Twentyothermenwouldwillinglyhavebrokenanarmforsuchareward;
andtherecklessnessdisplayedduringthenextfewdayswassomethingawful。Butshesawthattoo,——littleescapedthosebigblueeyes,——
and,ascribingittodrink,gaveaprettystronglectureonthebibuloushabitsofBigStoneHole,athernextconcert。
TherewasanearnestmeetingintheAmericanBarthatnight,atwhichthefollowingmotionwasputandcarriedunanimously:\"Onandafterthisdate,anydrunkenmanisliabletobeshotatsight,unlesshisfriendscanprovethathehasdugoverthreecaratsofdiamondsduringtheday。\"Andthen,likeotherreformers,theywentontomoresweepingmeasures:\"Onlyknife-fightingtotakeplaceinthecamp。Alldisputeswithpistols,unlessofaverypressingnature,tobesettledoutofearshotofDan’shouse。\"Therewereevensomehintsofappointingaclosing-timeforthesaloon——\"itwouldmaketheplacesomuchmorelikehome。\"Butthepromotereventuallywithdrewhissuggestion,asitwasjustlyfeltthatsuchamotionwouldinterferewiththelibertyofthesubjecttoomuch。Butastormofcheersburstforthwhenitwasproposedtotransferthediamond-safefromWerstein’skeepingtoacornerofthenewgoddess’sshrine。
EvenSatan,thecat,joinedinthegeneraladoration,and,morefavouredthantherest,enjoyedattimesachastesalutefromMissMusgrave’sripe-redlips。
Never,insoshortaspaceoftime,hadacommunitybeenmorechangedforthebetterthanwasthatofBigStoneHole。Neverhadwoman’shumanisinginfluencemadeitselfmoreclearlyfelt。Theazurecloudofblasphemythathungovertheworkingsandtherestofthecampwasreplacedagainbythenormaldust。Eachmantriedtobeautifytheinsideofhisshantytothebestofhismeansandideas,fortherewasnoknowingwhentheonly\"she\"wouldtakeitintoherpretty,capriciousheadtopayacall。InthislatterlinetheScholarhadadecidedpull。Educationhadtaughthimtaste;necessity,handiness;
andbyaidofthetwohetransformedhisrudedwellingintosomethingapproachingtheroomsinwhichheusedtodawdleawaythehappyhours,timeago。Itwaspartlydrawing-room,partlycuriosity-shop。Cups,saucers,andspoonsappearedasifbymagicians’call,andoneblazingafternoonthenewsflashedroundthediamond-pitsthatMissMusgravewas\"takingafternoonteawiththeScholar。\"ButwhentheScholarsawthedismayhissimpleacthadspreadaroundhim,hedissipateditwithakindlylaughandafewreassuringwords。
\"Don’tmindme,boys。Iwasonlydoingthecivilinapurelyplatonicmanner。MissMusgraveisnothingtome,noramIanythingtoher。
Heavenforbid!I’mtoohardabargainforanygirl。IfanyoneofyoumarriesherI’llactashisbestmanifheasksmeto,andwishhimeveryfelicitywithoutathoughtofregret。\"
\"BullyfortheScholar!\"yelledthedelightedcrowd;andMissMusgrave’ssmilesweremoresoughtafterthanever。
Sothingswentondayafterday,weekafterweek,tillMissMusgravebecamelittleshortofanautocraticempress。Butstillsheshowednosignsoftakinguntoherselfaconsort;shekeptallmenatacousinlydistance,andthosewhofeltintimateenoughtoaddressheras\"MissMary\"accountedthemselvesuncommonlyfortunate。Thusthelittlemachineofstateworkedperfectlyharmoniously,andBigStoneHolewasassteadyandprosperousasettlementasneedbe。
Hadthesediggersrefreshedtheirmindsbylookingbackforhistoricalparallels,theymighthavebeenpreparedinsomedegreeforMissMusgrave’sexitfromamongthem,butasnoneofthemindulgedinsuchretrospectionsthemannerofittookthecampsomewhatbysurprise。
Itwasfirstdiscoveredinthiswise。Workwasoverfortheday。TheKaffirshadbeensearchedandhadreturnedtotheirkraal。Pipeswerebeinglitaftertheeveningmeal,andapicturesqueassemblywasgroupingitselfinanexpectantsemicircleonthesun-bakedturfinfrontofMissMusgrave’sdwelling。Shewasusuallyoutsidetowelcomethefirstcomers,andherabsencenaturallyformedthestapletopicofconversation。Diggerafterdiggerarrived,threwhimselfdown,andjoinedinthegeneralwondermentastowhyMissMarywasn’tthere,andatlastsomeonehazardedasuggestionthatshe\"mustbeasleep。\"
Therewasageneralepidemicofnoisycoughingforafullminute,andthensilenceforanother,butnosoundfromwithinthehut。
\"Perhapsshe’sill,\"wasthenextsurmise。
Aftertheetiquettetobefollowedhadbeenstrictlydiscussed,andarigidcourseofproceduresetdown,theScholargotupandknockedatthedoor。Hereceivednoanswer,andsoknockedagain——knockedseveraltimes,infact,andthenrattledthehandlevigorously,butwithoutresult。
\"Betteropenit,\"saidavoice。
Andhedidso;andafterlookinginside,announced:
\"She’snotthere。\"
AtthismomentDancameup。
\"Myolemar’’sgone,\"hesaid;\"an’sheain’tstampeded,neither,butwasstole。Tote-rope’sbeenuntied,an’saddlean’bridletookaswell。\"
Therewasuncomfortablesilence,whichtheScholarbrokebyalow,long-drawnwhistle。
\"Boys,\"saidhe,\"let’slookinsidethesafe。\"
Thethreemenwhoheldthekeysbroughtthemup,theboltswereshot,andthemassivedoorswungback。Therewaseveryman’slittlesackwithhisnameonit;butsomehoworotherthesackslookedlimperthanofyore。Eachonewaseagerlyclutchedandexamined,andmanyagroanandnotafewcurseswentuponthestillnightairasitwasfoundthateverysacksaveDan’shadbeenrelievedofthemorevaluablepartofitscontents。
Somuchheart-breakinglabourundertheburningsunthrownawayfornothing;thedrearyworktocommenceafresh,almostfromthebeginning!Hadthethiefbeenanyordinaryone,thedenunciationwouldhavebeenunbounded;butnooneliftedhistongueveryloudlyagainstMaryMusgrave。Yetmountedmenweredespatchedonthethreetrailstobringbackthebootyifpossible,andtherestmoveddejectedlytowardtheiroldclub。ThegreasyJewdidnotattempttoconcealhisexultation。Heservedhiscustomerswithhiswickedoldfaceglowingwithsmiles,andwhenamoment’sbreathing-timecameheobserved:
\"Weall’azhourlettlesurbrizesindiswairld,an’ImostconfaissI
