第3章

AtmidnightVaninkareturnedwithherfather。Ahiddenfeverhadbeenconsumingheralltheevening:neverhadshelookedsolovely,andshehadbeenoverwhelmedbythehomageofthemostdistinguishednoblesandcourtiers。Whenshereturned,shefoundAnnouschkainthevestibulewaitingtotakehercloak。Asshegaveittoher,Vaninkasentheroneofthosequestioningglancesthatseemtoexpresssomuch。\"Itisdone,\"saidthegirlinalowvoice。Vaninkabreathedasighofrelief,asifamountainhadbeenremovedfromherbreast。

Greataswasherself-control,shecouldnolongerbearherfather’spresence,andexcusedherselffromremainingtosupperwithhim,onthepleaofthefatiguesoftheevening。Vaninkawasnosoonerinherroom,withthedooronceclosed,thanshetoretheflowersfromherhair,thenecklacefromherthroat,cutwithscissorsthecorsetswhichsuffocatedher,andthen,throwingherselfonherbed,shegavewaytohergrief。AnnouschkathankedGodforthisoutburst;hermistress’scalmnesshadfrightenedhermorethanherdespair。Thefirstcrisisover,Vaninkawasabletopray。Shespentanhouronherknees,then,yieldingtotheentreatiesofherfaithfulattendant,wenttobed。Annouschkasatdownatthefootofthebed。

Neitherslept,butwhendaycamethetearswhichVaninkahadshedhadcalmedher。

Annouschkawasinstructedtorewardherbrother。Toolargeasumgiventoaslaveatoncemighthavearousedsuspicion,thereforeAnnouschkacontentedherselfwithtellingIvanthatwhenhehadneedofmoneyhehadonlytoaskherforit。

Gregory,profitingbyhislibertyandwishingtomakeuseofhisthousandroubles,boughtalittletavernontheoutskirtsofthetown,where,thankstohisaddressandtotheacquaintanceshehadamongtheservantsinthegreathouseholdsofSt。Petersburg,hebegantodevelopanexcellentbusiness,sothatinashorttimetheRedHouse(whichwasthenameandcolourofGregory’sestablishment)

hadagreatreputation。Anothermantookoverhisdutiesaboutthepersonofthegeneral,andbutforFoedor’sabsenceeverythingreturnedtoitsusualroutineinthehouseofCountTchermayloff。

Twomonthswentbyinthisway,withoutanybodyhavingtheleastsuspicionofwhathadhappened,whenonemorningbeforetheusualbreakfast-hourthegeneralbeggedhisdaughtertocomedowntohisroom。Vaninkatrembledwithfear,forsincethatfatalnighteverythingterrifiedher。Sheobeyedherfather,andcollectingallherstrength,madeherwaytohischamber,Thecountwasalone,butatthefirstglanceVaninkasawshehadnothingtofearfromthisinterview:thegeneralwaswaitingforherwiththatpaternalsmilewhichwastheusualexpressionofhiscountenancewheninhisdaughter’spresence。

Sheapproached,therefore,withherusualcalmness,and,stoopingdowntowardsthegeneral,gavehimherforeheadtokiss。

Hemotionedtohertositdown,andgaveheranopenletter。Vaninkalookedathimforamomentinsurprise,thenturnedhereyestotheletter。

Itcontainedthenewsofthedeathofthemantowhomherhandhadbeenpromised:hehadbeenkilledinaduel。

Thegeneralwatchedtheeffectoftheletteronhisdaughter’sface,andgreataswasVaninka’sself-control,somanydifferentthoughts,suchbitterregret,suchpoignantremorseassailedherwhenshelearntthatshewasnowfreeagain,thatshecouldnotentirelyconcealheremotion。Thegeneralnoticedit,andattributedittothelovewhichhehadforalongtimesuspectedhisdaughterfeltfortheyoungaide-de-camp。

\"Well,\"hesaid,smiling,\"Iseeitisallforthebest。\"

\"Howisthat,father?\"askedVaninka。

\"Doubtless,\"saidthegeneral。\"DidnotFoedorleavebecausehelovedyou?\"

