第3章

Now,Iwot,sheprayethinvain!

\"StillIhearitoverthebattle’sdin,Andoverthefestivecheer,——

Soshepray’dwithclasp’dhands,whiteandthin,——

Theprayerofasoulabsolvedfromsin,Forasoulthatisdarkanddrear,Forthelightofrepentanceburstingin,Andthefloodoftheblindingtear。

\"Say,priest!whenthesaintmustvainlyplead,Oh!howshallthesinnerfare?

Iholdyourcomfortabrokenreed;

Letthewither’dbranchforitselftakeheed,Whilethegreenshootswaityourcare;

I’vestriven,thoughfeebly,tograspyourcreed,AndI’vegrappledmyowndespair。\"

\"Bythelittlewithinthee,goodandbrave,Notwhollyshattered,thoughshaken;

Bythesoulthatcriethbeyondthegrave,ThelovethatHeonceinHismercygave,InHismercysinceretaken,Iconjurethee,oh!sinner,pardoncrave,Iimplorethee,oh!sleeper,waken!\"

\"Goto!shallIlaymyblacksoulbareToavain,self-righteousman?

Inmysin,inmysorrow,youmaynotshare,AndyetcouldImeetwithonewhomustbearTheloadofanequalban,WithhimImightstrivetoblendoneprayer,ThewailofthePublican。\"

\"Myson,I,too,amawitheredbough,Myplaceistoothersgiven;

Thouhastsinn’d,thousayest;Iasknothow,ForI,too,havesinn’d,evenasthou,AndI,too,havefeeblystriven,AndwiththeeImustbow,crying,`Shriveusnow!

OurFatherwhichartinheaven!’\"

SunlightontheSea[ThePhilosophyofaFeast]

Makemerry,comrades,eatanddrink(Thesunlightflickersonthesea),Thegarlandsgleam,theglassesclink,Thegrapejuicemantlesfairandfree,Thelampsaretrimm’d,althoughthelightOfdaystilllingersonthesky;

Wesitbetweenthedayandnight,Andpushthewineflaskmerrily。

Iseeyoufeastingroundmestill,Allgayofheartandstrongoflimb;

Makemerry,friends,yourglassesfill,Thelightsaregrowingdim。

ImissthevoiceofoneI’veheard(Thesunlightsinksuponthesea),Hesangasblytheasanybird,Andshooktherafterswithhisglee;

Buttimeshavechangedwithhim,Iwot,Byficklefortunecross’dandflung;

Farstouterheartthanminehe’sgotIfnowhesingsasthenhesung。

Yetsomemustswimwhenotherssink,Andsomemustsinkwhenothersswim;

Makemerry,comrades,eatanddrink,Thelightsaregrowingdim。

ImissthefaceofoneI’veloved(Thesunlightsettlesonthesea)——

Longsincetodistantclimesheroved,Hehadhisfaults,andsohavewe;

Hisnamewasmentionedherethisday,Anditwascoupledwithasneer;

Iheard,norhadIaughttosay,ThoughonceIheldhismemorydear。

Whocares,’midwinesandfruitsandflowers,Thoughdeathordangercompasshim;

Hehadhisfaults,andwehaveours,Thelightsaregrowingdim。

ImisstheformofoneIknow(Thesunlightwanesuponthesea)——

’Tisnotsoverylongago,Wedrankhishealthwiththree-times-three,Andweweregaywhenhewashere;

Andheisgone,andwearegay。

Wherehashegone?orfarornear?

Goodsooth,’tweresomewhathardtosay。

Youglanceaside,youdoubtlessthinkMyhomilyafoolishwhim,’Twillsoonbeended,eatanddrink,Thelightsaregrowingdim。

Thefruitisripe,thewineisred(Thesunlightfadesuponthesea);

Toustheabsentarethedead,Thedeadtousmustabsentbe。

We,too,theabsentranksmustjoin;

Andfriendswillcensureandforget:

There’smetalbaseineverycoin;

Menvanish,leavingtracesyetOfevilandofgoodbehind,Sincefalsenotestainttheskylark’shymn,Anddrossstilllurksingoldrefined——

Thelightsaregrowingdim。

Weeatanddrinkore’erwedie(Thesunlightflushesonthesea)。

ThreehundredsoldiersfeastedhighAnhourbeforeThermopylae;

Leonidaspour’doutthewine,Andshoutederehedrain’dthecup,\"Ho!comrades,letusgailydine——

ThisnightwithPlutoweshallsup\";

Andiftheyleantuponareed,Andiftheirreedwasslightandslim,There’ssomethinggoodinSpartancreed——

Thelightsaregrowingdim。

Makemerry,comrades,eatanddrink(Thesunlightflashesonthesea);

MyspiritisrejoicedtothinkThatevenastheyweresoarewe;

Forthey,likeus,weremortalsvain,Theslavestoearthlypassionswild,WhosleptwithheapsofPersiansslainForwinding-sheetsaroundthempiled。

Thedeadman’sdeedsarelivingstill——

MyFestivespeechissomewhatgrim——

Theirgoodobliteratestheirill——

Thelightsaregrowingdim。

Weeatanddrink,wecomeandgo(Thesunlightdiesupontheopensea)。

Ispeakinriddles。Isitso?

Myriddlesneednotmaryourglee;

ForIwillneitherbidyoushareMythoughts,norwillIbidyoushun,ThoughIshouldseeinyonderchairTh’Egyptian’smuffledskeleton。

Onetoastwithmeyourglassesfill,Aye,fillthemlevelwiththebrim,Demortuis,nisibonum,nil!

Thelightsaregrowingdim。

Delilah[FromaPicture]

Thesunhasgonedown,spreadingwideonThesky-lineonerayofredfire;

PreparethesoftcushionsofSidon,MakereadytherichloomofTyre。

Theday,withitstoilanditssorrow,Itsshade,anditssunshine,atlengthHasended;dostfearforthemorrow,Strongman,intheprideofthystrength?

