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Idon’tknowwhyIaminsuchareminiscentmoodexceptthatspringandthereappearanceoftoadsalwaysawakenstheoldacquisitiveinstinct。Theonlythingthatkeepsmefromstartingacollectionisthefactthatnoruleexistsagainstit。

Afterchapel,ThursdayWhatdoyouthinkismyfavouritebook?Justnow,Imean;Ichangeeverythreedays。WutheringHeights。EmilyBrontewasquiteyoungwhenshewroteit,andhadneverbeenoutsideofHaworthchurchyard。

Shehadneverknownanymeninherlife;howCOULDsheimagineamanlikeHeathcliffe?

Icouldn’tdoit,andI’mquiteyoungandneveroutsidetheJohnGrierAsylum——I’vehadeverychanceintheworld。SometimesadreadfulfearcomesovermethatI’mnotagenius。Willyoubeawfullydisappointed,Daddy,ifIdon’tturnouttobeagreatauthor?

Inthespringwheneverythingissobeautifulandgreenandbudding,Ifeelliketurningmybackonlessons,andrunningawaytoplaywiththeweather。Therearesuchlotsofadventuresoutinthefields!

It’smuchmoreentertainingtolivebooksthantowritethem。

Ow!!!!!!

ThatwasashriekwhichbroughtSallieandJuliaand(foradisgustedmoment)theSeniorfromacrossthehall。Itwascausedbyacentipedelikethis:onlyworse。JustasIhadfinishedthelastsentenceandwasthinkingwhattosaynext——plump!——itfellofftheceilingandlandedatmyside。Itippedtwocupsofftheteatableintryingtogetaway。Salliewhackeditwiththebackofmyhairbrush——whichIshallneverbeabletouseagain——andkilledthefrontend,buttherearfiftyfeetranunderthebureauandescaped。

Thisdormitory,owingtoitsageandivy-coveredwalls,isfullofcentipedes。Theyaredreadfulcreatures。I’dratherfindatigerunderthebed。

Friday,9。30p。m。

Suchalotoftroubles!Ididn’theartherisingbellthismorning,thenIbrokemyshoestringwhileIwashurryingtodressanddroppedmycollarbuttondownmyneck。Iwaslateforbreakfastandalsoforfirst-hourrecitation。Iforgottotakeanyblottingpaperandmyfountainpenleaked。IntrigonometrytheProfessorandIhadadisagreementtouchingalittlematteroflogarithms。

Onlookingitup,Ifindthatshewasright。Wehadmuttonstewandpie-plantforlunch——hate’emboth;theytasteliketheasylum。

Thepostbroughtmenothingbutbills(thoughImustsaythatI

neverdogetanythingelse;myfamilyarenotthekindthatwrite)。

InEnglishclassthisafternoonwehadanunexpectedwrittenlesson。

Thiswasit:

Iaskednootherthing,Nootherwasdenied。

IofferedBeingforit;

Themightymerchantsmiled。

Brazil?HetwirledabuttonWithoutaglancemyway:

But,madam,istherenothingelseThatwecanshowtoday?

Thatisapoem。Idon’tknowwhowroteitorwhatitmeans。Itwassimplyprintedoutontheblackboardwhenwearrivedandwewereorderedtocommentuponit。WhenIreadthefirstverseIthoughtIhadanidea——TheMightyMerchantwasadivinitywhodistributesblessingsinreturnforvirtuousdeeds——

butwhenIgottothesecondverseandfoundhimtwirlingabutton,itseemedablasphemoussupposition,andIhastilychangedmymind。

Therestoftheclasswasinthesamepredicament;andtherewesatforthree-quartersofanhourwithblankpaperandequallyblankminds。Gettinganeducationisanawfullywearingprocess!

Butthisdidn’tendtheday。There’sworsetocome。

Itrainedsowecouldn’tplaygolf,buthadtogotogymnasiuminstead。

ThegirlnexttomebangedmyelbowwithanIndianclub。Igothometofindthattheboxwithmynewbluespringdresshadcome,andtheskirtwassotightthatIcouldn’tsitdown。Fridayissweepingday,andthemaidhadmixedallthepapersonmydesk。

Wehadtombstonefordessert(milkandgelatinflavouredwithvanilla)。

Wewerekeptinchapeltwentyminuteslaterthanusualtolistentoaspeechaboutwomanlywomen。Andthen——justasIwassettlingdownwithasighofwell-earnedrelieftoThePortraitofaLady,agirlnamedAckerly,adough-faced,deadly,unintermittentlystupidgirl,whositsnexttomeinLatinbecausehernamebeginswithA(I

wishMrs。LippetthadnamedmeZabriski),cametoaskifMonday’slessoncommencedatparagraph69or70,andstayedONEHOUR。

Shehasjustgone。

Didyoueverhearofsuchadiscouragingseriesofevents?

Itisn’tthebigtroublesinlifethatrequirecharacter。

Anybodycanrisetoacrisisandfaceacrushingtragedywithcourage,buttomeetthepettyhazardsofthedaywithalaugh——IreallythinkthatrequiresSPIRIT。

It’sthekindofcharacterthatIamgoingtodevelop。IamgoingtopretendthatalllifeisjustagamewhichImustplayasskilfullyandfairlyasIcan。IfIlose,Iamgoingtoshrugmyshouldersandlaugh——alsoifIwin。

Anyway,Iamgoingtobeasport。Youwillneverhearmecomplainagain,Daddydear,becauseJuliawearssilkstockingsandcentipedesdropoffthewall。

Yoursever,JudyAnswersoon。

27thMayDaddy-Long-Legs,Esq。

DEARSIR:IaminreceiptofaletterfromMrs。Lippett。

ShehopesthatIamdoingwellindeportmentandstudies。

SinceIprobablyhavenoplacetogothissummer,shewillletmecomebacktotheasylumandworkformyboarduntilcollegeopens。

IHATETHEJOHNGRIERHOME。

I’dratherdiethangoback。

Yoursmosttruthfully,JerushaAbbottCherDaddy-Jambes-Longes,Vousetesunbrick!

Jesuistresheureuseaboutthefarm,parcequejen’aijamaisbeenonafarmdansmavieandI’dhatetoretoumerchezJohnGrier,etwashdishestoutl’ete。Therewouldbedangerofquelquechoseaffreusehappening,parcequej’aiperduemahumilited’autrefoisetj’aipeurthatIwouldjustbreakoutquelquejouretsmasheverycupandsaucerdanslamaison。

Pardonbrieveteetpaper。JenepeuxpassenddesmesnouvellesparcequejesuisdansFrenchclassetj’aipeurqueMonsieurleProfesseurisgoingtocallonmetoutdesuite。

Hedid!

Aurevoir,jevousaimebeaucoup。

Judy30thMayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Didyoueverseethiscampus?(Thatismerelyarhetoricalquestion。

Don’tletitannoyyou。)ItisaheavenlyspotinMay。Alltheshrubsareinblossomandthetreesaretheloveliestyounggreen——

eventheoldpineslookfreshandnew。Thegrassisdottedwithyellowdandelionsandhundredsofgirlsinblueandwhiteandpinkdresses。

Everybodyisjoyousandcarefree,forvacation’scoming,andwiththattolookforwardto,examinationsdon’tcount。

Isn’tthatahappyframeofmindtobein?Andoh,Daddy!

