第2章

ThemountainsofMoabwerebeforeus,veryplainintheiroutline。

\"Moabismywash-pot,andoverEdomwillIcastoutmyshoe!\"Theretheywerebeforeus,veryvisibletotheeye,andwebegannaturallytoaskquestionsofeachother。WhywasMoabthewash-pot,andEdomthuscursedwithindignity?Whyhadtherightbankoftheriverbeenselectedforsuchgreatpurposes,whereastheleftwasthuscondemned?Wasthere,atthattime,anyspecialfertilityinthislandofpromisewhichhassincedepartedfromit?Wearetoldofabunchofgrapeswhichtooktwomentocarryit;butnowthereisnotavineinthewholecountryside。Now-a-daysthesandyplainroundJerichoisasdryandaridasareanyofthevalleysofMoab。TheJordanwasrunningbeneathourfeet,——theJordaninwhichtheleprouskinghadwashed,thoughthebrightriversofhisownDamascusweresomuchnearertohishand。Itwasbutahumblestreamtowhichhewassent;butthespotprobablywashigherup,abovetheSeaofGalilee,wheretheriverisnarrow。Butanotheralsohadcomedowntothisriver,perhapstothisveryspotonitsshores,andsubmittedHimselftoitswaters;——astowhom,perhaps,itwillbebetterthatIshouldnotspeakmuchinthislightstory。

TheDeadSeawasonourright,stillglitteringinthedistance,andbehinduslaytheplainsofJerichoandthewretchedcollectionofhutswhichstillbearsthenameoftheancientcity。Beyondthat,butstillseeminglywithineasydistanceofus,werethemountainsofthewilderness。Thewilderness!Intruth,thespotwasonewhichdidleadtomanythoughts。

Wetalkedofthesethings,astomanyofwhichIfoundthatmyfriendwasmuchmorefreeinhisdoubtsandquestioningsthanmyself;andthenourwordscamebacktoourselves,thenaturalcentreofallmen’s-thoughtsandwords。\"Fromwhatyousay,\"I

said,\"Igatherthatyouhavehadenoughofthisland?\"

\"Quiteenough,\"hesaid。\"Whyseeksuchspotsasthese,iftheyonlydispeltheassociationsandvenerationofone’schildhood?\"

\"Butwithmesuchassociationsandvenerationarerivetedthestrongerbyseeingtheplaces,andputtingmyhanduponthespots。

Idonotspeakofthatfictitiousmarbleslabupthere;buthere,amongthesandhillsbythisriver,andattheMountofOlivesoverwhichwepassed,Idobelieve。\"

Hepausedamoment,andthenreplied:\"Tomeitisallnothing,——

absolutelynothing。Butthendowenotknowthatourthoughtsareformed,andourbeliefsmodelled,notontheoutwardsignsorintrinsicevidencesofthings,——aswouldbethecasewerewealwaysrational,——butbytheinnerworkingsoftheminditself?AtthepresentturnofmylifeIcanbelieveinnothingthatisgracious。\"

\"Ah,youmeanthatyouareunhappy。Youhavecometogriefinsomeofyourdoingsorbelongings,andthereforefindthatallthingsarebittertothetaste。Ihavehadmypalateoutofordertoo;buttheproperappreciationofflavourshascomebacktome。Bah,——hownoisomewasthatDeadSeawater!\"

\"TheDeadSeawatersarenoisome,\"hesaid;\"andIhavebeendrinkingofthembylongdraughts。\"

\"Longdraughts!\"Ianswered,thinkingtoconsolehim。\"Draughtshavenotbeenlongwhichcanhavebeenswallowedinyouryears。

Yourdiseasemaybeacute,butitcannotyethavebecomechronic。A

manalwaysthinksatthemomentofeachmisfortunethatthatspecialmiserywilllasthislifetime;butGodistoogoodforthat。Idonotknowwhatailsyou;butthisdaytwelvemonthwillseeyouagainassoundasaroach。\"

Wethensatsilentforawhile,duringwhichIwaspuffingatacigar。Smith,amonghisaccomplishments,didnotreckonthatofsmoking,——whichwasagrieftome;foramanenjoysthetobaccodoublywhenanotherisenjoyingitwithhim。

\"No,youdonotknowwhatailsme,\"hesaidatlast,\"and,therefore,cannotjudge。\"

\"Perhapsnot,mydearfellow。Butmyexperiencetellsmethatearlywoundsaregenerallycapableofcure;and,therefore,Isurmisethatyoursmaybeso。Theheartatyourtimeoflifeisnotwornout,andhasstrengthandsoundnessleftwherewithtothrowoffitsmaladies。Ihopeitmaybesowithyou。\"

\"Godknows。IdonotmeantosaythattherearenonemoretobepitiedthanIam;butatthepresentmoment,Iamnot——notlight-

hearted。\"

\"IwishIcouldeaseyourburden,mydearfellow。\"

\"Itismostpreposterousinmethustoforcemyselfuponyou,andthentroubleyouwithmycares。ButIhadbeenalonesolong,andI

wassowearyofit!\"

\"ByJove,andsohadI。Makenoapology。Andletmetellyouthis,——thoughperhapsyouwillnotcreditme,——thatIwouldsoonerlaughwithacomradethancrywithhimistrueenough;but,ifoccasiondemands,Icandothelatteralso。\"

