第2章

Youfanciedyouhadseenthings——butthesealwason。

Whenannoyedatmeal-timesbytheconstantquarrelsofthewhitemenaboutprecedence,heorderedanim-

menseroundtabletobemade,forwhichaspecialhousehadtobebuilt。Thiswasthestation’smess-room。Wherehesatwasthefirstplace——therestwerenowhere。Onefeltthistobehisunalterableconviction。Hewasneithercivilnoruncivil。Hewasquiet。Heallowedhis’boy’

——anoverfedyoungnegrofromthecoast——totreatthewhitemen,underhisveryeyes,withprovokinginsolence。

\"Hebegantospeakassoonashesawme。Ihadbeenverylongontheroad。Hecouldnotwait。Hadtostartwithoutme。Theup-riverstationshadtoberelieved。Therehadbeensomanydelaysalreadythathedidnotknowwhowasdeadandwhowasalive,andhowtheygoton——andsoon,andsoon。Hepaidnoattentiontomyexplanations,and,playingwithastickofsealing-wax,repeatedseveraltimesthatthesituationwas’verygrave,verygrave。’Therewererumorsthataveryimportantstationwasinjeopardy,anditschief,Mr。Kurtz,wasill。Hopeditwasnottrue。Mr。Kurtzwas……Ifeltwearyandirritable。HangKurtz,I

thought。IinterruptedhimbysayingIhadheardofMr。Kurtzonthecoast。’Ah!Sotheytalkofhimdownthere,’hemurmuredtohimself。Thenhebeganagain,assuringmeMr。Kurtzwasthebestagenthehad,anexceptionalman,ofthegreatestimportancetotheCompany;thereforeIcouldunderstandhisanxiety。

Hewas,hesaid,’very,veryuneasy。’Certainlyhefidgetonhischairagooddeal,exclaimed,’Ah,Mr。

Kurtz!’brokethestickofsealing-waxandseemeddumb-

foundedbytheaccident。Nextthinghewantedtoknow’howlongitwouldtaketo’……Iinterruptedhimagain。Beinghungry,youknow,andkeptonmyfeettoo,Iwasgettingsavage。’HowcouldItell,’Isaid。

’Ihadn’tevenseenthewreckyet——somemonths,nodoubt。’Allthistalkseemedtomesofutile。’Somemonths,’hesaid。’Well,letussaythreemonthsbeforewecanmakeastart。Yes。Thatoughttodotheaffair。’

Iflungoutofhishut(helivedallaloneinaclayhutwithasortofveranda)mutteringtomyselfmyopinionofhim。Hewasachatteringidiot。AfterwardsItookitbackwhenitwasborneinuponmestartlinglywithwhatextremenicetyhehadestimatedthetimerequisiteforthe’affair。’

\"Iwenttoworkthenextday,turning,sotospeak,mybackonthatstation。InthatwayonlyitseemedtomeIcouldkeepmyholdontheredeemingfactsoflife。Still,onemustlookaboutsometimes;andthenI

sawthisstation,thesemenstrollingaimlesslyaboutinthesunshineoftheyard。Iaskedmyselfsometimeswhatitallmeant。Theywanderedhereandtherewiththeirabsurdlongstavesintheirhands,likealotoffaithlesspilgrimsbewitchedinsidearottenfence。Theword’ivory’rangintheair,waswhispered,wassighed。Youwouldthinktheywereprayingtoit。Ataintofimbecilerapacityblewthroughitall,likeawhifffromsomecorpse。ByJove!I’veneverseenanythingsounrealinmylife。Andoutside,thesilentwildernesssurround-

ingthisclearedspeckontheearthstruckmeassome-

thinggreatandinvincible,likeevilortruth,waitingpatientlyforthepassingawayofthisfantasticin-

vasion。

\"Oh,thesemonths!Well,nevermind。Variousthingshappened。Oneeveningagrassshedfullofcalico,cottonprints,beads,andIdon’tknowwhatelse,burstintoablazesosuddenlythatyouwouldhavethoughttheearthhadopenedtoletanavengingfireconsumeallthattrash。

Iwassmokingmypipequietlybymydismantledsteamer,andsawthemallcuttingcapersinthelight,withtheirarmsliftedhigh,whenthestoutmanwithmustachescametearingdowntotheriver,atinpailinhishand,assuredmethateverybodywas’behavingsplendidly,splendidly,dippedaboutaquartofwaterandtorebackagain。Inoticedtherewasaholeinthebottomofhispail。

\"Istrolledup。Therewasnohurry。Youseethethinghadgoneofflikeaboxofmatches。Ithadbeenhopelessfromtheveryfirst。Theflamehadleapedhigh,driveneverybodyback,lightedupeverything——andcol-

lapsed。Theshedwasalreadyaheapofembersglowingfiercely。Aniggerwasbeingbeatennearby。Theysaidhehadcausedthefireinsomeway;bethatasitmay,hewasscreechingmosthorribly。Isawhim,lateron,forseveraldays,sittinginabitofshadelookingverysickandtryingtorecoverhimself:afterwardshearoseandwentout——andthewildernesswithoutasoundtookhimintoitsbosomagain。AsIapproachedtheglowfromthedarkIfoundmyselfatthebackoftwomen,talking。IheardthenameofKurtzpronounced,thenthewords,’takeadvantageofthisunfortunateac-

cident。’Oneofthemenwasthemanager。Iwishedhimagoodevening。’Didyoueverseeanythinglikeit——eh?itisincredible,’hesaid,andwalkedoff。Theothermanremained。Hewasafirst-classagent,young,gentlemanly,abitreserved,withaforkedlittlebeardandahookednose。Hewasstand-offishwiththeotheragents,andtheyontheirsidesaidhewasthemanager’sspyuponthem。Astome,Ihadhardlyeverspokentohimbefore。Wegotintotalk,andby-and-bywestrolledawayfromthehissingruins。Thenheaskedmetohisroom,whichwasinthemainbuildingofthestation。

Hestruckamatch,andIperceivedthatthisyoungaristocrathadnotonlyasilver-mounteddressing-casebutalsoawholecandlealltohimself。Justatthattimethemanagerwastheonlymansupposedtohaveanyrighttocandles。Nativematscoveredtheclaywalls;

acollectionofspears,assegais,shields,kniveswashungupintrophies。Thebusinessintrustedtothisfellowwasthemakingofbricks——soIhadbeeninformed;buttherewasn’tafragmentofabrickanywhereinthesta-

tion,andhehadbeentheremorethanayear——waiting。

Itseemshecouldnotmakebrickswithoutsomething,I

don’tknowwhat——strawmaybe。Anyways,itcouldnotbefoundthere,andasitwasnotlikelytobesentfromEurope,itdidnotappearcleartomewhathewaswait-

ingfor。Anactofspecialcreationperhaps。However,theywereallwaiting——allthesixteenortwentypilgrimsofthem——forsomething;anduponmyworditdidnotseemanuncongenialoccupation,fromthewaytheytookit,thoughtheonlythingthatevercametothemwasdisease——asfarasIcouldsee。Theybeguiledthetimebybackbitingandintriguingagainsteachotherinafoolishkindofway。Therewasanairofplottingaboutthatstation,butnothingcameofit,ofcourse。Itwasasunrealaseverythingelse——asthephilanthropicpre-

tenseofthewholeconcern,astheirtalk,astheirgov-

ernment,astheirshowofwork。Theonlyrealfeelingwasadesiretogetappointedtoatrading-postwhereivorywastobehad,sothattheycouldearnpercentages。

