Now,Iwot,sheprayethinvain!
\"StillIhearitoverthebattle’sdin,Andoverthefestivecheer,——
Soshepray’dwithclasp’dhands,whiteandthin,——
Theprayerofasoulabsolvedfromsin,Forasoulthatisdarkanddrear,Forthelightofrepentanceburstingin,Andthefloodoftheblindingtear。
\"Say,priest!whenthesaintmustvainlyplead,Oh!howshallthesinnerfare?
Iholdyourcomfortabrokenreed;
Letthewither’dbranchforitselftakeheed,Whilethegreenshootswaityourcare;
I’vestriven,thoughfeebly,tograspyourcreed,AndI’vegrappledmyowndespair。\"
\"Bythelittlewithinthee,goodandbrave,Notwhollyshattered,thoughshaken;
Bythesoulthatcriethbeyondthegrave,ThelovethatHeonceinHismercygave,InHismercysinceretaken,Iconjurethee,oh!sinner,pardoncrave,Iimplorethee,oh!sleeper,waken!\"
\"Goto!shallIlaymyblacksoulbareToavain,self-righteousman?
Inmysin,inmysorrow,youmaynotshare,AndyetcouldImeetwithonewhomustbearTheloadofanequalban,WithhimImightstrivetoblendoneprayer,ThewailofthePublican。\"
\"Myson,I,too,amawitheredbough,Myplaceistoothersgiven;
Thouhastsinn’d,thousayest;Iasknothow,ForI,too,havesinn’d,evenasthou,AndI,too,havefeeblystriven,AndwiththeeImustbow,crying,`Shriveusnow!
OurFatherwhichartinheaven!’\"
SunlightontheSea[ThePhilosophyofaFeast]
Makemerry,comrades,eatanddrink(Thesunlightflickersonthesea),Thegarlandsgleam,theglassesclink,Thegrapejuicemantlesfairandfree,Thelampsaretrimm’d,althoughthelightOfdaystilllingersonthesky;
Wesitbetweenthedayandnight,Andpushthewineflaskmerrily。
Iseeyoufeastingroundmestill,Allgayofheartandstrongoflimb;
Makemerry,friends,yourglassesfill,Thelightsaregrowingdim。
ImissthevoiceofoneI’veheard(Thesunlightsinksuponthesea),Hesangasblytheasanybird,Andshooktherafterswithhisglee;
Buttimeshavechangedwithhim,Iwot,Byficklefortunecross’dandflung;
Farstouterheartthanminehe’sgotIfnowhesingsasthenhesung。
Yetsomemustswimwhenotherssink,Andsomemustsinkwhenothersswim;
Makemerry,comrades,eatanddrink,Thelightsaregrowingdim。
ImissthefaceofoneI’veloved(Thesunlightsettlesonthesea)——
Longsincetodistantclimesheroved,Hehadhisfaults,andsohavewe;
Hisnamewasmentionedherethisday,Anditwascoupledwithasneer;
Iheard,norhadIaughttosay,ThoughonceIheldhismemorydear。
Whocares,’midwinesandfruitsandflowers,Thoughdeathordangercompasshim;
Hehadhisfaults,andwehaveours,Thelightsaregrowingdim。
ImisstheformofoneIknow(Thesunlightwanesuponthesea)——
’Tisnotsoverylongago,Wedrankhishealthwiththree-times-three,Andweweregaywhenhewashere;
Andheisgone,andwearegay。
Wherehashegone?orfarornear?
Goodsooth,’tweresomewhathardtosay。
Youglanceaside,youdoubtlessthinkMyhomilyafoolishwhim,’Twillsoonbeended,eatanddrink,Thelightsaregrowingdim。
Thefruitisripe,thewineisred(Thesunlightfadesuponthesea);
Toustheabsentarethedead,Thedeadtousmustabsentbe。
We,too,theabsentranksmustjoin;
Andfriendswillcensureandforget:
There’smetalbaseineverycoin;
Menvanish,leavingtracesyetOfevilandofgoodbehind,Sincefalsenotestainttheskylark’shymn,Anddrossstilllurksingoldrefined——
Thelightsaregrowingdim。
Weeatanddrinkore’erwedie(Thesunlightflushesonthesea)。
ThreehundredsoldiersfeastedhighAnhourbeforeThermopylae;
Leonidaspour’doutthewine,Andshoutederehedrain’dthecup,\"Ho!comrades,letusgailydine——
ThisnightwithPlutoweshallsup\";
Andiftheyleantuponareed,Andiftheirreedwasslightandslim,There’ssomethinggoodinSpartancreed——
Thelightsaregrowingdim。
Makemerry,comrades,eatanddrink(Thesunlightflashesonthesea);
MyspiritisrejoicedtothinkThatevenastheyweresoarewe;
Forthey,likeus,weremortalsvain,Theslavestoearthlypassionswild,WhosleptwithheapsofPersiansslainForwinding-sheetsaroundthempiled。
Thedeadman’sdeedsarelivingstill——
MyFestivespeechissomewhatgrim——
Theirgoodobliteratestheirill——
Thelightsaregrowingdim。
Weeatanddrink,wecomeandgo(Thesunlightdiesupontheopensea)。
Ispeakinriddles。Isitso?
Myriddlesneednotmaryourglee;
ForIwillneitherbidyoushareMythoughts,norwillIbidyoushun,ThoughIshouldseeinyonderchairTh’Egyptian’smuffledskeleton。
Onetoastwithmeyourglassesfill,Aye,fillthemlevelwiththebrim,Demortuis,nisibonum,nil!
Thelightsaregrowingdim。
Delilah[FromaPicture]
Thesunhasgonedown,spreadingwideonThesky-lineonerayofredfire;
PreparethesoftcushionsofSidon,MakereadytherichloomofTyre。
Theday,withitstoilanditssorrow,Itsshade,anditssunshine,atlengthHasended;dostfearforthemorrow,Strongman,intheprideofthystrength?
