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ABookofPoemsToTHOMASSERGEANTPERRYandLILLACABOTPERRY

ContentsTheValleyoftheShadowTheWanderingJewNeighborsTheMillTheDarkHillsTheThreeTavernsDemosI

DemosII

TheFlyingDutchmanTactOntheWayJohnBrownTheFalseGodsArchibald’sExampleLondonBridgeTaskerNorcrossASongatShannon’sSouvenirDiscoveryFirelightTheNewTenantsInferentialTheRatRaheltoVarnhagenNimmoPeaceonEarthLateSummerAnEvangelist’sWifeTheOldKing’sNewJesterLazarusSeveralpoemsincludedinthisbookappearedoriginallyinAmericanperiodicals,asfollows:TheThreeTaverns,LondonBridge,ASongatShannon’s,TheNewTenants,Discovery,JohnBrown;

Archibald’sExample,TheValleyoftheShadow;Nimmo;TheWanderingJew,Souvenir;Neighbors,Tact;Demos;TheMill,AnEvangelist’sWife;

Firelight;LateSummer;Inferential;TheFlyingDutchman;

OntheWay,TheFalseGods;PeaceonEarth;TheOldKing’sNewJester。

TheThreeTaverns——————————————————-

TheValleyoftheShadowTherewerefacestorememberintheValleyoftheShadow,Therewerefacesunregarded,therewerefacestoforget;

Therewerefiresofgriefandfearthatareafewforgottenashes,Thereweresparksofrecognitionthatarenotforgottenyet。

Foratfirst,withanamazedandoverwhelmingindignationAtameasurelessmalfeasancethatobscurelywilleditthus,Theywerelostandunacquainted——tilltheyfoundthemselvesinothers,Whohadgropedastheyweregropingwheredimwayswereperilous。

TherewerelivesthatwereasdarkasarethefearsandintuitionsOfachildwhoknowshimselfandisalonewithwhatheknows;

Therewerepensionersofdreamsandthereweredebtorsofillusions,Alltofailbeforethetriumphofaweedthatonlygrows。

Therewerethirstingheirsofgoldensievesthatheldnotwineorwater,Andhadnonamesintrafficormorevaluetherethantoys:

TherewereblightedsonsofwonderintheValleyoftheShadow,Wheretheysufferedandstillwonderedwhytheirwondermadenonoise。

Therewereslaveswhodraggedtheshacklesofaprecedentunbroken,Demonstratingthefulfilmentofunalterableschemes,Whichhadbeen,beforethecradle,Time’sinexorabletenantsOfwhatwerenowthedustyruinsoftheirfather’sdreams。

Therewerethese,andthereweremanywhohadstumbleduptomanhood,Wheretheysawtoolatetheroadtheyshouldhavetakenlongago:

TherewerethwartedclerksandfiddlersintheValleyoftheShadow,Thecommemorativewreckageofwhatothersdidnotknow。

Andthereweredaughtersolderthanthemotherswhohadbornethem,Beingolderintheirwisdom,whichisolderthantheearth;

Andtheyweregoingforwardonlyfartherintodarkness,Unrelievedasweretheblastingobligationsoftheirbirth;

Andamongthem,givingalwayswhatwasnotfortheirpossession,Thereweremaidens,veryquiet,withnoquietintheireyes:

ThereweredaughtersofthesilenceintheValleyoftheShadow,Eachanisolatediteminthefamilysacrifice。

Therewerecreepersamongcatacombswheredullregretsweretorches,Givinglightenoughtoshowthemwhatwasthereupontheshelves——

WheretherewasmoreforthemtoseethanpleasurewouldrememberOfsomethingthathadbeenaliveandoncehadbeenthemselves。

Thereweresomewhostirredtheruinswithasolidimprecation,Whileasmanyfledrepentanceforthepromiseofdespair:

ThereweredrinkersofwrongwatersintheValleyoftheShadow,Andallthesparklingwaysweredustthatoncehadledthemthere。

ThereweresomewhoknewthestepsofAgeincrediblybesidethem,Andhisfingersuponshouldersthathadneverfeltthewheel;

Andtheirlastofemptytrophieswasagildedcupofnothing,Whichacontemplatingvagabondwouldnothavecometosteal。

Longandoftenhadtheyfiguredforalargervaluation,Butthesizeoftheiradditionwasthebalanceofadoubt:

ThereweregentlemenofleisureintheValleyoftheShadow,Notalluredbyretrospection,disenchanted,andplayedout。

AndamongthedarkendurancesofunavowedreprisalsThereweresilenteyesofenvythatsawlittlebutsawwell;

Andoverbeauty’saftermathofhazardousambitionsThereweretearsforwhathadvanishedastheyvanishedwheretheyfell。

Notassuredofwhatwastheirs,andalwayshungryforthenameless,ThereweresomewhoseonlypassionwasforTimewhomadethemcold:

TherewerenumerousfairwomenintheValleyoftheShadow,Dreamingratherlessofheaventhanofhellwhentheywereold。

Nowandthen,asiftoscornthecommontouchofcommonsorrow,Thereweresomewhogaveafewthedistantpityofasmile;

Andanothercloakedasoulaswithanashofhumanembers,Havingcoveredthusatreasurethatwouldlasthimforawhile。

Thereweremanybythepresenceofthemanydisaffected,Whoseexemptionwasincludedintheweightthatothersbore:

TherewereseekersafterdarknessintheValleyoftheShadow,Andtheyaloneweretheretofindwhattheywerelookingfor。