Theyintriguedandslanderedandhatedeachotheronlyonthataccount,——butastoeffectuallyliftingalittlefinger——oh,no。Byheavens!thereissomethingafterallintheworldallowingonemantostealahorsewhileanothermustnotlookatahalter。Stealahorsestraightout。Verywell。Hehasdoneit。Perhapshecanride。

Butthereisawayoflookingatahalterthatwouldprovokethemostcharitableofsaintsintoakick。

\"Ihadnoideawhyhewantedtobesociable,butaswechattedinthereitsuddenlyoccurredtomethefel-

lowwastryingtogetatsomething——infact,pumpingme。HealludedconstantlytoEurope,tothepeopleI

wassupposedtoknowthere——puttingleadingquestionsastomyacquaintancesinthesepulchralcity,andsoon。

Hislittleeyesglitteredlikemicadiscs——withcuriosity,——thoughhetriedtokeepupabitofsuperciliousness。

AtfirstIwasastonished,butverysoonIbecameawfullycurioustoseewhathewouldfindoutfromme。Icouldn’tpossiblyimaginewhatIhadinmetomakeitworthhiswhile。Itwasveryprettytoseehowhebaffledhim-

self,forintruthmybodywasfullofchills,andmyheadhadnothinginitbutthatwretchedsteamboatbusi-

ness。Itwasevidenthetookmeforaperfectlyshame-

lessprevaricator。Atlasthegotangry,andtoconcealamovementoffuriousannoyance,heyawned。Irose。

ThenInoticedasmallsketchinoils,onapanel,repre-

sentingawoman,drapedandblindfolded,carryingalightedtorch。Thebackgroundwassomber——almostblack。Themovementofthewomanwasstately,andtheeffectofthetorchlightonthefacewassinister。

\"Itarrestedme,andhestoodbycivilly,holdingahalf-pintchampagnebottle(medicalcomforts)withthecandlestuckinit。TomyquestionhesaidMr。Kurtzhadpaintedthis——inthisverystationmorethanayearago——whilewaitingformeanstogotohistrading-post。

’Tellme,pray,’saidI,’whoisthisMr。Kurtz?’

\"’ThechiefoftheInnerStation,’heansweredinashorttone,lookingaway。’Muchobliged,’Isaid,laugh-

ing。’AndyouarethebrickmakeroftheCentralSta-

tion。Everyoneknowsthat。’Hewassilentforawhile。

’Heisaprodigy,’hesaidatlast。’Heisanemissaryofpity,andscience,andprogress,anddevilknowswhatelse。Wewant,’hebegantodeclaimsuddenly,’fortheguidanceofthecauseintrustedtousbyEurope,sotospeak,higherintelligence,widesympathies,asingle-

nessofpurpose。’’Whosaysthat?’Iasked。’Lotsofthem,’hereplied。’Someevenwritethat;andsoHE

comeshere,aspecialbeing,asyououghttoknow。’’WhyoughtItoknow?’Iinterrupted,reallysurprised。Hepaidnoattention。’Yes。To-dayheischiefofthebeststation,nextyearhewillbeassistant-manager,twoyearsmoreand……butIdaresayyouknowwhathewillbeintwoyears’time。Youareofthenewgang——

thegangofvirtue。Thesamepeoplewhosenthimspeciallyalsorecommendedyou。Oh,don’tsayno。I’vemyowneyestotrust。’Lightdawneduponme。Mydearaunt’sinfluentialacquaintanceswereproducinganunexpectedeffectuponthatyoungman。Inearlyburstintoalaugh。’DoyoureadtheCompany’sconfidentialcorrespondence?’Iasked。Hehadn’tawordtosay。Itwasgreatfun。’WhenMr。Kurtz,’Icontinuedseverely,’isGeneralManager,youwon’thavetheopportunity。’

\"Heblewthecandleoutsuddenly,andwewentout-

side。Themoonhadrisen。Blackfiguresstrolledaboutlistlessly,pouringwaterontheglow,whenceproceededasoundofhissing;steamascendedinthemoonlight,thebeatenniggergroanedsomewhere。’Whatarowthebrutemakes!’saidtheindefatigablemanwiththemus-

taches,appearingnearus。’Servehimright。Trans-

gression——punishment——bang!Pitiless,pitiless。That’stheonlyway。Thiswillpreventallconflagrationsforthefuture。Iwasjusttellingthemanager……’Henoticedmycompanion,andbecamecrestfallenallatonce。

’Notinbedyet,’hesaid,withakindofservilehearti-

ness;’it’ssonatural。Ha!Danger-agitation。’Hevanished。Iwentontotheriver-side,andtheotherfol-

lowedme。Iheardascathingmurmuratmyear,’Heapofmuffs——goto。’Thepilgrimscouldbeseeninknotsgesticulating,discussing。Severalhadstilltheirstavesintheirhands。Iverilybelievetheytookthesestickstobedwiththem。Beyondthefencetheforeststoodupspectrallyinthemoonlight,andthroughthedimstir,throughthefaintsoundsofthatlamentablecourtyard,thesilenceofthelandwenthometoone’sveryheart,——

itsmystery,itsgreatness,theamazingrealityofitscon-

cealedlife。Thehurtniggermoanedfeeblysomewherenearby,andthenfetchedadeepsighthatmadememendmypaceawayfromthere。Ifeltahandintro-

ducingitselfundermyarm。’Mydearsir,’saidthefellow,’Idon’twanttobemisunderstood,andespeciallybyyou,whowillseeMr。KurtzlongbeforeIcanhavethatpleasure。Iwouldn’tlikehimtogetafalseideaofmydisposition……’

\"Ilethimrunon,thispapier-macheMephistopheles,anditseemedtomethatifItriedIcouldpokemyfore-

fingerthroughhim,andwouldfindnothinginsidebutalittleloosedirt,maybe。He,don’tyousee,hadbeenplanningtobeassistant-managerby-and-byunderthepresentman,andIcouldseethatthecomingofthatKurtzhadupsetthembothnotalittle。Hetalkedpre-

cipitately,andIdidnottrytostophim。Ihadmyshouldersagainstthewreckofmysteamer,hauledupontheslopelikeacarcassofsomebigriveranimal。Thesmellofmud,ofprimevalmud,byJove!wasinmynostrils,thehighstillnessofprimevalforestwasbeforemyeyes;therewereshinypatchesontheblackcreek。

