\"Well,notatJocelyn’s,\"suggestedBarlow。Mrs。Algerstoppedfanningherselfwithhernewspaper,andlookedathim。Uponhermotion,theotherladieslookedatBarlow。Doubtlesshefeltthathissocialacceptabilityhadceasedwithhisimmediateusefulness。Butheappearedresolvedtocarryitoffeasily。\"Well,\"hesaid,\"IsupposeImustgoandpickmypeas。\"
Noonesaidanythingtothis。Whenthefactotumhaddisappearedroundthecornerofthehouse,Mrs。Algerturnedherhead’aside,andglanceddownwardwithanairoffatigue。InthismannerBarlowwasdismissedfromtheladies’minds。
\"Ipresume,\"saidyoungMrs。Scott,withadeferentialglanceatGrace,\"thatthesunisgoodforapersonwithlung-difficulty。\"
Gracesilentlyrefusedtoconsiderherselfappealedto,andMrs。Merrittsaid,\"Betterthanthemoon,Ishouldthink。\"
Someoftheotherstittered,butGracelookedupatMrs。Merrittandsaid,\"Idon’tthinkMrs。Maynard’scaseissobadthatsheneedbeafraidofeither。\"
\"Oh,Iamsogladtohearit!\"repliedtheother。Shelookedround,butwasunabletoformaparty。BytwosorthreestheymighthavelikedtotakeMrs。Maynardtopieces;butnoonecarestomakeunkindremarksbeforeawholecompanyofpeople。SomeoftheladiesevenbegantosaypleasantthingsaboutMr。Libby,asifhewereGrace’sfriend。
\"Ialwaysliketoseethesefairmenwhentheygettanned,\"saidMrs。
Alger。\"Theirblueeyeslooksoveryblue。Andthebacksoftheirnecks——justlikemyboys!\"
\"DoyouadmiresuchaVERYfighting-clipasMr。Libbyhason?\"
askedMrs。Scott。
\"Itmustbeniceforsummer,\"returnedtheelderlady。
\"Yes,itcertainlymust,\"admittedtheyounger。
\"Really,\"saidanother,\"IwishIcouldgointhefighting-clip。Onedoesn’tknowwhattodowithone’shairatthesea-side;it’salwaysintheway。\"
\"Yourhairwouldbeapublicloss,Mrs。Frost,\"saidMrs。Alger。Theotherslookedatherhair,asiftheyhadseenitnowforthefirsttime。
\"Oh,Idon’tthinkso,\"saidMrs。Frost,inasortofflatteredcoo。
\"Oh,don’thaveitcutoff!\"pleadedayounggirl,comingupandtakingthebeautifulmane,hanginglooseafterthebath,intoherhand。Mrs。
Frostputherarmroundthegirl’swaist,andpulledherdownagainsthershoulder。Uponreflectionshealsokissedher。
Throughasuperstition,handeddownfrommothertodaughter,thatitisuncivilandevenunkindnottokeepsayingsomething,theywentontalkingvapidities,wherethesamenumberofmen,equallyvacuous,wouldhaveremainedsilent;andsomeofthemcomplainedthatthenervousstrainofconversationtookawayallthegoodtheirbathhaddonethem。MissGleason,whodidnotbathe,wasalsonotatalker。Shekeptabright-
eyedreticence,butwasapttobreakoutinratherenigmaticalflashes,whichresolvedthematterinhandintoanabstraction,andlefttheotherswiththefeelingthatshewasapersonofadvancedideas,butthat,whilerejectinghistoricalChristianity,shebelievedinaGodofLove。ThisDeitywassaid,uponcloseranalysis,tohaveprovedtobeaGodofSentiment,andMissGleasonwasherselfahero-worshiper,or,morestrictlyspeaking,aheroine-worshiper。AtpresentDr。Breenwashercult,andshewasapttolieinwaitforheridol,tobeamuponitwithhersuggestiveeyes,andevidentlytoexpectittosayordosomethingremarkable,butnottosufferanythinglikedisillusionordisappointmentinanyevent。Shewouldsometimesofferitsuddenlyamuddleddepthofsympathyinsuchphrasesas,\"Toobad!\"or,\"Idon’tseehowyoukeep-
up?\"anddarklyinsinuatethatsheappreciatedallthatGracewasdoing。
Sheseemedtorejoiceinkeepingherselfatarespectfuldistance,towhichshebreathlesslyretired,asshedidnow,afterwaylayingheratthetopofthestairs,andconfidentiallydartingatherthewords,\"I’msogladyoudon’tlikescandal!\"
III。
Afterdinnertheladiestriedtogetanap,butsuchofthemasre-
appearedonthepiazzalateragreedthatitwasperfectlyuseless。Theytestedeverycornerforabreeze,butthewindhadfallendead,andthevastsweepofseaseemedtosmoulderunderthesun。\"ThisiswhatMr。
Barlowcallshavingitcooler,\"saidMrs。Alger。
\"Therearesomecloudsthatlooklikethunderheadsinthewest,\"saidMrs。Frost,returningfromanexcursiontothepartofthepiazzacommandingthatquarter。
\"Oh,itwon’trainto-day,\"Mrs。Algerdecided。
\"IthoughttherewasalwaysabreezeatJocelyn’s,\"Mrs。Scottobserved,inthecriticalspiritofarecentarrival。
\"Therealwaysis,\"theotherexplained,\"exceptthefirstweekyou’rehere。\"
Alittlebreath,scarcelymorethanasentimentofbreeze,madeitselffelt。\"Idobelievethewindhaschanged,\"saidMrs。Frost。\"It’seast。\"Theothersownedonebyonethatitwasso,andsheenjoyedthemeritofadiscoverer;butherdiscoverywasrapidlysuperseded。Thecloudsmountedinthewest,andtherecameatimewhentheladiesdisputedwhethertheyhadheardthunderornot:afactioncontendedforthebowlingalley,andanotherfactionheldforawagonpassingoverthebridgejustbeforeyoureachedJocelyn’s。Butthosewhowerefaithfultothetheoryofthundercarriedthedaybyasuddencrashthatbrokeovertheforest,and,dyingslowlyawayamongthelowhills,leftthemdeeplysilent。
\"Someone,\"saidMrs。Alger,\"oughttogoforthosechildren。\"Onthisitappearedthatthereweretwomindsastowherethechildrenwere,——
whetheronthebeachorinthewoods。
\"Wasn’tthatthunder,Grace?\"askedMrs。Breen,withtheaccentbywhichsheimplicatedherdaughterinwhateverhappened。
\"Yes,\"saidGrace,fromwhereshesatatherwindow,lookingseaward,andwaitingtremulouslyforhermother’snextquestion。
\"WhereisMrs。Maynard?\"
\"Sheisn’tback,yet。\"
\"Then,\"saidMrs。Breen,\"hereallydidexpectroughweather。\"
\"Hemust,\"returnedGrace,inaguiltywhisper。
\"It’sapity,\"remarkedhermother,\"thatyoumadethemgo。\"
\"Yes。\"Sherose,and,stretchingherselffaroutofthewindow,searchedtheinexorableexpanseofsea。Ithadalreadydarkenedattheverge,andthesailsofsomefishing-craftfleckedalividwallwiththeirwhite,buttherewasnosmallboatinsight。
\"Ifanythinghappenedtothem,\"hermothercontinued,\"Ishouldfeelterriblyforyou。\"
\"Ishouldfeelterriblyformyself,\"Graceresponded,withhereyesstillseaward。
\"Wheredoyouthinktheywent?\"
\"Ididn’task,\"saidthegirl。\"Iwouldn’t,\"sheadded,indevotiontothewholetruth。