Hethenputouthishandtome,andIpresseditintokenofmyfriendship。Myownhandwashotandroughwiththeheatandsand;

buthiswassoftandcoolalmostasawoman’s。Ithoroughlyhateaneffeminateman;but,inspiteofacertainwomanlysoftnessaboutthisfellow,Icouldnothatehim。\"Yes,\"Icontinued,\"thoughsomewhatunusedtothemeltingmood,Ialsosometimesgiveforthmymedicinalgums。Idon’twanttoaskyouanyquestions,and,asarule,Ihatetobetoldsecrets,butifIcanbeofanyservicetoyouinanymatterIwilldomybest。Idon’tsaythiswithreferencetothepresentmoment,butthinkofitbeforewepart。\"

Ilookedroundathimandsawthathewasintears。\"IknowthatyouwillthinkthatIamaweakfool,\"hesaid,pressinghishandkerchieftohiseyes。

\"Bynomeans。Therearemomentsinaman’slifewhenitbecomeshimtoweeplikeawoman;buttheolderhegrowsthemoreseldomthosemomentscometohim。AsfarasIcanseeofmen,theynevercryatthatwhichdisgracesthem。\"

\"Itisleftforwomentodothat,\"heanswered。

\"Oh,women!Awomancriesforeverythingandfornothing。Itisthesharpestarrowshehasinherquiver,——thebestcardinherhand。Whenawomancries,whatcanyoudobutgiveherallsheasksfor?\"

\"Doyou——dislikewomen?\"

\"No,byJove!Iamneverreallyhappyunlessoneisnearme,ormorethanone。Aman,asarule,hasanamountofenergywithinhimwhichhecannotturntoprofitonhimselfalone。Itisgoodforhimtohaveawomanbyhimthathemayworkforher,andthushaveexerciseforhislimbsandfaculties。Iamveryfondofwomen。ButIalwayslikethosebestwhoaremosthelpless。\"

Weweresilentagainforawhile,anditwasduringthistimethatI

foundmyselflyingwithmyheadinhislap。Ihadslept,butitcouldhavebeenbutforafewminutes,andwhenIwokeIfoundhishanduponmybrow。AsIstarteduphesaidthattheflieshadbeenannoyingme,andthathehadnotchosentowakenmeasIseemedweary。\"Ithasbeenthatdoublebathing,\"Isaid,apologetically;

forIalwaysfeelashamedwhenIamdetectedsleepingintheday。

\"Inhotweatherthewaterdoesmakeonedrowsy。ByJove,it’sgettingdark;wehadbetterhavethehorses。\"

\"Stayhalfamoment,\"hesaid,speakingverysoftly,andlayinghishanduponmyarm,\"Iwillnotdetainyouaminute。\"

\"Thereisnohurryinlife,\"Isaid。

\"Youpromisedmejustnowyouwouldassistme。\"

\"Ifitbeinmypower,Iwill。\"

\"BeforewepartatAlexandriaIwillendeavourtotellyouthestoryofmytroubles,andthenifyoucanaidme——\"ItstruckmeashepausedthatIhadmadearashpromise,butneverthelessImuststandbyitnow——withoneortwoprovisoes。Thechanceswerethattheyoungmanwasshortofmoney,orelsethathehadgotintoascrapeaboutagirl。IneithereaseImightgivehimsomeslightassistance;but,then,itbehovedmetomakehimunderstandthatI

wouldnotconsenttobecomeaparticipatorinmischief。Iwastoooldtogetmyheadwillinglyintoascrape,andthisImustendeavourtomakehimunderstand。

\"Iwill,ifitbeinmypower,\"Isaid。\"Iwillasknoquestionsnow;butifyourtroublebeaboutsomelady——\"

\"Itisnot,\"saidhe。

\"Well;sobeit。Ofalltroublesthosearethemosttroublesome。

Ifyouareshortofcash——\"

\"No,Iamnotshortofcash。\"

\"Youarenot。That’swelltoo;forwantofmoneyisasoretroublealso。\"AndthenIpausedbeforeIcametothepoint。\"Idonotsuspectanythingbadofyou,Smith。HadIdoneso,IshouldnothavespokenasIhavedone。Andiftherebenothingbad——\"

\"Thereisnothingdisgraceful,\"hesaid。

\"ThatisjustwhatImean;andinthatcaseIwilldoanythingforyouthatmaybewithinmypower。NowletuslookforJosephandthemucherry-boy,foritistimethatwewereatJericho。\"

IcannotdescribeatlengththewholeofourjourneyfromthencetoourtentsatJericho,norbacktoJerusalem,norevenfromJerusalemtoJaffa。AtJerichowedidsleepintents,payingsomuchpernight,accordingtothetariff。Wewanderedoutatnight,anddrankcoffeewithafamilyofArabsinthedesert,sittinginaringroundtheircoffee-kettle。AndwesawaTurkishsoldierpunishedwiththebastinado,——asightwhichdidnotdomeanygood,andwhichmadeSmithverysick。Indeedafterthefirstblowhewalkedaway。

Jerichoisaremarkablespotinthatpilgrimweek,andIwishIhadspacetodescribeit。ButIhavenot,forImusthurryon,backtoJerusalemandthencetoJaffa。IhadmuchtotellalsoofthoseBedouins;howtheywereessentiallytruetous,butteasedusalmosttofrenzybytheircontinualbegging。Theybeggedforourfoodandourdrink,forourcigarsandourgunpowder,fortheclothesoffourbacks,andthehandkerchiefsoutofourpockets。AstogunpowderI

hadnonetogivethem,formychargeswereallmadeupincartridges;andIlearnedthatthegunsbehindtheirbackswereamerepretence,fortheyhadnotagrainofpowderamongthem。

