AndIprayTheedealwithmeasThouwilt,YetthebloodofThyfoesIhavefreelyspilt,And,moreover,mineisthegreaterguiltInthesightofTheeandThyFather。
Thatsaint,Thyservant,wascounteddearWhoseswordinthegardengrazedtheearOfThineenemy,LordRedeemer!
Notthusontheshatteringvisorjarr’dInthishandtheironofthehiltcross-barr’d,Whenthebladewasswallow’duptotheguardThroughtheteethofthestrongblasphemer。
IfeverIsmoteasamanshouldsmite,IfIstruckonestrokethatseem’dgoodinThysight,ByThylovingmercyprevailing,Lord!letherstandinthelightofThyface,Cloth’dwithThyloveandcrown’dwithThygrace,WhenIgnashmyteethintheterribleplaceThatisfill’dwithweepingandwailing。
ShallIcomfortmysoulonaccountofthis?
Intheworldtocome,whatsoeveritis,Thereisnomoreearthlyill-doing——
Forthedustydarknessshallslaydesire,Andthechaffmayburnwithunquenchablefire,ButforgreenwildgrowthofthistleandbriarAtleastthereisnorenewing。
AndthisgrievousburdenoflifeshallchangeInthedimhereafter,dreamyandstrange,Andsorrowsandjoysdiurnal。
AndpartialblessingsandperishingillsShallfadeinthepraise,orthepangthatfillsThegloryofGod’seternalhills,OrthegloomofHisgulfeternal。
YetifallthingschangetothegloryofOneWhoforallill-doersgaveHisOwnsweetSon,ToHisgoodnesssoshallHechangeill,Whentheworldasawither’dleafshallbe,Andtheskylikeashrivell’dscrollshallflee,Andsoulsshallbesummon’dfromlandandsea,AttheblastofHisbrightarchangel。
Thora’sSong(\"Ashtaroth\")
Weseveredinautumnearly,Eretheearthwastornbytheplough;
ThewheatandtheoatsandthebarleyAreripefortheharvestnow。
Wesunder’donemistymorning,Erethehillsweredimm’dbytherain,Throughtheflowersthosehillsadorning——
Thoucomestnotbackagain。
MyheartisheavyandwearyWiththeweightofawearysoul;
Themid-dayglaregrowsdreary,Anddrearythemidnightscroll。
Thecorn-stalkssighforthesickle,’Neaththeloadofthegoldengrain;
Isighforamatemorefickle——
Thoucomestnotbackagain。
Thewarmsunrisethandsetteth,Thenightbringethmoist’ningdew,ButthesoulthatlongethforgettethThewarmthandthemoisture,too;
InthehotsunrisingandsettingThereisnaughtsavefeverishpain;
Therearetearsinthenight-dewswetting——
Thoucomestnotbackagain。
ThyvoiceinmineearstillminglesWiththevoicesofwhisp’ringtrees;
ThykissonmycheekstilltinglesAteachkissofthesummerbreeze;
WhiledreamsofthepastarethrongingForsubstanceofshadesinvain,Iamwaiting,watching,andlonging——
Thoucomestnotbackagain。
Waitingandwatchingever,Longingandlingeringyet,Leavesrustleandcorn-stalksquiver,Windsmurmurandwatersfret;
Noanswertheybring,nogreeting,Nospeechsavethatsadrefrain,Norvoice,saveanechorepeating——
Hecomethnotbackagain。
TheThreeFriends(FromtheFrench)
Theswordslewoneindeadlystrife;
Oneperish’dbythebowl;
Thethirdliesself-slainbytheknife;
Forthreethebellsmaytoll——
Ilovedherbetterthanmylife,Andbetterthanmysoul。
Aye,father!hastthoucomeatlast?
’Tissomewhatlatetopray;
Life’scrimsontidesareebbingfast,Theydrainmysoulaway;
Mineeyeswithfilmareovercast,Thelightsarewaninggrey。
ThiscurlfromherbrightheadIshore,Andthisherhandsgavemine;
See,oneisstainedwithpurplegore,Andonewithpoison’dwine;
Givethesetoherwhenalliso’er——
Howserpent-liketheytwine!