\"Well,itisallofthesamepiece,\"saidMrs。Breen。Gracedidnotaskwhatthepiecewas。Sheremainedstaringatthedarkwallacrossthesea,andspirituallyconfrontingherownresponsibility,noatomofwhichsherejected。Sheheldherselfineverywayresponsible,——fordoubtingthatpooryoungfellow’sword,andthenforforcingthatreluctantcreaturetogowithhim,andforbiddingbyherfierceinsistenceanyattemptofhisatexplanation;shecondemnedherselftoperpetualremorsewithevengreaterzealthanhermotherwouldhavesentencedher,andshewouldnotpermitherselfanyrespitewhenalittlesail,whichsheknewfortheirs,blewroundthepoint。Itseemedtoflyalongjustonthehithersideofthatmuraldarkness,skilfullytackingtoreachtheendofthe-reefbeforethewallpusheditontherocks。Suddenly,thelonglowstretchofthereefbrokeintowhitefoam,andthenpassedfromsightundertheblackwall,againstwhichthelittlesailstillflickered。Thegirlfetchedalong,silentbreath。Theywereinsidethereef,incomparativelysmoothwater,andtoherignorancetheyweresafe。Buttherainwouldbecominginanothermoment,andMrs。Maynardwouldbedrenched;andGracewouldbetoblameforherdeath。Sherantothecloset,andpulleddownhermother’sIndia-rubbercloakandherown,andfledout-of-doors,tobereadyonthebeachwiththewrap,againsttheirlanding。Shemettheotherladiesonthestairsandinthehall,andtheyclamoredather;butsheglidedthroughthemlikesomethinginadream,andthensheheardashoutinginherear,andfeltherselfcaughtandheldupagainstthewind。
\"Whereinlandbeyougoin’,MissBreen?\"
Barlow,inalong,yellowoil-skincoatandsou’westerhat,keptpushingherforwardtotheedgeofthecliff,asheasked。
\"I’mgoingdowntomeetthem!\"shescreamed。
\"Well,IhopeyouWILLmeet’em。ButIguessyoubettergobacktothehouse。Hey?WUNT?Well;comealong,then,iftheyain’tpastdoctorin’
bythetimetheygitashore!Prettywellwrappedup,anyway!\"heroared;andsheperceivedthatshehadputonherwaterproofanddrawnthehoodoverherhead。
Thosestepstothebeachhadmadehergiddywhenshedescendedwithleisureforsuchdismay;butnow,withthetempestflatteningheragainstthestair-case,andhergossamerclutchingandclingingtoeverysurface,andagaintwistingitselfaboutherlimbs,sheclambereddownasswiftlyandrecklesslyasBarlowhimself,andfollowedoverthebeachbesidethemenwhowerepullingaboatdownthesandatarun。
\"Letmegetin!\"shescreamed。\"Iwishtogowithyou!\"
\"Takeholdofthegirl,Barlow!\"shoutedoneofthemen。\"She’scrazy。\"
Hetumbledhimselfwithfourothersintotheboat,andtheyallstruckouttogetherthroughthefrothandswirlofthewaves。ShetriedtofreeherselffromBarlow,soastoflingthewaterproofintotheboat。\"Takethis,then。She’llbesoakedthrough!\"
Barlowbrokeintoagrimlaugh。\"Shewon’tneedit,exceptforawindin’-sheet!\"heroared。\"Don’tyouseetheboat’sdrivin’rightont’
thesand?She’llbekindlin’woodinaminute。\"
\"Butthey’reinsidethereef!Theycancometoanchor!\"sheshriekedinreply。Heansweredherwithadespairinggrinandashakeofthehead。
\"Theycan’t。Whathasyourboatgoneoutfor,then?\"
\"Topick’emupoutthesea。Butthey’llnevergit’emalive。Lookhowsheslapsherboomint’thewater!Well!HeDOESknowhowtohandleaboat!\"
ItwasLibbyatthehelm,asshecoulddimlysee,butwhatitwasinhismanagementthatmovedBarlow’spraiseshecouldnotdivine。Theboatseemedtobeaimedfortheshore,andtoberushing,headon,uponthebeach;herbroadsailwasblownstraightoutoverherbow,andflappedtherelikeabanner,whiletheheavyboomhammeredthewaterassheroseandfell。Ajaggedlineofredseamedthebreastofthedarkwallbehind;arendingcrashcame,andasiffiredupon,theboatflunguphersail,asawildfowlflingsupitswingwhenshot,andlaytossingkeelup,onthetopofthewaves。Italllookedscarcelyastone’scastaway,thoughitwasvastlyfarther。Afigurewasseentodragitselfupoutofthesea,andfalloverintotheboat,hoveringandpitchinginthesurroundingwelter,andstrugglingtogetattwootherfiguresclingingtothewreck。Suddenlythemenintheboatpulledaway,andGraceutteredacryofdespairandreproach:\"Why,they’releavingit,they’releavingit!\"
\"Don’texpect’emtotowthewreckashoreinthisweather,doye?\"
shoutedBarlow。\"They’vegotthefolksallsafeenough。ItellyeIsee’em!\"hecried,atawildlookofdoubtin。hereyes。\"Runtothehouse,there,andgeteverythinginapple-pieorder。There’sgoin’tobeachanceforsomeofyourdoctor’n’,now,ifyeknowhowtofetchfolksto。\"
Itwasthelittlehouseonthebeach,whichthechildrenwerealwayspryingandpeeringinto,tryingthelock,andwonderingwhattheboatwaslike,whichGracehadseenlaunched。Nowthedooryieldedtoher,andwithinshefoundafirekindledinthestove,blanketslaidinorder,andflasksofbrandyinreadinessinthecupboard。Sheputtheblanketstoheatforinstantuse,andpreparedfortheworkofresuscitation。Whenshecouldturnfromthemtothedoor,shemetthereaprocessionthatapproachedwithdifficulty,headsdownandhustledbythefuriousblastthroughwhichtherainnowhissedandshot。Barlowandoneoftheboat’screwwerecarryingMrs。Maynard,andbringinguptherearofthehuddlingoil-skinsandsou’westerscameLibby,soaked,anddrippingashewalked。
HiseyesandGrace’sencounteredwithamutualavoidance;butwhateverwastheirsenseofblame,theirvictimhadnoreproachestomakeherself。
Shewasnotinneedofrestoration。Shewasperfectlyalive,andapparentlystimulatedbyherescapefromdeadlyperiltoavividconceptionofthewrongthathadbeendoneher。Iftheadventurehadpassedoffprosperously,shewasthesortofwomantohaveownedtoherfriendthatsheoughtnottohavethoughtofgoing。Buttheeventhadobliteratedthesescruples,andsherealizedherselfasahaplesscreaturewhohadbeenthrustontodangersfromwhichshewouldhaveshrunk。\"Well,Grace!\"shebegan,withavoicearidlookbeforewhichtheotherquailed,\"Ihopeyouaresatisfied!AllthetimeIwasclingingtothatwretchedboat。Iwaswonderinghowyouwouldfeel。
Yes,mylastthoughtswereofyou。Ipitiedyou。Ididn’tseehowyoucouldeverhavepeaceagain。\"
\"Holdon,Mrs。Maynard!\"criedLibby。\"There’sno,timeforthat,now。
Whathadbestbedone,MissGreen?Hadn’tshebetterbegotuptothehouse?\"
\"Yes,byallmeans,\"answeredGrace。
\"Youmightaswellletmediehere,\"Mrs。Maynardprotested,asGracewrappedtheblanketsroundherdrippingdress。\"I’maswetasIcanbe,now。\"
Libbybegantolaughattheseinconsequences,towhichhewasprobablywellused。\"Youwouldn’thavetimetodiehere。Andwewanttogivethishydropathictreatmentafairtrial。You’vetriedthedouche,andnowyou’retohavethepack。\"Hesummonedtwooftheboatmen,whohadbeenconsideratelydrippingoutside,inordertoleavetheinteriortotheshipwreckedcompany,andtheyliftedMrs。Maynard,finallywrappedin,Grace’sIndia-rubbercloak,andlookinglikesomesortofstrange,hugechrysalis,andcarriedheroutintothestormandupthesteps。
GracefollowedlastwithMr。Libby,veryheavyheartedandreckless。Shehadnotonlythatsoreself-accusal;butthedegradationoftheaffair,itsgrotesqueness,itsspiritualsqualor,itsuttergracelessness,itsentirewantofdignity,werebitterasdeathinherproudsoul。Itwasnotinthisshamefulguisethatshehadforeseenthegoodshewastodo。
Andithadallcomethroughherownwilfulnessandselfrighteousness。
Thetearscouldmixunseenwiththerainthatdrenchedherface,buttheyblindedher,andhalf-wayupthestepsshestumbledonherskirt,andwouldhavefallen,iftheyoungmanhadnotcaughther。Afterthat,fromtimetotimeheputhisarmabouther,andstayedheragainstthegusts。
Beforetheyreachedthetophesaid,\"MissBreen,I’mawfullysorryforallthis。Mrs。Maynardwillbeashamedofwhatshesaid。Confoundit!