WesleptonenightinJerusalem,andstartedearlyonthefollowingmorning。Smithcametomyhotelsothatwemightbereadytogetherforthemove。WestillcarriedwithusJosephandthemucherry-boy;

butforourBedouins,whohaddulyreceivedtheirfortyshillingsapiece,wehadnofurtheruse。OnourroaddowntoJerusalemwehadmuchchattogether,butonlyoneadventure。Thosepilgrims,ofwhomIhavespoken,journeytoJerusaleminthegreatestnumberbytheroutewhichwewerenowtakingfromit,andtheycomeinlongdroves,reachingJaffaincrowdsbytheFrenchandAustriansteamersfromSmyrna,Damascus,andConstantinople。Astheirnumberconferssecurityinthatsomewhatinsecurecountry,manytravellersfromthewestofEuropemakearrangementstotravelwiththem。Onourwaydownwemetthelastofthesecaravansfortheyear,andwewerepassingitformorethantwohours。OnthisoccasionIrodefirst,andSmithwasimmediatelybehindme;butofasuddenIobservedhimtowheelhishorseround,andtoclamberdownwardsamongbushesandstonestowardsariverthatranbelowus。\"Hallo,Smith,\"Icried,\"youwilldestroyyourhorse,andyourselftoo。\"Buthewouldnotanswerme,andallIcoulddowastodrawupinthepathandwait。

Myconfusionwasmadetheworse,asatthatmomentalongstringofpilgrimswaspassingby。\"Goodmorning,sir,\"saidanoldmantomeingoodEnglish。IlookedupasIansweredhim,andsawagrey-

hairedgentleman,ofverysolemnandsadaspect。Hemightbeseventyyearsofage,andIcouldseethathewasattendedbythreeorfourservants。Ishallneverforgetthesevereandsorrowfulexpressionofhiseyes,overwhichhisheavyeyebrowshunglow。

\"AretheremanyEnglishinJerusalem?\"heasked。\"Agoodmany,\"I

replied;\"therealwaysareatEaster。\"\"Canyoutellmeanythingofanyofthem?\"heasked。\"Notaword,\"saidI,forIknewnoone;

\"butourconsulcan。\"Andthenwebowedtoeachotherandhepassedon。

IgotoffmyhorseandscrambleddownonfootafterSmith。Ifoundhimgatheringberriesandbushesasthoughhisverysoulweremadwithbotany;butasIhadseennothingofthisinhimbefore,I

askedwhatstrangefreakhadtakenhim。

\"Youweretalkingtothatoldman,\"hesaid。

\"Well,yes,Iwas。\"

\"ThatistherelationofwhomIhavespokentoyou。\"

\"Thed-heis!\"

\"AndIwouldavoidhim,ifitbepossible。\"

Ithenlearnedthattheoldgentlemanwashisuncle。Hehadnolivingfatherormother,andhenowsupposedthathisrelativewasgoingtoJerusaleminquestofhim。\"Ifso,\"saidI,\"youwillundoubtedlygivehimlegbail,unlesstheAustrianboatismorethanordinarilylate。Itisasmuchasweshalldotocatchit,andyoumaybehalfoverAfrica,orfargoneonyourwaytoIndia,beforehecanbeonyourtrackagain。\"

\"IwilltellyouallaboutitatAlexandria,\"hereplied;andthenhescrambledupagainwithhishorse,andwewenton。ThatnightwesleptattheArmenianconventatRamlath,orRamath。ThisplaceissupposedtostandonthesiteofArimathea,andismarkedassuchinmanyofthemaps。Themonksatthistimeoftheyearareverybusy,asthepilgrimsallstayhereforonenightontheirroutesbackwardsandforwards,andtheplaceonsuchoccasionsisterriblycrowded。Onthenightofourvisititwasnearlyempty,asacaravanhadleftitthatmorning;andthuswewereindulgedwithseparatecells,apointonwhichmycompanionseemedtolayconsiderablestress。

Onthefollowingday,ataboutnoon,weenteredJaffa,andputupataninntherewhichiskeptbyaPole。TheboatfromBeyrout,whichtouchesatJaffaonitswaytoAlexandria,wasnotyetin,norevensighted;wewerethereforeamplyintime。\"Shallwesailto-night?\"

Iaskedoftheagent。\"Yes,inallprobability,\"hereplied。\"Ifthesignalbeseenbeforethreeweshalldoso。Ifnot,thennot;\"

andsoIreturnedtothehotel。

Smithhadinvoluntarilyshownsignsoffatigueduringthejourney,butyethehadborneupwellagainstit。Ihadneverfeltcalledontograntanyextraindulgenceastotimebecausetheworkwastoomuchforhim。Butnowhewasagooddealknockedup,andIwasalittlefrightenedfearingthatIhadover-drivenhimundertheheatofthesun。Iwasalarmedlestheshouldhavefever,andproposedtosendfortheJaffadoctor。Butthisheutterlyrefused。Hewouldshuthimselfforanhourortwoinhisroom,hesaid,andbythattimehetrustedtheboatwouldbeinsight。Itwascleartomethathewasveryanxiousonthesubject,fearingthathisunclewouldbebackuponhisheelsbeforehehadstarted。

