ThiswelearnedfromMrs。Jane,whowastheonlypersonleftpresentatallthis。
’Mydear,’returnsmymaster,thinking,tobesure,ofJudy,aswellhemight,’whoevertoldyousoisanincendiary,andI’llhave’emturnedoutofthehousethisminute,ifyou’llonlyletmeknowwhichofthemitwas。’
’Toldmewhat?’saidmylady,startinguprightinherchair。
’Nothingatall,nothingatall,’saidmymaster,seeinghehadovershothimself,andthatmyladyspokeatrandom;’butwhatyousaidjustnow,thatIdidnotloveyou,Bella;whotoldyouthat?’
’Myownsense,’shesaid,andsheputherhandkerchieftoherface,andleantbackuponMrs。Jane,andfelltosobbingasifherheartwouldbreak。
’Whynow,Bella,thisisverystrangeofyou,’saidmypoormaster;’ifnobodyhastoldyounothing,whatisityouaretakingonforatthisrate,andexposingyourselfandmeforthisway?’
’Oh,saynomore,saynomore;everywordyousaykillsme,’
criedmylady;andsheranonlikeone,asMrs。Janesays,raving,’Oh,SirCondy,SirCondy!Ithathadhopedtofindinyou——’
’Whynow,faith,thisisalittletoomuch;do,Bella,trytorecollectyourself,mydear;amnotIyourhusband,andofyourownchoosing,andisnotthatenough?’
’Oh,toomuch!toomuch!’criedmylady,wringingherhands。
’Why,mydear,cometoyourrightsenses,fortheloveofheaven。
See,isnotthewhisky-punch,jugandbowlandall,goneoutoftheroomlongago?Whatisit,inthewideworld,youhavetocomplainof?’
Butstillmyladysobbedandsobbed,andcalledherselfthemostwretchedofwomen;andamongotherout-of-the-wayprovokingthings,askedmymaster,washefitcompanyforher,andhedrinkingallnight?Thisnettlinghim,whichitwashardtodo,hereplied,thatastodrinkingallnight,hewasthenassoberasshewasherself,andthatitwasnomatterhowmuchamandrank,provideditdidnowaysaffectorstaggerhim:thatastobeingfitcompanyforher,hethoughthimselfofafamilytobefitcompanyforanylordorladyintheland;butthatheneverpreventedherfromseeingandkeepingwhatcompanyshepleased,andthathehaddonehisbesttomakeCastleRackrentpleasingtohersincehermarriage,havingalwayshadthehousefullofvisitors,andifherownrelationswerenotamongstthem,hesaidthatwastheirownfault,andtheirpride’sfault,ofwhichhewassorrytofindherladyshiphadsounbecomingashare。Soconcluding,hetookhiscandleandwalkedofftohisroom,andmyladywasinhertantarumsforthreedaysafter;andwouldhavebeensomuchlonger,nodoubt,butsomeofherfriends,youngladies,andcousins,andsecondcousins,cametoCastleRackrent,bymypoormaster’sexpressinvitation,toseeher,andshewasinahurrytogetup,asMrs。Janecalledit,aplayforthem,andsogotwell,andwasasfinelydressed,andashappytolookat,asever;andalltheyoungladies,whousedtobeinherroomdressingofher,saidinMrs。Jane’shearingthatmyladywasthehappiestbrideevertheyhadseen,andthattobesurealove-
matchwastheonlythingforhappiness,wherethepartiescouldanywayaffordit。
Astoaffordingit,Godknowsitwaslittletheyknewofthematter;mylady’sfewthousandscouldnotlastforever,especiallythewayshewentonwiththem;andlettersfromtradesfolkcameeverypostthickandthreefold,withbillsaslongasmyarm,ofyears’andyears’standing。MysonJasonhad’emallhandedovertohim,andthepressingletterswereallunreadbySirCondy,whohatedtrouble,andcouldneverbebroughttoheartalkofbusiness,butstillputitoffandputitoff,saying,’Settleitanyhow,’or,’Bid’emcallagainto-
morrow,’or,’Speaktomeaboutitsomeothertime。’Nowitwashardtofindtherighttimetospeak,forinthemorningshewasa-bed,andintheeveningsoverhisbottle,wherenogentlemanchoosestobedisturbed。Thingsinatwelvemonthorsocametosuchapasstherewasnomakingashifttogoonanylonger,thoughwewereallofuswellenoughusedtolivefromhandtomouthatCastleRackrent。Oneday,Iremember,whentherewasapowerofcompany,allsittingafterdinnerinthedusk,nottosaydark,inthedrawing-room,myladyhavingrungfivetimesforcandles,andnonetogoup,thehousekeepersentupthefootman,whowenttomymistress,andwhisperedbehindherchairhowitwas。
’Mylady,’sayshe,’therearenocandlesinthehouse。’
’Blessme,’saysshe;’thentakeahorseandgallopoffasfastasyoucantoCarrickO’Fungus,andgetsome。’
’Andinthemeantimetellthemtostepintotheplayhouse,andtryiftherearenotsomebitsleft,’addedSirCondy,whohappened,tobewithinhearing。Themanwassentupagaintomylady,toletherknowtherewasnohorsetogo,butonethatwantedashoe。
’GotoSirCondythen;Iknownothingatallaboutthehorses,’
saidmylady;’whydoyouplaguemewiththesethings?’HowitwassettledIreallyforget,buttothebestofmyremembrance,theboywassentdowntomysonJason’stoborrowcandlesforthenight。Anothertime,inthewinter,andonadesperatecoldday,therewasnoturfinfortheparlourandabovestairs,andscarceenoughforthecookinthekitchen。ThelittleGOSSOONwassentofftotheneighbours,toseeandbegorborrowsome,butnonecouldhebringbackwithhimforloveormoney;[GOSSOON:alittleboy——fromtheFrenchwordGARCON。InmostIrishfamiliesthereusedtobeabarefootedgossoon,whowasslavetothecookandthebutler,andwho,infact,withoutwages,didallthehardworkofthehouse。Gossoonswerealwaysemployedasmessengers。
TheEditorhasknownagossoontogoonfoot,withoutshoesorstockings,fifty-oneEnglishmilesbetweensunriseandsunset。]
so,asneedsmust,wewereforcedtotroubleSirCondy——’Well,andifthere’snoturftobehadinthetownorcountry,why,whatsignifiestalkinganymoreaboutit;can’tyegoandcutdownatree?’
