VI
BABYANDJEW
WhenthePenny-farthingShopbegantofillGregoriodisappearedquietlybythebackdoor。Hemutteredahalf-unintelligibleanswertothemenwhowereplayingcardsinthedimparlourthroughwhichhehadtopass,whocalledtohimtojointhem。Gainingthestreet,hewanderedalongtillhereachedthebazaars,intendingtowasteanhourortwountilXantippeshouldhaveleftthehouse。Thenhedeterminedtogobackandseetheboyinwhomallhishopesandambitionswerecentered,whowastheunconsciouscauseofhisvillainyanddegradation。
Therewasalargecrowdinthebazaars,foraMoolidwasbeingcelebrated。Jugglers,snake-charmers,mountebanks,gipsies,anddancing-girlsattractedhundredsofspectators。
Theoldmensatintheshadowsoftheirstalls,smokinganddrinkingcoffee。Theysmiledgravelyattheyoungerpeople,whojostledoneanothergood-humouredly,laughing,singing,quarrellinglikechildren。
Acrosstheroadwayhunglampsofcolouredglassandtinyredflagsstampedwithawhitecrescentandastar。Torchesblazedatintervals,castingaflickeringglowontheexcitedfacesofthecrowd。
Gregoriowatchedwithoutmuchinterest。HehadseenagreatmanyfantasiassincehecametoEgypt,andtheywerenolongeranoveltytohim。Hewasannoyedthataraceofpeoplewhomhedespisedshouldbesomerrywhenhehimselfhadsomanytroublestoworryhim。Hewouldhavelikedtogointooneoftheboothswherethegirlsdanced,buthehadnomoney,andhecursedathisstupidityinnotaskingtheMarxwomanforsome。Henolongerfeltashamedofhimself,forhearguedthathewasthevictimofcircumstances。StillhewishedXantippehadnotlookedoutofthewindow,thoughofcoursehecouldeasilyexplainthingstoher。AndXantippewasreallysoangrythenightbefore,explanationswerebetterpostponedforatime。\"Afterall,\"hethought,\"itreallydoesnotmuchmatter。Oncewegetoverourpresentdifficultiesweshallforgetallwehavegonethrough。\"Thiscomfortablereflectionhadbeendoingdutyprettyoftenthelastdayortwo,andthoughGregoriodidnotbelieveitabit,healwaysfeltitwasasatisfactoryconclusion,andonetobeencouraged。
MeanwhilehewouldnotmeetXantippe。Thatwasapointuponwhichhehaddefinitelymadeuphismind。Ashestrolledthroughthebazaars,puttingintoorderhisvagabondthoughts,inatallfigureafewyardsinfrontofhimherecognisedAmos。Nervous,hehalted,forhehadnodesiretobeinterviewedbytheJew,andyetnowayofescapeseemedpossible。
Noddingaffablytotheproprietor,hesatdownonthefloorofashophardbyandwatchedAmos。Theoldmanwasevidentlyinterested,forhewaslaughingpleasantly,andbendingdowntolookatsomethingontheground。WhatitwasGregoriocouldnotsee。Aknotofpeople,alsolaughing,surroundedtheJew。Gregoriowascurioustoseewhatattractedthem,butfearfulofbeingrecognisedbytheoldman。
However,afterafewmomentshisimpatiencemasteredhim,andhesteppeduptothegroup。
\"Whatisit?\"heaskedoneofthebystanders。
\"Onlyababy。It’slost,Ithink。\"
Gregoriopushedhiswayintothecentreofthecrowdandsuddenlybecamewhiteasdeath。
There,seatedontheground,washisownchild,laughingandtalkingtohimselfinaqueermixtureofGreekandArabic。Amoswasbendingkindlyovertheyoungster,givinghimcakesandsweets,andmakinginquiriesastotheparents。
AchillfearseizedonGregorio’sheart。Hecouldnothaveexplainedthecause,nordidhestayandtrytoexplainit。Quicklyhebrokeintothemidstofthecircleand,catchinguptheboyinhisarms,ranswiftlyaway。
Havingreachedhome,hekissedtheboypassionately,sentforfoodtoMadamMarx,andweptandlaughedhystericallyforanhour。Afteratimetheboyslept,andGregoriothenpacedupanddowntheroom,smoking,andpuffinggreatcloudsofsmokefromhismouth,tryingtocalmhimself。Buthecouldnotthrowoffhisexcitement。Heimaginedtheawfulhome-cominghadhenotbeentothebazaar,andhewonderedwhathewouldhavedonethen。Agreatjoypossessedhimtoseehissonsafe,andafiercedesirefilledhimtoknowwhohadtakenthechildaway。HelongedforXantippe’sreturnthathemighttellher。Heforgotcompletelythathehaddreadedseeingherearlierthisevening。
ThenhebegantowonderwhatAmoswasdoingatthefantasia,andwhyhewassointerestedintheboy。Perhaps,Amoswouldforgivethedebtforloveofthechild。Theideapleasedhim,buthesooncametounderstandthatitwasuntenable。Oftener,indeed,heshudderedasherecalledtheoldman’sfigurebentovertheinfant。Asenseofdangertocomeoverwhelmedhim。Insomewayhefeltthattheoldmanandthechildweretobebroughttogethertoworkhis,Gregorio’s,ruin。
Suddenlyheheardafootsteponthestairs。\"ThankGod!\"hecried,asherantothedoor。
\"Xantippe!\"
Butherecoiledasifshot,forasthedooropenedAmosentered。TheJewbowedpolitelytotheGreek,buttherewasanunpleasanttwinkleinhiseyesashespoke。
\"Youcannotoffermeaseat,myfriend,soIwillstand。Wehavemetalreadythisevening。\"
Gregoriodidnotanswer,butplacedhimselfbetweentheJewandthechild。
\"Idaresayyoudidnotseeme,\"theoldmancontinued,quietly,\"foryouseemedexcited。Isupposethechildisyours。Itwassurelycarelesstolethimstraysofarfromhome。\"
\"Thechildismine。\"
\"Ah,well,itisahappychancethatyourecoveredhimsoeasily。Andnowtobusiness。\"
\"Iamlistening。\"
\"Ihavealready,asofcourseyouknow,beenheretoseeyouaboutthemoneyyouoweme。Iwassorryyoudidnotseefittopayme,becauseI
hadtosellyourfurniture,anditwasnotworthmuch。\"
\"Ihavenomoneytopayyou,orIwouldhavepaidyoulongago。ItoldyouwhenIwenttoyourhousethatIcouldnotpayyou。\"
\"Andyet,myfriend,itisonlyfairthatamanwhoborrowsmoneyshouldbepreparedtopayitback。\"
\"Icouldpayyoubackifyougavemetime。Butyouhavenoheart,youJews。Whatdoyoucareifwestarve,solongas——\"