\"Yes,\"murmuredtheyounggirl。

\"Well,nowhemayreturn,\"saidthegeneral。

Vaninkaremainedsilent,hereyesfixed,herlipstrembling。

\"Return!\"shesaid,afteramoment’ssilence。

\"Yes,certainlyreturn。Weshallbemostunfortunate,\"continuedthegeneral,smiling,\"ifwecannotfindsomeoneinthehousewhoknowswhereheis。Come,Vaninka,tellmetheplaceofhisexile,andI

willundertaketherest。\"

\"NobodyknowswhereFoedoris,\"murmuredVaninkainahollowvoice;

\"nobodybutGod,nobody!\"

\"What!\"saidthegeneral,\"hehassentyounonewssincethedayheleft?\"

Vaninkashookherheadindenial。Shewassoheart-brokenthatshecouldnotspeak。

Thegeneralinhisturnbecamegloomy。\"Doyoufearsomemisfortune,then?\"saidhe。

\"IfearthatIshallneverbehappyagainonearth,\"criedVaninka,givingwayunderthepressureofhergrief;thenshecontinuedatonce,\"Letmeretire,father;IamashamedofwhatIhavesaid。\"

Thegeneral,whosawnothinginthisexclamationbeyondregretforhavingallowedtheconfessionofherlovetoescapeher,kissedhisdaughteronthebrowandallowedhertoretire。Hehopedthat,inspiteofthemournfulwayinwhichVaninkahadspokenofFoedor,thatitwouldbepossibletofindhim。ThesamedayhewenttotheemperorandtoldhimoftheloveofFoedorforhisdaughter,andrequested,sincedeathhadfreedherfromherfirstengagement,thathemightdisposeofherhand。Theemperorconsented,andthegeneralthensolicitedafurtherfavour。Paulwasinoneofhiskindlymoods,andshowedhimselfdisposedtograntit。ThegeneraltoldhimthatFoedorhaddisappearedfortwomonths;thateveryone,evenhisdaughter,wasignorantofhiswhereabouts,andbeggedhimtohaveinquiriesmade。Theemperorimmediatelysentforthechiefofpolice,andgavehimthenecessaryorders。

Sixweekswentbywithoutanyresult。Vaninka,sincethedaywhenthelettercame,wassadderandmoremelancholythanever。Vainlyfromtimetotimethegeneraltriedtomakehermorehopeful。

Vaninkaonlyshookherheadandwithdrew。Thegeneralceasedtospeak,ofFoedor。

Butitwasnotthesameamongthehousehold。Theyoungaide-de-camphadbeenpopularwiththeservants,and,withtheexceptionofGregory,therewasnotasoulwhowishedhimharm,sothat,whenitbecameknownthathehadnotbeensentonamission,buthaddisappeared,thematterbecametheconstantsubjectofconversationintheantechamber,thekitchen,andthestables。Therewasanotherplacewherepeoplebusiedthemselvesaboutitagreatdeal——thiswastheRedHouse。

>FromthedaywhenheheardofFoedor’smysteriousdepartureGregoryhadhissuspicions。HewassurethathehadseenFoedorenterVaninka’sroom,andunlesshehadgoneoutwhilehewasgoingtoseekthegeneral,hedidnotunderstandwhythelatterhadnotfoundhiminhisdaughter’sroom。Anotherthingoccupiedhismind,whichitseemedtohimmightperhapshavesomeconnectionwiththisevent——theamountofmoneyIvanhadbeenspendingsincethattime,averyextraordinaryamountforaslave。Thisslave,however,wasthebrotherofVaninka’scherishedfoster-sister,sothat,withoutbeingsure,Gregoryalreadysuspectedthesourcefromwhencethismoneycame。Anotherthingconfirmedhiminhissuspicions,whichwasthatIvan,whohadnotonlyremainedhismostfaithfulfriend,buthadbecomeoneofhisbestcustomers,neverspokeofFoedor,heldhistongueifhewerementionedinhispresence,andtoallquestions,howeverpressingtheywere,madebutoneanswer:\"Letusspeakofsomethingelse。\"