Themoonhadspreadovereverythingathinlayerofsilver——overtherankgrass,overthemud,uponthewallofmattedvegetationstandinghigherthanthewallofatemple,overthegreatriverIcouldseethroughasombergapglittering,glittering,asitflowedbroadlybywithoutamurmur。Allthiswasgreat,expectant,mute,whilethemanjabberedabouthimself。Iwon-

deredwhetherthestillnessonthefaceoftheimmensitylookingatustwoweremeantasanappealorasamenace。Whatwerewewhohadstrayedinhere?Couldwehandlethatdumbthing,orwouldithandleus?I

felthowbig,howconfoundedlybig,wasthatthingthatcouldn’ttalk,andperhapswasdeafaswell。Whatwasinthere?Icouldseealittleivorycomingoutfromthere,andIhadheardMr。Kurtzwasinthere。Ihadheardenoughaboutittoo——Godknows!Yetsomehowitdidn’tbringanyimagewithit——nomorethanifI

hadbeentoldanangelorafiendwasinthere。Ibe-

lieveditinthesamewayoneofyoumightbelievethereareinhabitantsintheplanetMars。IknewonceaScotchsailmakerwhowascertain,deadsure,therewerepeopleinMars。Ifyouaskedhimforsomeideahowtheylookedandbehaved,hewouldgetshyandmuttersome-

thingabout’walkingonall-fours。’Ifyouasmuchassmiled,hewould——thoughamanofsixty——offertofightyou。IwouldnothavegonesofarastofightforKurtz,butIwentforhimnearenoughtoalie。YouknowIhate,detest,andcan’tbearalie,notbecauseIamstraighterthantherestofus,butsimplybecauseitappallsme。Thereisataintofdeath,aflavorofmortalityinlies,——whichisexactlywhatIhateanddetestintheworld——whatIwanttoforget。Itmakesmemiserableandsick,likebitingsomethingrottenwoulddo。Temperament,Isuppose。Well,IwentnearenoughtoitbylettingtheyoungfooltherebelieveanythinghelikedtoimagineastomyinfluenceinEurope。I

becameinaninstantasmuchofapretenseastherestofthebewitchedpilgrims。ThissimplybecauseIhadanotionitsomehowwouldbeofhelptothatKurtzwhomatthetimeIdidnotsee——youunderstand。Hewasjustawordforme。Ididnotseethemaninthenameanymorethanyoudo。Doyouseehim?Doyouseethestory?Doyouseeanything?ItseemstomeIamtryingtotellyouadream——makingavainat-

tempt,becausenorelationofadreamcanconveythedream-sensation,thatcomminglingofabsurdity,sur-

prise,andbewildermentinatremorofstrugglingrevolt,thatnotionofbeingcapturedbytheincrediblewhichisoftheveryessenceofdreams……\"

Hewassilentforawhile。

\"……No,itisimpossible;itisimpossibletoconveythelife-sensationofanygivenepochofone’sexistence,——thatwhichmakesitstruth,itsmeaning——itssubtleandpenetratingessence。Itisimpossible。Welive,aswedream——alone……\"

Hepausedagainasifreflecting,thenadded——

\"OfcourseinthisyoufellowsseemorethanIcouldthen。Youseeme,whomyouknow……\"

Ithadbecomesopitchdarkthatwelistenerscouldhardlyseeoneanother。Foralongtimealreadyhe,sittingapart,hadbeennomoretousthanavoice。Therewasnotawordfromanybody。Theothersmighthavebeenasleep,butIwasawake。Ilistened,Ilistenedonthewatchforthesentence,fortheword,thatwouldgivemetheclewtothefaintuneasinessinspiredbythisnarra-

tivethatseemedtoshapeitselfwithouthumanlipsintheheavynight-airoftheriver。

\"……Yes——Ilethimrunon,\"Marlowbeganagain,\"andthinkwhathepleasedaboutthepowersthatwerebehindme。Idid!Andtherewasnothingbehindme!

Therewasnothingbutthatwretched,old,mangledsteamboatIwasleaningagainst,whilehetalkedfluentlyabout’thenecessityforeverymantogeton。’’Andwhenonecomesouthere,youconceive,itisnottogazeatthemoon。’Mr。Kurtzwasa’universalgenius,’butevenageniuswouldfinditeasiertoworkwith’adequatetools——intelligentmen。’Hedidnotmakebricks——why,therewasaphysicalimpossibilityintheway——asIwaswellaware;andifhedidsecretarialworkfortheman-

ager,itwasbecause’nosensiblemanrejectswantonlytheconfidenceofhissuperiors。’DidIseeit?Isawit。

WhatmoredidIwant?WhatIreallywantedwasrivets,byheaven!Rivets。Togetonwiththework——tostopthehole。RivetsIwanted。Therewerecasesofthemdownatthecoast——cases——piledup——burst——split!

Youkickedalooserivetateverysecondstepinthatstationyardonthehillside。Rivetshadrolledintothegroveofdeath。Youcouldfillyourpocketswithrivetsforthetroubleofstoopingdown——andtherewasn’tonerivettobefoundwhereitwaswanted。Wehadplatesthatwoulddo,butnothingtofastenthemwith。Andeveryweekthemessenger,alonenegro,letter-bagonshoulderandstaffinhand,leftourstationforthecoast。

Andseveraltimesaweekacoastcaravancameinwithtradegoods,——ghastlyglazedcalicothatmadeyoushudderonlytolookatit,glassbeadsvalueaboutapennyaquart,confoundedspottedcottonhandkerchiefs。

Andnorivets。Threecarrierscouldhavebroughtallthatwaswantedtosetthatsteamboatafloat。

\"Hewasbecomingconfidentialnow,butIfancymyunresponsiveattitudemusthaveexasperatedhimatlast,forhejudgeditnecessarytoinformmehefearedneitherGodnordevil,letaloneanymereman。IsaidIcouldseethatverywell,butwhatIwantedwasacertainquantityofrivets——andrivetswerewhatreallyMr。

Kurtzwanted,ifhehadonlyknownit。Nowletterswenttothecoasteveryweek……’Mydearsir,’hecried,’Iwritefromdictation。’Idemandedrivets。Therewasaway——foranintelligentman。Hechangedhismanner;becameverycold,andsuddenlybegantotalkaboutahippopotamus;wonderedwhethersleepingonboardthesteamer(Istucktomysalvagenightandday)Iwasn’tdisturbed。Therewasanoldhippothathadthebadhabitofgettingoutonthebankandroam-

ingatnightoverthestationgrounds。Thepilgrimsusedtoturnoutinabodyandemptyeveryrifletheycouldlayhandsonathim。Someevenhadsatupo’

nightsforhim。Allthisenergywaswasted,though。

’Thatanimalhasacharmedlife,’hesaid;’butyoucansaythisonlyofbrutesinthiscountry。Noman——youapprehendme?——nomanherebearsacharmedlife。’Hestoodthereforamomentinthemoonlightwithhisdeli-

catehookednosesetalittleaskew,andhismicaeyesglitteringwithoutawink,then,withacurtGoodnight,hestrodeoff。Icouldseehewasdisturbedandconsid-

erablypuzzled,whichmademefeelmorehopefulthanIhadbeenfordays。Itwasagreatcomforttoturnfromthatchaptomyinfluentialfriend,thebattered,twisted,ruined,tin-potsteamboat。Iclamberedonboard。SherangundermyfeetlikeanemptyHuntley&Palmerbiscuit-tinkickedalongagutter;shewasnothingsosolidinmake,andratherlessprettyinshape,butIhadexpendedenoughhardworkonhertomakemeloveher。Noinfluentialfriendwouldhaveservedmebetter。Shehadgivenmeachancetocomeoutabit——tofindoutwhatIcoulddo。No,Idon’tlikework。