Likefire-flies,heavenwardclinging,Theymultiply,staruponstar;
AndthebreezealowmurmurisbringingFromthetentsofmypeopleafar。
Nay,frownnot,IambutaPagan,YetlittleforthesethingsIcare;
’TisthehymntoourdeityDagonThatcomeswiththepleasantnightair。
Itshallnotdisturbthee,norcanit;
See,closedarethecurtains,thelightsGleamdownontheclovenpomegranate,Whosethirst-slakingnectarinvites;
TheredwineofHebronglowsbrightlyInyongoblet——thedraughtofaking;
AndthroughthesilkawningstealslightlyThesweetsongmyhandmaidenssing。
DostthinkthatthyGod,inHisanger,Willtriflewithnature’sgreatlaws,AndslackenthosesinewsinlanguorThatbattledsowellinHiscause?
WillHetakebackthatstrengthHehasgiven,BecausetothepleasuresofyouthThouyieldest?Nay,Godlike,inheaven,Helaughsatsuchfollies,forsooth。
Oh!wereI,forgoodorforevil,Asgreatandasgiftedasthou,NeitherGodshouldrestrainme,nordevil,TononelikeaslavewouldIbow。
Iffatemustindeedovertakethee,Andfeeblenesscometothyclay,Pausenottillthystrengthshallforsakethee,Enjoyitthemoreinthyday。
Oh,fork’d-tongueofadder,byherpentInsmoothlips!——oh,Sybariteblind!
Oh,womanalliedtotheserpent!
Oh,beautywithvenomcombined!
Oh,mightovercomingthemighty!
Oh,glorydeparting!oh,shame!
Oh,altaroffalseAphrodite,Whatstrengthisconsumedinthyflame!
Strongchest,whereherdraperyrustles,Stronglimbsbyherblacktresseshid!
NotalonebythemightofyourmusclesYonlionwasrentlikeakid!
Thevalourfromvirtuethatsunders,Is’reftofitsnoblerpart;
AndLancelot’sarmmayworkwonders,ButbraverisGalahad’sheart。
Sleepsoundonthatbreastfairandample;
Dullbrain,anddimeyes,anddeafears,Feelnotthecoldtouchonyourtemple,Heednotthefaintclashoftheshears。
Itcomes!——withthegleamofthelampsonThecurtains——thatvoice——doesitjarOnthysoulinthenight-watch?Ho!Samson,UpontheethePhilistinesare。
FromLightningandTempestThespring-windpass’dthroughtheforest,andwhisperedlowintheleaves,Andthecedartoss’dherhead,andtheoakstoodfirminhispride;
Thespring-windpass’dthroughthetown,throughthehousetops,casements,andeaves,Andwhisper’dlowintheheartsofthemen,andthemenreplied,Singing——\"LetusrejoiceinthelightOfourglory,andbeauty,andmight;
Letusfollowourowndevices,andfosterourowndesires。
Asfirmasouroaksinourpride,asourcedarsfairinoursight,Westandlikethetreesoftheforestthatbravethefrostsandthefires。\"
Thestormwentforthtotheforest,theplaguewentforthtothetown,Andthemenfelldowntotheplague,asthetreesfelldowntothegale;
Andtheirbloomwasaghastlypallor,andtheirsmilewasaghastlyfrown,Andthesongoftheirheartswaschangedtoawild,disconsolatewail,Crying——\"God!wehavesinn’d,wehavesinn’d,Wearebruis’d,weareshorn,wearethinn’d,Ourstrengthisturn’dtoderision,ourpridelaidlowinthedust,OurcedarsarecleftbyThylightnings,ouroaksarestrew’dbyThywind,AndwefallonourfacesseekingThineaid,thoughThywrathisjust。\"
WormwoodandNightshadeThetroublesoflifearemany,Thepleasuresoflifearefew;
Whenwesatinthesunlight,Annie,Idreamtthattheskieswereblue——
Whenwesatinthesunlight,Annie,Idreamtthattheearthwasgreen;
Thereislittlecolour,ifany,’Neaththesunlightnowtobeseen。
ThentheraysofthesunsetglintedThroughtheblackwoods’emeraldboughOnanemeraldsward,rose-tinted,Andspangled,andgemm’d;——andnowTheraysofthesunsetreddenWithasullenandluridfrown,Fromtheskiesthataredarkandleaden,Toearththatisduskandbrown。
TorightandtoleftextendedTheuplandsareblankanddrear,AndtheirneutraltintsareblendedWiththedeadleavessombreandsere;
ThecoldgreymistfromthestillsideOfthelakecreepssluggishandsure,Bareandbleakisthehill-side,Barrenandbleakthemoor。
Brighthuesandshapesintertwisted,Fairformsandrichcolours;——nowTheyhaveflown——ife’ertheyexisted——
Itmattersnotwhyorhow。
Itmattersnotwhereorwhen,dear,Theyhaveflown,theblueandthegreen,Ithoughtonwhatmightbethen,dear,NowIthinkonwhatmighthavebeen。
Whatmighthavebeen!——wordsoffolly;
Whatmightbe!——speechforafool;
Withmistletoeroundme,andholly,Scarletandgreen,atYule。
Withtheelmintheplaceofthewattle,Andinlieuofthegum,theoak,YearsbackIbelievedalittle,AndasIbelievedIspoke。
HaveIdonewiththosechildishfancies?
Theysuitedthedaysgoneby,WhenIpulledthepoppiesandpansies,WhenIhuntedthebutterfly,Withonewhohaslongbeensleeping,Astrangertodoubtsandcares,AndtosowingthatendsinreapingThistles,andthorns,andtares。
Whatmightbe!——thedreamswerescatter’d,Aschaffistoss’dbythewind,ThefaithhasbeenrudelyshatteredThatlisten’dwithcredenceblind;
Thingsweretohavebeen,andthereforeTheywere,andtheyaretobe,Andwillbe;——wemustprepareforThedoomweareboundtodree。
Ah,me!webelieveinevil,Whereoncewebelievedingood,Theworld,theflesh,andthedevilAreeasilyunderstood;
Theworld,theflesh,andthedevilTheirtracesonearthareplain;
MusttheyalwaysriotandrevelWhilefootprintsofmanremain?