InthemeantimetheFeastofKingsarrived。ThisisagreatdayinSt。Petersburg,foritisalsothedayforblessingthewaters。

AsVaninkahadbeenpresentattheceremony,andwasfatiguedafterstandingfortwohoursontheNeva,thegeneraldidnotgooutthatevening,andgaveIvanleavetodoso。IvanprofitedbythepermissiontogototheRedHouse。

Therewasanumerouscompanythere,andIvanwaswelcomed;foritwasknownthathegenerallycamewithfullpockets。Thistimehedidnotbeliehisreputation,andhadscarcelyarrivedbeforehemadethesorok-kopecksring,tothegreatenvyofhiscompanions。

AtthiswarningsoundGregoryhastenedupwithallpossibledeference,abottleofbrandyineachhand;forheknewthatwhenIvansummonedhimhegainedintwoways,asinnkeeperandasbooncompanion。Ivandidnotdisappointthesehopes,andGregorywasinvitedtoshareintheentertainment。Theconversationturnedonslavery,andsomeoftheunhappymen,whohadonlyfourdaysintheyearofrespitefromtheireternallabour,talkedloudlyofthehappinessGregoryhadenjoyedsincehehadobtainedhisfreedom。

\"Bah!\"saidIvan,onwhomthebrandyhadbeguntotakeeffect,\"therearesomeslaveswhoarefreerthantheirmasters。\"

\"Whatdoyoumean?\"saidGregory,pouringhimoutanotherglassofbrandy。

\"Imeanttosayhappier,\"saidIvanquickly。

\"Itisdifficulttoprovethat,\"saidGregorydoubtingly。

\"Whydifficult?Ourmasters,themomenttheyareborn,areputintothehandsoftwoorthreepedants,oneFrench,anotherGerman,andathirdEnglish,andwhethertheylikethemornot,theymustbecontentwiththeirsocietytilltheyareseventeen,andwhethertheywishtoornot,mustlearnthreebarbarouslanguages,attheexpenseofournobleRussiantongue,whichtheyhavesometimescompletelyforgottenbythetimetheothersareacquired。Again,ifoneofthemwishesforsomecareer,hemustbecomeasoldier:ifheisasublieutenant,heistheslaveofthelieutenant;ifheisalieutenant,heistheslaveofthecaptain,andthecaptainofthemajor,andsoonuptotheemperor,whoisnobody’sslave,butwhoonefinedayissurprisedatthetable,whilewalking,orinhisbed,andispoisoned,stabbed,orstrangled。Ifhechoosesacivilcareer,itismuchthesame。Hemarriesawife,anddoesnotloveher;childrencometohimheknowsnothow,whomhehastoprovidefor;hemuststruggleincessantlytoprovideforhisfamilyifheispoor,andifheisrichtopreventhimselfbeingrobbedbyhisstewardandcheatedbyhistenants。Isthislife?Whilewe,gentlemen,weareborn,andthatistheonlypainwecostourmothers——alltherestisthemaster’sconcern。Heprovidesforus,hechoosesourcalling,alwayseasyenoughtolearnifwearenotquiteidiots。Areweill?Hisdoctorattendsusgratis;itisalosstohimifwedie。Arewewell?Wehaveourfourcertainmealsaday,andagoodstovetosleepnearatnight。Dowefallinlove?