Wethreewerebrethreninarms,Andsworncompanionswe;
Weheldthismotto,\"WhosoharmsTheoneshallharmthethree!\"
Till,matchlessforhersubtlecharms,Belovedofeachwasshe。
(ThesetwowereslainthatImightkissHersweetmouth。Ididwell;
Isaid,\"ThereisnogreaterblissForthoseinheaventhatdwell;\"
Ilosther;thenIsaid,\"ThereisNofiercerpanginhell!\")
Wehaveupheldeachother’srights,Sharedpurse,andborrow’dblade;
Havestrickensidebysideinfights;
AndsidebysidehaveprayedInchurches。WewereChristianknights,AndsheaChristianmaid。
Wemetatsunrise,heandI,Mycomrade——’twasagreedThesteelourquarrelfirstshouldtry,Thepoisonshouldsucceed;
Fortwoofthreeweredoom’dtodie,Andonewasdoom’dtobleed。
Webuckledtothedoubtfulfray,Atfirstwithsomeremorse;
Buthewhomustbeslain,orslay,Soonstrikeswithvengefulforce。
Hefell;Ilefthimwherehelay,Amongthetrampledgorse。
DidpassionwarpmyheartandheadTomadness?And,ifso,Canmadnesspalliatebloodshed?——
Itmaybe——IshallknowWhenGodshallgatherupthedeadFromwherethefourwindsblow。
Wemetatsunset,heandI——
Mysecondcomradetrue;
Twocupswithwinewerebrimminghigh,Andonewasdrugg’d——weknewNotwhich,norsoughtwetodescry;
Ourchoicebylotwedrew。
AndthereIsatwithhimtosup;
IheardhimblithelyspeakOfby-gonedays——thefatalcupForgottenseem’d——hischeekWasruddy:father,raisemeup,Myvoiceiswaxingweak。
Wedrank;hislipsturnedlividwhite,Hischeeksgrewleadenash;
Hereel’d——IheardhistemplessmiteThethresholdwithacrash!
Andfromhishand,inshiversbright,Isawthegobletflash。
Themorrowdawn’dwithfragrancerare,TheMaybreeze,fromthewest,Justfann’dthesleepyolives,whereSheheardandIconfess’d;
Myhairentangledwithherhair,Herbreaststrainedtomybreast。
OnthedreadvergeofendlessgloomMysoulrecallsthathour;
Skieslanguishingwithbalmofbloom,Andfieldsaflamewithflower;
Andslowcaressesthatconsume,Andkissesthatdevour。
Ah!nowwithstormthedayseemsrife,MydullearscatchtherollOfthunder,andthefarseastrife,Onbeachandbarandshoal——
Ilovedherbetterthanmylife,Andbetterthanmysoul。
Shefled!Icannotproveherguilt,NorwouldIanIcould;
See,lifeforlifeisfairlyspilt!
Andbloodisshedforblood;
Herwhitehandsneithertouchedthehilt,Noryetthepotionbrew’d。
Aye!turnmefromthesicklysouth,Towardsthegustynorth;
Thefruitsofsinaredustanddrouth,Theendofcrimeiswrath——
Thelipsthatpressedherrose-likemouthArechokedwithblood-redfroth。
Thendigthegrave-pitdeepandwide,Threegravesthrownintoone,Andlaythreecorpsessidebyside,Andtelltheirtaletonone;
ButbringherbackinallherprideToseewhatshehathdone。
ASongofAutumn\"WhereshallwegoforourgarlandsgladAtthefallingoftheyear,Whentheburnt-upbanksareyellowandsad,Whentheboughsareyellowandsere?
Wherearetheoldonesthatoncewehad,Andwhenarethenewonesnear?
WhatshallwedoforourgarlandsgladAtthefallingoftheyear?\"
\"Child!canItellwherethegarlandsgo?
CanIsaywherethelostleavesveerOnthebrown-burntbanks,whenthewildwindsblow,Whentheydriftthroughthedead-wooddrear?