Talkaboutbetterandwiser,Wiserandworseareone,ThesophististhedespiserOfallthingsunderthesun;
Isnothingrealbutconfusion?
Isnothingcertainbutdeath?
Isnothingfairsaveillusion?
Isnothinggoodthathasbreath?
Somesprite,malignantandelfish,Seemspresentwhisperingclose,\"Allmotivesoflifeareselfish,Allinstinctsoflifearegross;
Andthesongthatthepoetfashions,Andthelove-bird’smusicalstrain,Arejumblesofanimalpassions,Refinedbyanimalpain。\"
TherestlessthrobbingsandburningsThathopeunsatisfiedbrings,ThewearylongingsandyearningsForthemysticalbetterthings,ArethesandsonwhichisreflectedThepitilessmovinglake,Wherethewandererfallsdejected,Byathirsthenevercanslake。
Achildblowsbubblesthatglitter,Hesnatchesthem,theydisperse;
Yetchildhood’sfollyisbetter,Andmanhood’sfollyisworse;
GiltbaubleswegraspatblindlyWouldturninourhandstodross;
’TisafatelesscruelthankindlyDeniesthegainandtheloss。
Andasonewhopursuesashadow,Asonewhohuntsinadream,Asthechildwhocrossesthemeadow,Enticedbytherainbow’sgleam,I——knowingthecoursewasfoolish,Andguessingthegoalwaspain,Stupid,andstubborn,andmulish——
Followedandfollowagain。
ThesunoverGideonhalted,Holdingaloofthenight,WhenJoshua’sarmwasexalted,Yetneverretracedhisflight;
Norwillheturnback,norcanhe,Hechasesthefuturefast;
Thefutureisblank——oh,Annie!
Ifainwouldrecallthepast。
Thereareotherstoilingandstraining’Neathburdensgraverthanmine——
Theyareweary,yetuncomplaining——
Iknowit,yetIrepine;
Iknowit,howtimewillravage,Howtimewilllevel,andyetIlongwithalongingsavage,Iregretwithafierceregret。
Youarenofalseideal,Somethingisleftofyou,Present,perceptible,real,Palpable,tangible,true;
Oneshredofyourbrokennecklace,Onetressofyourpale,goldhair,Andaheartsoutterlyreckless,Thattheworstitwouldgladlydare。
Thereislittlepleasure,ifany,Inwakingthepastanew;
Mydaysandnightshavebeenmany;
LostchancesmanyIrue——
Mydaysandnightshavebeenmany;
NowIpraythattheybefew,WhenIthinkonthehill-side,Annie,WhereIdreamtthattheskieswereblue。
ArsLonga[ASongofPilgrimage]
Ourhopesarewildimaginings,Ourschemesareairycastles,Yetthese,onearth,arelordsandkings,Andwetheirslavesandvassals;
Yourdream,forsooth,ofbuoyantyouth,Mostreadytodeceiveis;
Butagewillownthebittertruth,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"
ThehilloflifewitheagerfeetWeclimbedinmerrymorning,ButonthedownwardtrackwemeetTheshadesoftwilightwarning;
Theshadowsgaunttheyfallaslant,AndthosewhoscaledBenNevis,Againstthemole-hillstoilandpant,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"
Theobstaclesthatbarr’dourpathWeseldomquail’dtodashonInyouth,foryouthonemottohath,\"Thewill,thewaymustfashion。\"
Thosewords,Iwot,bloodthickandhot,Tooreadytobelieveis,Butthinandcoldourbloodhathgot,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"
And\"artislong\",and\"lifeisshort\",Andmanisslowatlearning;
Andyetbydiversdealingstaught,Fordiversfolliesyearning,Heownsatlast,withgriefdowncast(Formandisposedtogrieveis)——
Oneadageoldstandstrueandfast,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"
Wejourney,manhood,youth,andage,Thematron,andthemaiden,Likepilgrimsonapilgrimage,Loinsgirded,heavyladen:——
Eachpilgrimstrong,whojoinsourthrong,Mosteagertoachieveis,Foredoom’derelongtoswellthesong,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"
Atmorn,withstaffandsandal-shoon,Wetravelbriskandcheery,Butsomehavelaidthemdownerenoon,Andallateveareweary;
Thenoontideglowswithnorepose,Andbitterchilltheeveis,Thegrasshopperaburdengrows,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"
Thestaffissnapp’d,thesandalfray’d,Theflint-stonegallsandblisters,Ourbrother’sstepswecannotaid,Ahme!noraidoursister’s:
Thepitpreparesitshiddensnares,Therockpreparedtocleaveis,Wecry,infallingunawares,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"
Oh!Wisdom,whichwesoughttowin!
Oh!Strength,inwhichwetrusted!
Oh!Glory,whichwegloriedin!
Oh!puppetsweadjusted!