Iorderedaseriousbreakfastformyself,forwithme,onsuchoccasions,myappetitedemandsmoreimmediateattentionthanmylimbs。IalsoacknowledgethatIbecomefatigued,andcanlaymyselfatlengthduringsuchidledaysandsleepfromhourtohour;

butthedesiretodosonevercomestillIhavewelleatenanddrunken。AbottleofFrenchwine,threeorfourcutletsofgoats’

flesh,anomeletmadeoutofthefreshesteggs,andanenormousdishoforanges,wasthebanquetsetbeforeme;andthoughImighthavefoundfaultwithitinParisorLondon,IthoughtthatitdidwellenoughinJaffa。Mypoorfriendcouldnotjoinme,buthadacupofcoffeeinhisroom。\"Atanyratetakealittlebrandyinit,\"I

saidtohim,asIstoodoverhisbed。\"Icouldnotswallowit,\"

saidhe,lookingatmewithalmostbeseechingeyes。\"Beshrewthefellow,\"IsaidtomyselfasIlefthim,carefullyclosingthedoor,sothatthesoundshouldnotshakehim;\"heislittlebetterthanawoman,andyetIhavebecomeasfondofhimasthoughheweremybrother。\"

Iwentoutatthree,butuptothattimetheboathadnotbeensignalled。\"Andweshallnotgetoutto-night?\"\"No,notto-

night,\"saidtheagent。\"Andwhattimeto-morrow?\"\"Ifshecomesinthisevening,youwillstartbydaylight。ButtheysomanageherdeparturefromBeyrout,thatsheseldomishereintheevening。\"

\"Itwillbenoonto-morrowthen?\"\"Yes,\"themansaid,\"noonto-

morrow。\"Icalculated,however,thattheoldgentlemancouldnotpossiblybeonourtrackbythattime。HewouldnothavereachedJerusalemtilllateinthedayonwhichwesawhim,anditwouldtakehimsometimetoobtaintidingsofhisnephew。ButitmightbepossiblethatmessengerssentbyhimshouldreachJaffabyfourorfiveonthedayafterhisarrival。ThatwouldbethisverydaywhichwewerenowwastingatJaffa。Havingthusmademycalculations,IreturnedtoSmithtogivehimsuchconsolationasitmightbeinmypowertoafford。

Heseemedtobedreadfullyafflictedbyallthis。\"HewillhavetracedmetoJerusalem,andthenagainaway;andwillfollowmeimmediately。\"

\"Thatisallverywell,\"Isaid;\"butletevenayoungmandothebesthecan,andhewillnotgetfromJerusalemtoJaffainlessthantwelvehours。Youruncleisnotayoungman,andcouldnotpossiblydothejourneyundertwodays。\"

\"Buthewillsend。Hewillnotmindwhatmoneyhespends。\"

\"Andifhedoessend,takeoffyourhattohismessengers,andbidthemcarryyourcomplaintsback。Youarenotafelonwhomhecanarrest。\"

\"No,hecannotarrestme;but,ah!youdonotunderstand;\"andthenhesatuponthebed,andseemedasthoughheweregoingtowringhishandsindespair。

Iwaitedforsomehalfhourinhisroom,thinkingthathewouldtellmethisstoryofhis。IfherequiredthatIshouldgivehimmyaidinthepresenceeitherofhisuncleorofhisuncle’smyrmidons,I

mustatanyrateknowwhatwaslikelytobethedisputebetweenthem。ButashesaidnothingIsuggestedthatheshouldstrolloutwithmeamongtheorange-grovesbywhichthetownissurrounded。Inanswertothishelookeduppiteouslyintomyfaceasthoughbeggingmetobemercifultohim。\"Youarestrong,\"saidhe,\"andcannotunderstandwhatitistofeelfatigueasIdo。\"Andyethehaddeclaredoncommencinghisjourneythathewouldnotbefoundtocomplain?Norhadhecomplainedbyasinglewordtillafterthatencounterwithhisuncle。Nay,hehadborneupwelltillthisnewshadreachedusoftheboatbeinglate。Ifeltconvincedthatiftheboatwereatthismomentlyingintheharbourallthatappearanceofexcessiveweaknesswouldsoonvanish。WhatitwasthathefearedI

couldnotguess;butitwasmanifesttomethatsomegreatterroralmostoverwhelmedhim。

\"Myideais,\"saidI,andIsupposethatIspokewithsomethinglessofgood-natureinmytonethanIhadassumedforthelastdayortwo,\"thatnomanshould,underanycircumstances,besoafraidofanotherman,astotrembleathispresence,——eitherathispresenceorhisexpectedpresence。\"

\"Ah,nowyouareangrywithme;nowyoudespiseme!\"

\"Neithertheonenortheother。ButifImaytakethelibertyofafriendwithyou,Ishouldadviseyoutocombatthisfeelingofhorror。Ifyoudonot,itwillunmanyou。Afterall,whatcanyouruncledotoyou?Hecannotrobyouofyourheartandsoul。Hecannottouchyourinnerself。\"

\"Youdonotknow,\"hesaid。

\"Ahbut,Smith,Idoknowthat。Whatevermaybethisquarrelbetweenyouandhim,youshouldnottrembleatthethoughtofhim;

unlessindeed——\"

\"Unlesswhat?\"

\"Unlessyouhaddoneaughtthatshouldmakeyoutremblebeforeeveryhonestman。\"IownIhadbeguntohavemydoubtsofhim,andtofearthathehadabsolutelydisgracedhimself。EveninsuchcaseI,——Iindividually,——didnotwishtobesevereonhim;butIshouldbeannoyedtofindthatIhadopenedmyhearttoaswindlerorapractisedknave。