IfMaynardwereonlyhere!\"
\"Whyshouldshebeashamed?\"demandedGrace。\"Ifshehadbeendrowned,Ishouldhavemurderedher,andI’mresponsibleifanythinghappenstoher,——Iamtoblame。\"Sheescapedfromhim,andranintothehouse。Heslunkroundthepiazzatothekitchendoor,undertheeyesoftheladieswatchingattheparlorwindows。
\"Iwonderhelettheotherscarryherup,\"saidMissGleason。\"Ofcourse,hewillmarryhernow,——whenshegetsherdivorce。\"ShespokeofMrs。
Maynard,whomheruniversaltolerationnotonlyincludedinthemercywhichtheopinionsoftheotherladiesdeniedher,butroundwhomherromancecastahaloofprettypossibilitiesasinnocentlysentimentalasthehopesofayounggirl。
IV。
ThenextmorningGracewassittingbesideherpatient,withwhomshehadspentthenight。ItwaspossiblyMrs。Maynard’sspiritualtoughnesswhichavailedher,forshedidnotseemmuchtheworseforheradventure:
shehadalittlefever,andshewasslightlyhoarser;butshehaddiednoneofthedeathsthatsheprojectedduringthewatchesofthenight,andforwhichshehadchastenedthespiritofherphysicianbytherepeatedassurancethatsheforgavehereverything,andGeorgeMaynardeverything,andhopedthattheywouldbegoodtoherpoorlittleBella。
Shehadthechildbroughtfromitscribtoherownbed,andmoanedoverit;butwiththereturnofdayandthedutiesoflifesheappearedtofeelthatshehadcarriedherforgivenessfarenough,andwasagainrememberingherinjuriesagainstGrace,asshelayinhermorninggownontheloungewhichhadbeenbroughtinforherfromtheparlor。
\"Yes,Grace,IshallalwayssayifIhaddiedandImaydieyet——thatI
didnotwishtogooutwithMr。Libby,andthatIwentpurelytopleaseyou。Youforcedmetogo。Ican’tunderstandwhyyoudidit;forI
don’tsupposeyouwantedtokillus,whateveryoudid。\"
Gracecouldnotliftherhead。Sheboweditoverthelittlegirlwhomshehadonherknee,andwhowasplayingwiththepinatherthroat,inapparentunconsciousnessofallthatwassaid。Butshehadreallyfollowedit,withglimpsesofintelligence,aschildrendo,andnowatthisnegativeaccusalsheliftedherhand,andsuddenlystruckGraceastingingblowonthecheek。
Mrs。Maynardsprangfromherlounge。\"Why,Bella!youworthlesslittlewretch!\"ShecaughtherfromGrace’sknee,andshookherviolently。
Then,castingtheculpritfromheratrandom,sheflungherselfdownagaininafitofcoughing,whilethechildfledtoGraceforconsolation,and,wildlysobbing,buriedherfaceinthelapofherinjuredfriend。
\"Idon’tknowwhatIshalldoaboutthatchild!\"criedMrs。Maynard。
\"ShehasGeorgeMaynard’stemperrightoveragain。Ifeeldreadfully,Grace!\"
\"Oh,nevermindit,\"saidGrace,fondlingthechild,andhalfaddressingit。\"IsupposeBellathoughtIhadbeenunkindtohermother。\"
\"That’sjustit!\"exclaimedLouise。\"Whenyou’vebeenkindnessitself!
Don’tIoweeverythingtoyou?Ishouldn’tbealiveatthismomentifitwerenotforyourtreatment。Oh,Grace!\"Shebegantocoughagain;
theparoxysmincreasedinvehemence。Shecaughtherhandkerchieffromherlips;itwasspottedwithblood。Shesprangtoherfeet,andregardeditwithimpersonalsternness。\"Now,\"shesaid,\"Iamsick,andIwantadoctor!\"
\"Adoctor,\"Gracemeeklyechoed。
\"Yes。Ican’tbetrifledwithanylonger。Iwantamandoctor!\"
Gracehadlookedatthehandkerchief。\"Verywell,\"shesaid,withcoldness。\"Ishallnotstandinyourwayofcallinganotherphysician。
Butifitwillconsoleyou,Icantellyouthatthebloodonyourhandkerchiefmeansnothingworthspeakingof。WhomshallIsendfor?\"
sheasked,turningtogooutoftheroam。\"Iwishtobeyourfriendstill,andIwilldoanythingIcantohelpyou。\"
\"Oh,GraceBreen!Isthatthewayyoutalktome?\"whimperedMrs。
Maynard。\"YouknowthatIdon’tmeantogiveyouup。I’mnotastone;
Ihavesomefeeling。Ididn’tintendtodismissyou,butIthoughtperhapsyouwouldliketohaveaconsultationaboutit。Ishouldthinkitwastimetohaveaconsultation,shouldn’tyou?Ofcourse,I’mnotalarmed,butIknowit’sgettingserious,andI’mafraidthatyourmedicineisn’tactiveenough。That’sit;it’sperfectlygoodmedicine,butitisn’tactive。They’veallbeensayingthatIoughttohavesomethingactive。Whynottrythewhiskeywiththewhite-pinechipsinit?I’msureit’sindicated。\"Inherlongcourseofmedicationshehadpickedupcertainprofessionalphrases,whichsheusedwithamusingseriousness。\"Itwouldbeactive,atanyrate。\"
Gracedidnotreply。Asshestoodsmoothingtheheadofthelittlegirl,whohadfollowedhertothedoor,andnowleanedagainsther,hidinghertearfulfaceinGrace’sdress,shesaid,\"Idon’tknowofanyhomoeopathicphysicianinthisneighborhood。Idon’tbelievethere’sonenearerthanBoston,andIshouldmakemyselfridiculousincallingonesofarforaconsultation。ButI’mquitewillingyoushouldcallone,andI
willsendforyouatonce。\"
\"Andwouldn’tyouconsultwithhim,afterhecame?\"
\"Certainlynot。Itwouldbeabsurd。\"
\"Ishouldn’tliketohaveadoctorcomeallthewayfromBoston,\"musedMrs。Maynard,sinkingontheloungeagain。\"Theremustbeadoctorintheneighborhood。Itcan’tbesohealthyasthat!\"
\"There’sanallopathicphysicianatCorbitant,\"saidGracepassively。
\"Averygoodone,Ibelieve,\"sheadded。
\"Oh,well,then!\"criedMrs。Maynard,withimmenserelief。\"Consultwithhim!\"
\"I’vetoldyou,Louise,thatIwouldnotconsultwithanybody。AndI
certainlywouldn’tconsultwithaphysicianwhoseideasandprinciplesI
knewnothingabout。\"
\"Whybut,Grace,\"Mrs。Maynardexpostulated。\"Isn’tthatratherprejudiced?\"ShebegantotakeanimpartialinterestinGrace’sposition,andfellintoanargumentativetone。\"Iftwoheadsarebetterthanone,——andeverybodysaystheyare,——Idon’tseehowyoucanconsistentlyrefusetotalkwithanotherphysician。\"
\"Ican’texplaintoyou,Louise,\"saidGrace。\"ButyoucancallDr。
Mulbridge,ifyouwish。Thatwillbetherightwayforyoutodo,ifyouhavelostconfidenceinme。\"
\"Ihaven’tlostconfidenceinyou,Grace。Idon’tseehowyoucantalkso。Youcangivemebreadpills,ifyoulike,orairpills,andIwilltakethemgladly。Ibelieveinyouperfectly。ButIdothinkthatinamatterofthiskind,wheremyhealth,andperhapsmylife,isconcerned,Ioughttohavealittlesay。Idon’taskyoutogiveupyourprinciples,andIdon’tdreamofgivingyouup,andyetyouwon’tjusttopleaseme!——exchangeafewwordswithanotherdoctoraboutmycase,merelybecausehe’sallopathic。Ishouldcallitbigotry,andIdon’tseehowyoucancallitanythingelse。\"Therewasasoundofvoicesatthedooroutside,andshecalledcheerily,\"Comein,Mr。Libby,——comein!