Thereisneveranyhindrancetoourmarriage,ifthewomanlovesus;

themasterhimselfasksustohastenourmarriage,forhewishesustohaveasmanychildrenaspossible。Andwhenthechildrenareborn,hedoesforthemintheirturnallhehasdoneforus。Canyoufindmemanygreatlordsashappyastheirslaves?\"

\"Allthisistrue,\"saidGregory,pouringhimoutanotherglassofbrandy;\"but,afterall,youarenotfree。\"

\"Freetodowhat?\"askedIvan。

\"Freetogowhereyouwillandwhenyouwill。\"

\"Iamasfreeastheair,\"repliedIvan。

\"Nonsense!\"saidGregory。

\"Freeasair,Itellyou;forIhavegoodmasters,andaboveallagoodmistress,\"continuedIvan,withasignificantsmile,\"andIhaveonlytoaskanditisdone。\"

\"What!ifafterhavinggotdrunkhereto-day,youaskedtocomebackto-morrowtogetdrunkagain?\"saidGregory,whoinhischallengetoIvandidnotforgethisowninterests,——\"ifyouaskedthat?\"

\"Ishouldcomebackagain,\"saidIvan。

\"To-morrow?\"saidGregory。

\"To-morrow,thedayafter,everydayifIliked……\"

\"Thefactis,Ivanisouryounglady’sfavourite,\"saidanotherofthecount’sslaveswhowaspresent,profitingbyhiscomradeIvan’sliberality。

\"Itisallthesame,\"saidGregory;\"forsupposingsuchpermissionweregivenyou,moneywouldsoonrunshort。\"

\"Never!\"saidIvan,swallowinganotherglassofbrandy,\"neverwillIvanwantformoneyaslongasthereisakopeckinmylady’spurse。\"

\"Ididnotfindhersoliberal,\"saidGregorybitterly。

\"Oh,youforget,myfriend;youknowwellshedoesnotreckonwithherfriends:rememberthestrokesoftheknout。\"

\"Ihavenowishtospeakaboutthat,\"saidGregory。\"Iknowthatsheisgenerouswithblows,buthermoneyisanotherthing。Ihaveneverseenthecolourofthat。\"

\"Well,wouldyouliketoseethecolourofmine?\"saidIvan,gettingmoreandmoredrunk。\"Seehere,herearekopecks,sorok-kopecks,bluenotesworthfiveroubles,rednotesworthtwentyfiveroubles,andto-morrow,ifyoulike,Iwillshowyouwhitenotesworthfiftyroubles。AhealthtomyladyVaninka!\"AndIvanheldouthisglassagain,andGregoryfilledittothebrim。

\"Butdoesmoney,\"saidGregory,pressingIvanmoreandmore,——\"doesmoneymakeupforscorn?\"

\"Scorn!\"saidIvan,——\"scorn!Whoscornsme?Doyou,becauseyouarefree?Finefreedom!Iwouldratherbeawell-fedslavethanafreemandyingofhunger。\"

\"Imeanthescornofourmasters,\"repliedGregory。

\"Thescornofourmasters!AskAlexis,askDanielthere,ifmyladyscornsme。\"

\"Thefactis,\"saidthetwoslavesinreply,whobothbelongedtothegeneral’shousehold,\"Ivanmustcertainlyhaveacharm;foreveryonetalkstohimasiftoamaster。\"

\"BecauseheisAnnouschka’sbrother,\"saidGregory,\"andAnnouschkaismylady’sfoster-sister。\"

\"Thatmaybeso,\"saidthetwoslaves。

\"Forthatreasonorforsomeother,\"saidIvan;\"but,inshort,thatisthecase。\"

\"Yes;butifyoursistershoulddie?\"saidGregory。\"Ah!\"

\"Ifmysistershoulddie,thatwouldbeapity,forsheisagoodgirl。Idrinktoherhealth!Butifsheshoulddie,thatwouldmakenodifference。Iamrespectedformyself;theyrespectmebecausetheyfearme。\"

\"FearmylordIvan!\"saidGregory,withaloudlaugh。\"Itfollows,then,thatifmylordIvanweretiredofreceivingorders,andgavetheminhisturn,mylordIvanwouldbeobeyed。\"

\"Perhaps,\"saidIvan。

\"Hesaid’perhaps,’repeatedGregory,laughinglouderthanever,——\"hesaid’perhaps。’Didyouhearhim?\"

\"Yes,\"saidtheslaves,whohaddrunksomuchthattheycouldonlyanswerinmonosyllables。

\"Well,Inolongersay’perhaps,’Inowsay’forcertain。’\"

