,thestrangescaleoflanguage,flyingfromShakespearetoKant,andfromKanttoMajorDyngwell—
\"AsfastasamusicianscatterssoundsOutofaninstrument\"