Ihadratherlazeaboutandthinkofallthefinethingsthatcanbedone。Idon’tlikework——nomandoes——butIlikewhatisinthework,——thechancetofindyourself。Yourownreality——foryourself,notforothers——whatnoothermancaneverknow。Theycanonlyseethemereshow,andnevercantellwhatitreallymeans。

\"Iwasnotsurprisedtoseesomebodysittingaft,onthedeck,withhislegsdanglingoverthemud。YouseeIratherchummedwiththefewmechanicstherewereinthatstation,whomtheotherpilgrimsnaturallydespised——onaccountoftheirimperfectmanners,Isuppose。

Thiswastheforeman——aboiler-makerbytrade——agoodworker。Hewasalank,bony,yellow-facedman,withbigintenseeyes。Hisaspectwasworried,andhisheadwasasbaldasthepalmofmyhand;buthishairinfallingseemedtohavestucktohischin,andhadpros-

peredinthenewlocality,forhisbeardhungdowntohiswaist。Hewasawidowerwithsixyoungchildren(hehadlefttheminchargeofasisterofhistocomeoutthere),andthepassionofhislifewaspigeon-flying。

Hewasanenthusiastandaconnoisseur。Hewouldraveaboutpigeons。Afterworkhoursheusedsometimestocomeoverfromhishutforatalkabouthischildrenandhispigeons;atwork,whenhehadtocrawlinthemudunderthebottomofthesteamboat,hewouldtieupthatbeardofhisinakindofwhiteserviettehebroughtforthepurpose。Ithadloopstogooverhisears。Intheeveninghecouldbeseensquattedonthebankrinsingthatwrapperinthecreekwithgreatcare,thenspreadingitsolemnlyonabushtodry。

\"Islappedhimonthebackandshouted’Weshallhaverivets!’Hescrambledtohisfeetexclaiming’No!

Rivets!’asthoughhecouldn’tbelievehisears。Theninalowvoice,’You……eh?’Idon’tknowwhywebehavedlikelunatics。Iputmyfingertothesideofmynoseandnoddedmysteriously。’Goodforyou!’hecried,snappedhisfingersabovehishead,liftingonefoot。Itriedajig。Wecaperedontheirondeck。

A

frightfulclattercameoutofthathulk,andthevirginforestontheotherbankofthecreeksentitbackinathunderingrolluponthesleepingstation。Itmusthavemadesomeofthepilgrimssitupintheirhovels。A

darkfigureobscuredthelighteddoorwayoftheman-

ager’shut,vanished,then,asecondorsoafter,thedoorwayitselfvanishedtoo。Westopped,andthesilencedrivenawaybythestampingofourfeetflowedbackagainfromtherecessesoftheland。Thegreatwallofvegetation,anexuberantandentangledmassoftrunks,branches,leaves,boughs,festoons,motionlessinthemoonlight,waslikeariotinginvasionofsoundlesslife,arollingwaveofplants,piledup,crested,readytotoppleoverthecreek,tosweepeverylittlemanofusoutofhislittleexistence。Anditmovednot。Adead-

enedburstofmightysplashesandsnortsreachedusfromafar,asthoughanichthyosaurushadbeentakingabathofglitterinthegreatriver。’Afterall,’saidtheboiler-makerinareasonabletone,’whyshouldn’twegettherivets?’Whynot,indeed!Ididnotknowofanyreasonwhyweshouldn’t。’They’llcomeinthreeweeks,’

Isaidconfidently。

\"Buttheydidn’t。Insteadofrivetstherecameaninvasion,aninfliction,avisitation。Itcameinsectionsduringthenextthreeweeks,eachsectionheadedbyadonkeycarryingawhitemaninnewclothesandtanshoes,bowingfromthatelevationrightandlefttotheimpressedpilgrims。Aquarrelsomebandoffootsoresulkyniggerstrodontheheelsofthedonkeys;alotoftents,camp-stools,tinboxes,whitecases,brownbaleswouldbeshotdowninthecourtyard,andtheairofmysterywoulddeepenalittleoverthemuddleofthestation。Fivesuchinstallmentscame,withtheirabsurdairofdisorderlyflightwiththelootofinnumerableout-

fitshopsandprovisionstores,that,onewouldthink,theywerelugging,afteraraid,intothewildernessforequit-

abledivision。Itwasaninextricablemessofthingsdecentinthemselvesbutthathumanfollymadelooklikethespoilsofthieving。

\"thisdevotedbandcalleditselftheEldoradoEx-

ploringExpedition,andIbelievetheyweresworntosecrecy。Theirtalk,however,wasthetalkofsordidbuccaneers:itwasrecklesswithouthardihood,greedywithoutaudacity,andcruelwithoutcourage;therewasnotanatomofforesightorofseriousintentioninthewholebatchofthem,andtheydidnotseemawarethesethingsarewantedfortheworkoftheworld。Toteartreasureoutofthebowelsofthelandwastheirdesire,withnomoremoralpurposeatthebackofitthanthereisinburglarsbreakingintoasafe。Whopaidtheex-

pensesofthenobleenterpriseIdon’tknow;buttheuncleofourmanagerwasleaderofthatlot。

\"Inexteriorheresembledabutcherinapoorneigh-

borhood,andhiseyeshadalookofsleepycunning。Hecarriedhisfatpaunchwithostentationonhisshortlegs,andduringthetimehisganginfestedthestationspoketonoonebuthisnephew。Youcouldseethesetworoam-

ingaboutalldaylongwiththeirheadsclosetogetherinaneverlastingconfab。

\"Ihadgivenupworryingmyselfabouttherivets。

One’scapacityforthatkindoffollyismorelimitedthanyouwouldsuppose。IsaidHang!——andletthingsslide。Ihadplentyoftimeformeditation,andnowandthenIwouldgivesomethoughttoKurtz。Iwasn’tveryinterestedinhim。No。Still,Iwascurioustoseewhetherthisman,whohadcomeoutequippedwithmoralideasofsomesort,wouldclimbtothetopafterall,andhowhewouldsetabouthisworkwhenthere。\"

part2

PartTwo\"OneeveningasIwaslyingflatonthedeckofmysteamboat,Iheardvoicesapproaching——andtherewerethenephewandtheunclestrollingalongthebank。I

laidmyheadonmyarmagain,andhadnearlylostmyselfinadoze,whensomebodysaidinmyear,asitwere:’Iamasharmlessasalittlechild,butIdon’tliketobedictatedto。AmIthemanager——oramInot?I

wasorderedtosendhimthere。It’sincredible。’……

Ibecameawarethatthetwowerestandingontheshorealongsidetheforepartofthesteamboat,justbelowmyhead。Ididnotmove;itdidnotoccurtometomove:I

wassleepy。’ItISunpleasant,’gruntedtheuncle。’HehasaskedtheAdministrationtobesentthere,’saidtheother,’withtheideaofshowingwhathecoulddo;andIwasinstructedaccordingly。Lookattheinfluencethatmanmusthave。Isitnotfrightful?’Theybothagreeditwasfrightful,thenmadeseveralbizarreremarks:

’Makerainandfineweather——oneman——theCouncil——

bythenose’——bitsofabsurdsentencesthatgotthebetterofmydrowsiness,sothatIhadprettynearthewholeofmywitsaboutmewhentheunclesaid,’Theclimatemaydoawaywiththisdifficultyforyou。Ishealonethere?’’Yes,’answeredthemanager;’hesenthisassistantdowntheriverwithanotetomeintheseterms:\"Clearthispoordeviloutofthecountry,anddon’tbothersendingmoreofthatsort。Ihadratherbealonethanhavethekindofmenyoucandisposeofwithme。\"Itwasmorethanayearago。Canyouimaginesuchimpudence!’’Anythingsincethen?’

askedtheother,hoarsely。’Ivory,’jerkedthenephew;

’lotsofit——primesort——lots——mostannoying,fromhim。’’Andwiththat?’questionedtheheavyrumble。

’Invoice,’wasthereplyfiredout,sotospeak。Thensilence。TheyhadbeentalkingaboutKurtz。

\"Iwasbroadawakebythistime,but,lyingperfectlyatease,remainedstill,havingnoinducementtochangemyposition。’Howdidthativorycomeallthisway?’

growledtheelderman,whoseemedveryvexed。TheotherexplainedthatithadcomewithafleetofcanoesinchargeofanEnglishhalf-casteclerkKurtzhadwithhim;thatKurtzhadapparentlyintendedtoreturnhim-

self,thestationbeingbythattimebareofgoodsandstores,butaftercomingthreehundredmiles,hadsud-

denlydecidedtogoback,whichhestartedtodoaloneinasmalldug-outwithfourpaddlers,leavingthehalf-

castetocontinuedowntheriverwiththeivory。Thetwofellowsthereseemedastoundedatanybodyattemptingsuchathing。Theywereatalossforanadequatemo-

tive。Astome,IseemedtoseeKurtzforthefirsttime。

Itwasadistinctglimpse:thedug-out,fourpaddlingsavages,andthelonewhitemanturninghisbacksud-

denlyontheheadquarters,onrelief,onthoughtsofhome——perhaps;settinghisfacetowardsthedepthsofthewilderness,towardshisemptyanddesolatestation。

Ididnotknowthemotive。Perhapshewasjustsimplyafinefellowwhostucktohisworkforitsownsake。Hisname,youunderstand,hadnotbeenpronouncedonce。

Hewas’thatman。’Thehalf-caste,who,asfarasI

couldsee,hadconductedadifficulttripwithgreatpru-

denceandpluck,wasinvariablyalludedtoas’thatscoundrel。’The’scoundrel’hadreportedthatthe’man’hadbeenveryill——hadrecoveredimperfectly……Thetwobelowmemovedawaythenafewpaces,andstrolledbackandforthatsomelittledistance。I

heard:’Militarypost——doctor——twohundredmiles——

quitealonenow——unavoidabledelays——ninemonths——nonews——strangerumors。’Theyapproachedagain,justasthemanagerwassaying,’Noone,asfarasIknow,unlessaspeciesofwanderingtrader——apestilentialfel-

low,snappingivoryfromthenatives。’Whowasittheyweretalkingaboutnow?IgatheredinsnatchesthatthiswassomemansupposedtobeinKurtz’sdistrict,andofwhomthemanagerdidnotapprove。’Wewillnotbefreefromunfaircompetitiontilloneofthesefellowsishangedforanexample,’hesaid。’Certainly,’gruntedtheother;’gethimhanged!Whynot?Anything——

anythingcanbedoneinthiscountry。That’swhatI

say;nobodyhere,youunderstand,HERE,canendangeryourposition。Andwhy?Youstandtheclimate——yououtlastthemall。ThedangerisinEurope;buttherebeforeIleftItookcareto——’Theymovedoffandwhispered,thentheirvoicesroseagain。’Theextraor-

dinaryseriesofdelaysisnotmyfault。Ididmypossible。’Thefatmansighed,’Verysad。’’Andthepestiferousabsurdityofhistalk,’continuedtheother;

’hebotheredmeenoughwhenhewashere。\"Eachstationshouldbelikeabeaconontheroadtowardsbetterthings,acenterfortradeofcourse,butalsoforhuman-

izing,improving,instructing。\"Conceiveyou——thatass!

Andhewantstobemanager!No,it’s——’Herehegotchokedbyexcessiveindignation,andIliftedmyheadtheleastbit。Iwassurprisedtoseehowneartheywere——rightunderme。Icouldhavespatupontheirhats。Theywerelookingontheground,absorbedinthought。Themanagerwasswitchinghislegwithaslendertwig:hissagaciousrelativeliftedhishead。’Youhavebeenwellsinceyoucameoutthistime?’heasked。

Theothergaveastart。’Who?I?Oh!Likeacharm——likeacharm。Buttherest——oh,mygoodness!Allsick。Theydiesoquick,too,thatIhaven’tthetimetosendthemoutofthecountry——it’sincredible!’’H’m。

Justso,’gruntedtheuncle。’Ah!myboy,trusttothis——Isay,trusttothis。’Isawhimextendhisshortflipperofanarmforagesturethattookintheforest,thecreek,themud,theriver,——seemedtobeckonwithadis-

honoringflourishbeforethesunlitfaceofthelandatreacherousappealtothelurkingdeath,tothehiddenevil,totheprofounddarknessofitsheart。ItwassostartlingthatIleapedtomyfeetandlookedbackattheedgeoftheforest,asthoughIhadexpectedananswerofsomesorttothatblackdisplayofconfidence。

Youknowthefoolishnotionsthatcometoonesome-

times。Thehighstillnessconfrontedthesetwofigureswithitsominouspatience,waitingforthepassingawayofafantasticinvasion。

\"Theysworealoudtogether——outofsheerfright,I

believe——thenpretendingnottoknowanythingofmyexistence,turnedbacktothestation。Thesunwaslow;

andleaningforwardsidebyside,theyseemedtobetuggingpainfullyuphilltheirtworidiculousshadowsofunequallength,thattrailedbehindthemslowlyoverthetallgrasswithoutbendingasingleblade。