amasdonishedmyselftolairnthatMessMosgraveisathief——\"ButhereacrashingamongtheglasswareannouncedthatTommyDartmoorhadbegunshootingwithhislefthand,andHerrGustavesputteredoutfrombehindthefingersheheldbeforehisface,\"AchGott!Isaynozzingmore!\"
GREGORIO
BY
PERCYHEMINGWAY
I
ATTHEPARADISO
TheCafeParadisowasfullofpeople,fortheinhabitantsofAlexandriahaddined,andtheoperaseasonwasover。Theseatsateverytablewereoccupied,andthefumesofsmokefromahundredcigarspartlyhidtheladiesoftheorchestra。Asthewaiterspushedasidetheswing-doorsofthebuffetandstaggeredintothesalonwithwhisky,absinthe,andcoffee,theclickofbilliard-ballswasheard。
Thewindowsfacingtheseawerewideopen,fortheheatwasintense,andthemurmurofthewavesmingledwiththeplaintivevoicesoftheviolins。
Seatedbyatableatthefarendofthehall,GregorioLivadashummedsoftlyanaccompanimenttoSuppe’s\"PoeteetPaysan,\"puffingfromtimetotimeacloudletofbluesmokefromhismouth。Whenthemusicceasedhejoinedintheapplause,leaningbackhappilyinhischairasthemusicianspreparedtorepeatthelastmovement。Meanwhilehiseyeswanderedidlyoverthefacesofhisneighbors。
Whenthelastchordwasstruckhesawthewomenhurrydownfromtheplatformandrushtowardthetableswheretheiracquaintancessat。Heheardthemdemandbeerandcoffee,andtheydrankeagerly,forfiddlinginthatheatwasthirstywork。Hewatchedthewearywaitershasteningfromtabletotable,andheheardthevoicesaroundhimgrowmoreanimatedandthelaughtermorefrequent。Onemanwasfasteningasprayofflowersontheamplebosomoftheflautiste,whileanothersippedthebrownlagerfromtheglassofthebigdrum,andtheoldwifeoftheconductorlefthertriangleandcymbalstobegsomerosesfromanArabflower-girl。Trulytheworldwasenjoyingitself,andGregoriosmileddreamily,forthesightofsomuchgaietypleasedhim。
Hewishedoneofthewomenwouldcomeandtalktohim;hewouldhavelikedtochatwiththefair-hairedgirlwhoplayedthefirstviolinsowell。HebegantowonderwhyshepreferredthatuglyEnglishmanwithhisredfaceandbaldhead。Hecaughtsnatchesoftheirconversation。
Bah!howuninterestingitwas!fortheycouldbarelyunderstandeachother。WhatpleasuredidshefindinlisteningtohisbadFrench?andinhernativeHungarianhecouldnotevensay,\"Ilove。\"Whyhadshenotcometohim,GregorioLivadas,whocouldtalktoherwellandwouldnotmumblelikeanidiotandlookredanduncomfortable!Thenhesawshewasdrinkingchampagne,andhesighed。Ah,yes,theseEnglishwererich,andwomenonlycaredformoney;theywereunabletogiveuptheirluxuriesforthesakeofaman。
ButatthisthoughtGregorioblushedalittle。Afterall,therewasonewoman——theonlywomanheoughttothinkof——whowasnotafraidofhardshipforthesakeofherhusband。Hetriedtoexcusehimselfbyarguingthatthemusichadexcitedhim;buthefeltalittleashamed,andasasoptohisnotyetquitemurderedconsciencegotupandleftthecafe。
WhenheturnedintothePlaceMehemetAliherememberedsuddenlythathehadwastedhisevening。Itwasteno’clock,toolatetosetaboutthebusinesshehadintended。Hewasangrywithhimselfnowaswellasashamed。Hewanderedupanddownthesquare,lookingatthestatueofthegreatkhedive,silhouettedagainstthemoonlight,andcursedathismisfortunes。
Whyshouldhe,GregorioLivadas,beinneedofmoney?Hehadworkedhard,butwithoutsuccess。Hecouldhavebornehisillluckhadhealonebeenthesufferer,buthemustconsiderhischild——and,ofcourse,hiswifetoo。Hewasreallyfondofhiswifeinaway。Buthesmiledproudlyashethoughtofhisson,forwhomheschemedoutagreatfuture。HeandXantippewouldtraintheboysocarefullythathewouldgrowuptobeagreatman,and,whatwasmore,arichman。Howtheywouldlaugh,allthree,astheysatinthesplendidcafesovertheirwine,atthehardshipsthefatherhadendured!Stillhemustnotforgetthepresent,andhesorelyneededmoney。HewouldgotoAmosagain。Amoswasarichman,veryrich,andafilthyJew。Amoscouldeasilysparehimsomemoneyandrenewthelastloan。Hewasgoingtobesuccessfulnowandwouldbeabletopaygoodinterest。WhatbetterinvestmentcouldAmoshave?Surelynone。HewasgoingtosetupacafewiththemoneyatTanta,orZagazig,orevenBenhur,——yes,Benhurwasthebest,——wheretherewerefewcompetitors。Thenhewouldmakeafortune,asotherGreekshaddone,andAmoswouldbepaidinfull。Hewasnotextravagant,no;hehadthebusinessinstinctsofhisrace。
HalftheserichmerchantsofAlexandriahadbegunashewouldbegin;
hewouldsucceedastheyhadsucceeded。Thefuturewasreallyhopeful,ifhecouldonlyborrowalittlecapital。
WiththesethoughtssurgingthroughhisbrainGregoriopacedupanddownthepavements。AtlastheturnedintotheRuedesSoeursandstartedslowlytowardhishome。
Thisstreet,thesinkofAlexandria,wasatitsgayest。Thecafeswherecheapliquorissoldwerecrowded。Soldiersandsailors,nativesandtheriffraffofhalfadozennations,jostledoneanother。Thetwangingofguitarsandthetinklingofpianoswasheardfromeveryhouse。Women,underclothedandoverpainted,leanedfromtheupperwindowsandmadefrequentsalliesintothestreettocapturetheirprey。LoudvoicessanglustyEnglishchorusesandFrenchchansonnettes,andNeapolitansongstriedtoassertthemselveswhenevertheuproarceasedforamoment。Everyonetalkedhis,orher,owntongue,andgesturefilledinthegapswhenwordswerewanting。
Allseemeddeterminedtodegradethemselvesasmuchaspossible,andnearlyeveryoneseemedsupremelyhappy。
Occasionallytherewasafight,andkniveswereusedwithunerringskill;butthemountedpolicewhopatrolledthestreets,thoughovertaxed,managedtopreserveacertainamountoforder。
Gregoriotookverylittlenoticeofthescenesthroughwhichhepassed。Hekneweveryinchandcornerofthequarterthathadbeenhishomeforyears,andwasfamiliarwithmostofitsinhabitants。Hesighedalittleashethoughtofthemoneybeinglostandwoninthestuffyill-lightedroomsatthebackofthehouses,shutoutfromviewoftheauthorities。Likemostofhisrace,hewasfondoftheexcitementofgambling。Butofwhatusewereregretsandsighs?hehadnomoney,andmustneedsgohome。Itwasvaintotryandborrowortoaskcreditforhislosses;inthesegamblinghellswhatislostmustbeimmediatelypaid,fortempersareinflamedbydrinkandknivesarewornateachplayer’sbelt。
