\"Oh,that’simpossible。Betweentwopals,youknow,ifImaycallyouso,andspeakingasamanoftheworld,Icouldn’t。Takethenotionifit’sanyusetoyou。I’veheapsmore。\"
Hehad-noneknewthisbetterthanI-
buttheywerethenotionsofothermen。
\"Lookatitasamatterofbusiness-betweenmenoftheworld,\"I
returned。\"Fivepoundswillbuyyouanynumberofpoetry-books。
Businessisbusiness,andyoumaybesureIshouldn’tgivethatpriceunless\"-\"Oh,ifyouputitthatway,\"saidCharlie,visiblymovedbythethoughtofthebooks。Thebargainwasclinchedwithanagreementthatheshouldatun>statedintervalscometomewithallthenotionsthathepossessed,shouldhaveatableofhisowntowriteat,andunquestionedrighttoinflictuponmeallhispoemsandfragmentsofpoems。ThenIsaid,\"Nowtellmehowyoucamebythisidea。\"
\"Itcamebyitself。\"Charlie’seyesopenedalittle。
\"Yes,butyoutoldmeagreatdealabouttheherothatyoumusthavereadbeforesomewhere。\"
\"Ihaven’tanytimeforreading,exceptwhenyouletmesithere,andonSundaysI’monmybicycleordowntheriverallday。
There’snothingwrongaboutthehero,isthere?\"
\"TellmeagainandIshallunderstandclearly。Yousaythatyourherowentpirating。Howdidhelive?\"
\"Hewasonthelowerdeckofthisship-thingthatIwastellingyouabout。\"
\"Whatsortofship?\"
\"Itwasthekindrowedwithoars,andtheseaspurtsthroughtheoar-holesandthemenrowsittinguptotheirkneesinwater。Thenthere’sabenchrunningdownbetweenthetwolinesofoarsandanoverseerwithawhipwalksupanddownthebenchtomakethemenwork。\"
\"Howdoyouknowthat?\"
\"It’sinthetable。There’saroperunningoverhead,loopedtotheupperdeck,fortheoverseertocatchholdofwhentheshiprolls。
Whentheoverseermissestheropeonceandfallsamongtherowers,remembertheherolaughsathimandgetslickedforit。
He’schainedtohisoarofcourse-thehero。\"
’~Howishechained?\"
\"Withanironbandroundhiswaistfixedtothebenchhesitson,andasortofhandcuffonhisleftwristchaininghimtotheoar。
He’sonthelowerdeckwheretheworstmenareent,andtheonlylightcomesfromthehatchwaysandthroughtheoar-holes。Can’tyouimaginethesunlightjustsqueezingthroughbetweenthehandleandtheholeandwobblingaboutastheshipmoves?\"
\"Ican,butIcan’timagineyourimaginingit。\"
\"Howcoulditbeanyotherway?Nowyoulistentome。Thelongoarsontheupperdeckaremanagedbyfourmentoeachbench,theloweronesbythree,andthelowestofallbytwo。Rememberit’squitedarkonthelowestdeckandallthementheregomad。
Whenamandiesathisoaronthatdeckheisn’tthrownoverboard,butcutupinhischainsandstuffedthroughtheoar-holeinlittlepieces。\"
\"Why?\"Idemanded,amazed,notsomuchattheinformationasthetoneofcommandinwhichitwasflungout。
\"Tosavetroubleandtofrightentheothers。Itneedstwooverseerstodragaman’sbodyuptothetopdeck;andifthemenatthelowerdeckoarswereleftalone,ofcoursethey’dstoprowingandtrytopullupthebenchesbyallstandinguptogetherintheirchains。\"
\"You’veamostprovidentimagination。Wherehaveyoubeenreadingaboutgalleysandgalley-slaves?\"
\"NowherethatIremember。IrowalittlewhenIgetthechance。
But,perhaps,ifyousayso,Imayhavereadsomething。\"
Hewentawayshortlyafterwardtodealwithbooksellers,andI
wonderedhowabankclerkagedtwentycouldputintomyhandswithaprofligateabundanceofdetail,allgivenwithabsoluteassurance,thestoryofextravagantandbloodthirstyadventure,riot,piracy,anddeathinunnamedseas。Hehadledhisheroadesperatedancethroughrevoltagainsttheoverseas,tocommandofashipofhisown,andultimateestablishmentofakingdomonanisland\"somewhereinthesea,youknow\";and,delightedwithmypaltryfivepounds,hadgoneouttobuythenotionsofothermen,thatthesemightteachhimhowtowrite。Ihadtheconsolationofknowingthatthisnotionwasminebyrightofpurchase,andIthoughtthatIcouldmakesomethingofit。
Whennexthecametomehewasdrunk-royallydrunkonmanypoetsforthefirsttimerevealedtohim。Hispupilsweredilated,hiswordstumbledovereachother,andhewrappedhimselfinquotations。MostofallwashedrunkwithLongfellow。
\"Isn’titsplendid?Isn’titsuperb?\"hecried,afterhastygreetings。
\"Listentothis-
\"’Would~tthou,’sothehelmsmananswered,’Knowthesecretofthesea?
OnlythosewhobraveitsdangersComprehenditsmystery。’
Bygum!