Likefire-flies,heavenwardclinging,Theymultiply,staruponstar;

AndthebreezealowmurmurisbringingFromthetentsofmypeopleafar。

Nay,frownnot,IambutaPagan,YetlittleforthesethingsIcare;

’TisthehymntoourdeityDagonThatcomeswiththepleasantnightair。

Itshallnotdisturbthee,norcanit;

See,closedarethecurtains,thelightsGleamdownontheclovenpomegranate,Whosethirst-slakingnectarinvites;

TheredwineofHebronglowsbrightlyInyongoblet——thedraughtofaking;

AndthroughthesilkawningstealslightlyThesweetsongmyhandmaidenssing。

DostthinkthatthyGod,inHisanger,Willtriflewithnature’sgreatlaws,AndslackenthosesinewsinlanguorThatbattledsowellinHiscause?

WillHetakebackthatstrengthHehasgiven,BecausetothepleasuresofyouthThouyieldest?Nay,Godlike,inheaven,Helaughsatsuchfollies,forsooth。

Oh!wereI,forgoodorforevil,Asgreatandasgiftedasthou,NeitherGodshouldrestrainme,nordevil,TononelikeaslavewouldIbow。

Iffatemustindeedovertakethee,Andfeeblenesscometothyclay,Pausenottillthystrengthshallforsakethee,Enjoyitthemoreinthyday。

Oh,fork’d-tongueofadder,byherpentInsmoothlips!——oh,Sybariteblind!

Oh,womanalliedtotheserpent!

Oh,beautywithvenomcombined!

Oh,mightovercomingthemighty!

Oh,glorydeparting!oh,shame!

Oh,altaroffalseAphrodite,Whatstrengthisconsumedinthyflame!

Strongchest,whereherdraperyrustles,Stronglimbsbyherblacktresseshid!

NotalonebythemightofyourmusclesYonlionwasrentlikeakid!

Thevalourfromvirtuethatsunders,Is’reftofitsnoblerpart;

AndLancelot’sarmmayworkwonders,ButbraverisGalahad’sheart。

Sleepsoundonthatbreastfairandample;

Dullbrain,anddimeyes,anddeafears,Feelnotthecoldtouchonyourtemple,Heednotthefaintclashoftheshears。

Itcomes!——withthegleamofthelampsonThecurtains——thatvoice——doesitjarOnthysoulinthenight-watch?Ho!Samson,UpontheethePhilistinesare。

FromLightningandTempestThespring-windpass’dthroughtheforest,andwhisperedlowintheleaves,Andthecedartoss’dherhead,andtheoakstoodfirminhispride;

Thespring-windpass’dthroughthetown,throughthehousetops,casements,andeaves,Andwhisper’dlowintheheartsofthemen,andthemenreplied,Singing——\"LetusrejoiceinthelightOfourglory,andbeauty,andmight;

Letusfollowourowndevices,andfosterourowndesires。

Asfirmasouroaksinourpride,asourcedarsfairinoursight,Westandlikethetreesoftheforestthatbravethefrostsandthefires。\"

Thestormwentforthtotheforest,theplaguewentforthtothetown,Andthemenfelldowntotheplague,asthetreesfelldowntothegale;

Andtheirbloomwasaghastlypallor,andtheirsmilewasaghastlyfrown,Andthesongoftheirheartswaschangedtoawild,disconsolatewail,Crying——\"God!wehavesinn’d,wehavesinn’d,Wearebruis’d,weareshorn,wearethinn’d,Ourstrengthisturn’dtoderision,ourpridelaidlowinthedust,OurcedarsarecleftbyThylightnings,ouroaksarestrew’dbyThywind,AndwefallonourfacesseekingThineaid,thoughThywrathisjust。\"

WormwoodandNightshadeThetroublesoflifearemany,Thepleasuresoflifearefew;

Whenwesatinthesunlight,Annie,Idreamtthattheskieswereblue——

Whenwesatinthesunlight,Annie,Idreamtthattheearthwasgreen;

Thereislittlecolour,ifany,’Neaththesunlightnowtobeseen。

ThentheraysofthesunsetglintedThroughtheblackwoods’emeraldboughOnanemeraldsward,rose-tinted,Andspangled,andgemm’d;——andnowTheraysofthesunsetreddenWithasullenandluridfrown,Fromtheskiesthataredarkandleaden,Toearththatisduskandbrown。

TorightandtoleftextendedTheuplandsareblankanddrear,AndtheirneutraltintsareblendedWiththedeadleavessombreandsere;

ThecoldgreymistfromthestillsideOfthelakecreepssluggishandsure,Bareandbleakisthehill-side,Barrenandbleakthemoor。

Brighthuesandshapesintertwisted,Fairformsandrichcolours;——nowTheyhaveflown——ife’ertheyexisted——

Itmattersnotwhyorhow。

Itmattersnotwhereorwhen,dear,Theyhaveflown,theblueandthegreen,Ithoughtonwhatmightbethen,dear,NowIthinkonwhatmighthavebeen。

Whatmighthavebeen!——wordsoffolly;

Whatmightbe!——speechforafool;

Withmistletoeroundme,andholly,Scarletandgreen,atYule。

Withtheelmintheplaceofthewattle,Andinlieuofthegum,theoak,YearsbackIbelievedalittle,AndasIbelievedIspoke。

HaveIdonewiththosechildishfancies?

Theysuitedthedaysgoneby,WhenIpulledthepoppiesandpansies,WhenIhuntedthebutterfly,Withonewhohaslongbeensleeping,Astrangertodoubtsandcares,AndtosowingthatendsinreapingThistles,andthorns,andtares。

Whatmightbe!——thedreamswerescatter’d,Aschaffistoss’dbythewind,ThefaithhasbeenrudelyshatteredThatlisten’dwithcredenceblind;

Thingsweretohavebeen,andthereforeTheywere,andtheyaretobe,Andwillbe;——wemustprepareforThedoomweareboundtodree。

Ah,me!webelieveinevil,Whereoncewebelievedingood,Theworld,theflesh,andthedevilAreeasilyunderstood;

Theworld,theflesh,andthedevilTheirtracesonearthareplain;

MusttheyalwaysriotandrevelWhilefootprintsofmanremain?