Buthesighed,nonetheless,atthehardnecessitythatcompelledhimtopassdownthestreetwithoutonceenteringthedoorsofatavern。
Itwasveryhot,andhehadsmokedmanycigarettes。Hewouldhavebeengladtocallforadrink。Thetavern-keepers,thoughtheywerehisfriends,expectedtobepaid。Oneortwowomenbeckonedtohim,whowouldhavewillinglyofferedhimwine,buthewasproudenoughtoignorethem。
Hebecamemoremoodyanddejectedashewentalong,silentandsoberamidsomuchrevelry。Whenhereachedhishousehesawadrunkenmanlyingonthethresholdasleep。HestoopedtolookintohisfaceandrecognisedanEnglishman,theforemanofsometrampintheharbour。Hekickedtherecumbentformtestilyashestrodeoverit。
\"TheseEnglish,whatbeaststheyare!\"hegrowled,\"andI——Ihavenotapiastreforasingleglassofwine。\"
II
CONCERNINGADEBT
Gregoriofound,onenteringhishouse,thathiswifewasalreadyinbed。Hewentintothetinykitchenandsawaplateofmacaronireadyforhissupper。Hetriedtoeatsome,butitstuckinhisthroat。HetookabottleofcheapCretanwinefromashelfanddrankfromit;butthewinewassour,andhespatitfromhismouthwithacurse。
Takingupthelamp,hewentintothebedroom。Hiswifewasfastasleepwiththeboyinherarms。ForamomentasmileflickeredroundGregorio’smouthashelookedatthem。Thenhetookoffhisbootsandhiscoat,blewoutthelamp,andlaybesidethem。Hewasverytiredafterhislongtrampinthehotstreets,buthecouldnotsleep。
Angrilyhetossedfromsidetosideandclosedhiseyestightly;butitwasnogood,sleepwouldnotcome。
Atmidnightheheardacalltoprayerchantedfromtheminaretofatinymosqueintheneighbourhood。Themuezzin’svoiceirritatedhim。
Hedidnotwishtopray,andhedidwanttosleep。HesworethatitwasinsanityforthesefoolsofMohammedanstodeclarethatprayerwasbetterthansleep。
Thenthethoughtsthathadagitatedhimduringthewalkreturnedtohim。TheRuedesSoeurswasstillnoisywithmerry-makers,anditseemedtohimthatifhecouldonlyjointhemhewouldbehappy。Buthehadnomoney,andonecandonothingwithoutmoney!
ThentherecamebacktohimthefaceoftheEnglishmanhehadseentalkingtotheviolinistoftheParadiso。Hehatedthemanbecausehewasuglyandrich。TheseEnglishwereallrich,andyettheyseemedtohimamiserablerace,mereignorantbullies。HerememberedhowoftenhehadcometothehelpoftheEnglishtravellerswhofilledEgypt。
Whyhadhe,heaskedhimself,forthesakeofamiserablereward,preventedthembeingcheated,whenhe,withallhistalents,wascondemnedtostarve?Evenhischild,hethought,wouldgrowtohatehimifheremainedpoor。Hemustgetmoney。Amoswouldhavetolendhimsome。TheJewswereunpopularamongtheGreeks;itwerewisetokeepongoodtermswiththem,asAmoswouldfindout。
Atlasthefellasleep。
Inthemorninghistroublesbeganagain。Therewasnocoffee,andonlyalittleArabbread,andwhenthatwasdonetheymuststarveiftheycouldnotgetsomemoney。Gregoriotoreoffabitofbreadandateitslowly,lookingathiswife,whosatweepingbesidehim。
\"IshallgotoAmos,\"hesaid,firmly。
\"Ah,yes,toAmos,\"Xantippeansweredquietly;\"butitwillbenogood。\"
\"Whynogood?\"
\"Becauseyouowehimmoney,andhewillgiveyounomoretillheispaid。\"
\"Butwecannotpayhim。Hemustletushavesome。Ifnot——\"andGregorioraisedthreatening。
Hiswifesmiledsadlyandkissedhim。
\"YouwillnotfrightenAmos,mylove。WhenItoldhimthechildhadbeenill,heonlylaughed。\"
\"Whenwasthat?\"
\"Yesterday。\"
\"Thenhehadbeenhere?\"
\"Hecamelastnighttoaskforhismoney。Itoldhimwehadnone,andhelaughedandsaidwemustgetsome。HetoldmeImightgetsomeifI
caredto。HesaidIcouldmake,oh,somuch!\"
Gregorioscowledsavagely。\"ThefilthyJew!hesaidthat?Never,never,never!\"
\"Butwemustgetsomemoney,\"thewomansobbed,\"ifonlyforourson’ssake,Gregorio。Butnotthatway?\"
\"No,notthatway,\"hereplied,savagely。
\"Whenshallyougotohim?\"
\"Now。\"
Andtakinguphishatherushedintothestreet。Hewasterriblyangry,notsomuchatthepurportoftheJew’sspeechasatthemanwhomadeit。HeloathedtheJews,andfeltinsultedwhenspokentobyone;itwasaterriblemattertoaskthismanforhelp,butitwasintolerablethathiswifeshouldsufferinsult。Andyetthechildmustbefed。Yes,shehadsaidthat,anditwastrue。Theymustmakesacrificesforthechild。
HesoonreachedtheJew’shouse,andwasshownbyarichlycladservantintotheroomwhereAmossat。Amoswasanoldman,tallandstrong,withalongbushybeard,inwhichhisfingerscontinuallyplayed;andhiseyesweresharpandbrilliantandrestless,astrangecontrasttohisstatelybearingandmeasuredmovements。HerosefromhiscushionsasGregorioentered,andsalutedhimcourteously,motioninghimtoaseat。Then,havingresettledhimself,heclappedhishandstogethersmartlyandorderedtheservantwhoansweredthesummonstobringincoffeeandpipes。
Gregoriowasratheroverawedattheluxuryhesawaroundhim,andhefeltthestern-looking,politeoldmanwouldbeadifficultpersontodealwith。Ashepuffedathistubeheconsideredcarefullywhatwordsheshoulduse。
Forsometimeneitherspoke,butAmoswasthefirsttobreakthesilence。
\"YouheardIwasatyourhouselastnight,andsohavecometopayme?\"
\"Yes,Iheardyouwereatmyhouseandthatyouwantedtobepaid。Youarearichman,andIampoor。\"
\"Nay,Iamnotrich;theyliewhosayIamrich。\"
\"ItistwentypoundsIoweyou,isitnot?\"
\"Yes,twentypounds。Itisalargesum,andIhavedealtgenerouslywithyou。Iamnowinneedofitmyself。\"
\"Iamapoorman。\"
\"Youhavenotthemoney,eh,myfriend?\"
\"Ihavenotthemoney。ButIwillpayyouifyouwilllendmesomemore。Ishallbesuccessfulnow;onlytwentypoundsmore。\"
AmosappearedunmovedatthetremorinGregorio’svoice。Hiseyesrestedcoldlyonthefaceofhisclient,whiletheunfortunateGreekcontinuedtospeakrapidlyofhistroublesandhopes。HesmiledsarcasticallyasGregoriospokeofthecertaintyofmakinghisfortuneatBenhur,andremainedquiteunmovedatthestoryofthesufferingsofawomanandchildfromhungerandwant。