\"Hush!\"saidAmos,gravely;\"Ihavedealtfairlybyyou。ButIwillletyougofreeononecondition。\"
\"Andthatis?\"
\"Thatyougivemethechild。\"
Gregoriostoodspeechlesswithhorrorandrageatthewindow,andtheoldmanwalkedacrosstheroomtowheretheinfantlay。
\"Ihavenoyoungson,GregorioLivadas,andIwilltakeyours。NotonlywillIforgiveyouthedebt,butIwillgiveyoumoney。Iwantthechild。\"
\"ByGod,youshallnottouchhim!\"criedGregorio,suddenlyfindingvoiceforhispassion。
HerushedfuriouslyatAmos,grippedhimbythethroat,andflunghimtothefarsideoftheroom。Thenhestoodbyhischildwithhisarmsfoldedonhisbreast,hiseyesflashingandhisnostrilsdilated。Amosquicklyrecoveredhimself,and,inavoicethatscarcelytrembled,againdemandedhismoney。
\"Goaway,\"shoutedGregorio;\"ifyoucomehereagain,Iwillkillyou。
TwicenowhaveIsavedmyboyfromfallingintoyourhands。\"
\"Iwishonlytodoyouaservice。Youareabeggar,andIamrichenough,askHeaven,tolookafterthechild。WhyshouldyouabusemebecauseIoffertoreleaseyoufromyourdebtsifyouwillletmetakethechild?\"
GregorioansweredbrusquelythattheJewshouldnottouchtheboy。\"I
willnothavehimmadeaJew。\"
\"Thenyouwillpayme。\"
\"Iwillnot。Icannot。\"
\"Ishalltakemeasures,myfriend,toforceyoutopayme。Ihavenotdealtharshlywithyou。Icameheretohelpyou,andyouhaveinsultedmeandbeatenme。\"
\"BecauseyouareadogofaJew,andyouhavetriedtostealmyson。\"
AnastylookcameintotheJew’seyes,——acold,cunninglook,——andhewasabouttoreplywhenthedooropenedandXantippeentered。Shewaswelldressed,andworesomeornamentsofgold。Amosturnedtowardher,askingtheman:
\"Thisisyourwife?\"
ButGregoriotoldXantipperapidlythehistoryofhisadventureswiththeboy;andthewoman,hearingthem,movedquietlytothecornerwhereheslept,andtookhiminherarms。
TheJewsmiled。\"Isee,\"hesaid,\"thatmadamhasmoney。ShehastakentheadviceIgaveyoutheotherday。NowIknowthatyoucanpayme,andifyoudonotwithintwodays,GregorioLivadas,youwillrepenttheinsultsyouhaveheapedonmyheadthisnight。\"
Hewalkedquietlytothecorneroftheroom,whereXantippesatnursingtheboy,touchedthechildgentlyontheforeheadwithhislips,andthenwentout。
ForsomeminutesneitherXantippenorGregoriospoke,butthemanrubbedtheinfant’sforeheadwithhisfingerasiftowipeoutthestainoftheJew’skiss。
VII
XANTIPPESPEAKSOUT
Atlastthesilence,rousedonlybythestridentbuzzingofthemosquitos,becameunendurable。Gregoriogaveapreparatorycoughandopenedhislipstospeak,butthewordsrefusedtobeborn。Hewasunnerved。Theodiousvisitor,thewearyingday,thememoryofXantippe’sfaceatthewindow,combinedtomakehimfearful。Hewatched,underhishalf-closedlids,hiswifecrouchingonthefarsideoftheboy。Onceortwice,ashewasrubbingtheyoungster’sforehead,hisfingerstouchedthoseofhiswifeasshewavedoffthemosquitos;butateachcontactwiththemheshiveredandhisfearsincreased。Hetried,vainly,togethisthoughtsstraight,andlitacigarettewithapparentcalmness,swaggeringtothewindow;buthislegsdidnotceasetotremble,andtheunsteadinessofhisgaitcausedXantippetosmileasshewatchedhim。Restingbythewindow,Gregoriowidenedthelipsofthelatticeandletinastreamofmoonbeamsthatrestedonwifeandchild,illuminingthedarkcorner。
\"Gregorio!\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Haveyoutoldmeall?IstherenothingelsetotellemaboutoursonandtheJew?\"
Gregoriofelthemustnowspeak;itwasnotpossibletokeepsilencelonger。Hewaspleasedthathiswifehadbeguntheconversation,foritseemedeasiertoanswerquestionsthantoframethem。\"Ihavetoldyouthewholestory。Thereisnomoretotell。ItwasbyaccidentI
foundhiminthebazaar,andthatdevilAmoswasbendingoverhim。I
couldkillthatman。\"
\"Whatgoodwouldthatdo?\"
\"Fancyifwehadlosttheboy!Thinkofthesacrificeswehavemadeforhim,andtheywouldhavebeenuseless。\"
\"Haveyoumadeanysacrifices,Gregorio?\"
Thequestionwasquietlyasked,buttherewasaringofironyinthesoundofthevoice,andGregorio,toshunhiswife’sgaze,movedintothefriendlyshadows。Forsomeminuteshedidnotanswer。Atlength,withanervouslaugh,hereplied:
\"Ofcourse。Wehavebothmadesacrifices,greatsacrifices。\"
\"Itisodd,\"pursuedXantippe,gently,asifspeakingtoherself,\"thatyoushouldsoflatteryourself。Youprofessedtocareformeonce;youonlyregardmenowasaslavetoearnmoneyforyou。\"
\"Itisforourson’ssake。\"
\"Isitforourson’ssakealsothatyousitwithMadamMarx,thatyoudrinkherwine,thatyoukissher?\"
Gregoriocouldnotanswer。Hefeltitwereuselesstotryandexplain,thoughthereasonseemedtohimclearenough。
\"Iamgladtohavethechance,\"continuedXantippe,\"oftalkingtoyou,forwemaynowunderstandeachother。Ihavemadethegreatestsacrifice,andbecauseitwasforourson’ssakeIforgaveyou。I
wept,but,asIwept,Isaid,’ItishellforGregoriotoo。’ButwhenIlookedfromthewindowthisafternoonIknewitwasnothellforyou。Iknewyoudidnotcarewhatbecameofme。ItwaspleasantforyoutosendmeawaytomakemoneywhileyoudrankandkissedatthePenny-farthingShop。Icamesuddenlytoknowthatthemanhadspokentruth。\"
\"Whatman?\"askedGregorio,huskily。
\"Theman!Themanyoubademefind。Becausemoneyisnotgatheredfromthepavements。Youknowthat,andyousentmeouttogetmoney。WhenI
firstcamebacktoyouIflungthegoldatyou;itburnedmyfingers,andyoureagernessforitstung。ButIdidnotquitehateyou,thoughhiswordshadbeguntochimeinmyears:’Inmycountrysuchahusbandwouldbehorsewhipped。’WhenyouwerekindIwaslittlemorethanadogyoulikedtopet。Ithoughtthatwashowallwomenweretreated。I