\"’OnlythosewhobraveitsdangersComprehenditsmystery。’\"
berepeatedtwentytimes,walkingupanddowntheroomandforgettingme。\"ButIcanunderstandittoo,\"hesaidtohimself。\"I
don’tknowhowtothankyouforthatfiver。Andthis;listen-
\"’IremembertheblackwharvesandtheshipsAndthesea-tidestossingfree,AndtheSpanishsailorswithbeardedlips,Andthebeautyandmysteryoftheships,Andthemagicofthesea。’
Ihaven’tbravedanydangers,butIfeelasifIknewallaboutit。\"
\"Youcertainlyseemtohaveagripofthesea。Haveyoueverseenit?\"
\"WhenIwasalittlechapIwenttoBrightononce;weusedtoliveinCoventry,though,beforewecametoLondon。Ineversawit,’WhendescendsontheAtlanticThegiganticStorm-windoftheEquinox。’\"
Heshookmebytheshouldertomakemeunderstandthepassionthatwasshakinghimself。
\"Whenthatstormcomes,\"hecontinued,\"IthinkthatalltheoarsintheshipthatIwastalkingaboutgetbroken,andtherowershavetheirchestssmashedinbythebuckingoar-heads。Bytheway,haveyoudoneanythingwiththatnotionofmineyet?\"
\"No。Iwaswaitingtohearmoreofitfromyou。Tellmehowintheworldyouresocertainaboutthefittingsoftheship。Youknownothingofships。\"
\"Idon’tknow。It’sasrealasanythingtomeuntilItrytowriteitdown。Iwasthinkingaboutitonlylastnightinbed,afteryouhadloanedme’TreasureIsland’;andImadeupaawholelotofnewthingstogointothestory。\"
\"Whatsortofthings?\"
\"Aboutthefoodthemenate;rottenfigsandblackbeansandwineinaskinbag,passedfrombenchtobench。\"
\"Wastheshipbuiltsolongagoasthat?\"
\"Aswhat?Idon’tknowwhetheritwaslongagoornot。It’sonlyanotion,butsometimesitseemsjustasrealasifitwastrue。DoI
botheryouwithtalkingaboutit?\"
\"Notintheleast。Didyoumakeupanythingelse?\"
\"Yes,butit’snonsense。\"Charlieflushedalittle。
\"Nevermind;let’shearaboutit。\"
\"Well,Iwasthinkingoverthestory,andafterawhileIgotoutofbedandwrotedownonapieceofpaperthesortofstuffthemenmightbesupposedtoscratchontheiroarswiththeedgesoftheirhandcuffs。Itseemedtomakethethingmorelifelike。Itissorealtome,y’know。\"
\"Haveyouthepaperonyou?\"
\"Ye-es,butwhat’stheuseofshowingit?It’sonlyalotofscratches。Allthesame,wemighthave’emreproducedinthebookonthefrontpage。\"
\"I’llattendtothosedetails。Showmewhatyourmenwrote。\"
Hepulledoutofhispocketasheetofnote-paper,withasinglelineofscratchesuponit,andIputthiscarefullyaway。
\"WhatisitsupposedtomeaninEnglish?\"Isaid。
\"Oh,Idon’tknow。Perhapsitmeans’I’mbeastlytired。’It’sgreatnonsence,\"herepeated,\"butallthosemenintheshipseemasrealpeopletome。Dodosomethingtothenotionsoon;Ishouldliketoseeitwrittenandprinted。\"
\"Butallyou’vetoldmewouldmakealongbook。\"
\"Makeitthen。You’veonlytositdownandwriteitout。\"
\"Givemealittletime。Haveyouanymorenotions?\"
\"Notjustnow。I’mreadingallthebooksI’vebought。They’resplendid。\"
WhenhehadleftIlookedatthesheetofnote-paperwiththeinscriptionuponit。ThenItookmyheadtenderlybetweenbothhands,tomakecertainthatitwasnotcomingofforturninground。
Then……butthereseemedtobenointervalbetweenquittingmyroomsandfindingmyselfarguingwithapolicemanoutsideadoormarkedPrivateinacorridoroftheBritishMuseum。AllI
demanded,aspolitelyaspossible,was\"theGreekantiquityman。\"
ThepolicemanknewnothingexcepttherulesoftheMuseum,anditbecamenecessarytoforagethroughallthehousesandofficesinsidethegates。Anelderlygentlemancalledawayfromhislunchputanendtomysearchbyholdingthenote-paperbetweenfingerandthumbandsniffingatitscornfully。
\"Whatdoesthismean?H’mm,\"saidhe。\"SofarasIcanascertainitisanattempttowriteextremelycorruptGreekonthepart\"-hereheglaredatmewithintention-\"ofanextremelyilliterate-ah-
person。\"Hereadslowlyfromthepaper,\"Pollock,Erckman,Tauchnitz,Henniker\"-fournamesfamiliartome。
\"Canyoutellmewhatthecorruptionissupposedtomean-thegistofthething?\"Iasked。
\"Ihavebeen-manytimes-overcomewithwearinessinthisparticularemployment。Thatisthemeaning。\"Hereturnedmethepaper,andIfledwithoutawordofthanks,explanation,orapology。
Imighthavebeenexcusedforforgettingmuch。Tomeofallmenhadbeengiventhechancetowritethemostmarveloustaleintheworld,nothinglessthanthestoryofaGreekgalley-slave,astoldbyhimself。SmallwonderthathisdreaminghadseemedrealtoCharlie。TheFatesthataresocarefultoshutthedoorsofeachsuccessivelifebehindushad,inthiscase,beenneglectful,andCharliewaslooking,thoughthathedidnotknow,wherenevermanhadbeenpermittedtolookwithfullknowledgesinceTimebegan。Aboveallhewasabsolutelyignorantoftheknowledgesoldtomeforfivepounds;andhewouldretainthatignorance,forbank-clerksdonotunderstandmetempsychosis,andasoundcommercialeducationdoesnotincludeGreek。Hewouldsupplym~hereIcaperedamongthedumbgodsofEgyptandlaughedintheirbatteredfaces-withmaterialtomakemytalesur~sosurethattheworldwouldhailitasanimpudentandvampedfict~on。AndI-Ialonewouldknowthatitwasabsolutelyandliterallytrue。1,-I
aloneheldthisjeweltomyhandforthecuttingandpolishing。
ThereforeIdancedagainamongthegodstillapolicemansawmeandtookstepsinmydirection。
ItremainednowonlytoencourageCharlietotalk,andheretherewasnodifficulty。ButIhadforgottenthoseaccursedbooksofpoetry。Hecametometimeaftertime,asuselessasasurchargedphonograph-drunkonByron,Shelley,orKeats。Knowingnowwhattheboyhadbeeninhispastlives,anddesperatelyanxiousnottoloseonewordofhisbabble,Icouldnothidefromhimmyrespectandinterest。HemisconstruedbothintorespectforthepresentsoulofCharlieMears,towhomlifewasasnewasitwastoAdam,andinterestinhisreadings;andstretchedmypatiencetobreakingpointbyrecitingpoetry-nothisownnow,butthatofothers。IwishedeveryEnglishpoetblottedoutofthememoryofmankind。IblasphemedthemightiestnamesofsongbecausetheyhaddrawnCharliefromthepathofdirectnarrative,andwould,later,spurhimtoimitatethem;butIchokeddownmyimpatienceuntilthefirstfloodofenthusiasmshouldhavespentitselfandtheboyreturnedtohisdreams。
\"What’stheuseofmytellingyouwhatIthink,whenthesechapswrotethingsfortheangelstoread?\"hegrowled,oneevening。
\"Whydon’tyouwritesomethingliketheirs?\"
\"Idon’tthinkyou’retreatingmequitefairly,\"Isaid,speakingunderstrongrestraint。
\"I’vegivenyouthestory,\"hesaid,shortlyreplunginginto\"Lara。\"
\"ButIwantthedetails。\"
\"ThethingsImakeupaboutthatdamnedshipthatyoucallagalley?They’requiteeasy。Youcanjustmakeemupyourself。Turnupthegasalittle,Iwanttogoonreading。\"