\"Iwilltellyouallto-morrow,\"saidhe;\"butIhavebeenguiltyofnothingofthatsort。\"

Intheeveninghedidcomeout,andsatwithmeasIsmokedmycigar。Theboat,hewastold,wouldalmostundoubtedlycomeinbydaybreakonthefollowingmorning,andbeoffatnine;whereasitwasveryimprobablethatanyarrivalfromJerusalemwouldbesoearlyasthat。\"Beside,\"Iremindedhim,\"yourunclewillhardlyhurrydowntoJaffa,becausehewillhavenoreasontothinkbutwhatyouhavealreadystarted。Therearenotelegraphshere,youknow。\"

Intheeveninghewasstillverysad,thoughtheparoxysmofhisterrorseemedtohavepassedaway。Iwouldnotbotherhim,ashehadhimselfchosenthefollowingmorningforthetellingofhisstory。SoIsatandsmoked,andtalkedtohimaboutourpastjourney,andbydegreesthepowerofspeechcamebacktohim,andI

againfeltthatIlovedhim!Yes,lovedhim!Ihavenottakenmanysuchfanciesintomyhead,atsoshortanotice;butIdidlovehim,asthoughhewereayoungerbrother。Ifeltadelightinservinghim,andthoughIwasalmostoldenoughtobehisfather,I

ministeredtohimasthoughhehadbeenanoldman,orawoman。

Onthefollowingmorningwewerestirringatdaybreak,andfoundthatthevesselwasinsight。Shewouldbeintheroadsoffthetownintwohours’time,theysaid,andwouldstartatelevenortwelve。Andthenwewalkedroundbythegateofthetown,andsaunteredaquarterofamileorsoalongthewaythatleadstowardsJerusalem。Icouldseethathiseyewasanxiouslyturneddowntheroad,buthesaidnothing。Wesawnocloudofdust,andthenwereturnedtobreakfast。

\"Thesteamerhascometoanchor,\"saidourdirtyPolishhosttousinexecrableEnglish。\"Andwemaybeoffonboard,\"saidSmith。

\"Notyet,\"hesaid;\"theymustputtheircargooutfirst。\"Isaw,however,thatSmithwasuneasy,andImadeupmymindtogoofftothevesselatonce。WhentheyshouldseeanEnglishportmanteaumakinganoffertocomeupthegangway,theAustriansailorswouldnotstopit。SoIcalledforthebill,andorderedthatthethingsshouldbetakendowntothewretchedbrokenheapofrottentimberwhichtheycalledaquay。Smithhadnottoldmehisstory,butnodoubthewouldassoonashewasonboard。

IwasintheactofsquabblingwiththePoleoverthelastdemandforpiastres,whenweheardanoiseinthegatewayoftheinn,andI

sawSmith’scountenancebecomepale。ItwasanEnglishman’svoiceaskingiftherewereanystrangersthere;soIwentintothecourtyard,closingthedoorbehindme,andturningthekeyuponthelandlordandSmith。\"Smith,\"saidItomyself,\"willkeepthePolequietifhehaveanywitleft。\"

ThemanwhohadaskedthequestionhadtheairofanupperEnglishservant,andIthoughtthatIrecognisedoneofthosewhomIhadseenwiththeoldgentlemanontheroad;butthematterwassoonputatrestbytheappearanceofthatgentlemanhimself。Hewalkedupintothecourtyard,lookedhardatmefromunderthosebushyeyebrows,justraisedhishat,andthen——said,\"IbelieveIamspeakingtoMr。Jones。\"

\"Yes,\"saidI,\"IamMr。Jones。CanIhavethehonourofservingyou?\"

Therewassomethingpeculiarlyunpleasantaboutthisman’sface。AtthepresentmomentIexamineditclosely,andcouldunderstandthegreataversionwhichhisnephewfelttowardshim。Helookedlikeagentlemanandlikeamanoftalent,norwasthereanythingofmeannessinhisface;neitherwasheill-looking,intheusualacceptationoftheword;butonecouldseethathewassolemn,austere,andoverbearing;thathewouldbeincapableofanylightenjoyment,andunforgivingtowardsalloffences。Itookhimtobeamanwho,beingoldhimself,couldneverrememberthathehadbeenyoung,andwho,therefore,hatedthelevitiesofyouth。Tomesuchacharacterisspeciallyodious;forIwouldfain,ifitbepossible,beyoungeventomygrave。Smith,ifhewereclever,mightescapefromthewindowoftheroom,whichopenedoutuponaterrace,andstillgetdowntothesteamer。Iwouldkeeptheoldmaninplayforsometime;and,eventhoughIlostmypassage,wouldbetruetomyfriend。Therelayourjointluggageatmyfeetintheyard。IfSmithwouldventureawaywithouthisportionofit,allmightyetberight。

\"Myname,sir,isSirWilliamWeston,\"hebegan。Ihadheardofthenamebefore,andknewhimtobeamanofwealth,andfamily,andnote。Itookoffmyhat,andsaidthatIhadmuchhonourinmeetingSirWilliamWeston。

\"AndIpresumeyouknowtheobjectwithwhichIamnowhere,\"hecontinued。

\"Notexactly,\"saidI。\"NordoIunderstandhowIpossiblyshouldknowit,seeingthat,uptothismoment,Ididnotevenknowyourname,andhaveheardnothingconcerningeitheryourmovementsoryouraffairs。\"