Sotheywere,andsotheyare;andastheycamearecomingothers,Andamongthemarethefearlessandthemeekandtheunborn;

AndaquestionthathasheldusheretoforewithoutananswerMayabidewithoutanansweruntilallhaveceasedtomourn。

Forthechildrenofthedarkaremoretonamethanarethewretched,Orthebroken,ortheweary,orthebaffled,ortheshamed:

TherearebuildersofnewmansionsintheValleyoftheShadow,Andamongthemarethedyingandtheblindedandthemaimed。

TheWanderingJewIsawbylookinginhiseyesThattheyrememberedeverything;

AndthiswashowIcametoknowThathewashere,stillwandering。

ForthoughthefigureandthesceneWerenevertobereconciled,IknewthemanasIhadknownHisimagewhenIwasachild。

Withevidenceateveryturn,IshouldhavehelditsafetoguessThatallthenewnessofNewYorkHadnothingnewinloneliness;

YetherewasonewhomightbeNoah,OrNathan,orAbimelech,OrLamech,outofageslost,——

Or,morethanall,Melchizedek。

Assuredthathewasnoneofthese,Igavethembacktheirnamesagain,ToscanoncemorethoseendlesseyesWhereallmyquestionsendedthen。

IfoundinthemwhattheyrevealedThatIshallnotlivetoforget,AndwonderediftheyfoundinmineCompassionthatImightregret。

Pity,Ilearned,wasnottheleastOftime’soffendingbenefitsThathadnowforsolongimpugnedTheconservationofhiswits:

RatheritwasthatIshouldyield,Alone,thefealtythatpresentsThetributeofatemperedearToanuntemperedeloquence。

BeforeIponderedlongenoughOnwhencehecameandwhohewas,ItrembledathisringingwealthOfmanifoldanathemas;

Iwondered,whilehesearedtheworld,Whatnewdefectionailedtherace,AndifitmatteredhowremoteOurfatherswerefromsuchaplace。

BeforetherewasanhourformeTocontemplatewithlessconcernThecrumblingrealmawaitingusThanhisthatwasbeyondreturn,AdawningonthedustofyearsHadshapedwithanelusivelightMiragesofrememberedscenesThatwerenolongerforthesight。

FornowthegloomthathidthemanBecameadaylightonhiswrath,AndonewhereinmyfancyviewedNewlionsrampinginhispath。

Theoldweredeadandhadnofangs,Whereforehelovedthem——seeingnotTheywerethesamethatintheirtimeHadeateneverythingtheycaught。

TheworldaroundhimwasagiftOfanguishtohiseyesandears,AndonethathehadlongreviledAsfitfordevils,notforseers。

Where,then,wasthereaplaceforhimThatonthisothersideofdeathSawnothinggood,ashehadseenNogoodcomeoutofNazareth?

Yetheretherewasareticence,AndIbelievehisonlyone,ThathushedhimasifhebeheldAPresencethatwouldnotbegone。

InsuchasilenceheconfessedHowmuchtherewastobedenied;

Andhewouldlookatmeandlive,Asothersmighthavelookedanddied。

AsifatlastheknewagainThathehadalwaysknown,hiseyesWereliketothoseofonewhogazedOnthoseofOnewhoneverdies。

ForsuchamomentherevealedWhatlifehasinittobelost;

AndIcouldaskifwhatIsaw,Beforemethere,wasmanorghost。

HemayhavediedsomanytimesThatalltherewasofhimtoseeWaspride,thatkeptitselfaliveAstoorebellioustobefree;

Hemayhavetold,whenmorethanonceHumilityseemedimminent,HowmanyalonelytimeinvainTheSecondComingcameandwent。

WhetherhestilldefiesornotThefailureofanangrytaskThatrelegateshimoutoftimeTochaos,Icanonlyask。

ButasIknewhim,sohewas;

Andsomewhereamongmento-dayThoseold,unyieldingeyesmayflash,Andflinch——andlooktheotherway。

NeighborsAsoftenaswethoughtofher,WethoughtofagraylifeThatmadeaquainteconomistOfawolf-hauntedwife;

WemadethebestofallsheboreThatwasnotourstobear,AndhonoredherforwearingthingsThatwerenotthingstowear。

TherewasadistanceinherlookThatmadeuslookagain;

Andifshesmiled,wemightbelieveThatwehadlookedinvain。

Rarelyshecameinsideourdoors,Andhadnotlongtostay;

Andwhensheleft,itseemedsomehowThatshewasfaraway。

Atlast,whenwehadallforgotThatallisheretochange,AshadowonthecommonplaceWasforamomentstrange。

Yettherewasnothingforsurprise,Normuchthatneedbetold:

Love,withhisgiftofpain,hadgivenMorethanoneheartcouldhold。

TheMillThemiller’swifehadwaitedlong,Theteawascold,thefirewasdead;

AndtheremightyetbenothingwrongInhowhewentandwhathesaid:

\"Therearenomillersanymore,\"

Wasallthatshehadheardhimsay;

AndhehadlingeredatthedoorSolongthatitseemedyesterday。

SickwithafearthathadnoformSheknewthatshewasthereatlast;

AndinthemilltherewasawarmAndmealyfragranceofthepast。

WhatelsetherewaswouldonlyseemTosayagainwhathehadmeant;

AndwhatwashangingfromabeamWouldnothaveheededwhereshewent。

Andifshethoughtitfollowedher,ShemayhavereasonedinthedarkThatonewayofthefewtherewereWouldhideherandwouldleavenomark:

Blackwater,smoothabovetheweirLikestarryvelvetinthenight,Thoughruffledonce,wouldsoonappearThesameasevertothesight。

TheDarkHillsDarkhillsateveninginthewest,WheresunsethoverslikeasoundOfgoldenhornsthatsangtorestOldbonesofwarriorsunderground,FarnowfromallthebanneredwaysWhereflashthelegionsofthesun,Youfade——asifthelastofdaysWerefading,andallwarsweredone。

TheThreeTavernsWhenthebrethrenheardofus,theycametomeetusasfarasAppiiForum,andTheThreeTaverns。

(Acts28:15)

Herodion,Apelles,Amplias,AndAndronicus?IsityouIsee——

Atlast?AndisityounowthataregazingAsifindoubtofme?WasInotsayingThatIshouldcometoRome?Ididsaythat;

AndIsaidfurthermorethatIshouldgoOnwestward,wherethegatewayoftheworldLetsinthecentralsea。Ididsaythat,ButIsayonly,now,thatIamPaul——

AprisoneroftheLaw,andoftheLordAvoicemadefree。IftherebetimeenoughTolive,ImayhavemoretotellyouthenOfwesternmatters。IgonowtoRome,WhereCaesarwaitsforme,andIshallwait,AndCaesarknowshowlong。InCaesareaTherewasalegendofAgrippasayingInalightwaytoFestus,havingheardMydeposition,thatImightbefree,HadIstayedfreeofCaesar;butthewordOfGodwouldhaveitasyouseeitis——

AndhereIam。ThecupthatIshalldrinkIsminetodrink——themomentortheplaceNotminetosay。IfitbenowinRome,BeitnowinRome;andifyourfaithexceedTheshadowcastofhope,saynotofmeToosurelyortoosoonthatyearsandshipwreck,AndallthemanydesertsIhavecrossedThatarenotnamedorregioned,haveundoneBeyondthebrevitiesofourmortalhealingThepartofmethatistheleastofme。

YouseeanoldermanthanhewhofellPronetotheearthwhenhewasnighDamascus,Wherethegreatlightcamedown;yetIamheThatfell,andhethatsaw,andhethatheard。

AndIamhere,atlast;andifatlastIgivemyselftomakeanothercrumbForthisperniciousfeastoftimeandmen——

Well,IhaveseentoomuchoftimeandmenTofeartheraveningorthewrathofeither。

Yes,itisPaulyousee——theSaulofTarsusThatwasafieryJew,andhadmenslainForsayingSomethingwasbeyondtheLaw,Andinourselves。IfedmysufferingsoulUpontheLawtillIwentfamishing,NotknowingthatIstarved。HowshouldIknow,Morethenthanany,thatthefoodIhad——

Whatelseitmayhavebeen——wasnotforme?

MyfathersandtheirfathersandtheirfathersHadfounditgood,andsaidtherewasnoother,AndIwasoftheline。WhenStephenfell,Amongthestonesthatcrushedhislifeaway,TherewasnoplacealivethatIcouldseeForsuchaman。WhyshouldamanbegivenTolivebeyondtheLaw?SoIsaidthen,Asmensaynowtome。HowthendoI

Persistinliving?Isthatwhatyouask?

Ifso,letmyappearancebeforyouNolivinganswer;forTimewritesofdeathOnmenbeforetheydie,andwhatyouseeIsnottheman。Themanthatyouseenot——

Themanwithintheman——ismostalive;

Thoughhatredwouldhaveended,longago,Thebaneofhisactivities。Ihavelived,BecausethefaithwithinmethatislifeEndurestolive,andshall,tillsoonorlate,Death,likeafriendunseen,shallsaytomeMytoilisoverandmyworkbegun。

Howoften,andhowmanyatimeagain,HaveIsaidIshouldbewithyouinRome!

Hewhoisalwayscomingnevercomes,Orcomestoolate,youmayhavetoldyourselves;

AndImaytellyounowthatafterme,WhetherIstayforlittleorforlong,Thewolvesarecoming。Haveaneyeforthem,AndamorecarefulearfortheirconfusionThanyouneedhavemuchlongerforthesoundOfwhatItellyou——shouldIlivetosayMorethanIsaytoCaesar。WhatIknowIsdownforyoutoreadinwhatiswritten;

AndifIcloudalittlewithmyownMortalitythegleamthatisimmortal,IdoitonlybecauseIamI——

Beingonearthandofit,insofarAstimeflaysyettheremnant。Thisyouknow;

AndifIstingmen,asIdosometimes,Withasharpwordthathurts,itisbecauseMan’shabitistofeelbeforehesees;

AndIamofaracethatfeels。Moreover,TheworldishereforwhatisnotyethereFormorethanareafew;andeveninRome,WheremenaresoenamoredoftheCrossThatfamehasechoed,andincreasingly,ThemusicofyourloveandofyourfaithToforeignearsthatareasfarawayAsAntiochandHaran,yetIwonderHowmuchofloveyouknow,andifyourfaithBetheshutfruitofwords。Ifso,rememberWordsarebutshellsunfilled。JewshaveatleastALawtomakethemsorrytheywerebornIftheygolongwithoutit;andtheseGentiles,Forthefirsttimeinshriekinghistory,Haveloveandlawtogether,ifsotheywill,FortheirdefenseandtheirimmunityIntheselastdays。Rome,ifIknowthename,WillhaveanonacrownofthornsandfireMadereadyforthewreathingofnewmasters,Ofwhomweareappointed,youandI,——