\"Yourwifeisbeautiful,\"wasallheansweredwhenGregoriopausedforamoment。Atthesewords,however,hehalfrosefromhisplaceandclinchedhishandssavagely。Buthesankbackagainwiththeremembrancethatashowoftemperwouldnotadvancehiscause。
\"Verybeautiful,\"heanswered,chokingly;\"wouldyouseeherstarve?\"
\"Sheisnotmywife,\"saidAmos,quietly。Thenhecontinuedslowly,pausingatintervalstopuffoutacloudofsmokefromhismouth:
\"Youhaveowedmethismoneyalongtime。Iwantit,andIwillhaveit。EveninEgyptthereislaw。YoudonotlikeusJews,butthelawwillprotectmeaslongasIamrichenoughtobuyjustice。Inthreedaysyouwillpaymethismoney。Ihavebeengeneroustoyou;nowI
willbegenerousnolonger。IfIamnotpaidIwilltakemeasurestorecovermyloss。YouwillsleepinthestreetsliketheArabs,myfriend;buttheweatheriswarm。Itisearlysummer,soyouwillscarcelyfeeltheexposure。Inthreedaysyouwillcomeandpayme。\"
\"ButhowamItogetthemoney?IfyouwouldlendmeonlyafewpoundsIwouldrepayyouallIowe。\"
\"Alreadyyouowememorethanyoucanpay。Youcanmakemoney。Youaremarried。TheseChristianwomenareworsethantheArabs;doInotseethemasIcomehomeintheeveningfrommybusiness?Itisnotrighttoborrowandnotrepay。Ineedmymoney。HowcanIhavemycoffeeandmypipeunlessIhavemoney?\"
Gregoriolistenedwithgrowinganger,andfinallyrosefromhisseatandshookhisfistintheoldman’sface。
\"Youshallbepaid,\"heshouted,\"youshallbepaid!\"
\"Angerisuseless,myfriend。\"
AndasGregorioleftthehouseAmossmiledandstrokedhisbeard。
\"Truly,\"hethought,\"theseChristianshateus,butwehavetheminourpower。Itispleasanttobehatedandyettoknowthatitistoustheymustcringewhentheyareinneed;anditisverypleasanttorefuse。MyfriendGregorioisnothappynowthatheisstrugglinginmygrasp。\"
AsforGregorio,hewanderedawaytowardtheharbour,kickingsavagelyattherefusescatteredalongthepavement。Hedidnotknowhowtosetaboutearningtherequisitesum。Itwasnogoodapplyingtothehotelsortouristagencies,fortherewerefewvisitorsinthecityanddragomenwerethereforenotneeded。
Hisfriendsweretoopoortohelphim,andtheconsulwasunabletodomuchforhim,thereweresomanypoorGreekswhowantedhelp。
Meanwhiletherewasnofoodathomeandnodrink;eventhenecessariesoflifewerelacking。
Onarrivingathishomehefoundhiswifeandchildhuddledinacornercryingforfood。Theyrantowardhimasheentered,butthehopeintheirfacesquicklyfadedatthesightofhim。
\"It’snogood,\"Gregoriogrowled;\"AmosrefusestoadvanceapiastreandsaysImustpayallIoweinthreedays。\"
\"Itisimpossibletosleepwhenoneishungry,\"saidGregoriothatnighttohiswife,wholayawake,weeping,besidehim。
III
OFFAILUREANDARESOLVE
Gregorio’sdreams,whenhedidsleep,werenoneofthepleasantest,andwhenhewokeup,fromtimetotime,heheardhiswifeweeping。Inwonderingwhatheshouldsaytocomfortherhefellasleepagain,andsleepingwasworsethanlyingawake。ForinhisdreamshesawXantippeandhischildstarvingandcryingforfood,andhewasunabletohelptheminanyway。HelivedoveragainthelongdayhehadspenttrampingthestreetsofAlexandriasearchingforwork。Hesawthefewtouristsstillleftinthetownfatandhappy;hesawtheportersofthehotelswhohadsmiledonhimpityinglyandyetcontemptuously;andhewoke,aftereachrepresentationofthecrudecomedy,hotandyetcoldwithperspiration,tofeelthebedonwhichhelayshakingunderthesobsofhiswife。
WhenatlastdaydawnedGregorioraisedhimselfwithanoath,andsworetofindfoodforhisfamilyandworkforhimself。TheterribledebtheowedtoAmoshesworeshouldnottroublehim,laughingathiswife’sremonstrances。Withthebrightdaylighthadcomeanewcourage,and,hungryashewas,hefeltablenotonlytosatisfytheirhunger,butsoskilfullytoarrangemattersthattheywouldneverfeelhungryagain。Yetiswasaterribleordeal,thathalf-hourwhenthefamilyshouldhavesatdowntoatableladenwithfood。Thepoorwifecried,andhehadtocomforthertearswithpromises,unsubstantialnutrimentindeed,andtheycouldnotsatisfythechild,whofaileddismallytounderstandthem。Throughthegreenblindscamethenoiseoflifeandhealthandmerriment;cursestoo,sometimes,butonlythecursesofthewellfed,andthereforemeaningless。Alreadythesunfellhotandindomitableontheroom,andtheatmosphereattheirtouchbecamestifling。Gregorio,swallowinghistears,toreoutintothestreet,shoutingupthenarrowstairwayhystericalwordsofhope。
Howlongandshadowlessthestreetseemed!Everyhousehaditsgreenblindscloselyshut;thewindthatstirredthedustofthepavementswashotandbiting。Gregorioclinchedhishandsandstroderapidlyonward。Whatmatteredittohimthatbehindthosegreenblindswomenandmenslumberedincomparativecomfort?Hehadaworktodo,andbysunsetmustcarrygoodtidingstohislittleworld。Foratimehisheartwasbraveasthedrywindscorchedthetearuponhischeek。
\"Surely,\"hethought,weavinghisthoughtsintoafinemarchingrhythm,\"thegreatGodwillhelpmenow,willhelpmenow。\"
Atmidday,afterhehadtried,withthatstrangeGreekpertinacitythatunderstandsnorefusals,allthehotelsandtouristagencieshehadcalledatthedaybefore,hebecamewearyanddisconsolate。Themarchhadbecomeadirge;nolongeritsuggestedhappinesstobe,butfailure。AnEnglishmanthrewhimapiastre,andheturnedintoacafe。
Callingforaglassofwine,heflunghimselfdownonthewoodenbenchandtriedtothink。Butreallylogicalthinkingwasimpossible。Forinspiteofthesorrowathisheart,thesamebrightdreamsofwealthandhappinesscamebacktomockhim。Thepiastreheplayedwithbecamegold,andhefeltthecafecontainednoluxuriesthathemightnotcommandtobebroughtbeforehim。ButastheeffectsoftheredwineofLebanonevaporatedhebegantotakeasobererthoughstillcheerfulviewofhisposition。ItwasonlywhenthewaitercarriedoffhispiastrethathesuddenlywoketofactandknewhimselfoncemoreamanwithawifeandchildstarvinginAlexandria,analiencityforallitswealthycolonyofGreeks。Awaveofpitysweptoverhim;notsomuchforthewomanwashesorry,thoughhelovedhertoo,butforthebabywhosefuturehehadplanned。Hescowledsavagelyattheinmatesofthecafe,whoonlysmiledquietly,fortheywereusedtopoorGreekswhohaddrunkawaytheirlastcoin,andpushedpastthemintothestreet。