Girl!whenthegarlandsofnextyearglow,YOUmaygatheragain,mydear——
ButIgowherethelastyear’slostleavesgoAtthefallingoftheyear。\"
TheRomanceofBritomarteAsrelatedbySergeantLeighonthenighthegothiscaptaincyattheRestoration。
I’lltellyouastory;butpassthe\"jack\",Andletusmakemerryto-night,mymen。
Aye,thosewerethedayswhenmybeardwasblack——
Iliketorememberthemnowandthen——
ThenMileswasliving,andCuthbertthere,Onhislipwasneverasignofdown;
ButIcarryaboutsomebraidedhair,ThathasnotyetchangedfromtheglossybrownThatitshowedthedaywhenIbroketheheartOfthatbravestofdestriers,\"Britomarte\"。
SirHughwasslain(mayhissoulfindgrace!)
InthefraythatwasneitherlostnorwonAtEdgehill——thentoSt。Hubert’sChaseLordGoringdespatchedagarrison——
Butmenandhorseswereilltospare,Anderelongthesoldierswereshiftedfast。
Asforme,IneverwasquarteredthereTillMarstonMoorhadbeenlost;atlast,Asluckwouldhaveit,alone,andlateInthenight,Irodetothenortherngate。
Ithought,asIpassedthroughthemoonlitpark,OntheboyishdaysIusedtospendInthehallsoftheknightlyingstiffandstark——
Thoughtonhislady,myfather’sfriend(Mine,too,inspiteofmysinisterbar,Butwiththatmystoryhasnaughttodo)——
Shediedthewinterbeforethewar——
DiedgivingbirthtothebabyHugh。
Hepass’derethegreenleavesclothedthebough,Andtheorphangirlwastheheiressnow。
WhenIwasarudeandarecklessboy,Andsheabraveandabeautifulchild,Iwasherpage,herplaymate,hertoy——
Ihavecrown’dherhairwiththefield-flowerswild,Cowslipandcrow-footandcolt’s-footbright——
Ihavecarriedhermileswhenthewoodswerewet,Ihavereadherromancesofdameandknight;
Shewasmyprincess,mypride,mypet,Therewasthenthisproverbustwainbetween,ForthegloryofGodandofGwendoline。
Shehadgrowntoamaidenwonderfulfair,ButforyearsIhadscarcelyseenherface。
Now,withtroopersHoldsworth,Huntly,andClare,OldMileskeptguardatSt。Hubert’sChase,AndthechatelainewasaMistressRuth,SirHugh’shalf-sister,anancientdame,Butamettlesomesoulhadsheforsooth,Assheshow’dwhenthetimeofhertrialcame。
IboredespatchestoMilesandtoher,TowarnthemagainstthebandsofKerr。
AndminewouldhavebeenaperilousrideWiththerebelhorsemen——weknewnotwhereTheywerescatteredoverthatcountryside,——
Ifithadnotbeenformybravebrownmare。
Shewasiron-sinew’dandsatin-skinn’d,Ribb’dlikeadrumandlimb’dlikeadeer,Fierceasthefireandfleetasthewind——
Therewasnothingshecouldn’tclimborclear——
Richlordshadvex’dme,invain,topart,Fortheirgoldandsilver,withBritomarte。
Nextmornwemuster’dscarcehalfascore,Withtheservingmen,whowerepoorlyarm’d——
Fivesoldiers,countingmyself,nomore,Andaculverin,whichmightwellhaveharm’dUs,hadweusedit,butnotourfoes,When,withhorsesandfoot,toourdoorstheycame,Andapsalm-singersummon’dus(throughhisnose),Anddeliver’d——\"This,inthepeople’sname,Untowhosoholdeththisfortresshere,Surrender!orbidethesiege——JohnKerr。\"
’Twasamansionbuiltinastyletoonew,Acastlebycourtesy,heliedWhocalleditafortress——yet,’tistrue,Ithadbeenindifferentlyfortified——
Wewerewellprovidedwithboltandbar——
AndwhileIhurriedtoplaceourmen,OldMileswascall’dtoacouncilofwarWithMistressRuthandwithHER,andwhenTheyhadarguedloudlyandlong,thosethree,Theysent,asalastresource,forme。
InthechairofstatesaterectDameRuth;
Shehadcastasideherembroidery;
Shehadbeenabeauty,theysay,inheryouth,Therewasmuchfiercefireinherboldblackeye。
\"AmIdeceivedinyouboth?\"quothshe。
\"Ifonesparkofherfather’sspiritlivesInthisgirlhere——so,thisLeigh,RalphLeigh,Letushearwhatcounselthespringaldgives。\"
ThenIstammer’d,somewhattakenaback——
(Simon,youale-swiller,passthe\"jack\")。
Thedamewax’dhotter——\"Speakout,lad,say,Mustwefallinthatcantingcaitiff’spower?