’Whichtree,pleaseyourhonour?’Imadeboldtosay。
’Anytreeatallthat’sgoodtoburn,’saidSirCondy;’sendoffsmartandgetonedown,andthefireslighted,beforemyladygetsuptobreakfast,orthehousewillbetoohottoholdus。’
Hewasalwaysveryconsiderateinallthingsaboutmylady,andshewantedfornothingwhilsthehadittogive。Well,whenthingsweretightwiththemaboutthistime,mysonJasonputinawordagainabouttheLodge,andmadeagenteeloffertolaydownthepurchase-money,torelieveSirCondy’sdistresses。NowSirCondyhaditfromthebestauthoritythatthereweretwowritscomedowntothesheriffagainsthisperson,andthesheriff,asill-luckwouldhaveit,wasnofriendofhis,andtalkedhowhemustdohisduty,andhowhewoulddoit,ifitwasagainstthefirstmaninthecountry,orevenhisownbrother,letaloneonewhohadvotedagainsthimatthelastelection,asSirCondyhaddone。SoSirCondywasfaintotakethepurchase-
moneyoftheLodgefrommysonJasontosettlematters;andsureenoughitwasagoodbargainforbothparties,formysonboughtthefee-simpleofagoodhouseforhimandhisheirsforever,forlittleornothing,andbysellingofitforthatsamemymastersavedhimselffromagaol。EverywayitturnedoutfortunateforSirCondy,forbeforethemoneywasallgonetherecameageneralelection,andhebeingsowellbelovedinthecounty,andoneoftheoldestfamilies,noonehadabetterrighttostandcandidateforthevacancy;andhewascalleduponbyallhisfriends,andthewholecountyImaysay,todeclarehimselfagainsttheoldmember,whohadlittlethoughtofacontest。Mymasterdidnotrelishthethoughtsofatroublesomecanvass,andalltheill-willhemightbringuponhimselfbydisturbingthepeaceofthecounty,besidestheexpense,whichwasnotrifle;
butallhisfriendscalledupononeanothertosubscribe,andtheyformedthemselvesintoacommittee,andwroteallhiscircularlettersforhim,andengagedallhisagents,anddidallthebusinessunknowntohim;andhewaswellpleasedthatitshouldbesoatlast,andmyladyherselfwasverysanguineabouttheelection;andtherewasopenhousekeptnightanddayatCastleRackrent,andIthoughtIneversawmyladylooksowellinherlifeasshedidatthattime。Thereweregranddinners,andallthegentlemendrinkingsuccesstoSirCondytilltheywerecarriedoff;andthendancesandballs,andtheladiesallfinishingwitharakingpotofteainthemorning[SeeGLOSSARY
25]。Indeed,itwaswellthecompanymadeittheirchoicetositupallnights,fortherewerenothalfbedsenoughforthesightsofpeoplethatwereinit,thoughtherewereshake-downsinthedrawing-roomalwaysmadeupbeforesunriseforthosethatlikedit。Formypart,whenIsawthedoingsthatweregoingon,andtheloadsofclaretthatwentdownthethroatsofthemthathadnorighttobeaskingforit,andthesightsofmeatthatwentuptotableandnevercamedown,besideswhatwascarriedofftooneort’otherbelowstair,Icouldn’tbutpitymypoormaster,whowastopayforall;butIsaidnothing,forfearofgainingmyselfill-will。Thedayofelectionwillcomesometimeorother,saysItomyself,andallwillbeover;andsoitdid,andagloriousdayitwasasanyIeverhadthehappinesstosee。
’Huzza!huzza!SirCondyRackrentforever!’wasthefirstthingIhearsinthemorning,andthesameandnothingelseallday,andnotasoulsoberonlyjustwhenpolling,enoughtogivetheirvotesasbecame’em,andtostandthebrowbeatingofthelawyers,whocametightenoughuponus;andmanyofourfreeholderswereknockedoff;havingneverafreeholdthattheycouldsafelyswearto,andSirCondywasnotwillingtohaveanymanperjurehimselfforhissake,aswasdoneontheotherside,Godknows;butnomatterforthat。Someofourfriendsweredumbfoundedbythelawyersaskingthem:Hadtheyeverbeenuponthegroundwheretheirfreeholdslay?Now,SirCondybeingtenderoftheconsciencesofthemthathadnotbeenontheground,andsocouldnotsweartoafreeholdwhencross-examinedbythemlawyers,sentoutforacoupleofcleavesfulofthesodsofhisfarmofGulteeshinnagh;[AtSt。Patrick’smeeting,London,March1806,theDukeofSussexsaidhehadthehonourofbearinganIrishtitle,and,withthepermissionofthecompany,heshouldtellthemananecdoteofwhathehadexperiencedonhistravels。WhenhewasatRomehewenttovisitanIrishseminary,andwhentheyheardwhoitwas,andthathehadanIrishtitle,someofthemaskedhim,’PleaseyourRoyalHighness,sinceyouareanIrishpeer,willyoutellusifyouevertroduponIrishground?’Whenhetoldthemhehadnot,’Oh,then,’saidoneoftheOrder,’youshallsoondoso。’Theythenspreadsomeearth,whichhadbeenbroughtfromIreland,onamarbleslab,andmadehimstanduponit。]andassoonasthesodscameintotown,heseteachmanuponhissod,andsothen,everafter,youknow,theycouldfairlysweartheyhadbeenupontheground。[ThiswasactuallydoneatanelectioninIreland。]Wegainedthedaybythispieceofhonesty[SeeGLOSSARY26]。IthoughtIshouldhavediedinthestreetsforjoywhenIseedmypoormasterchaired,andhebareheaded,anditrainingashardasitcouldpour;butallthecrowdsfollowinghimupanddown,andhebowingandshakinghandswiththewholetown。
’IsthatSirCondyRackrentinthechair?’saysastrangermaninthecrowd。
’Thesame,’saysI。’Whoelseshoulditbe?Godblesshim!’
’AndItakeit,then,youbelongtohim?’sayshe。
’Notatall,’saysI;’butIliveunderhim,andhavedonesothesetwohundredyearsandupwards,meandmine。’
’It’sluckyforyou,then,’rejoinshe,’thatheiswhereheis;
forwasheanywhereelsebutinthechair,thisminutehe’dbeinaworseplace;forIwassentdownonpurposetoputhimup,[TO
PUTHIMUP:toputhimingaol]andhere’smyorderforsodoinginmypocket。’
Itwasawritthatvillainthewinemerchanthadmarkedagainstmypoormasterforsomehundredsofanolddebt,whichitwasashametobetalkingofatsuchatimeasthis。
’Putitinyourpocketagain,andthinknomoreofitanywaysforsevenyearstocome,myhonestfriend,’saysI;’he’samemberofParliamentnow,praisedbeGod,andsuchasyoucan’ttouchhim:
andifyou’lltakeafool’sadvice,I’dhaveyoukeepoutofthewaythisday,oryou’llrunagoodchanceofgettingyourdesertsamongstmymaster’sfriends,unlessyouchoosetodrinkhishealthlikeeverybodyelse。’
’I’venoobjectiontothatinlife,’saidhe。Sowewentintooneofthepublic-houseskeptopenformymaster;andwehadagreatdealoftalkaboutthisthingandthat。’Andhowisit,’
sayshe,’yourmasterkeepsonsowelluponhislegs?IheardsayhewasoffHolantidetwelvemonthpast。’
’Neverwasbetterorheartierinhislife,’saidI。
’It’snotthatI’mafterspeakingof’saidhe;’buttherewasagreatreportofhisbeingruined。\"
’Nomatter,’saysI,’thesheriffstwoyearsrunningwerehisparticularfriends,andthesub-sheriffswerebothofthemgentlemen,andwereproperlyspokento;andsothewritslaysnugwiththem,andthey,asIunderstandbymysonJasonthecustominthemcasesis,returnedthewritsastheycametothemtothosethatsent’emmuchgoodmayitdothem!——withawordinLatin,thatnosuchpersonasSirCondyRackrent,Bart。,wastobefoundinthoseparts。’
’Oh,Iunderstandallthosewaysbetter——nooffence——thanyou,’
sayshe,laughing,andatthesametimefillinghisglasstomymaster’sgoodhealth,whichconvincedmehewasawarmfriendinhisheartafterall,thoughappearanceswerealittlesuspiciousorsoatfirst。’Tobesure,’sayshe,stillcuttinghisjoke,’whenaman’soverheadandshouldersindebt,hemaylivethefasterforit,andthebetterifhegoestherightwayaboutit;
orelsehowisitsomanyliveonsowell,asweseeeveryday,aftertheyareruined?’
’Howisit,’saysI,beingalittlemerryatthetime——’howisitbutjustasyouseetheducksinthechicken-yard,justaftertheirheadsarecutoffbythecook,runningroundandroundfasterthanwhenalive?’