Thereitwashotterthanever,andhemetscarcelyanyone。Everyonewhocouldbewasathome,orinthecoolcafes;onlyGregoriowasabroad。Hedeterminedtomakeforthequay。HeknewthatmanyshipsputintotheAlexandrianwaters,andtherewasoftenemploymentfoundforthosenottooproudtoworkatladingandunloading。Quickly,andburningasthekempsin,hehurriedthroughtheRuedesSoeurs,notdaringtolookupatthehousewhereinhedwelt。Themuffledsoundsofvoicesandguitarsfromthefar-awayinteriorsseemedtomockhisfootstepsashepassedthewine-shops;andalltheotherhousesweresilentandasleep。Atlasthearrivedonthequay,andtheblacklinesoftheP。andO。stoodoutfirmlybeforehimagainstthepitilessblueofseaandsky。Hewanderedoverthehotstonecauseway,butfoundnoone。Therevenueofficerswereaway,andnotalabourer,notasailor,wasvisible。Beyondthebreakwaterlittletuftsofsilveryfoamflashedontherollers,andasolitarysteamersteeredsteadilyforthehorizon。HecouldseetheGreekflagatherstern,andhiseyesfilledwithtears。Ah,howlittlehisfriendsinAthensthoughtofthemanwhohadcometofindfameandfortuneinthefar-offEast!Hesatdownontheparapetandwatchedthevesseluntilshebecameatinyspeckonthehorizon,andthenherecommencedhissearchforwork。Hisheartwasbraverforamomentbecauseofitspangs;hesworehewouldshowthesecountrymenofhiswhodweltathome,andwhointhreedayswouldseetheveryshiphehadbeengazingatarriveinGrecianwaters,thathewasworthyofhiscountryandhiskinsfolk。
Butresolutionswereuseless,tenacityofpurposewasuseless。Fortwolonghourshewanderedbytheharbour,butmetnoone。
Atlastthesunfellbehindthewesternwaves,andthewindowsofthekhedive’spalaceglowedlikeahundredflamingeyes;theflagsfellfromthemastsofthevessels;onthecitysidewasasuddensilence,saveforthemelancholyvoicesofthemuezzins;thenthedaydied;thebrightstars,suddenlypiercingtheheavens,mockedhimwiththeirbrillianceandtoldhimthathisuselesssearchforbreadwasover。
Gregoriowentbackslowlytohishome。AlreadytheRuedesSoeurswascrowded。Thelongstreetrangwithmusicandlaughter,andinsteadofblindscoveringthewindowsmerrywomenleaneduponthesillsandlaughedatthecrowdsbelow。
Gregorio,whenhereachedhishouse,wouldhavelikedtogostraighttobed。Butitwasnottobe,forasheenteredthetinyroomheheardhiswifetryingtopersuadethehungryinfantintosleep,andhisfootstepsdisturbedhertears。Hehadtocalmthemasbesthecould,andashesoothedherhenoticedthechildhadacrustinhishandwhichhegnawedhalfcontentedly。AtthesamemomentthedimbluefigureofanArabpassedbytheoppositewall,andhadalmostgainedthedoorereGregoriofoundwords。
\"Whoareyou?\"
\"ItisAhmed,\"hiswifeanswered,gently,placinghertremblinghanduponhisshoulder;\"hetoohaschildren。\"
Gregorioscowledandmuttered,\"AnArab,\"andinthatmurmurnoneoftheloathingwashiddenthatthepseudo-WestbearsfortheEast。
\"Thechildisstarving,\"saidAhmed。\"Ihavesavedthechild;maybesomedayIshallsavethefather。\"AndAhmedslippedawaybeforeGregoriocouldanswerhim。
Forawhileneitherhenorhiswifespoke;theystoodsilentinthemoonlight。AtlastGregorioaskedhuskily,\"Haveyouhadfood?\"
\"Notto-day,\"wastheanswer;andthesweetvoicewasalmostdiscordantinitspathosasitcontinued,\"nordrink,andbutforAhmedtheboyhaddied。\"
Gregoriocouldnotanswer;therewasalumpinhisthroatthatblockedwords,openingthegateforsobs。Buthechokeddownhisemotionwithaneffortandbusiedhimselfabouttheroom。Xantippesatwatchinghimanxiously,smoothlywithnervousfingersthecoveringofherson’sbed。
Asthenightadvancedtheheatincreased,andallthatdisturbedthesilenceoftheroomwastheechoofthestreets。Gregoriowalkedtothewindowandlookedout。Belowhimhesawthejostlingcrowdofmenandwomen。Thesepeople,hethought,werehappy,andtwomiserablesonlydweltinthecity——hiswifeandhimself。Andwheneverheaskedhimselfwhatwasthecauseofhismisery,theanswerwaseverthesame——poverty。Heglancedathisson,tossinguneasilyinhisbed;helookedathiswife,paleandhaggardinthemoonlight;herememberedhisownsufferingsalldaylonginthehotcruelstreets,andhespokeunsteadily:
\"Xantippe?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Ihavethoughtoverthings。\"
\"AndItoo。\"
\"Wearestarving,——youarestarving,andIamstarving,——andalldaylongItrampthesecursedstreets,butgainnothing。Soitwillgoon,dayin,dayout。Notonlyweourselves,butoursontoomustdie。Wemustsavehim。\"
\"Yes,\"saidXantippe,quietly,repeatingherhusband’swordsasshekissedtheforeheadofherchild,\"wemustsavehim。\"
\"Thereisonlyoneway。\"
\"Onlyoneway,\"repeatedXantippe,dreamily。Therewasapause,andthen,asthoughthewordshadgrowntohaveameaningtoherthatshecouldnotfathom,shequeried,\"Whatway,Gregorio?\"
\"That,\"hesaid,roughly,ashecaughtherbythewrist,and,dragginghertothewindow,pointedtothewomeninthestreetbeneath。
Xantippehidherfaceonherhusband’sbreastandcriedsoftly,whileshemurmured,\"No,no;Iwillneverconsent。\"
\"Thenthechildwilldie,\"answeredtheGreek,curtly,flingingherfromhim。
Andthepoorwomancastherselfuponthebedbesideherboy,andwhenhertearsceasedforamomentstammered,\"When?\"
\"To-morrow,\"wastheanswer,cruelandperemptory。AndasGregorioclosedthelattice,shuttingoutthenoiseofsongandlaughter,theroomechoedwiththemightysobbingofawomanwhowasbetrayed,andwhorepeatedhysterically,whilekissingthefaceofherchild,\"To-morrow,to-morrowtherewillbefoodforyou。\"
AndGregoriosleptpeacefully,forthedangerofstarvationwasover;
hewouldyetlivetoseehissonbecomerich。
Andthewoman?