Talkaboutbetterandwiser,Wiserandworseareone,ThesophististhedespiserOfallthingsunderthesun;

Isnothingrealbutconfusion?

Isnothingcertainbutdeath?

Isnothingfairsaveillusion?

Isnothinggoodthathasbreath?

Somesprite,malignantandelfish,Seemspresentwhisperingclose,\"Allmotivesoflifeareselfish,Allinstinctsoflifearegross;

Andthesongthatthepoetfashions,Andthelove-bird’smusicalstrain,Arejumblesofanimalpassions,Refinedbyanimalpain。\"

TherestlessthrobbingsandburningsThathopeunsatisfiedbrings,ThewearylongingsandyearningsForthemysticalbetterthings,ArethesandsonwhichisreflectedThepitilessmovinglake,Wherethewandererfallsdejected,Byathirsthenevercanslake。

Achildblowsbubblesthatglitter,Hesnatchesthem,theydisperse;

Yetchildhood’sfollyisbetter,Andmanhood’sfollyisworse;

GiltbaubleswegraspatblindlyWouldturninourhandstodross;

’TisafatelesscruelthankindlyDeniesthegainandtheloss。

Andasonewhopursuesashadow,Asonewhohuntsinadream,Asthechildwhocrossesthemeadow,Enticedbytherainbow’sgleam,I——knowingthecoursewasfoolish,Andguessingthegoalwaspain,Stupid,andstubborn,andmulish——

Followedandfollowagain。

ThesunoverGideonhalted,Holdingaloofthenight,WhenJoshua’sarmwasexalted,Yetneverretracedhisflight;

Norwillheturnback,norcanhe,Hechasesthefuturefast;

Thefutureisblank——oh,Annie!

Ifainwouldrecallthepast。

Thereareotherstoilingandstraining’Neathburdensgraverthanmine——

Theyareweary,yetuncomplaining——

Iknowit,yetIrepine;

Iknowit,howtimewillravage,Howtimewilllevel,andyetIlongwithalongingsavage,Iregretwithafierceregret。

Youarenofalseideal,Somethingisleftofyou,Present,perceptible,real,Palpable,tangible,true;

Oneshredofyourbrokennecklace,Onetressofyourpale,goldhair,Andaheartsoutterlyreckless,Thattheworstitwouldgladlydare。

Thereislittlepleasure,ifany,Inwakingthepastanew;

Mydaysandnightshavebeenmany;

LostchancesmanyIrue——

Mydaysandnightshavebeenmany;

NowIpraythattheybefew,WhenIthinkonthehill-side,Annie,WhereIdreamtthattheskieswereblue。

ArsLonga[ASongofPilgrimage]

Ourhopesarewildimaginings,Ourschemesareairycastles,Yetthese,onearth,arelordsandkings,Andwetheirslavesandvassals;

Yourdream,forsooth,ofbuoyantyouth,Mostreadytodeceiveis;

Butagewillownthebittertruth,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"

ThehilloflifewitheagerfeetWeclimbedinmerrymorning,ButonthedownwardtrackwemeetTheshadesoftwilightwarning;

Theshadowsgaunttheyfallaslant,AndthosewhoscaledBenNevis,Againstthemole-hillstoilandpant,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"

Theobstaclesthatbarr’dourpathWeseldomquail’dtodashonInyouth,foryouthonemottohath,\"Thewill,thewaymustfashion。\"

Thosewords,Iwot,bloodthickandhot,Tooreadytobelieveis,Butthinandcoldourbloodhathgot,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"

And\"artislong\",and\"lifeisshort\",Andmanisslowatlearning;

Andyetbydiversdealingstaught,Fordiversfolliesyearning,Heownsatlast,withgriefdowncast(Formandisposedtogrieveis)——

Oneadageoldstandstrueandfast,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"

Wejourney,manhood,youth,andage,Thematron,andthemaiden,Likepilgrimsonapilgrimage,Loinsgirded,heavyladen:——

Eachpilgrimstrong,whojoinsourthrong,Mosteagertoachieveis,Foredoom’derelongtoswellthesong,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"

Atmorn,withstaffandsandal-shoon,Wetravelbriskandcheery,Butsomehavelaidthemdownerenoon,Andallateveareweary;

Thenoontideglowswithnorepose,Andbitterchilltheeveis,Thegrasshopperaburdengrows,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"

Thestaffissnapp’d,thesandalfray’d,Theflint-stonegallsandblisters,Ourbrother’sstepswecannotaid,Ahme!noraidoursister’s:

Thepitpreparesitshiddensnares,Therockpreparedtocleaveis,Wecry,infallingunawares,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"

Oh!Wisdom,whichwesoughttowin!

Oh!Strength,inwhichwetrusted!

Oh!Glory,whichwegloriedin!

Oh!puppetsweadjusted!