Shallweyieldtoaknaveandaturncoat?Nay,Ihadlieverleapfromourtopmosttower。
Forawhilewecansurelyawaitrelief;
Ourwallsarehighandourdoorsarestrong。\"
ThisKerrwasindeedacantingthief——
Iknownotrightly,someprivatewrongHehaddoneSirHugh,butIknowthismuch,Traitororturncoat,hesuffer’dassuch。
QuothMiles——\"Enough!yourwillshallbedone;
Reliefmayarrivebythemerestchance,Butyourhouseereduskwillbelostandwon;
Theyhavegotthreepiecesofordnance。\"
ThenIcried,\"LordGuy,withfourtroopsofhorse,EvennowisbidingatWestbrooketown;
Ifaridercouldbreakthroughtherebelforce,Hewouldbringrelieferethesungoesdown;
ThroughtheposterndoorcouldImakeonedart,IcouldbafflethemalluponBritomarte。\"
Milesmutter’d\"Madness!\"DameRuthlook’dgrave,Said,\"True,thoughwecannotkeeponehourThecourtyard,no,northestablessave,Theywillhavetobatterpiecemealthetower,Andthus————\"Butsuddenlyshehaltedthere。
WithashininghandonmyshoulderlaidStoodGwendoline。Shehadleftherchair,And,\"Nay,ifitneedsmustbedone,\"shesaid,\"RalphLeighwillgladlydoit,Iween,ForthegloryofGodandofGwendoline。\"
IhadundertakenaheaviertaskForalighterword。Isaddledwithcare,Norcumber’dmyselfwithcorseletnorcasque(Beinglothtoburdenthebravebrownmare)。
YoungClarekeptwatchonthewall——hecried,\"Now,haste,Ralph!thisisthetimetoseize;
Therebelsareroundusoneveryside,Butheretheystragglebytwosandthrees。\"
ThenoutIledher,andupIsprung,Andtheposterndooronitshingesswung。
Ihaddrawnthissword——youmaydrawitandfeel,ForthisisthebladethatIborethatday——
There’sanotchevennowonthelonggreysteel,Anickthathasneverbeenrasp’daway。
Ibow’dmyheadandIburiedmyspurs,Oneboundbroughttheglidinggreenbeneath;
Icouldtellbyherback-flung,flatten’dears,Shehadfairlytakenthebitinherteeth——
(What,Jack,haveyoudrain’dyournamesakedry,Leftnothingtoquenchthethirstofafly?)
