第1章

Nearthevergeofaboldpromontorystandsthehotel,andlookssoutheastwardoverasweepofseaunbrokentothehorizon。Behinditstretchesthevastforest,whichaftertwohundredyearshasresumedthesterilecoastwrestedfromitbythefirstPilgrims,andhasbeguntoeffacetheevidencesoftheinroadmadeinrecentyearsbytheboldspeculatorforwhomJocelyn’sisnamed。TheyoungbirchesandsprucesarebreasthighinthedrivesandavenuesatJocelyn’s;thelowblackberryvinesandthesweetferncoverthecarefully-gradedsidewalks,andobscurethedivisionsofthelots;thechildrenoftheboardershavefoundsquawberriesinthepublicsquareonthespotwheretheband-standwastohavebeen。Thenotionofasea-sideresortatthispointwascourageouslyconceived,andtoacertainextentitwasgenerouslyrealized。Exceptforitsremotenessfromtherailroad,adrawbackwhichfutureenterprisemightbeexpectedtoremedyinsomeway,theplacehasmanynaturaladvantages。Thebroadplateauiscooledbyabreezefromthevastforestsbehindit,whichcomesladenwithhealthandfreshnessfromtheyoungpines;theseaatitsfeetiswarmedbytheGulfStreamtoatemperaturedeliciousforbathing。Therearecertainlymosquitoesfromthewoods;buttherearemosquitoeseverywhere,andthereportthatpeoplehavebeendrivenawaybythemismanifestlyuntrue,forwhoevercomestoJocelyn’sremains。Thebeachatthefootofthebluffisalmostamileatitscurve,anditissosmoothandhardthatitglistenslikepolishedmarblewhennewlywashedbythetide。Itistruethatyoureachitfromthetopbyaflightofeightysteps,butitwasintendedtohaveanelevator,likethoseneartheWhirlpoolatNiagara。Inthemeantimeitiseasyenoughtogodown,andtheladiesgodowneveryday,takingtheirnovelsortheirneedle-workwiththem。Theyhavevariousnotionsofabath:someconceivethatitisbathingtositintheedgeofthewater,andemitshrieksasthesurgesweepsagainstthem;othersrunboldlyin,andafteramomentofpoignanthesitationjumpupanddownhalf-a-dozentimes,andrunout;yetothersimagineitbettertoremainimmersedtothechinforagivenspace,lookingtowardtheshorewithlipstightlyshutandthebreathheld。Butafterthebaththeyareallofonemind;theylaytheirshawlsonthewarmsand,and,spreadingouttheirhairtodry,theydozeinthesun,insuchcoilsandmassesastheunconsciousfigurelendsitselfto。Whentheyrisefromtheirbeds,theysitintheshelterofthecliffandknitorsew,whileoneofthemreadsaloud,andanotherstandswatchtoannouncethecomingoftheseals,whichfrequentareefneartheshoreingreatnumbers。Ithasbeensaidatrivalpointsonthecoastthattheladieslingerthereindespairofeverbeingabletoremounttothehotel。Ayoungmanwhoclamberedalongtheshorefromoneofthosepointsreportedfindingdayafterdaythesameyoungladystretchedoutonthesameshawl,dryingthesameyellowhair,whohadapparentlynevergoneupstairssincetheseasonbegan。Buttherecurrenceofthisphenomenoninthisspotattheverymomentwhentheyoungmancamebymighthavebeenaccountedforuponothertheories。

Jocelyn’swassosecludedthatshecouldnothaveexpectedanyonetofindhertheretwice,andifshehadexpectedthisshewouldnothavepermittedit。Probablyhesawadifferentyoungladyeachtime。

Manyofthesameboarderscomeyearafteryear,andthesetrembleatthesuggestionofachangeforthebetterinJocelyn’s。ThelandlordhasalwaysbelievedthatJocelyn’swouldcomeup,someday,whentimesgotbetter。Hebelievesthatthenarrow-gaugerailroadfromNewLeyden——

arrestedonpaperatthedisastrousmomentwhenthefortunesofJocelyn’sfeltthegeneralcrash——willbepushedthroughyet;andeverysummerhepromisesthatnextsummertheyaregoingtohaveasteam-launchrunningtwiceadayfromLeydenHarbor。Butatpresenthishouseisvisitedonceadaybyabarge,astheNewEnglandcoast-folkscallthevehicleinwhichtheyconveycityboarderstoandfromthestation,andtheoldfrequentersoftheplacehopethatthestationwillneverbenearerJocelyn’sthanatpresent。Someofthemarerichenoughtoaffordasojournatmorefashionableresorts;butmostofthemarenot,thoughtheyareoftenpeopleofpolitetastesandofaestheticemployments。

Theytalkwithslightofthelargewatering-places,andprobablytheywouldnotlikethem,thoughitisreallyeconomythatinspirestheirpassionforJocelyn’swithmostofthem,andtheyknowofthesplendid。

wearinessofNewportmostlybyhearsay。Newarrivalsarenotfavored,buttherearenotoftennewarrivalsatJocelyn’s。Thechiefbusinessofthebargeistobringfreshmeatforthetableandthegauntbagwhichcontainsthemail;forinthefirstflushoftheenterprisetheplacewasmadeapost-office,andthelandlordispostmaster;hehasthehelpofthelady-boardersinhisofficialduties。

Scatteredaboutamongtheyoungbirchesthereareseveralofthosepineframesknownasshells,withineasywalkofthehotel,wheretheirinmatesboard。Theyarepicturesqueinteriors,andareoninformaltermswiththepublicastomanydomesticdetails。Theladyofthehouse,doingherbackhairatherdressing-roomglass,isdividedfromherhusband,smokingattheparlorfire-place,onlybyapartitionofunlathedstudding。Thearrestofdevelopmentintheseshellsischaracteristicofeverythingabouttheplace。NoneoftheimprovementsinventedsincethehardtimesbeganhavebeenaddedtoJocelyn’s;

lawntennisisstillunknownthere;butthereisacroquet-groundbeforethehotel,wheretheshort,toughgrassiskeptintolerableorder。Thewicketsareprettyrusty,anditisusuallythechildrenwhoplay;buttowardthecloseofacertain,afternoonayoungladywaspushingtheballsaboutthere。Sheseemedtobegoingoveragamejustplayed,andtryingtotracethecauseofherfailure。Shemadebadshots,andlaughedatherblunders。Anotheryoungladydroopedlanguidlyonabenchatthesideofthecroquet-ground,andfollowedhermovementswithindifference。

\"Idon’tseehowyoudidit,Louise,\"pantedtheplayer;\"it’sastonishinghowyoubeatme。\"

Theladyonthebenchmadeasiftoanswer,butendedbycoughinghoarsely。

\"Oh,dearchild!\"criedthefirst,droppinghermallet,andrunningtoher。\"Yououghttohaveputonyourshawl!\"Sheliftedtheknitshawllyingbesideheronthebench,andlaiditacrosstheother’sshoulders,anddrewitcloseaboutherneck。

\"Oh,don’t!\"saidtheother。\"Itchokesmetobebundledupsotight。\"

Sheshruggedtheshawldowntohershoulderswithaprettypetulance。

\"Ifmychest’sprotected,that’sallthat’snecessary。\"Butshemadenomotiontodrapetheoutlinewhichherneatly-fitteddressdisplayed,andshedidnotmovefromherplace,orlookupatheranxiousfriend。

\"Oh,butdon’tsithere,Louise,\"thelatterpleaded,lingeringnearher。

\"Iwaswrongtoletyousitdownatallafteryouhadgotheated。\"