knowdifferentlynow。Youwillearnmoneythroughme,foritismydutytomyson,butyouhaveearnedsomethingelse。\"
\"Yes?\"queriedGregorio。
\"Myhate。Surelyyouarenotsurprised?Ihavelearnedwhatloveistheselastfewdays,havelearnedwhatarealmanislike。Iknowyoutobewhathecalledyou,acurandacoward。Ishouldneverhavelearnedthisbutforyou,andIamgrateful,verygrateful。Itisuselesstoswearandtothreatenmewithyourfists。Youdarenotstrikeme,because,wereyoutoinjureme,youwouldloseyourmoney。
Youhavetriedtodegrademe,andyouhavefailed。IamhappierthanI
haveeverbeen,andfar,farwiser。Whenawomanlearnswhataman’sloveis,shebecomeswiserinadaythanifshehadstudiedbooksforahundredyears。\"
Xantippeceasedspeakingand,takinghersoninherarms,closedhereyesandfellasleepquietly,agentlesmilehoveringroundherlips。
Gregorioscowledathersavagely,andwouldhavelikedtostrikeher,tobeatouthispassiononherwhitebreastandshoulders。Butshehadspokenonlythetruthwhenshesaidhedarenottouchher。Withimpotentoathshesoughttoletofftheangerthatboiledinhim。Hefearedtothink,andeverywordshehadutteredmadehimthinkinspiteofhimself。Theeventsofsixtyhourshaddestroyedwhatlittleofgoodtherewasintheman。Saveonlytheidolatrousloveforhischild,hescarcelyretainedoneennoblingquality。
Littlebylittlehisangercooled,hisshamediedoutofhim,andhebegantowondercuriouslywhatmannerofmanthiswaswhosewordshadsostirredhiswife。Wonderinghefellasleep,nordidheawakentillthesunwasrisen。
Whileeatinghisbreakfastheinquiredcunninglyconcerningthiswiseteacherofthegospelsofloveandhate,butXantippeforatimedidnotanswer。
\"IsheaGreek?\"
\"No。\"
\"AFrenchman?\"
\"No。\"
\"AGerman?\"
\"No。\"
SuddenlyGregoriofeltakindofcrampathisheart,andhehadtopausebeforeheputthenextquestion。Hecouldscarcelyexplainwhyhehesitated,buthecalledtomindtheParadisecafeandthered-
facedEnglishman。Hewasreadyenoughtosacrificehiswifeifbysodoingmoneymightbegained,buthefeltsomehowhurtinhisvanityattheideaofthisugly,slow-wittedNorthernerusurpinghisplace。Withaneffort,however,heputthequestion:
\"IsheanEnglishman?\"
\"Yes。\"
Hewasseizedwithatumultofanger。Hespokevolubly,talkingoftheignoranceoftheEnglish,theirbrutality,theirdullbrains,theirstupidpride。Xantippewaitedtillhehadfinishedspeakingandthenrepliedquietly:
\"Itcannotmattertoyou。Itismyconcern。Youhavelostallrightstobeangrywithmeorthoseconnectedwithme。\"
Gregoriorefusedtohearreason,andexplainedhowhebegrudgedthemtheirwealthandfame。\"FortheseEnglishareadullpeople,andweGreeksaregreatlysuperior。\"
\"Idonotagreewithyou,\"Xantippereplied。\"IhavelearnedwhatamanissinceIhaveknownhim,andIhavelearnedtohateyou。Youmayhavemorebrains——thatIknownothingof,nordoIcare。Hecouldnotbehaveasyouhavebehaved,norhavesacrificedmeasyouhavesacrificedme。Someofhismoneycomestoyou。Youwantmoney。Besatisfied。\"
Gregoriofeltthejusticeofherwords,andhewatchedherputonherhatandleavetheroom。Aminutelater,lookingoutofthewindow,hesawherlinkherarminthatoftheEnglishmanoftheParadiso,andacrossthestreet,atthethresholdofthePenny-farthingShop,MadamMarxwavedherhandtohimselfandlaughed。
VIII
ADESOLATEHOME-COMING
Towardtheeveningofadayafortnightlater,GregoriofoundhimselfseatedinMadamMarx’scafe,idlywatchingthepassers-by。Hewasfeelinghappier,forthatwasbeingamassedwhichalonecouldinsurehappinesstohim。Eachdaysomegoldenpieceswereaddedtotheamountsaved,andthecafeatBenhurseemedalmostwithinhisgrasp。Thefeelingofsecurityfromwantactedasanarcoticandsoothedhim,sothatthethingswhichshouldhavetroubledhimscarcelyinterestedhimatall。Hewasintoxicatedwiththesightofgold。WhenhehadfirstseenXantippeandtheEnglishmantogetherhisangerhadbeenviolent;
butwhenatlastthefutilityofhisragebecamecertain,hisaggressivepassionhadsoftenedtoasmoulderingdiscontentthathardlyworriedhim,unlessheheardsomeonespeakaBritishname。Hisprosperityhaddestroyedthelastvestigesofshameandsoothedhisillogicaloutburstsoffury。HewascontentedenoughnowtositalldaywithMadamMarx,andreturnedtohishomeintheeveningwhenXantippewasaway。Hehadspokentoheronlyoncesinceshehadtoldhimshehatedhim。Hehadstrolledoutofthecafeaboutmiddayandenteredhisroom。Xantippewasthere,talkingtoherchild,andquietlybadehimgoaway。
\"It’smyroomaswellasyours,\"Gregoriohadanswered。
\"Itismymoneythatpaysforit,\"wasthereply。
Alongconversationfollowed,butXantippemettheman’scoarseangerwithquietscorn,andtoldhimthatifhestayedshewouldgrowtodislikehersonsincehewasthefather。
Gregoriowaswiseenoughtocontrolhisangerthen。Forheknewthatifshewerereallytoloseherlovefortheboy,allhischances,andtheboy’schances,ofeaseandprosperitywouldbedestroyed。Itwas,ofcourse,ridiculoustoimagineshewouldsupplyhimwithmoneythen。
Thatshethoroughlyloathedhim,andwouldalwaysloathehim,wasverycertain。Sogreat,indeed,seemedhercontemptforhimthatitwasquitepossibleshemightcometohatehischild。Sohedidnotattempttoremainintheroom,butasheclosedthedoorafterhimhewaitedamomentandlistened。Heheardherheaveasighofreliefandthensaytothelittlefellow,\"Howlikeyourfatheryougrow!MyGod!IalmostthinkIhateyouforbeingsolikehim。\"Gregorioshudderedasherannoiselesslydownstairs。Heneverventuredtospeaktoheragain。Hearguedhimselfoutofthedisquietintowhichherwordshadthrownhim。Heknewitwasdifficultforawomantohateherchild。Thebirth-painscementaloveitrequiresaharshwrenchtosever。Heeasilypersuadedhimself,ashesippedMadamMarx’scoffee,thatifhekeptinthebackgroundallcauseforhatredwouldberemoved。Asforherfeelingstowardhimself,hehadceased,almost,tocare。Themoneywasworththecostpaidintheattainmentofit,andawoman’slaughwaslesssweettohimthanthechinkofgoldandsilverpieces。OnthewholeGregoriohadlittlereasontobetroubled;onlyunreasoningdislikefortheEnglishman——whycouldnothebeofanyothernation,or,ifanEnglishman,anyotherEnglishman?——hurthispeaceofmind。