\"Oh,Ishouldliketoseethat,\"saidGregory;\"Iwouldgivesomethingtoseethat。\"

\"Well,sendawaythesefellows,whoaregettingdrunklikepigs,andfornothing,youwillfind。\"

\"Fornothing?\"saidGregory。\"Youarejesting。DoyouthinkI

shouldgivethemdrinkfornothing?\"

\"Well,weshallsee。Howmuchwouldbetheirscore,foryouratrociousbrandy,iftheydrankfromnowtillmidnight,whenyouareobligedtoshutupyourtavern?\"

\"Notlessthantwentyroubles。\"

\"Herearethirty;turnthereout,andletusremainbyourselves。\"

\"Friends,\"saidGregory,takingouthiswatchasiftolookatthetime,\"itisjustuponmidnight;youknowthegovernor’sorders,soyoumustgo。\"Themen,habituatedlikeallRussianstopassiveobedience,wentwithoutamurmur,andGregoryfoundhimselfalonewithIvanandthetwootherslavesofthegeneral。

\"Well,herewearealone,\"saidGregory。\"Whatdoyoumeantodo?\"

\"Well,whatwouldyousay,\"repliedIvan,\"ifinspiteofthelatehourandthecold,andinspiteofthefactthatweareonlyslaves,myladyweretoleaveherfather’shouseandcometodrinkourhealths?\"

\"Iwouldsaythatyououghttotakeadvantageofit,\"saidGregory,shrugginghisshoulders,\"andtellhertobringatthesametimeabottleofbrandy。Thereisprobablybetterbrandyinthegeneral’scellarthaninmine。\"

\"Thereisbetter,\"saidIvan,asifhewasperfectlysureofit,\"andmyladyshallbringyouabottleofit。\"

\"Youaremad!\"saidGregory。

\"Heismad!\"repeatedtheothertwoslavesmechanically。

\"Oh,Iammad?\"saidIvan。\"Well,willyoutakeawager?\"

\"Whatwillyouwager?\"

\"Twohundredroublesagainstayearoffreedrinkinginyourinn。\"

\"Done!\"saidGregory。

\"Areyourcomradesincluded?\"saidthetwomoujiks。

\"Theyareincluded,\"saidIvan,\"andinconsiderationofthemwewillreducethetimetosixmonths。Isthatagreed?\"

\"Itisagreed,\"saidGregory。

Thetwowhoweremakingthewagershookhands,andtheagreementwasperfected。Then,withanairofconfidence,assumedtoconfoundthewitnessesofthisstrangescene,Ivanwrappedhimselfinthefurcoatwhich,likeacautiousman,hehadspreadonthestove,andwentout。

Attheendofhalfanhourhereappeared。

\"Well!\"criedGregoryandthetwoslavestogether。

\"Sheisfollowing,\"saidIvan。

Thethreetipplerslookedatoneanotherinamazement,butIvanquietlyreturnedtohisplaceinthemiddleofthem,pouredoutanewbumper,andraisinghisglass,cried——

\"Tomylady’shealth!Itistheleastwecandowhensheiskindenoughtocomeandjoinusonsocoldanight,whenthesnowisfallingfast。\"

\"Annouschka,\"saidavoiceoutside,\"knockatthisdoorandaskGregoryifhehasnotsomeofourservantswithhim。\"

Gregoryandthetwootherslaveslookedatoneanother,stupefied:

theyhadrecognisedVaninka’svoice。AsforIvan,heflunghimselfbackinhischair,balancinghimselfwithmarvellousimpertinence。

Annouschkaopenedthedoor,andtheycouldsee,asIvanhadsaid,thatthesnowwasfallingheavily。

\"Yes,madam,\"saidthegirl;\"mybrotheristhere,withDanielandAlexis。\"

Vaninkaentered。

\"Myfriends,\"saidshe,withastrangesmile,\"Iamtoldthatyouweredrinkingmyhealth,andIhavecometobringyousomethingtodrinkitagain。HereisabottleofoldFrenchbrandywhichIhavechosenforyoufrommyfather’scellar。Holdoutyourglasses。\"