Icouldhavebrokenthegasglobeoverhisheadforhisamazingstupidity。IcouldindeedmakeupthingsformyselfdidIonlyknowwhatCharliedidnotknowthatheknew。ButsincethedoorswereshutbehindmeIcouldonlywaithisyouthfulpleasureandstrivetokeephimingoodtemper。Oneminute’swantofguardmightspoilapricelessrevelation:nowandagainhewouldtosshisbooksaside-hekepttheminmyrooms,forhismotherwouldhavebeenshockedatthewasteofgoodmoneyhadsheseenthem-andlaunchedintohisseadreams。AgainIcursedallthepoetsofEngland。Theplasticmindofthebank-clerkhadbeenoverlaid,coloredanddistortedbythatwhichhehadread,andtheresultasdeliveredwasaconfusedtangleofothervoicesmostlikethemutteredsongthroughaCitytelephoneinthebusiestpartoftheday。
Hetalkedofthegalley-hisowngalleyhadhebutknownit-withillustrationsborrowedfromthe\"BrideofAbydos。\"Hepointedtheexperiencesofhisherowithquotationsfrom\"TheCorsair,\"andthrewindeepanddesperatemoralreflectionsfrom\"Cain\"and\"Manfred,\"expectingmetousethemall。OnlywhenthetalkturnedonLongfellowwerethejarringcross-currentsdumb,andI
knewthatCharliewasspeakingthetruthasherememberedit。
\"Whatdoyouthinkofthis?\"Isaidoneevening,assoonasI
understoodthemediuminwhichhismemoryworkedbest,and,beforehecouldexpostulatereadhimthewholeof\"TheSagofKingOlaf!\"
Helistenedopen-mouthed,flushedhishandsdrummingonthebackofthesofawherehelay,tillIcametotheSongsofEmarTamberskelverandtheverse:
\"Emarthen,thearrowtakingFromtheloosenedstring,Answered:’ThatwasNorwaybreaking’Neaththyhand,OKing。’\"
Hegaspedwithpuredelightofsound。
\"That’sbetterthanByron,alittle,\"Iventured。
\"Better?Whyit’strue!Howcouldhehaveknown?\"
Iwentbackandrepeated:
\"’Whatwasthat?’saidOlaf,standingOnthequarter-deck,’SomethingheardIlikethestrandingOfashatteredwreck。’\"
\"Howcouldhehaveknownhowtheshipscrashandtheoarsripoutandgoz-zzpallalongtheline?Whyonlytheothernight……
Butgobackpleaseandread’TheSkerryofShrieks’again。\"
\"No,I’mtired。Let’stalk。Whathappenedtheothernight?\"
\"Ihadanawfulnightmareaboutthatgalleyofours。IdreamedI
wasdrownedinafight。Youseeweranalongsideanothershipinharbor。Thewaterwasdeadstillexceptwhereouroarswhippeditup。YouknowwhereIalwayssitinthegalley?\"Hespokehaltinglyatfirst,underafineEnglishfearofbeinglaughedat。
\"No。That’snewstome,\"Ianswered,meekly,myheartbeginningtobeat。
\"Onthefourthoarfromthebowontherightsideontheupperdeck。Therewerefourofusattheoar,allchained。Irememberwatchingthewaterandtryingtogetmyhandcuffsoffbeforetherowbegan。Thenweclosedupontheothership,andalltheirfightingmenjumpedoverourbulwarks,andmybenchbrokeandI
waspinneddownwiththethreeotherfellowsontopofme,andthebigoarjammedacrossourbacks。\"
\"Well?\"Charlie’seyeswerealiveandalight。Hewaslookingatthewallbehindmychair。
\"Idon’tknowhowwefought。Themenweretramplingallovermyback,andIlaylow。Thenourrowersontheleftside-tiedtotheiroars,youknow-begantoyellandbackwater。Icouldhearthewatersizzle,andwespunroundlikeacockchaferandIknew,lyingwhereIwas,thattherewasagalleycomingupbow-on,toramusontheleftside。Icouldjustliftupmyheadandseehersailoverthebulwarks。Wewantedtomeetherbowtobow,butitwastoolate。Wecouldonlyturnalittlebitbecausethegalleyonourrighthadhookedherselfontousandstoppedourmoving。Then,bygum!therewasacrash!Ourleftoarsbegantobreakastheothergalley,themovingoney’know,stuckhernoseintothem。
Thenthelower-deckoarsshotupthroughthedeck-planking,butfirst,andoneofthemjumpedcleanupintotheairandcamedownagainclosetomyhead。\"
\"Howwasthatmanaged?\"
\"Themovinggalley’sbowwasplunkingthembackthroughtheirownoarholes,andIcouldhearthedevilofashindyinthedecksbelow。Thenhernosecaughtusnearlyinthemiddle,andwetiltedsideways,andthefellowsintheright-handgalleyunhitchedtheirhooksandropes,andthrewthingsontoourupperdeck-arrows,andhotpitchorsomethingthatstung,andwewentupandupandupontheleftside,andtherightsidedipped,andItwistedmyheadroundandsawthewaterstandstillasittoppedtherightbulwarks,andthenitcurledoverandcrasheddownonthewholelotofusontherightside,andIfeltithitmyback,andIwoke。\"
\"Oneminute,Charlie。Whentheseatoppedthebulwarks,whatdiditlooklike?\"Ihadmyreasonsforasking。Amanofmyacquaintancehadoncegonedownwithaleakingshipinastillsea,andhadseenthewater-levelpauseforaninstantereitfellonthedeck。
\"Itlookedjustlikeabanjo-stringdrawntight,anditseemedtostaythereforyears,\"saidCharlie。
Exactly!Theothermanhadsaid:
\"Itlookedlikeasilverwirelaiddownalongthebulwarks,andI
thoughtitwasnevergoingtobreak。\"Hehadpaideverythingexceptthebarelifeforthislittlevaluelesspieceofknowledge,andIhadtraveledtenthousandwearymilestomeethimandtakehisknowledgeatsecondhand。ButCharlie,thebank-clerk,ontwenty-fiveshillingsaweek,hewhobadneverbeenoutofsightofaLondonomnibus,knewitall。Itwasnoconsolationtomethatonceinhisliveshehadbeenforcedtodieforhisgains。Ialsomusthavediedscoresoftimes,buthebiname,becauseIcouldhaveusedmyknowledge,thedoorswereshut。
\"Andthen?\"Isaid,tryingtoputawaythedevilofenvy。
\"Thefunnythingwas,though,inallthemessIdidn’tfeelabitastonishedorfrightened。ItseemedasifI’dbeeninagoodmanyfights,becauseItoldmynextmansowhentherowbegan。Butthatcadofanoverseeronmydeckwouldn’tunlooseourchainsandgiveusachance。Healwayssaidthatwe’dallhesetfreeafterabattle,butweneverwere;Weneverwere。\"Charlieshookhisheadmournfully。
\"Whatascoundrel!\"
\"Ishouldsayhewas。Henevergaveusenoughtoeat,andsometimesweweresothirstythatweusedtodrinksalt-water。I
cantastethatsalt-waterstill。’’
\"Nowtellmesomethingabouttheharborwherethefightwasfought。\"
\"Ididn’tdreamaboutthat。Iknowitwasaharbor,though;becabseweweretieduptoaringonawhitewallandallthefaceofthestoneunderwaterwascoveredwithwoodtopreventourramgettingchippedwhenthetidemadeusrock。\"
\"That’scurious。Ourherocommandedthegalley?Didn’the?\"
\"Didn’thejust!Hestoodbythebowsandshoutedlikeagood’un。
Hewasthemanwhokilledtheoverseer。\"
\"Butyouwerealldrownedtogether,Charlie,weren’tyou?\"
\"Ican’tmakethatfitquite,\"hesaidwithapuzzledlook。\"ThegalleymusthavegonedownwithallhandsandyetIfancythattheherowentonlivingafterward。Perhapsheclimbedintotheattackingship。Iwouldn’tseethat,ofcourse。Iwasdead,youknow。\"
Heshiveredslightlyandprotestedthathecouldremembernomore。
Ididnotpresshimfurther,buttosatisfymyselfthathelayinignoranceoftheworkingsofhisownmind,deliberatelyintroducedhimtoMortimerCollins’s\"Transmigration,\"andgavehimasketchoftheplotbeforeheopenedthepages。