I’mthehappiestofall!BecauseI’mnotintheasylumanymore;

andI’mnotanybody’snursemaidortypewriterorbookkeeper(I

shouldhavebeen,youknow,exceptforyou)。

I’msorrynowforallmypastbadnesses。

I’msorryIwaseverimpertinenttoMrs。Lippett。

I’msorryIeverslappedFreddiePerkins。

I’msorryIeverfilledthesugarbowlwithsalt。

I’msorryIevermadefacesbehindtheTrustees’backs。

I’mgoingtobegoodandsweetandkindtoeverybodybecauseI’msohappy。AndthissummerI’mgoingtowriteandwriteandwriteandbegintobeagreatauthor。Isn’tthatanexaltedstandtotake?Oh,I’mdevelopingabeautifulcharacter!Itdroopsabitundercoldandfrost,butitdoesgrowfastwhenthesunshines。

That’sthewaywitheverybody。Idon’tagreewiththetheorythatadversityandsorrowanddisappointmentdevelopmoralstrength。

Thehappypeoplearetheoneswhoarebubblingoverwithkindliness。

Ihavenofaithinmisanthropes。(Fineword!Justlearnedit。)

Youarenotamisanthropeareyou,Daddy?

Istartedtotellyouaboutthecampus。Iwishyou’dcomeforalittlevisitandletmewalkyouaboutandsay:

`Thatisthelibrary。Thisisthegasplant,Daddydear。

TheGothicbuildingonyourleftisthegymnasium,andtheTudorRomanesquebesideitisthenewinfirmary。’

Oh,I’mfineatshowingpeopleabout。I’vedoneitallmylifeattheasylum,andI’vebeendoingitalldayhere。Ihavehonestly。

AndaMan,too!

That’sagreatexperience。Inevertalkedtoamanbefore(exceptoccasionalTrustees,andtheydon’tcount)。Pardon,Daddy,Idon’tmeantohurtyourfeelingswhenIabuseTrustees。Idon’tconsiderthatyoureallybelongamongthem。YoujusttumbledontotheBoardbychance。TheTrustee,assuch,isfatandpompousandbenevolent。

Hepatsoneontheheadandwearsagoldwatchchain。

ThatlookslikeaJunebug,butismeanttobeaportraitofanyTrusteeexceptyou。

However——toresume:

Ihavebeenwalkingandtalkingandhavingteawithaman。

Andwithaverysuperiorman——withMr。JervisPendletonoftheHouseofJulia;heruncle,inshort(inlong,perhapsIoughttosay;

he’sastallasyou。)Beingintownonbusiness,hedecidedtorunouttothecollegeandcallonhisniece。He’sherfather’syoungestbrother,butshedoesn’tknowhimveryintimately。Itseemsheglancedatherwhenshewasababy,decidedhedidn’tlikeher,andhasnevernoticedhersince。

Anyway,therehewas,sittinginthereceptionroomveryproperwithhishatandstickandglovesbesidehim;andJuliaandSalliewithseventh-hourrecitationsthattheycouldn’tcut。SoJuliadashedintomyroomandbeggedmetowalkhimaboutthecampusandthendeliverhimtoherwhentheseventhhourwasover。

IsaidIwould,obliginglybutunenthusiastically,becauseIdon’tcaremuchforPendletons。

Butheturnedouttobeasweetlamb。He’sarealhumanbeing——

notaPendletonatall。Wehadabeautifultime;I’velongedforanuncleeversince。Doyoumindpretendingyou’remyuncle?

Ibelievethey’resuperiortograndmothers。

Mr。Pendletonremindedmealittleofyou,Daddy,asyouweretwentyyearsago。YouseeIknowyouintimately,evenifwehaven’tevermet!

He’stallandthinnishwithadarkfacealloverlines,andthefunniestunderneathsmilethatneverquitecomesthroughbutjustwrinklesupthecornersofhismouth。Andhehasawayofmakingyoufeelrightoffasthoughyou’dknownhimalongtime。

He’sverycompanionable。

Wewalkedalloverthecampusfromthequadrangletotheathleticgrounds;

thenhesaidhefeltweakandmusthavesometea。HeproposedthatwegotoCollegeInn——it’sjustoffthecampusbythepinewalk。

IsaidweoughttogobackforJuliaandSallie,buthesaidhedidn’tliketohavehisniecesdrinktoomuchtea;itmadethemnervous。

Sowejustranawayandhadteaandmuffinsandmarmaladeandice-creamandcakeatanicelittletableoutonthebalcony。

Theinnwasquiteconvenientlyempty,thisbeingtheendofthemonthandallowanceslow。

Wehadthejolliesttime!ButhehadtorunforhistraintheminutehegotbackandhebarelysawJuliaatall。Shewasfuriouswithmefortakinghimoff;itseemshe’sanunusuallyrichanddesirableuncle。Itrelievedmymindtofindhewasrich,fortheteaandthingscostsixtycentsapiece。

Thismorning(it’sMondaynow)threeboxesofchocolatescamebyexpressforJuliaandSallieandme。Whatdoyouthinkofthat?

Tobegettingcandyfromaman!

Ibegintofeellikeagirlinsteadofafoundling。

Iwishyou’dcomeandhaveteasomedayandletmeseeifIlikeyou。

Butwouldn’titbedreadfulifIdidn’t?However,IknowIshould。

Bien!Imakeyoumycompliments。

`Jamaisjenet’oublierai。’

JudyPS。IlookedintheglassthismorningandfoundaperfectlynewdimplethatI’dneverseenbefore。It’sverycurious。

Wheredoyousupposeitcamefrom?

9thJuneDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Happyday!I’vejustfinishedmylastexaminationPhysiology。

Andnow:

Threemonthsonafarm!

Idon’tknowwhatkindofathingafarmis。I’veneverbeenononeinmylife。I’veneverevenlookedatone(exceptfromthecarwindow),butIknowI’mgoingtoloveit,andI’mgoingtolovebeingFREE。

IamnotusedevenyettobeingoutsidetheJohnGrierHome。

WheneverIthinkofitexcitedlittlethrillschaseupanddownmyback。IfeelasthoughImustrunfasterandfasterandkeeplookingovermyshouldertomakesurethatMrs。Lippettisn’taftermewithherarmstretchedouttograbmeback。

Idon’thavetomindanyonethissummer,doI?

Yournominalauthoritydoesn’tannoymeintheleast;youaretoofarawaytodoanyharm。Mrs。Lippettisdeadforever,sofarasI

amconcerned,andtheSemplesaren’texpectedtooverlookmymoralwelfare,arethey?No,Iamsurenot。Iamentirelygrownup。Hooray!

Ileaveyounowtopackatrunk,andthreeboxesofteakettlesanddishesandsofacushionsandbooks。

Yoursever,JudyPS。Hereismyphysiologyexam。Doyouthinkyoucouldhavepassed?

LOCKWILLOWFARM,SaturdaynightDearestDaddy-Long-Legs,I’veonlyjustcomeandI’mnotunpacked,butIcan’twaittotellyouhowmuchIlikefarms。Thisisaheavenly,heavenly,HEAVENLYspot!