Gregoryandtheslavesobeyedwiththeslownessandhesitationofastonishment,whileIvanheldouthisglasswiththeutmosteffrontery。

Vaninkafilledthemtothebrimherself,andthen,astheyhesitatedtodrink,\"Come,drinktomyhealth,friends,\"saidshe。

\"Hurrah!\"criedthedrinkers,reassuredbythekindandfamiliartoneoftheirnoblevisitor,astheyemptiedtheirglassesatadraught。

Vaninkaatoncepouredthemoutanotherglass;thenputtingthebottleonthetable,\"Emptythebottle,myfriends,\"saidshe,\"anddonottroubleaboutme。AnnouschkaandI,withthepermission2668

ofthemasterofthehouse,willsitnearthestovetillthestormisover。\"

Gregorytriedtoriseandplacestoolsnearthestove,butwhetherhewasquitedrunkorwhethersomenarcotichadbeenmixedwiththebrandy,hefellbackonhisseat,tryingtostammeroutanexcuse。

\"Itisallright,\"saidVaninka:\"donotdisturbyourselves;drink,myfriends,drink。\"

Therevellersprofitedbythispermission,andeachemptiedtheglassbeforehim。ScarcelyhadGregoryemptiedhisbeforehefellforwardonthetable。

\"Good!\"saidVaninkatohermaidinalowvoice:\"theopiumistakingeffect。\"

\"Whatdoyoumeantodo?\"saidAnnouschka。

\"Youwillsoonsee,\"wastheanswer。

Thetwomoujiksfollowedtheexampleofthemasterofthehouse,andfelldownsidebysideontheground。Ivanwasleftstrugglingagainstsleep,andtryingtosingadrinkingsong;butsoonhistonguerefusedtoobeyhim,hiseyesclosedinspiteofhim,andseekingthetunethatescapedhim,andmutteringwordshewasunabletopronounce,hefellfastasleepnearhiscompanions。

ImmediatelyVaninkarose,fixedthemwithflashingeyes,andcalledthembynameoneafteranother。Therewasnoresponse。

Thensheclappedherhandsandcriedjoyfully,\"Themomenthascome!\"

Goingtothebackoftheroom,shebroughtthenceanarmfulofstraw,placeditinacorneroftheroom,anddidthesameintheothercorners。Shethentookaflamingbrandfromthestoveandsetfireinsuccessiontothefourcornersoftheroom。

\"Whatareyoudoing?\"saidAnnouschka,wildwithterror,tryingtostopher。

\"Iamgoingtoburyoursecretintheashesofthishouse,\"answeredVaninka。

\"Butmybrother,mypoorbrother!\"saidthegirl。

\"Yourbrotherisawretchwhohasbetrayedme,andwearelostifwedonotdestroyhim。\"

\"Oh,mybrother,mypoorbrother!\"

\"Youcandiewithhimifyoulike,\"saidVaninka,accompanyingtheproposalwithasmilewhichshowedshewouldnothavebeensorryifAnnouschkahadcarriedsisterlyaffectiontothatlength。

\"Butlookatthefire,madam——thefire!\"

\"Letusgo,then,\"saidVaninka;and,draggingouttheheart-brokengirl,shelockedthedoorbehindherandthrewthekeyfarawayintothesnow。

\"InthenameofHeaven,\"saidAnnouschka,\"letusgohomequickly:I

cannotgazeuponthisawfulsight!\"

\"No,letusstayhere!\"saidVaninka,holdingherbackwithagraspofalmostmasculinestrength。\"Letusstayuntilthehousefallsinonthem,sothatwemaybecertainthatnotoneofthemescapes。\"

\"Oh,myGod!\"criedAnnouschka,fallingonherknees,\"havemercyuponmypoorbrother,fordeathwillhurryhimunpreparedintoThypresence。\"

\"Yes,yes,pray;thatisright,\"saidVaninka。\"Iwishtodestroytheirbodies,nottheirsouls。\"