Andforthemostparthisdiscontentonlysmouldered。
MadamMarxbroughthercoffeeandsatbesidehim。Herfacebetokenedsatisfaction,andshelookedatGregoriowithapossessivesmile。Shehadgainedherdesire,andaskedfortunefornoothergift。
\"YouhavenotseenXantippesincesheturnedyouout?Ah,well,itismuchbetteryoushouldkeepaway。Youarewelcomehere,anditisfoolishtogowhereoneisnotwanted。\"
\"I’venotseenher;I’mafraidtoseeher。\"Hespokeopenlytomadamnow。
\"Somewomenarequeer。Ifshehadeverreallylovedyou,shewouldnothavethrownyouover。IshouldnothavecomplainedhadIbeeninherplace。Onecannotalwayschooseone’slot。\"
\"It’sthatdamnedEnglishmanwhohasspoiledher。\"
\"Ah,yes,thoseEnglish!Iknowthem。\"
\"DidItellyouwhatshesaidabouttheboy?\"
\"Yes,myfriend。Butaslongasyoudon’tworryher,herwordsneednotworryyou。\"
\"Theydon’t,exceptsometimesatnight。Iwakeupandrememberthem,andthenIamafraid。\"
\"WhydoyouhatetheEnglishman?TomyminditisluckyforbothofyouthatthisEnglishmansawher。TherearenotmensorichastheEnglish,andheisarichEnglishman。Youarelucky。\"
\"Ihatehim。\"
\"Becausehehasstolenyourwife’slove?\"MadamMarx,assheputthequestion,laidherfathanduponGregorio’sshoulderandlaughedconfidently。Themovementirritatedhim,buthenevertriedtoresisthernow。
\"No,notquitethat。I’musedtoit,andthemoneymorethancompensatesme。ButIhatedthemanwhenIfirstsawhimintheParadise。Therewasafiddler-womanhetalkedto,andhecouldscarcelymakehimselfunderstood。Hehadmoney,andhegaveherchampagneandflowers。AndIwasstarving,andthewomanwasbeautiful。\"
Madamtappedhischeekandsmiled。
\"Thewomancan’tinterestyounow。Alsoyouhavemoney——hismoney。\"
\"StillIhatehim。\"
\"YouGreeksarelikechildren。Yourhatredisunreasonable;thereisnocauseforit。\"
\"Unreasonableandnottobereasonedaway。\"
\"Well,whyworryabouthim?Hewon’tfollowyoutoBenhur,Ifancy。\"
\"Itdoesn’tworrymegenerally;butwhenyoumentionhimmyhatespringsupagain。IforgethimwhenIambymyself。\"
\"Forgethimnow。\"
Andtheydrankcoffeeinsilence。
Darknesscameon,andthebluenightmist。Gregoriowasimpatienttoseehisson。Hegazedintentlyatthedooroftheoppositehouse,littleheedingmadam,whowasbusywithpreparationsfortheevening’sentertainmentofhercustomers。Suddenlyhesawawomanleavethehouse,hailapassingcarriage,anddriverapidlydownthestreettowardthePlaceMehemetAli。Gregorio,withacryofpleasure,roseandleftthecafe。MadamMarxfollowedhimtothedoorandcalledagood-nighttohim。Gregoriostoodirresolutelyinthemiddleoftheroad。Hehadpromisedtheboyaboat,andheblamedhimselfforhavingforgottentobuyit。Grumblingathisforgetfulness,hehurriedalongthestreet,determinedtowastenotime。Onoccasionshecouldrelinquishhislazy,slouchinggait,andhewouldhurryalwaystoobeythecommandsofthekinghisson。Apleasantsmileatthethoughtofthepleasurehispresentwouldcausesoftenedthesinistermouldofhislips,andhesangsoftlytohimselfashemovedquicklycityward。
Beforehehadgonemanyyardsanoathbrokeinuponthemusic,andhedartedswiftlyundertheshadowofawall;forcomingforwardhimwasAmostheJew。Buttheoldman’ssharpeyesdetectedthevictim,and,followingGregoriointohishiding-place,AmoslaidhishandupontheGreek。
\"Whydoyoutrytohidewhenwehavesomuchtosaytooneanother?\"
GregorioshookhimselffromtheJew’stouchandprofessedignoranceofthenecessityforspeech。
\"Come,come,myfriend,themoneyyouborrowedisstillowinginpart。\"
\"Butyouwillbepaid。Wearesavingmoney;wecannotputbyallweearn——wemustlive。\"
\"Iwillbepaidnow;ifIamnot,youaretoblamefortheconsequences。\"
AndwithacourtlysalutetheJewpassedon。NowGregoriohadnotforgottenhisdebt,northeJew’sthreats,andhefullyintendedtopaywhatheowed。Butofcourseitwouldtaketime,andthemanwastooimpatient。Herealisedhehadbeenfoolishnottopaysomethingonaccount;butithurthimtopartwithgold。Hedetermined,however,tosendAmossomethingwhenhereturnedhome。Sogoodawatchhadbeenkept,heneverdoubtedthechild’ssafety。ButitwouldbeawkwardifAmosgothimputinjail。Sohereckoneduphowmuchhecouldaffordtopay,and,havingboughtthetoy,returnedeagerlyhome。Heranupstairs,singingabarcaroleatthetopofhisvoice,andrushedintotheroom,wavingthemodelshipabovehishead。\"Seehere,\"hecried,\"istheship!Ihavenotforgottenit。\"Buthisshoutfelltoawhisper。Theroomwasempty。
Withaheartbrokensobthemanfellswooningonthefloor。
IX
ADISCOVERYANDACONSPIRACY
Forlonghelaystretchedoutuponthefloorinastateofhalf-
consciousness。Hecouldhearthemosquitosbuzzingabouthisface,hecouldhear,too,thesoundsofliferiseupfromthestreetbelow;buthewasabletomoveneitherarmnorleg,andhisheadseemedfastenedtothefloorbyimmovableleadenweights。Thathissonwaslostwasallheunderstood。