Atwhichconceithefella-laughing,andremarkedhehadneverhadthehappinessyettoseethechicken-yardatCastleRackrent。
’Itwon’tbelongso,Ihope,’saysI;’you’llbekindlywelcomethere,aseverybodyismadebymymaster:thereisnotafreer-
spokengentleman,orabetterbeloved,highorlow,inallIreland。’
AndofwhatpassedafterthisI’mnotsensible,forwedrankSirCandy’sgoodhealthandthedownfallofhisenemiestillwecouldstandnolongerourselves。AndlittledidIthinkatthetime,ortilllongafter,howIwasharbouringmypoormaster’sgreatestofenemiesmyself。Thisfellowhadtheimpudence,aftercomingtoseethechicken-yard,togetmetointroducehimtomysonJason;littlemorethanthemanthatneverwasborndidI
guessathismeaningbythisvisit:hegetshimacorrectlistfairlydrawnoutfrommysonJasonofallmymaster’sdebts,andgoesstraightroundtothecreditorsandbuysthemallup,whichhedideasyenough,seeingthehalfofthemneverexpectedtoseetheirmoneyoutofSirCondy’shands。Then,whenthisbase-
mindedlimbofthelaw,asIafterwardsdetectedhiminbeing,grewtobesolecreditoroverall,hetakeshimoutacustodiamonallthedenominationsandsub-denominations,andevencartonandhalf-cartonupontheestate[SeeGLOSSARY27];andnotcontentwiththat,musthaveanexecutionagainstthemaster’sgoodsanddowntothefurniture,thoughlittleworth,ofCastleRackrentitself。ButthisisapartofmystoryI’mnotcometoyet,andit’sbadtobeforestalling:illnewsfliesfastenoughalltheworldover。
Togobacktothedayoftheelection,whichIneverthinkofbutwithpleasureandtearsofgratitudeforthosegoodtimes:aftertheelectionwasquiteandcleanover,therecomesshoalsofpeoplefromallparts,claimingtohaveobligedmymasterwiththeirvotes,andputtinghiminmindofpromiseswhichhecouldneverrememberhimselftohavemade:onewastohaveafreeholdforeachofhisfoursons;anotherwastohavearenewalofalease;anotheranabatement;onecametobepaidtenguineasforapairofsilverbucklessoldmymasteronthehustings,whichturnedouttobenobetterthancoppergilt;anotherhadalongbillforoats,thehalfofwhichneverwentintothegranarytomycertainknowledge,andtheotherhalfwasnotfitforthecattletotouch;butthebargainwasmadetheweekbeforetheelection,andthecoachandsaddle-horsesweregotintoorderfortheday,besidesavotefairlygotbythemoats;sonomorereasoningonthathead。ButthentherewasnoendtothemthatweretellingSirCondyhehadengagedtomaketheirsonsexcisemen,orhighconstables,orthelike;andasforthemthathadbillstogiveinforliquor,andbeds,andstraw,andribands,andhorses,andpost-chaisesforthegentlemenfreeholdersthatcamefromallpartsandothercountiestovoteformymaster,andwerenot,tobesure,tobeatanycharges,therewasnostandingagainstallthese;and,worsethanall,thegentlemenofmymaster’scommittee,whomanagedallforhim,andtalkedhowthey’dbringhiminwithoutcostinghimapenny,andsubscribedbyhundredsverygenteelly,forgottopaytheirsubscriptions,andhadlaidoutinagents’andlawyers’feesandsecretservicemoneytotheLordknowshowmuch;andmymastercouldneveraskoneofthemfortheirsubscriptionyouaresensible,norforthepriceofafinehorsehehadsoldoneofthem;soitallwasleftathisdoor。Hecouldnever,Godblesshimagain!Isay,bringhimselftoaskagentlemanformoney,despisingsuchsortofconversationhimself;butothers,whowerenotgentlemenborn,behavedveryuncivilinpressinghimatthisverytime,andallhecoulddotocontent’emallwastotakehimselfoutofthewayasfastaspossibletoDublin,wheremyladyhadtakenahousefittingforhimasamemberofParliament,toattendhisdutyinthereallthewinter。Iwasverylonelywhenthewholefamilywasgone,andallthethingstheyhadorderedtogo,andforgot,sentafterthembythecar。TherewasthenagreatsilenceinCastleRackrent,andIwentmopingfromroomtoroom,hearingthedoorsclapforwantofrightlocks,andthewindthroughthebrokenwindows,thattheglazierneverwouldcometomend,andtheraincomingthroughtheroofandbestceilingsalloverthehouseforwantoftheslater,whosebillwasnotpaid,besidesourhavingnoslatesorshinglesforthatpartoftheoldbuildingwhichwasshingledandburntwhenthechimneytookfire,andhadbeenopentotheweathereversince。
Itookmyselftotheservants’hallintheeveningtosmokemypipeasusual,butmissedthebitoftalkweusedtohavetheresadly,andeverafterwascontenttostayinthekitchenandboilmylittlepotatoes,[MYLITTLEPOTATOES。——Thadydoesnotmeanbythisexpressionthathispotatoeswerelessthanotherpeople’s,orlessthantheusualsize。LITTLEishereusedonlyasanItaliandiminutive,expressiveoffondness。]andputupmybedthere,andeverypost-dayIlookedinthenewspaper,butnonewsofmymasterintheHouse;heneverspokegoodorbad,but,asthebutlerwrotedownwordtomysonJason,wasveryill-usedbytheGovernmentaboutaplacethatwaspromisedhimandnevergiven,afterhissupportingthemagainsthisconscienceveryhonourably,andbeinggreatlyabusedforit,whichhurthimgreatly,hehavingthenameofagreatpatriotinthecountrybefore。ThehouseandlivinginDublintoowerenottobehadfornothing,andmysonJasonsaid,’SirCondymustsoonbelookingoutforanewagent,forI’vedonemypart,andcandonomore。IfmyladyhadthebankofIrelandtospend,itwouldgoallinonewinter,andSirCondywouldnevergainsayher,thoughhedoesnotcaretherindofalemonforherallthewhile。’
NowIcouldnotbeartohearJasongivingoutafterthismanneragainstthefamily,andtwentypeoplestandingbyinthestreet。
EversincehehadlivedattheLodgeofhisownhelookeddown,howsomever,uponpooroldThady,andwasgrownquiteagreatgentleman,andhadnoneofhisrelationsnearhim;nowonderhewasnokindertopoorSirCondythantohisownkithorkin。
[KITHANDKIN:familyorrelations。KINfromKIND;KITHfromweknownotwhat。]Inthespringitwasthevillainthatgotthelistofthedebtsfromhimbroughtdownthecustodiam,SirCondystillattendinghisdutyinParliamentandIcouldscarcelybelievemyownoldeyes,orthespectacleswithwhichIreadit,whenIwasshownmysonJason’snamejoinedinthecustodiam;buthetoldmeitwasonlyforform’ssake,andtomakethingseasierthanifallthelandwasunderthepowerofatotalstranger。
Well,Ididnotknowwhattothink;itwashardtobetalkingillofmyown,andIcouldnotbutgrieveformypoormaster’sfineestate,alltornbythesevulturesofthelaw;soIsaidnothing,butjustlookedontoseehowitwouldallend。
ItwasnottillthemonthofJunethatheandmyladycamedowntothecountry。Mymasterwaspleasedtotakemeasidewithhimtothebrewhousethatsameevening,tocomplaintomeofmysonandothermatters,inwhichhesaidhewasconfidentIhadneitherartnorpart;hesaidagreatdealmoretome,towhomhehadbeenfondtotalkeversincehewasmywhite-headedboybeforehecametotheestate;andallthathesaidaboutpoorJudyIcanneverforget,butscorntorepeat。Hedidnotsayanunkindwordofmylady,butwondered,aswellhemight,herrelationswoulddonothingforhimorher,andtheyinallthisgreatdistress。Hedidnottakeanythinglongtoheart,letitbeasitwould,andhadnomoremaliceorthoughtofthelikeinhimthanachildthatcan’tspeak;thisnightitwasalloutofhisheadbeforehewenttohisbed。Hetookhisjugofwhisky-
punch——myladywasgrownquiteeasyaboutthewhisky-punchbythistime,andsoIdidsupposeallwasgoingonrightbetwixtthemtillIlearntthetruththroughMrs。Jane,whotalkedovertheaffairstothehousekeeper,andIwithinhearing。Thenightmymastercamehome,thinkingofnothingatallbutjustmakingmerry,hedrankhisbumpertoast’tothedesertsofthatoldcurmudgeonmyfather-in-law,andallenemiesatMountJuliet’sTown。’Nowmyladywasnolongerinthemindsheformerlywas,anddidnowaysrelishhearingherownfriendsabusedinherpresence,shesaid。
’Thenwhydon’ttheyshowthemselvesyourfriends’saidmymaster,’andobligemewiththeloanofthemoneyIcondescended,byyouradvice,mydear,toask?It’snowthreepostssinceI
sentoffmyletter,desiringinthepostscriptaspeedyanswerbythereturnofthepost,andnoaccountatallfromthemyet。’
’Iexpectthey’llwritetoMEnextpost,’saysmylady,andthatwasallthatpassedthen;butitwaseasyfromthistoguesstherewasacoolnessbetwixtthem,andwithgoodcause。
Thenextmorning,beingpost-day,Isentoffthegossoonearlytothepost-office,toseewasthereanyletterlikelytosetmatterstorights,andhebroughtbackonewiththeproperpost-
markuponit,sureenough,andIhadnotimetoexamineormakeanyconjecturemoreaboutit,forintotheservants’hallpopsMrs。Janewithabluebandboxinherhand,quiteentirelymad。
’Dearma’am,andwhat’sthematter?’saysI。
’Matterenough,’saysshe;’don’tyouseemybandboxiswetthrough,andmybestbonnetherespoiled,besidesmylady’s,andallbytheraincominginthroughthatgallerywindowthatyoumighthavegotmendedifyou’dhadanysense,Thady,allthetimewewereintowninthewinter?’