Onbarrenlandourseedissand,Andtornthewebweweaveis,Thebruisedreedhathpiercedthehand,\"Arslonga,vitabrevis。\"

We,too,\"Job’scomforters\"havemet,Withsteps,likeours,unsteady,Theycouldnothelpthemselves,andyetTojudgeustheywereready;

Life’spathistrodatlast,andGodMorereadytoreprieveis,Theyknowwhorestbeneaththesod,\"Morsgratum,vitabrevis。\"

TheLastLeapAllisover!fleetcareer,Dashofgreyhoundslippingthongs,Flightoffalcon,boundofdeer,Madhoof-thunderinourrear,Coldairrushingupourlungs,Dinofmanytongues。

Onceagain,onestrugglegood,Onevaineffort;——hemustdwellNeartheshiftedpost,thatstoodWherethesplintersofthewood,Lyinginthetorntracks,tellHowhestruckandfell。

Crestwherecolddropsbeadedcling,Smalleardrooping,nostrilfull,Glazingtoascarletring,Flanksandhaunchesquivering,Sinewsstiff’ning,voidandnull,Dumbeyessorrowful。

SatincoatthatseemstoshineDullernow,blackbraidedtress,ThatasofterhandthanmineFarawaywaswonttotwine,ThatinmeadowsfarfromthisSofterlipsmightkiss。

Allisover!thisisdeath,AndIstandtowatchtheedie,Braveoldhorse!with’batedbreathHardlydrawnthroughtight-clenchedteeth,Lipindenteddeep,buteyeOnlydullanddry。

MusingonthehuskandchaffGather’dwherelife’staresaresown,ThusIspeak,andforcealaughThatishalfasneerandhalfAninvoluntarygroan,Inastifledtone——

\"Rest,oldfriend!thyday,thoughrifeWithitstoil,hathendedsoon;

Wehavehadourshareofstrife,Tumblersinthemaskoflife,InthepantomimeofnoonClownandpantaloon。

\"WiththeflashthatendsthypainRespiteandoblivionblestCometogreetthee。IinvainFall:Irisetofallagain:

Thouhastfallentothyrest——

Andthyfallisbest!\"

QuareFatigastiTwoyearsagoIwasthinkingOnthechangesthatyearsbringforth;

NowIstandwhereIthenstooddrinkingThegustandthesaltseafroth;

Andtheshudderingwavestrikes,linkingWiththewavessubsidingandsinking,Andclotsthecoastherbage,shrinking,Withthehueofthewhitecere-cloth。

Isthereaughtworthlosingorkeeping?

Thebittersorsweetsmenquaff?

Thesowingorthedoubtfulreaping?

Theharvestofgrainorchaff?

Orsquanderingdaysorheaping,Orwakingseasonsorsleeping,Thelaughterthatdriestheweeping,Ortheweepingthatdrownsthelaugh?

Forjoyswaxdimandwoesdeaden,Weforgetthesorrowfulbiers,AndthegarlandsgladthathavefledinThemercifulmarchofyears;

Andthesunnyskies,andtheleaden,Andthefacesthatpaleorredden,AndthesmilesthatloversarewedinWhoarebornandburiedintears。

Andthemyrtlebloomturnshoary,Andtheblushoftherosedecays,AndsoddenwithsweatandgoryArethehardwonlaurelsandbays;

WeareneitherjoyousnorsorryWhentimehasendedourstory,Andblottedoutgriefandglory,Andpain,andpleasure,andpraise。

Weighjustly,throwgoodandbadinThescales,willthebalanceveerWiththejoysorthesorrowshadinThesumofalife’scareer?

Intheend,spiteofdreamsthatsaddenThesadorthesanguinemadden,Thereisnothingtogrieveorgladden,Thereisnothingtohopeorfear。

\"Thouhastgoneastray,\"quoththepreacher,\"Inthegallofthybitterness,\"

Thouhasttaughtmeinvain,oh,teacher!

Ineitherblametheenorbless;

Ifbitterissureandsweetsure,Thesevanishwithformandfeature——

Canthecreaturefathomthecreature,WhoseCreatorisfathomless?

Isthisdrylandsure?Istheseasure?

Isthereaughtthatshalllongremain,Pain,orperil,orpleasure,Pleasure,orperil,orpain?

Shallwelabourortakeourleisure,Andwhoshallinherittreasure,IfthemeasurewithwhichwemeasureIsmetedtousagain?

IamslowinlearningandswiftinForgetting,andIhavegrownSowearywithlongsandsifting;

T’wardsthemistwherethebreakersmoanTherudderlessbarkisdrifting,Throughtheshoalsandthequicksandsshifting——

Intheendshallthenight-racklifting,Discovertheshoresunknown?

Hippodromania;or,WhiffsfromthePipeInFivePartsPartI

VisionsintheSmokeRest,andbethankful!OnthevergeOfthetallcliffruggedandgrey,Butwhosegranitebasethebreakerssurge,Andshivertheirfrothyspray,Outstretched,IgazeontheeddyingwreathThatgathersandflitsaway,Withthesurfbeneath,andbetweenmyteethThestemofthe\"ancientclay\"。

Withtheanodynecloudonmylistlesseyes,Withitsspellonmydreamybrain,AsIwatchthecirclingvapoursriseFromthebrownbowluptothesullenskies,Myvisionbecomesmoreplain,TilladimkaleidoscopesucceedsThroughthesmoke-rackdriftingandveering,LikeghostlyridersonphantomsteedsToashadowygoalcareering。

Intheirowngenerationthewisemaysneer,Theyholdoursportsinderision;

Perchancetosophist,orsage,orseer,Wereallottedagravervision。

Yetifman,ofalltheCreatorplann’d,Hisnoblestworkisreckoned,OftheworksofHishand,byseaorbyland,Thehorsemayatleastranksecond。

Didtheyquail,thosesteedsofthesquadronslight,Didtheyflinchfromthebattle’sroar,WhentheyburstonthegunsoftheMuscovite,BytheechoingBlackSeashore?

On!on!tothecannon’smouththeystride,Withneveraswervenorashy,Oh!theminutesofyondermaddeningride,Longyearsofpleasureoutvie!

Noslave,butacomradestaunch,inthis,Isthehorse,forhetakeshisshare,Notinperilalone,butinfeverishbliss,Andinlongingtodoanddare。

Wherebulletswhistle,androundshotwhiz,Hoofstrample,andbladesflashbare,GodsendmeanendingasfairashisWhodiedinhisstirrupsthere!