\"Well,Grace,Ihadto,\"saidshewhowascalledLouise。\"Iwassotiredout。I’mnotgoingtotakemorecold。IcanalwaystellwhenIam。

I’llputontheshawlinhalfaminute;orelseI’llgoin。

I’msurethere’snothingtokeepmeout。That’stheworstoftheselonelyplaces:mymindpreysuponitself。That’swhatDr。Nixonalwayssaid:hesaiditwasnouseinairsolongasmymindpreyeduponitself。

HesaidthatIoughttodivertmymindallIcould,andkeepitfrompreyinguponitself;thatitwasworthallthemedicineintheworld。\"

\"That’sperfectlytrue。\"

\"Thenyououghtn’ttokeepremindingmeallthetimethatI’msick。

That’swhatstartsmymindtopreyinguponitself;andwhenitgetsgoingonceIcan’tstopit。Ioughttotreatmyselfjustlikeawellperson;

that’swhatthedoctorsaid。\"

Theotherstoodlookingatthespeakerinfrowningperplexity。Shewasaserious-facedgirl,andnowwhenshefrownedherblackbrowsmetsternlyabovehergrayeyes。Butshecontrolledanyimpulseshehadtoseverity,andaskedgently,\"ShallIsendBellatoyou?\"

\"Oh,no!Ican’tmakesocietyoutofachildthewholetime。I’lljustsitheretillthebargecomesin。Isupposeitwillbeasemptyasagourd,asusual。\"Sheadded,withasickandwearynegligence,\"Idon’tevenknowwhereBellais。She’srunoff,somewhere。\"

\"It’squitetimesheshouldbelookedup,fortea。I’llwanderoutthatwayandlookforher。\"Sheindicatedthewildernessgenerally。

\"Thanks,\"saidLouise。Shenowgratefullydrewhershawlupoverhershoulders,andfacedaboutonthebenchsoastocommandaneasyviewofthearrivingbarge。Theothermetitonherwaytotheplaceinthewoodswherethechildrenusuallyplayed,andfounditasemptyasherfriendhadforeboded。Butthedriverstoppedhishorses,andleanedoutofthesideofthewagonwithalittlepackageinhishand。Hereadthesuperscription,andthenglancedconsciouslyatthegirl。\"You’reMissBreen,ain’tyou?\"

\"Yes,\"shesaid,withlady-likesweetnessandasortofbusiness-likealertness。

\"Well,\"suggestedthedriver,\"thisisforMissGraceBreen,M。D。\"

\"Forme,thankyou,\"saidtheyounglady。\"I’mDr。Breen。\"SheputoutherhandforthelittlepackagefromthehomoeopathicpharmacyinBoston;

andthedriveryieldeditwithablushthatreddenedhimtohishair。

\"Well,\"hesaidslowly,staringatthehandsomegirl,whodidnotvisiblysharehisembarrassment,\"theytoldmeyouwastheone;butIcouldn’tseemtogetitthroughme。Ithoughtitmustbetheoldlady。\"

\"MymotherisMrs。Breen,\"theyoungladybrieflyexplained,andwalkedrapidlyaway,leavingthedriverstuckintheheavysandofSea-GlimpseAvenue。

\"Why,getup!\"heshoutedtohishorses。\"Goin’tostayhereallday?\"

Hecranedhisneckroundthesideofthewagonforasightofher。

\"Well,dumm’fIdon’twishIwassick!Stepsalong,\"hemused,watchingtheswirlandrippleofherskirt,\"like——Idunnowhat。\"

WithherfaceturnedfromhimDr。Breenblushed,too;shewasnotyetsousedtoherqualityofphysicianthatshecouldcoldlybeartheconfusiontowhichherbeingadoctorputmen。Shelaughedalittletoherselfatthehelplessnessofthedriver,confrontedprobablyforthefirsttimewithagraduateoftheNewYorkhomoeopathicschool;butshebelievedthatshehadreasonsfortakingherselfseriouslyineveryway,andshehadnotentereduponthiscareerwithoutdefinitepurposes。Whenshewasnotyetoutofherteens,shehadanunhappyloveaffair,whichwasalwaysdarklyreferredtoasadisappointmentbypeoplewhoknewofitatthetime。Thoughtheparticularsofthecasedonotdirectlyconcernthisstory,itmaybestatedthattherecreantloverafterwardsmarriedherdearestgirl-friend,whomhehadfirstmetinhercompany。Itwascruelenough,andthehurtwentdeep;butitneithercrushednorhardenedher。Itbenumbedherforatime;shesankoutofsight;butwhenshereturnedtotheknowledgeoftheworldsheshowednomarkoftheblowexceptwhatwasthoughtastrangeeccentricityinagirlsuchasshehadbeen。Theworldwhichhadknownher——itwasthatofaninlandNewEnglandcity——heardofherdefinitelyafterseveralyearsasastudentofmedicineinNewYork。Thosewhohadmoreofherintimacyunderstoodthatshehadchosenthisworkwiththeintentionofgivingherlifetoit,inthespiritinwhichotherwomenenterconvents,orgoouttoheathenlands;butprobablythisconceptionhaditsexaggerations。Whatwascertainwasthatshewasrichenoughtohavenoneedofherprofessionasameansofsupport,andthatitsstudyhadcosthermorethantheusualsufferingthatitbringstopersonsofsensitivenerves。Somedetailswerealmostinsuperablyrepugnant;butinschoolingherselftothemshebelievedthatshewaspreparingtoencounteranythingintheapplicationofherscience。

Herfirstintentionhadbeentogobacktoherowntownafterhergraduation,andbeginthepracticeofherprofessionamongthosewhohadalwaysknownher,andwhosescrutinyandcriticismwouldbehardesttobear,andtherefore,asshefancied,themostusefultoherintheformationofcharacter。Butafterwardssherelinquishedherpurposeinfavorofadesignwhichshethoughtwouldbemoreusefultoothers:sheplannedgoingtooneofthegreatfactorytowns,andbeginningpracticethere,incompanywithanolderphysician,amongthechildrenoftheoperatives。Pendingthecompletionofthisarrangement,whichwaswaitinguponthedecisionoftheotherlady,shehadcometoJocelyn’swithhermother,andwithMrs。Maynard,whohadarrivedfromtheWest,aimlesslysickandunfriended,justastheywereaboutleavinghome。

Therewasnoresourcebuttoinviteherwiththem,andDr。Breenwasfindingherfirstpatientinthisunexpectedguest。Shedidnotwhollyregrettheaccident;this,too,wasusefulwork,thoughnotthatshewouldhavechosen;buthermother,afterafortnight,openlyrepined,andcouldnotmentionMrs。Maynardwithoutsomerebelliousmurmur。Shewasanoldlady,whohadoncekeptaveryvigilantconscienceforherself;

butaftermakingherlifeunhappywithitforsomethreescoreyears,shenowapplieditentirelytotheexasperationandcondemnationofothers。