\"Sir,\"saidhe,\"IhavehithertobelievedthatImightatanyrateexpectfromyouthetruth。\"

\"Sir,\"saidI,\"Iamboldtothinkthatyouwillnotdaretotellme,eithernow,oratanyothertime,thatyouhavereceived,orexpecttoreceive,frommeanythingthatisnottrue。\"

Hethenstoodstill,lookingatmeforamomentortwo,andIbegtoassertthatIlookedasfullyathim。Therewas,atanyrate,nocausewhyIshouldtremblebeforehim。Iwasnothisnephew,norwasIresponsibleforhisnephew’sdoingstowardshim。Twoofhisservantswerebehindhim,andonmysidetherestoodaboyandgirlbelongingtotheinn。They,however,couldnotunderstandawordofEnglish。Isawthathewashesitating,butatlasthespokeout。I

confess,now,thathiswords,whentheywerespoken,did,atthefirstmoment,makemetremble。

\"Ihavetochargeyou,\"saidhe,\"withelopingwithmyniece,andI

demandofyoutoinformmewheresheis。YouareperfectlyawarethatIamherguardianbylaw。\"

Ididtremble;——notthatIcaredmuchforSirWilliam’sguardianship,butIsawbeforemesoterribleanembarrassment!AndthenIfeltsothoroughlyabashedinthatIhadallowedmyselftobesodeceived!Itallcamebackuponmeinamoment,andcoveredmewithashamethatevenmademeblush。Ihadtravelledthroughthedesertwithawomanfordays,andhadnotdiscoveredher,thoughshehadgivenmeathousandsigns。AllthosesignsIrememberednow,andIblushedpainfully。WhenherhandwasonmyforeheadIstillthoughtthatshewasaman!IdeclarethatatthismomentIfeltastrongerdisinclinationtofacemylatecompanionthanIdidtoencounterherangryuncle。

\"Yourniece!\"Isaid,speakingwithasheepishbewildermentwhichshouldhaveconvincedhimatonceofmyinnocence。Shehadaskedme,too,whetherIwasamarriedman,andIhaddeniedit。HowwasItoescapefromsuchamessofmisfortunes?IdeclarethatIbegantoforgethertroublesinmyown。

\"Yes,myniece,——MissJuliaWeston。Thedisgracewhichyouhavebroughtuponmemustbewipedout;butmyfirstdutyistosavethatunfortunateyoungwomanfromfurthermisery。\"

\"Ifitbeasyousay,\"Iexclaimed,\"bythehonourofagentleman——\"

\"IcarenothingforthehonourofagentlemantillIseeitproved。

Begoodenoughtoinformme,sir,whetherMissWestonisinthishouse。\"

ForamomentIhesitated;butIsawatoncethatIshouldmakemyselfresponsibleforcertainmischief,ofwhichIwasatanyratehithertointruthinnocent,ifIallowedmyselftobecomeapartytoconcealingayounglady。UptothisperiodIcouldatanyratedefendmyself,whethermydefencewerebelievedornotbelieved。I

stillhadahopethatthecharmingJuliamighthaveescapedthroughthewindow,andafeelingthatifshehaddonesoIwasnotresponsible。WhenIturnedthelockIturneditonSmith。

ForamomentIhesitated,andthenwalkedslowlyacrosstheyardandopenedthedoor。\"SirWilliam,\"Isaid,asIdidso,\"Itravelledherewithacompaniondressedasaman;andIbelievedhimtobewhatheseemedtillthisminute。\"

\"Sir!\"saidSirWilliam,withalookofscorninhisfacewhichgavemethelieinmyteethasplainlyasanywordscoulddo。Andthenheenteredtheroom。ThePolewasstandinginonecorner,apparentlyamazedatwhatwasgoingon,andSmith,——ImayaswellcallherMissWestonatonce,forthebaronet’sstatementwastrue,——

wassittingonasortofdivaninthecornerofthechamberhidingherfaceinherhands。Shehadmadenoattemptatanescape,andafullexplanationwasthereforeindispensable。FormyselfIownthatIfeltashamedofmypartintheplay,——ashamedevenofmyowninnocency。HadIbeenlessinnocentIshouldcertainlyhavecontrivedtoappearmuchlessguilty。HaditoccurredtomeonthebanksoftheJordanthatSmithwasalady,Ishouldnothavetravelledwithherinhergentleman’shabilimentsfromJerusalemtoJaffa。Hadsheconsentedtoremainundermyprotection,shemusthavedonesowithoutamasquerade。

Theunclestoodstillandlookedathisniece。Heprobablyunderstoodhowthoroughlysternanddisagreeablewashisownface,andconsideredthathecouldpunishthecrimeofhisrelativeinnosevererwaythanbylookingather。InthisIthinkhewasright。

Butatlasttherewasanecessityforspeaking。\"Unfortunateyoungwoman!\"hesaid,andthenpaused。

\"Wehadbettergetridofthelandlord,\"Isaid,\"beforewecometoanyexplanation。\"AndImotionedtothemantoleavetheroom。

Thishedidveryunwillingly,butatlasthewasgone。

\"Ifearthatitisneedlesstocareonheraccountwhomayhearthestoryofhershame,\"saidSirWilliam。IlookedatMissWeston,butshestillsathidingherface。However,ifshedidnotdefendherself,itwasnecessarythatIshoulddefendbothherandme。

\"IdonotknowhowfarImaybeatlibertytospeakwithreferencetotheprivatemattersofyourselforofyour——yourniece,SirWilliamWeston。Iwouldnotwillinglyinterfere——\"