Howlonghelaytherehescarcelyknew,butitseemedtohimweeks。Atlastheheardfootstepsonthestairs。Heendeavouredvainlytoraisehimself,and,thoughhestrovetocryout,histonguerefusedtoframethewords。Lyingthere,livingandyetlifeless,hesawthedooropenandAmosenter。Theoldmanhesitatedamoment,fortheroomwasdark,whileGregorio,whohadeasilyrecognisedhisvisitor,layimpotentonthefloor。BeforeAmoscouldbecomeusedtothedarknessthedooragainopened,andMadamMarxenteredwithalampinherhand。Amosturnedtoseewhohadfollowedhim,and,inturning,hisfootstruckagainstGregorio’sbody。Immediately,thewomancryingsoftly,bothvisitorskneltbesidethesickman。AfiercelookblazedinGregorio’seyes,butthestrongwordsofabusethathurriedthroughhisbrainwouldnotbesaid。
\"Heisveryill,\"saidAmos;\"hehashadastrokeofsomesort。\"
\"Helpmetocarryhimtomyhouse,\"sobbedthewoman,andshekissedtheGreek’squiveringlipandpallidbrow。Thenrisingtoherfeet,sheturnedsavagelyontheJew。
\"Itisyourfault。Itisyouwhohavekilledhim。\"
\"Nay,madam;Ihadcalledhereformymoney,andIhadarighttodoso。Ithasbeenowingforalongtime。\"
\"No;youhavekilledhim。\"
\"Indeed,Iwishedhimwell。Iwaswillingtoforgivethedebtifhewouldletmetakethechild。\"
AhorridlookofagonypassedoverGregorio’sface,butheremainedsilentandmotionless。Thewatcherssawthatheunderstoodandthatatempestofwrathandpainsurgedwithinthelifelessbody。TheystoopeddownandcarriedhimdownstairsandacrosstheroadtothePenny-farthingShop。TheJew’stouchburnedGregoriolikehotembers,buthecouldnotshakehimselffree。Whenhewaslaidonabedinaroomabovethebar,throughthefloorofwhichrosediscordantsoundsofrevelry,Amosleftthem。MadamMarxflungherselfonthebedbesidehimandwept。
TwodayslaterGregoriosat,atsunset,byMadamMarx’sside,onthethresholdofthecafe。Hehadrecoveredspeechanduseoflimbs。Withwrathfuleloquencehehadtoldhiscompanionthehistoryoftheterriblenight,andnowsatweavingplotsinhismaddenedbrain。
ReplyingtohisassertionthatAmoswasresponsible,MadamMarxsaid:
\"Don’tbetooimpetuous,Gregorio。Searchcunninglybeforeyoustrike。
Maybeyourwifeknowssomething。\"
\"Mywife!Notshe;sheiswithherEnglishman。Amoshasstolentheboy,andyouknowitaswellasIdo。Didn’thetellyouhewantedthechild?Imethimthatnight,andhetoldmeifIdidnotpayIhadonlymyselftoblameforthetroublethatwouldfallonme。\"
\"Come,come,Gregorio,cheerup!\"saidthewoman;fortheGreek,withheadrestingonhishands,wassobbingviolently。
\"Itellyou,allIcaredforinlifeistakenfromme。ButIwillhavemyrevenge,thatItellyoutoo。\"
Forawhiletheysatsilent,lookingintothestreet。AtlastGregoriospoke:
\"Mywifehasnotreturnedsincethatnight,hasshe?\"
\"Ihavenotseenher。\"
\"Well,Imustseeher;shecanleavetheEnglishmannow。\"
MadamMarxlaughedalittle,butsaidnothing。
\"ThereisAhmed,\"criedGregorio,asablue-cladfigurepassedontheothersideofthestreet。HebeckonedtotheArab,whocameacrossathissummons。
\"Youseemtroubled,\"hesaid,ashelookedintotheGreek’sface;andGregorioretoldtheterriblestory。
\"Youknownothingofallthis?\"headded,suspiciously,ashisnarrativeended。
\"Nothing。\"
\"MyGod!itissoawfulIthoughtalltheworldknewofit。Youoftennursedandplayedwiththeboy?\"
\"Ay,andfedhim。WeArabslovechildren,evenChristianchildren,andIwillhelpyouifIcan。\"
\"WhyshouldAmoswanttheboy?\"askedMadamMarx,assheputcoffeeandtobaccobeforetheguests。
\"BecauseIowehimmoney,andheknewthelossofmysonwouldbethedeadliestrevenge。HewillmakemysonaJew,abeastlyJew。ByGod,heshallnot,heshallnot!\"
\"Wemustfindhimandsavehim,\"saidthewoman。
\"HewillneverbeaJew。ThatisnotwhatAmoswantsyoursonfor;
thereareplentyofJews。\"Ahmedspokequietly。
\"Theysacrificechildren,\"hecontinued,afteramoment’spause;
\"surelyyouknowthat,andifyouwouldsaveyourboythereisnotmuchtimetolose。\"
GregoriotrembledatAhmed’swords。Hewonderedhowhecouldhaveforgottenthecommonreport,andhisfingersgraspedconvulsivelythehandleofhisknife。
\"LetusgotoAmos,\"hesaid,speakingthewordswithdifficulty,forhewaschokingwithfearforhisson。
\"Wait,\"answeredtheArab;\"Iwillcomeagainto-nightandbringsomefriendswithme,twomenwhowillbegladtoserveyou。WeArabsarenotsorrytostrikeattheJews;wehaveourownwrongs。WaitheretillIcome。\"
\"Butwhatwillyoudo?\"askedMadamMarx,lookinganxiouslyonthemansheloved,thoughherwordswerefortheArab。
\"Gregoriowillaskforhisson。Iftheoldmanrefusestorestorehim,ordeniesthathehastakenhim,thenwewillknowtheworst,andthen——\"
Gregorio’sknife-bladeglitteredinthesunsetrays,ashetesteditssharpnessbetweenthumbandfinger。TheArabwatchedwithasmile。\"Weunderstandoneanother,\"hesaid。Therewasnoneedtofinishthedescriptionofhisplan。Withasolemnwaveofhishandheleftthecafe。
\"ThatmanAhmed,\"saidMadamMarx,\"hasagrudgeagainstAmos。Itdatesfromthebombardment,andhehadwaitedalltheseyearstoavengehimself。Ibelieveitwasthelossofhiswife。\"
\"AmosmadeheraJewess,eh?\"Andthen,afterapause,Gregorioadded:
\"SowecandependonAhmed。To-nightIwillwinbackmysonor——\"
\"Or?\"queriedmadam,tremblingly。
\"OrAmosstartsonhisjourneytohell。God,howmyfingersitchtoslayhim!Thedevil,theJewdevil!\"
X
ATTHEHOUSEOFAMOS
AsAhmedhadadvised,Gregoriosettledhimselfpatientlytoawaitthesummons。Madamwouldhavelikedtoaskhimmanyquestions,andtohaveextractedapromisefromhimnottoriskhislifeinanymadenterprisehisaccomplicemightsuggest。ButthoughtheGreek’sbodyseemedalmostlifeless,soquietlyandimmovablyherestedonhischair,therewasarestlesslookinhiseyesthattoldherhowfiercelyandirrepressiblyhisangerburned。Sheknewenoughofhisracetoknowthatnopoweronearthcouldstophimstrikingforrevenge。Andshetrembled,forsheknewalsothatdirectlyhehadbeguntostrikehismadnesswouldincrease,andthatonlysheerphysicalexhaustionwouldstayhishand。