\"InafewdaystheEldoradoExpeditionwentintothepatientwilderness,thatcloseduponitastheseaclosesoveradiver。Longafterwardsthenewscamethatallthedonkeysweredead。Iknownothingastothefateofthelessvaluableanimals。They,nodoubt,liketherestofus,foundwhattheydeserved。Ididnotinquire。I

wasthenratherexcitedattheprospectofmeetingKurtzverysoon。WhenIsayverysoonImeanitcompara-

tively。ItwasjusttwomonthsfromthedayweleftthecreekwhenwecametothebankbelowKurtz’ssta-

tion。

\"Goingupthatriverwasliketravelingbacktotheearliestbeginningsoftheworld,whenvegetationriotedontheearthandthebigtreeswerekings。Anemptystream,agreatsilence,animpenetrableforest。Theairwaswarm,thick,heavy,sluggish。Therewasnojoyinthebrillianceofsunshine。Thelongstretchesofthewaterwayranon,deserted,intothegloomofover-

shadoweddistances。Onsilverysandbankshipposandalligatorssunnedthemselvessidebyside。Thebroaden-

ingwatersflowedthroughamobofwoodedislands;youlostyourwayonthatriverasyouwouldinadesert,andbuttedalldaylongagainstshoals,tryingtofindthechannel,tillyouthoughtyourselfbewitchedandcutoffforeverfromeverythingyouhadknownonce——somewhere——faraway——inanotherexistenceperhaps。Thereweremomentswhenone’spastcamebacktoone,asitwillsometimeswhenyouhavenotamomenttosparetoyourself;butitcameintheshapeofanunrestfulandnoisydream,rememberedwithwonderamongsttheoverwhelmingrealitiesofthisstrangeworldofplants,andwater,andsilence。Andthisstillnessoflifedidnotintheleastresembleapeace。Itwasthestillnessofanimplacableforcebroodingoveraninscrutableinten-

tion。Itlookedatyouwithavengefulaspect。Igotusedtoitafterwards;Ididnotseeitanymore;Ihadnotime。Ihadtokeepguessingatthechannel;Ihadtodiscern,mostlybyinspiration,thesignsofhiddenbanks;Iwatchedforsunkenstones;Iwaslearningtoclapmyteethsmartlybeforemyheartflewout,whenIshavedbyaflukesomeinfernalslyoldsnagthatwouldhaverippedthelifeoutofthetin-potsteamboatanddrownedallthepilgrims;Ihadtokeepalook-outforthesignsofdeadwoodwecouldcutupinthenightfornextday’ssteaming。Whenyouhavetoattendtothingsofthatsort,tothemereincidentsofthesur-

face,thereality——thereality,Itellyou——fades。Theinnertruthishidden——luckily,luckily。ButIfeltitallthesame;Ifeltoftenitsmysteriousstillnesswatchingmeatmymonkeytricks,justasitwatchesyoufellowsperformingonyourrespectivetight-ropesfor——whatisit?half-a-crownatumble——\"

\"Trytobecivil,Marlow,\"growledavoice,andI

knewtherewasatleastonelistenerawakebesidesmy-

self。

\"Ibegyourpardon。Iforgottheheartachewhichmakesuptherestoftheprice。Andindeedwhatdoesthepricematter,ifthetrickbewelldone?Youdoyourtricksverywell。AndIdidn’tdobadlyeither,sinceImanagednottosinkthatsteamboatonmyfirsttrip。It’sawondertomeyet。Imagineablindfoldedmansettodriveavanoverabadroad。Isweatedandshiveredoverthatbusinessconsiderably,Icantellyou。

Afterall,foraseaman,toscrapethebottomofthethingthat’ssupposedtofloatallthetimeunderhiscareistheunpardonablesin。Noonemayknowofit,butyouneverforgetthethump——eh?Ablowontheveryheart。

Yourememberit,youdreamofit,youwakeupatnightandthinkofit——yearsafter——andgohotandcoldallover。Idon’tpretendtosaythatsteamboatfloatedallthetime。Morethanonceshehadtowadeforabit,withtwentycannibalssplashingaroundandpushing。

Wehadenlistedsomeofthesechapsonthewayforacrew。Finefellows——cannibals——intheirplace。Theyweremenonecouldworkwith,andIamgratefultothem。And,afterall,theydidnoteachotherbeforemyface:theyhadbroughtalongaprovisionofhippo-

meatwhichwentrotten,andmadethemysteryofthewildernessstinkinmynostrils。Phoo!Icansniffitnow。Ihadthemanageronboardandthreeorfourpilgrimswiththeirstaves——allcomplete。Sometimeswecameuponastationclosebythebank,clingingtotheskirtsoftheunknown,andthewhitemenrushingoutofatumble-downhovel,withgreatgesturesofjoyandsurpriseandwelcome,seemedverystrange,——hadtheap-

pearanceofbeingheldtherecaptivebyaspell。Thewordivorywouldringintheairforawhile——andonwewentagainintothesilence,alongemptyreaches,roundthestillbends,betweenthehighwallsofourwindingway,reverberatinginhollowclapstheponderousbeatofthestern-wheel。Trees,trees,millionsoftrees,massive,immense,runninguphigh;andattheirfoot,huggingthebankagainstthestream,creptthelittlebegrimedsteamboat,likeasluggishbeetlecrawlingonthefloorofaloftyportico。Itmadeyoufeelverysmall,verylost,andyetitwasnotaltogetherdepressingthatfeel-

ing。Afterall,ifyouweresmall,thegrimybeetlecrawledon——whichwasjustwhatyouwantedittodo。

WherethepilgrimsimagineditcrawledtoIdon’tknow。

Tosomeplacewheretheyexpectedtogetsomething,I

bet!FormeitcrawledtowardKurtz——exclusively;butwhenthesteam-pipesstartedleakingwecrawledveryslow。Thereachesopenedbeforeusandclosedbehind,asiftheforesthadsteppedleisurelyacrossthewatertobarthewayforourreturn。Wepenetrateddeeperanddeeperintotheheartofdarkness。Itwasveryquietthere。Atnightsometimestherollofdrumsbehindthecurtainoftreeswouldrunuptheriverandremainsustainedfaintly,asifhoveringintheairhighoverourheads,tillthefirstbreakofday。Whetheritmeantwar,peace,orprayerwecouldnottell。Thedawnswereheraldedbythedescentofachillstillness;thewood-

cuttersslept,theirfiresburnedlow;thesnappingofatwigwouldmakeyoustart。Wewerewanderersonaprehistoricearth,onanearththatworetheaspectofanunknownplanet。Wecouldhavefanciedourselvesthefirstofmentakingpossessionofanaccursedin-

heritance,tobesubduedatthecostofprofoundanguishandofexcessivetoil。Butsuddenly,aswestruggledroundabend,therewouldbeaglimpseofrushwalls,ofpeakedgrass-roofs,aburstofyells,awhirlofblacklimbs,amassofhandsclapping,offeetstamping,ofbodiesswaying,ofeyesrolling,underthedroopofheavyandmotionlessfoliage。Thesteamertoiledalongslowlyontheedgeofablackandincomprehensiblefrenzy。Theprehistoricmanwascursingus,prayingtous,wel-

comingus——whocouldtell?Wewerecutofffromthecomprehensionofoursurroundings;weglidedpastlikephantoms,wonderingandsecretlyappalled,assanemenwouldbebeforeanenthusiasticoutbreakinamadhouse。

Wecouldnotunderstand,becauseweweretoofarandcouldnotremember,becauseweweretravelinginthenightoffirstages,ofthoseagesthataregone,leavinghardlyasign——andnomemories。

\"Theearthseemedunearthly。Weareaccustomedtolookupontheshackledformofaconqueredmonster,butthere——thereyoucouldlookatathingmonstrousandfree。Itwasunearthly,andthemenwere——No,theywerenotinhuman。Well,youknow,thatwastheworstofit——thissuspicionoftheirnotbeinginhuman。Itwouldcomeslowlytoone。Theyhowled,andleaped,andspun,andmadehorridfaces;butwhatthrilledyouwasjustthethoughtoftheirhumanity——likeyours——thethoughtofyourremotekinshipwiththiswildandpas-

sionateuproar。Ugly。Yes,itwasuglyenough;butifyouweremanenoughyouwouldadmittoyourselfthattherewasinyoujustthefaintesttraceofare-

sponsetotheterriblefranknessofthatnoise,adimsuspicionoftherebeingameaninginitwhichyou——

yousoremotefromthenightoffirstages——couldcom-

prehend。Andwhynot?Themindofmaniscapableofanything——becauseeverythingisinit,allthepastaswellasallthefuture。Whatwasthereafterall?