Thehouseissquarelikethis:AndOLD。Ahundredyearsorso。

IthasaverandaonthesidewhichIcan’tdrawandasweetporchinfront。Thepicturereallydoesn’tdoitjustice——thosethingsthatlooklikefeatherdustersaremapletrees,andthepricklyonesthatborderthedrivearemurmuringpinesandhemlocks。Itstandsonthetopofahillandlookswayoffovermilesofgreenmeadowstoanotherlineofhills。

ThatisthewayConnecticutgoes,inaseriesofMarcellewaves;

andLockWillowFarmisjustonthecrestofonewave。Thebarnsusedtobeacrosstheroadwheretheyobstructedtheview,butakindflashoflightningcamefromheavenandburntthemdown。

ThepeopleareMr。andMrs。Sempleandahiredgirlandtwohiredmen。

Thehiredpeopleeatinthekitchen,andtheSemplesandJudyinthedining-room。Wehadhamandeggsandbiscuitsandhoneyandjelly-cakeandpieandpicklesandcheeseandteaforsupper——

andagreatdealofconversation。Ihaveneverbeensoentertaininginmylife;everythingIsayappearstobefunny。Isupposeitis,becauseI’veneverbeeninthecountrybefore,andmyquestionsarebackedbyanall-inclusiveignorance。

Theroommarkedwithacrossisnotwherethemurderwascommitted,buttheonethatIoccupy。It’sbigandsquareandempty,withadorableold-fashionedfurnitureandwindowsthathavetobeproppeduponsticksandgreenshadestrimmedwithgoldthatfalldownifyoutouchthem。Andabigsquaremahoganytable——

I’mgoingtospendthesummerwithmyelbowsspreadoutonit,writinganovel。

Oh,Daddy,I’msoexcited!Ican’twaittilldaylighttoexplore。

It’s8。30now,andIamabouttoblowoutmycandleandtrytogotosleep。Weriseatfive。Didyoueverknowsuchfun?Ican’tbelievethisisreallyJudy。YouandtheGoodLordgivememorethanIdeserve。Imustbeavery,very,VERYgoodpersontopay。

I’mgoingtobe。You’llsee。

Goodnight,JudyPS。Youshouldhearthefrogssingandthelittlepigssquealandyoushouldseethenewmoon!Isawitovermyrightshoulder。

LOCKWILLOW,12thJulyDearDaddy-Long-Legs,HowdidyoursecretarycometoknowaboutLockWillow?

(Thatisn’tarhetoricalquestion。Iamawfullycurioustoknow。)

Forlistentothis:Mr。JervisPendletonusedtoownthisfarm,butnowhehasgivenittoMrs。Semplewhowashisoldnurse。

Didyoueverhearofsuchafunnycoincidence?Shestillcallshim`MasterJervie’andtalksaboutwhatasweetlittleboyheusedtobe。

Shehasoneofhisbabycurlsputawayinabox,anditisred——

oratleastreddish!

SinceshediscoveredthatIknowhim,Ihaverisenverymuchinheropinion。KnowingamemberofthePendletonfamilyisthebestintroductiononecanhaveatLockWillow。

AndthecreamofthewholefamilyisMasterJervis——

IampleasedtosaythatJuliabelongstoaninferiorbranch。

Thefarmgetsmoreandmoreentertaining。Irodeonahaywagonyesterday。Wehavethreebigpigsandninelittlepiglets,andyoushouldseethemeat。Theyarepigs!We’veoceansoflittlebabychickensandducksandturkeysandguineafowls。

Youmustbemadtoliveinacitywhenyoumightliveonafarm。

Itismydailybusinesstohunttheeggs。Ifelloffabeaminthebarnloftyesterday,whileIwastryingtocrawlovertoanestthattheblackhenhasstolen。AndwhenIcameinwithascratchedknee,Mrs。Semplebounditupwithwitch-hazel,murmuringallthetime,`Dear!Dear!ItseemsonlyyesterdaythatMasterJerviefelloffthatverysamebeamandscratchedthisverysameknee。’

Thesceneryaroundhereisperfectlybeautiful。There’savalleyandariverandalotofwoodedhills,andwayinthedistanceatallbluemountainthatsimplymeltsinyourmouth。

Wechurntwiceaweek;andwekeepthecreaminthespringhousewhichismadeofstonewiththebrookrunningunderneath。

Someofthefarmersaroundherehaveaseparator,butwedon’tcareforthesenew-fashionedideas。Itmaybealittlehardertoseparatethecreaminpans,butit’ssufficientlybettertopay。

Wehavesixcalves;andI’vechosenthenamesforallofthem。

1。Sylvia,becauseshewasborninthewoods。

2。Lesbia,aftertheLesbiainCatullus。

3。Sallie。

4。Julia——aspotted,nondescriptanimal。

5。Judy,afterme。

6。Daddy-Long-Legs。Youdon’tmind,doyou,Daddy?He’spureJerseyandhasasweetdisposition。Helookslikethis——youcanseehowappropriatethenameis。

Ihaven’thadtimeyettobeginmyimmortalnovel;thefarmkeepsmetoobusy。

Yoursalways,JudyPS。I’velearnedtomakedoughnuts。

PS。(2)Ifyouarethinkingofraisingchickens,letmerecommendBuffOrpingtons。Theyhaven’tanypinfeathers。

PS。(3)IwishIcouldsendyouapatofthenice,freshbutterIchurnedyesterday。I’mafinedairy-maid!

PS。(4)ThisisapictureofMissJerushaAbbott,thefuturegreatauthor,drivinghomethecows。

SundayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Isn’titfunny?Istartedtowritetoyouyesterdayafternoon,butasfarasIgotwastheheading,`DearDaddy-Long-Legs’,andthenIrememberedI’dpromisedtopicksomeblackberriesforsupper,soIwentoffandleftthesheetlyingonthetable,andwhenI

camebacktoday,whatdoyouthinkIfoundsittinginthemiddleofthepage?ArealtrueDaddy-Long-Legs!

Ipickedhimupverygentlybyoneleg,anddroppedhimoutofthewindow。Iwouldn’thurtoneofthemfortheworld。

Theyalwaysremindmeofyou。

WehitchedupthespringwagonthismorninganddrovetotheCentretochurch。It’sasweetlittlewhiteframechurchwithaspireandthreeDoriccolumnsinfront(ormaybeIonic——Ialwaysgetthemmixed)。

Anicesleepysermonwitheverybodydrowsilywavingpalm-leaffans,andtheonlysound,asidefromtheminister,thebuzzingoflocustsinthetreesoutside。Ididn’twakeuptillIfoundmyselfonmyfeetsingingthehymn,andthenIwasawfullysorryIhadn’tlistenedtothesermon;Ishouldliketoknowmoreofthepsychologyofamanwhowouldpickoutsuchahymn。Thiswasit:

Come,leaveyoursportsandearthlytoysAndjoinmeincelestialjoys。

Orelse,dearfriend,alongfarewell。

Ileaveyounowtosinktohell。

Ifindthatitisn’tsafetodiscussreligionwiththeSemples。

TheirGod(whomtheyhaveinheritedintactfromtheirremotePuritanancestors)isanarrow,irrational,unjust,mean,revengeful,bigotedPerson。ThankheavenIdon’tinheritGodfromanybody!