Hekissedherbeforeheslept,andwomenalwayscry。
IV
CONCERNINGTWOWOMEN
Gregoriofeltalittlebitashamedofhimselfnextmorning。Theexcitementhadpassed,andthefullmeaningofhiswordscamebacktohimandmadehimshudder。Thesun,alreadyrisen,sentshaftsoflightbetweenthelipsofthewoodenlattice。Afaintsoundoflifeandmovementstoleupwardfromthestreetbelow。ButXantippeandtheboystillslumbered,thoughthewoman’sformshookconvulsivelyattimes,forshesobbedinhersleep。
Gregoriolookedatthetwoforaminuteandthenraisedhimselfwithanoath。Thewoman’sheavybreathingirritatedhim,for,afterall,heargued,itwasherdutyaswellashistosacrificeherselfforthelad。Moreover,theJewmustbepaid,andto-daywasthatappointedbyAmosforthesettlingoftheiraccount。Therewasnomoneytopayitwith,andtheymustlosetheirfurniture,somuchatleastwascertain。ButAmoswouldnothavethebestofthebargain,thoughttheGreekashelookedroundtheroomwithagrin,andthecertaintythathehadgotthebetterofAmosforthemomentcheeredhisspirits。
Then,too,afterto-daytherewouldbeplentytoeat,forhiswifecouldmanagetoearnmoney;norwasthemansomeaninhisvillainyastoshirkanyefforttoearnmoneyhimself。Afterfirstlookingathiswifecriticallyandwithasatisfiedsmile,hetouchedherontheshouldertowakeher。
\"Iamgoingoutforwork,\"hesaid,asXantippeopenedhereyes。
\"Allright。\"
\"Good-bye。\"
ButXantippeanswerednot。SheturnedherfacetothewallwearilyasGregoriolefther。
EnteringthestreethemadestraightforAmos’shouse,andtoldtheporter,whowasstilllyingonthetrestlebeforethedoor,thathecouldnotpaytheJew’sbill。Thenwithoutwaitingforananswer,hehurriedofftothequay。
Withbetterluckthanonthepreviousday,hemanagedtoobtainemploymentforsomehours。TheGreekmail-boathadarrived,andundertheblazingsunhetoiledgood-humouredlyandpatiently。Theworkwashard,butitgavehimnoopportunityofthinking。Hehadtobecontinuallydodginglargebalesoffruitandwine,andifhemadeamistaketheofficerondutywouldshoutathimangrily,\"Lazydog!youwouldnothaveleftGreecewereyounotanidlefellow。\"Suchwordswoundedhispride,andhedeterminedtodosowellthatheshouldearnpraise。Butthelittleofficer,hisbrightbuttonsflashinginthesunlight,whosmokedquietlyintheintervalsofsilence,neverpraisedanybody;butheleftoffabusingGregorioatlast,andwhenworkceasedforthedaybadehimcomeagainonthemorrow。
AtsunsetGregoriopocketedhisfewhard-earnedpiastresandwanderedcityward。Hedidnotcaretogobacktohishome,forheknewtherewouldbemiserablestoriestotelloftheJew’sanger,and,moreover,hewasterriblythirsty。Sohewentintoalittlecafe——knownasthePenny-farthingShop——oppositehishouseandcalledforaflaskofkephisa。Ashesippedthewineheglancedupnervouslyathiswindowandwonderedwhetherhiswifehadalreadylefthome。Werehesurethatshehad,hewouldleavehiswineuntouchedandhastentolookafterhissonandgivehimfood。ButuntilheknewXantippehadgonehewouldnotmove。Thesobsofyesterdaystilldisturbedhim,andhewasmorethanonceonthepointofcancellinghisresolves。Butasthewinestirredhisbloodhebecamesatisfiedwithwhathehaddoneandsaid。ThelittlecafeatBenhurthatwastomakehisfortuneseemednearlyinhisgrasp。Hadhenot,heaskedhimself,workedalldaywithoutamurmur?ItwasrightXantippeshouldhelphim。
Ashesatdreamilythinkingoverthesethings,andwatchingtheshadowsturntoadarkerpurpleundertheoil-lamps,awomanspoketohim。
\"Well,Gregorio,areyouasleep?\"
\"No,\"saidhe,turningtowardhisquestioner。
Thewomanlaughed。Shewasabigwoman,dressedinloosefoldsofredandblue。Herhairwasdishevelled,andornamentedwithbrasspinsfastenedintoitatrandom。Hersleeveswererolleduptoherarmpits,andshehadherarmsakimbo——fat,flabbyarmsthatshookasshelaughed。Hereyeswerealmosthidden,shescrewedthemupsoclosely,butherwidemouthopenedanddisclosedarowofgigantic,flawlessteeth。
Gregoriofrownedashelookedather。Heknewherwellandhadneverlikedher。Buthedarenotquarrelwithher,forheowedhermoney,and\"fortheloveofhisblackeyes,\"asshetoldhim,shehadeverabottleofwinereadyforhimwhenhewished。
\"Well,mygoodwoman,\"heblurtedout,surlily,\"youseemtobeamused。\"
\"Iam,Gregorio。Tellme,\"shecontinued,slyly,seatingherselfbesidehimandplacingherelbowsonthetable,\"howisshe?\"
\"Who?\"
\"Xantippe。Shecametometo-day,andIsawshehadbeencrying。ButI
saidnothing,becauseitisnotalwayswisetoaskquestions。I
thoughtsheweptbecauseshewashungryandbecausethebabywashungry。Iofferedherfoodandshetooksome,butsolittle,scarcelyenoughtocoveraten-piastrepiece。’Thatisforthebaby,’Isaid;
’nowsomeforyou。’Butsherefused。\"
\"Perhapsshehadfoodforherself,\"saidGregorio,shiftinguneasilyinhischair。
\"Perhaps,\"saidthewoman,andlaughedagain,moreloudlythanever,tillthetableshook。\"Butsheaskedmeforsomethingelse,\"shecontinued,whenhermerrimentlanguishedforwantofbreath;\"sheaskedmetoletherhaveanolddressofmine,abrightyellow-and-reddress,andsheborrowedsomeornaments。Itisnotrightofyou,Gregorio,tokeepanoldfriendonthedoor-stepwhenyouhaveafantasia。\"
Gregorioscowledsavagely。Afterapausehesaid,\"Idon’tknowwhymywifewantedyourdressandornaments。\"
\"Ohyes,youdo,friendGregorio。\"Andshelaughedagain,thistimeasuppressed,chucklinglaughthatthreatenedtochokeher;andshesupportedherchinonherhands,whilehereyespeeredthroughtheenvelopingfatatthemanwhosatoppositetoher。Suddenlyshestoodup,andtakingGregoriobythearmdraggedhimtothedoor。
\"See,thereshegoes。Mygarmentsarecleverlyalteredandsuitherfinely,don’tthey?Ah,well,myfriend,amanwhocannotsupportawifeshouldmarryawomanwhocansupporthim。\"