Thewindhasslumberedthroughouttheday,Nowafitfulgustspringsoverthebay,Mywanderingthoughtsnolongerstray,I’llfixmyovercoatbuttons;

SecuremyoldhatasbestImay(Andashockingbadoneitis,bytheway),Blowadensercloudfrommystuntedclay,Andthen,friendBELL,astheFrenchmensay,We’ll\"gobackagaintoourmuttons\"。

There’salullinthetumultonyonderhill,Andtheclamourhasgrownlessloud,ThoughtheBabeloftonguesisneverstill,Withthepresenceofsuchacrowd。

Thebellhasrung。WiththeirridersupAtthestartingposttheymuster,Theracersstripp’dforthe\"MelbourneCup\",Allglossandpolishandlustre;

Andthecourseisseen,withitsemeraldsheen,Bythebrightspring-tiderenew’d,LikearibbonofgreenstretchedoutbetweenTheranksofthemultitude。

Theflagislowered。\"They’reoff!\"\"Theycome!\"

Thesquadronissweepingon;

Aswayinthecrowd——amurmuringhum:

\"They’rehere!\"\"They’repast!\"\"They’regone!\"

Theycamewiththerushofthesouthernsurf,Onthebarofthestorm-girtbay;

AndlikemuffleddrumsonthesoundingturfTheirhoof-strokesechoaway。

Theroseandblackdrawsclearoftheruck,Andthemurmurswellstoaroar,Asthebraveoldcoloursthatneverwerestruck,Areseenwiththeleadoncemore。

ThoughthefeatheryfernsandgrasseswaveO’erthesodwhereLanternsleeps,ThoughtheturfisgreenonFisherman’sgrave,Thestableitsprestigekeeps。

Sixlengthsinfrontshescoursalong,She’sbringingthefieldtotrouble;

She’stailingthemoff,she’srunningstrong,Sheshakesherheadandpullsdouble。

NowMinstrelfaltersandExileflags,TheBarbfindsthepacetoohot,AndToryboyloiters,andPlayboylags,AndtheBOLTofBenBoltisshot。

Thatshenevermaybecaughtthisday,Istheworstthatthepublicwishher。

Shewon’tbecaught:shecomesrightaway;

HurrahforSeagullandFisher!

See,Stropfallsback,thoughhisreinsareslack,Sultanabeginstotire,Andthetop-weighttellsontheSydneycrack,Andthepaceon\"theGippslandflyer\"。

Therowels,asroundtheturntheysweep,JustgrazeTimWhiffler’sflanks;

Likethehunteddeerthatfliesthroughthesheep,Hestridesthroughthebeatenranks。

DaughterofOmen,proveyourbirth,Thecoltwilltakelotsofchoking;

Thehotbreathsteamsatyoursaddlegirth,Fromhisscarletnostrilsmoking。

TheshoutsoftheRingforaspacesubside,Andslackensthebookmaker’sroar;

Now,Davis,rally;now,Carter,ride,Asmanneverrodebefore。

WhenSparrowhawk’sbackersceasetocheer,WhenYattendon’sfriendsaredumb,WhenhushedistheclamourforVolunteer——

Aloneintheracetheycome!

They’reneckandneck;they’reheadandhead;

They’restrokeforstrokeintherunning;

Thewhalebonewhistles,thesteelisred,Noshirkingasyetnorshunning。

Oneeffort,Seagull,thebloodyouboastShouldstrugglewhennervesarestrained;——

Witharushonthepost,byaneckatthemost,TheverdictforTimisgained。

TimWhifflerwins。IsbloodaloneThesinequanonforaflyer?

Thebreedofhisdamisamythunknown,Andwe’vedoubtsrespectinghissire。

Yetfew(ifany)thoseproudnamesare,Onthepagesofpeerageorstud,Inwhose’scutcheonlurksnosinisterbar,Notaintofthebaseblackblood。

Aye,Shorthouse,laugh——laughloudandlong,Forpedigreeyou’reasticker;

Youmayberight,Imaybewrong,Wiseacresboth!Let’sliquor。

OurcommondescentwemayeachrecallToaladyofoldcaughttripping,Thefaironeinfigleaves,whod————dusallForabiteatagoldenpippin。

WhenfirstonthisrockyledgeIlay,Therewasscarcearippleinyonderbay,Theairwasserenelystill;

EachcolumnthatsailedfrommyswarthyclayHungloiteringlongereitpassedaway,Thoughtheskiesworeatingeofleadengrey,Andtheatmospherewaschill。

Buttheredsunsanktohiseveningshroud,Wherethewesternbillowsareroll’d,Behindacurtainofsablecloud,Withafringeofscarletandgold;

There’samistyglareintheyellowmoon,Andthedriftisscuddingfast,There’llbestorm,andrattle,andtempestsoon,Whentheheavensareovercast。

TheneutraltintofthesullenseaIsfleck’dwiththesnowyfoam,Andthedistantgalesighsdrearilie,Asthewanderersighsforhishome。

Thewhitesea-horsestosstheirmanesOnthebarofthesouthernreef,Andthebreakersmoan,and——byJove,itrains(IthoughtIshouldcometogrief);

Thoughitcan’twelldamagemyshabbyhat,Thoughmycoatlooksbestwhenit’sdamp;

SincetheshakingIgot(nomatterwhereat),I’veamortaldreadofthecramp。

Mymatchesarewet,mypipe’sputout,Andthewindblowscolderandstronger;

I’llbestiff,andsore,andsorry,nodoubt,IfIliehereanylonger。

PartII

TheFieldsofColeraineOnthefieldsofCol’rainethere’llbelabourinvainBeforetheGreatWesternisended,Thenagswillhavetoil’d,andthesilkswillbesoil’d,Andtherailswillrequiretobemended。

Forthegulliesaredeep,andtheuplandsaresteep,Andmudwillofpurlsbethetoken,Andthetoughstringy-bark,thatinvitesustolark,Withimpunitymaynotbebroken。