Thesethingsaredone,andaredonewith,lad,Infarlesstimethanyourtalkertells;
Theswardwiththeirhoof-strokesshooklikemad,Andrangwiththeircarbinesandpetronels;
Andtheyshouted,\"Crosshimandcuthimoff,\"
\"Surroundhim,\"\"Seizehim,\"\"Capturetheclown,Orkillhim,\"\"ShallheescapetoscoffInyourfaces?\"\"Shoothimorcuthimdown。\"
Andtheirbulletswhistledoneveryside;
Manywerenearusandmorewerewide。
NotabullettolduponBritomarte;
Suddenlysnorting,shelaunchedalong;
Sotheospreydiveswheretheseagullsdart,Sothefalconswoopswherethekestrelsthrong。
Andfullinmyfrontonepistolflash’d,Andrightinmypaththeirsergeantgot。
Howarejack-bootsjarr’d,howarestirrupsclash’d,Whilethemarelikeameteorpasthimshot;
ButIclovehisskullwithabackstrokeclean,ForthegloryofGodandofGwendoline。
Andasonewhomthefiercewindstormsintheface,Withspikesofhailandwithsplintersofrain,I,whilewefledthroughSt。Hubert’sChase,Benttillmycheekwasamongsthermane。
Tothenorth,fullaleagueofthedeer-parklay,Smooth,springyturf,andshefairlyflew,Andthesoundoftheirhoof-strokesdiedaway,Andtheirfarshotsfaintinthedistancegrew。
LoudlyIlaughed,havingwonthestart,AtthefollyoffollowingBritomarte。
Theyhadpostedaguardatthenortherngate——
Somedozenofpikemenandmusketeers。
TothetallparkpalingsIturn’dherstraight;
Sheveer’dinherflightastheswallowveers。
Andsomeblewmatchesandsomedrewswords,Andoneofthemwildlyhurl’dhispike,Butsheclear’dbyinchestheoakenboards,Andshecarriedmeyardsbeyondthedyke;
ThengailyoverthelonggreendownWegallop’d,headingforWestbrooketown。
Thegreendownslopestothegreatgreymoor,ThegreymoorsinkstothegleamingSkelt——
Suddenandsullen,andswiftandsure,Thewhirlingwaterwasroundmybelt。
Shebreastedthebankwithasavagesnort,Andabackwardglanceofherbloodshoteye,And\"OurLadyofAndover’s\"flash’dlikethought,AndflittedSt。Agatha’snunnery,Andthefirsat\"TheFerngrove\"fledontheright,And\"Falconer’sTower\"onthelefttookflight。
Andover\"TheRavenswold\"weraced——
Weroundedthehillby\"TheHermit’sWell\"——
WeburstontheWestbrookeBridge——\"Whathaste?
Whaterrand?\"shoutedthesentinel。
\"ToBeelzebubwiththeBrewer’sknave!\"
\"CarolusRexandheoftheRhine!\"
Gallopingpasthim,IgotandgaveInthegalloppasswordandcountersign,Allsoak’dwithwaterandsoil’dwithmud,Withthesleeveofmyjerkinhalfdrench’dinblood。
Now,HeavenbepraisedthatIfoundhimthere——
LordGuy。Hesaid,havingheardmytale,\"Leigh,letmyownmanlooktoyourmare,Restandrecruitwithourwineandale;
Butfirstmustoursurgeonattendtoyou;
Youaresomewhatshrewdlystricken,nodoubt。\"
Thenhesnatchedahornfromthewallandblew,Making\"BootandSaddle\"ringsharplyout。
\"HaveIdonegoodservicethisday?\"quothI。
\"ThenIwillridebackinyourtroop,LordGuy。\"
InthestreetIheardhowthetrumpetspeal’d,AndIcaughtthegleamofamorionFromthewindow——thentothedoorIreel’d;
IhadlostmorebloodthanIreckon’dupon;
Heeyedmecalmlywithkeengreyeyes——
Sterngreyeyesofasteel-bluegrey——
Said,\"Thewilfulmancanneverbewise,Nathless,thewilfulmusthavehisway,\"
Andhepour’dfromaflagonsomefierywine;
Idrain’dit,andstraightwaystrengthwasmine。
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Iwaswiththemallthewayonthebrown——
\"Guytotherescue!\"\"Godandtheking!\"
Wewerejustintime,forthedoorsweredown;
Anddidn’toursword-bladesraspandring,Anddidn’twehewanddidn’twehack?
Thesportscarcelastedminutesten——
(Aye,thosewerethedayswhenmybeardwasblack;
Iliketorememberthemnowandthen)。
Thoughtheyfoughtlikefiends,wewerefourtoone,Andwecapturedthosethatrefusedtorun。
Wehavenotforgottenit,Cuthbert,boy!