There’snobodybutGracehere,\"sheadded,astheyoungmantentativelyopenedthedoor,andlookedin。Heworeaneveningdress,eventothewhitecravat,andhecarriedinhishandacrushhat:therewassomethinganomalousinhisappearance,beyondthephenomenalcharacterofhiscostume,andheblushedconsciouslyashebowedtoGrace,andthenathermotionshookhandswithher。Mrs。Maynarddidnotgiveherselfthefatigueofrising;shestretchedherhandtohimfromthelounge,andhetookitwithoutthejoywhichhehadshownwhenGracemadehimthesameadvance。\"Howveryswellyoulook。Goingtoaneveningpartythismorning?\"shecried;andaftershehadgivenhimasecondglanceofgreaterintensity,\"Why,whatintheworldhascomeover’you?\"ItwasthedresswhichMr。Libbywore。Hewasayoungfellowfartoowellmade,andcarriedhimselftooalertly,tolookasifanyclothesmisfittedhim;
hispersongavetheirgoodcutelegance,buthehadtheeffectofhavingfallenawayinthem。\"Why,youlookasifyouhadbeensickamonth!\"
Mrs。Maynardinterpreted。
Theyoungmansurveyedhimselfwithadownwardglance。\"They’reJohnson’s,\"heexplained。\"HehadthemdownforahopattheLongBeachHouse,andsentoverforthem。Ihadnothingbutmycampingflannels,andtheyhaven’tbeengotintoshapeyet,sinceyesterday。Iwantedtocomeoverandseehowyouwere。\"
\"Poorfellow!\"exclaimedMrs。Maynard。\"Ineverthoughtofyou!Howintheworlddidyougettoyourcamp?\"
\"Iwalked。\"
\"Inallthatrain?\"
\"Well,Ihadbeenprettywellsprinkled,already。Itwasn’taquestionofwetanddry;itwasaquestionofwetandwet。Iwasgoingoffbareheaded,Ilostmyhatinthewater,youknow,——butyourman,here,hailedmeroundthecornerofthekitchen,andlentmeone。I’vebeentakingupcollectionsofclotheseversince。\"
Mr。Libbyspokelightly,andwithacryof\"Barlow’shat!\"Mrs。Maynardwentoffinashriekoflaughter;butadeepdistresskeptGracesilent。
Itseemedtoherthatshehadbeenlackingnotonlyinthoughtfulness,butincommonhumanity,insufferinghimtowalkawayseveralmilesintherain,withoutmakinganoffertokeephimandhavehimprovidedforinthehouse。Sherememberednowherbewilderedimpressionthathewaswithoutahatwhenheclimbedthestairsandhelpedhertothehouse;
sherecalledthefactthatshehadthrusthimontothedangerhehadescaped,andherheartwasmeltedwithgriefandshame。\"Mr。Libby\"——
shebegan,goinguptohim,anddroopingbeforehiminanattitudewhichsimplyandfranklyexpressedthecontritionshefelt;butshecouldnotcontinue。Mrs。Maynard’slaughbrokeintotheusualcough,andassoonasshecouldspeaksheseizedtheword。
\"Well,there,now;wecanleaveittoMr。Libby。It’stheprincipleofthethingthatIlookat。AndIwanttoseehowitstrikeshim。Iwanttoknow,Mr。Libby,ifyouwereadoctor,\"——helookedatGrace,andflushed,——\"andapersonwasverysick,andwantedyoutoconsultwithanotherdoctor,whetheryouwouldletthemerefactthatyouhadn’tbeenintroducedhaveanyweightwithyou?\"TheyoungmansilentlyappealedtoGrace,whodarkenedangrily,andbeforehecouldspeakMrs。Maynardinterposed。\"No,no,yousha’n’taskher。Iwantyouropinion。It’sjustanabstractquestion。\"SheaccountedforthisfibwithawinkatGrace。
\"Really,\"hesaid,\"it’sratherformidable。I’veneverbeenadoctorofanykind。\"
\"Oh,yes,weknowthat!\"saidMrs。Maynard。\"Butyouarenow,andnowwouldyoudoit?\"
\"Iftheotherfellowknewmore,Iwould。\"
\"Butifyouthoughthedidn’t?\"
\"ThenIwouldn’t。Whatareyoutryingtogetat,Mrs。Maynard?I’mnotgoingtoansweranymoreofyourquestions。\"
\"Yes,——onemore。Don’tyouthinkit’sadoctor’splacetogethispatientwellanywayhecan?\"
\"Why,ofcourse!\"
\"There,Grace!It’sjustexactlythesamecase。Andninety-nineoutofahundredwoulddecideagainstyoueverytime。\"
LibbyturnedtowardsGraceinconfusion。\"MissBreen——Ididn’tunderstand——Idon’tpresumetomeddleinanything——You’renotfair,Mrs。
Maynard!Ihaven’tanyopiniononthesubject,MissBreen;Ihaven’t,indeed!\"
\"Oh,youcan’tbackout,now!\"exclaimedMrs。Maynardjoyously。\"You’vesaidit。\"
\"Andyou’requiteright,Mr。Libby,\"saidGracehaughtily。Shebadehimgood-morning;buthefollowedherfromtheroom,andleftMrs。Maynardtohertriumph。
\"MissBreen——Doletmespeaktoyou,please!Uponmywordandhonor,I
didn’tknowwhatshewasdrivingat;Ididn’t,indeed!It’sprettyroughonme,forIneverdreamtofsettingmyselfupasajudgeofyouraffairs。Iknowyou’reright,whateveryouthink;andItakeitallback;itwasgotoutofmebyfraud,anyway。AndIbegyourpardonfornotcallingyouDoctor——ifyouwantmetodoit。Theothercomesmorenatural;butIwishtorecognizeyouinthewayyouprefer,forIdofeelmostrespectul——reverent——\"
Hewassoveryearnestandsoreallytroubled,andhestumbledaboutsofortherightword,andhituponthewrongonewithsuchunfailingdisaster,thatshemusthavebeensuperhumannottolaugh。Herlaughingseemedtorelievehimevenmorethanherheartyspeech。\"Callmehowyoulike,Mr。Libby。Idon’tinsistuponanythingwithyou;butIbelieveI
preferMissBreen。\"
\"You’reverykind!MissBreenitis,then。Andyou’ll,forgivemysidingagainstyou?\"hedemandedradiantly。
\"Don’tspeakofthatagain,please。I’venothingtoforgiveyou。\"
Theywalkeddown-stairsandoutonthepiazza。Barlowstoodbeforethesteps,holdingbythebitafinebaymare,whotwitchedherheadroundalittleatthesoundofLibby’svoice,andgavehimalook。Hepassedwithoutnoticingthehorse。\"I’mgladtofindMrs。Maynardsowell。
Withthatcoldofhers,hangingonsolong,Ididn’tknowbutshe’dbeinanawfulstatethismorning。\"
\"Yes,\"saidGrace,\"it’samiraculousescape。\"
\"ThefactisIsentovertoNewLeydenformyteamyesterday。Ididn’tknowhowthingsmightturnout,andyou’resofarfromalemonhere,thatIthoughtImightbeusefulingoingerrands。\"
Graceturnedherheadandglancedattheequipage。\"Isthatyourteam?\"
\"Yes,\"saidtheyoungfellow,withasmileofsuppressedpride。
\"Whatanexquisitecreature!\"saidthegirl。
\"ISN’Tshe?\"Theybothfacedabout,andstoodlookingatthemare,andthelight,shining,openbuggybehindher。Thesunshinehadtheafter-