SheespeciallydevotedittofrettingaNewEnglandgirl’snaturallymorbidsenseofdutyinherdaughter,andkeepingitintheirritationofperpetualself-question。Shehadneveractivelyopposedherstudyingmedicine;thatambitionhadharmonizedverywellwithcertainradicaltendenciesofherown,anditwasatleastnotmarriage,whichshehadfoundtolerableonlyinitsmodifiedformofwidowhood;butateverystepafterthedecisivestepwastakenshewasbesetwithmisgivingslestGracewasnotfullyalivetothegraveresponsibilitiesofheroffice,whichsheaccumulateduponthegirlinproportionassheflungoffallresponsibilitiesofherown。ShewasdoubtlessdeceivedbythatshowofcalmwhichsometimesdeceivedGraceherself,who,intutoringhersoultobearwhatithadtobear,mistookhertenseeffortforspiritualrepose,andscarcelyrealizedthroughhertinglingnervesthestrainshewasundergoing。Inspiteofthebitterexperienceofherlife,shewasstillveryardentinherhopesofusefulness,veryscornfulofdistressordiscomforttoherself,andalittleinclinedtoexacttheheroismshewasreadytoshow。Shehadachild’sseveremorality,andshehadhardlylearnedtounderstandthatthereismuchevilintheworldthatdoesnotcharacterizetheperpetrators:sheheldherselfasstrictlytoaccountforeverywordanddeedassheheldothers,andshehadanalmostpassionatedesiretomeettheconsequenceofhererrors;tillthatwasfelt,anintolerabledoomhungoverher。Shetriednottobeimpulsive;

thatwascriminalinoneofhercalling;andshestruggledforpatiencewithanendeavorthatwaslargelysuccessful。

Astotheeffectofhercareeroutsideofherself,andofthosewhomherskillwastobenefit,shetriedtothinkneitherarrogantlynormeanly。

Shewouldnotentertainthevanitythatshewasservingwhatiscalledthecauseofwoman,andshewouldnotassumeanydutiesorresponsibilitiestowardit。Shethoughtmenwereasgoodaswomen;

atleastonemanhadbeennoworsethanonewoman;anditwasinnorepresentativeorexemplarycharacterthatshehadchosenhercourse。

Atthesametimethatsheheldthesesaneopinions,shebelievedthatshehadputawaythehopeswiththepleasuresthatmightoncehavetakenherasayounggirl。Inregardtowhathadchangedthecurrentofherlife,shementallyassertedhermerenullity,herabsolutenon-existence。Thethoughtofitnolongerrankled,andthatinterestcouldneverbehersagain。Ifithadnotbeensomuchlikeaffectation,andsocountertoherstrongaestheticinstinct,shemighthavemadeherdresssomehowsignificantofhercompleteabeyanceinsuchmatters;butasitwassheonlystudiedsimplicity,andaswehaveseenfromtheimpressionofthebarge-drivershedidnotfinallyescapedistinctionindressandmanner。

Infact,shecouldnothaveescapedthateffectifshewould;anditwasoneoftheindomitablecontradictionsofhernaturethatshewouldnot。

Whenshecamebacktothecroquet-ground,leadingthelittlegirlbythehand,shefoundMrs。Maynardnolongeraloneandnolongersad。Shewaschattingandlaughingwithaslimyoungfellow,whosegayblueeyeslookedoutofasunburntface,andwhosestrawhat,carriedinhishand,exposedacloselyshavenhead。Heworeasuitofgrayflannel,andMrs。

MaynardexplainedthathewascampingonthebeachatBirkman’sCove,andhadcomeoverinthesteamerwithherwhenshereturnedfromEurope。SheintroducedhimasMr。Libby,andsaid,\"Oh,Bella,youdirtylittlething!\"

Mr。LibbybowedanxiouslytoGrace,andturnedforrefugetothelittlegirl。\"Hello,Bella!\"\"Hello!\"saidthechild。\"Rememberme?\"ThechildputherlefthandonthatofGraceholdingherright,andprettilypressedherheadagainstthegirl’sarminbashfulsilence。Gracesaidsomecoldlycivilwordstotheyoungman:withoutlookingatMrs。

Maynard,andpassedonintothehouse。

\"Youdon’tmeanthat’syourdoctor?\"hescarcelymorethanwhispered。

\"Yes,Ido,\"answeredMrs。Maynard。\"Isn’tshetoolovely?Andshe’sjustasgood!Sheusedtostandupatschoolforme,whenallthegirlsweredownonmebecauseIwasWestern。AndwhenIcameEast,thistime,Ijustwentrightstraighttoherhouse。Iknewshecouldtellmeexactlywhattodo。Andthat’sthereasonI’mhere。Ishallalwaysrecommendthisairtoanybodywithlungdifficulties。It’sthegreatestthing!I’malmostanotherperson。Oh,youneedn’tlookafterher,Mr。Libby!There’snothingflirtatiousaboutGrace,\"saidMrs。Maynard。

TheyoungmanrecoveredhimselffromhisabsentmindedstareinthedirectionGracehadtaken,withafranklaugh。\"Somuchthebetterforafellow,Ishouldsay!\"

Gracehandedthelittlegirlovertohernurse,andwenttoherownroom,whereshefoundhermotherwaitingtogodowntotea。

\"WhereisMrs。Maynard?\"askedMrs。Breen。

\"Outonthecroquet-ground,\"answeredthedaughter。

\"Ishouldthinkitwouldbedamp,\"suggestedMrs。Green。

\"Shewillcomeinwhenthetea-bellrings。Shewouldn’tcomeinnow,ifItoldher。\"

\"Well,\"saidtheelderlady,\"forapersonwholetsherdoctorpayherboard,Ithink’she’sveryindependent。\"

\"Iwishyouwouldn’tspeakofthat,mother,\"saidthegirl。

\"Ican’thelpit,Grace。It’sridiculous,——that’swhatitis;it’sridiculous。\"

\"Idon’tseeanythingridiculousinit。Aphysicianneednotchargeanythingunlesshechooses,orshe;andifIchoosetomakeLouisemyguesthereit’squitethesameasifsheweremyguestathome。\"

\"Idon’tlikeyoutohavesuchaguest,\"saidMrs。Green。\"Idon’tseewhatclaimshehasuponyourhospitality。\"

\"Shehasadoubleclaimuponit,\"Graceanswered,withaflush。\"Sheisinsicknessandintrouble。Idon’tseehowshecouldhaveabetterclaim。EvenifshewerequitewellIshouldconsiderthewayshehadbeentreatedbyherhusbandsufficient,andIshouldwanttodoeverythingIcouldforher。\"

\"Ishouldwanthertobehaveherself,\"saidMrs。Breendryly。

\"Howbehaveherself?Whatdoyoumean?\"demandedGrace,withguiltyheat。

\"YouknowwhatImean,Grace。Awomaninherpositionoughttobemorecircumspectthananyotherwoman,ifshewantspeopletobelievethatherhusbandtreatedherbadly。\"

\"Weoughtn’ttoblameherfortryingtoforgethertroubles。It’sessentialtoherrecoveryforhertobeascheerfulasshecanbe。I

knowthatshe’simpulsive,andshe’sfreeinhermannerswithstrangers;

butIsupposethat’sherWesternism。She’salmostdistracted。Shewascryinghalfthenight,withhertroubles,andkeptBellaandmebothawake。\"

\"IsBellawithhernow?\"

\"No,\"Graceadmitted。\"Jane’sgettingherreadytogodownwithus。

Louiseistalkingwithagentlemanwhocameoveronthesteamerwithher;

he’scampingonthebeachnearhere。Ididn’twaittohearparticulars。\"

Whenthenursebroughtthelittlegirltotheirdoor,Mrs。GreentookonehandandGracetheother,andtheyledherdowntotea。Mrs。Maynardwasalreadyattable,andtoldthemallaboutmeetingMr。Libbyabroad。

UntilthepresenttimesheandGracehadnotseeneachothersincetheywereatschooltogetherinSouthington,wherethegirlusedtohearsomuchtothedisadvantageofhernativesectionthatshewouldhardlyhaveownedtoitifheraccenthadnotfoundherout。Itwouldhavebeenpleasantertobefriendanotherperson,butthelittleWesternersufferedaveritablepersecution,andthatwasenoughtomakeGraceherfriend。