Onbarrenlandourseedissand,Andtornthewebweweaveis,Thebruisedreedhathpiercedthehand,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"
We,too,\"Job’scomforters\"havemet,Withsteps,likeours,unsteady,Theycouldnothelpthemselves,andyetTojudgeustheywereready;
Life’spathistrodatlast,andGodMorereadytoreprieveis,Theyknowwhorestbeneaththesod,\"Morsgratum,vitabrevis。\"
TheLastLeapAllisover!fleetcareer,Dashofgreyhoundslippingthongs,Flightoffalcon,boundofdeer,Madhoof-thunderinourrear,Coldairrushingupourlungs,Dinofmanytongues。
Onceagain,onestrugglegood,Onevaineffort;——hemustdwellNeartheshiftedpost,thatstoodWherethesplintersofthewood,Lyinginthetorntracks,tellHowhestruckandfell。
Crestwherecolddropsbeadedcling,Smalleardrooping,nostrilfull,Glazingtoascarletring,Flanksandhaunchesquivering,Sinewsstiff’ning,voidandnull,Dumbeyessorrowful。
SatincoatthatseemstoshineDullernow,blackbraidedtress,ThatasofterhandthanmineFarawaywaswonttotwine,ThatinmeadowsfarfromthisSofterlipsmightkiss。
Allisover!thisisdeath,AndIstandtowatchtheedie,Braveoldhorse!with’batedbreathHardlydrawnthroughtight-clenchedteeth,Lipindenteddeep,buteyeOnlydullanddry。
MusingonthehuskandchaffGather’dwherelife’staresaresown,ThusIspeak,andforcealaughThatishalfasneerandhalfAninvoluntarygroan,Inastifledtone——
\"Rest,oldfriend!thyday,thoughrifeWithitstoil,hathendedsoon;
Wehavehadourshareofstrife,Tumblersinthemaskoflife,InthepantomimeofnoonClownandpantaloon。
\"WiththeflashthatendsthypainRespiteandoblivionblestCometogreetthee。IinvainFall:Irisetofallagain:
Thouhastfallentothyrest——
Andthyfallisbest!\"
QuareFatigastiTwoyearsagoIwasthinkingOnthechangesthatyearsbringforth;
NowIstandwhereIthenstooddrinkingThegustandthesaltseafroth;
Andtheshudderingwavestrikes,linkingWiththewavessubsidingandsinking,Andclotsthecoastherbage,shrinking,Withthehueofthewhitecere-cloth。
Isthereaughtworthlosingorkeeping?
Thebittersorsweetsmenquaff?
Thesowingorthedoubtfulreaping?
Theharvestofgrainorchaff?
Orsquanderingdaysorheaping,Orwakingseasonsorsleeping,Thelaughterthatdriestheweeping,Ortheweepingthatdrownsthelaugh?
Forjoyswaxdimandwoesdeaden,Weforgetthesorrowfulbiers,AndthegarlandsgladthathavefledinThemercifulmarchofyears;
Andthesunnyskies,andtheleaden,Andthefacesthatpaleorredden,AndthesmilesthatloversarewedinWhoarebornandburiedintears。
Andthemyrtlebloomturnshoary,Andtheblushoftherosedecays,AndsoddenwithsweatandgoryArethehardwonlaurelsandbays;
WeareneitherjoyousnorsorryWhentimehasendedourstory,Andblottedoutgriefandglory,Andpain,andpleasure,andpraise。
Weighjustly,throwgoodandbadinThescales,willthebalanceveerWiththejoysorthesorrowshadinThesumofalife’scareer?
Intheend,spiteofdreamsthatsaddenThesadorthesanguinemadden,Thereisnothingtogrieveorgladden,Thereisnothingtohopeorfear。
\"Thouhastgoneastray,\"quoththepreacher,\"Inthegallofthybitterness,\"
Thouhasttaughtmeinvain,oh,teacher!
Ineitherblametheenorbless;
Ifbitterissureandsweetsure,Thesevanishwithformandfeature——
Canthecreaturefathomthecreature,WhoseCreatorisfathomless?
Isthisdrylandsure?Istheseasure?
Isthereaughtthatshalllongremain,Pain,orperil,orpleasure,Pleasure,orperil,orpain?
Shallwelabourortakeourleisure,Andwhoshallinherittreasure,IfthemeasurewithwhichwemeasureIsmetedtousagain?
IamslowinlearningandswiftinForgetting,andIhavegrownSowearywithlongsandsifting;
T’wardsthemistwherethebreakersmoanTherudderlessbarkisdrifting,Throughtheshoalsandthequicksandsshifting——
Intheendshallthenight-racklifting,Discovertheshoresunknown?
Hippodromania;or,WhiffsfromthePipeInFivePartsPartI
VisionsintheSmokeRest,andbethankful!OnthevergeOfthetallcliffruggedandgrey,Butwhosegranitebasethebreakerssurge,Andshivertheirfrothyspray,Outstretched,IgazeontheeddyingwreathThatgathersandflitsaway,Withthesurfbeneath,andbetweenmyteethThestemofthe\"ancientclay\"。
Withtheanodynecloudonmylistlesseyes,Withitsspellonmydreamybrain,AsIwatchthecirclingvapoursriseFromthebrownbowluptothesullenskies,Myvisionbecomesmoreplain,TilladimkaleidoscopesucceedsThroughthesmoke-rackdriftingandveering,LikeghostlyridersonphantomsteedsToashadowygoalcareering。
Intheirowngenerationthewisemaysneer,Theyholdoursportsinderision;
Perchancetosophist,orsage,orseer,Wereallottedagravervision。
Yetifman,ofalltheCreatorplann’d,Hisnoblestworkisreckoned,OftheworksofHishand,byseaorbyland,Thehorsemayatleastranksecond。
Didtheyquail,thosesteedsofthesquadronslight,Didtheyflinchfromthebattle’sroar,WhentheyburstonthegunsoftheMuscovite,BytheechoingBlackSeashore?
On!on!tothecannon’smouththeystride,Withneveraswervenorashy,Oh!theminutesofyondermaddeningride,Longyearsofpleasureoutvie!
Noslave,butacomradestaunch,inthis,Isthehorse,forhetakeshisshare,Notinperilalone,butinfeverishbliss,Andinlongingtodoanddare。
Wherebulletswhistle,androundshotwhiz,Hoofstrample,andbladesflashbare,GodsendmeanendingasfairashisWhodiedinhisstirrupsthere!