IamfreetomakemineupasIwishHim。He’skindandsympatheticandimaginativeandforgivingandunderstanding——andHehasasenseofhumour。

IliketheSemplesimmensely;theirpracticeissosuperiortotheirtheory。TheyarebetterthantheirownGod。Itoldthemso——

andtheyarehorriblytroubled。TheythinkIamblasphemous——

andIthinktheyare!We’vedroppedtheologyfromourconversation。

ThisisSundayafternoon。

Amasai(hiredman)inapurpletieandsomebrightyellowbuckskingloves,veryredandshaved,hasjustdrivenoffwithCarrie(hiredgirl)

inabighattrimmedwithredrosesandabluemuslindressandherhaircurledastightasitwillcurl。Amasaispentallthemorningwashingthebuggy;andCarriestayedhomefromchurchostensiblytocookthedinner,butreallytoironthemuslindress。

IntwominutesmorewhenthisletterisfinishedIamgoingtosettledowntoabookwhichIfoundintheattic。It’sentitled,OntheTrail,andsprawledacrossthefrontpageinafunnylittle-boyhand:

JervisPendletonifthisbookshouldeverroam,Boxitsearsandsendithome。

Hespentthesummerhereonceafterhehadbeenill,whenhewasaboutelevenyearsold;andheleftOntheTrailbehind。

Itlookswellread——themarksofhisgrimylittlehandsarefrequent!

Alsoinacorneroftheatticthereisawaterwheelandawindmillandsomebowsandarrows。Mrs。SempletalkssoconstantlyabouthimthatIbegintobelievehereallylives——notagrownmanwithasilkhatandwalkingstick,butanice,dirty,tousle-headedboywhoclattersupthestairswithanawfulracket,andleavesthescreendoorsopen,andisalwaysaskingforcookies。(Andgettingthem,too,ifI

knowMrs。Semple!)Heseemstohavebeenanadventurouslittlesoul——

andbraveandtruthful。I’msorrytothinkheisaPendleton;

hewasmeantforsomethingbetter。

We’regoingtobeginthreshingoatstomorrow;asteamengineiscomingandthreeextramen。

ItgrievesmetotellyouthatButtercup(thespottedcowwithonehorn,MotherofLesbia)hasdoneadisgracefulthing。ShegotintotheorchardFridayeveningandateapplesunderthetrees,andateandateuntiltheywenttoherhead。Fortwodaysshehasbeenperfectlydeaddrunk!ThatisthetruthIamtelling。

Didyoueverhearanythingsoscandalous?

Sir,Iremain,Youraffectionateorphan,JudyAbbottPS。Indiansinthefirstchapterandhighwaymeninthesecond。

Iholdmybreath。Whatcanthethirdcontain?`RedHawkleapttwentyfeetintheairandbitthedust。’Thatisthesubjectofthefrontispiece。Aren’tJudyandJerviehavingfun?

15thSeptemberDearDaddy,IwasweighedyesterdayontheflourscalesinthegeneralstoreattheComers。I’vegainedninepounds!LetmerecommendLockWillowasahealthresort。

Yoursever,JudyDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Beholdme——aSophomore!IcameuplastFriday,sorrytoleaveLockWillow,butgladtoseethecampusagain。Itisapleasantsensationtocomebacktosomethingfamiliar。Iambeginningtofeelathomeincollege,andincommandofthesituation;Iambeginning,infact,tofeelathomeintheworld——asthoughIreallybelongedtoitandhadnotjustcreptinonsufferance。

Idon’tsupposeyouunderstandintheleastwhatIamtryingtosay。

ApersonimportantenoughtobeaTrusteecan’tappreciatethefeelingsofapersonunimportantenoughtobeafoundling。

Andnow,Daddy,listentothis。WhomdoyouthinkIamroomingwith?

SallieMcBrideandJuliaRutledgePendleton。It’sthetruth。

Wehaveastudyandthreelittlebedrooms——VOILA!

SallieandIdecidedlastspringthatweshouldliketoroomtogether,andJuliamadeuphermindtostaywithSallie——why,Ican’timagine,fortheyarenotabitalike;butthePendletonsarenaturallyconservativeandinimical(fineword!)tochange。Anyway,hereweare。

ThinkofJerushaAbbott,lateoftheJohnGrierHomeforOrphans,roomingwithaPendleton。Thisisademocraticcountry。

Sallieisrunningforclasspresident,andunlessallsignsfail,sheisgoingtobeelected。Suchanatmosphereofintrigueyoushouldseewhatpoliticiansweare!Oh,Itellyou,Daddy,whenwewomengetourrights,youmenwillhavetolookaliveinordertokeepyours。

ElectioncomesnextSaturday,andwe’regoingtohaveatorchlightprocessionintheevening,nomatterwhowins。

Iambeginningchemistry,amostunusualstudy。I’veneverseenanythinglikeitbefore。MoleculesandAtomsarethematerialemployed,butI’llbeinapositiontodiscussthemmoredefinitelynextmonth。

Iamalsotakingargumentationandlogic。

Alsohistoryofthewholeworld。

AlsoplaysofWilliamShakespeare。

AlsoFrench。

Ifthiskeepsupmanyyearslonger,Ishallbecomequiteintelligent。

IshouldratherhaveelectedeconomicsthanFrench,butI

didn’tdare,becauseIwasafraidthatunlessIre-electedFrench,theProfessorwouldnotletmepass——asitwas,IjustmanagedtosqueezethroughtheJuneexamination。

ButIwillsaythatmyhigh-schoolpreparationwasnotveryadequate。

There’sonegirlintheclasswhochattersawayinFrenchasfastasshedoesinEnglish。Shewentabroadwithherparentswhenshewasachild,andspentthreeyearsinaconventschool。Youcanimaginehowbrightsheiscomparedwiththerestofus——irregularverbsaremereplaythings。IwishmyparentshadchuckedmeintoaFrenchconventwhenIwaslittleinsteadofafoundlingasylum。Ohno,Idon’teither!BecausethenmaybeIshouldneverhaveknownyou。

I’dratherknowyouthanFrench。

Goodbye,Daddy。ImustcallonHarrietMartinnow,and,havingdiscussedthechemicalsituation,casuallydropafewthoughtsonthesubjectofournextpresident。

Yoursinpolitics,J。Abbott17thOctoberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Supposingtheswimmingtankinthegymnasiumwerefilledfulloflemonjelly,couldapersontryingtoswimmanagetokeepontoporwouldhesink?

Wewerehavinglemonjellyfordessertwhenthequestioncameup。

Wediscusseditheatedlyforhalfanhourandit’sstillunsettled。

Salliethinksthatshecouldswiminit,butIamperfectlysurethatthebestswimmerintheworldwouldsink。Wouldn’titbefunnytobedrownedinlemonjelly?

Twootherproblemsareengagingtheattentionofourtable。

1st。Whatshapearetheroomsinanoctagonhouse?

Someofthegirlsinsistthatthey’resquare;

butIthinkthey’dhavetobeshapedlikeapieceofpie。Don’tyou?

2nd。Supposetherewereagreatbighollowspheremadeoflooking-glassandyouweresittinginside。Wherewoulditstopreflectingyourfaceandbeginreflectingyourback?Themoreonethinksaboutthisproblem,themorepuzzlingitbecomes。

Youcanseewithwhatdeepphilosophicalreflectionweengageourleisure!