’Sure,Icouldnotgettheglazier,ma’am,’saysI。
’Youmighthavestoppeditupanyhow,’saysshe。
’SoI,did,ma’am,tothebestofmyability;oneofthepaneswiththeoldpillow-case,andtheotherwithapieceoftheoldstagegreencurtain。SureIwasascarefulaspossibleallthetimeyouwereaway,andnotadropofraincameinatthatwindowofallthewindowsinthehouse,allwinter,ma’am,whenundermycare;andnowthefamily’scomehome,andit’ssummer-time,I
neverthoughtnomoreaboutit,tobesure;butdear,it’sapitytothinkofyourbonnet,ma’am。Buthere’swhatwillpleaseyou,ma’am——aletterfromMountJuliet’sTownformylady。
Withthatshesnatchesitfrommewithoutawordmore,andrunsupthebackstairstomymistress;Ifollowswithaslatetomakeupthewindow。Thiswindowwasinthelongpassage,orgallery,asmyladygaveoutorderstohaveitcalled,inthegalleryleadingtomymaster’sbedchamberandhers。AndwhenIwentupwiththeslate,thedoorhavingnolock,andtheboltspoilt,wasajarafterMrs。Jane,and,asIwasbusywiththewindow,Iheardallthatwassayingwithin。
’Well,what’sinyourletter,Bella,mydear?’sayshe:’you’realongtimespellingitover。’
’Won’tyoushavethismorning,SirCondy?’saysshe,andputtheletterintoherpocket。
’Ishavedthedaybeforeyesterday,’saidhe,’mydear,andthat’snotwhatI’mthinkingofnow;butanythingtoobligeyou,andtohavepeaceandquietness,mydear’——andpresentlyIhadaglimpseofhimatthecrackedglassoverthechimney-piece,standingupshavinghimselftopleasemylady。Butshetooknonotice,butwentonreadingherbook,andMrs,Janedoingherhairbehind。
’Whatisityou’rereadingthere,mydear?——phoo,I’vecutmyselfwiththisrazor;theman’sacheatthatsolditme,butIhavenotpaidhimforityet。Whatisityou’rereadingthere?Didyouhearmeaskingyou,mydear?’
’THESORROWSOFWERTHER,’repliesmylady,aswellasIcouldhear。
’IthinkmoreofthesorrowsofSirCondy,’saysmymaster,jokinglike。’WhatnewsfromMountJuliet’sTown?’
’Nonews,’saysshe,’buttheoldstoryoveragain;myfriendsallreproachingmestillforwhatIcan’thelpnow。’
’Isitformarryingme?’saidmymaster,stillshaving。’Whatsignifies,asyousay,talkingofthat,whenitcan’tbehelp’dnow?’
WiththatsheheavedagreatsighthatIheardplainenoughinthepassage。
’Anddidnotyouusemebasely,SirCondy,’saysshe,’nottotellmeyouwereruinedbeforeImarriedyou?’
’Tellyou,mydear!’saidhe。’Didyoueveraskmeonewordaboutit。Andhadnotyourfriendsenoughofyourown,thatweretellingyounothingelsefrommorningtonight,ifyou’dhavelistenedtothemslanders?’
’Noslanders,noraremyfriendsslanderers;andIcan’tbeartohearthemtreatedwithdisrespectasIdo,’saysmylady,andtookoutherpocket-handkerchief;’theyarethebestoffriends,andifIhadtakentheiradvice——Butmyfatherwaswrongtolockmeup,Iown。ThatwastheonlyunkindthingIcanchargehimwith;forifhehadnotlockedmeup,IshouldneverhavehadaseriousthoughtofrunningawayasIdid。’
’Well,mydear,’saidmymaster,’don’tcryandmakeyourselfuneasyaboutitnow,whenit’sallover,andyouhavethemanofyourownchoice,inspiteof’emall。’
’Iwastooyoung,Iknow,tomakeachoiceatthetimeyouranawaywithme,I’msure,’saysmylady,andanothersigh,whichmademymaster,half-shavedashewas,turnrounduponherinsurprise。
’Why,Bell,’sayshe,’youcan’tdenywhatyouknowaswellasI
do,thatitwasatyourownparticulardesire,andthattwiceunderyourownhandandsealexpressed,thatIshouldcarryyouoffasIdidtoScotland,andmarryyouthere。’
’Well,saynomoreaboutit,SirCondy,’saidmylady,pettish-
like;’Iwasachildthen,youknow。’
’AndasfarasIknow,you’relittlebetternow,mydearBella,tobetalkinginthismannertoyourhusband’sface;butIwon’ttakeitillofyou,forIknowit’ssomethinginthatletteryouputintoyourpocketjustnowthathassetyouagainstmeallonasudden,andimposeduponyourunderstanding。’
’It’snotsoveryeasyasyouthinkit,SirCondy,toimposeuponmyunderstanding,’saidmylady。
’Mydear,’sayshe,’Ihave,andwithreason,thebestopinionofyourunderstandingofanymannowbreathing;andyouknowIhaveneversetmyownincompetitionwithittillnow,mydearBella,’
sayshe,takingherhandfromherbookaskindascouldbe——’tillnow,whenIhavethegreatadvantageofbeingquitecool,andyounot;sodon’tbelieveonewordyourfriendssayagainstyourownSirCondy,andlendmetheletteroutofyourpocket,tillIseewhatitistheycanhavetosay。’
’Takeitthen,’saysshe;’andasyouarequitecool,Ihopeitisapropertimetorequestyou’llallowmetocomplywiththewishesofallmyownfriends,andreturntolivewithmyfatherandfamily,duringtheremainderofmywretchedexistence,atMountJuliet’sTown。’
Atthismypoormasterfellbackafewpaces,likeonethathadbeenshot。
’You’renotserious,Bella,’sayshe;’andcouldyoufinditinyourhearttoleavemethiswayintheverymiddleofmydistresses,allalone’Butrecollectinghimselfafterhisfirstsurprise,andamoment’stimeforreflection,hesaid,withagreatdealofconsiderationformylady,’Well,Bella,mydear,I
believeyouareright;forwhatcouldyoudoatCastleRackrent,andanexecutionagainstthegoodscomingdown,andthefurnituretobecanted,andanauctioninthehouseallnextweek?Soyouhavemyfullconsenttogo,sincethatisyourdesire;onlyyoumustnotthinkofmyaccompanyingyou,whichIcouldnotinhonourdouponthetermsIalwayshavebeen,sinceourmarriage,withyourfriends。Besides,Ihavebusinesstotransactathome;
sointhemeantime,ifwearetohaveanybreakfastthismorning,letusgodownandhaveitforthelasttimeinpeaceandcomfort,Bella。’
ThenasIheardmymastercomingtothepassagedoor,Ifinishedfasteningupmyslateagainstthebrokenpane;andwhenhecameoutIwipeddownthewindow-seatwithmywig,Iandbadehima’good-morrow’askindlyasIcould,seeinghewasintrouble,thoughhestroveandthoughttohideitfromme。
[WigswereformerlyusedinsteadofbroomsinIrelandforsweepingordustingtables,stairs,etc。TheEditordoubtedthefacttillhesawalaboureroftheoldschoolsweepdownaflightofstairswithhiswig;heafterwardsputitonhisheadagainwiththeutmostcomposure,andsaid,’Oh,pleaseyourhonour,it’sneverabittheworse。
Itmustbeacknowledgedthatthesemenarenotinanydangerofcatchingcoldbytakingofftheirwigsoccasionally,becausetheyusuallyhavefinecropsofhairgrowingundertheirwigs。Thewigsareoftenyellow,andthehairwhichappearsfrombeneaththemblack;thewigsareusuallytoosmall,andareraisedupbythehairbeneath,orbytheearsofthewearers。]