Thewindhasslumberedthroughouttheday,Nowafitfulgustspringsoverthebay,Mywanderingthoughtsnolongerstray,I’llfixmyovercoatbuttons;
SecuremyoldhatasbestImay(Andashockingbadoneitis,bytheway),Blowadensercloudfrommystuntedclay,Andthen,friendBELL,astheFrenchmensay,We’ll\"gobackagaintoourmuttons\"。
There’salullinthetumultonyonderhill,Andtheclamourhasgrownlessloud,ThoughtheBabeloftonguesisneverstill,Withthepresenceofsuchacrowd。
Thebellhasrung。WiththeirridersupAtthestartingposttheymuster,Theracersstripp’dforthe\"MelbourneCup\",Allglossandpolishandlustre;
Andthecourseisseen,withitsemeraldsheen,Bythebrightspring-tiderenew’d,LikearibbonofgreenstretchedoutbetweenTheranksofthemultitude。
Theflagislowered。\"They’reoff!\"\"Theycome!\"
Thesquadronissweepingon;
Aswayinthecrowd——amurmuringhum:
\"They’rehere!\"\"They’repast!\"\"They’regone!\"
Theycamewiththerushofthesouthernsurf,Onthebarofthestorm-girtbay;
AndlikemuffleddrumsonthesoundingturfTheirhoof-strokesechoaway。
Theroseandblackdrawsclearoftheruck,Andthemurmurswellstoaroar,Asthebraveoldcoloursthatneverwerestruck,Areseenwiththeleadoncemore。
ThoughthefeatheryfernsandgrasseswaveO’erthesodwhereLanternsleeps,ThoughtheturfisgreenonFisherman’sgrave,Thestableitsprestigekeeps。
Sixlengthsinfrontshescoursalong,She’sbringingthefieldtotrouble;
She’stailingthemoff,she’srunningstrong,Sheshakesherheadandpullsdouble。
NowMinstrelfaltersandExileflags,TheBarbfindsthepacetoohot,AndToryboyloiters,andPlayboylags,AndtheBOLTofBenBoltisshot。
Thatshenevermaybecaughtthisday,Istheworstthatthepublicwishher。
Shewon’tbecaught:shecomesrightaway;
HurrahforSeagullandFisher!
See,Stropfallsback,thoughhisreinsareslack,Sultanabeginstotire,Andthetop-weighttellsontheSydneycrack,Andthepaceon\"theGippslandflyer\"。
Therowels,asroundtheturntheysweep,JustgrazeTimWhiffler’sflanks;
Likethehunteddeerthatfliesthroughthesheep,Hestridesthroughthebeatenranks。
DaughterofOmen,proveyourbirth,Thecoltwilltakelotsofchoking;
Thehotbreathsteamsatyoursaddlegirth,Fromhisscarletnostrilsmoking。
TheshoutsoftheRingforaspacesubside,Andslackensthebookmaker’sroar;
Now,Davis,rally;now,Carter,ride,Asmanneverrodebefore。
WhenSparrowhawk’sbackersceasetocheer,WhenYattendon’sfriendsaredumb,WhenhushedistheclamourforVolunteer——
Aloneintheracetheycome!
They’reneckandneck;they’reheadandhead;
They’restrokeforstrokeintherunning;
Thewhalebonewhistles,thesteelisred,Noshirkingasyetnorshunning。
Oneeffort,Seagull,thebloodyouboastShouldstrugglewhennervesarestrained;——
Witharushonthepost,byaneckatthemost,TheverdictforTimisgained。
TimWhifflerwins。IsbloodaloneThesinequanonforaflyer?
Thebreedofhisdamisamythunknown,Andwe’vedoubtsrespectinghissire。
Yetfew(ifany)thoseproudnamesare,Onthepagesofpeerageorstud,Inwhose’scutcheonlurksnosinisterbar,Notaintofthebaseblackblood。
Aye,Shorthouse,laugh——laughloudandlong,Forpedigreeyou’reasticker;
Youmayberight,Imaybewrong,Wiseacresboth!Let’sliquor。
OurcommondescentwemayeachrecallToaladyofoldcaughttripping,Thefaironeinfigleaves,whod————dusallForabiteatagoldenpippin。
WhenfirstonthisrockyledgeIlay,Therewasscarcearippleinyonderbay,Theairwasserenelystill;
EachcolumnthatsailedfrommyswarthyclayHungloiteringlongereitpassedaway,Thoughtheskiesworeatingeofleadengrey,Andtheatmospherewaschill。
Buttheredsunsanktohiseveningshroud,Wherethewesternbillowsareroll’d,Behindacurtainofsablecloud,Withafringeofscarletandgold;
There’samistyglareintheyellowmoon,Andthedriftisscuddingfast,There’llbestorm,andrattle,andtempestsoon,Whentheheavensareovercast。
TheneutraltintofthesullenseaIsfleck’dwiththesnowyfoam,Andthedistantgalesighsdrearilie,Asthewanderersighsforhishome。
Thewhitesea-horsestosstheirmanesOnthebarofthesouthernreef,Andthebreakersmoan,and——byJove,itrains(IthoughtIshouldcometogrief);
Thoughitcan’twelldamagemyshabbyhat,Thoughmycoatlooksbestwhenit’sdamp;
SincetheshakingIgot(nomatterwhereat),I’veamortaldreadofthecramp。
Mymatchesarewet,mypipe’sputout,Andthewindblowscolderandstronger;
I’llbestiff,andsore,andsorry,nodoubt,IfIliehereanylonger。
PartII
TheFieldsofColeraineOnthefieldsofCol’rainethere’llbelabourinvainBeforetheGreatWesternisended,Thenagswillhavetoil’d,andthesilkswillbesoil’d,Andtherailswillrequiretobemended。
Forthegulliesaredeep,andtheuplandsaresteep,Andmudwillofpurlsbethetoken,Andthetoughstringy-bark,thatinvitesustolark,Withimpunitymaynotbebroken。
ThoughBallarat’sfast,andtheysayhecanlast,Andthatmaybegrantedhereafter,Yetthejudge’sdecisiontotheBorderdivisionWillbringneithershoutingnorlaughter。
AndBlueskin,I’veheardthathegoeslikeabird,AndI’mtoldthattobackhimwouldpayme;
He’sagoodbitofstuff,butnotquitegoodenough,\"Nonlicuitcrederefamae。\"
Alfredoughttobethere,weallofusswearBythebloodofKingAlfred,hissire;
He’snottherealjam,bythebloodofhisdam,SoIsha’n’tputhimdownasaflyer。
Now,Hynam,myboy,Iwishyougreatjoy,Iknowthatwhenfreshyoucanjump,sir;
Butyou’llscarcebeinclover,whenyou’reriddenallover,Andpunishedfromshouldertorump,sir。
Archergoeslikeashot,theycanputontheirpot,Andboilittocoverexpenses;
Theirpotwillboilover,therunofhisdoverHe’llneverearnoverbigfences。
There’sahorseintherace,withablazeonhisface,Andweknowhecangallopadocker!