AndyouarestilltobewhenIamgone,ShouldIgopresently。Letthewordfall,Meanwhile,uponthedragon-riddenfieldOfcircumstance,eithertoliveordie;

Concerningwhichthereisaparable,MadeeasyforthecomfortandattentionOfthosewhopreach,fearingtheypreachinvain。

Youaretoplant,andthentoplantagainWhereyouhavegathered,gatheringasyougo;

Foryouareinthefieldsthatareeternal,AndyouhavenottheburdenoftheLordUponyourmortalshoulders。WhatyouhaveIsalightyoke,madelighterbythewearing,TillitshallhavethewonderandtheweightOfaclearjewel,shiningwithalightWhereinthesunandallthefierystarsMaysoonbefading。WhenGamalielsaidThatiftheybeofmenthesethingsarenothing,ButiftheybeofGodtheyarefornoneTooverthrow,hespokeasagoodJew,AndonewhostayedaJew;andhesaidall。

Andyouknow,bythetemperofyourfaith,HowfarthefireisinyouthatIfeltBeforeIknewDamascus。Awordhere,Orthere,ornotthere,ornotanywhere,IsnottheWordthatlivesandisthelife;

Andyou,therefore,needwearynotyourselvesWithjealousachesofothers。IftheworldWerenotaworldofachesandinnovations,Attainmentwouldhavenomorejoyofit。

Therewillbecreedsandschisms,creedsincreeds,Andschismsinschisms;myriadswillbedoneTodeathbecauseafarthinghastwosides,Andisatlastafarthing。Tellingyouthis,I,whobidmentolive,appealtoCaesar。

OnceIhadsaidthewaysofGodweredark,MeaningbythatthedarkwaysoftheLaw。

Suchisthegloryofourtribulations;

FortheLawkillsthefleshthatkillstheLaw,Andwearethenalive。Wehaveeyesthen;

AndwehavethentheCrossbetweentwoworlds——

Toguideus,ortoblindusforatime,Tillwehaveeyesindeed。ThefirethatsmitesAfewonhighways,changingallatonce,Isnotforall。ThepowerthatholdstheworldAwayfromGodthatholdshimselfaway——

FartherawaythanallyourworksandwordsAreliketoflywithoutthewingsoffaith——

Wasnot,norevershallbe,asmallhazardEnliveningthewaysofeasyleisureOrthecoldroadofknowledge。WhenoureyesHavewisdom,weseemorethanweremember;

AndtheoldworldofourcaptivitiesMaythenbecomeasmittenglimpseofruin,LikeonewherevanishedhewershavehadtheirdayOfwrathonLebanon。Beforewesee,Meanwhile,wesuffer;andIcometoyou,Atlast,throughmanystormsandthroughmuchnight。

YetwhatsoeverIhaveundergone,Mykeepersinthisinstancearenothard。

Butforthechanceofaningratitude,Imightindeedbecuriousoftheirmercy,AndfearfuloftheirleisurewhileIwait,AfewleaguesoutofRome。MengotoRome,Notalwaystoreturn——butnotthatnow。

Meanwhile,IseemtothinkyoulookatmeWitheyesthatareatlastmorecredulousOfmyidentity。YouremarkinmeNosortofleapinggiant,thoughsomewordsOfminetoyoufromCorinthmayhaveleaptAlittlethroughyoureyesintoyoursoul。

Itrusttheywerealive,andarealiveToday;fortherebenonethatshallinditeSomuchofnothingasthemanofwordsWhowritesintheLord’snameforhisname’ssakeAndhasnotinhisbloodthefireoftimeTowarmeternity。Letsuchaman——

Ifoncethelightisinhimandendures——

Contenthimselftobethegeneralman,SetfreetosiftthedecenciesandtherebyTolearn,excepthebeonesetasideForsorrow,moreofpleasurethanofpain;

Thoughifhislightbenotthelightindeed,Butabriefshinethatneverreallywas,Andfails,leavinghimworsethanwherehewas,Thenshallhebeofallmendestitute。

Andherewerenotanissueformuchink,Ormuchoffendingfactionamongscribes。

TheKingdomiswithinus,wearetold;

AndwhenIsaytoyouthatwepossessitInsuchameasureasfaithmakesitours,Isayitwithasinner’sprivilegeOfhavingseenandheard,andseenagain,Afteradarkness;andifIaffirmTothelasthourthatfaithaffordsaloneTheKingdomentranceandanentertainment,IdonotseemyselfasonewhosaysTomanthatheshallsitwithfoldedhandsAgainsttheComing。IfIbeanything,Imoveadrivenagentamongmykind,EstablishingbythefaithofAbraham,Andbythegraceoftheirnecessities,TheclamoringwordthatisthewordoflifeNearerthanheretoforetothesolutionOftheirtomb-servingdoubts。IfIhaveloosedAshaftoflanguagethathasflownsometimesAlittlehigherthantheheartsandheadsOfnature’sminions,itwillyetbeheard,Likeanewsongthatwaitsfordistantears。

IcannotbethemanthatIamnot;

AndwhileIownthatearthismyaffliction,Iamamanofearth,whosaysnotallToallalike。Thatwereimpossible,EvenasitweresothatHeshouldplantAlargergardenfirst。ButyoutodayAreforthelargersowing;andyourseed,Alittlemixed,willhave,asHeforesaw,Theforeignharvestofawidergrowth,Andonewithoutanend。Manythereare,Andaretobe,thatshallpartakeofit,ThoughnonemayshareitwithanunderstandingThatisnothisalone。Weareallalone;