\"Whatrotitallis!\"hesaid,frankly,attheendofanhour。\"Idon’tunderstandhisnonsenseabouttheRedPlanetMarsandtheKing,andtherestofit。ChuckmetheLongfellowagain。\"
IhandedhimthebookandwroteoutasmuchasIcouldrememberofhisdescriptionofthesea-fight,appealingtohimfromtimetotimeforconfirmationoffactordetail。Hewouldanswerwithoutraisinghiseyesfromthebook,asassuredlyasthoughallhisknowledgelaybeforeflintontheprintedpage。Ispokeunderthenormalkeyofmyvoicethatthecurrentmightnotbebroken,andI
knowthathewasnotawareofwhathewassaying,forhisthoughtswereoutontheseawithLongfellow。
\"Charlie,\"Iasked,\"whentherowersonthegalleysmutiniedhowdidtheykilltheiroverseers?\"
\"Toreupthebenchesandbrained’em。Thathappenedwhenaheavyseawasrunning。Anoverseeronthelowerdeckslippedfromthecentreplankandfellamongtherowers。Theychokedhimtodeathagainstthesideoftheshipwiththeirchainedhandsquitequietly,anditwastoodarkfortheotheroverseertoseewhathadhappened。Whenheasked,hewaspulleddowntooandchoked,andthelowerdeckfoughttheirwayupdeckbydeck,withthepiecesofthebrokenbenchesbangingbehind’em。Howtheyhowled!\"
\"Andwhathappenedafterthat?\"
\"Idon’tknow。Theherowentaway-redhairandredbeardandall。
Thatwasafterhehadcapturedourgalley,Ithink\"
Thesoundofmyvoiceirritatedhim,andhemotionedslightlywithhislefthandasamandoeswheninterruptionjars。
\"Younevertoldmehewasredheadedbefore,orthathecapturedyourgalley,\"Isaid,afteradiscreetinterval。
Charliedidnotraisehiseyes。
\"Hewasasredasaredbear,\"saidhe,abstractedly。\"Hecamefromthenorth;theysaidsointhegalleywhenhelookedforrowers-riotslaves,butfreemen。Afterward-yearsandyearsafterward-newscamefromanothership,orelsehecameback\"-Hislipsmovedinsilence。Hewasrapturouslyretastingsomepoembeforehim。
\"Wherehadhebeen,then?\"IwasalmostwhisperingthatthesentencemightcomegentletowhicheversectionofCharlie’sbrainwasworkingonmybehalf。
\"TotheBeaches-theLongandWonderfulBeaches!\"wasthereply,afteraminuteofsilence。
\"ToFurdurstrandi?\"Iasked,tinglingfromheadtofoot。
\"Yes,toFurdurstrandi,\"hepronouncedthewordinanewfashion\"AndItoosaw\"-Thevoicefailed。
\"Doyouknowwhatyouhavesaid?\"Ishouted,incautiously。
Heliftedhiseyes,fullyrousednow。\"No!\"hesnapped。\"Iwishyou’dletachapgoonreading。Harktothis:
\"’ButOthere,theoldseacaptain,HeneitherpausednorstirredTillthekinglistened,andthen’OncemoretookuphispenAndwrotedowneveryword。
\"’AndtotheKingoftheSaxonsInwitnessofthetruth,Raisinghisnoblehead,Hestretchedhisbrownhandandsaid,\"Beholdthiswalrustooth。\"
ByJove,whatchapsthosemusthavebeen,togosailingallovertheshopneverknowingwherethey’dfetchtheland!Hah!\"
\"Charlie,\"Ipleaded,\"ifyou’llonlyhesensibleforaminuteortwoI’llmakeourheroinourtaleeveryinchasgoodasOthere。\"
\"Umph!Longfellowwrotethatpoem。Idon’tcareaboutwritingthingsanymore。Iwanttoread。\"Hewasthoroughlyoutoftunenow,andragingovermyownill-luck,Ilefthim。
Conceiveyourselfatthedooroftheworld’streasure-houseguardedbyachild-anidleirresponsiblechildplayingknuckle-
bones-onwhosefavordependsthegiftofthekey,andyouwillimagineone-halfmytorment。TillthateveningCharliehadspokennothingthatmightnotliewithintheexperiencesofaGreekgalley-slave。Butnow,ortherewasnovirtueinbooks,hehadtalkedofsomedesperateadventureoftheVikings,ofThorfinKarlsefne’ssailingtoWineland,whichisAmerica,intheninthortenthcentury。Thebattleintheharborhehadseen;andhisowndeathhehaddescribed。Butthiswasamuchmorestartlingplungeintothepast。Wasitpossiblethathehadskippedhalfadozenlivesandwasthendimlyrememberingsomeepisodeofathousandyearslater?Itwasamaddeningjumble,andtheworstofitwasthatCharlieMearsinhisnormalconditionwasthelastpersonintheworldtoclearitup。Icouldonlywaitandwatch,butIwenttobedthatnightfullofthewildestimaginings。TherewasnothingthatwasnotpossibleifCharlie’sdetestablememoryonlyheldgood。
ImightrewritetheSagaofThorfinKarlsefneasithadneverbeenwrittenbefore,mighttellthestoryofthefirstdiscoveryofAmerica,myselfthediscoverer。ButIwasentirelyatCharlie’smercy,andsolongastherewasathree-and-six-pennyBohnvolumewithinhisreachCharliewouldnottell。Idarednotcursehimopenly;Ihardlydaredjoghismemory,forIwasdealingwiththeexperiencesofathousandyearsago,toldthroughthemouthofaboyoftoday;andaboyofto-dayisaffectedbyeverychangeoftoneandgustofopinion,sothatheliesevenwhenhedesirestospeakthetruth。
Isawnomoreofhimfornearlyaweek。WhennextImethimitwasinGracechurchStreetwithabillbookchainedtohiswaist。
BusinesstookhimoverLondonBridgeandIaccompaniedhim。
Hewasveryfulloftheimportanceofthatbookandmagnifiedit。
AswepassedovertheThameswepausedtolookatasteamer’
unloadinggreatslabsofwhiteandbro\"\"nmarble。Abargedriftedunderthesteamer’ssternandalonelycowinthatbargebellowed。
Charlie’sfacechangedfromthefaceofthebank-clerktothatofanunknownand-thoughhewouldnothavebelievedthis-amuchshrewderman。Heflungouthisarmacrosstheparapetofthebridge,andlaughingveryloudly,said:
\"WhentheyheardourbullsbellowtheSkroelingsranaway!\"
Iwaitedonlyforaninstant,butthebargeandthecowhaddisappearedunderthebowsofthesteamerbeforeIanswered。
\"Charlie,whatdoyousupposeareSkroelings?\"
\"Neverheardof’embefore。Theysoundlikeanewkindofseagull。Whatachapyouareforaskingquestions!\"hereplied。\"I
havetogotothecashieroftheOmnibusCompanyyonder。Willyouwaitformeandwecanlunchsomewheretogether?I’veanotionforapoem。\"
\"No,thanks。I’moff。You’resureyouknownothingaboutSkroelings?\"
\"Notunlesshe’sbeenenteredfortheLiverpoolHandicap。\"Henoddedanddisappearedinthecrowd。
NowitiswrittenintheSagaofErictheRedorthatofThorfinKarlsefne,thatninehundredyearsagowhenKarlsefne’sgalleyscametoLeif’sbooths,whichLeifhaderectedintheunknownlandcalledMarkland,whichmayormaynothavebeenRhodeIsland,theSkroelings-andtheLordHeknowswhothesemayormaynothavebeen-cametotradewiththeVikings,andranawaybecausetheywerefrightenedatthebellowingofthecattlewhichThorfinhadbroughtwithhimintheships。ButwhatintheworldcouldaGreekslaveknowofthataffair?Iwanderedupanddownamongthestreetstryingtounravelthemystery,andthemoreI
consideredit,themorebafflingitgrew。Onethingonlyseemedcertainandthatcertaintytookawaymybreathforthemoment。IfIcametofullknowledgeofanythingatall,itwouldnotbeonelifeofthesoulinCharlieMears’sbody,buthalfadozen-halfadozenseveralandseparateexistencesspentonbluewaterinthemorningoftheworld!