stormglister;theairwasbrisk,andthebreezeblewbalmfromtheheartofthepineforest。\"MissBreen,\"hebrokeout,\"Iwishyou’dtakealittledashthroughthewoodswithme。I’vegotabroad-trackbuggy,that’sjustrightfortheseroads。Idon’tsupposeit’sthethingatalltoaskyou,onsuchshortacquaintance,butIwishyouwould。Iknowyou’denjoyit:Come?\"
Hisjoyousurgencegaveherastrangethrill。Shehadlongceasedtoimagineherselfthepossiblesubjectofwhatyoungladiescallattentions,andshedidnotthinkofherselfinthatwaynow。Therewassomethinginthefrank,eagerboyishnessoftheinvitationthatfascinatedher,andthesunnyfaceturnedsohopefullyuponherhaditsamusingeloquence。Shelookedabouttheplacewithananxietyofwhichshewasimmediatelyashamed:alltheladieswereoutofsight,andprobablyatthefootofthecliff。
\"Don’tsayno,MissBreen,\"pleadedthegayvoice。
Theanswerseemedtocomeofitself。\"Oh,thankyou,yes,Ishouldliketogo。\"
\"Good!\"heexclaimed,andthewordwhichrivetedherconsentmadeherrecoil。
\"Butnotthismorning。Someotherday。I——I——IwanttothinkaboutMrs。
Maynard。I——oughtn’ttoleaveher。Excusemethismorning,Mr。Libby。\"
\"Why,ofcourse,\"hetriedtosaywithunalteredgayety,butanoteofdisappointmentmadeitselffelt。\"Doyouthinkshe’sgoingtobeworse?\"
\"No,Idon’tthinksheis。But——\"Shepaused,andwaitedaspacebeforeshecontinued。\"I’mafraidIcan’tbeofusetoheranylonger。Shehaslostconfidenceinme——It’simportantsheshouldtrustherphysician。\"Libbyblushed,ashealwaysdidwhenrequiredtorecognizeGraceinherprofessionalquality。\"It’smoreamatterofnervesthananythingelse,andifshedoesn’tbelieveinmeIcan’tdoheranygood。\"
\"Yes,Icanunderstandthat,\"saidtheyoungman,withgentlesympathy;
andshefelt,somehow,thathedelicatelyrefrainedfromanyleadingorpromptingcomment。
\"Shehasbeenurgingmetohaveaconsultationwithsomedoctorabouthercase,andI——itwouldberidiculous!\"
\"ThenIwouldn’tdoit!\"saidMr。Libby。\"Youknowagreatdealbetterwhatshewantsthanshedoes。Youhadbettermakeher,dowhatyousay。\"
\"Ididn’tmeantoburdenyouwithmyaffairs,\"saidGrace,\"butIwishedtoexplainhermotiveinspeakingtoyouasshedid。\"Aftershehadsaidthis,itseemedtoherratherweak,andshecouldnotthinkofanythingelsethatwouldstrengthenit。Theyoungmanmightthinkthatshehadaskedadviceofhim。ShebegantoresenthistellinghertomakeMrs。
Maynarddowhatshesaid。Shewasabouttoaddsomethingtosnubhim,whensherecollectedthatitwasherownwilfulnesswhichhadprecipitatedthepresentsituation,andshehumbledherself。
\"Shewillprobablychangehermind,\"saidLibby。\"Shewouldifyoucouldlethercarryherpoint,\"headded,withalightesteemforMrs。MaynardwhichsethimwrongagaininGrace’seyes:hehadnobusinesstospeaksotoher。
\"Verylikely,\"shesaid,instiffwithdrawalfromalltermsofconfidenceconcerningMrs。Maynard。Shedidnotaddanythingmore,andshemeantthattheyoungfellowshouldperceivethathis,audiencewasatanend。
Hedidnotapparentlyresentit,butshefanciedhimhurtinhisacquiescence。
Shewentbacktoherpatient,whomshefoundlanguidanddisposedtosleepaftertherecentexcitement,andsheleftheragain,takinglittleBellawithher。Mrs。Maynardsleptlong,butwokenonethebetterforhernap。Towardseveningshegrewfeverish,andherfevermountedasthenightfell。Shewasrestlessandwakeful,andbetweenherdreamydozesshewasincessantinherhintsforaconsultationtoGrace,whopassedthenightinherroom,andwatchedeverychangefortheworsewithaself-accusingheart。Theimpendingtroublewasinthatindeterminatephasewhichmustgivethephysicianhismostanxiousmoments;andthisinexperiencedgirl;whoseknowledgewasalltobeapplied,andwhohadhardlyarrivedyetatthatdismayingstagewhenayoungphysicianfindsalltheresultsatwarwithalltheprecepts,begantorealizetheawfulnessofherresponsibility。Shehadalwaysthoughtofsavinglife,andnotoflosingit。
V。
BymorningGracewasasnervousandanxiousasherpatient,whohadmomentarilytheadvantageofherinhavingfallenasleep。Shewentstealthilyout,andwalkedthelengthofthepiazza,bathinghereyeswiththesightofthesea,coolanddimunderacloudedsky。AtthecornernextthekitchensheencounteredBarlow,who,havingkindledthefireforthecook,hadspentsmomentofleisureinkillingsomechickensatthebarn;heappearedwithaclusterofhisvictimsinhishand,butatsightofGraceheconsideratelyputthembehindhim。
Shehadnotnoticedthem。\"Mr。Barlow,\"shesaid,\"howfarisittoCorbitant?\"
Barlowslouchedintoaconversationalposture,easilyrestingonhisraisedhipthebackofthehandinwhichheheldthechickens。\"Well,it’saccordin’towhoyouask。Somesayssixmile,andrealcleverfolksmakesitaboutfourandaquarter。\"
\"Iaskyou,\"persistedGrace。
\"Well,thelasttimeIwasthere,Ithoughtitwasaboutsixty。’Mostfrozemyfingersgoin’roundthepoint。’N’allIwasafraidofwasgettin’theretoosoon。Tellyou,aleeshoreain’tapleasantneighborinaregularoldnortheaster。’Fyougobyland,Iguessit’sabouttenmileroundthroughthewoods。WanttosendforDr。Mulbridge?Ithoughtmebbe\"——
\"No,no!\"saidGrace。Sheturnedbackintothehouse,andthenshecamerunningoutagain;butbythistimeBarlowhadgoneintothekitchen,wheresheheardhimtellingthecookthatthesewerethelastofthedommyneckers。AtbreakfastseveraloftheladiescameandaskedafterMrs。Maynard,wheserestlessnighttheyhadsomehowheardof。Whenshecameoutofthedining-room’MissGleasonwaylaidherinthehall。
\"Dr。Breen,\"shesaid,inarepressedtumult,\"Ihopeyouwon’tgiveway。
Forwoman’ssake,Ihopeyouwon’t!Youoweittoyourselfnottogiveway!I’msureMrs。Maynardisaswelloffinyourhandsasshecanbe。
IfIdidn’tthinkso,Ishouldbethelasttoadviseyourbeingfirm;
but,feelingasIdo,Idoadviseitmoststrongly。Everythingdependsonit。\"
\"Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,MissGleason,\"saidGrace。
\"I’mgladithasn’tcometoyouyet。Ifitwasaquestionofmereprofessionalpride,Ishouldsay,Byallmeanscallhimatonce。ButI
feelthatagreatdealmoreisinvolved。Ifyouyield,youmakeitharderforotherwomentohelpthemselveshereafter,andyouconfirmsuchpeopleastheseintheirdistrustoffemalephysicians。Lookingatitinalargeway,Ialmostfeelthatitwouldbebetterforhertodiethanforyoutogiveup;andfeelingasIdo\"——