Shortlyaftershereturnedhomefromschoolshemarried,inthatcasualandtentativefashioninwhichsomanymarriagesseemmade。GracehadheardofherastravellinginEuropewithherhusband,fromwhomshewasnowseparated。ShereportedthathehadknownMr。Libbyinhisbachelordays,andthatMr。Libbyhadtravelledwiththem。Mr。MaynardappearedtohavelefttoMr。Libbythearrangementofhiswife’spleasures,thesupervisionofhershopping,andthedirectionoftheircommonjourneysandsojourns;anditseemedtohavebeenindifferenttohimwhetherhisfriendwassmokingandtellingstorieswithhim,orgoingwithhiswifetotheopera,oruponsuchexcursionsashehadnotastefor。Shegavethedetailsofthetriangularintimacywithafrankunconsciousness;andafternineo’clockshereturnedfromamoonlightwalkonthebeachwithMr。Libby。

Gracesatwaitingforheratthelittleone’sbedside,forBellahadbeenafraidtogotosleepalone。

\"Howgoodyouare!\"criedLouise,inagratefulunder-tone,asshecamein。ShekissedGrace,andchokeddownacoughwithherhandoverhermouth。

\"Louise,\"saidGracesternly,\"thisisshameful!Youforgetthatyouaremarried,andill,too。\"

\"Oh,I’meversomuchbetter,to-night。Theair’sjustasdry!Andyouneedn’tmindMr。Libby。He’ssuchanoldfriend!Besides,I’msuretogainthecase。\"

\"No,matter。Evenasadivorcedwoman,yououghtn’ttogooninthisway。\"

\"Well,Iwouldn’t,witheveryone。Butit’squitedifferentwithMr。

Libby。And,besides,Ihavetokeepmymindfrompreyingonitselfsomehow。\"

II。

Mrs。Maynardsatinthesunontheseaward-lookingpiazzaofthehotel,andcoughedinthewarmair。Shetoldtheladies,astheycameoutfrombreakfast,thatshewaseversomuchbettergenerally,butthatsheseemedtohavemoreofthatticklinginherthroat。Eachofthemadvisedherforgood,andsuggestedthisspecificandthat;andtheyallaskedherwhatMissBreenwasdoingforhercough。Mrs。Maynardreplied,betweentheparoxysms,thatshedidnotknow:itwassomekindofpowders。Thentheysaidtheywouldthinkshewouldwanttotrysomethingactive;eventhoseamongthemwhowerehomoeopathistsinsinuatedafinedistrustofaphysicianoftheirownsex。\"Oh,it’snothingserious,\"

Mrs。Maynardexplained。\"It’sjustbronchial。Theairwilldomemoregoodthananything。I’mkeepingoutinitallIcan。\"

Aftertheyweregone,aqueer,gauntmancameandglancedfromthedoorwayather。Hehadoneeyeinunnaturalfixity,andtheothersetatthatabnormalslantwhichissaidtoqualifytheownerforlookingroundacornerbeforehegetstoit。Adrolltwistofhismouthseemedpartlyphysical,but:thereisnodoubtthathehadoftenahumorousintention。

ItwasBarlow,theman-of-all-work,whokilledandpluckedthepoultry,peeledthepotatoesandpickedthepeas,pulledthesweet-cornandthetomatoes,kindledthekitchenfire,harnessedtheoldsplayfootedmare,——safeforladiesandchildren,andintolerableforallothers,whichformedtheentirestudoftheJocelynHousestables,——dugtheclams,rowedandsailedtheboat,lookedafterthebath-houses,andcameincontactwiththeguestsatsomanypointsthathewasoneasytermswiththemall。Thiseasetendedtoanintimacywhichhewashimselfpowerlesstorepress,andwhich,fromtimetotime,requiredtheirintervention。

Henowworeasimplecostumeofshirtandtrousers,thelatterterminatedbyapairofbrokenshoes,andsustainedbywhathecalledasinglegallows;hisbroad-brimmedstrawhatscoopeddownuponhisshouldersbehind,andinfrontaddedtohiscongenitaldifficultyofgettingpeopleinfocus。\"Howdoyoudo,thismorning,Mrs。Maynard?\"hesaid。

\"Oh,I’mfirst-rate,Mr。Barlow。Whatsortofdaydoyouthinkit’sgoingtobeforasail?\"

Barlowcameouttotheedgeofthepiazza,andlookedattheseaandsky。

\"First-rate。Fog’smostburntawaynow。Youdon’toftenseeafogatJocelyn’safterteno’clockinthemornin’。\"

HelookedforapprovaltoMrs。Maynard,whosaid,\"That’sso。Theair’sjustsplendid。It’sdoingeverythingforme。\"

\"It’sthesepinewoods,backo’here。Everybreathon’emdoesyegood。

It’sthebalsaminit。D’youevertry,\"heasked,stretchinghishandasfarupthepiazza-postasbecould,andswingingintoaconversationalposture,——\"d’youevertrywhiskey——goododdBourbonwhiskey——withwhite-

pinechipsinit?\"

Mrs。Maynardlookedupwithinterest,but,shakingherhead,coughedforno。

\"Well,Ishouldliketohaveyoutrythat。\"

\"Whatdoesitdo?\"shegasped,whenshecouldgetherbreath。

\"Well,it’ssoothin’t’thecough,anditbuildsyeup,everyways。Why,mybrother,\"continuedthefactotum,\"hediedofconsumptionwhenIwasaboy,——reg’laroldNewEnglandconsumption。Don’thardlyeverhearofitanymore,roundhere。Well,Idon’tsupposethere’sbeenacaseofreg’laroldNewEnglandconsumption——well,nottheoldNewEnglandkind——sincethesewoodsgrowedup。Heusedtotakewhiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit;andIcanrememberhearin’emsaythatitdonehimmoregoodthanallthedoctor’sstuff。He’dbeenouttoDemarary,andeverywheres,andhecomehomeinthelaststages,andtookupwiththiswhiskeywithwhitepinechipsinit。Well,it’sjustlikethis,Ipresumeit’sthebalsaminthechips。Itdon’tmakeanydifferencehowyougitthebalsamintoyoursystem,so’s’tyougititthere。Ishouldliketohaveyoutrywhiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit。\"

HelookedconvincinglyatMrs。Maynard,whosaidsheshouldliketotryit。\"It’sjustbronchialwithme,youknow。ButIshouldliketotryit。Iknowitwouldbesoothing;andI’vealwaysheardthatwhiskeywastheverythingtobuildyouup。But,\"sheadded,lapsingfromthisvisionofrecovery,\"Icouldn’ttakeitunlessGracesaidso。She’dbesuretofinditout。\"

\"Why,lookhere,\"saidBarlow。\"Asfarforthasthatgoes,youcouldkeepthebottleinmyroom。NotbutwhatIbelieveingoingbyyourdoctor’sdirections,itdon’tmatterwhoyourdoctoris。Iain’tsayin’

nothin’againstMissBreen,youunderstand?\"

\"Oh,no!\"criedMrs。Maynard。

\"Ineverseemuchnicerladiesthanherandhermotherinthehouse。

Butyoujusttellheraboutthewhiskeywiththewhite-pinechipsinit。

Maybesheneverheardofit。Well,shehain’thadagreatdealofexperienceyet。\"