ThenIwalkedroundthesituation。
ObviouslyifIusedmyknowledgeIshouldstandaloneandunapproachableuntilallmenwereaswiseasmyself。Thatwouldbesomething,butmanlikeIwasungrateful。ItseemedbitterlyunfairthatCharlie’smemoryshouldfailmewhenIneededitmost。
GreatPowersabove-Ilookedupatthemthroughthefogsmoke-
didtheLordsofLifeandDeathknowwhatthismeanttome?
Nothinglessthaneternalfameofthebestkind;thatcomesfromOne,andissharedbyonealone。Iwouldbecontent-rememberingClive,Istoodastoundedatmyownmoderation,-withthemererighttotellonestory,toworkoutonelittlecontributiontothelightliteratureoftheday。IfCharliewerepermittedfullrecollectionforonehour-forsixtyshortminutes-ofexistencesthathadextendedoverathousandyears-IwouldforegoallprofitandhonorfromallthatIshouldmakeofhisspeech。Iwouldtakenoshareinthecommotionthatwouldfollowthroughouttheparticularcorneroftheearththatcallsitself\"theworld。\"Thethingshouldbeputforthanonymously。Nay,Iwouldmakeothermenbelievethattheyhadwrittenit。Theywouldhirebull-hidedself-advertisingEnglishmentobellowitabroad。Preacherswouldfoundafreshconductoflifeuponit,swearingthatitwasnewandthattheyhadliftedthefearofdeathfromallmankind。
EveryOrientalistinEuropewouldpatronizeitdiscursivelywithSanskritandPalitexts。Terriblewomenwouldinventuncleanvariantsofthemen’sbelieffortheelevationoftheirsisters。
Churchesandreligionswouldwaroverit。Betweenthehailingandre-startingofanomnibusIforesawthescufflesthatwouldariseamonghalfadozendenominationsallprofessing\"thedoctrineoftheTrueMetempsychosisasappliedtotheworldandtheNewEra\";andsaw,too,therespectableEnglishnewspapersshying,likefrightenedkine,overthebeautifulsimplicityofthetale。Themindleapedforwardahundred-twohundred-athousandyears。Isawwithsorrowthatmenwouldmutilateandgarblethestory;thatrivalcreedswouldturnitupsidedowntill,atlast,thewesternworldwhichclingstothedreadofdeathmorecloselythanthehopeoflife,wouldsetitasideasaninterestingsuperstitionandstampedeaftersomefaithsolongforgottenthatitseemedaltogethernew。UponthisIchangedthetermsofthebargainthatI
wouldmakewiththeLordsofLifeandDeath。Onlyletmeknow,letmewrite,thestorywithsureknowledgethatIwrotethetruth,andIwouldburnthemanuscriptasasolemnsacrifice。FiveminutesafterthelastlinewaswrittenIwoulddestroyitall。ButI
mustbeallowedtowriteitwithabsolutecertainty。
Therewasnoanswer。TheflamingcolorsofanAquariumpostercaughtmyeyeandIwonderedwhetheritwouldbewiseorprudenttolureCharlieintothehandsoftheprofessionalmesmerist,andwhether,ifhewereunderhispower,hewouldspeakofhispastlives。Ifhedid,andifpeoplebelievedhim……butCharliewouldbefrightenedandflustered,ormadeconceitedbytheinterviews。
Ineithercasehewouldbegintolie,throughfearorvanity。Hewassafestinmyownhands。
\"Theyareveryfunnyfools,yourEnglish,\"saidavoiceatmyelbow,andturningroundIrecognizedacasualacquaintance,ayoungBengalilawstudent,calledGrishChunder,whosefatherhadsenthimtoEnglandtobecomecivilized。Theoldmanwasaretirednativeofficial,andonanincomeoffivepoundsamonthcontrivedtoallowhissontwohundredpoundsayear,andtherunofhisteethinacitywherehecouldpretendtobethecadetofaroyalhouse,andtellstoriesofthebrutalIndianbureaucratswhogroundthefacesofthepoor。
GrishChunderwasayoung,fat,full-bodiedBengalidressedwithscrupulouscareinfrockcoat,tallhat,lighttrousersandtangloves。
ButIhadknownhiminthedayswhenthebrutalIndianGovernmentpaidforhisuniversityeducation,andhecontributedcheapseditiontoSachiDurpan,andintriguedwiththewivesofhisschoolmates。
\"Thatisveryfunnyandveryfoolish,\"hesaid,noddingattheposter。\"IamgoingdowntotheNorthbrookClub。Willyoucometoo?\"
Iwalkedwithhimforsometime。\"You’arenotwell,\"hesaid。
\"Whatisthereinyourmind?Youdonottalk。\"
\"GrishChunder,you’vebeentoowelleducatedtobelieveinaGod,haven’tvou?\"
\"Oah,yes,here!ButwhenIgohomeImustconciliatepopularsuperstition,andmakeceremoniesofpurification,andmywomenwillanointidols。\"
\"Andbanguptulsiandfeastthepurohit,andtakeyoubackintocasteagainandmakeagoodkhuttrjofyouagain,youadvancedsocialFree-thinker。Andyou’lleatdesifood,andlikeitall,fromthesmellinthecourtyardtothemustardoiloveryou。\"
\"Ishallverymuchlikeit,\"saidGrishChunder,unguardedly。
\"OnceaHindu-alwaysaHindu。ButIliketoknowwhattheEnglishthinktheyknow。\"
\"I’lltellyousomethingthatoneEnglishmanknows。It’sanoldtaletoyou。\"
IbegantotellthestoryofCharlieinEnglish,butGrishChunderputaquestioninthevernacular,andthehistorywentforwardnaturallyinthetonguebestsuitedforitstelling。AfterallitcouldneverhavebeentoldinEnglish。GrishChunderheardme,noddingfromtimetotime,andthencameuptomyroomswhereIfinishedthetale。
\"Beshak,\"hesaid,philosophically。\"Lekindarwazabandhai。
(Withoutdoubt,butthedoorisshut。)Ihaveheardofthisrememberingofpreviousexistencesamongmypeople。Itisofcourseanoldtalewithus,but,tohappentoanEnglishman-acow-fedMalechk-anoutcast。ByJove,thatismostpeculiar!\"
\"Outcastyourself,GrishChunder!Youeatcow-beefeveryday。
Let’sthinkthethingover。Theboyremembershisincarnations。\"
\"Doesheknowthat?\"saidGrishChunder,quietly,swingingh’slegsashesatonmytable。HewasspeakinginEnglishnow。