Andyetweareallparcelledofoneorder——

Jew,Gentile,orbarbarianinthedarkOfwildernessesthatarenotsomuchAsnamesyetinabook。Andtherearemany,FindingatlastthatwordsarenottheWord,Andfindingonlythat,willflourishaloft,LikeheadsofcapturedPhariseesonpikes,Ourcontradictionsanddiscrepancies;

AndtherearemanymorewillhangthemselvesUpontheletter,seeingnotintheWordThefriendofallwhofail,andintheirfaithAswordofexcellencetocutthemdown。

Aslongasthereareglassesthataredark——

Andtherearemany——weseedarklythroughthem;

AllwhichhaveIconcededandsetdownInwordsthathavenoshadow。WhatisdarkIsdark,andwemaynotsayotherwise;

YetwhatmaybeasdarkasalostfireForoneofus,maystillbeforanotherAcominggleamacrossthegulfofages,Andawayhomefromshipwrecktotheshore;

Andso,throughpangsandillsanddesperations,Theremaybelightforall。Thereshallbelight。

Asmuchasthat,youknow。YoucannotsayThiswomanorthatmanwillbethenextOnwhomitfalls;youarenothereforthat。

YourministrationistobeforothersThefiringofarushthatmayforthemBesoonthefireitself。ThefewatfirstArefightingforthemultitudeatlast;

ThereforerememberwhatGamalielsaidBeforeyou,whenthesickwerelyingdownInstreetsallnightforPeter’spassingshadow。

Fight,andsaywhatyoufeel;saymorethanwords。

GivementoknowthateventheirdaysofearthTocomearemorethanagesthataregone。

Saywhatyoufeel,whileyouhavetimetosayit。

Eternitywillanswerforitself,Withoutyourintercession;yetthewayFormanyisalongone,andasdark,Meanwhile,asdreamsofhell。SeenotyourtoilToomuch,andifIbeawayfromyou,Thinkofmeasabrothertoyourselves,Ofmanyblemishes。Bewareofstoics,Andgiveyourlefthandtogrammarians;

Andwhenyouseem,asmanyatimeyoumay,Tohavenootherfriendthanhope,rememberThatyouarenotthefirst,oryetthelast。

Thebestoflife,untilweseebeyondTheshadowsofourselves(andtheyarelessThaneventheblindestofindignanteyesWouldhavethem)isinwhatwedonotknow。

Make,then,forallyourfearsaplacetosleepWithallyourfadedsins;northinkyourselvesEgregiousandaloneforyourdefectsOfyouthandyesterday。Iwasyoungonce;

Andthere’saquestionifyouplayedthefoolWithamorefervidandinherentzealThanIhaveinmystorytoremember,Orgaveyourneckstofolly’sconqueringfoot,Orflungyourselveswithanunstudiedaim,LessfrequentlythanI。Nevermindthat。

Man’slittlehouseofdayswillholdenough,Sometimes,tomakehimwishitwerenothis,Butitwillnotholdall。ThingsthataredeadArebestwithoutit,andtheyowntheirdeathByvirtueoftheirdying。Letthemgo,——

Butthinkyounottheworldisashesyet,Andyouhaveallthefire。TheworldishereToday,anditmaynotbegonetomorrow;

Fortherearemillions,andtheremaybemore,TomakeinturnavariousestimationOfitsoldillsandashes,andthetrapsOfitsapparentwrath。ManywithearsThathearnotyet,shallhaveearsgiventothem,Andthentheyshallhearstrangely。ManywitheyesThatareincredulousoftheMysteryShallyetbedriventofeel,andthentoreadWherelanguagehasanendandisaveil,Notwovenofourwords。ManythathateTheirkindaresoontoknowthatwithoutloveTheirfaithisbuttheperjurednameofnothing。

IthathavedonesomehatinginmytimeSeenownotimeforhate;Ithathaveleft,FadingbehindmelikefamiliarlightsThataretoshinenomoreformyreturning,Home,friends,andhonors,——IthathavelostallelseForwisdom,andthewealthofit,saynowToyouthatoutofwisdomhascomelove,ThatmeasuresandisofitselfthemeasureOfworksandhopeandfaith。YourlongesthoursArenotsolongthatyoumaytorturethemAndharassnotyourselves;andthelastdaysAreonthewaythatyouprepareforthem,Andwaspreparedforyou,hereinaworldWhereyouhavesinnedandsuffered,strivenandseen。

IfyoubenotsohotforcountingthemBeforetheycomethatyouconsumeyourselves,Peacemayattendyouallintheselastdays——

Andme,aswellasyou。Yes,eveninRome。

Well,Ihavetalkedandrested,thoughIfearMyresthasnotbeenyours;inwhichevent,ForgiveonewhoisonlysevenleaguesFromCaesar。WhenItoldyouIshouldcome,IdidnotseemyselfthecriminalYoucontemplate,forseeingbeyondtheLawThatwhichtheLawsawnot。Butthis,indeed,Wasgoodofyou,andIshallnotforget;

No,IshallnotforgetyoucamesofarTomeetamansodangerous。Well,farewell。

TheycometotellmeIamgoingnow——

Withthem。Ihopethatweshallmeetagain,ButnonemaysaywhatheshallfindinRome。

DemosI

AllyouthatareenamoredofmynameAndleastintentonwhatmostIrequire,Beware;formydesignandyourdesire,Deplorably,arenotasyetthesame。