\"No,\"saidMrs。Maynard。\"AndIthinkshe’llbegladtohearofit。

YoumaybesureI’lltellher,Mr。Barlow。Graceiseverythingforthebalsamicpropertiesoftheair,downhere。That’swhatshesaid;andasyousay,itdoesn’tmatterhowyougetthebalsamintoyoursystem,soyougetitthere。\"

\"No,\"saidthefactotum,inatoneofmisgiving,asiftherepetitionofthewordspresentedthetheoryinanewlighttohim。

\"WhatIthinkis,andwhatI’malwaystellingGrace,\"pursuedMrs。

Maynard,inthatconfidentialspiritinwhichshehelplesslyspokeofherfriendsbytheirfirstnamestoeveryone,\"thatifIcouldoncegetmydigestionallright,thenthecoughwouldstopofitself。Thedoctorsaid——Dr。Nixon,thatis——thatitwasmorethanhalfthedigestionanyway。ButjustassoonasIeatanything——orifIover-eatalittle——thenthatticklinginmythroatbegins,andthenIcommencecoughing;andI’mbackjustwhereIwas。It’sthedigestion。Ioughtn’ttohaveeatenthatmincepie,yesterday。\"

\"No,\"admittedBarlow。Thenhesaid,inindirectdefenceofthekitchen,\"Ithinkyouhadn’toughttobeoutinthenightair,——well,notagreatdeal。\"

\"Well,Idon’tsupposeitdoesdomemuchgood,\"Mrs。Maynardsaid,turninghereyesseaward。

Barlowlethishanddropfromthepiazzapost,andslouchedin-doors;buthecameoutagainasifprickedbyconsciencetoreturn。

\"Afterall,youknow,itdidn’tcurehim。\"

\"Whatcurehim?\"askedMrs。Maynard。

\"Thewhiskeywiththewhite-pinechipsinit。\"

\"Curewho?\"

\"Mybrother。\"

\"Oh!Oh,yes!Butmine’sonlybronchial。Ithinkitmightdomegood。

IshalltellGraceaboutit。\"

Barlowlookedtroubled,asifhissuccessinthesuggestionofthisremedywerenotfinallyapleasure;butasMrs。Maynardkepthereyespersistentlyturnedfromhim,andwasevidentlytired,hehadnothingforitbuttogoin-doorsagain。HemetGrace,andmadewayforheronthethresholdtopassout。

AsshejoinedMrs。Maynard,\"Well,Grace,\"saidthelatter,\"Idobelieveyouareright。Ihavetakensomemorecold。Butthatshowsthatitdoesn’tgetworseofitself,andIthinkweoughttobeencouragedbythat。

I’mgoingtobemorecarefulofthenightairafterthis。\"

\"Idon’tthinkthenightairwastheworstthingaboutit,Louise,\"saidGracebluntly。

\"Youmeanthedampfromthesand?Iputonmyrubbers。\"

\"Idon’tmeanthedampsand,\"saidGrace,beginningtopulloversomesewingwhichshehadinherlap,andlookingdownatit。

Mrs。Maynardwatchedherawhileinexpectationthatshewouldsaymore,butshedidnotspeak。\"Oh,——well!\"shewasforcedtocontinueherself,\"ifyou’regoingtogoonwiththat!\"

\"Thequestionis,\"saidGrace,gettingthethreadshewanted,\"whetheryouaregoingonwithit。\"

\"Why,Ican’tseeanypossibleharminit,\"protestedMrs。Maynard。

\"Isupposeyoudon’texactlylikemygoingwithMr。Libby,andIknowthatundersomecircumstancesitwouldn’tbequitethething。Butdidn’tItellyoulastnighthowhelivedwithusinEurope?AndwhenwewereallcomingoveronthesteamertogetherMr。LibbyandMr。Maynardweretogetherthewholetime,smokingandtellingstories。Theywerethegreatestfriends!Why,itisn’tasifhewasastranger,oranenemyofMr。Maynard’s。\"

Gracedroppedhersewingintoherlap。\"Really,Louise,you’reincredible!\"Shelookedsternlyattheinvalid;butbrokeintoalaugh,onwhichMrs。Maynardwaitedwithapuzzledface。AsGracesaidnothingmore,shehelplesslyresumed:——

\"Wedidn’texpecttogodownthecliffwhenhefirstcalledintheevening。Buthesaidhewouldhelpmeupagain,and——hedid,nicely。

Iwasn’texhaustedabit;andhowItookmorecoldIcan’tunderstand;

Iwaswrappedupwarmly。IthinkItookthecoldwhenIwassittingthereafterourgameofcroquet,withmyshawloff。Don’tyouthinkso?\"

shewheedled。

\"Perhaps,\"saidGrace。

\"Hedidnothingbuttalkaboutyou,Grace,\"saidMrs。Maynard,withaslylookattheother。\"He’sawfullyafraidofyou,andhekeptaskingaboutyou。\"

\"Louise,\"saidtheother,gravelyignoringthesefacts,\"Ineverundertookthecareofyousocially,andIobjectverymuchtolecturingyou。YouarenearlyasoldasIam,andyouhavehadagreatdealmoreexperienceoflifethanIhave。\"Mrs。Maynardsigheddeeplyinassent。

\"Butitdoesn’tseemtohavetaughtyouthatifyouwillprovokepeopletotalkofyou,youmustexpectcriticism。Oneafteranotheryou’vetoldnearlyeverywomaninthehouseyouraffairs,andtheyhaveallsympathizedwithyouandpitiedyou。Ishallhavetobeplain,andtellyouthatIcan’thavethemsneeringandlaughingatanyonewhoismyguest。Ican’tletyoudefypublicopinionhere。\"

\"Why,Grace,\"saidMrs。Maynard,buoyedaboveoffenceatherfriend’swordsbyherconsciousnessofthepointshewasabouttomake,\"youdefypublicopinionyourselfagooddealmorethanIdo,everyminute。\"

\"I?HowdoIdefyit?\"demandedGraceindignantly。

\"Bybeingadoctor。\"

Graceopenedherlipstospeak,butshewasnotareadyperson,andshefeltthethrust。BeforeshecouldsayanythingMrs。Maynardwenton:

\"Thereisn’toneofthemthatdoesn’tthinkyou’remuchmorescandalousthanifyouwerethegreatestflirtalive。But,Idon’tmindthem,andwhyshouldyou?\"

TheseriousgirlwhomsheaddressedwasinthathelplesssubjectiontothetruthinwhichsomanyNewEnglandwomenpasstheirlives。Shecouldnotdenythetruthwhichlurkedintheexaggerationofthesewords,anditunnervedher,asthefactthatshewasdoingwhatthevastmajorityofwomenconsideredunwomanlyalwaysunnervedherwhenshesufferedherselftothinkofit。\"Youareright,Louise,\"shesaidmeeklyandsadly。

\"Theythinkaswellofyouastheydoofme。\"

\"Yes,that’sjustwhatIsaid!\"criedMrs。Maynard,gladofhersuccessfulargument。

Buthoweverdisabled,herfriendresumed:\"Theonlysafewayforyouistotakethegroundthatsolongasyouwearyourhusband’snameyoumusthonorit,nomatterhowcruelandindifferenttoyouhehasbeen。\"

\"Yes,\"assentedMrs。Maynardruefully,\"ofcourse。\"

\"Imeanthatyoumustn’tevenhavetheappearanceoflikingadmiration,orwhatyoucallattentions。It’swicked。\"

\"Isupposeso,\"murmuredtheculprit。

\"YouhavebeenbroughtuptohavesuchdifferentideasofdivorcefromwhatIhave,\"continuedGrace,\"thatIdon’tfeelasifIhadanyrighttoadviseyouaboutwhatyouaretodoafteryougainyoursuit。\"