Vaninkastoodmotionless,herarmscrossed,brilliantlylitupbytheflames,whileherattendantprayed。Thefiredidnotlastlong:thehousewaswooden,withthecrevicesfilledwithoakum,likeallthoseofRussianpeasants,sothattheflames,creepingoutatthefourcorners,soonmadegreatheadway,and,fannedbythewind,spreadrapidlytoallpartsofthebuilding。Vaninkafollowedtheprogressofthefirewithblazingeyes,fearingtoseesomehalf-burntspectralshaperushoutoftheflames。Atlasttherooffellin,andVaninka,relievedofallfear,thenatlastmadeherwaytothegeneral’shouse,intowhichthetwowomenenteredwithoutbeingseen,thankstothepermissionAnnouschkahadtogooutatanyhourofthedayornight。

ThenextmorningthesoletopicofconversationinSt。PetersburgwasthefireattheRedHouse。Fourhalf-consumedcorpsesweredugoutfrombeneaththeruins,andasthreeofthegeneral’sslavesweremissing,hehadnodoubtthattheunrecognisablebodieswerethoseofIvan,Daniel,andAlexis:asforthefourth,itwascertainlythatofGregory。

Thecauseofthefireremainedasecretfromeveryone:thehousewassolitary,andthesnowstormsoviolentthatnobodyhadmetthetwowomenonthedesertedroad。Vaninkawassureofhermaid。HersecretthenhadperishedwithIvan。Butnowremorsetooktheplaceoffear:theyounggirlwhowassopitilessandinflexibleintheexecutionofthedeedquailedatitsremembrance。Itseemedtoherthatbyrevealingthesecretofhercrimetoapriest,shewouldberelievedofherterribleburden。Shethereforesoughtaconfessorrenownedforhisloftycharity,and,underthesealofconfession,toldhimall。Thepriestwashorrifiedbythestory。Divinemercyisboundless,buthumanforgivenesshasitslimits。HerefusedVaninkatheabsolutionsheasked。Thisrefusalwasterrible:itwouldbanishVaninkafromtheHolyTable;thisbanishmentwouldbenoticed,andcouldnotfailtobeattributedtosomeunheard-ofandsecretcrime。Vaninkafellatthefeetofthepriest,andinthenameofherfather,whowouldbedisgracedbyhershame,beggedhimtomitigatetherigourofthissentence。

Theconfessorreflecteddeeply,thenthoughthehadfoundawaytoobviatesuchconsequences。ItwasthatVaninkashouldapproachtheHolyTablewiththeotheryounggirls;thepriestwouldstopbeforeherasbeforealltheothers,butonlysaytoher,\"Prayandweep\";

thecongregation,deceivedbythis,wouldthinkthatshehadreceivedtheSacramentlikehercompanions。ThiswasallthatVaninkacouldobtain。

Thisconfessiontookplaceaboutseveno’clockintheevening,andthesolitudeofthechurch,addedtothedarknessofnight,hadgivenitastillmoreawfulcharacter。Theconfessorreturnedhome,paleandtrembling。HiswifeElizabethwaswaitingforhimalone。ShehadjustputherlittledaughterArina,whowaseightyearsold,tobedinanadjoiningroom。Whenshesawherhusband,sheutteredacryofterror,sochangedandhaggardwashisappearance。Theconfessortriedtoreassureher,buthistremblingvoiceonlyincreasedheralarm。Sheaskedthecauseofhisagitation;theconfessorrefusedtotellher。Elizabethhadheardtheeveningbeforethathermotherwasill;shethoughtthatherhusbandhadreceivedsomebadnews。ThedaywasMonday,whichisconsideredanunluckydayamongtheRussians,and,goingoutthatday,Elizabethhadmetamaninmourning;theseomensweretoonumerousandtoostrongnottoportendmisfortune。

Elizabethburstintotears,andcriedout,\"Mymotherisdead!\"

Thepriestinvaintriedtoreassureherbytellingherthathisagitationwasnotduetothat。Thepoorwoman,dominatedbyoneidea,madenoresponsetohisprotestationsbutthiseverlastingcry,\"Mymotherisdead!\"