ThoughBallarat’sfast,andtheysayhecanlast,Andthatmaybegrantedhereafter,Yetthejudge’sdecisiontotheBorderdivisionWillbringneithershoutingnorlaughter。

AndBlueskin,I’veheardthathegoeslikeabird,AndI’mtoldthattobackhimwouldpayme;

He’sagoodbitofstuff,butnotquitegoodenough,\"Nonlicuitcrederefamae。\"

Alfredoughttobethere,weallofusswearBythebloodofKingAlfred,hissire;

He’snottherealjam,bythebloodofhisdam,SoIsha’n’tputhimdownasaflyer。

Now,Hynam,myboy,Iwishyougreatjoy,Iknowthatwhenfreshyoucanjump,sir;

Butyou’llscarcebeinclover,whenyou’reriddenallover,Andpunishedfromshouldertorump,sir。

Archergoeslikeashot,theycanputontheirpot,Andboilittocoverexpenses;

Theirpotwillboilover,therunofhisdoverHe’llneverearnoverbigfences。

There’sahorseintherace,withablazeonhisface,Andweknowhecangallopadocker!

He’sprovedhimselfstout,ofhisspeedthere’snodoubt,Andhisjumping’saccordingtoCocker。

WhenHynam’soutstripp’d,andwhenAlfrediswhipp’d,Tokeephiminsightoftheleaders,WhileBlueskinrunstrue,buthisbackerslookblue,Forhisrider’satworkwiththebleeders;

Whenhiscarcaseofbeefbrings\"thebullock\"togrief,Andtherushofthetartanisended;

WhenArcher’sintrouble——who’sthatpullingdouble,Andtakinghisleapsunextended?

Hewinsalltheway,andtherest——sweet,theysay,Isthesmellofthenewly-turnedplough,friend,Butyousmellittooclosewhenitstopseyesandnose,Andyoucan’ttellyourhorsefromyourcow,friend。

PartIII

CredatJudaeusApellaDearBell,——Ienclosewhatyouaskinaletter,Ashortrhymeatrandom,nomoreandnoless,Andyoumayinsertit,forwantofabetter,Orleaveit,itdoesn’tmuchmatter,Iguess;

Andasforatip,why,thereisn’tmuchinit,Imayhittherightnail,butfirst,Ideclare,Ihaven’tanotionwhat’sgoingtowinit(TheChampion,Imean),andwhat’smore,Idon’tcare。

Imprimis,there’sCowra——fewnagscangoquickerThanshecan——andSmithtakeshisoathshecanfly;

WhileBrown,Jones,andRobinsonswearshe’sasticker,But\"credatJudaeusApella\",sayI。

There’soldVolunteer,I’dbesorrytosneerAthischance;he’llbethere,ifhegoesattherateHewentatlastyear,whenacustomerqueer,JohnnyHiggerson,fanciedhimlock’dinthestraight;

I’veheardthattheoldhorsehasneverbeenfitter,I’veheardallperformancespasthe’lloutvie;

Hemaygallopadocker,andfinishasplitter,But\"credatJudaeusApella\",sayI。

Iknowwhattheysay,sir,\"TheHook\"hecanstay,sir,Andsticktohisworklikeasleuth-houndorbeagle;

Hestays\"withaHOOK\",andhesticksintheclay,sir;

I’drather,forchoice,popmymoneyonSeagull;

I’mtoldthattheSydneydivisionwillrue,sir,Theirrashnessinfrontofthestandwhentheyspy,Withaclearlead,thewhitejacketspottedwithblue,sir,But\"credatJudaeusApella\",sayI。

There’sTheBarb——youmaytalkofyourflyersandstayers,Allbosh——whenhestripsyoucanseehiseyerangeRoundhisrivals,withmuchthesamelookasTomSayersOnceworewhenhefacedthebignovice,BillBainge。

LikeStow,atourhustings,confrontingthehissesOfroughs,withhisqueerMephistopheles’smile;

LikeBaker,orBaker’smorewonderfulMRS。,TheterrorofblacksatthesourceoftheNile;

LikeTriton’midminnows;likehawkamongchickens;

Like——anythingbetterthaneverythingelse:

Hestandsatthepost。Nowthey’reoff!theplotthickens!

QuothStanleytoDavis,\"Howisyourpulse?\"

Heskimso’erthesmoothturf,hescudsthroughthemire,Hewaitswiththem,passesthem,bidsthemgood-bye!

Twomilesandthree-quarters,criesFilgate,\"He’lltire。\"

Oh!\"credatJudaeusApella\",sayI。

Lestmytaleshouldcometrue,letmegiveyoufairwarning,Youmay\"shout\"somecheroots,ifyoulike,nochampagneForthischild——\"Oh!thinkofmyheadinthemorning,\"

Oldchap,youdon’tgetmeonthatlayagain。

ThelasttimethosegamesIlook’dlikelytotryon,SaysBradshawe,\"You’llfeelverysheepishandshyWhenyouarehaul’dupandcaution’dbyD————g————yandL————n,\"

Oh!\"credatJudaeusApella\",sayI。

Thiswritingbadversesisveryfatiguing,Thebrainandtheliveragainstitcombine,Andnerveswithdigestioninconcertareleaguing,Topunishexcessinthepenandinkline;

AlreadyIfeeljustasifI’dbeenrowingHardall——onasupperofonionsandtripe(AthingIabhor),butmysteamI’vedoneblowing,Iam,mydearBELL,yourstruly,\"ThePipe\"。

P。S。——TellJ。P。,ifhefanciesagood’un,Thatoldchestnutponyofmineisforsale。

N。B。——Hisforelegsareuncommonlywooden,Ifancythenearone’sbeginningtofail,Andwhyshouldn’tIdoasW————ndoesoft,Andswearthatacrippleissound——ontheBible——

Holdhard!thoughthemanIalludetoissoft,He’sgametogoinforanactionoflibel。

PartIV

Banker’sDreamOfchasesandcoursesdogsdream,sodohorses——

LastnightIwasdozinganddreaming,Thecrowdandthebustlewerethere,andtherustleOfthesilkintheautumnskygleaming。