Gregoriodidnotstoptoanswerher,butpushedpastherintothestreet。Thewomanwatchedhimenterthehouseopposite,andthenreturnedquietlytoherwork。Buttherewasasmilehoveringroundherlipsasshemurmuredtoherself,\"Ah,well,intime。\"
Gregoriomeanwhilehadrunuptohisroomandentereditbreathlesswithexcitement。ThefirstglancetoldhimthatAmoshadseizedallhecould,fornothingremainedsaveawoodenbenchandoneortwocoarse,half-disabledcookingutensils。
Gregoriosworealittleasherealisedwhathadhappened。ThenhesawinacornerbythewindowhissonandAhmed。
\"Shehasgone,\"saidAhmed,asGregorio’sgazerestedonhim。Butshemighthavegonemerelytomarket,ortoseeaneighbour,foralltheimperturbableArabfacedisclosed。Assoonashehadspokenthemanbentoverthechild,laughingsoftlyastheyoungsterplayedwithhisbeard。FortheArab,asheismiscalled,isfondofchildren,andtherearenonetowhomchildrentakesoreadilyastotheEgyptianfellahin。
Gregoriowatchedthetwoforamoment,andthenplacinghisremainingpiastresintheman’shandbadehimbringfoodandwine。Assoonashewasleftalonewithhisson,heflunghimselfdownonthefloorandkissed,\"Youshallbeagreatman,ay,arichman,myson。\"
Herepeatedthesentenceoverandoveragain,punctuatingitwithkisses,whilethetwo-year-oldregardedhimwonderingly,untilAhmedreturned。
WhenthemealwasendedGregoriotooktheboyinhisarmsandsangtohimsoftlytillatlasttheinfantslept。Thenheplacedhimgentlyonthefloor,havingfirstmadeofhiscoatabed,andwenttothewindowandflungbacktheshutters。Hesmokedquietlyastheminuteswentby,waitingimpatientlyforhiswifetoreturn。Itseemedtohimmonstrousthattheboywhowastoinheritafortuneshouldbesleepingonthedirtyfloorwrappedinanoldcoat;thatanArab,amerefellah,shouldamusehissonandplaywithhim,whenGreeknursesweretobehiredinAlexandriahadoneonlythemoney。Longaftermidnightheheardasteponthestairs,andaminuteafterthedooropened。Herecognisedhiswife’sfootsteps,andherosetomeether。Asshecameintotheroomshelookedquicklyround,andseeinghersonwenttowardhimandkissedhim。Gregorio,halfafraid,stoodbythewindowwatchingher。Sheletherglancerestonhimaminute,thensheturnedroundandlaidhercloakuponthefloor。
\"Xantippe!\"
Butshedidnotanswer。
\"Xantippe,Ihavefedourson。Thegooddaysarecomingwhenweshallberichandhappy。\"
ButXantippewastoobusyfoldingoutthecreasesofhercloaktonoticehim。Themoonlightstreamedontoher,andherfaceshonelikeanangel’s。Gregoriomadeonesteptowardher,ravished,forshehadneverappearedsobeautifultohim。Forthemomentheforgotthewholehideoushistoryofthelastfewdaysandthebrief,horribleconversationofthenightbefore。Firedwithadesiretotouchher,tokissher,towhisperintoherear,inthesoftGreekspeech,alltheendearmentsandtendernessesthathadwonherwhenhewooedher,heplacedhishanduponherarm。Asifstungbyavenomoussnake,thewomanrecoiledfromhistouch。Withaquickmovementshesprangbackandflungathisfaceahandfulofgoldandsilvercoins。
\"Takethem;they’reyours,\"shecried,huskily,andretreatedintothefarthestcorneroftheroom。
WithasavagecurseGregorioputhishandtohislipsandwipedawaytheblood,foraheavycoinhadcuthim。Thenheranswiftlydownstairs,andXantippe,asshelaydownwearilybesideherboy,heardawomanlaugh。
V
XANTIPPELOOKSOUTOFTHEWINDOW
ThePenny-farthingShopwasfullofcustomers,andMadamMarx,thefatwomanwhofollowedGregoriotothebar,wasforalongtimebusyattendingtoherclients。SomeEnglishwar-shipshadenteredtheharbouratsunset,andmanyofthesailorshadlostnotimeinseekingouttheirfavouritehaunt。MostofthemknewMadamMarxwell,asagood-naturedwomanwhogavethemplentytodrinkfortheirmoney,andsecretedthemfromtheeyesofthepolicewhentheliquoroverpoweredthem。Consequentlytherewasmuchlaughterandshakingofhands,andmanyaroughjest,whichMadamMarxrespondedtoinbrokenEnglish。
Gregoriowatchedthesailorsgloomily。HehatedtheEnglish,foreventheirsailorsseemedtohaveplentyofmoney,andherecalledtherichEnglishmanhehadseenattheCafeParadiso,drinkingchampagneandbuyingflowersfortheHungarianwomanwhoplayedthefiddle。Thescenehehadjustleftcontrasteddisagreeablywiththefunandjollitythatsurroundedhim。Buthefeltunabletoshakeoffhisgloomandannoyance,andMadamMarx’sattentionsirritatedhim。Hefeltthathereyescontinuallyrestedonhim,that,howeverbusyshemightbe,hewasneveroutofherthoughts。Everyfewminutesshewouldcometowardhimwithabottleofwineandfilluphisglass,saying,\"Come,myfriend;wineisgoodandwilldrownyourtroubles。\"Andthoughheresentedherpatronage,knowinghecouldnotpay,heneverthelessdranksteadily。
Everyfewminutesheheardthesoundofhorses’hoofsonthehardroadway,andthroughthewindowshesawthemilitarypolicepassslowlyontheirrounds。
AtlastthestrongdrinkssoamiablyretailedbyMadamMarxdidtheirwork,andthemenlayaboutthefloorasleepandbreathingheavily。
ThesilencesucceedingthenoisestartledGregoriofromhissullenhumour。MadamMarxcameandsatbesidehim,wearyasshewaswithherlonglabours,andtalkedvolubly。Thewinehadmountedtohishead,andheansweredherinrapidsentences,accompanyinghiswordswithgestureandgrimace。Whathetalkedabouthescarcelyknew,butthewomanlaughed,andhetookaninsanedelightinhearingher。Justbeforedaylighthefellasleep,restinghisheadonhisarms,thatwerespreadacrossthetable。MadamMarxkissedhimasheslept,murmuringtoherselfcontentedly,\"Ah,well,intime。\"
WhenGregoriowokethesunwashighintheheavens,blazingoutofabrazensky。Cloudsofdustsweptpastthedoorfromtimetotime,andcuthisneckandfaceashestoodonthethresholdsmokinglazily。Itwastoolatetogodowntothequay,forhisplacemusthavelongagobeenfilledbyanother。Hewasnotsorry,sincehebynomeansdesiredtotoilagainunderthehotsun;theheavydrinkingofthenighthadmadehimlethargic,andhewassothirstytheheatnearlychokedhim。