Beware,Isay,thefailureandtheshameOflosingthatforwhichyounowaspireSoblindly,andofhazardingentireThegiftthatIwasbringingwhenIcame。

GiveasIwill,IcannotgiveyousightWherebytoseethatwithyoutherearesomeToleadyou,andbeled。ButtheyaredumbBeforethewranglingandtheshrilldelightOfyourdeliverancethathasnotcome,Andshallnot,ifIfailyou——asImight。

DemosII

SolittlehaveyouseenofwhatawaitsYourfeveredglimpseofademocracyConfusedandfoiledwithanequalityNotequaltotheenvyitcreates,ThatyouseenothownearyouarethegatesOfanoldkingwholistensfearfullyToyouthatareoutsideandaretobeThenoisylordsofimminentestates。

RatherbethenyourprayerthatyoushallhaveYourkingdomundishonored。Havingall,Seenotthegreatamongyouforthesmall,Butheartheirsilence;forthefewshallsaveThemany,orthemanyaretofall——

Stilltobewranglinginanoisygrave。

TheFlyingDutchmanUnyieldingintheprideofhisdefiance,Afloatwithnonetoserveortocommand,Lordofhimselfatlast,andallbyScience,HeseekstheVanishedLand。

Alone,bytheonelightofhisonethought,Hesteerstofindtheshorefromwhichwecame,——

FearlessofinwhatcoilhemaybecaughtOnseasthathavenoname。

Intothenighthesails;andafternightThereisadawning,thoughtherebenosun;

Wherefore,withnothingbuthimselfinsight,Unsighted,hesailson。

AtlastthereisaliftingofthecloudBetweenthefloodbeforehimandthesky;

Andthen——thoughhemaycursethePoweraloudThathasnopowertodie——

HesteershimselfawayfromwhatishauntedBytheoldghostofwhathasbeenbefore,——

Abandoning,asalways,andundaunted,Onefog-walledislandmore。

TactObservantofthewayshetoldSomuchofwhatwastrue,NovanitycouldlongwithholdRegardthatwasherdue:

Shesparedhimthefamiliarguile,Soeasilyachieved,ThatonlymadeamantosmileAndlefthimundeceived。

AwarethatallimaginingOfmorethanwhatshemeantWouldurgeanendofeverything,Hestayed;andwhenhewent,TheypartedwithamerrywordThatwastohimaslightAsanythatwaseverheardUponastarrynight。

Shesmiledalittle,knowingwellThathewouldnotremarkTheruinsofadaythatfellAroundherinthedark:

Hesawnoruinsanywhere,NorfanciedtherewerescarsOnanyonewholingeredthere,Alonebelowthestars。

OntheWay(Philadelphia,1794)

Note。——ThefollowingimaginarydialoguebetweenAlexanderHamiltonandAaronBurr,whichisnotbaseduponanyspecificincidentinAmericanhistory,maybesupposedtohaveoccurredafewmonthsprevioustoHamilton’sretirementfromWashington’sCabinetin1795

andafewyearsbeforethepoliticalingenuitiesofBurr——

whohasbeencharacterized,withoutmuchexaggeration,astheinventorofAmericanpolitics——begantobeconspicuouslyformidabletotheFederalists。TheseactivitiesonthepartofBurrresulted,asthereaderwillremember,intheBurr-JeffersontieforthePresidencyin1800,andfinallyintheBurr-HamiltonduelatWeehawkenin1804。

BURR

Hamilton,ifheridesyoudown,rememberThatIwasheretospeak,andsotosaveYourfabricfromcatastrophe。That’sgood;

ForIperceivethatyouobservehimalso。

APresident,a-ridingofhishorse,MaydustaGeneralandbeforgiven;

Butwhybedusted——whenwe’reallalike,Allequal,andallhappy。Herehecomes——

Andtherehegoes。Andwe,byyournewpatent,Wouldseemtobetwokingsherebythewayside,WithourtwohatsofftohisExcellency。

WhynothisMajesty,anddonewithit?

ForgivemeifIshookyourmeditation,ButyouthatweldourcreditshouldhaveeyesToseewhat’scoming。Burymefirstif-I-do。

HAMILTON

There’salwaysinsomepocketofyourbrainAcareforme;whereforemygratitudeForyourattentioniscommensurateWithyourconcern。Yes,Burr,wearetwokings;

Weareasroyalastwoditch-diggers;

Butowemenotyoursceptre。ThesearethedaysWhenfirstafewseemall;butifwelive,WemayagainbeseentobethefewThatwehavealwaysbeen。ThesearethedaysWhenmenforgetthestars,andareforgotten。

BURR

Butwhyforgetthem?They’rethesamethatwinkedUpontheworldwhenAlcibiadesCutoffhisdog’stailtoinducedistinction。

Therearedogsyet,andAlcibiadesIsnotforgotten。

HAMILTON

Yes,therearedogsenough,Godknows;andIcanheartheminmydreams。

BURR

Neveradoubt。ButwhatyouhearthemostIsyournewmusic,somethingoutoftuneWithyourintention。HowinthenameofCain,Iseemtohearyouask,arementodance,Whenallmenaremusicians。Tellmethat,Ihearyousaying,andI’lltellyouthenameOfSamson’smother。ButwhyshroudyourselfBeforethecoffincomes?Forallyouknow,ThetreethatistofallforyourlasthouseIsnowasapling。YoumayhavetowaitSolongastobesorry;thoughIdoubtit,ForyouarenotathomeinyournewEdenWherechillywhispersofalikelyfrostAccumulatealreadyintheair。