\"AreyoutalkingofMrs。Maynard?\"askedGrace。
\"TheyareallsayingthatyououghttogiveupthecasetoDr。Mulbridge。
ButIhopeyouwon’t。Ishouldn’tblameyouforcallinginanotherfemalephysician\"——
\"Thankyou,\"answeredGrace。\"Thereisnodangerofherdying。Butitseemstomethatshehastoomanyfemalephysiciansalready。InthishouseIshouldthinkitbettertocallaman。\"SheleftthebarbtorankleinMissGleason’sbreast,andfollowedhermothertoherroom,whoavengedMissGleasonbyaseriesofinquisitionaltortures,endingwiththehopethat,whatevershedid,Gracewouldnothavethatsillycreature’sbloodonherhands。Thegirlopenedherlipstoattemptsomeanswertothisunanswerableaspiration,whentheunwontedsoundofwheelsontheroadwithoutcaughtherear。
\"Whatisthat,Grace?\"demandedhermother,asifGracewereguiltyofthenoise。
\"Mr。Libby,\"answeredGrace,rising。
\"Hashecomeforyou?\"
\"Idon’tknow。ButIamgoingdowntoseehim。\"
Atsightoftheyoungman’sface,Gracefeltherheartlighten。Hehadjumpedfromhisbuggy,andwasstandingathissmilingeaseonthepiazzasteps,lookingaboutasifforsomeone,andhebrightenedjoyfullyathercoming。Hetookherhandwitheagerfriendliness,andatherimpulsebegantomoveawaytotheendofthepiazzawithher。Theladieshadnotyetdescendedtothebeach;apparentlytheirinterestinDr。Breen’spatientkeptthem。
\"HowisMrs。Maynardthismorning?\"heasked;andsheanswered,astheygotbeyondearshot,——
\"Notbetter,I’mafraid。\"
\"Oh,I’msorry,\"saidtheyoungman。\"Thenyouwon’tbeabletodrivewithmethismorning?Ihopesheisn’tseriouslyworse?\"headded,recurringtoMrs。MaynardatthesightofthetroubleinGrace’sface。
\"Ishallasktodrivewithyou,\"shereturned。\"Mr。Libby,doyouknowwhereCorbitantis?\"
\"Oh,yes。\"
\"Andwillyoudrivemethere?\"
\"Why,certainly!\"hecried,inpolitewonder。
\"Thankyou。\"Sheturnedhalfround,andcastawoman’slookattheotherwomen。\"Ishallbereadyinhalfanhour。Willyougoaway,andcomebackthen?Notsooner。\"
\"Anythingyouplease,MissBreen,\"hesaid,laughinginhismystification。\"Inthirtyminutes,orthirtydays。\"
Theywentbacktothesteps,andhemountedhisbuggy。Shesatdown,andtakingsomeworkfromherpocket,bentherheadoverit。Atfirstshewaspale,andthenshegrewred。Butthesefluctuationsofcolorcouldnotkeepherspectatorslong;onebyonetheydispersedanddescendedthecliff;andwhensherosetogoforherhatthelasthadvanished,withalonginglookather。ItwasMissGleason。
Gracebrieflyannouncedherpurposetohermother,whosaid,\"Ihopeyouarenotdoinganythingimpulsive\";andsheanswered,\"No,Ihadquitemadeupmymindtoitlastnight。\"
Mr。Libbyhadnotyetreturnedwhenshewentbacktothepiazza,andshewalkedoutontheroadbywhichhemustarrive。Shehadnottowalkfar。
Hedrewinsightbeforeshehadgoneaquarterofamile,drivingrapidly。\"AmIlate?\"heasked,turning,andpullingupattheroadside,withwellsubduedastonishmentatencounteringher。
\"Oh,no;notthatIknow。\"Shemountedtotheseat,andtheydroveoffinasilencewhichenduredforalongtime。IfLibbyhadbeenasvainasheseemedlight,hemusthavefounditcruellyunflattering,foritignoredhispresenceandevenhisexistence。Shebrokethesilenceatlastwithadeep-drawnsigh,asfranklysadasifshehadbeenquitealone,butshereturnedtoconsciousnessofhiminit。\"Mr。Libby,youmustthinkitisverystrangeformetoaskyoutodrivemetoCorbitantwithouttroublingmyselftotellyoumyerrand。\"
\"Oh,notatall,\"saidtheyoungman。\"I’mgladtobeofuseonanyterms。Itisn’toftenthatonegetsthechance。\"
\"IamgoingtoseeDr。Mulbridge,\"shebegan,andthenstoppedsolongthatheperceivedshewishedhimtosaysomething。
Hesaid,\"Yes?\"
\"Yes。IthoughtthismorningthatIshouldgiveMrs。Maynard’scaseuptohim。Ishouldn’tbeatalltroubledatseemingtogiveitupunderapressureofopinion,thoughIshouldnotgiveitupforthat。Ofcourse,\"
sheexplained,\"youdon’tknowthatallthosewomenhavebeensayingthatIoughttocallinDr。Mulbridge。It’soneofthosethings,\"sheaddedbitterly,\"thatmakeitsopleasantforawomantotrytohelpwomen。\"
Hemadealittlemurmurofcondolence,andsherealizedthatshehadthrownherselfonhissympathy,whenshethoughtshehadbeenmerelythinkingaloud。\"WhatImeanisthatheisamanofexperienceandreputation,andcouldprobablybeofmoreusetoherthanI,forshewouldtrusthimmore。ButIhaveknownheralongtime,andIunderstandhertemperamentandhercharacter,——whichgoesforagooddealinsuchmatters,——andIhaveconcludednottogiveupthecase。IwishtomeetDr。Mulbridge,however,andaskhimtoseeherinconsultationwithme。
Thatisall,\"sheendedratherhaughtily,asifshehadbeendramatizingthefacttoDr。Mulbridgeinherownmind。
\"Ishouldthinkthatwouldbetherightthing,\"saidLibbylimply,withuncalled-forapproval;butheleftthisdangerousgroundabruptly。\"Asyousay,charactergoesforagreatdealinthesethings。I’veseenMrs。
Maynardatthepointofdeathbefore。Asageneralrule,shedoesn’tdie。Ifyouhaveknownheralongtime,youknowwhatImean。Shelikestosharehersufferingswithherfriends。I’veseenpooroldMaynard\"——
\"Mr。Libby!\"Gracebrokein。\"YoumayspeakofMr。Maynardasyoulike,butIcannotallowyourdisrespectfulnesstoMrs。Maynard。It’sshocking!Youhadnorighttobetheirfriendifyoufelttowardthemasyouseemtohavedone。\"
\"Why,therewasnoharminthem。Ilikedthem!\"explainedtheyoungman。
\"Peoplehavenorighttolikethosetheydon’trespect!\"
Libbylookedasifthiswereratheranewanddrollidea。Butheseemednottoobjecttohertutoringhim。\"Well,\"hesaid,\"asfarasMrs。
Maynardwasconcerned,Idon’tknowthatIlikedheranymorethanI
respectedher。\"
Graceoughttohavefrownedatthis,butshehadtocheckasmilein。
ordertosaygravely,\"Iknowsheisdisagreeableattimes。Andshelikestosharehersufferingswithothers,asyousay。Butherhusbandwasfullyentitledtoanyshareofthemthathemayhaveborne。Ifhehadbeenkindertoher,shewouldn’tbewhatandwheresheisnow。\"
\"Kindertoher!\"Libbyexclaimed。\"He’sthekindestfellowintheworld!