\"Hedoesnotknowanything。WouldIspeaktoyouifhedid?Goon!\"
\"Thereisnogoingonatall。Ifyoutellthattoyourfriendstheywillsayyouaremadandputitinthepapers。Suppose,now,youprosecuteforlibel。\"
\"Let’sleavethatoutofthequestionentirely。Isthereanychanceofhisbeingmadetospeak?\"
\"Thereisachance。Osh,yess!Butifhespokeitwouldmeanthatallthisworldwouldendnow-instanto-falldownonyourhead。
Thesethingsarenotallowed,youknow。AsIsaid,thedoorisshut。\"
\"Notaghostofachance?\"
\"Howcantherebe?YouareaChristi-an,anditisforbiddentoeat,inyourbooks,oftheTreeofLife,orelseyouwouldneverdie。
Howshallyouallfeardeathifyouallknowwhatyourfrienddoesnotknowthatheknows?Iamafraidtobekicked,butIamnotafraidtodie,becauseIknowwhatIknow。Youarenotafraidtobekicked,butyouareafraidtodie。Ifyouwerenot,byGod!youEnglishwouldbeallovertheshopinanhour,upsettingthebalancesofpower,andmakingcommotions。Itwouldnotbegood。Butnofear。Hewillrememberalittleandalittleless,andhewillcallitdreams。Thenhewillforgetaltogether。WhenI
passedmyFirstArtsExaminationinCalcuttathatwasallinthecram-bookonWordsworth。Trailingcloudsofglory,youknow。\"
\"Thisseemstobeanexceptiontotherule。\"
\"Therearenoexceptionstorules。Somearenotsohard-lookingasothers,buttheyareallthesamewhenyoutouch。Ifthisfriendofyourssaidso-and-soandso-and-so,indicatingthatherememberedallhislostlives,oronepieceofalostlife,hewouldnotbeinthebankanotherhour。Hewouldbewhatyoucalledsackbecausehewasmad,andtheywouldsendhimtoanasylumforlunatics。Youcanseethat,myfriend。\"
\"OfcourseIcan,butIwasn’tthinkingofhim。Hisnameneedneverap~pearinthestory。\"
\"Ah!Isee。Thatstorywillneverbewritten。Youcantry。\"
\"Iamgoingto。\"
\"Foryourowncreditandforthesakeofmoney,ofcourse?\"
\"No。Forthesakeofwritingthestory。Onmyhonorthatwillbeall。\"
\"Eventhenthereisnochance。YoucannotplaywiththeGods。Itisaveryprettystorynow。Astheysay,Letitgoonthat-Imeanatthat。Bequick;hewillnotlastlong。\"
\"Howdoyoumean?\"
\"WhatIsay。Hehasnever,sofar,thoughtaboutawoman。\"
\"Hasn’thethough!\"IrememberedsomeofCharlie’sconfidences。
\"Imeannowomanhasthoughtabouthim。Whenthatcomes;
bus-hogya-allup’Iknow。Therearemillionsofwomenhere。
Housemaids,forin-stance。\"
Iwincedatthethoughtofmystorybeingruinedbyahousemaid。
Andyetnothingwasmoreprobable。
GrishChundergrinned。
\"Yes-alsoprettygirls-cousinsofhishouse,andperhapsnotofhishouse。Onekissthathegivesbackagainandrememberswillcureallthisnonsense。orelse\"-
\"Orelsewhat?Rememberhedoesnotknowthatheknows。\"
\"Iknowthat。Orelse,ifnothinghappenshewillbecomeimmersedinthetradeandthefinancialspeculationsliketherest。
Itmustbeso。Youcanseethatitmustbeso。Butthewomanwillcomefirst,Ithink。\"
Therewasarapatthedoor,andCharliechargedinimpetuously。
Hehadbeenreleasedfromoffice,andbythelookinhiseyesI
couldseethathehadcomeoverforalongtalk;mostprobablywithpoemsinhispockets。Charlie’spoemswereverywearying,butsometimestheyledhimtotalkaboutthegalley。
GrishChunderlookedathimkeenlyforaminute。
\"Ibegyourpardon,\"Charliesaid,uneasily;\"Ididn’tknowyouhadanyonewithyou。\"
\"Iamgoing,\"saidGrishChunder。
Hedrewmeintothelobbyashede。parted。
\"Thatisyourman,\"hesaid,quickly。\"Itellyouhewillneverspeakallyouwish。Thatisrot-bosh。Buthewouldbemostgoodtomaketoseethings。Supposenowwepretendthatitwasonlyplay\"-IhadneverseenGrishChundersoexcited-\"andpourtheink-poolintohishand。Eh,whatdoyouthink?Itellyouthathecouldseeanythingthatamancouldsee。Letmegettheinkandthecamphor。Heisaseerandhewilltellusverymanythings。\"
\"Hemaybeallyousay,butI’mnotgoingtotrusthimtoyourGodsanddevils。\"
\"Itwillnothurthim。Hewillonlyfeelalittlestupidanddullwhenhewakesup。Youhaveseenboyslookintotheink-poolbefore。\"
\"ThatisthereasonwhyIamnotgoingtoseeitanymore。You’dbettergo,GrishChunder。\"
Hewent,declaringfardownthestaircasethatitwasthrowingawaymyonlychanceoflookingintothefuture。
Thisleftmeunmoved,forIwasconcernedforthepast,andnopeeringofhypnotizedboysintomirrorsandink-poolswouldhelpmedothat。ButIrecognizedGrishChunder’spointofviewandsympathizedwithit。
’~Whatabigblackbrutethatwas!\"saidCharlie,whenIreturnedtohim。\"Well,lookhere,I’vejustdoneapoem;dilitinsteadofplayingdominoesafterlunch。MayIreadit?\"
\"Letmereadittomyself。\"
\"Thenyoumisstheproperexpression。Besides,youalwaysmakemythingssoundasiftherhymeswereallwrong。
\"Readitaloud,then。You’reliketherestof’em。\"
Charliemouthedmehispoem,anditwasnotmuchworsethantheaverageofhisverses。Hehadbeenreadinghisbookfaithfully,buthewasnotpleasedwhenItoldhimthatIpreferredmyLongfellowundilutedwithCharlie。
ThenwebegantogothroughtheMS。linebyline;Charlieparryingeveryobjectionandcorrectionwith:
\"Yes,thatmaybebetter,butyoudon’tcatchwhatI’mdrivingat。\"
Charliewas,inonewayatleast,verylikeonekindofpoet。
Therewasapencilscrawlatthebackofthepaperand\"What’sthat?\"Isaid。
\"Ohthat’snotpoetry’tall。It’ssomerotIwrotelastnightbeforeI
wenttobedanditwastoomuchbothertohuntforrhymes;soI
madeitasortofablankverseinstead。\"
HereisCharlie’s\"blankverse\":
\"Wepulledforyouwhenthewindwasagainstusandthesailswerelow。
Willyouneverletusgo?