Ithinkatouchofermine,Hamilton,WouldbeforyouinyourautumnalmoodApleasantsortofwarmthalongtheshoulders。

HAMILTON

Ifsoitisyouthink,youmayaswellGiveoverthinking。Wearedonewithermine。

WhatIfearmostisnotthemultitude,ButthosewhoaretoloopitwithastringThathasoneendinFranceandoneendhere。

I’mnotsofortifiedwithobservationThatIcouldswearthatmorethanhalfascoreAmonguswhoseelightningseethatruinIsnottheworkofthunder。SincetheworldWasordered,therewasneveralongpauseForcautionbetweendoingandundoing。

BURR

Goon,sir;myattentionisatrapSetforthecatchingofallcomplimentsToMonticello,andallelseabroadThathasanameoranidentity。

HAMILTON

Ileavetoyouthenames——therearetoomany;

Yetonethereistosiftandholdapart,AsnowIsee。TherecomesatlastaglimmerThatisnotalwaysclouded,ortoolate。

ButIwasnearandyoung,andhadthereinsToplaywithwhilehemannedateamsorawThatonlyGodknowswheretheendhadbeenOfallthatridingwithoutWashington。

Therewasanationinthemanwhopassedus,Iftherewasnotaworld。ImayhavedrivenSincethensomerestivehorses,andalone,Andthroughasplashingofabundantmud;

ButhewhomadethedustthatsetsyouonTocoughing,madetheroad。Nowitseemsdry,Andinameasuresafe。

BURR

Here’sanewtuneFromHamilton。Hasyourcautionallatonce,Andovernight,growntillitwrecksthecradle?

IhaveforgottenwhatmyfathersaidWhenIwasborn,butthere’sarustlingofitAmongmymemories,anditmakesanoiseAboutasloudasallthatIhaveheldAndfondledheretoforeofyoursamecaution。

Butthat’saffairs,notfeelings。IfourfriendsGuessedhalfwesayofthem,ourenemiesWoulditchinourfriends’jackets。Howsoever,Theworldisofasuddenonitshead,Andallarespilled——unlessyouclingaloneWithWashington。AskAdamsaboutthat。

HAMILTON

We’llnotaskAdamsaboutanything。

WefishforlizardswhenwechoosetoaskForwhatweknowalreadyisnotcoming,Andwemusteattheanswer。Where’stheuseOfaskingwhenthismansayseverything,Withallhistonguesofsilence?

BURR

Idaresay。

Idaresay,butIwon’t。OneofthosetonguesI’llborrowforthenonce。He’llnevermissit。

WemeanhisWesternMajesty,KingGeorge。

HAMILTON

Imeanthemanwhorodebyonhishorse。

I’llbegofyouthemeedofyourindulgenceIfIshouldsaythisplanetmayhavedoneAdealofwearywhirlingwhenatlast,Ifever,TimeshallaggregateagainAmajestylikehisthathasnoname。

BURR

ThenyouconcedehisMajesty?That’sgood,Andwhatofyours?Herearetwomajesties。

FavortheLeftalittle,Hamilton,Oryou’llbeflounderingintheditchthatwaitsForriderswhoforgetwheretheyareriding。

IfweandFrance,asyouanticipate,Musteateachother,whatCaesar,ifnotyourself,Doyouseeforthemasterofthefeast?

TheremaybeaplacewaitingonyourheadForlaurelthickasNero’s。Youdon’tknow。

Ihavenotcrossedyourglory,thoughImightIfIsawthronesatauction。

HAMILTON

Yes,youmight。

Ifwarisontheway,Ishallbe——here;

AndI’venovisionofyourdistantheels。

BURR

IseethatIshalltakeaninferenceTobedwithmeto-nighttokeepmewarm。

Ithankyou,Hamilton,andIapproveYourfealtytotheaggregatedgreatnessOfhimyouleanonwhileheleansonyou。

HAMILTON

ThiseasyphrasingisagameofyoursThatyoumaywintolose。Ibegyourpardon,ButyouthathavethesightwillnotemployThewilltoseewithit。Ifyoudidso,TheremightbefewerditchesdugforothersInyourperspective;andtheremightbefewerContemporarymotesofprejudiceBetweenyouandthemanwhomadethedust。

Callhimageniusoragentleman,Aprophetorabuilder,orwhatnot,Butholdyourdispositionoffthebalance,Andweighhiminthelight。Once(IbelieveItellyounothingnewtoyoursurmise,Ortothetonguesoftownsandvillages)

Inourishedwithanadolescentfancy——

Surelyforgivabletoyou,myfriend——

AninnocentandamiableconvictionThatIwas,bythegraceofhonestfortune,Asaviorathiselbowthroughthewar,WhereImighthaveobserved,morethanIdid,Patienceandwholesomepassion。Iwasthere,AndforsuchhonorIgavenothingworseThansomeadviceatwhichhemayhavesmiled。

Imusthavegivenamodicumbesides,OrtheroughintervalbetweenthosedaysAndthesewouldneverhavemadeformemyfriends,Orenemies。Ishouldbesomethingsomewhere——

Isaynotwhat——butIshouldnotbehereIfhehadnotbeenthere。Possibly,too,Youmightnot——orthatQuakerwithhiscane。