\"Ishallnotwanttogetmarriedagainforonewhile;Iknowthatmuch,\"

Mrs。Maynardinterpolatedself-righteously。

\"Buttillyoudogainit,yououghtnottoregarditasemancipatingyouintheslightestdegree。\"

\"No,\"cameinsadassentfromthevictimofthelaw’sdelays。

\"AndIwantyoutopromisemethatyouwon’tgowalkingwithMr。Libbyanymore;andthatyouwon’tevenseehimalone,afterthis。\"

\"Why,butGrace!\"criedMrs。Maynard,asmuchinamazementasinannoyance。\"Youdon’tseemtounderstand!Haven’tItoldyouhewasafriendofthefamily?He’squiteasmuchMr。Maynard’sfriendasheismine。I’msure,\"sheadded,\"ifIaskedMr。Libby,Ishouldneverthinkofgettingdivorced。He’sallforGeorge;andit’sasmuchasIcandotoputupwithhim。\"

\"Nomatter。Thatdoesn’taltertheappearancetopeoplehere。Idon’twishyoutogowithhimaloneanymore。\"

\"Well,Grace,Iwon’t,\"saidMrs。Maynardearnestly。\"Iwon’t,indeed。

Andthatmakesmethink:hewantedyoutogoalongthismorning。\"

\"Togoalong?Wantedme——Whatareyoutalkingabout?\"

\"Why,Isupposethat’shisboat,outthere,now。\"Mrs。Maynardpointedtoalittlecraftjustcomingtoanchorinsidethereef。\"Hesaidhewantedmetotakeasailwithhim,thismorning;andhesaidhewouldcomeupandaskyou,too。Idohopeyou’llgo,Grace。It’sjustascalm;andhealwayshasamanwithhimtohelpsailtheboat,sothereisn’ttheleastdanger。\"Gracelookedatherinsilentsorrow,andMrs。

Maynardwentonwithsympatheticseriousness:\"Oh!there’sonethingI

wanttoaskyouabout,Grace:Idon’tliketohaveanyconcealmentsfromyou。\"Gracedidnotspeak,butshepermittedMrs。Maynardtoproceed:

\"Barlowrecommendedit,andhe’slivedhereagreatwhile。Hisbrothertookit,andhehadtheregularoldNewEnglandconsumption。IthoughtI

shouldn’tliketotryitwithoutyourknowingit。\"

\"Tryit?Whatareyoutalkingabout,Louise?\"

\"Why,whiskeywithwhite-pinechipsinit。\"

Gracerose,andmovedtowardsthedoor,withthethingsdroppingfromherlap。Oneofthesewasaspool,thatrolleddownthestepsandoutuponthesandyroad。Sheturnedtopursueit,andrecovereditatthecostofdroppingherscissorsandthimbleoutofoppositesidesofherskirt,whichshehadgatheredupapronwisetoholdherwork。Whensherosefromthecomplicateddifficulty,inwhichMrs。Maynardhadamiablylentheraid,sheconfrontedMr。Libby,whowascomingtowardsthemfromthecliff。Shegavehimastiffnod,andattemptedtomoveaway;butinturningroundandaboutshehadspunherselfintothefoldsofastoutlinenthreadescapingfromitsspool。Thesegyvesnotonlyboundherskirtsbutinvolvedherfeetinanextraordinarymesh,whichtightenedatthefirststepandbroughthertoastandstill。

Mrs。Maynardbegantolaughandcough,asMr。Libbycametoherfriend’shelp。Hegotthespoolinhishand,andwalkedaroundherintheendeavortofreeher;butinvain。Sheextendedhimthescissorswiththesternpassivityofafate。\"Cutit,\"shecommanded,andMr。Libbykneltbeforeherandobeyed。\"Thanks,\"shesaid,takingbackthescissors;andnowshesatdownagain,andbegandeliberatelytoputupherworkinherhandkerchief。

\"I’llgooutandgetmythings。Iwon’tbegonehalfaminute,Mr。

Libby,\"saidMrs。Maynard,withherfirstbreath,asshevanishedindoors。

Mr。LibbyleanedagainstthepostlatelyoccupiedbythefactotuminhistalkwithMrs。Maynard,andlookeddownatGraceasshebentoverherwork。Ifhewishedtospeaktoher,andwaswaveringastotheappropriatestyleofaddressforahandsomegirl,whowasatonceayoungladyandaphysician,shesparedhimtheagonyofadecisionbylookingupathimsuddenly。

\"Ihope,\"hefaltered,\"thatyoufeellikeasail,thismorning?

DidMrs。Maynard——\"

\"Ishallhavetoexcusemyself,\"answeredGrace,withaconscienceagainstsayingshewassorry。\"Iamaverybadsailor。\"

\"Well,soamI,forthatmatter,\"saidMr。Libby。\"Butit’ssmoothasapond,to-day。\"

Giicemadenodirectresponse,andhegrewvisiblyuncomfortableunderthecoldabstractionofthegazewithwhichsheseemedtolookthroughhim。\"Mrs。MaynardtellsmeyoucameoverwithherfromEurope。\"

’Ohyes!\"criedtheyoungman,thelightofpleasantrecollectionkindlinginhisgayeyes。\"Wehadagoodtime。Maynardwasalong:he’safirst-ratefellow。Iwishhewerehere。\"

\"Yes,\"saidGrace,\"Iwishso,too。\"Shedidnotknowwhattomakeofthisfranknessoftheyoungman’s,andshedidnotknowwhethertoconsiderhimverydepravedorveryinnocent。Inherquestionshecontinuedtostareathim,withoutbeingawareoftheembarrassmenttowhichshewasputtinghim。

IheardofMrs。Maynard’sbeinghere,andIthoughtIshouldfindhim,too。Icameoveryesterdaytogethimtogointothewoodswithus。\"

Gracedecidedthatthiswasmereeffrontery。\"Itisapitythatheisnothere,\"shesaid;andthoughitoughttohavebeenpossibleforhertogoonandrebuketheyoungfellowforbestowinguponMrs。Maynardthecomradeshipintendedforherhusband,itwasnotso。Shecouldonlylookseverelyathim,andtrustthathemightconceivetheintentionwhichshecouldnotexpress。Sherebelledagainsttheconventionandagainstherownweakness,whichwouldnotletherboldlyinterfereinwhatshebelievedawrong;shehaddefiedsociety,inthemass,buthere,withthisman,whomasanatomofthemassshewouldhavedespised,shewaspowerless。

\"Haveyoueverseenhim?\"Libbyasked,perhapsclingingtoMaynardbecausehewasatopicofconversationindefaultofwhichtheremightbenothingtosay。

\"No,\"answeredGrace。

\"He’sfunny。He’sgotlotsofthatWesternhumor,andhetellsastorybetterthananymanIeversaw。Therewasonestoryofhis\"——

\"Ihavenosenseofhumor,\"interruptedGraceimpatiently。\"Mr。Libby,\"

shebrokeout,\"I’msorrythatyou’veaskedMrs。Maynardtotakeasailwithyou。Theseaair\"——shereddenedwiththeshameofnotbeingabletoproceedwithoutthiswretchedsubterfuge——\"won’tdoheranygood。\"

\"Then,\"saidtheyoungman,\"youmustn’tlethergo。\"

\"Idon’tchoosetoforbidher,\"Gracebegan。

\"Ibegyourpardon,\"hebrokein。\"I’llbebackinamoment。\"