He’sprovedhimselfstout,ofhisspeedthere’snodoubt,Andhisjumping’saccordingtoCocker。
WhenHynam’soutstripp’d,andwhenAlfrediswhipp’d,Tokeephiminsightoftheleaders,WhileBlueskinrunstrue,buthisbackerslookblue,Forhisrider’satworkwiththebleeders;
Whenhiscarcaseofbeefbrings\"thebullock\"togrief,Andtherushofthetartanisended;
WhenArcher’sintrouble——who’sthatpullingdouble,Andtakinghisleapsunextended?
Hewinsalltheway,andtherest——sweet,theysay,Isthesmellofthenewly-turnedplough,friend,Butyousmellittooclosewhenitstopseyesandnose,Andyoucan’ttellyourhorsefromyourcow,friend。
PartIII
CredatJudaeusApellaDearBell,——Ienclosewhatyouaskinaletter,Ashortrhymeatrandom,nomoreandnoless,Andyoumayinsertit,forwantofabetter,Orleaveit,itdoesn’tmuchmatter,Iguess;
Andasforatip,why,thereisn’tmuchinit,Imayhittherightnail,butfirst,Ideclare,Ihaven’tanotionwhat’sgoingtowinit(TheChampion,Imean),andwhat’smore,Idon’tcare。
Imprimis,there’sCowra——fewnagscangoquickerThanshecan——andSmithtakeshisoathshecanfly;
WhileBrown,Jones,andRobinsonswearshe’sasticker,But\"credatJudaeusApella\",sayI。
There’soldVolunteer,I’dbesorrytosneerAthischance;he’llbethere,ifhegoesattherateHewentatlastyear,whenacustomerqueer,JohnnyHiggerson,fanciedhimlock’dinthestraight;
I’veheardthattheoldhorsehasneverbeenfitter,I’veheardallperformancespasthe’lloutvie;
Hemaygallopadocker,andfinishasplitter,But\"credatJudaeusApella\",sayI。
Iknowwhattheysay,sir,\"TheHook\"hecanstay,sir,Andsticktohisworklikeasleuth-houndorbeagle;
Hestays\"withaHOOK\",andhesticksintheclay,sir;
I’drather,forchoice,popmymoneyonSeagull;
I’mtoldthattheSydneydivisionwillrue,sir,Theirrashnessinfrontofthestandwhentheyspy,Withaclearlead,thewhitejacketspottedwithblue,sir,But\"credatJudaeusApella\",sayI。
There’sTheBarb——youmaytalkofyourflyersandstayers,Allbosh——whenhestripsyoucanseehiseyerangeRoundhisrivals,withmuchthesamelookasTomSayersOnceworewhenhefacedthebignovice,BillBainge。
LikeStow,atourhustings,confrontingthehissesOfroughs,withhisqueerMephistopheles’smile;
LikeBaker,orBaker’smorewonderfulMRS。,TheterrorofblacksatthesourceoftheNile;
LikeTriton’midminnows;likehawkamongchickens;
Like——anythingbetterthaneverythingelse:
Hestandsatthepost。Nowthey’reoff!theplotthickens!
QuothStanleytoDavis,\"Howisyourpulse?\"
Heskimso’erthesmoothturf,hescudsthroughthemire,Hewaitswiththem,passesthem,bidsthemgood-bye!