’Thiswindowisallrackedandtattered,’saysI,’andit’swhatI’mstrivingtomend。’
’ItISallrackedandtattered,plainenough,’sayshe,’andnevermindmendingit,honestoldThady,’sayshe;’itwilldowellenoughforyouandI,andthat’sallthecompanyweshallhaveleftinthehousebyandby。’
’I’msorrytoseeyourhonoursolowthismorning,’saysI;’butyou’llbebetteraftertakingyourbreakfast。’
’Stepdowntotheservants’hall,’saidhe,’andbringmeupthepenandinkintotheparlour,andgetasheetofpaperfromMrs。
Jane,forIhavebusinessthatcan’tbrooktobedelayed;andcomeintotheparlourwiththepenandinkyourself,Thady,forI
musthaveyoutowitnessmysigningapaperIhavetoexecuteinahurry。’
Well,whileIwasgettingofthepenandink-horn,andthesheetofpaper,Iransackedmybrainstothinkwhatcouldbethepapersmypoormastercouldhavetoexecuteinsuchahurry,hethatneverthoughtofsuchathingasdoingbusinessaforebreakfastinthewholecourseofhislife,foranymanliving;butthiswasformylady,asIafterwardsfound,andthemoregenteelofhimafterallhertreatment。
Iwasjustwitnessingthepaperthathehadscrawledover,andwasshakingtheinkoutofmypenuponthecarpet,whenmyladycameintobreakfast,andshestartedasifithadbeenaghost;
aswellshemight,whenshesawSirCondywritingatthisunseasonablehour。
’Thatwilldoverywell,Thady,’sayshetome,andtookthepaperIhadsignedto,withoutknowingwhatupontheearthitmightbe,outofmyhands,andwalked,foldingitup,tomylady。
’Youareconcernedinthis,myLadyRackrent,’saidhe,puttingitintoherhands;’andIbegyou’llkeepthismemorandumsafe,andshowittoyourfriendsthefirstthingyoudowhenyougethome;butputitinyourpocketnow,mydear,andletuseatourbreakfast,inGod’sname。’
’Whatisallthis?’saidmylady,openingthepaperingreatcuriosity。
’It’sonlyabitofamemorandumofwhatIthinkbecomesmetodowheneverIamable,’saysmymaster;’youknowmysituation,tiedhandandfootatthepresenttimebeing,butthatcan’tlastalways,andwhenI’mdeadandgonethelandwillbetothegood,Thady,youknow;andtakenoticeit’smyintentionyourladyshouldhaveaclearfivehundredayearjointureouttheestateaforeanyofmydebtsarepaid。’’Oh,pleaseyourhonour,’saysI,’Ican’texpecttolivetoseethattime,beingnowupwardsoffourscoreyearsofage,andyouayoungman,andlikelytocontinueso,bythehelpofGod。’
Iwasvexedtoseemyladysoinsensibletoo,forallshesaidwas,’Thisisverygenteelofyou,SirCondy。Youneednotwaitanylonger,Thady。’SoIjustpickedupthepenandinkthathadtumbledonthefloor,andheardmymasterfinishwithsaying,’Youbehavedverygenteeltome,mydear,whenyouthrewallthelittleyouhadinyourpoweralongwithyourselfintomyhands;
andasIdon’tdenybutwhatyoumayhavehadsomethingstocomplainof,’——tobesurehewasthinkingthenofJudy,orofthewhisky-punch,oneort’other,orboth,——’andasIdon’tdenybutyoumayhavehadsomethingtocomplainof,mydear,itisbutfairyoushouldhavesomethingintheformofcompensationtolookforwardtoagreeablyinfuture;besides,it’sanactofjusticetomyself,thatnoneofyourfriends,mydear,mayeverhaveittosayagainstme,Imarriedformoney,andnotforlove。’
’ThatisthelastthingIshouldeverhavethoughtofsayingofyou,SirCondy,’saidmylady,lookingverygracious。
’Then,mydear,’saidSirCondy,’weshallpartasgoodfriendsaswemet;soall’sright。’
Iwasgreatlyrejoicedtohearthis,andwentoutoftheparlourtoreportitalltothekitchen。ThenextmorningmyladyandMrs。JanesetoutforMountJuliet’sTowninthejaunting-car。
Manywonderedatmylady’schoosingtogoaway,consideringallthings,uponthejaunting-car,asifitwasonlyapartyofpleasure;buttheydidnotknowtillItoldthemthatthecoachwasallbrokeinthejourneydown,andnoothervehiclebutthecartobehad。Besides,mylady’sfriendsweretosendtheircoachtomeetheratthecross-roads;soitwasalldoneveryproper。
Mypoormasterwasingreattroubleaftermyladyleftus。Theexecutioncamedown,andeverythingatCastleRackrentwasseizedbythegripers,andmysonJason,tohisshamebeitspoken,amongstthem。Iwondered,forthelifeofme,howhecouldhardenhimselftodoit;butthenhehadbeenstudyingthelaw,andhadmadehimselfAttorneyQuirk;sohebroughtdownatonceaheapofaccountsuponmymaster’shead。Tocashlent,andtoditto,andtoditto,andtodittoandoats,andbillspaidatthemilliner’sandlinen-draper’s,andmanydressesforthefancyballsinDublinformylady,andallthebillstotheworkmenandtradesmenforthesceneryofthetheatre,andthechandler’sandgrocer’sbills,andtailor’s,besidesbutcher’sandbaker’s,and,worsethanall,theoldoneofthatbasewinemerchant’s,thatwantedtoarrestmypoormasterfortheamountontheelectionday,forwhichamountSirCondyafterwardspassedhisnoteofhand,bearinglawfulinterestfromthedatethereof;andtheinterestandcompoundinterestwasnowmountedtoaterribledealonmanyothernotesandbondsformoneyborrowed,andtherewas,besides,hush-moneytothesub-sheriffs,andsheetsuponsheetsofoldandnewattorneys’bills,withheavybalances,’asperformeraccountfurnished,’broughtforwardwithinterestthereon;
thentherewasapowerfuldealduetotheCrownforsixteenyears’arrearofquit-rentofthetown-landsofCarrickshaughlin,withdriver’sfees,andacomplimenttothereceivereveryyearforlettingthequit-rentrunontoobligeSirCondy,andSirKitaforehim。Thentherewerebillsforspiritsandribandsattheelectiontime,andthegentlemenofthecommittee’saccountsunsettled,andtheirsubscriptionnevergathered;andtherewerecowstobepaidfor,withthesmithandfarrier’sbillstobesetagainsttherentofthedemesne,withcalfandhaymoney;thentherewasalltheservants’wages,sinceIdon’tknowwhen,comingduetothem,andsumsadvancedforthembymysonJasonforclothes,andboots,andwhips,andoddmoneysforsundriesexpendedbytheminjourneystotownandelsewhere,andpocket-
moneyforthemastercontinually,andmessengersandpostagebeforehisbeingaParliamentman。Ican’tmyselftellyouwhatbesides;butthisIknow,thatwhentheeveningcameonthewhichSirCondyhadappointedtosettleallwithmysonJason,andwhenhecomesintotheparlour,andseesthesightofbillsandloadofpapersallgatheredonthegreatdining-tableforhim,heputshishandsbeforebothhiseyes,andcriedout,’MercifulJasus!