Thestandthrong’dwithfaces,thebroadclothandlaces,Thebooths,andthetents,andthecars,Thebookmakers’jargon,foroddsmakingbargain,Thenastystalesmellofcigars。

Weformedintoline,’neaththemerrysunshine,Nearthelogsattheendoftherailing;

\"Areyouready,boys?Go!\"criedthestarter,andlowSanktheflag,andawaywewentsailing。

Inthevanofthebattleweheardthestonesrattle,Somesloggingwasdone,butnoslaughter,Ashoutfromthestand,andthewholeofourbandSkimm’dmerrilyoverthewater。

Twofencesweclear’d,andtheroadwaywenear’d,Whenthreeofourtroopcametotrouble;

Likeabirdonthewing,orastonefromasling,FlewCadger,firstoverthedouble。

AndWesternwasthere,headandtailintheair,AndPondonwasthere,too——whatnoodleCouldsonameahorse?IshouldfeelsomeremorseIfIgavesuchanametoapoodle。

Inandoutofthelane,totheracecourseagain,Craig’sponywasfirst,Iwasthird,AndInglesidelitinmytracks,withthebitInhisteeth,andcameup\"likeabird\"。

Inthevanofthebattleweheardtherailsrattle,Sayshe,\"ThoughIdon’tcareforshunningMyshareoftheraps,Ishalllookoutforgaps,Whenthelightweight’sawaywiththerunning。\"

Atthefencejustaheadtheoutsiderstillled,Thechestnutplay’dfollowmyleader;

Oh!thedevilagap,hewentintoitslap,Andheandhisjocktookaheader。

SaysIngleside,\"Mate,shouldtheponygostraight,You’venotimetostoporturnrestive;\"

SaysI,\"Whomeanstostop?IshallgotillIdrop;\"

Sayshe,\"Goit,oldcuss,gayandfestive。\"

Thefencestiffandtall,justbeyondthelogwall,Wecross’d,andthewalls,andthewater,——

Itookofftoonear,asmallmadefencetoclear,Andjusttouch’dthegrasswithmysnorter。

AtthenextpostandrailupwentWestern’sbangtail,Anddown(bytheverysametoken)

Toearthwenthisnose,forthepanelhechoseStoodfirmandrefusedtobebroken。

IdreamtsomeonesaidthatthebaywouldhavemadeTheracesafeifhe’dSTOODawhilelonger;

IFhehad,——but,likeif,therethepanelstandsstiff——

Hestood,butthepanelstoodstronger。

Inandoutoftheroad,withaclearleadstillshow’dThevioletflutedwithamber;

SaysJohnson,\"Oldman,catchhimnowifyoucan,’Tisthesecondtimeroundyou’llremember。\"

Attheroadonceagain,pullinghardontherein,Craig’sponypopp’dinandpopp’dout;

Ifollowedlikesmokeandthepacewasnojoke,Forhisfriendswerebeginningtoshout。

AndInglesidecametomyside,strongandgame,Andonceheappear’dtooutstripme,ButIfeltthesteelgore,andIshottothefore,OnlyCadgerseem’dlikelytowhipme。

InthevanofthebattleIheardthelogsrattle,Hisstrokeneverseem’dtodiminish,AndthriceIdrewnearhim,andthricehedrewclear,Fortheweightservedhimwellatthefinish。

Ha!Cadgergoesdown,see,hestandsonhiscrown——

Thoserailstakeapowerofclouting——

Alongslidingblunder——he’sup——well,IwonderIfnowit’salloverbutshouting。

Alllooselyhe’sstriding,theamateur’sridingAllloosely,somereverielockedinOfa\"visioninsmoke\",ora\"wayfaringbloke\",Hispoeticalrubbishconcocting。

Nowcomesfromafarthefaintcry,\"Heretheyare,\"

\"Thevioletwinningwithease,\"

\"Fredgoesuplikeashot,\"\"Doeshecatchhimornot?\"

Levelmoney,I’lltakethecerise。

TohishaunchesIspring,andmymuzzleIbringTohisflank,tohisgirth,tohisshoulder;

ThroughtheshoutingandyellingIhearmynameswelling,Theheartsofmybackersgrowbolder。

Neckandneck!headandhead!staringeye!nostrilspread!

Girthandstiflelaidclosetotheground!

Strideforstride!strokeforstroke!throughonehurdlewe’vebroke!

Onthesplinterswe’velitwithonebound。

And\"Bankerforchoice\"isthecry,andonevoiceScreams\"SixtofouronceuponBanker;\"

\"Bankerwins,\"\"Banker’sbeat,\"\"Cadgerwins,\"\"Adeadheat\"——

Ah!theregoesFred’swhaleboneaflanker。

Springsthewhipwithacrack!ninestonetenonhisback,Fitandlighthecanracelikethedevil;

Idrawpasthim——’tisvain;hedrawspastmeagain,Springsthewhip!andagainwearelevel。

Steelandcorddotheirworst,nowmyheadstrugglesfirst!