Heturned,andrantotheedgeofthecliff,overwhichhevanished,andhedidnotreappeartillMrs。MaynardhadrejoinedGraceonthepiazza。

\"Ihopeyouwon’tminditsbeingalittlerough,Mrs。Maynard,\"hesaid,breathingquickly。\"Adamsthinkswe’regoingtohaveitprettyfreshbeforewegetback。\"

\"Indeed,Idon’twanttogo,then!\"criedMrs。Maynard,inpetulantdisappointment,lettingherwrapsfalluponachair。

Mr。LibbylookedatGrace,whohaughtilyrejectedapartintheconspiracy。\"Iwishyoutogo,Louise,\"shedeclaredindignantly。

\"Iwilltaketheriskofalltheharmthatcomestoyoufromthebadweather。\"Shepickeduptheshawls,andhandedthemtoMr。Libby,onwhomhereyesblazedtheircontemptandwonder。ItcostagreatdealofpersuasionandinsistencenowtomakeMrs。Maynardgo,andheleftallthistoGrace,notutteringawordtillhegaveMrs。Maynardhishandtohelpherdownthesteps。Thenhesaid,\"Well,IwonderwhatMissBreendoeswant。\"

\"I’msureIdon’tknow,\"saidtheother。\"Atfirstshedidn’twantmetogo,thismorning,andnowshemakesme。Idohopeitisn’tgoingtobeastorm。\"

\"Idon’tbelieveitis。Alittlefresh,perhaps。Ithoughtyoumightbeseasick。\"

\"Don’tyouremember?I’mneverseasick!That’soneoftheworstsigns。\"

\"Oh,yes。\"

\"IfIcouldbethoroughlyseasickonce,itwouldbethebestthingI

coulddo。\"

\"Isshecapricious?\"askedMr。Libby。

\"Grace?\"criedMrs。Maynard,releasingherhandhalf-waydownthesteps,inordertoenjoyherastonishmentwithoutlimitationofanysort。

\"Gracecapricious!\"

\"Yes,\"saidMr。Libby,\"that’swhatIthought。Bettertakemyhandagain,\"andhesecuredthatofMrs。Maynard,whocontinuedherdescent。

\"IsupposeIdon’tunderstandherexactly。Perhapsshedidn’tlikemynotcallingherDoctor。Ididn’tcallheranything。IsupposeshethoughtIwasdodgingit。Iwas。IshouldhavehadtocallherMissBreen,ifIcalledheranything。\"

\"Shewouldn’thavecared。Sheisn’tadoctorforthenameofit。\"

\"Isupposeyouthinkit’sapity?\"heasked。

\"What?\"

\"Herbeingadoctor。\"

\"I’lltellheryousayso。\"

\"No,don’t。Butdon’tyou?\"

\"Well,Iwouldn’twanttobeone,\"saidMrs。Maywardcandidly。

\"Isupposeit’sallright,ifshedoesitfromasenseofduty,asyousay,\"hesuggested。

\"Oh,yes,she’sallright。Andshe’sjustasmuchofagirlasanybody;

thoughshedon’tknowit,\"Mrs。Maynardaddedastutely。\"Whywouldn’tshecomewithus?Wereyouafraidtoaskher?\"

\"Shesaidshewasn’tagoodsailor。Perhapsshethoughtweweretooyoung。Shemustbeolderthanyou。\"

\"Yes,andyou,too!\"criedMrs。Maynard,withgood-naturedderision。

\"Shedoesn’tlookold,\"returnedMr。Libby。

\"She’stwenty-eight。Howoldareyou?\"

\"Ipromisedthecensus-takernottotelltillhisreportcameout。\"

\"Whatisthecolorofherhair?\"

\"Brown。\"

\"Andhereyes?\"

\"Idon’tknow!\"

\"Youhadbetterlookout,Mr。Libby!\"saidMrs。Maynard,puttingherfootonthegroundatlast。

Theywalkedacrossthebeachtowherehisdorylay,andGracesawhimpullingouttothesailboatbeforeshewentinfromthepiazza。Thenshewenttohermother’sroom。Theelderlyladywaskeepingindoors,uponatheorythatthedewwason,andthatitwasnotwholesometogoouttillitwasoff。Sheasked,accordingtoherhabitwhenshemetherdaughteralone,\"WhereisMrs。Maynard?\"

\"Whydoyoualwaysaskthat,mother?\"retortedGrace,withhergrowingirritationinregardtoherpatientintensifiedbytherecentinterview。

\"Ican’tbewithherthewholetime。\"

\"Iwishyoucould,\"saidMrs。Breen,withnoncommittalsuggestion。

Gracecouldnotkeepherselffromdemanding,\"Why?\"ashermotherexpected,thoughsheknewwhytoowell。

\"Becauseshewouldn’tbeinmischiefthen,\"returnedMrs。Breen。

\"She’sinmischiefnow!\"criedthegirlvehemently;\"andit’smyfault!

Ididit。IsentherofftosailwiththatridiculousMr。Libby!\"

\"Why?\"askedMrs。Breen,inherturn,withunbrokentranquillity。

\"BecauseIama,fool,andIcouldn’thelphimlieoutofhisengagementwithher。\"

\"Didn’thewanttogo?\"

\"Idon’tknow。Yes。Theybothwantedmetogowiththem。Simpletons!

Andwhileshehadgoneup-stairsforherwrapsImanagedtomakehimunderstandthatIdidn’twishhertogo,either;andherandowntohisboat,andcamebackwithastoryaboutitsgoingtoberough,andlookedatmeperfectlydelighted,asifIshouldbepleased。Ofcourse,then,I

madehimtakeher。\"

\"Andisn’titgoingtoberough?\"askedMrs。Green。

\"Why,mother,thesea’slikeglass。\"

Mrs。Breenturnedthesubject。\"Youwouldhavedonebetter,Grace,tobeginasyouhadplanned。YourgoingtoFallRiver,andbeginningpracticethereamongthosefactorychildren,wastheonlythingthatI

everentirelylikedinyourtakingupmedicine。Therewassenseinthat。

Youhadstudiedspeciallyforit。Youcouldhavedonegoodthere。\"

\"Oh,yes,\"sighedthegirl,\"Iknow。ButwhatwasItodo,whenshecametous,sickandpoor?Icouldn’tturnmybackonher,especiallyafteralwaysbefriendingher,asIusedto,atschool,andgettinghertodependonme。\"

\"Idon’tseehowyoueverlikedher,\"saidMrs。Breen。

\"Ineverdidlikeher。Ipitiedher。Ialwaysthoughtherapoor,flimsylittlething。Butthatoughtn’ttomakeanydifference,ifshewasintrouble。\"

\"No,\"Mrs。Breenconceded,andincompensationGraceadmittedsomethingmoreonherside:\"She’sworsethansheusedtobe,——sillier。Idon’tsupposeshehasawrongthought;butshe’saslightasfoam。\"

\"Oh,itisn’tthewickedpeoplewho,dotheharm,\"saidMrs。Green。

\"Iwassurethatthisairwouldbeeverythingforher;andsoitwould,withanyordinarycase。Butachildwouldtakebettercareofitself。

Ihavetowatchhereveryminute,likeachild;andIneverknowwhatshewilldonext。\"

\"Yes;it’saburden,\"saidMrs。Breen,withasympathywhichshehadnotexpressedbefore。\"Andyou’reagoodgirl,Grace,\"sheaddedinveryunwontedrecognition。