Now,MissBreen,\"hesaidearnestly,\"IhopeMrs。Maynardhasn’tbeentalkingagainstherhusbandtoyou?\"
\"Isitpossible,\"demandedGrace,\"thatyoudon’tknowthey’reseparated,andthatshe’sgoingtotakestepsforadivorce?\"
\"Adivorce?No!Whatintheworldfor?\"
\"Inevertalkgossip。Ithoughtofcourseshehadtoldyou\"——
\"Shenevertoldmeaword!Shewasashamedtodoit!SheknowsthatI
knowMaynardwasthebesthusbandintheworldtoher。Allshetoldmewasthathewasoutonhisranch,andshehadcomeonhereforherhealth。It’ssomeridiculouslittlethingthatnoreasonablewomanwouldhavedreamtofcaringfor。It’soneofhercaprices。It’sherownfickleness。She’stiredofhim,——orthinkssheis,andthat’sallaboutit。MissBreen,Ibegyouwon’tbelieveanythingagainstMaynard!\"
\"Idon’tunderstand,\"falteredGrace,astonishedathisfervor;andthelightitcastuponherfirstdoubtsofhim。\"Ofcourse,Ionlyknowtheaffairfromherreport,andIhaven’tconcernedmyselfinit,exceptasitaffectedherhealth。AndIdon’twishtomisjudgehim。AndIlikeyour——defendinghim,\"shesaid,thoughitinstantlyseemedapatronizingthingtohavesaid。\"ButIcouldn’twithholdmysympathywhereI
believedtherehadbeenneglectandsystematicunkindness,andfinallydesertion。\"
\"Oh,IknowMrs。Maynard;Iknowherkindoftalk。I’veseenMaynard’sneglectandunkindness,andIknowjustwhathisdesertionwouldbe。Ifhe’slefther,it’sbecauseshewantedhimtoleaveher;hedidittohumorher,topleaseher。IshallhaveatalkwithMrs。Maynardwhenwegetback。\"
\"I’mafraidIcan’tallowitatpresent,\"saidGrace,veryseriously。
\"Sheisworseto-day。OtherwiseIshouldn’tbegivingyouthistrouble。\"
\"Oh,it’snotrouble\"——
\"ButI’mglad——I’mgladwe’vehadthisunderstanding。I’mveryglad。Itmakesmethinkworseofmyselfandbetterof——others。\"
Libbygavealaugh。\"Andyoulikethat?You’reeasilypleased。\"
Sheremainedgrave。\"IoughttobeabletotellyouwhatImean。Butitisn’tpossible——now。Willyouletmebegyourpardon?\"sheurged,withimpulsiveearnestness。
\"Why,yes,\"heanswered,smiling。
\"Andnotaskmewhy?\"
\"Certainly。\"
\"Thankyou。Yes,\"sheaddedhastily,\"sheissomuchworsethatsomeoneofgreaterexperiencethanImustseeher,andIhavemadeupmymind。
Dr。Mulbridgemayrefusetoconsultwithme。Iknowverywellthatthereisaprejudiceagainstwomenphysicians,andIcouldn’tespeciallyblamehimforsharingit。Ihavethoughtitallover。Ifherefuses,Ishallknowwhattodo。\"ShehadceasedtoaddressLibby,whorespectedhersoliloquy。Hedroveonrapidlyoverthesoftroad,wherethewheelsmadenosound,andthetrackwanderedwithapparentaimlessnessthroughtheinterminablewoodsofyoungoakandpine。Thelowtreeswerefullofthesunshine,anddappledthemwithshadowastheydashedalong;thefresh,greenfernsspringingfromthebrowncarpetofthepineneedleswereasifpaintedagainstit。Thebreathofthepineswasheavierfortherecentrain;andthewoodysmelloftheoakswaspungentwherethebalsamfailed。Theymetnoone,butthesolitudedidnotmakeitselffeltthroughherpreoccupation。Fromtimetotimeshedroppedawordortwo;
butforthemostshewassilent,andhedidnotattempttolead。Byandbytheycametoanopenerplace,wherethereweremanyredfieldliliestiltinginthewind。
\"Wouldyoulikesomeofthose?\"heasked,pullingup。
\"Ishould,verymuch,\"sheanswered,gladofthesightofthegaythings。
Butwhenhehadgatheredherabunchoftheflowersshelookeddownattheminherlap,andsaid,\"It’ssillyinmetobecaringforliliesatsuchatime,andIshouldmakeanunfavorableimpressiononDr。Mulbridgeifhesawmewiththem。ButIshallrisktheireffectonhim。HemaythinkIhavebeenbotanizing。\"
\"Unlessyoutellhimyouhaven’t,\"theyoungmansuggested。
\"Ineedn’tdothat。\"
\"Idon’tthinkanyoneelsewoulddoit。\"
Shecoloredalittleatthetributetohercandor,anditpleasedher,thoughithadjustpleasedherasmuchtoforgetthatshewasnotlikeanyotheryounggirlwhomightbesimplyandirresponsiblyhappyinflowersgatheredforherbyayoungman。\"Iwon’ttellhim,either!\"shecried,willingtograspthefleetingemotionagain;butitwasgone,andonlyalittleresidueofsadconsciousnessremained。
Thewoodsgavewayoneithersideoftheroad,whichbegantobeavillagestreet,slopingandshelvingdowntowardthecurveofaquietbay。Theneatweather-graydwellings,shingledtothegroundandbrightenedwithdoor-yardflowersandcreepers,straggledoffintotheboat-housesandfishing-hutsontheshore,andthevillageseemedtogetafloatatlastinthesloopsandschoonersridingintheharbor,whosesmoothplanerosehighertotheeyethanthetownitself。Thesaltandthesandwereeverywhere,butthoughtherehadbeennopositiveprosperityinCorbitantforageneration,theplacehadanimpregnableneatness,whichdefieddecay;iftherehadbeenadoginthestreet,therewouldnothavebeenasticktothrowathim。
Oneofthebetter,butnotthebest,ofthevillagehouses,whichdidnotdifferfromtheothersinanyessentialparticular,andwhichstoodflushuponthestreet,boreadoor-platewiththenameDr。RufusMulbridge,andLibbydrewupinfrontofitwithouthavinghadtoalarmthevillagewithinquiries。Graceforbadehishelpindismounting,andrantothedoor,wheresherangoneofthosebellswhichsharplyrespondatthebackofthepaneltotheturnofacrankinfront;sheobserved,inadifferenceofpaint,thatthismodernimprovementhaddisplacedanoldfashionedknocker。Thedoorwasopenedbyatallandstrikinglyhandsomeoldwoman,whoseblackeyesstillkepttheirkeenlightunderherwhitehair,andwhosedressshowednoneoftheincongruitywhichwasoffensiveinthedoor-bell:itwasintheperfectionofanantiquatedtaste,which,however,camejustshortofcharacterizingitwithgentlewomanliness。
\"IsDr。Mulbridgeathome?\"askedGrace。
\"Yes,\"saidtheother,withacertainhesitation,andholdingthedoorajar。
\"Ishouldliketoseehim,\"saidGrace,mountingtothethreshold。
\"Isitimportant?\"askedtheelderwoman。
\"Quite,\"repliedGrace,withanaccentatonceofsurpriseanddecision。
\"Youmaycomein,\"saidtheotherreluctantly,andsheopenedadoorintoaroomatthesideofthehall。