Twomilesandthree-quarters,criesFilgate,\"He’lltire。\"
Oh!\"credatJudaeusApella\",sayI。
Lestmytaleshouldcometrue,letmegiveyoufairwarning,Youmay\"shout\"somecheroots,ifyoulike,nochampagneForthischild——\"Oh!thinkofmyheadinthemorning,\"
Oldchap,youdon’tgetmeonthatlayagain。
ThelasttimethosegamesIlook’dlikelytotryon,SaysBradshawe,\"You’llfeelverysheepishandshyWhenyouarehaul’dupandcaution’dbyD————g————yandL————n,\"
Oh!\"credatJudaeusApella\",sayI。
Thiswritingbadversesisveryfatiguing,Thebrainandtheliveragainstitcombine,Andnerveswithdigestioninconcertareleaguing,Topunishexcessinthepenandinkline;
AlreadyIfeeljustasifI’dbeenrowingHardall——onasupperofonionsandtripe(AthingIabhor),butmysteamI’vedoneblowing,Iam,mydearBELL,yourstruly,\"ThePipe\"。
P。S。——TellJ。P。,ifhefanciesagood’un,Thatoldchestnutponyofmineisforsale。
N。B。——Hisforelegsareuncommonlywooden,Ifancythenearone’sbeginningtofail,Andwhyshouldn’tIdoasW————ndoesoft,Andswearthatacrippleissound——ontheBible——
Holdhard!thoughthemanIalludetoissoft,He’sgametogoinforanactionoflibel。
PartIV
Banker’sDreamOfchasesandcoursesdogsdream,sodohorses——
LastnightIwasdozinganddreaming,Thecrowdandthebustlewerethere,andtherustleOfthesilkintheautumnskygleaming。
Thestandthrong’dwithfaces,thebroadclothandlaces,Thebooths,andthetents,andthecars,Thebookmakers’jargon,foroddsmakingbargain,Thenastystalesmellofcigars。
Weformedintoline,’neaththemerrysunshine,Nearthelogsattheendoftherailing;
\"Areyouready,boys?Go!\"criedthestarter,andlowSanktheflag,andawaywewentsailing。
Inthevanofthebattleweheardthestonesrattle,Somesloggingwasdone,butnoslaughter,Ashoutfromthestand,andthewholeofourbandSkimm’dmerrilyoverthewater。
Twofencesweclear’d,andtheroadwaywenear’d,Whenthreeofourtroopcametotrouble;
Likeabirdonthewing,orastonefromasling,FlewCadger,firstoverthedouble。
AndWesternwasthere,headandtailintheair,AndPondonwasthere,too——whatnoodleCouldsonameahorse?IshouldfeelsomeremorseIfIgavesuchanametoapoodle。
Inandoutofthelane,totheracecourseagain,Craig’sponywasfirst,Iwasthird,AndInglesidelitinmytracks,withthebitInhisteeth,andcameup\"likeabird\"。
Inthevanofthebattleweheardtherailsrattle,Sayshe,\"ThoughIdon’tcareforshunningMyshareoftheraps,Ishalllookoutforgaps,Whenthelightweight’sawaywiththerunning。\"
Atthefencejustaheadtheoutsiderstillled,Thechestnutplay’dfollowmyleader;
Oh!thedevilagap,hewentintoitslap,Andheandhisjocktookaheader。
SaysIngleside,\"Mate,shouldtheponygostraight,You’venotimetostoporturnrestive;\"
SaysI,\"Whomeanstostop?IshallgotillIdrop;\"
Sayshe,\"Goit,oldcuss,gayandfestive。\"
Thefencestiffandtall,justbeyondthelogwall,Wecross’d,andthewalls,andthewater,——
Itookofftoonear,asmallmadefencetoclear,Andjusttouch’dthegrasswithmysnorter。
AtthenextpostandrailupwentWestern’sbangtail,Anddown(bytheverysametoken)
Toearthwenthisnose,forthepanelhechoseStoodfirmandrefusedtobebroken。
IdreamtsomeonesaidthatthebaywouldhavemadeTheracesafeifhe’dSTOODawhilelonger;
IFhehad,——but,likeif,therethepanelstandsstiff——
Hestood,butthepanelstoodstronger。
Inandoutoftheroad,withaclearleadstillshow’dThevioletflutedwithamber;
SaysJohnson,\"Oldman,catchhimnowifyoucan,’Tisthesecondtimeroundyou’llremember。\"
Attheroadonceagain,pullinghardontherein,Craig’sponypopp’dinandpopp’dout;
Ifollowedlikesmokeandthepacewasnojoke,Forhisfriendswerebeginningtoshout。
AndInglesidecametomyside,strongandgame,Andonceheappear’dtooutstripme,ButIfeltthesteelgore,andIshottothefore,OnlyCadgerseem’dlikelytowhipme。
InthevanofthebattleIheardthelogsrattle,Hisstrokeneverseem’dtodiminish,AndthriceIdrewnearhim,andthricehedrewclear,Fortheweightservedhimwellatthefinish。
Ha!Cadgergoesdown,see,hestandsonhiscrown——
Thoserailstakeapowerofclouting——
Alongslidingblunder——he’sup——well,IwonderIfnowit’salloverbutshouting。
Alllooselyhe’sstriding,theamateur’sridingAllloosely,somereverielockedinOfa\"visioninsmoke\",ora\"wayfaringbloke\",Hispoeticalrubbishconcocting。
Nowcomesfromafarthefaintcry,\"Heretheyare,\"
\"Thevioletwinningwithease,\"
\"Fredgoesuplikeashot,\"\"Doeshecatchhimornot?\"
Levelmoney,I’lltakethecerise。
TohishaunchesIspring,andmymuzzleIbringTohisflank,tohisgirth,tohisshoulder;
ThroughtheshoutingandyellingIhearmynameswelling,Theheartsofmybackersgrowbolder。
Neckandneck!headandhead!staringeye!nostrilspread!
Girthandstiflelaidclosetotheground!
Strideforstride!strokeforstroke!throughonehurdlewe’vebroke!
Onthesplinterswe’velitwithonebound。
And\"Bankerforchoice\"isthecry,andonevoiceScreams\"SixtofouronceuponBanker;\"
\"Bankerwins,\"\"Banker’sbeat,\"\"Cadgerwins,\"\"Adeadheat\"——
Ah!theregoesFred’swhaleboneaflanker。
Springsthewhipwithacrack!ninestonetenonhisback,Fitandlighthecanracelikethedevil;
Idrawpasthim——’tisvain;hedrawspastmeagain,Springsthewhip!andagainwearelevel。
Steelandcorddotheirworst,nowmyheadstrugglesfirst!