Joy,fear,sorrow,devotion,valor,rage——whocantell?

——buttruth——truthstrippedofitscloakoftime。Letthefoolgapeandshudder——themanknows,andcanlookonwithoutawink。Buthemustatleastbeasmuchofamanastheseontheshore。Hemustmeetthattruthwithhisowntruestuff——withhisowninbornstrength。Principles?Principleswon’tdo。Acquisi-

tions,clothes,prettyrags——ragsthatwouldflyoffatthefirstgoodshake。No;youwantadeliberatebelief。

Anappealtomeinthisfiendishrow——isthere?Verywell;Ihear;Iadmit,butIhaveavoicetoo,andforgoodorevilmineisthespeechthatcannotbesilenced。

Ofcourse,afool,whatwithsheerfrightandfinesenti-

ments,isalwayssafe。Who’sthatgrunting?YouwonderIdidn’tgoashoreforahowlandadance?Well,no——Ididn’t。Finesentiments,yousay?Finesenti-

ments,behanged!Ihadnotime。Ihadtomessaboutwithwhite-leadandstripsofwoolenblankethelpingtoputbandagesonthoseleakysteam-pipes——Itellyou。

Ihadtowatchthesteering,andcircumventthosesnags,andgetthetin-potalongbyhookorbycrook。Therewassurface-truthenoughinthesethingstosaveawiserman。AndbetweenwhilesIhadtolookafterthesavagewhowasfireman。Hewasanimprovedspecimen;hecouldfireupaverticalboiler。Hewastherebelowme,and,uponmyword,tolookathimwasasedifyingasseeingadoginaparodyofbreechesandafeatherhat,walkingonhishind-legs。Afewmonthsoftraininghaddoneforthatreallyfinechap。Hesquintedatthesteam-gaugeandatthewater-gaugewithanevidenteffortofintrepidity——andhehadfiledteethtoo,thepoordevil,andthewoolofhispateshavedintoqueerpatterns,andthreeornamentalscarsoneachofhischeeks。Heoughttohavebeenclappinghishandsandstampinghisfeetonthebank,insteadofwhichhewashardatwork,athralltostrangewitchcraft,fullofimprovingknowledge。Hewasusefulbecausehehadbeeninstructed;andwhatheknewwasthis——thatshouldthewaterinthattransparentthingdisappear,theevilspiritinsidetheboilerwouldgetangrythroughthegreatnessofhisthirst,andtakeaterriblevengeance。

Sohesweatedandfiredupandwatchedtheglassfear-

fully(withanimpromptucharm,madeofrags,tiedtohisarm,andapieceofpolishedbone,asbigasawatch,stuckflatwaysthroughhislowerlip),whilethewoodedbanksslippedpastusslowly,theshortnoisewasleftbehind,theinterminablemilesofsilence——andwecrepton,towardsKurtz。Butthesnagswerethick,thewaterwastreacherousandshallow,theboilerseemedindeedtohaveasulkydevilinit,andthusneitherthatfire-

mannorIhadanytimetopeerintoourcreepythoughts。

\"SomefiftymilesbelowtheInnerStationwecameuponahutofreeds,aninclinedandmelancholypole,withtheunrecognizabletattersofwhathadbeenaflagofsomesortflyingfromit,andaneatlystackedwood-

pile。Thiswasunexpected。Wecametothebank,andonthestackoffirewoodfoundaflatpieceofboardwithsomefadedpencil-writingonit。Whendeciphereditsaid:’Woodforyou。Hurryup。Approachcautiously。’

Therewasasignature,butitwasillegible——notKurtz——amuchlongerword。Hurryup。Where?Uptheriver?’Approachcautiously。’Wehadnotdoneso。

Butthewarningcouldnothavebeenmeantfortheplacewhereitcouldbeonlyfoundafterapproach。Some-

thingwaswrongabove。Butwhat——andhowmuch?

Thatwasthequestion。Wecommentedadverselyupontheimbecilityofthattelegraphicstyle。Thebusharoundsaidnothing,andwouldnotletuslookveryfar,either。

Atorncurtainofredtwillhunginthedoorwayofthehut,andflappedsadlyinourfaces。Thedwellingwasdismantled;butwecouldseeawhitemanhadlivedtherenotverylongago。Thereremainedarudetable——aplankontwoposts;aheapofrubbishreposedinadarkcorner,andbythedoorIpickedupabook。Ithadlostitscovers,andthepageshadbeenthumbedintoastateofextremelydirtysoftness;butthebackhadbeenlovinglystitchedafreshwithwhitecottonthread,whichlookedcleanyet。Itwasanextraordinaryfind。Itstitlewas,’AnInquiryintosomePointsofSeamanship,’byamanTower,Towson——somesuchname——MasterinhisMajesty’sNavy。Thematterlookeddrearyreadingenough,withillustrativediagramsandrepulsivetablesoffigures,andthecopywassixtyyearsold。Ihandledthisamazingantiquitywiththegreatestpossibletenderness,lestitshoulddissolveinmyhands。Within,TowsonorTowserwasinquiringearnestlyintothebreakingstrainofships’chainsandtackle,andothersuchmatters。Notaveryenthrallingbook;butatthefirstglanceyoucouldseethereasinglenessofintention,anhonestcon-

cernfortherightwayofgoingtowork,whichmadethesehumblepages,thoughtoutsomanyyearsago,luminouswithanotherthanaprofessionallight。Thesimpleoldsailor,withhistalkofchainsandpurchases,mademeforgetthejungleandthepilgrimsinadelicioussensationofhavingcomeuponsomethingunmistakablyreal。Suchabookbeingtherewaswonderfulenough;

butstillmoreastoundingwerethenotespenciledinthemargin,andplainlyreferringtothetext。Icouldn’tbelievemyeyes!Theywereincipher!Yes,itlookedlikecipher。Fancyamanluggingwithhimabookofthatdescriptionintothisnowhereandstudyingit——

andmakingnotes——incipheratthat!Itwasanex-

travagantmystery。

\"Ihadbeendimlyawareforsometimeofaworryingnoise,andwhenIliftedmyeyesIsawthewood-pilewasgone,andthemanager,aidedbyallthepilgrims,wasshoutingatmefromtheriver-side。Islippedthebookintomypocket。Iassureyoutoleaveoffreadingwasliketearingmyselfawayfromtheshelterofanoldandsolidfriendship。

\"Istartedthelameengineahead。’Itmustbethismiserabletrader——thisintruder,’exclaimedthemanager,lookingbackmalevolentlyattheplacewehadleft。’HemustbeEnglish,’Isaid。’Itwillnotsavehimfromgettingintotroubleifheisnotcareful,’mutteredthemanagerdarkly。Iobservedwithassumedinnocencethatnomanwassafefromtroubleinthisworld。