MadamMarxwasunhappy,andasshewaitedonhercustomershereyesrestedcontinuallyontheGreek,whoheededhernot。Onceshecarriedsomewinetohim,andhedrankeagerly,spillingafewdropsonthefloorfirst。\"It’slikeblood,\"hemuttered,andsmiled。Madamhastilycoveredhismouthwithhertremblingfingers。
JustbeforemidnightAhmedarrivedwithhistwofriends。Gregoriosawthematonce,and,callingthemtohim,theyspoketogetherinlowvoicesforafewmoments。Therewaslittleneedforwords,andsoon,scarcelynoticedbythedrinkersandgamblers,theypassedoutintothestreetandwalkedslowlytowardtheJew’shouse。Ahmedrapidlyrepeatedtheplanofaction。WhentheyreachedthedoortheystoodforamomentbeforetheywoketheArab,andthesewordspassedbetweenthem:
\"Forawife。\"
\"Forasister。\"
\"Forason。\"
Gregoriothendemandedadmittanceandledtheway,followedbyhisthreefriends。HehadvisitedthehouseofAmosbefore,onlessbloodybutlessdelightfulbusiness,andhedidnothesitate,butstrodeontowhereheknewtheJewwouldbe。Hiscompanionsstoodbehindthecurtain,awaitingthesignal。
AmoslookedsomewhatsurprisedattheGreek’sentrance,butmotionedhimtoaseat,and,asontheoccasionofhisfirstvisit,clappedhishandstogetherasasignalthatcoffeeandpipeswererequired。
\"Itiskindofyoutocome,fordoubtlessyouwishtopaymewhatisowing。\"
\"Iwishtopayyou。\"
\"Thatiswell。Ihopeyouarebetteragain。Iregrettedtofindyousoilltwonightsago。\"
\"Iambetter。\"
Theconversationceased,forGregoriowasrestlessandhisfingersitchedtodotheirwork。SomethinginhismanneralarmedAmos,forhesummonedintwoofhisservantsandraisedhimselfslightly,asifthebettertoavoidanattack。Buthecontinuedtosmokecalmly,watchingtheGreekunderhishalf-closedlids。
\"Ihaveanotherpieceofbusinesstosettlewithyou。\"
\"DoyouwanttoborrowmoremoneybecauseIrefusetolendyouany?\"
\"No;itisyouwhohaveborrowed,andIhavecometoyoutoreceivebackmyown。\"
\"Ifailtounderstandyou。\"
Gregoriotriedtokeepcalm,butitwasnotpossible。Risingtohisfeet,hebentovertheJewandcriedout:
\"Givemebackmyson,youJewdog!\"
\"Yoursonisnothere。\"
\"Youlie!byGod,youlie!Ifheisnothereyouhavemurderedhim。\"
\"Madman!\"shoutedAmos,astheGreek’sknifeflashedfromitssheath;
butbeforeheorhisservantscouldstaytheupliftedarmtheJewsankbackamonghiscushions,woundedtotheheart。Withashoutoftriumphanda\"DeathofallJews!\"Gregorioturnedsavagelyontheservantsand,reinforcedbyhiscompanions,soonsucceededinslayingthem。
Thenleavingthedeadsidebyside,thefourmendashedthroughthehouseseekingfreshvictims。Tenminuteslatertheywereinthestreetagain,drippingwiththebloodofwomenandmen,forintheirfurytheyhadkilledeveryhumanbeinginthehouse。
Downthenarrownativestreetstheypushedonquickly,huggingtheshadows,towardthePenny-farthingShop。MadamMarx,herearssharpenedbyfear,heardthem,admittedthembyasidedoor,andledthemquicklytoanupperroom。Thithershecarriedwaterandcleangarments,butdarednotaskanyquestions。Sickwithanxiety,shere-enteredthebarandwaited。
Atlengththemurderersappearedandcalledforcoffee,andMadamMarxattendedtotheirwants。InafewminutestheEgyptiansleft,andGregorioandshewerealone。Comingnearhim,sheplacedherhandtimidlyonhisshoulder,andaskedhim,inahoarsewhisper,totellherwhathadhappened。
\"Mysonwasnotthere。\"
\"Well?\"
\"Well,youcanguesstherest。Notonepersonremainsaliveofthatdevil’shousehold。\"
MadamMarxgaspedatthemagnitudeofthecrime,andthoughherterrorsincreased,herprideinthemancapableofsotremendousrevengeincreasedalso。
\"Whatwillhappentoyou?\"shefoundvoicetoask。
\"Nothing。Imusthidehere。Wewerenotseen。Besides,yourememberthelasttimeaGreekmurderedaJew——itwasatPortSaid——thematterwashushedup。OurconsulscareaslittleforJewsaswedo。MyGod,howgladIamIkilledhim!\"
Hiseyeswerefixedonthestreetashespoke,andsuddenlyhestartedtohisfeet。Madamrosetoo,andclungtohim。Hepushedherroughlyononeside,whileanevilsmileplayedonhislips。
\"ByGod,sheshallcomebacknow!\"
\"Who?\"
\"Xantippe。ThereisnoneedforhertolivewiththeEnglishmannow。
OursonisdeadandtheJewinhell。Iwillatleasthavemywifeback。\"
\"Shewillnotcome。\"
\"Shewillcome。ByGod,Iwillmakeher!Ihavetastedbloodto-night,andIamnotachildtobetreatedwithcontempt。IsayIwillmakehercome。\"
\"Butifsherefuses?\"
\"ThenIwilltakecareshedoesnotgobacktotheEnglishman。\"
\"Youwill——\"butmadam’svoicefaltered。Gregorioreadhermeaningandlaughedayes。
\"But,Gregorio,think;youwillbehangedforthat。YouwifeisnotaJewess。\"
ButGregoriolaughedagainandstrodeintothestreet。Hewasmadwithgriefandtheintoxicatingdraughtsofvengeancehehadswallowed。Hestrodeacrosstheroadandmountedthestairswithsteadyfeet。MadamMarxfollowedhim,weepingandcallingonhimtocomeback。Ashereachedthedoorofhisroomsheflungherselfbeforehim,buthepushedherononesidewithhisfeetandshutthedoorbehindhimasheentered。
Lyingonthethreshold,sheheardtheboltfastened,andknewthelastactofthetragedywasbegun。
XI
HUSBANDANDWIFE
AsGregorioenteredtheroom,Xantippe,whowaskneelingbyaboxintowhichshewasplacingclothesneatlyfolded,turnedherheadandsaidlaughingly:
\"Youareimpatient,myfriend;Ihavenearly——\"
ButrecognisingGregorio,shedidnotfinishthesentence。Shesatdownontheedgeofthebox。Herfacebecamewhite,andthebloodleftherlips。Withagreateffortsheremainedquietandfoldedherhandsonherlap。