Weatebreadandonionswhenyoutooktownsorranaboardquicklywhenyouwerebeatenbackbythefoe,Thecaptainswalkedupanddownthedeckinfairweathersingingsongs,butwewerebelow,Wefaintedwithourchinsontheoarsandyoudidnotseethatwewereidleforwestillswungtoandfro。
Willyouneverletusgo?
Thesaltmadetheoarhandleslikesharkskin;ourkneeswerecuttothebonewithsaltcracks;ourhairwasstucktoourforeheads;andourlipswerecuttoourgumsandyouwhippedusbecausewecouldnotrow。
Willyouneverletusgo?
Butinalittletimeweshallrunoutoftheportholesasthewaterrunsalongthroarblade,andthoughyoutelltheotherstorowafterusyouwillnevercatchustillyoucatchtheoar-threshandtieupthewindsinthebellyofthesail。Aho!
Willyouneverletusgo?\"
\"H’m。What’soar-thresh,Charlie?\"
\"Thewaterwashedupbytheoars。That’sthesortofsongtheymightsinginthegalley,y’know。Aren’tyouevergoingtofinishthatstoryandgivemesomeoftheprofits?\"
\"Itdependsonyourself。Ifyouhadonlytoldmemoreaboutyourherointhefirstinstanceitmighthavebeenfinishedbynow。
You’resohazyinyournotions。\"
\"Ionlywanttogiveyouthegeneralnotionofit-theknockingaboutfromplacetoplaceandthefightingandall\"THEFINESTSTORYINTHEWORLD\"183
~hat。Can’tyoufillintherestyour-self?Maketheherosaveagirlonapirate-galleyandmarryherordosomething。\"
’You’reareallyhelpfulcollaborator。Isupposetheherowentthroughsomefewadventuresbeforehemarried。\"
\"Wellthen,makehimaveryartfulcard-alowsortofman-asortofpoliticalmanwhowentaboutmakingtreatiesandbreakingthem-ablack-hairedchapwhohidbehindthemastwhenthefightingbegan。\"
\"Butyousaidtheotherdaythathewasred-haired。\"
\"Icouldn’thave。Makehimblack-hairedofcourse。You’venoimagination。\"
SeeingthatIhadjustdiscoveredtheentireprinciplesuponwhichthehalf-memoryfalselycalledimaginationisbased,Ifeltentitledtolaugh,butforbore,forthesakeofthetale。
\"You’reright。You’rethemanwithimagination。Ablack-hairedchapinadeckedship,\"Isaid。
\"No,anopenship-likeabigboat。\"
Thiswasmaddening。
\"Yourshiphasbeenbuiltanddesigned,closedanddeckedin;yousaidsoyourself,\"Iprotested。
\"No,no,notthatship。Thatwasopen,orhalfdeckedbecause。ByJoveyou’reright。Youmademethinkoftheheroasared-hairedchap。Ofcourseifhewerered,theshipwouldbeanopenonewithpaintedsails。\"
Surely,Ithoughthewouldremembernowthathehadservedintwogalleysatleast-inathree-deckedGreekoneundertheblack-haired\"politicalman,\"andagaininaViking’sopensea-serpentundertheman\"redasaredbear\"whowenttoMarkland。Thedevilpromptedmetospeak。
\"Why,’ofcourse,’Charlie?\"saidI。\"Idon’tknow。Areyoumakingfunofme?\"
Thecurrentwasbrokenforthetimebeing。Itookupanotebookandpretendedtomakemanyentriesinit。
\"It’sapleasuretoworkwithanimaginativechaplikeyourself,\"I
saidafterapause。\"Thewaythatyou’vebroughtoutthecharacteroftheheroissimplywonderful。\"
\"Doyouthinkso?\"heanswered,withapleasedflush。\"Ioftentellmyselfthatthere’smoreinmethanmym~thanpeoplethink。\"
\"There’sanenormousamountinyou。\"
\"Then,won’tyouletmesendanessayonTheWaysofBankClerkstoTit-Bits,andgettheguineaprize?\"
\"Thatwasn’texactlywhatImeant,oldfellow:perhapsitwouldbebettertowaitalittleandgoaheadwiththegalley-story。\"
\"Ah,butIsha’n’tgetthecreditofthat。Tit-BitswouldpublishmynameandaddressifIwin。Whatareyougrinningat?Theywou’d。\"
\"Iknowit。Supposeyougoforawalk。Iwanttolookthroughmynotesaboutourstory。\"
Nowthisreprehensibleyouthwholeftme,alittlehurtandputback,mightforaughtheorIknewhavebeenoneofthecrewoftheArgo-hadbeencertainlyslaveorcomradetoThorfinKarlsefne。Thereforehewasdeeplyinterestedinguineacompetitions。RememberingwhatGrishChunderhadsaidI
laughedaloud。TheLordsofLifeandDeathwouldneverallowCharlieMearstospeakwithfullknowledgeofhispasts,andI
mustevenpieceoutwhathehadtoldmewithmyownpoorinventionswhileCharliewroteofthewaysofbank-clerks。
Igottogetherandplacedononefileallmynotes;andthenetresultwasnotcheering。Ireadthemasecondtime。Therewasnothingthatmightnothavebeencompiledatsecond-handfromotherpeople’sbooks-except,perhaps,thestoryofthefightintheharbor。TheadventuresofaVikingbadbeenwrittenmanytimesbefore;thehistoryofaGreekgalley-slavewasnonewthing,andthoughIwroteboth,whocouldchallengeorconfirmtheaccuracyofmydetails?Imightaswelltellataleoftwothousandyearshence。TheLordsofLifeandDeathwereascunningasGrishChunderhadhinted。Theywouldallownothingtoescapethatmighttroubleormakeeasythemindsofmen。ThoughIwasconvincedofthis,yetIcouldnotleavethetalealone。Exaltationfollowedreaction,notonce,buttwentytimesinthenextfewweeks。MymoodsvariedwiththeMarchsunlightandflyingclouds。BynightorinthebeautyofaspringmorningIperceivedthatIcouldwritethattaleandshiftcontinentsthereby。Inthewet,windyafternoons,Isawthatthetalemightindeedbewritten,butwouldbenothingmorethanafaked,false-varnished,sham-rustedpieceofWardourStreetworkattheend。ThenIblessedCharlieinmanyways-thoughitwasnofaultofhis。Heseemedtobebusywithprizecompetitions,andIsawlessandlessofhimastheweekswentbyandtheearthcrackedandgrewripetospring,andthebudsswelledintheirsheaths。Hedidnotcaretoreadortalkofwhathehadread,andtherewasanewringofself-assertioninhisvoice。Ihardlycaredtoremindhimofthegalleywhenwemet;
butCharliealludedtoitoneveryoccasion,alwaysasastoryfromwhichmoneywastobemade。
\"IthinkIdeservetwenty-fivepercent。,don’tI,atleast,\"besaid,withbeautifulfrankness。\"Isuppliedalltheideas,didn’tI?\"
Thisgreedinessforsilverwasanewsideinhisnature。IassumedthatithadbeendevelopedintheCity,whereCharliewaspickingupthecuriousnasaldrawloftheunderbredCityman。