Then,tobringhertoreason,theconfessortoldherthathisemotionwasduetotheavowalofacrimewhichhehadjustheardintheconfessional。ButElizabethshookherhead:itwasatrick,shesaid,tohidefromherthesorrowwhichhadfallenuponher。Heragony,insteadofcalming,becamemoreviolent;hertearsceasedtoflow,andwerefollowedbyhysterics。Thepriestthenmadehersweartokeepthesecret,andthesanctityoftheconfessionwasbetrayed。

LittleArinahadawakenedatElizabeth’scries,andbeingdisturbedandatthesametimecuriousastowhatherparentsweredoing,shegotup,wenttolistenatthedoor,andheardall。

ThedayfortheCommunioncame;thechurchofSt。Simeonwascrowded。

Vaninkacametokneelattherailingofthechoir。Behindherwasherfatherandhisaides-de-camp,andbehindthemtheirservants。

Arinawasalsointhechurchwithhermother。TheinquisitivechildwishedtoseeVaninka,whosenameshehadheardpronouncedthatterriblenight,whenherfatherhadfailedinthefirstandmostsacredofthedutiesimposedonapriest。Whilehermotherwaspraying,sheleftherchairandglidedamongtheworshippers,nearlyasfarastherailing。

Butwhenshehadarrivedthere,shewasstoppedbythegroupofthegeneral’sservants。ButArinahadnotcomesofartobe,stoppedsoeasily:shetriedtopushbetweenthem,buttheyopposedher;shepersisted,andoneofthempushedherroughlyback。Thechildfell,struckherheadagainstaseat,andgotupbleedingandcrying,\"Youareveryproudforaslave。IsitbecauseyoubelongtothegreatladywhoburnttheRedHouse?\"

Thesewords,utteredinaloudvoice,inthemidstofthesilencewhichpreceded,thesacredceremony,wereheardbyeveryone。Theywereansweredbyashriek。Vaninkahadfainted。Thenextdaythegeneral,atthefeetofPaul,recountedtohim,ashissovereignandjudge,thewholeterriblestory,whichVaninka,crushedbyherlongstruggle,hadatlastrevealedtohim,atnight,afterthesceneinthechurch。

Theemperorremainedforamomentinthoughtattheendofthisstrangeconfession;then,gettingupfromthechairwherehehadbeensittingwhilethemiserablefathertoldhisstory,hewenttoabureau,andwroteonasheetofpaperthefollowingsentence:

\"Thepriesthavingviolatedwhatshouldhavebeeninviolable,thesecretsoftheconfessional,isexiledtoSiberiaanddeprivedofhispriestlyoffice。Hiswifewillfollowhim:sheistobeblamedfornothavingrespectedhischaracterasaministerofthealtar。Thelittlegirlwillnotleaveherparents。

\"Annouschka,theattendant,willalsogotoSiberiafornothavingmadeknowntohermasterhisdaughter’sconduct。

\"Ipreserveallmyesteemforthegeneral,andImournwithhimforthedeadlyblowwhichhasstruckhim。

\"AsforVaninka,Iknowofnopunishmentwhichcanbeinflicteduponher。Ionlyseeinherthedaughterofabravesoldier,whosewholelifehasbeendevotedtotheserviceofhiscountry。Besides,theextraordinarywayinwhichthecrimewasdiscovered,seemstoplacetheculpritbeyondthelimitsofmyseverity。Ileaveherpunishmentinherownhands。IfIunderstandhercharacter,ifanyfeelingofdignityremainstoher,herheartandherremorsewillshowherthepathsheoughttofollow。\"

Paulhandedthepaperopentothegeneral,orderinghimtotakeittoCountPahlen,thegovernorofSt。Petersburg。

Onthefollowingdaytheemperor’sorderswerecarriedout。

Vaninkawentintoaconvent,wheretowardstheendofthesameyearshediedofshameandgrief。

ThegeneralfoundthedeathhesoughtonthefieldofAusterlitz。