whatisitIseebeforeme?’ThenIsetsanarm-chairatthetableforhim,andwithadealofdifficultyhesitshimdown,andmysonJasonhandshimoverthepenandinktosigntothisman’sbillandt’otherman’sbill,allwhichhedidwithoutmakingtheleastobjections。Indeed,togivehimhisdue,I
neverseenamanmorefairandhonest,andeasyinallhisdealings,fromfirsttolast,asSirCondy,ormorewillingtopayeverymanhisownasfarashewasable,whichisasmuchasanyonecando。
’Well,’sayshe,jokinglikewithJason,’Iwishwecouldsettleitallwithastrokeofmygreygoosequill。Whatsignifiesmakingmewadethroughallthisoceanofpapershere;can’tyounow,whounderstanddrawingoutanaccount,debtorandcreditor,justsitdownhereatthecornerofthetableandgetitdoneoutforme,thatImayhaveaclearviewofthebalance,whichisallIneedbetalkingabout,youknow?’
’Verytrue,SirCondy;nobodyunderstandsbusinessbetterthanyourself,’saysJason。
’SoI’vearighttodo,beingbornandbredtothebar,’saysSirCondy。’Thady,dostepoutandseearetheybringinginthethingsforthepunch,forwe’vejustdoneallwehavetodoforthisevening。’
Igoesoutaccordingly,andwhenIcamebackJasonwaspointingtothebalance,whichwasaterriblesighttomypoormaster。
’Pooh!pooh!pooh!’sayshe。’Here’ssomanynoughtstheydazzlemyeyes,sotheydo,andputmeinmindofallIsufferedlarningofmynumerationtable,whenIwasaboyattheday-schoolalongwithyou,Jason——units,tens,hundreds,tensofhundreds。Isthepunchready,Thady?’sayshe,seeingme。
’Immediately;theboyhasthejuginhishand;it’scomingupstairs,pleaseyourhonour,asfastaspossible,’saysI,forI
sawhishonourwastiredoutofhislife;butJason,veryshortandcruel,cutsmeoffwith——’Don’tbetalkingofpunchyetawhile;it’snotimeforpunchyetabit——units,tens,hundreds,’
goesheon,countingoverthemaster’sshoulder,units,tens,hundreds,thousands。
’A-a-ah!holdyourhand,’criesmymaster。’WhereinthiswideworldamItofindhundreds,orunitsitself,letalonethousands?’
’Thebalancehasbeenrunningontoolong,’saysJason,stickingtohimasIcouldnothavedoneatthetime,ifyou’dhavegivenboththeIndiesandCorktoboot;’thebalancehasbeenrunningontoolong,andI’mdistressedmyselfonyouraccount,SirCondy,formoney,andthethingmustbesettlednowonthespot,andthebalanceclearedoff,’saysJason。
’I’llthankyouifyou’llonlyshowmehow,’saysSirCondy。
’There’sbutoneway,’saysJason,’andthat’sreadyenough。Whenthere’snocash,whatcanagentlemandobutgototheland?’
’Howcanyougototheland,anditundercustodiamtoyourselfalready?’saysSirCondy;’andanothercustodiamhangingoverit?Andnooneatallcantouchit,youknow,butthecustodees。’
’Sure,can’tyousell,thoughataloss?Sureyoucansell,andI’veapurchaserreadyforyou,’saysJason。
’Haveyouso?’saysSirCondy。’That’sagreatpointgained。
Butthere’sathingnowbeyondall,thatperhapsyoudon’tknowyet,barringThadyhasletyouintothesecret。’
’Sarrahbitofasecret,oranythingatallofthekind,hashelearnedfrommethesefifteenweekscomeSt。John’sEve,’saysI,’forwehavescarcebeenuponspeakingtermsoflate。Butwhatisityourhonourmeansofasecret?’
’Why,thesecretofthelittlekeepsakeIgavemyLadyRackrentthemorningsheleftus,thatshemightnotgobackempty-handedtoherfriends。’
’MyLadyRackrent,I’msure,hasbaublesandkeepsakesenough,asthosebillsonthetablewillshow,’saysJason;’butwhateveritis,’sayshe,takinguphispen,’wemustaddittothebalance,fortobesureitcan’tbepaidfor。’
’No,norcan’ttillaftermydecease,’saysSirCondy;’that’sonegoodthing。’Thencolouringupagooddeal,hetellsJasonofthememorandumofthefivehundreda-yearjointurehehadsettleduponmylady;atwhichJasonwasindeedmad,andsaidagreatdealinveryhighwords,thatitwasusingagentlemanwhohadthemanagementofhisaffairs,andwas,moreover,hisprincipalcreditor,extremelyilltodosuchathingwithoutconsultinghim,andagainsthisknowledgeandconsent。ToallwhichSirCondyhadnothingtoreply,butthat,uponhisconscience,itwasinahurryandwithoutamoment’sthoughtonhispart,andhewasverysorryforit,butifitwastodooveragainhewoulddothesame;andheappealedtome,andIwasreadytogivemyevidence,ifthatwoulddo,tothetruthofallhesaid。
SoJasonwithmuchadowasbroughttoagreetoacompromise。
’ThepurchaserthatIhaveready,’sayshe,’willbemuchdispleased,tobesure,attheencumbranceontheland,butI
mustseeandmanagehim。Here’sadeedreadydrawnup;wehavenothingtodobuttoputintheconsiderationmoneyandournamestoit。’
’AndhowmuchamIgoingtosell!——thelandsofO’Shaughlin’sTown,andthelandsofGruneaghoolaghan,andthelandsofCrookagnawaturgh,’sayshe,justreadingtohimself。’And——oh,murder,Jason!sureyouwon’tputthisin——thecastle,stable,andappurtenancesofCastleRackrent?’
’Oh,murder!’saysI,clappingmyhands;’thisistoobad,Jason。’
’Whyso?’saidJason。’Whenit’sall,andagreatdealmoretothebackofit,lawfullymine,wasItopushforit。’
’Lookathim,’saysI,pointingtoSirCondy,whowasjustleaningbackinhisarm-chair,withhisarmsfallingbesidehimlikeonestupefied;’isityou,Jason,thatcanstandinhispresence,andrecollectallhehasbeentous,andallwehavebeentohim,andyetusehimsoatthelast?’
’Whowillyoufindtousehimbetter,Iaskyou?’saidJason;
’ifhecangetabetterpurchaser,I’mcontent;Ionlyoffertopurchase,tomakethingseasy,andobligehim;thoughIdon’tseewhatcomplimentIamunder,ifyoucometothat。Ihaveneverhad,asked,orchargedmorethansixpenceinthepound,receiver’sfees,andwherewouldhehavegotanagentforapennyless?’