DidIevertellyouabouttheelection?Ithappenedthreeweeksago,butsofastdowelive,thatthreeweeksisancienthistory。

Salliewaselected,andwehadatorchlightparadewithtransparenciessaying,`McBrideforEver,’andabandconsistingoffourteenpieces(threemouthorgansandelevencombs)。

We’reveryimportantpersonsnowin`258。’JuliaandIcomeinforagreatdealofreflectedglory。It’squiteasocialstraintobelivinginthesamehousewithapresident。

Bonnenuit,cherDaddy。

Acceptezmezcompliments,Tresrespectueux,jesuis,VotreJudy12thNovemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,WebeattheFreshmenatbasketballyesterday。Ofcoursewe’repleased——

butoh,ifwecouldonlybeatthejuniors!I’dbewillingtobeblackandbluealloverandstayinbedaweekinawitch-hazelcompress。

SalliehasinvitedmetospendtheChristmasvacationwithher。

ShelivesinWorcester,Massachusetts。Wasn’titniceofher?

Ishalllovetogo。I’veneverbeeninaprivatefamilyinmylife,exceptatLockWillow,andtheSemplesweregrown-upandoldanddon’tcount。ButtheMcBrideshaveahousefulofchildren(anywaytwoorthree)andamotherandfatherandgrandmother,andanAngoracat。

It’saperfectlycompletefamily!Packingyourtrunkandgoingawayismorefunthanstayingbehind。Iamterriblyexcitedattheprospect。

Seventhhour——Imustruntorehearsal。I’mtobeintheThanksgivingtheatricals。Aprinceinatowerwithavelvettunicandyellowcurls。Isn’tthatalark?

Yours,J。A。

SaturdayDoyouwanttoknowwhatIlooklike?Here’saphotographofallthreethatLeonoraFentontook。

ThelightonewhoislaughingisSallie,andthetallonewithhernoseintheairisJulia,andthelittleonewiththehairblowingacrossherfaceisJudy——sheisreallymorebeautifulthanthat,butthesunwasinhereyes。

`STONEGATE’,WORCESTER,MASS。,31stDecemberDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ImeanttowritetoyoubeforeandthankyouforyourChristmascheque,butlifeintheMcBridehouseholdisveryabsorbing,andIdon’tseemabletofindtwoconsecutiveminutestospendatadesk。

Iboughtanewgown——onethatIdidn’tneed,butjustwanted。

MyChristmaspresentthisyearisfromDaddy-Long-Legs;myfamilyjustsentlove。

I’vebeenhavingthemostbeautifulvacationvisitingSallie。

Shelivesinabigold-fashionedbrickhousewithwhitetrimmingssetbackfromthestreet——exactlythekindofhousethatIusedtolookatsocuriouslywhenIwasintheJohnGrierHome,andwonderwhatitcouldbelikeinside。Ineverexpectedtoseewithmyowneyes——

buthereIam!Everythingissocomfortableandrestfulandhomelike;

Iwalkfromroomtoroomanddrinkinthefurnishings。

Itisthemostperfecthouseforchildrentobebroughtupin;

withshadowynooksforhideandseek,andopenfireplacesforpop-corn,andanattictorompinonrainydaysandslipperybanisterswithacomfortableflatknobatthebottom,andagreatbigsunnykitchen,andanice,fat,sunnycookwhohaslivedinthefamilythirteenyearsandalwayssavesoutapieceofdoughforthechildrentobake。

Justthesightofsuchahousemakesyouwanttobeachildalloveragain。

Andasforfamilies!Ineverdreamedtheycouldbesonice。

Salliehasafatherandmotherandgrandmother,andthesweetestthree-year-oldbabysisterallovercurls,andamedium-sizedbrotherwhoalwaysforgetstowipehisfeet,andabig,good-lookingbrothernamedJimmie,whoisajunioratPrinceton。

Wehavethejolliesttimesatthetable——everybodylaughsandjokesandtalksatonce,andwedon’thavetosaygracebeforehand。

It’sareliefnothavingtothankSomebodyforeverymouthfulyoueat。

(IdaresayI’mblasphemous;butyou’dbe,too,ifyou’dofferedasmuchobligatorythanksasIhave。)

Suchalotofthingswe’vedone——Ican’tbegintotellyouaboutthem。

Mr。McBrideownsafactoryandChristmasevehehadatreefortheemployees’children。Itwasinthelongpacking-roomwhichwasdecoratedwithevergreensandholly。JimmieMcBridewasdressedasSantaClausandSallieandIhelpedhimdistributethepresents。

Dearme,Daddy,butitwasafunnysensation!IfeltasbenevolentasaTrusteeoftheJohnGrierhome。Ikissedonesweet,stickylittleboy——butIdon’tthinkIpattedanyofthemonthehead!

AndtwodaysafterChristmas,theygaveadanceattheirownhouseforME。

ItwasthefirstreallytrueballIeverattended——collegedoesn’tcountwherewedancewithgirls。Ihadanewwhiteeveninggown(yourChristmaspresent——manythanks)andlongwhiteglovesandwhitesatinslippers。Theonlydrawbacktomyperfect,utter,absolutehappinesswasthefactthatMrs。Lippettcouldn’tseemeleadingthecotillionwithJimmieMcBride。

Tellheraboutit,please,thenexttimeyouvisittheJ。G。H。

Yoursever,JudyAbbottPS。Wouldyoubeterriblydispleased,Daddy,ifIdidn’tturnouttobeaGreatAuthorafterall,butjustaPlainGirl?

6。30,SaturdayDearDaddy,Westartedtowalktotowntoday,butmercy!howitpoured。

Ilikewintertobewinterwithsnowinsteadofrain。

Julia’sdesirableunclecalledagainthisafternoon——andbroughtafive-poundboxofchocolates。Thereareadvantages,yousee,aboutroomingwithJulia。

Ourinnocentprattleappearedtoamusehimandhewaitedforalatertraininordertotaketeainthestudy。Wehadanawfullotoftroublegettingpermission。It’shardenoughentertainingfathersandgrandfathers,butunclesareastepworse;andasforbrothersandcousins,theyarenexttoimpossible。Juliahadtoswearthathewasherunclebeforeanotarypublicandthenhavethecountyclerk’scertificateattached。(Don’tIknowalotoflaw?)

AndeventhenIdoubtifwecouldhavehadourteaiftheDeanhadchancedtoseehowyoungishandgood-lookingUncleJervisis。

Anyway,wehadit,withbrownbreadSwisscheesesandwiches。

Hehelpedmakethemandthenatefour。ItoldhimthatIhadspentlastsummeratLockWillow,andwehadabeautifulgossipytimeabouttheSemples,andthehorsesandcowsandchickens。

Allthehorsesthatheusedtoknowaredead,exceptGrover,whowasababycoltatthetimeofhislastvisit——andpoorGrovenowissooldhecanjustlimpaboutthepasture。

Heaskediftheystillkeptdoughnutsinayellowcrockwithablueplateoveritonthebottomshelfofthepantry——andtheydo!