\"Whenthething’sdonewe’lltalkaboutit。Ican’tmakeanythingofitatpresent。Red-hairedorblack-hairedheroareequallydifficult。\"
Hewassittingbythefirestaringattheredcoals。\"Ican’tunderstandwhatyoufindsodifficult。It’sallascleanasmudtome,\"hereplied。Ajetofgaspuffedoutbetweenthebars,tooklightandwhistledsoftly。\"Supposewetakethered-hairedhero’sadventuresfirst,fromthetimethathecamesouthtomygalleyandcaptureditandsailedtotheBeaches。\"
IknewbetternowthantointerruptCharlie。Iwasoutofreachofpenandpaper,anddarednotmovetogetthemlestIshouldbreakthecurrent。Thegas-jetpuffedandwhinnied,Charlie’svoicedroppedalmosttoawhisper,andhetoldataleofthesail。mgofanopengalleytoFurdurstrandi,ofsunsetsontheopensea,seenunderthecurveoftheonesaileveningafteteveningwhenthegalley’sbeakwasnotchedintothecentreofthesinkingdisc,and\"wesailedbythatforwehadnootherguide,\"quothCharlie。Hespokeofalandingonanislandandexplorationsinitswoods,wherethecrewkilledthreemenwhomtheyfoundasleepunderthepines。Theirghosts,Charliesaid,followedthegalley,swimmingandchokinginthewater,andthecrewcastlotsandthrewoneoftheirnumberoverboardasasacrificetothestrangegodswhomtheybadoffended。Thentheyatesea-weedwhentheirprovisionsfailed,andtheirlegsswelled,andtheirleader,thered-hairedman,killedtworowerswhomutinied,andafterayearspentamongthewoodstheysetsailfortheirowncountry,andawindthatneverfailedcarriedthembacksosafelythattheyallsleptatnight。ThisandmuchmoreCharlietold。SometimesthevoicefellsolowthatIcouldnotcatchthewords,thougheverynervewasonthestrain。Hespokeoftheirleader,thered-hairedman,asapaganspeaksofhisGod;foritwashewhocheeredthemandslewthemimpartiallyashethoughtbestfortheirneeds;anditwashewhosteeredthemforthreedaysamongfloatingice,eachfloecrowdedwithstrangebeaststhat\"triedtosailwithus,’saidCharlie,\"andwebeatthembackwiththehandlesoftheoars。\"
Thegas-jetwentout,aburnedcoalgaveway,andthefiresettleddownwithatinycrashtothebottomofthegrate。Charlieceasedspeaking,andIsaidnoword。
\"ByJove!\"hesaid,atlast,shakinghishead。\"I’vebeenstaringatthefiretillI’mdizzy。WhatwasIgoingtosay。
\"Somethingaboutthegalley。\"
\"Iremembernow。It’s25percent。oftheprofits,isn’tit?\"
\"It’sanythingyoulikewhenI’vedonethetale。\"
\"Iwantedtobesureofthat。Imustgonow。I’ve,I’veanappointment。\"Andheleftme。
HadmyeyesnotbeenheldImighthaveknowthatthatbrokenmutteringoverthefirewastheswan-songofCharlieMears。ButI
thoughtitthepreludetofullerrevelation。AtlastandatlastI
shouldcheattheLordsofLifeandDeath!
WhennextCharliecametomeIreceivedhimwithrapture。Hewasnervousandembarrassed,buthiseyeswereveryfulloflight,andhislipsalittleparted。
\"I’vedoneapoem,\"hesaid;andthenquickly:\"it’sthebestI’veeverdone。Readit。\"Hethrustitintomyhandandretreatedtothewindow。
Igroanedinwardly。Itwouldbetheworkofhalfanhourtocriticise-thatistosaypraise-thepoemsufficientlytopleaseCharlie。ThenIhadgoodreasontogroan,forCharlie,discardinghisfavoritecentipedemetres,hadlaunchedintoshorterandchoppierverse,andversewithamotiveatthebackofit。ThisiswhatIread:
\"Thedayismostfair,thecheerywindHalloosbehindthehill,Wherebebendsthewoodasseemethgood,Andthesaplingtohiswill!
RiotOwind;thereisthatinmybloodThatwouldnothavetheestill!
\"Shegavemeherself,OEarth,OSky:
Greysea,sheisminealoneI
Letthesullenbouldersbearmycry,Andrejoicetho’theybebutstone!
’Mine!IhavewonherOgoodbrownearth,Makemerry!’TisbardonSpring;
Makemerry;myloveisdoublyworthAllworshipyourfieldscanbring!
LetthebindtbattillsyoufeelmymirthAttheearlyharrowing。\"
\"Yes,it’stheearlyharrowing,pastadoubt,\"Isaid,withadreadatmyheart。Charliesmiled,butdidnotanswer。
\"Redcloudofthesunset,tellitabroad;
Iamvictor。GreetmeOSun,DominantmasterandabsolutelordOverthesoulofone!\"
\"Well?\"saidCharlie,lookingovermyshoulder。
Ithoughtitfarfromwell,andveryevilindeed,whenhesilentlylaidaphotographonthepaper-thephotographofagirlwithacurlyhead,andafoolishslackmouth。
\"Isn’tit-isn’titwonderful?\"hewhispered,pinktothetipsofhisears,wrappedintherosymysteryoffirstlove。\"Ididn’tknow;I
didn’tthink-itcamelikeathunderclap。\"
\"Yes。Itcomeslikeathunderclap。Areyouveryhappy,Charlie?\"
\"MyGod-she-shelovesmel\"Hesatdownrepeatingthelastwordstohimself。Ilookedatthehairlessface,thenarrowshouldersalreadybowedbydesk-work,andwonderedwhen,where,andbowhehadlovedinhispastlives。
\"Whatwillyourmothersay?\"Iasked,cheerfully。
\"Idon’tcareadamnwhatshesays。\"
Attwentythethingsforwhichonedoesnotcareadamnshould,properly,bemany,butonemustnotincludemothersinthelist。I
toldhimthisgently;andhedescribedHer,evenasAdammusthavedescribedtothenewlynamedbeaststhegloryandtendernessandbeautyofEve。IncidentallyIlearnedthatShewasatobacconist’sassistantwithaweaknessforprettydress,andhadtoldhimfourorfivetimesalreadythatShehadneverbeenkissedbyamanbefore。
Charliespokeon,andon,andon;whileI,separatedfromhimbythousandsofyears,wasconsideringthebeginningsofthings。NowIunderstoodwhytheLordsofLifeandDeathshutthedoorssocarefullybehindus。Itisthatwemaynotrememberourfirstwooings。Wereitnotso,ourworldwouldbewithoutinhabitantsinahundredyears。
\"Now,aboutthatgalley-story,\"1said,stillmorecheerfully,inapauseintherushofthespeech。
Charlielookedupasthoughhehadbeenhit。\"Thegalley-whatgalley?Goodheavens,don’tjoke,man!Thisisserious!Youdon’tknowhowseriousitis!\"
GrishChunderwasright。Charliehadtastedtheloveofwomanthatkillsremembrance,andthefineststory’intheworldwouldneverbewritten。