Thegratefultearsstoleintothedaughter’seyes,butshekeptafirmface,evenaftertheybegantofollowoneanotherdownhercheeks。\"AndifLouisehadn’tcome,youknow,mother,thatIwasanxioustohavesomeolderpersonwithmewhenIwenttoFallRiver。Iwasgladtohavethisrespite;itgivesmeachancetothink。Ifeltalittletimidaboutbeginningalone。\"

\"Amanwouldn’t,\"Mrs。Breenremarked。

\"No。Iamnotaman。Ihaveacceptedthat;withalltherest。Idon’trebelagainstbeingawoman。IfIhadbeenaman,Ishouldn’thavestudiedmedicine。Youknowthat。IwishedtobeaphysicianbecauseI

wasawoman,andbecause——because——Ihadfailedwhere——otherwomen’shopesare。\"Shesaiditoutfirmly,andhermothersoftenedtoherinproportiontothegirl’sownstrength。\"Imighthavebeenjustanurse。

YouknowIshouldhavebeenwillingtobethat,butIthoughtIcouldbesomethingmore。Butit’snousetalking。\"Sheadded,afteraninterval,inwhichhermotherrockedtoandfrowithagentlemotionthatsearchedthejointsofherchair,andbroughtoutitsmostplaintivesqueakinpatheticiteration,andwatchedGrace,asshesatlookingseawardthroughtheopenwindow,\"Ithinkit’sratherhard,mother,thatyoushouldbealwaystalkingasifIwishedtotakemycallingmannishly。AllthatI

intendisnottotakeitwomanishly;butasfornotbeingawomanaboutit,oraboutanything,that’ssimplyimpossible。Awomanisremindedofherinsufficiencytoherselfeveryhouroftheday。Andit’salwaysamanthatcomestoherhelp。Idroppedsomethingsoutofmylapdownthere,andbythetimeIhadgatheredthemupIwaswoundroundandroundwithlinenthreadsothatIcouldn’tmoveastep,andMr。Libbycutmeloose。Icouldhavedoneitmyself,butitseemedrightandnaturalthatheshoulddoit。Idaresayheplumedhimselfuponhisservicetome,——thatwouldbenatural,too。Ihavethingsenoughtokeepmemeek,mother!\"

ShedidnotlookroundatMrs。Breen,whosaid,\"Ithinkyouaremorbidaboutit。\"

\"Yes。AndIhavethesatisfactionofknowingthatwhateverpeoplethinkofLouise’sgiddiness,I’m,agreatdealmorescandaloustothemthansheissimplybecauseIwishtodosomegoodintheworld,inawaythatwomenhaven’tdoneit,usually。\"

\"Nowyouaremorbid。\"

\"Oh,yes!Talkaboutmenbeingobstacles!It’sotherwomen!Thereisn’tawomaninthehousethatwouldn’tsoonertrustherselfinthehandsofthestupidestboythatgothisdiplomawithmethanshewouldinmine。Louiseknowsit,andshefeelsthatshehasaclaimuponmeinbeingmypatient。AndI’venoinfluencewithheraboutherconductbecausesheunderstandsperfectlywellthattheyallconsidermemuchworse。Shepridesherselfondoingmejustice。Shepatronizesme。ShetellsmethatI’mjustasniceas,ifIhadn’t’beenthroughallthat。’\"

Gracerose,andalaugh,whichwashalfasob,brokefromher。

Mrs。Breencouldnotfeelthehumorofthepredicament。\"Sheputsyouinafalseposition。\"

\"Imustgoandseewherethatpoorlittlewretchofachildis,\"saidGrace,goingoutoftheroom。Shereturnedinanhour,andaskedhermotherforthearnica。\"Bellahashadabump,\"sheexplained。

\"Why,haveyoubeenallthistimelookingforher?

\"No,Icouldn’tfindher,andI’vebeenreading。Barlowhasjustbroughtherin。HEcouldfindher。Shefelloutofatree,andshe’sfrightfullybruised。\"

Shewasmakingsearchonaclosetshelfasshetalked。Whenshereappearedwiththebottleinherhand,hermotherasked,\"Isn’titveryhotandclose?\"

\"Very,\"saidGrace。

\"Ishouldcertainlythinktheywouldperish,\"saidMrs。Breen,hazardingthepronoun,withawoman’sconfidencethatherinterlocutorwouldapplyitcorrectly。

WhenGracehadseenBellaproperlybathedandbrown-papered,andinthewaytoforgetfulnessofherwoundsinsleep,shecamedowntothepiazza,andstoodlookingouttosea。Theladiesappearedonebyoneovertheedgeofthecliff,andcameup,languidlystringingtheirshawlsafterthem,orclaspingtheirnovelstotheirbosoms。

\"Thereisn’tabreathdownthere,\"theysaid,oneafteranother。Thelastoneadded,\"Barlowsaysit’sthehottestdayhe’severseenhere。\"

InaminuteBarlowhimselfappearedattheheadofthestepswiththeladies’remainingwraps,andconfirmedtheirreportinperson。\"Itellyou,\"hesaid,wipinghisforehead,\"it’saripper。\"

\"Itmustbeanawfuldayintown,\"saidoneoftheladies,fanningherselfwithanewspaper。

\"Isthatto-day’sAdvertiser,Mrs。Alger?\"askedanother。

\"Oh,dear,no!yesterday’s。Wesha’n’thavetoday’stillthisafternoon。

Itshowswhatanewarrivalyouare,Mrs。Scott——yourasking。\"

\"Tobesure。Butit’ssuchacomfortbeingwhereyoucanseetheAdvertiserthesamemorning。IalwayslookattheWeatherReportthefirstthing。Iliketoknowwhattheweatherisgoingtobe。\"

\"Youcan’tatJocelyn’s。Youcanonlyknowwhatit’sbeen。\"

\"Well,\"Barlowinterposed,jealousforJocelyn’s,\"youcanmostal’aystellbythelooko’things。\"

\"Yes,\"saidoneoftheladies;\"butI’drathertrusttheWeatherReport。

It’swonderfulhowitcomestrue。Idon’tthinkthere’sanythingthatyoumissmoreinEuropethanourAmericanWeatherReport。\"

\"I’msureyoumisstheoysters,\"saidanother。

\"Yes,\"thefirstadmitted,\"youdomisstheoysters。ItwasthelastoftheRmonthswhenwelandedinNewYork;anddoyouknowwhatwedidthefirstthing——?WedrovetoFultonMarket,andhadoneofthoseFultonMarketbroils!MyhusbandsaidweshouldhavehaditifithadbeenJuly。HeusedtodreamoftheAmericanoysterswhenwewereinEurope。

Gentlemenaresofondofthem。\"

Barlow,fromscanningtheheavens,turnedroundandfacedthecompany,whichhaddroopedinseveralattitudesofexhaustiononthebenchingofthepiazza。\"Well,Icanmostal’aystellaboutJocelyn’sasgoodastheWeatherReport。ItoldMrs。Maynardherethismornin’thatthefogwasgoin’toburnoff。\"

\"Burnoff?\"criedMrs。Alger。\"Ishouldthinkithad!\"Theotherladieslaughed。

\"Andyou’llsee,\"addedBarlow,\"thatthewind’llchangeatnoon,andwe’llhaveitcooler。\"

\"Ifit’sashotonthewaterasitishere,\"saidMrs。Scott,\"Ishouldthinkthosepeoplewouldgetasunstroke。\"

\"Well,soshouldI,Mrs。Scott,\"cordiallyexclaimedalittlefatlady,asifhereatlastwereanopinioninwhichallmightrejoicetosympathize。

\"It’sneversohotonthewater,Mrs。Merritt,\"saidMrs。Alger,withtheinstructivenessofanoldhabitude。