BURR

Possibly,too,Ishould。WhentheAlmightyRidesawhitehorse,Ifancyweshallknowit。

HAMILTON

Itwasaman,Burr,thatwasinmymind;

Nogod,orghost,ordemon——onlyaman:

AmanwhoseoccupationistheneedOfthosewhowouldnotfeelitifitbitthem;

AndonewhoshapesanagewhileheenduresThepinpricksofinferiorities;

Acautiousman,becauseheisbutone;

Alonelyman,becauseheisathousand。

NomarvelyouareslowtofindinhimThegeniusthatisonesparkorisnothing:

HisgeniusisaflamethathemustholdSofarabovethecommonheadsofmenThattheymayviewhimonlythroughthemistOftheirdefect,andwonderwhatheis。

ItseemstomethemysterythatisinhimThatmakeshimonlymoretomeamanThananyotherIhaveeverknown。

BURR

Igrantyouthathisworshipisaman。

I’mnotsomuchathomewithmysteries,Maybe,asyou——soleavehimwithhisfire:

GodknowsthatIshallneverputitout。

HehasnotmadeacrippleofhimselfInhispursuitofme,thoughIhaveheardHiscondescensionhonorsmewithparts。

Partsmakeawhole,ifwe’veenoughofthem;

AndonceIfiguredasufficiencyTobeatleastanatomintheannalsOfyourrepublic。ButImusthaveerred。

HAMILTON

YousmileasifyourspiritlivedateaseWitherror。Ishouldnothavenameditso,Failingassentfromyou;nor,ifIdid,ShouldIbesocomplacentinmyskillTocombthetangledlanguageofthepeopleAstobesureofanythinginthesedays。

Putthatmuchinaccountwithmodesty。

BURR

WhatinthenameofAhab,Hamilton,Haveyou,inthelastregionofyourdreaming,Todowith\"people\"?YoumaybethedevilInyourdead-reckoningofwhatreefsandshoalsArewaitingontheprogressofourshipUnlessyousteerit,butyou’llfinditirksomeAlonethereinthestern;andsomewarmdayThere’llbeaninlandmusicintherigging,Andafterwardsondeck。I’mnotaffinedOrfavoredovermuchatMonticello,Butthere’samightyswarmingofnewbeesAboutthepremises,andallhavewings。

Ifyouhearsomethingbuzzingbeforelong,Bethoughtfulhowyoustrike,rememberingalsoTherewasafellowNabothhadavineyard,AndAhabcuthishairoffandwentsoftly。

HAMILTON

Idon’trememberthathecuthishairoff。

BURR

SomehowIratherfancythathedid。

Ifso,it’sintheBook;andifnotso,Hedidtherest,anddidithandsomely。

HAMILTON

CommendyourselftoAhabandhiswaysIftheyinveigleyoutoemulation;

Butwhere,ifImayaskit,areyoutendingWithyourinvidiouswieldingoftheScriptures?

YoucalltomindaneminentarchangelWhofelltomakehimfamous。WouldyoufallSofarashe,tobesofarremembered?

BURR

BeforeIfallorrise,oramanangel,IshallacquaintmyselfalittlefurtherWithournewland’snewlanguage,whichisnot——

Peacetoyourdreams——anidiomtoyourliking。

I’mwonderingifamanmayalwaysknowHowoldamanmaybeatthirty-seven;

IwonderlikewiseifaprettiertimeCouldbedecreedforagoodmantovanishThanaboutnowforyou,beforeyoufade,AndevenyourfriendsareseeingthatyouhavehadYourcuptoofullforlongermortaltriumph。

Well,youhavehadenough,andhadityoung;

AndtheoldwineisnearertotheleesThanyouaretotheworkthatyouaredoing。

HAMILTON

WhendoesthisphilologicalexcursionIntonewlandsandlanguagesbegin?

BURR

Anon——thatis,already。OnlyFortuneGavemethisafternoonthebenefactionOfyourblueback,whichIforlovepursued,Andinpursuingmayhavesavedyourlife——

Alsotheworldapoundingpieceofnews:

HamiltonbitesthedustofWashington,Orratherofhishorse。Foryoualone,Orforyourfame,I’dwishitmighthavebeenso。

HAMILTON

NoteverymanamongushasafriendSojealousfortheother’sfame。HowlongAreyoutodiagnosethedoubtfulcaseOfDemos——andwhatfor?HaveyouaswordForsomenewDamocles?Ifit’sforme,Ihavelostallofficialappetite,Andshallhavefaded,afterJanuary,Intothelaw。I’mgoingtoNewYork。

BURR

Nomatterwhereyouare,oneofthesedaysIshallcomebacktoyouandtellyousomething。

ThisDemos,Ihaveheard,hasinhiswristApulsethatnotwodoctorshaveasyetCountedandfoundthesame,andinhismouthAtonguethathasthelikealacrityForsayingornotforsayingwhatmostitisThatpullulatesinhisignoblemind。

OneofthesedaysIshallappearagain,Totellyoumoreofhimandhisopinions;

Ishallnotbesolongoutofyoursight,Ortakemyselfsofar,thatImaynot,LikeAlcibiades,comebackagain。

HewentawaytoPhrygia,andfaredill。

HAMILTON

There’sanexampleinThemistocles:

HewentawaytoPersia,andfaredwell。

BURR

So?MustIgosofar?Andifso,whyso?

Ihadnotplanneditso。IsthistheroadItake?Ifso,farewell。