Hewantedtoknowiftherewasstillawoodchuck’sholeunderthepileofrocksinthenightpasture——andthereis!Amasaicaughtabig,fat,greyonetherethissummer,thetwenty-fifthgreat-grandsonoftheoneMasterJerviscaughtwhenhewasalittleboy。

Icalledhim`MasterJervie’tohisface,buthedidn’tappeartobeinsulted。Juliasaysshehasneverseenhimsoamiable;

he’susuallyprettyunapproachable。ButJuliahasn’tabitoftact;

andmen,Ifind,requireagreatdeal。Theypurrifyourubthemtherightwayandspitifyoudon’t。(Thatisn’taveryelegantmetaphor。

Imeanitfiguratively。)

We’rereadingMarieBashkirtseff’sjournal。Isn’titamazing?

Listentothis:`LastnightIwasseizedbyafitofdespairthatfoundutteranceinmoans,andthatfinallydrovemetothrowthedining-roomclockintothesea。’

ItmakesmealmosthopeI’mnotagenius;theymustbeverywearingtohaveabout——andawfullydestructivetothefurniture。

Mercy!howitkeepsPouring。Weshallhavetoswimtochapeltonight。

Yoursever,Judy20thJan。

DearDaddy-Long-Legs,Didyoueverhaveasweetbabygirlwhowasstolenfromthecradleininfancy?

MaybeIamshe!Ifwewereinanovel,thatwouldbethedenouement,wouldn’tit?

It’sreallyawfullyqueernottoknowwhatoneis——sortofexcitingandromantic。Therearesuchalotofpossibilities。

MaybeI’mnotAmerican;lotsofpeoplearen’t。ImaybestraightdescendedfromtheancientRomans,orImaybeaViking’sdaughter,orImaybethechildofaRussianexileandbelongbyrightsinaSiberianprison,ormaybeI’maGipsy——IthinkperhapsIam。

IhaveaveryWANDERINGspirit,thoughIhaven’tasyethadmuchchancetodevelopit。

DoyouknowaboutthatonescandalousblotinmycareerthetimeIranawayfromtheasylumbecausetheypunishedmeforstealingcookies?

It’sdowninthebooksfreeforanyTrusteetoread。Butreally,Daddy,whatcouldyouexpect?Whenyouputahungrylittlenine-yeargirlinthepantryscouringknives,withthecookiejaratherelbow,andgooffandleaveheralone;andthensuddenlypopinagain,wouldn’tyouexpecttofindherabitcrumby?Andthenwhenyoujerkherbytheelbowandboxherears,andmakeherleavethetablewhenthepuddingcomes,andtellalltheotherchildrenthatit’sbecauseshe’sathief,wouldn’tyouexpecthertorunaway?

Ionlyranfourmiles。Theycaughtmeandbroughtmeback;

andeverydayforaweekIwastied,likeanaughtypuppy,toastakeinthebackyardwhiletheotherchildrenwereoutatrecess。

Oh,dear!There’sthechapelbell,andafterchapelIhaveacommitteemeeting。I’msorrybecauseImeanttowriteyouaveryentertainingletterthistime。

AufwiedersehenCherDaddy,Paxtibi!

JudyPS。There’sonethingI’mperfectlysureofI’mnotaChinaman。

4thFebruaryDearDaddy-Long-Legs,JimmieMcBridehassentmeaPrincetonbannerasbigasoneendoftheroom;Iamverygratefultohimforrememberingme,butI

don’tknowwhatonearthtodowithit。SallieandJuliawon’tletmehangitup;ourroomthisyearisfurnishedinred,andyoucanimaginewhataneffectwe’dhaveifIaddedorangeandblack。

Butit’ssuchnice,warm,thickfelt,Ihatetowasteit。

Woulditbeveryimpropertohaveitmadeintoabathrobe?

Myoldoneshrankwhenitwaswashed。

I’veentirelyomittedoflatetellingyouwhatIamlearning,butthoughyoumightnotimagineitfrommyletters,mytimeisexclusivelyoccupiedwithstudy。It’saverybewilderingmattertogeteducatedinfivebranchesatonce。

`Thetestoftruescholarship,’saysChemistryProfessor,`isapainstakingpassionfordetail。’

`Becarefulnottokeepyoureyesgluedtodetail,’saysHistoryProfessor。`Standfarenoughawaytogetaperspectiveofthewhole。’

Youcanseewithwhatnicetywehavetotrimoursailsbetweenchemistryandhistory。Ilikethehistoricalmethodbest。

IfIsaythatWilliamtheConquerorcameoverin1492,andColumbusdiscoveredAmericain1100or1066orwheneveritwas,that’sameredetailthattheProfessoroverlooks。Itgivesafeelingofsecurityandrestfulnesstothehistoryrecitation,thatisentirelylackinginchemistry。

Sixth-hourbell——Imustgotothelaboratoryandlookintoalittlematterofacidsandsaltsandalkalis。I’veburnedaholeasbigasaplateinthefrontofmychemistryapron,withhydrochloricacid。

Ifthetheoryworked,Ioughttobeabletoneutralizethatholewithgoodstrongammonia,oughtn’tI?

Examinationsnextweek,butwho’safraid?

Yoursever,Judy5thMarchDearDaddy-Long-Legs,ThereisaMarchwindblowing,andtheskyisfilledwithheavy,blackmovingclouds。Thecrowsinthepinetreesaremakingsuchaclamour!It’sanintoxicating,exhilarating,CALLINGnoise。

Youwanttocloseyourbooksandbeoffoverthehillstoracewiththewind。

WehadapaperchaselastSaturdayoverfivemilesofsquashy’crosscountry。Thefox(composedofthreegirlsandabushelorsoofconfetti)startedhalfanhourbeforethetwenty-sevenhunters。

Iwasoneofthetwenty-seven;eightdroppedbythewayside;

weendednineteen。Thetrailledoverahill,throughacornfield,andintoaswampwherewehadtoleaplightlyfromhummocktohummock。

ofcoursehalfofuswentinankledeep。Wekeptlosingthetrail,andwewastedtwenty-fiveminutesoverthatswamp。Thenupahillthroughsomewoodsandinatabarnwindow!Thebarndoorswerealllockedandthewindowwasuphighandprettysmall。Idon’tcallthatfair,doyou?

Butwedidn’tgothrough;wecircumnavigatedthebarnandpickedupthetrailwhereitissuedbywayofalowshedroofontothetopofafence。Thefoxthoughthehadusthere,butwefooledhim。

Thenstraightawayovertwomilesofrollingmeadow,andawfullyhardtofollow,fortheconfettiwasgettingsparse。Theruleisthatitmustbeatthemostsixfeetapart,buttheywerethelongestsixfeetIeversaw。Finally,aftertwohoursofsteadytrotting,wetrackedMonsieurFoxintothekitchenofCrystalSpring(that’safarmwherethegirlsgoinbobsleighsandhaywagonsforchickenandwafflesuppers)andwefoundthethreefoxesplacidlyeatingmilkandhoneyandbiscuits。Theyhadn’tthoughtwewouldgetthatfar;

theywereexpectingustostickinthebarnwindow。

Bothsidesinsistthattheywon。Ithinkwedid,don’tyou?