\"Thecurrentwasmorerapidnow,thesteamerseemedatherlastgasp,thestern-wheelfloppedlanguidly,andIcaughtmyselflisteningontiptoeforthenextbeatofthefloat,forinsobertruthIexpectedthewretchedthingtogiveupeverymoment。Itwaslikewatchingthelastflickersofalife。Butstillwecrawled。SometimesI

wouldpickoutatreealittlewayaheadtomeasureourprogresstowardsKurtzby,butIlostitinvariablybe-

forewegotabreast。Tokeeptheeyessolongononethingwastoomuchforhumanpatience。Themanagerdisplayedabeautifulresignation。IfrettedandfumedandtooktoarguingwithmyselfwhetherornoIwouldtalkopenlywithKurtz;butbeforeIcouldcometoanyconclusionitoccurredtomethatmyspeechormysilence,indeedanyactionofmine,wouldbeamerefutility。

Whatdiditmatterwhatanyonekneworignored?Whatdiditmatterwhowasmanager?Onegetssometimessuchaflashofinsight。Theessentialsofthisaffairlaydeepunderthesurface,beyondmyreach,andbeyondmypowerofmeddling。

\"TowardstheeveningoftheseconddaywejudgedourselvesabouteightmilesfromKurtz’sstation。I

wantedtopushon;butthemanagerlookedgrave,andtoldmethenavigationuptherewassodangerousthatitwouldbeadvisable,thesunbeingverylowalready,towaitwhereweweretillnextmorning。Moreover,hepointedoutthatifthewarningtoapproachcautiouslyweretobefollowed,wemustapproachindaylight——

notatdusk,orinthedark。Thiswassensibleenough。

Eightmilesmeantnearlythreehours’steamingforus,andIcouldalsoseesuspiciousripplesattheupperendofthereach。Nevertheless,Iwasannoyedbeyondex-

pressionatthedelay,andmostunreasonablytoo,sinceonenightmorecouldnotmattermuchaftersomanymonths。Aswehadplentyofwood,andcautionwastheword,Ibroughtupinthemiddleofthestream。

Thereachwasnarrow,straight,withhighsideslikearailwaycutting。Theduskcameglidingintoitlongbeforethesunhadset。Thecurrentransmoothandswift,butadumbimmobilitysatonthebanks。Thelivingtrees,lashedtogetherbythecreepersandeverylivingbushoftheundergrowth,mighthavebeenchangedintostone,eventotheslenderesttwig,tothelightestleaf。Itwasnotsleep——itseemedunnatural,likeastateoftrance。Notthefaintestsoundofanykindcouldbeheard。Youlookedonamazed,andbegantosuspectyourselfofbeingdeaf——thenthenightcamesuddenly,andstruckyoublindaswell。Aboutthreeinthemorningsomelargefishleaped,andtheloudsplashmademejumpasthoughagunhadbeenfired。

Whenthesunrosetherewasawhitefog,verywarmandclammy,andmoreblindingthanthenight。Itdidnotshiftordrive;itwasjustthere,standingallroundyoulikesomethingsolid。Ateightornine,perhaps,itliftedasashutterlifts。Wehadaglimpseofthetower-

ingmultitudeoftrees,oftheimmensemattedjungle,withtheblazinglittleballofthesunhangingoverit——

allperfectlystill——andthenthewhiteshuttercamedownagain,smoothly,asifslidingingreasedgrooves。I

orderedthechain,whichwehadbeguntoheavein,tobepaidoutagain。Beforeitstoppedrunningwithamuffledrattle,acry,averyloudcry,asofinfinitedesolation,soaredslowlyintheopaqueair。Itceased。

Acomplainingclamor,modulatedinsavagediscords,filledourears。Thesheerunexpectednessofitmademyhairstirundermycap。Idon’tknowhowitstrucktheothers:tomeitseemedasthoughthemistitselfhadscreamed,sosuddenly,andapparentlyfromallsidesatonce,didthistumultuousandmournfuluproararise。Itculminatedinahurriedoutbreakofalmostintolerablyexcessiveshrieking,whichstoppedshort,leav-

ingusstiffenedinavarietyofsillyattitudes,andob-

stinatelylisteningtothenearlyasappallingandex-

cessivesilence。’GoodGod!Whatisthemeaning——?’

stammeredatmyelbowoneofthepilgrims,——alittlefatman,withsandyhairandredwhiskers,whoworeside-springboots,andpinkpyjamastuckedintohissocks。Twoothersremainedopen-mouthedawholemin-

ute,thendashedintothelittlecabin,torushoutin-

continentlyandstanddartingscaredglances,withWin-

chestersat’ready’intheirhands。Whatwecouldseewasjustthesteamerwewereon,heroutlinesblurredasthoughshehadbeenonthepointofdissolving,andamistystripofwater,perhapstwofeetbroad,aroundher——andthatwasall。Therestoftheworldwasno-

where,asfarasoureyesandearswereconcerned。Justnowhere。Gone,disappeared;sweptoffwithoutleavingawhisperorashadowbehind。

\"Iwentforward,andorderedthechaintobehauledinshort,soastobereadytotriptheanchorandmovethesteamboatatonceifnecessary。’Willtheyattack?’

whisperedanawedvoice。’Wewillallbebutcheredinthisfog,’murmuredanother。Thefacestwitchedwiththestrain,thehandstrembledslightly,theeyesforgottowink。Itwasverycurioustoseethecontrastofex-

pressionsofthewhitemenandoftheblackfellowsofourcrew,whowereasmuchstrangerstothatpartoftheriveraswe,thoughtheirhomeswereonlyeighthundredmilesaway。Thewhites,ofcoursegreatlydiscomposed,hadbesidesacuriouslookofbeingpainfullyshockedbysuchanoutrageousrow。Theothershadanalert,naturallyinterestedexpression;buttheirfaceswerees-

sentiallyquiet,eventhoseoftheoneortwowhogrinnedastheyhauledatthechain。Severalexchangedshort,gruntingphrases,whichseemedtosettlethemattertotheirsatisfaction。Theirheadman,ayoung,broad-

chestedblack,severelydrapedindark-bluefringedcloths,withfiercenostrilsandhishairalldoneupart-

fullyinoilyringlets,stoodnearme。’Aha!’Isaid,justforgoodfellowship’ssake。’Catch’im,’hesnapped,withabloodshotwideningofhiseyesandaflashofsharpteeth——’catch’im。Give’imtous。’’Toyou,eh?’Iasked;’whatwouldyoudowiththem?’’Eat’im!’hesaidcurtly,and,leaninghiselbowontherail,lookedoutintothefoginadignifiedandprofoundlypensiveattitude。Iwouldnodoubthavebeenproperlyhorrified,haditnotoccurredtomethatheandhischapsmustbeveryhungry:thattheymusthavebeengrowingincreasinglyhungryforatleastthismonthpast。Theyhadbeenengagedforsixmonths(Idon’tthinkasingleoneofthemhadanyclearideaoftime,asweattheendofcountlessageshave。Theystillbe-

longedtothebeginningsoftime——hadnoinheritedex-