Thattugmylastspurthasexpended——
Nosetonose!liptolip!fromthesoundofthewhipHestrainstotheutmostextended。
Howtheyswimthroughtheair,aswerolltothechair,Stand,faces,andrailingsflitpast;
NowIspring***
frommylairwithasnortandastare,Rous’dbyFredwithmysupperatlast。
PartV
ExFumoDareLucem[’TwixttheCupandtheLip]
PrologueCalmandclear!thebrightdayisdeclining,Thecrystalexpanseofthebay,Likeashieldofpuremetal,liesshining’Twixtheadlandsofpurpleandgrey,Whilethelittlewavesleapinthesunset,Andstrikewithaminiatureshock,Insportiveandinfantineonset,Thebaseoftheiron-stonerock。
Calmandclear!thesea-breezesareladenWithafragrance,afreshness,apower,Withasonglikethesongofamaiden,Withascentlikethescentofaflower;
Andawhisper,half-weird,half-prophetic,Comeshomewiththesighofthesurf;——
ButIpause,foryourfanciespoeticNeverrisefromthelevelof\"Turf\"。
Fellow-bunglerofmine,fellow-sinner,Inpublicperformancespast,Intrialswhencetoutstaketheirwinner,Inrumoursthatcirculatefast,InstrainsfromPrunellaorPriam,Stayingstayers,orgoersthatgo,You’remuchbetterpostedthanIam,’TislittleIcare,lessIknow。
Alas!neitherpoetnorprophetAmI,thoughajinglerofrhymes——
’Tisahobbyofmine,andI’moffitAttimes,andI’monitattimes;
AndwhetherI’moffitoronit,Yourreadersmycounselswillshun,SinceIscarceknowVanTrompfromBlueBonnet,ThoughImightknowCigarfromtheNun。
With\"visions\"yououghttobesatedAndsicken’dbythistime,IswearThatmineareallmythsself-created,Airvisionsthatvanishinair;
IfIhadsomeloosecoinsImightchuckone,Tosettlethisquestionandsay,\"Heregoes!thisistailsfortheblackone,Andheadsformyfav’ritethebay。\"
AndmustIrobPaultopayPeter,OrPeterdefraudtopayPaul?
Myrhymes,aretheystale?ifmymetreIsvaried,onechimeringsthroughall:
Onechime——thoughIsingmoreorsingless,Ihavebutonestringtomylute,Anditmighthavebeenbetterif,stringlessAndsongless,thesamehadbeenmute。
Yetnotasaseerofvisions,Noryetasadreamerofdreams,IsendyouthesepartialdecisionsOnhackney’d,impoverish’dthemes;
Butwithsongoutoftune,sungtopasstime,Flungheedlesstofriendsortofoes,Wherethefalsenotesthatringforthelasttime,Mayblendwithsomerealones,whoknows?
TheRaceOnthehilltheyarecrowdingtogether,Inthestandtheyarecrushingforroom,Likemidge-fliestheyswarmontheheather,Theygatherlikebeesonthebroom;
Theyflutterlikemothsroundacandle——
Stalesimiles,granted,whatthen?
I’vegotastalesubjecttohandle,Averystalestumpofapen。
Hark!theshuffleoffeetthataremany,Ofvoicesthemany-tonguedclang——
\"Hashehadabadnight?\"\"HasheanyFriendsleft?\"——HowIhateyourturfslang;
’Tisstaletobeginwith,notwitty,Butdull,andinclinedtobecoarse,Butbadmencan’tuse(more’sthepity)
Goodwordswhentheyslateagoodhorse。
Heu!heu!quantusequis(that’sLatinFor\"bellowstomend\"withtheweeds),They’reoff!lightsandshades!silkandsatin!
Arainbowofridersandsteeds!
Andoneshowsinfront,andanotherGoesupandisseeninhisplace,Sictransit(moreLatin)——Oh!bother,Let’sgettotheendoftherace。
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See,theycomeroundthelastturncareering,AlreadyTait’scoloursarestruck,Andthegreeninthevanguardissteering,Andthered’sintherearoftheruck!
Arethestripesintheshadedoom’dtolielong?
Dothebluestarsonwhiteskieswaxdim?
IsitTamworthorSmuggler?’TisBylongThatwins——eitherBylongorTim。
AstheshellthroughthebreachthatisrivenAndsapp’dbythespringingofmines,Astheboltfromthethunder-clouddriven,Thatlevelsthelarchesandpines,Throughyonmassparti-colour’dthatdashesGoal-turn’d,cladinmany-huedgarb,Fromreartovan,surgesandflashesTheyellowandblackofTheBarb。
PastTheFly,fallingbackontheright,andTheGull,givingwayontheleft,PastTamworth,whofeelsthewhipsmite,andWhosesidesbytherowelsarecleft;
WhereTimandthechestnuttogetherStillbearofthebattlethebrunt,Asifeightstonetwelvewereafeather,Hecomeswitharushtothefront。
TimWhifflermayyetproveaTartar,AndBylong’sthehorsethatcanstay,ButKeanisintrouble——andCarterIshardonthesatin-skinn’dbay;
AndTheBarbcomesawayunextended,Hardheld,likeasecondEclipse,Whilebehindthehoof-thunderisblendedWiththewhistlingandcracklingofwhips。
EpilogueHewins;yes,hewinsuponpaper,Hehasn’tyetwonuponturf,Andtheserhymesarebutmoonshineandvapour,Air-bubblesandspumefromthesurf。
Sobeit,atleasttheyaregivenFree,gratis,forjustwhatthey’reworth,And(whatevertheremaybeinheaven)
There’slittleworthmuchuponearth。
When,withsatellitesroundthemthecentre,Ofalleyes,hardpress’dbythecrowd,Thepair,horseandrider,re-enterThegate,’midashoutlongandloud,Youmayfeel,asyoumightfeel,justlandedFulllengthonthegrassfromtheclipOfaviciouscross-counter,right-handed,Orupper-cutwhizzingfromhip。
Andthat’snotsobadifyou’repick’dupDiscreetly,andcarefullynursed;
Looseteethbythespongearesoonlick’dup,AndnexttimeyouMAYgethomefirst。
StillI’mnotsureyou’dlikeitexactly(Suchtastesasaruleareacquired),Andyou’llfindinanutshellthisfactlie,Bruisedopticsarenotmuchadmired。
DoIboreyouwithvulgarallusions?
Forgiveme,IspeakasIfeel,I’veponderedandmademyconclusions——
Asthemillgrindsthecorntothemeal;
Somanstrivingboldlybutblindly,GroundpiecemealinDestiny’smill,Athisbest,takingpunishmentkindly,Isonlyachopping-blockstill。