Becausewecaughtthembeforetheygotbacktothecampus。

Anyway,allnineteenofussettledlikelocustsoverthefurnitureandclamouredforhoney。Therewasn’tenoughtogoround,butMrs。

CrystalSpring(that’sourpetnameforher;she’sbyrightsaJohnson)

broughtupajarofstrawberryjamandacanofmaplesyrup——

justmadelastweek——andthreeloavesofbrownbread。

Wedidn’tgetbacktocollegetillhalf-pastsix——halfanhourlatefordinner——andwewentstraightinwithoutdressing,andwithperfectlyunimpairedappetites!Thenweallcuteveningchapel,thestateofourbootsbeingenoughofanexcuse。

Inevertoldyouaboutexaminations。Ipassedeverythingwiththeutmostease——Iknowthesecretnow,andamnevergoingtofailagain。

Ishan’tbeabletograduatewithhonoursthough,becauseofthatbeastlyLatinproseandgeometryFreshmanyear。ButIdon’tcare。

Wot’sthehoddssolongasyou’re’appy?(That’saquotation。

I’vebeenreadingtheEnglishclassics。)

Speakingofclassics,haveyoueverreadHamlet?Ifyouhaven’t,doitrightoff。It’sPERFECTLYCORKING。I’vebeenhearingaboutShakespeareallmylife,butIhadnoideahereallywrotesowell;

Ialwayssuspectedhimofgoinglargelyonhisreputation。

IhaveabeautifulplaythatIinventedalongtimeagowhenIfirstlearnedtoread。IputmyselftosleepeverynightbypretendingI’mtheperson(themostimportantperson)inthebookI’mreadingatthemoment。

AtpresentI’mOphelia——andsuchasensibleOphelia!IkeepHamletamusedallthetime,andpethimandscoldhimandmakehimwrapuphisthroatwhenhehasacold。I’veentirelycuredhimofbeingmelancholy。TheKingandQueenarebothdead——anaccidentatsea;nofuneralnecessary——soHamletandIarerulinginDenmarkwithoutanybother。Wehavethekingdomworkingbeautifully。

Hetakescareofthegoverning,andIlookafterthecharities。

Ihavejustfoundedsomefirst-classorphanasylums。IfyouoranyoftheotherTrusteeswouldliketovisitthem,Ishallbepleasedtoshowyouthrough。Ithinkyoumightfindagreatmanyhelpfulsuggestions。

Iremain,sir,Yoursmostgraciously,OPHELIA,QueenofDenmark。

24thMarch,maybethe25thDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Idon’tbelieveIcanbegoingtoHeaven——Iamgettingsuchalotofgoodthingshere;itwouldn’tbefairtogetthemhereaftertoo。

Listentowhathashappened。

JerushaAbbotthaswontheshort-storycontest(atwenty-fivedollarprize)thattheMonthlyholdseveryyear。Andshe’saSophomore!

ThecontestantsaremostlySeniors。WhenIsawmynameposted,Icouldn’tquitebelieveitwastrue。MaybeIamgoingtobeanauthorafterall。IwishMrs。Lippetthadn’tgivenmesuchasillyname——

itsoundslikeanauthor-ess,doesn’tit?

AlsoIhavebeenchosenforthespringdramatics——AsYouLikeItoutofdoors。IamgoingtobeCelia,owncousintoRosalind。

Andlastly:JuliaandSallieandIaregoingtoNewYorknextFridaytodosomespringshoppingandstayallnightandgotothetheatrethenextdaywith`MasterJervie。’Heinvitedus。Juliaisgoingtostayathomewithherfamily,butSallieandIaregoingtostopattheMarthaWashingtonHotel。Didyoueverhearofanythingsoexciting?I’veneverbeeninahotelinmylife,norinatheatre;

exceptoncewhentheCatholicChurchhadafestivalandinvitedtheorphans,butthatwasn’tarealplayanditdoesn’tcount。

Andwhatdoyouthinkwe’regoingtosee?Hamlet。Thinkofthat!

WestudieditforfourweeksinShakespeareclassandIknowitbyheart。

IamsoexcitedoveralltheseprospectsthatIcanscarcelysleep。

Goodbye,Daddy。

Thisisaveryentertainingworld。

Yoursever,JudyPS。I’vejustlookedatthecalendar。It’sthe28th。

Anotherpostscript。

Isawastreetcarconductortodaywithonebrowneyeandoneblue。

Wouldn’themakeanicevillainforadetectivestory?

7thAprilDearDaddy-Long-Legs,Mercy!Isn’tNewYorkbig?Worcesterisnothingtoit。Doyoumeantotellmethatyouactuallyliveinallthatconfusion?

Idon’tbelievethatIshallrecoverformonthsfromthebewilderingeffectoftwodaysofit。Ican’tbegintotellyoualltheamazingthingsI’veseen;Isupposeyouknow,though,sinceyoulivethereyourself。

Butaren’tthestreetsentertaining?Andthepeople?Andtheshops?

Ineversawsuchlovelythingsasthereareinthewindows。

Itmakesyouwanttodevoteyourlifetowearingclothes。

SallieandJuliaandIwentshoppingtogetherSaturdaymorning。

JuliawentintotheverymostgorgeousplaceIeversaw,whiteandgoldwallsandbluecarpetsandbluesilkcurtainsandgiltchairs。

Aperfectlybeautifulladywithyellowhairandalongblacksilktrailinggowncametomeetuswithawelcomingsmile。Ithoughtwewerepayingasocialcall,andstartedtoshakehands,butitseemswewereonlybuyinghats——atleastJuliawas。Shesatdowninfrontofamirrorandtriedonadozen,eachlovelierthanthelast,andboughtthetwoloveliestofall。

Ican’timagineanyjoyinlifegreaterthansittingdowninfrontofamirrorandbuyinganyhatyouchoosewithouthavingfirsttoconsidertheprice!There’snodoubtaboutit,Daddy;NewYorkwouldrapidlyunderminethisfinestoicalcharacterwhichtheJohnGrierHomesopatientlybuiltup。

Andafterwe’dfinishedourshopping,wemetMasterJervieatSherry’s。Isupposeyou’vebeeninSherry’s?Picturethat,thenpicturethedining-roomoftheJohnGrierHomewithitsoilcloth-coveredtables,andwhitecrockerythatyouCAN’Tbreak,andwooden-handledknivesandforks;andfancythewayIfelt!

Iatemyfishwiththewrongfork,butthewaiterverykindlygavemeanothersothatnobodynoticed。

Andafterluncheonwewenttothetheatre——itwasdazzling,marvellous,unbelievable——Idreamaboutiteverynight。

Isn’tShakespearewonderful?

Hamletissomuchbetteronthestagethanwhenweanalyzeitinclass;

Iappreciateditbefore,butnow,clearme!