\"Sir,\"saidhe,\"yourinterferencehasalreadytakenplace。Willyouhavethegoodnesstoexplaintomewhatareyourintentionswithregardtothatlady?\"

Myintentions!Heavenhelpme!Myintentions,ofcourse,weretoleaveherinheruncle’shands。Indeed,IcouldhardlybesaidtohaveformedanyintentionsinceIhadlearnedthatIhadbeenhonouredbyalady’spresence。AtthismomentIdeeplyregrettedthatIhadthoughtlesslystatedtoherthatIwasanunmarriedman。

IndoingsoIhadhadnoobject。Butatthattime\"Smith\"hadbeenquiteastrangertome,andIhadnotthoughtitnecessarytodeclaremyownprivateconcerns。SincethatIhadtalkedsolittleofmyselfthatthefactofmyfamilyathomehadnotbeenmentioned。

\"Willyouhavethegoodnesstoexplainwhatareyourintentionswithregardtothatlady?\"saidthebaronet。

\"Oh,UncleWilliam!\"exclaimedMissWeston,nowatlengthraisingherheadfromherhands。

\"Holdyourpeace,madam,\"saidhe。\"Whencalledupontospeak,youwillfindyourwordswithdifficultyenough。Sir,Iamwaitingforananswerfromyou。\"

\"But,uncle,heisnothingtome;——thegentlemanisnothingtome!\"

\"Bytheheavensaboveus,heshallbesomething,orIwillknowthereasonwhy!What!hehasgoneoffwithyou;hehastravelledthroughthecountrywithyou,hidingyoufromyouronlynaturalfriend;hehasbeenyourcompanionforweeks——\"

\"Sixdays,sir,\"saidI。

\"Sir!\"saidthebaronet,againgivingmethelie。\"Andnow,\"hecontinued,addressinghisniece,\"youtellmethatheisnothingtoyou。HeshallgivemehispromisethathewillmakeyouhiswifeattheconsulateatAlexandria,orIwilldestroyhim。Iknowwhoheis。\"

\"IfyouknowwhoIam,\"saidI,\"youmustknow——\"

Buthewouldnotlistentome。\"Andasforyou,madam,unlesshemakesmethatpromise——\"Andthenhepausedinhisthreat,and,turninground,lookedmeintheface。Isawthatshealsowaslookingatme,thoughnotopenlyashedid;andsomeflatteringdevilthatwasatworkroundmyheart,wouldhavepersuadedthatshealsowouldhaveheardacertainanswergivenwithoutdismay,——wouldevenhavereceivedcomfortinheragonyfromsuchananswer。Butthereaderknowshowcompletelythatanswerwasoutofmypower。

\"Ihavenottheslightestgroundforsupposing,\"saidI,\"thattheladywouldaccedetosuchanarrangement,——ifitwerepossible。Myacquaintancewithherhasbeenaltogetherconfinedto——。Totellthetruth,IhavenotbeeninMissWeston’sconfidence,andhaveonlytakenherforthatwhichshehasseemedtobe。\"

\"Sir!\"saidthebaronet,againlookingatmeasthoughhewouldwithermeonthespotformyfalsehood。

\"Itistrue!\"saidJulia,gettingupfromherseat,andappealingwithclaspedhandstoheruncle——\"astrueasHeaven。\"

\"Madam!\"saidhe,\"doyoubothtakemeforafool?\"

\"Thatyoushouldtakemeforone,\"saidI,\"wouldbeverynatural。

Thefactsareaswestatetoyou。MissWeston,——asInowlearnthatsheis,——didmethehonourofcallingatmyhotel,havingheard——\"

AndthenitseemedtomeasthoughIwereattemptingtoscreenmyselfbytellingthestoryagainsther,soIwasagainsilent。

NeverinmylifehadIbeeninapositionofsuchextraordinarydifficulty。ThedutywhichIowedtoJuliaasawoman,andtoSirWilliamasaguardian,andtomyselfasthefatherofafamily,allclashedwitheachother。Iwasanxioustobegenerous,honest,andprudent,butitwasimpossible;soImadeupmymindtosaynothingfurther。

\"Mr。Jones,\"saidthebaronet,\"IhaveexplainedtoyoutheonlyarrangementwhichunderthepresentcircumstancesIcanpermittopasswithoutopenexposureandcondignpunishment。Thatyouareagentlemanbybirth,education,andpositionIamaware,\"——whereuponIraisedmyhat,andthenhecontinued:\"Thatladyhasthreehundredayearofherown——\"

\"Andattractions,personalandmental,whichareworthtentimesthemoney,\"saidI,andIbowedtomyfairfriend,wholookedatmethewhilewithsadbeseechingeyes。Iconfessthatthemistressofmybosom,hadsheknownmythoughtsatthatonemoment,mighthavehadcauseforanger。

\"Verywell,\"continuedhe。\"ThentheproposalwhichIname,cannot,Iimagine,butbesatisfactory。Ifyouwillmaketoherandtometheonlyamendswhichitisinyourpowerasagentlemantoafford,Iwillforgiveall。TellmethatyouwillmakeheryourwifeonyourarrivalinEgypt。\"

IwouldhavegivenanythingnottohavelookedatMissWestonatthismoment,butIcouldnothelpit。IdidturnmyfacehalfroundtoherbeforeIanswered,andthenfeltthatIhadbeencruelindoingso。\"SirWilliam,\"saidI,\"Ihaveathomealreadyawifeandfamilyofmyown。\"