\"YoumaygiveDr。Mulbridgemycard,ifyouplease,\"saidGrace,beforesheturnedtogointothisroom;andtheothertookit,andlefthertofindachairforherself。Itwasacountrydoctor’soffice,withtheusualcountrydoctor’ssupplyofdrugsonashelf,butverymuchmorethanthecountrydoctor’susuallibrary:thestandardworkswerethere,andtherewerealsotheprincipalperiodicalsandthelatesttreatisesofnoteinthemedicalworld。Inalong,uprightcase,likethatofanoldhall-clock,wastheanatomyofonewhohadlongdonewithtime;alaryngoscopeandsomeotherprofessionalapparatusofconstantutilitylayupontheleafofthedoctor’sdesk。Therewasnothingintheroomwhichdidnotsuggesthisprofession,excepttheswordandthespurswhichhunguponthewalloppositewhereGracesatbesideoneofthefrontwindows。Shespenthertimeinstudyoftheroomanditsappointments,andinnowandthenglancingoutatMr。Libby,whosatstatuesquelypatientinthebuggy。Hisprofilecutagainsttheskywasblameless;andahumorousshrewdnesswhichshowedinthewrinkleathiseyeandinthedroopofhisyellowmustachegaveitsregularitylifeandcharm。ItoccurredtoherthatifDr。MulbridgecaughtsightofMr。Libbybeforehesawher,orbeforeshecouldexplainthatshehadgotoneofthegentlemenatthehotel——sheresolveduponthisprevarication——todrivehertoCorbitantindefaultofanotherconveyance,hewouldhavehisimpressionsandconjectures,whichdoubtlessthebunchofliliesinherhandwoulddotheirparttostimulate。Shesubmittedtothispossibility,andwaitedforhiscoming,whichbegantoseemunreasonablydelayed。Thedooropenedatlast,andatall,powerfullyframedmanofthirty-fiveorforty,dressedinanill-fittingsuitofgrayCanadahomespunappeared。Hemovedwithaslow,ponderingstep,andcarriedhisshaggyheadbentdownwardsfromshouldersslightlyrounded。Hisdarkbeardwasalreadygrizzled,andshesawthathismustachewasburntandturnedtawnyatpointsbysmoking,ofwhichhabithispresencegavestaleevidencetoanothersense。HeheldGrace’scardinhishand,andhelookedather,asheadvanced,outofgrayeyesthat,ifnotsympathetic,wereperfectlyintelligent,andthatatoncesoughttodivineandclassher。Sheperceivedthathetookintheliliesandhercomingcolor;shefeltthathenotedherfigureandherdress。
Shehalfroseinresponsetohisquestioningbow,andhemotionedhertoherseatagain。\"Ihadtokeepyouwaiting,\"hesaid。\"Iwasupallnightwithapatient,andIwasasleepwhenmymothercalledme。\"Hestoppedhere,anddefinitivelywaitedforhertobegin。
Shedidnotfindthiseasy,ashetookachairinfrontofher,andsatlookingsteadilyinherface。\"I’msorrytohavedisturbedyou\"
\"Oh,notatall,\"heinterrupted。\"Theruleistodisturbadoctor。\"
\"Imean,\"shebeganagain,\"thatIamnotsurethatIamjustifiedindisturbingyou。\"
Hewaitedalittlewhileforhertogoon,andthenhesaid,\"Well,letushear。\"
\"Iwishtoconsultwithyou,\"shebrokeout,andagainshecametoasuddenpause;andasshelookedintohisvigilantface,inwhichshewasnotsuretherewasnotahoveringderision,shecouldnotcontinue。Shefeltthatsheoughttogathercouragefromthefactthathehadnotstarted,ordoneanythingpositivelydisagreeablewhenshehadaskedforaconsultation;butshecouldnot,anditdidnotavailhertoreflectthatshewasrenderingherselfliabletoallconceivablemisconstruction,——thatshewasbehavingchildishly,witheveryappearanceofbehavingguiltily。
Hecametoheraidagain,inabluntfashion,neitherkindnorunkind,butsimplycommonsense。\"Whatisthematter?\"
\"Whatisthematter?\"sherepeated。
\"Yes。Whatarethesymptoms?Whereandhoware,yousick?\"
\"Iamnotsick,\"shecried。Theystaredateachotherinreciprocalamazementandmystification。
\"ThenexcusemeifIaskyouwhatyouwishmetodo?\"
\"Oh!\"saidGrace,realizinghisnaturalerror,withaflush。\"Itisn’tinregardtomyselfthatIwishtoconsultwithyou。It’sanotherperson——afriend\"——
\"Well,\"saidDr。Mulbridge,laughing,withtheimpatienceofaphysicianusedtomakingshortcutsthroughtheelaborateandreluctantstatementsofladiesseekingadvice,\"whatisthematterwithyourfriend?\"
\"Shehasbeenaninvalidforsometime,\"repliedGrace。Thelaugh,whichhaditsedgeofpatronageandconceit,stungherintoself-possessionagain,andshebrieflygavethepointsofMrs。Maynard’scase,withtherecentaccidentandthesymptomsdevelopedduringthenight。Helistenedattentively,noddinghisheadattimes,andnowandthenglancingsharplyather,asonemightatasurprisinglyintelligentchild。
\"Imustseeher,\"hesaiddecidedly,whenshecametoanend。\"Iwillseeherassoonaspossible。IwillcomeovertoJocelyn’sthisafternoon,——assoonasIcangetmydinner,infact。\"
Therewassuchatoneofdismissalinhiswordsthatsherose,andhepromptlyfollowedherexample。Shestoodhesitatingamoment。Then,\"Idon’tknowwhetheryouunderstoodthatIwishmerelytoconsultwithyou,\"shesaid;\"thatIdon’twishtorelinquishthecasetoyou\"——
\"Relinquishthecase——consult\"——Dr。Mulbridgestaredather。\"No,I
don’tunderstand。Whatdoyoumeanbynotrelinquishingthecase?
Ifthereissomeoneelseinattendance\"
\"Iaminattendance,\"saidthegirlfirmly。\"IamMrs。Maynard’sphysician。\"
\"You?Physician\"
\"Ifyouhavelookedatmycard\"——shebeganwithindignantseverity。
Hegaveasortofroarofamusementandapology,andthenhestaredatheragainwithmuchoftheinterestofanaturalistinanextraordinaryspecimen。
\"Ibegyourpardon,\"heexclaimed。\"Ididn’tlookatit\";buthenowdidso,wherehehelditcrumpledinthepalmofhislefthand。\"Mymothersaiditwasayounglady,andIdidn’tlook。Willyouwillyousitdown,Dr。Breen?\"Hebustledingettingherseveralchairs。
\"Iliveoffhereinacorner,andIhaveneverhappenedtomeetanyladiesofourprofessionbefore。Excuseme,ifIspokeundera,——mistakenimpression。I——I——Ishouldnothave——ah——takenyouforaphysician。
You\"——Hecheckedhimself,asifhemighthavebeengoingtosaythatshewastooyoungandtoopretty。\"Ofcourse,Ishallhavepleasureinconsultingwithyouinregardtoyourfriend’scase,thoughI’venodoubtyouaredoingallthatcanbedone。\"Withagreatshowofdeference,hestillbetrayedsomethingoftheairofonewhohumorsajoke;andshefeltthis,butfeltthatshecouldnotopenlyresentit。
\"Thankyou,\"shereturnedwithdignity,indicatingwithagestureofherhandthatshewouldnotsitdownagain。\"Iamsorrytoaskyoutocomesofar。\"
\"Oh,notatall。Ishallbedrivingoverinthatdirectionatanyrate。