Thattugmylastspurthasexpended——

Nosetonose!liptolip!fromthesoundofthewhipHestrainstotheutmostextended。

Howtheyswimthroughtheair,aswerolltothechair,Stand,faces,andrailingsflitpast;

NowIspring***

frommylairwithasnortandastare,Rous’dbyFredwithmysupperatlast。

PartV

ExFumoDareLucem[’TwixttheCupandtheLip]

PrologueCalmandclear!thebrightdayisdeclining,Thecrystalexpanseofthebay,Likeashieldofpuremetal,liesshining’Twixtheadlandsofpurpleandgrey,Whilethelittlewavesleapinthesunset,Andstrikewithaminiatureshock,Insportiveandinfantineonset,Thebaseoftheiron-stonerock。

Calmandclear!thesea-breezesareladenWithafragrance,afreshness,apower,Withasonglikethesongofamaiden,Withascentlikethescentofaflower;

Andawhisper,half-weird,half-prophetic,Comeshomewiththesighofthesurf;——

ButIpause,foryourfanciespoeticNeverrisefromthelevelof\"Turf\"。

Fellow-bunglerofmine,fellow-sinner,Inpublicperformancespast,Intrialswhencetoutstaketheirwinner,Inrumoursthatcirculatefast,InstrainsfromPrunellaorPriam,Stayingstayers,orgoersthatgo,You’remuchbetterpostedthanIam,’TislittleIcare,lessIknow。

Alas!neitherpoetnorprophetAmI,thoughajinglerofrhymes——

’Tisahobbyofmine,andI’moffitAttimes,andI’monitattimes;

AndwhetherI’moffitoronit,Yourreadersmycounselswillshun,SinceIscarceknowVanTrompfromBlueBonnet,ThoughImightknowCigarfromtheNun。

With\"visions\"yououghttobesatedAndsicken’dbythistime,IswearThatmineareallmythsself-created,Airvisionsthatvanishinair;

IfIhadsomeloosecoinsImightchuckone,Tosettlethisquestionandsay,\"Heregoes!thisistailsfortheblackone,Andheadsformyfav’ritethebay。\"

AndmustIrobPaultopayPeter,OrPeterdefraudtopayPaul?

Myrhymes,aretheystale?ifmymetreIsvaried,onechimeringsthroughall:

Onechime——thoughIsingmoreorsingless,Ihavebutonestringtomylute,Anditmighthavebeenbetterif,stringlessAndsongless,thesamehadbeenmute。

Yetnotasaseerofvisions,Noryetasadreamerofdreams,IsendyouthesepartialdecisionsOnhackney’d,impoverish’dthemes;

Butwithsongoutoftune,sungtopasstime,Flungheedlesstofriendsortofoes,Wherethefalsenotesthatringforthelasttime,Mayblendwithsomerealones,whoknows?

TheRaceOnthehilltheyarecrowdingtogether,Inthestandtheyarecrushingforroom,Likemidge-fliestheyswarmontheheather,Theygatherlikebeesonthebroom;

Theyflutterlikemothsroundacandle——

Stalesimiles,granted,whatthen?

I’vegotastalesubjecttohandle,Averystalestumpofapen。

Hark!theshuffleoffeetthataremany,Ofvoicesthemany-tonguedclang——

\"Hashehadabadnight?\"\"HasheanyFriendsleft?\"——HowIhateyourturfslang;

’Tisstaletobeginwith,notwitty,Butdull,andinclinedtobecoarse,Butbadmencan’tuse(more’sthepity)

Goodwordswhentheyslateagoodhorse。

Heu!heu!quantusequis(that’sLatinFor\"bellowstomend\"withtheweeds),They’reoff!lightsandshades!silkandsatin!

Arainbowofridersandsteeds!

Andoneshowsinfront,andanotherGoesupandisseeninhisplace,Sictransit(moreLatin)——Oh!bother,Let’sgettotheendoftherace。

*****

See,theycomeroundthelastturncareering,AlreadyTait’scoloursarestruck,Andthegreeninthevanguardissteering,Andthered’sintherearoftheruck!

Arethestripesintheshadedoom’dtolielong?

Dothebluestarsonwhiteskieswaxdim?

IsitTamworthorSmuggler?’TisBylongThatwins——eitherBylongorTim。

AstheshellthroughthebreachthatisrivenAndsapp’dbythespringingofmines,Astheboltfromthethunder-clouddriven,Thatlevelsthelarchesandpines,Throughyonmassparti-colour’dthatdashesGoal-turn’d,cladinmany-huedgarb,Fromreartovan,surgesandflashesTheyellowandblackofTheBarb。

PastTheFly,fallingbackontheright,andTheGull,givingwayontheleft,PastTamworth,whofeelsthewhipsmite,andWhosesidesbytherowelsarecleft;

WhereTimandthechestnuttogetherStillbearofthebattlethebrunt,Asifeightstonetwelvewereafeather,Hecomeswitharushtothefront。

TimWhifflermayyetproveaTartar,AndBylong’sthehorsethatcanstay,ButKeanisintrouble——andCarterIshardonthesatin-skinn’dbay;

AndTheBarbcomesawayunextended,Hardheld,likeasecondEclipse,Whilebehindthehoof-thunderisblendedWiththewhistlingandcracklingofwhips。

EpilogueHewins;yes,hewinsuponpaper,Hehasn’tyetwonuponturf,Andtheserhymesarebutmoonshineandvapour,Air-bubblesandspumefromthesurf。

Sobeit,atleasttheyaregivenFree,gratis,forjustwhatthey’reworth,And(whatevertheremaybeinheaven)

There’slittleworthmuchuponearth。

When,withsatellitesroundthemthecentre,Ofalleyes,hardpress’dbythecrowd,Thepair,horseandrider,re-enterThegate,’midashoutlongandloud,Youmayfeel,asyoumightfeel,justlandedFulllengthonthegrassfromtheclipOfaviciouscross-counter,right-handed,Orupper-cutwhizzingfromhip。

Andthat’snotsobadifyou’repick’dupDiscreetly,andcarefullynursed;

Looseteethbythespongearesoonlick’dup,AndnexttimeyouMAYgethomefirst。

StillI’mnotsureyou’dlikeitexactly(Suchtastesasaruleareacquired),Andyou’llfindinanutshellthisfactlie,Bruisedopticsarenotmuchadmired。

DoIboreyouwithvulgarallusions?

Forgiveme,IspeakasIfeel,I’veponderedandmademyconclusions——

Asthemillgrindsthecorntothemeal;

Somanstrivingboldlybutblindly,GroundpiecemealinDestiny’smill,Athisbest,takingpunishmentkindly,Isonlyachopping-blockstill。