Ithink,ifyoudon’tmind,thatI’dratherbeanactressthanawriter。Wouldn’tyoulikemetoleavecollegeandgointoadramaticschool?AndthenI’llsendyouaboxforallmyperformances,andsmileatyouacrossthefootlights。Onlyweararedroseinyourbuttonhole,please,soI’llsurelysmileattherightman。

ItwouldbeanawfullyembarrassingmistakeifIpickedoutthewrongone。

WecamebackSaturdaynightandhadourdinnerinthetrain,atlittletableswithpinklampsandnegrowaiters。Ineverheardofmealsbeingservedintrainsbefore,andIinadvertentlysaidso。

`Whereonearthwereyoubroughtup?’saidJuliatome。

`Inavillage,’saidImeekly,toJulia。

`Butdidn’tyouevertravel?’saidshetome。

`NottillIcametocollege,andthenitwasonlyahundredandsixtymilesandwedidn’teat,’saidItoher。

She’sgettingquiteinterestedinme,becauseIsaysuchfunnythings。

Itryhardnotto,buttheydopopoutwhenI’msurprised——

andI’msurprisedmostofthetime。It’sadizzyingexperience,Daddy,topasseighteenyearsintheJohnGrierHome,andthensuddenlytobeplungedintotheWORLD。

ButI’mgettingacclimated。Idon’tmakesuchawfulmistakesasIdid;

andIdon’tfeeluncomfortableanymorewiththeothergirls。Iusedtosquirmwheneverpeoplelookedatme。Ifeltasthoughtheysawrightthroughmyshamnewclothestothecheckedginghamsunderneath。

ButI’mnotlettingtheginghamsbothermeanymore。Sufficientuntoyesterdayistheevilthereof。

Iforgottotellyouaboutourflowers。MasterJerviegaveuseachabigbunchofvioletsandlilies-of-the-valley。Wasn’tthatsweetofhim?Ineverusedtocaremuchformen——judgingbyTrustees——

butI’mchangingmymind。

Elevenpages——thisisaletter!Havecourage。I’mgoingtostop。

Yoursalways,Judy10thAprilDearMr。Rich-Man,Here’syourchequeforfiftydollars。Thankyouverymuch,butIdonotfeelthatIcankeepit。MyallowanceissufficienttoaffordallofthehatsthatIneed。IamsorrythatIwroteallthatsillystuffaboutthemillineryshop;it’sjustthatI

hadneverseenanythinglikeitbefore。

However,Iwasn’tbegging!AndIwouldrathernotacceptanymorecharitythanIhaveto。

Sincerelyyours,JerushaAbbott11thAprilDearestDaddy,WillyoupleaseforgivemefortheletterIwroteyouyesterday?

AfterIposteditIwassorry,andtriedtogetitback,butthatbeastlymailclerkwouldn’tgiveitbacktome。

It’sthemiddleofthenightnow;I’vebeenawakeforhoursthinkingwhataWormIam——whataThousand-leggedWorm——

andthat’stheworstIcansay!I’veclosedthedoorverysoftlyintothestudysoasnottowakeJuliaandSallie,andamsittingupinbedwritingtoyouonpapertornoutofmyhistorynote-book。

IjustwantedtotellyouthatIamsorryIwassoimpoliteaboutyourcheque。Iknowyoumeantitkindly,andIthinkyou’reanolddeartotakesomuchtroubleforsuchasillythingasahat。

Ioughttohavereturneditverymuchmoregraciously。

Butinanycase,Ihadtoreturnit。It’sdifferentwithmethanwithothergirls。Theycantakethingsnaturallyfrompeople。

Theyhavefathersandbrothersandauntsanduncles;butIcan’tbeonanysuchrelationswithanyone。Iliketopretendthatyoubelongtome,justtoplaywiththeidea,butofcourseIknowyoudon’t。I’malone,really——withmybacktothewallfightingtheworld——

andIgetsortofgaspywhenIthinkaboutit。Iputitoutofmymind,andkeeponpretending;butdon’tyousee,Daddy?Ican’tacceptanymoremoneythanIhaveto,becausesomedayIshallbewantingtopayitback,andevenasgreatanauthorasIintendtobewon’tbeabletofaceaPERFECTLYTREMENDOUSdebt。

I’dloveprettyhatsandthings,butImustn’tmortgagethefuturetopayforthem。

You’llforgiveme,won’tyou,forbeingsorude?IhaveanawfulhabitofwritingimpulsivelywhenIfirstthinkthings,andthenpostingtheletterbeyondrecall。ButifIsometimesseemthoughtlessandungrateful,Inevermeanit。InmyheartIthankyoualwaysforthelifeandfreedomandindependencethatyouhavegivenme。

Mychildhoodwasjustalong,sullenstretchofrevolt,andnowIamsohappyeverymomentofthedaythatIcan’tbelieveit’strue。

Ifeellikeamade-upheroineinastory-book。

It’saquarterpasttwo。I’mgoingtotiptoeouttopostthisoffnow。You’llreceiveitinthenextmailaftertheother;

soyouwon’thaveaverylongtimetothinkbadofme。

Goodnight,Daddy,Iloveyoualways,Judy4thMayDearDaddy-Long-Legs,FieldDaylastSaturday。Itwasaveryspectacularoccasion。

Firstwehadaparadeofalltheclasses,witheverybodydressedinwhitelinen,theSeniorscarryingblueandgoldJapaneseumbrellas,andthejuniorswhiteandyellowbanners。Ourclasshadcrimsonballoons——

veryfetching,especiallyastheywerealwaysgettinglooseandfloatingoff——andtheFreshmenworegreentissue-paperhatswithlongstreamers。Alsowehadabandinblueuniformshiredfromtown。Alsoaboutadozenfunnypeople,likedownsinacircus,tokeepthespectatorsentertainedbetweenevents。

Juliawasdressedasafatcountrymanwithalinendusterandwhiskersandbaggyumbrella。PatsyMoriarty(Patricireally。

Didyoueverhearsuchaname?Mrs。Lippettcouldn’thavedonebetter)

whoistallandthinwasJulia’swifeinaabsurdgreenbonnetoveroneear。Wavesoflaughterfollowedthemthewholelengthofthecourse。Juliaplayedthepartextremelywell。IneverdreamedthataPendletoncoulddisplaysomuchcomedyspirit——

beggingMasterJervie’pardon;Idon’tconsiderhimatruePendletonthough,anmorethanIconsideryouatrueTrustee。

SallieandIweren’tintheparadebecausewewereenteredfortheevents。Andwhatdoyouthink?Webothwon!Atleastinsomething。Wetriedfortherunningbroadjumpandlost;

butSalliewonthepole-vaulting(sevenfeetthreeinches)

andIwonthefifty-yardsprint(eightseconds)。

Iwasprettypantingattheend,butitwasgreatfun,withthewholeclasswavingballoonsandcheeringandyelling:

What’sthematterwithJudyAbbott?

She’sallright。

Who’sallright?

JudyAb-bott!

That,Daddy,istruefame。Thentrottingbacktothedressingtentandbeingrubbeddownwithalcoholandhavingalemontosuck。

Youseewe’reveryprofessional。It’safinethingtowinaneventforyourclass,becausetheclassthatwinsthemostgetstheathleticcupfortheyear。TheSeniorswonitthisyear,withseveneventstotheircredit。Theathleticassociationgaveadinnerinthegymnasiumtoallofthewinners。Wehadfriedsoft-shellcrabs,andchocolateice-creammouldedintheshapeofbasketballs。

IsatuphalfoflastnightreadingJaneEyre。Areyouoldenough,Daddy,toremembersixtyyearsago?And,ifso,didpeopletalkthatway?

ThehaughtyLadyBlanchesaystothefootman,`Stopyourchattering,knave,anddomybidding。’Mr。Rochestertalksaboutthemetalwelkinwhenhemeansthesky;andasforthemadwomanwholaughslikeahyenaandsetsfiretobedcurtainsandtearsupweddingveilsandBITES——it’smelodramaofthepurest,butjustthesame,youreadandreadandread。Ican’tseehowanygirlcouldhavewrittensuchabook,especiallyanygirlwhowasbroughtupinachurchyard。