Hecalledouttoawater-carrierstaggeringalonginthescantyshadeontheoppositesideofthestreet,andtookeagerlyadraughtofwater。Hetouchedthepigskinwithhishand,anditwashot。Thewaterwaswarmandmadehimsick;hespatitfromhismouthhastily,andhearingalaughbehindhim,turnedroundandsawMadamMarx。
\"See,hereissomewine,myfriend;leavethewaterfortheArabs。\"
Gregoriogratefullyseizedtheflagonandletthewinetrickledownhisthroat,whileMadamMarx,witharmsakimbo,stoodpatientlybeforehim。
\"Imustgonow,\"hesaid,ashehandedbackthehalf-emptiedflask。
\"Why?\"
\"BecauseImustgetsomework。\"
\"Itisnoteasytogetworkinthesummer。\"
\"Iknow,butImustgetsome。IowemoneytoAmos。\"
\"Yes,Iknow。Butyourwifeismakingmoneynow。\"
Themanscowledather。\"Howdoyouknowthat?BeforeGod,Iswearthatsheisnot。\"
\"Come,come,Gregorio。Youweredrunklastnight,andyourtonguewaggedprettyfreely。It’snotabitofusebeingangrywithme,becauseIonlyknowwhatyou’vetoldme。Besides,I’myourfriend,youknowthat。\"
Gregorioflushedangrilyatthewoman’swords,butheknewquitewellitwasnousereplyingtothem,forshewasspeakingonlythetruth。
Buttheknowledgethathehadbetrayedhissecretannoyedhim。Hehadgrownusedtothefactsandcouldlookatthemeasilyenough,buthehadnotreckonedonothersalsolearningthem。
Hedeterminedtogooutandfindwork,oratanyratetotrampthestreetspretendingtolookforsomethingtodo。Thewomanbecameintolerabletohim,andthePenny-farthingShop,reekingwiththeodourofstaletobaccoandspilledliquor,poisonedhim。Hetookuphishatbrusquelyandsteppedintothestreet。
MadamMarx,standingatthedoor,laughedathimasshecalledout,\"Good-bye,Gregorio;whenwillyoucomeback?\"
Hedidnotanswer,butthesoundofherlaughterfollowedhimupthestreet,andhekickedangrilyatthestonesinhispath。
AtlasthepassedbytheRas-el-Tinbarracks。HelookedcuriouslyattheEnglishsoldiers。Somewereplayingpoloonthehardbrownspacetotheleft,andfromthewindowsofthebuildingmenleanedout,theirshirt-sleevesrolledupandtheirstrongarmsbaredtothesun。
Theysmokedshortclaypipes,andinnumerablelittlebluespiralcloudsmountedskyward。Obviouslytheheatdidnotgreatlyinconveniencethem,fortheylaughedandsanganddrankoceansofbeer。
ThesightofthemannoyedGregorio。Helookedatthepewtermugsshininginthesunlight。Heeyedgreedilythepassageofonefromhandtohand;andwhenoneman,aftertakingalongpull,laughedandhelditupsidedowntoshowhimitwasempty,heburstintoanuncontrollablefitofanger,andshookhisfistimpotentlyatthesoldiers,whochaffedhimgood-naturedly。Ashewentalongbythestables,afriendlylancer,pityinghim,probably,too,wearyingofhisownlonelywatch,calledtohim,andofferedhimadrinkoutofastonebottle。Gregoriodrankagainfeverishly,andhandedthebottlebacktoitsownerwithagrin,andpassedonwithoutaword。Thesoldierwatchedhimcuriously,butsaidnothing。
WhenhereachedthelighthouseGregorioflunghimselfontothepebble-strewnsandandlookedacrossthebay。Thebluewater,calmandunruffledasasheetofglass,spreadbeforehim。Theships——AustrianLloydmail-boats,P。andO。liners,andgrimycoal-hulks——laymotionlessagainstthewhitesideofthejetty。
Thekhedive’syachtwasbrightwithbunting,andinnumerablefishing-
boatsnearthebreakwatermadegratefuloasesintheglarewhereonhiseyesmightrest。Butheheededthemnot。Angrilyheflunglumpsofstoneandsandintothewaveletsathisfeet,andpushedbackhishatthathisfacemightfeelthefullheatofthesun。Thenhelitacigaretteandbegantothink。
Butwhatwasthegoodofthinking?Thethoughtsalwaysformedthemselvesintothesamechainandreachedthesameconclusion;andeverontheglassysurfaceoftheLevantineseaawomanpoisedherselfandlaughedathim。
Whenthesunfellbehindthehorizon,andthebreakwater,afterdashinguponeflashofgold,becameablueblur,Gregoriorosetogo。
AshewalkedbacktowardthePenny-farthingShophefeltangryandunsatisfied。Thewholedaywaswasted。Hehaddonenothingtorelievehiswife,nothingtopayoffAmos。Madammethimatthedoor,aflaskofwineinherhand。AgainsthiswillGregorioenteredhercafeandsmiled,buthissmilewassourandmalevolent。
\"Youwantcheering,myfriend,\"saidmadam,laughing。
\"Ihavefoundnothingtodo,\"saidGregorio。
\"Ah!Itoldyouitwouldbehard。TherearenotouristsinAlexandrianow。Anditisfoolishofyoutotrampthestreetslookingforworkthatyouwillneverfind,whenyouhaveeverythingyoucanwanthere。\"
\"Exceptmoney,andthat’severything,\"putinGregorio,bluntly。
\"Evenmoney,myfriend。Ihaveenoughfortwo。\"
MadamMarxhadplayedhertrumpcard,andshewatchedanxiouslytheeffectofherwords。Foramomentthemandidnotspeak,buttrifledwithhiscigarettetobacco,rollingitgentlybetweenhisbrownfingers。Thenhesaid:
\"YouknowIamindebtnow,andIwanttopayoffallIowe,andleavehere。\"
\"Yes,that’strue,butyouwon’tpayoffyourdebtsbytrampingthestreets,andyourlittlecafeatBenhurwillbealongtimebuilding,Ifancy。MeanwhilethereismoneytobemadeatthePenny-farthingShop。\"
\"Whatareyourterms?\"askedGregorio,roughly。
Thewomanlaughed,butdidnotanswer。Thestarswereshining,andthekempsinthathadblownalldaywasdead。Itwascoolsittingoutsidethedoorofthecafeunderthelittleawning,andpleasanttowatchthebluecigarettesmokefloatupwardinthestillair。Gregoriosatforawhilesilent,andthewomancameandstoodbyhim。\"Youknowmyterms,\"shewhispered,andGregoriosmiled,tookherhand,andkissedher。Atthatmomenttheblindoftheoppositehousewasflungback。
Xantippeleanedoutofthewindowandsawthem。