’Oh,Jason!Jason!howwillyoustandtothisinthefaceofthecounty,andallwhoknowyou?’saysI;’andwhatwillpeoplethinkandsaywhentheyseeyoulivinghereinCastleRackrent,andthelawfulownerturnedoutoftheseatofhisancestors,withoutacabintoputhisheadinto,orsomuchasapotatotoeat?’
Jason,whilstIwassayingthis,andagreatdealmore,mademesigns,andwinks,andfrowns;butItooknoheed,forIwasgrievedandsickatheartformypoormaster,andcouldn’tbutspeak。
’Here’sthepunch,’saysJason,forthedooropened;’here’sthepunch!’
Hearingthat,mymasterstartsupinhischair,andrecollectshimself,andJasonuncorksthewhisky。
’Setdownthejughere,’sayshe,makingroomforitbesidethepapersoppositetoSirCondy,butstillnotstirringthedeedthatwastomakeoverall。
Well,IwasingreathopeshehadsometouchofmercyabouthimwhenIsawhimmakingthepunch,andmymastertookaglass;butJasonputitbackashewasgoingtofillagain,saying:’No,SirCondy,itshan’tbesaidofmeIgotyoursignaturetothisdeedwhenyouwerehalf-seasover:youknowyournameandhandwritinginthatconditionwouldnot,ifbroughtbeforethecourts,benefitmeastraw;wherefore,letussettleallbeforewegodeeperintothepunch-bowl。’
’Settleallasyouwill,’saidSirCondy,clappinghishandstohisears;’butletmehearnomore。I’mbotheredtodeaththisnight。’
’You’veonlytosign,’saidJason,puttingthepentohim。
’Takeall,andbecontent,’saidmymaster。Sohesigned;andthemanwhobroughtinthepunchwitnessedit,forIwasnotable,butcryinglikeachild;andbesides,Jasonsaid,whichI
wasgladof,thatIwasnofitwitness,beingsooldanddoting。
Itwassobadwithme,Icouldnottasteadropofthepunchitself,thoughmymasterhimself,Godblesshim!inthemidstofhistrouble,pouredoutaglassforme,andbroughtituptomylips。
’Notadrop;Ithankyourhonour’shonourasmuchasifItookit,though。’AndIjustsetdowntheglassasitwas,andwentout,andwhenIgottothestreetdoortheneighbours’childer,whowereplayingatmarblesthere,seeingmeingreattrouble,lefttheirplay,andgatheredaboutmetoknowwhatailedme;andItoldthemall,foritwasagreatrelieftometospeaktothesepoorchilder,thatseemedtohavesomenaturalfeelingleftinthem;andwhentheyweremadesensiblethatSirCondywasgoingtoleaveCastleRackrentforgoodandall,theysetupawhillaluhthatcouldbeheardtothefarthestendofthestreet;
andone——fineboyhewas——thatmymasterhadgivenanappletothatmorning,criedtheloudest;buttheyallwerethesamesorry,forSirCondywasgreatlybelovedamongstthechilder,forlettingthemgoa-nuttinginthedemesne,withoutsayingawordtothem,thoughmyladyobjectedtothem。Thepeopleinthetown,whowerethemostofthemstandingattheirdoors,hearingthechildercry,wouldknowthereasonofit;andwhenthereportwasmadeknown,thepeopleoneandallgatheredingreatangeragainstmysonJason,andterroratthenotionofhiscomingtobelandlordoverthem,andtheycried,’NoJason!noJason!SirCondy!SirCondy!SirCondyRackrentforever!’Andthemobgrewsogreatandsoloud,Iwasfrightened,andmademywaybacktothehousetowarnmysontomakehisescape,orhidehimselfforfearoftheconsequences。Jasonwouldnotbelievemetilltheycameallroundthehouse,andtothewindowswithgreatshouts。Thenhegrewquitepale,andaskedSirCondywhathadhebestdo?
’I’lltellyouwhatyouhadbestdo,’saidSirCondy,whowaslaughingtoseehisfright;’finishyourglassfirst,thenlet’sgotothewindowandshowourselves,andI’lltell’em——oryoushall,ifyouplease——thatI’mgoingtotheLodgeforchangeofairformyhealth,andbymyowndesire,fortherestofmydays。’
’Doso,’saidJason,whonevermeantitshouldhavebeensobutcouldnotrefusehimtheLodgeatthisunseasonabletime:
Accordingly,SirCondythrewupthesashandexplainedmatters,andthankedallhisfriends,andbidthemlookinatthepunch-
bowl,andobservethatJasonandhehadbeensittingoveritverygoodfriends;sothemobwascontent,andhesentthemoutsomewhiskytodrinkhishealth,andthatwasthelasttimehishonour’shealthwaseverdrunkatCastleRackrent。
Theverynextday,beingtooproud,ashesaidtome,tostayanhourlongerinahousethatdidnotbelongtohim,hesetsofftotheLodge,andIalongwithhimnotmanyhoursafter。AndtherewasgreatbemoaningthroughallO’Shaughlin’sTown,whichI
stayedtowitness,andgavemypoormasterafullaccountofwhenIgottotheLodge。Hewasverylow,andinhisbed,whenIgotthere,andcomplainedofagreatpainabouthisheart;butI
guesseditwasonlytroubleandallthebusiness,letalonevexation,hehadgonethroughoflate;andknowingthenatureofhimfromaboy,Itookmypipe,andwhilstsmokingitbythechimneybegantellinghimhowhewasbelovedandregrettedinthecounty,anditdidhimadealofgoodtohearit。
’Yourhonourhasagreatmanyfriendsyetthatyoudon’tknowof,richandpoor,inthecounty,’saysI;’forasIwascomingalongtheroadImettwogentlemenintheirowncarriages,whoaskedafteryou,knowingme,andwantedtoknowwhereyouwasandallaboutyou,andevenhowoldIwas。Thinkofthat。’
Thenhewakenedoutofhisdoze,andbeganquestioningmewhothegentlemenwere。Andthenextmorningitcameintomyheadtogo,unknowntoanybody,withmymaster’scompliments,roundtomanyofthegentlemen’shouses,whereheandmyladyusedtovisit,andpeoplethatIknewwerehisgreatfriends,andwouldgotoCorktoservehimanydayintheyear,andImadeboldtotrytoborrowatrifleofcashfromthem。Theyalltreatedmeverycivilforthemostpart,andaskedagreatmanyquestionsverykindaboutmyladyandSirCondyandallthefamily,andweregreatlysurprisedtolearnfrommeCastleRackrentwassold,andmymasterattheLodgeforhealth;andtheyallpitiedhimgreatly,andhehadtheirgoodwishes,ifthatwoulddo;butmoneywasathingtheyunfortunatelyhadnotanyofthematthistimetospare。Ihadmyjourneyformypains,andI,notusedto(walking,norsuppleasformerly,wasgreatlytired,buthadthesatisfactionoftellingmymaster,whenIgottotheLodge,allthecivilthingssaidbyhighandlow。
’Thady,’sayshe,’allyou’vebeentellingmebringsastrangethoughtintomyhead。I’veanotionIshallnotbelongforthisworldanyhow,andI’veagreatfancytoseemyownfuneralaforeIdie。’Iwasgreatlyshocked,atthefirstspeaking,tohearhimspeaksolightabouthisfuneral,andhetoallappearanceingoodhealth;butrecollectingmyself,answered:
’Tobesureitwouldbeasfineasightasonecouldsee,Idaredtosay,andoneIshouldbeproudtowitness,andIdidnotdoubthishonour’swouldbeasgreatafuneralaseverSirPatrickO’Shaughlin’swas,andsuchaoneasthathadneverbeenknowninthecountyaforeorsince。’ButIneverthoughthewasinearnestaboutseeinghisownfuneralhimselftillthenextdayhereturnstoitagain。