Gregoriolookedatherforamoment,acruelsmilemakinghissinisterfaceappearalmostterrible,andhisbloodshoteyesglaredathersavagely。Atlasthebrokethesilencebyshoutinghernamehoarsely,makingatthesametimeamovementtowardher。Helookedlikeawildanimalabouttospringuponhisprey。Xantippe,however,didnotflinch,answeringsoftly:
\"Iamnotdeaf。Whatdoyouwanthere?\"
\"Itismyroom;IsupposeIhavearighttobehere。\"
\"Iapologiseforhavingintruded。\"
\"Noneofyoursmoothspeeches。TheEnglishmanhasschooledyoucarefully,Isee。Canyousay’good-bye’inEnglishyet?\"
\"WhyshouldIsay’good-bye’?\"
\"Itistime。Youwillcomebacktomenow。\"
\"Never。\"
Gregoriolaughedhystericallyandstoodbesideher。Hisfingersplayedwithherhair。Inspiteofherfearlestsheshouldirritatehim,Xantippeshrankfromhistouch。Gregorionoticedheraversionandsaidsavagely:
\"Youmustgetusedtome,Xantippe。Fromto-nightwelivetogetheragain。Itisnotnecessarynowforyoutoearnmoney。\"
\"Ishallnotcomebacktoyou。IhavetoldyouIhateyou。ItisyourownfaultthatIleaveyou。\"
\"Itwillbemyfaultifyoudoleaveme。\"
Hepushedherontothemattressandheldherthere。
\"Letustalk,\"hesaid。
Forafewminutestherewassilence,andthenhecontinued:
\"Amosisdead,andourdebtsarepaid。\"
\"Howdidyoupaythem?\"
\"Withthis,\"andashespokehetouchedthehandleofhisknife。
\"Don’tshudder;hedeservedit,andIshallbesafeinafewdays。
Theseaffairsarequicklyforgotten。Besides,thereisanotherreasonwhyweshouldnotliveaswehavelatelybeenliving。\"
Xantippeopenedhereyesassheasked,\"Whatreason?\"
Gregoriorelaxedhishold,forthememoryofhislossshookhimwithsobs。Cat-like,Xantippehadwaitedheropportunityandsprangawayfromhisgrasp。Themovementbroughtthemantohissenses。Herushedatherwithanoath,wavingtheknifeinhishand。Xantippepreparedtodefendherself。Theystood,desperate,beforeeachother,neitherdaringtobeginthestruggle。Throughtheawfulsilencecamethesoundofsobsandaplaintivevoicecrying:
\"Gregorio,comeback,leaveher;Iloveyou。\"
\"IsMadamMarxoutside?\"hissedXantippe。
\"Yes。\"
\"Thengotoher。ItellyouIhateyou。\"Shepointedtothehalf-
filledbox——\"Iwasgoingtoleavehereto-night。Iwillneverreturntoyou。\"
\"YouweregoingwiththeEnglishman?\"
\"Heisaman。\"
Gregoriopausedamoment,theninasuppressedvoice,halfchokingatthewords,said:
\"Ourson——doyouknowwhathashappenedtohim?Youshallnotleaveme。\"
\"Iknowaboutourson。Iamgladtothinkheisawayfromyourevilinfluence。Letmepass。\"Xantippemovedtowardthedoor,butGregorioseizedherbythethroat。
\"Youaregladoursoniskilled;youhelpedAmostokillhim。\"
Rageanddespairimpelledhim。Laughingbrutally,hestruckheronthebreast,and,ashetottered,senthisknifedeepintoherheart。Forafewsecondshestoodoverherexulting,andthenopenedthedoor。
MadamMarx,whitewithfear,rushedintotheroom。Seeingthemurderedwoman,alookoftriumphcameintohereyes。Butitwasamomentarytriumph,forsherealisedatoncethegravityofthecrime。Shehadlittlepityorsorrowtowasteonthedead,butshewasfullofconcernforthesafetyofthemurderer。
\"Thisisabadnight’swork,Gregorio。\"
\"Isit?Shedeserveddeath。IamgladIkilledher。God,howpeacefullyIshallsleeptonight!\"
\"Thisisaworsematterthantheother,myfriend;youmustgetawayfromhereatonce。\"
\"Letusleavethecorpse;Iamthirsty,\"Gregorioanswered,callously。
WithalastlookatXantippedeaduponthefloor,thetwolefttheroomandmadefasttheboltbeforedescendingthestairs。Astheyemergedfromthedoorwayintothestreet,somepolicerodeby,andGregoriotrembledalittleashestoodwatchingthem。
\"Iwantadrink;Iamtrembling,\"hesaid,huskily,andfollowedMadamMarxintotheshop。
Thesunwasbeginningtorise,andalreadysignsofanewlifewerestirring。Theday-workersappearedatthewindowsandinthestreets。
\"Youmustgetawayatnight,Gregorio,andkeephiddenallday。\"
\"Allright。Givemesomewine。Icanarrangebetterwhenmythirstissatisfied。\"
Afterdrinkingdeeplyheturnedandlaughed。\"Ithasbeenabusytimesincesunset。\"
Then,asifanewideasuddenlystruckhim,hequeriedcunningly,\"Therewillbearewardoffered?\"
\"Isupposeso。\"
\"Thenyouwillbearichwoman。\"
MadamMarxflungherselfathisfeetandweptbitterly。Theblowwasacrueloneindeed。Eagerlysheentreatedhimtoretracthiswords。Sheremindedhimofallshehaddoneforhim,ofallshewouldstilldo。A
sortofeloquencecametoherasshepleadedhercause,andGregorio,wearywithexcitement,kissedherasheasked:
\"Butwhyshouldyounotgivemeup?\"
\"BecauseIloveyou。\"
Neitherbloodnorcrueltycouldstainhiminhereyes。
Atlastherpassionspentitself;calmedandsoothedbyGregorio’scaresssherealisedagainthedangerherloverran。Vainlywereplansdiscussed;nofairchanceofescapeseemedopen。AtlastGregoriosaid:
\"Ishallleavehereto-nightforRamlehandliveinthedesertforatime。Ifyouhelpmewecanmanageeasily。WhenmybeardisgrownI
cangetbackheresafelyenough,andthematterwillbeforgotten。Youmustcollectfoodandtakeitbytraintothelaststation,andgettheboxburiedbyAhmednearthepalace。Icancreeptowarditatnightunseen。\"
\"ButIwillcometoyouatnightandbringfoodanddrink。\"
\"No。Thatwouldonlyattractattention。Youmustnotleaveyourcustomers。Butthedrinkistheworstpartofthematter。Imusthavewater。Getasmanyostrich-eggsasyoucan,andfillthemwithwater,andsealthem。Hidethesewiththefood,andIwillcarrysomeofthemintothefartherdesertandburythemthere。\"
\"Gregorio,ifallcomesrightyouwillnotbesorryyoukilledher?\"