\"Itisnottrue!\"saidhe,retreatingastep,andstaringatmewithamazement。

\"Thereissomething,sir,\"Ireplied,\"intheunprecedentedcircumstancesofthismeeting,andinyourpositionwithregardtothatlady,which,joinedtoyouradvancedage,willenablemetoregardthatuselessinsultasunspoken。Iamamarriedman。Thereisthesignatureofmywife’slastletter,\"andIhandedhimonewhichIhadreceivedasIwasleavingJerusalem。

ButthecoarseviolentcontradictionwhichSirWilliamhadgivenmewasnothingcomparedwiththereproachconveyedinMissWeston’scountenance。Shelookedatmeasthoughallherangerwerenowturnedagainstme。Andyet,methought,therewasmoreofsorrowthanofresentmentinhercountenance。Butwhatcausewasthereforeither?WhyshouldIbereproached,evenbyherlook?ShedidnotrememberatthemomentthatwhenIansweredherchancequestionastomydomesticaffairs,Ihadanswereditastoamanwhowasastrangertome,andnotastoabeautifulwoman,withwhomIwasabouttopasscertaindaysincloseandintimatesociety。Toher,atthemoment,itseemedasthoughIhadcruellydeceivedher。Intruth,theonepersonreallydeceivedhadbeenmyself。

AndhereImustexplain,onbehalfofthelady,thatwhenshefirstjoinedmeshehadnootherviewthanthatofseeingthebanksoftheJordaninthatguisewhichshehadchosentoassume,inordertoescapefromthesolemnityandausterityofadisagreeablerelative。

Shehadbeenveryfoolish,andthatwasall。ItakeitthatshehadfirstleftheruncleatConstantinople,butonthispointInevergotcertaininformation。Afterwards,whileweweretravellingtogether,theideahadcomeuponher,thatshemightgoonasfarasAlexandriawithme。AndthenIknownothingfurtherofthelady’sintentions,butIamcertainthatherwishesweregoodandpure。

Herunclehadbeenintolerabletoher,andshehadfledfromhim。

Suchhadbeenheroffence,andnomore。

\"Then,sir,\"saidthebaronet,givingmebackmyletter,\"youmustbeadouble-dyedvillain。\"

\"Andyou,sir,\"saidI。ButhereJuliaWestoninterruptedme。

\"Uncle,youaltogetherwrongthisgentleman,\"shesaid。\"Hehasbeenkindtomebeyondmypowerofwordstoexpress;but,tilltoldbyyou,heknewnothingofmysecret。Norwouldhehaveknownit,\"

sheadded,lookingdownupontheground。Astothatlatterassertion,IwasatlibertytobelieveasmuchasIpleased。

ThePolenowcametothedoor,informingusthatanywhowishedtostartbythepacketmustgoonboard,andtherefore,astheunreasonableoldgentlemanperceived,itwasnecessarythatweshouldallmakeourarrangements。Icannotsaythattheyweresuchasenablemetolookbackonthemwithsatisfaction。HedidseemnowatlasttobelievethatIhadbeenanunconsciousagentinhisniece’sstratagem,buthehardlyonthataccountbecameciviltome。

\"Itwasabsolutelynecessary,\"hesaid,\"thatheandthatunfortunateyoungwoman,\"ashewouldcallher,\"shoulddepartatonce,——bythisshipnowgoing。\"TothispropositionofcourseI

madenoopposition。\"Andyou,Mr。Jones,\"hecontinued,\"willatonceperceivethatyou,asagentleman,shouldallowustoproceedonourjourneywithoutthehonourofyourcompany。\"

Thiswasverydreadful,butwhatcouldIsay;or,indeed,whatcouldIdo?MymostearnestdesireinthematterwastosaveMissWestonfromannoyance;andunderexistingcircumstancesmypresenceonboardcouldnotbutbeaburdentoher。Andthen,ifIwent,——ifI

didgo,inoppositiontothewishesofthebaronet,couldItrustmyownprudence?ItwasbetterforallpartiesthatIshouldremain。

\"SirWilliam,\"saidI,afteraminute’sconsideration,\"ifyouwillapologisetomeforthegrossinsultsyouhaveofferedme,itshallbeasyousay。\"

\"Mr。Jones,\"saidSirWilliam,\"IdoapologiseforthewordswhichI

usedtoyouwhileIwaslabouringunderaverynaturalmisconceptionofthecircumstances。\"IdonotknowthatIwasmuchthebetterfortheapology,butatthemomentIregardeditsufficient。

Theirthingswerethenhurrieddowntothestrand,andIaccompaniedthemtotheruinedquay。ItookoffmyhattoSirWilliamashewasfirstletdownintotheboat。Hedescendedfirst,sothathemightreceivehisniece,——forallJaffanowknewthatitwasalady,——andthenIgavehermyhandforthelasttime。\"Godblessyou,MissWeston,\"Isaid,pressingitclosely。\"Godblessyou,Mr。Jones,\"

shereplied。AndfromthatdaytothisIhaveneitherspokentohernorseenher。

IwaitedafortnightatJaffafortheFrenchboat,eatingcutletsofgoat’sflesh,andwanderingamongtheorangegroves。Icertainlylookbackonthatfortnightasthemostmiserableperiodofmylife。

Ihadbeendeceived,andhadfailedtodiscoverthedeceit,eventhoughthedeceiverhadperhapswishedthatIshoulddoso。ForthatblindnessIhaveneverforgivenmyself。