’Thady,’sayshe,’asfarasthewakegoes,sureImightwithoutanygreattroublehavethesatisfactionofseeingabitofmyownfuneral。’[A’wake’inEnglandisameetingavowedlyformerriment;inIrelanditisanocturnalmeetingavowedlyforthepurposeofwatchingandbewailingthedead,butinrealityforgossipinganddebauchery。[SeeGLOSSARY28]]
’Well,sinceyourhonour’shonour’sSObentuponit,’saysI,notwillingtocrosshim,andheintrouble,’wemustseewhatwecando。’
Sohefellintoasortofshamdisorder,whichwaseasydone,ashekepthisbed,andnoonetoseehim;andIgotmyshister,whowasanoldwomanveryhandyaboutthesick,andveryskilful,tocomeuptotheLodgetonursehim;andwegaveout,sheknowingnobetter,thathewasjustathislatterend,anditansweredbeyondanything;andtherewasagreatthrongofpeople,men,women,andchilder,andtherebeingonlytworoomsattheLodge,exceptwhatwaslockedupfullofJason’sfurnitureandthings,thehousewassoonasfullandfullerthanitcouldhold,andtheheat,andsmoke,andnoisewonderfulgreat;andstandingamongstthemthatwerenearthebed,butnotthinkingatallofthedead,Iwasstartledbythesoundofmymaster’svoicefromunderthegreatcoatsthathadbeenthrownallattop,andIwentcloseup,noonenoticing。
’Thady,’sayshe,’I’vehadenoughofthis;I’msmothering,andcan’thearawordofallthey’resayingofthedeceased。’
’Godblessyou,andliestillandquiet,’saysI,’abitlonger,formyshister’safraidofghosts,andwoulddieonthespotwithfrightwasshetoseeyoucometolifeallonasuddenthiswaywithouttheleastpreparation。’
Sohelayshimstill,thoughwellnighstifled,andImadeallhastetotellthesecretofthejoke,whisperingtooneandt’other,andtherewasagreatsurprise,butnotsogreataswehadlaidoutitwould。’Andaren’twetohavethepipesandtobacco,aftercomingsofarto-night?’saidsome;buttheywereallwellenoughpleasedwhenhishonourgotuptodrinkwiththem,andsentformorespiritsfromashebeen-house[’Shebeen-
house,’ahedgealehouse。Shebeenproperlymeansweak,small-
beer,taplash。],wheretheyverycivillylethimhaveituponcredit。Sothenightpassedoffverymerrily,buttomymindSirCondywasratheruponthesadorderinthemidstofitall,notfindingtherehadbeensuchagreattalkabouthimselfafterhisdeathashehadalwaysexpectedtohear。
Thenextmorning,whenthehousewasclearedofthem,andnonebutmyshisterandmyselfleftinthekitchenwithSirCondy,oneopensthedoorandwalksin,andwhoshoulditbebutJudyM’Quirkherself!Iforgottonoticethatshehadbeenmarriedlongsince,whilstyoungCaptainMoneygawllivedattheLodge,tothecaptain’shuntsman,whoafterawhilst’listedandlefther,andwaskilledinthewars。PoorJudyfelloffgreatlyinhergoodlooksafterherbeingmarriedayearortwo;andbeingsmoke-driedinthecabin,andneglectingherselflike,itwashardforSirCondyhimselftoknowheragaintillshespoke;butwhenshesays,’It’sJudyM’Quirk,pleaseyourhonour;don’tyourememberher?’
’Oh,Judy,isityou?’sayshishonour。’Yes,sure,Irememberyouverywell;butyou’regreatlyaltered,Judy,’
’Sureit’stimeforme,’saysshe。’AndIthinkyourhonour,sinceIseenyoulast——butthat’sagreatwhileago——isalteredtoo。’
’Andwithreason,Judy,’saysSirCondy,fetchingasortofasigh。’Buthow’sthis,Judy?’hegoeson。’Itakeitalittleamissofyouthatyouwerenotatmywakelastnight。’
’Ah,don’tbebeingjealousofthat,’saysshe;’Ididn’thearasentenceofyourhonour’swaketillitwasallover,oritwouldhavegonehardwithmebutIwouldhavebeenatit,sure;butI
wasforcedtogotenmilesupthecountrythreedaysagotoaweddingofarelationofmyown’s,anddidn’tgethometillafterthewakewasover。But,’saysshe,’itwon’tbeso,Ihope,thenexttime,pleaseyourhonour。’[AtthecoronationofoneofourmonarchstheKingcomplainedoftheconfusionwhichhappenedintheprocession。’ThegreatofficerwhopresidedtoldhisMajestythat’itshouldnotbesonexttime。’]
’Thatweshallsee,Judy,’sayshishonour,’andmaybesoonerthanyouthinkfor,forI’vebeenveryunwellthiswhilepast,anddon’treckonanywayI’mlongforthisworld。’
AtthisJudytakesupthecornerofherapron,andputsitfirsttooneeyeandthentot’other,beingtoallappearanceingreattrouble;andmyshisterputinherword,andbidhishonourhaveagoodheart,forshewassureitwasonlythegoutthatSirPatrickusedtohaveflyingabouthim,andheoughttodrinkaglassorabottleextraordinarytokeepitoutofhisstomach;
andhepromisedtotakeheradvice,andsentoutformorespiritsimmediately;andJudymadeasigntome,andIwentovertothedoortoher,andshesaid,’IwondertoseeSirCondysolow:
hasheheardthenews?’
’Whatnews?’saysI。
’Didn’tyehearit,then?’saysshe;’myLadyRackrentthatwasiskilt[SeeGLOSSARY29]andlyingfordead,andIdon’tdoubtbutit’salloverwithherbythistime。’
’Mercyonusall,’saysI;’howwasit?’
’Thejaunting-caritwasthatranawaywithher,’saysJudy。’I
wascominghomethatsametimefromBiddyM’Guggin’smarriage,andagreatcrowdofpeopletooupontheroad,comingfromthefairofCrookaghnawaturgh,andIseesajaunting-carstandinginthemiddleoftheroad,andwiththetwowheelsoffandalltattered。\"What’sthis?\"saysI。\"Didn’tyehearofit?\"saystheythatwerelookingon;\"it’smyLadyRackrent’scar,thatwasrunningawayfromherhusband,andthehorsetookfrightatacarrionthatlayacrosstheroad,andsoranawaywiththejaunting-car,andmyLadyRackrentandhermaidscreaming,andthehorseranwiththemagainstacarthatwascomingfromthefairwiththeboyasleeponit,andthelady’spetticoathangingoutofthejaunting-carcaught,andshewasdraggedIcan’ttellyouhowfarupontheroad,anditallbrokenupwiththestonesjustgoingtobepounded,andoneoftheroad-makers,withhissledge-hammerinhishand,stopsthehorseatthelast;butmyLadyRackrentwasallkiltandsmashed,\"[KILTANDSMASHED。——Ourauthorisnothereguiltyofananti-climax。ThemereEnglishreader,fromasimilarityofsoundbetweenthewords’kilt’and’killed,’mightbeinducedtosupposethattheirmeaningsaresimilar,yettheyarenotbyanymeansinIrelandsynonymousterms。Thusyoumayhearamanexclaim,’I’mkiltandmurdered!’
buthefrequentlymeansonlythathehasreceivedablackeyeoraslightcontusion。’I’mkiltallover’meansthatheisinaworsestatethanbeingsimply’kilt。’Thus,’I’mkiltwiththecold,’isnothingto’I’mkiltalloverwiththerheumatism。’]
andtheyliftedherintoacabinhardby,andthemaidwasfoundafterwhereshehadbeenthrowninthegripeofaditch,hercapandbonnetallfullofbogwater,andtheysaymyladycan’tliveanyway。\"Thady,praynowisittruewhatI’mtoldforsartain,thatSirCondyhasmadeoveralltoyoursonJason?’
’All,’saysI。
’Allentirely?’sayssheagain。