\"Shehatedme。Ishallnotbesorry。\"
AndMadamMarxsmiledandforgotherfears。
XII
INTHEDESERTANDONTHESEA
BythelasttrainleavingAlexandriaforRamleh,thenextevening,Gregoriosoughttoescapehispursuers。HehadheardfromAhmedontheplatform,justbeforestarting,thatXantippe’sbodyhadbeendiscovered,andthatalreadythepolicewereonhistrack。Hesatinacornerofathird-classcarriagecloselymuffled,andeyeinghisneighbourssuspiciously。Hesighedwithreliefasthetrainmovedoutofthestationandbegantopassbythesand-hillsandwhitevillas,showingghost-likeinthedampmist。
WhenhereachedSt。Antoniohesawthelightsofthecasinoblazingcheerfully,andthepurecleardesertairinvigoratedhim。Fascinatedbytheglare,hestrolledtowardthecasinoanddecided,inspiteoftherisk,toenter。Hewatchedfromacornertheplayers,andgreedilycovetedthemassesofgoldandsilverpiledinpyramidsbehindthecroupiers。HeheardtheviolinsplayingSuppe’soverture,andtheremembrancecamevividlytohimoftheParadisoandthefairgirlwithwhomtheEnglishmantalked。Theexcitingeventsfollowingthateveningpassedbeforehim——aluridpanorama。
Anhourfledquicklyaway;thenhesoughtthesolitudeofthedesert,and,havingcollectedintoabagasmuchfoodandasmanyeggsashecouldcarry,hewalkedawayoverthesands。
Underthestarshedugholeswhereintoburytheeggs,andmarkedthespotswithstones;then,wrappinghimselfinhiscloak,laydowntosleep。Allnextdayheloiteredidlyabout,shunningthegazeofeverywanderingArab。Wheneveningcamehedrewneartothepalacetoseekforfood。Tohishorror,theboxhadnotbeenrefilled。Atfirsthehardlyrealisedhowawfulwashisplight。Thenthetruthdawneduponhim。AhmedandMadamMarxmusthavebeenarrested。Hedrewneartothecasinoandstoodundertheopenwindowslistening。Acoldshudderrandownhisback,hisfacegrewpale,andhislipstrembled,forheheardtwomendiscussingthemurderandthecaptureofhisfriends。Aninvoluntarysmilelightedupthegloomofhisfeaturesforamomentasoneremarkedthatthechiefoffender,thewoman’shusband,hadeludedpursuit。Thenhecreptbackintothedesertandwaitedforthedawn。
Thesunrose,fieryandrelentless,glitteringonthewatersofAboukir,andthecloudlessheavenblazedlikeaprairieonfire。Atmidday,whenitsraysfellstraightuponhim,histhirstbecameintense,andwithfeverishfingershedugupanegg。Itwasempty。Hetosseditawayanddraggedhimselftoanotherhole。Thesecondeggwasempty。Inturnhedugupallhiseggs,andallalikewereempty。
Improperlysealed,scantilycoveredbythesand,thewaterhadevaporated。Agreatdespairseizedhim;hecalledonGodinhisanguish,andthesilenceofthedesertterrifiedhim。Inafitofdesolateangerhepulledoffhiscap,andsummonedallthesaints,Christ,andGodHimself,toenterit,andthentrampledonit,laughingwildly。Thenheflunghimselfuponthesand,hisheadstillleftbaretothepitilesssun。Heknewtheendhadcome,buttherewasnotanyregretinhisheartforhiscrimes,onlyanimpotentdismayandangerathissolitarycondition。Thethirstincreasedeveryminute,andhegrippedthesandwithhisfingersinhisagony。Hislastwordwasanoath。
Atsunsethewasdead。
TwodayslaterMadamMarxleftAlexandriabytrainforRamleh。Therewasnoevidenceagainsther,andshehadsoonbeenreleased。Herowntroublescarcelydisconcertedher;shehadfearedonlyfortheGreekinthedesert。Thethoughtofhisagony,hishunger,goadedhernearlytomadness;butshewasalittlecomfortedwhensherememberedtheeggs。Therewasenoughwaterinthemtolasthimtwoorthreedays。Itwasthehourofsunsetwhenshearrived,andsheinstantlysetoutdesertward,carryingabasketcontainingwineandfood。Shehaddeterminedtoliveatthehoteluntilthedaysofpersecutionwerepast。Theheavysandmadeithardtoproceedrapidly,butshestruggledonbravely,andwhenfarenoughfromcivilisationcalledaloudthesignal-wordagreedon。Butnooneanswered。Allthroughthenightshewandered,searching,tillwithinanhourofsunrise;thenshegavewayandsatweepingonthesand。Withdaylightsherosetoherfeet,determinedtofindherlover,buthadscarcelygonetwentyyardsbefore,withalowcryofgrief,shekneltbesidethebodyofadeadman。Inthehalf-eaten,decayedfeaturessherecognisedGregorioandknewshehadcometoolate。Undeterredbythehideousspectacle,shekissedhimtenderlyandlaybesidehim。
Thesunmountedslowlyintheheavens。
Thelivingfigurelayaslifelessasthedead。Butafterawhilethewomanroseanddugwithherhandsahollowinthesand。Sheheedednottheheat,northeflightoftime,andbyeveningherworkwasdone。
Raisingthebodyinherarms,shecarriedittothehollowandlaiditgentlydown,thentearfullyshovelledbackthesandtillitwashidden。SoGregoriofoundatomb。Nordiditremainunconsecrated,forbesideitMadamMarxkneltandspokewithfalteringlipstheremnantsoftheprayersshehadlearnedwhenachild。Assheprayedshewatchedvaguelyasteamerdisappearbehindthehorizon。
Thekhedivalmail-boat/Ramses/spedswiftlyovertheunruffledsurfaceofthesea。AtthesternatallfairEnglishmansatlookingonthelevelshoresofEgyptandtheminaretsofAlexandria。Withasadsmileheturnedtothechildwhocalledtohimbyhisname。Theywereastrangepair,fortheboywasdark,andforeign-looking,andtherewassomethingofcunninginhisrestlessblackeyes。Theman’slargehandrestedsoftlyontheravencurlsoftheyoungsterashemutteredtohimself:
\"ForhersakeIwillwatchoveryou,andyoushallgrowuptobeatrueman。\"
SoXantippe’slifehadnotbeenlivedinvain,forshehadlovedandbeenloved,andhermemorywassweettoherlover。Moreover,Gregorio’sdreamsofwealthforhissonweretofindfulfilment,andthesandofthedesert,maybe,lieslightlyonhim。