Thatsupperscenewhenthelampswerelit;
Howthewomen(someofthem)sobb’dforjoy,Howthesoldiersdrankthedeeperforit;
Howthedamedidhonours,andGwendoline,Howgrandlysheglidedintothehall,Howshestoop’dwiththegraceofagirlishqueen,Andkiss’dmegravelybeforethemall;
AndthesternLordGuy,howgailyhelaugh’d,Tillmoreofhiscupwasspiltthanquaff’d。
BrownBritomartelaydeadinherstrawNextmorn——weburiedher——braveoldgirl!
JohnKerr,wetriedhimbymartiallaw,Andwetwistedsomehempforthetrait’rouschurl;
Andshe——Imetheralone——saidshe,\"Youhaverisk’dyourlife,youhavelostyourmare,AndwhatcanIgiveinreturn,RalphLeigh?\"
Ireplied,\"Onebraidofthatbrightbrownhair。\"
Andwiththatshebow’dherbeautifulhead,\"Youcantakeasmuchasyouchoose,\"shesaid。
AndItookit——itmaybe,morethanenough——
AndIshoreitrudely,closetotheroots。
Thewineorwoundsmayhavemademerough,Andmenatthebottomaremerelybrutes。
ThreeweeksIsleptatSt。Hubert’sChase;
WhenIwokefromthefeverofwoundsandwine,IcouldscarcebelievethattheghastlyfaceThattheglassreflectedwasreallymine。
Isoughtthehall——whereaweddingHADBEEN——
TheweddingofGuyandofGwendoline。
Theromanceofagrizzledoldtrooper’slifeMaymakeyoulaughinyoursleeves:laughout,Lads;wehavemostofusseensomestrife;
Wehaveallofushadsomesport,nodoubt。
Ihavewonsomehonourandgain’dsomegold,Nowthatourkingreturnstohisown;
Ifthepulsesbeatslow,ifthebloodrunscold,Andiffriendshavefadedandloveshaveflown,Thenthegreaterreasonisourstodrink,Andthemoreweswallowthelessweshallthink。
AtthebattleofNaseby,Mileswasslain,AndHuntlysankfromhiswoundsthatweek;
WeleftyoungClareuponWorcesterplain——
Howthe\"Ironside\"gash’dhisgirlishcheek。
Aye,strut,andswagger,andruffleanew,Gaygallants,nowthatthewarisdone!
Theyfoughtlikefiends(givethefiendhisdue)——
Wefoughtlikefops,itwasthustheywon。
HoldsworthislivingforaughtIknow,Atleasthewaslivingtwoyearsago,AndGuy——LordGuy——sostatelyandstern,Heischanged,ImethimatWinchester;
Hehasgrownquitegloomyandtaciturn。
Gwendoline!——whydoyouaskforher?
Diedashermotherhaddiedbefore——
DiedgivingbirthtothebabyGuy!
Didmyvoiceshake?ThenamIfoolthemore。
Soonerorlaterweallmustdie;
But,atleast,letuslivewhileweliveto-night。
TheDAYSmaybedark,buttheLAMPSarebright。
Fortomethesunlightseemswornandwan:
Thesun,heislosinghissplendournow——
HecannevershineasofoldheshoneOnherglorioushairandglitteringbrow。
Ah!thoseDAYSTHATWERE,whenmybeardwasblack,NOWIhaveonlytheNIGHTSTHATARE。
What,landlord,ho!bringinhasteburntsack,Andaflaskofyourfiercestusquebaugh。
You,Cuthbert!surelyyouknowbyheartThestoryofHERandofBritomarte。
LaudamusTheLordshallslayortheLordshallsave!
HeisrighteouswhetherHesaveorslay——
Brother,givethanksforthegiftsHegave,ThoughthegiftsHegaveHehathtakenaway。
Shallwestriveforthatwhichisnothing?Nay。
Shallwehateeachotherforthatwhichfled?
Sheisbutamarvelofmodelledclay,Andthesmooth,clearwhite,andthesoft,purered,Thatwecoveted,shallendurenoday。
WasitwiseorwellthatIhatedyouForthefruitthathungtoohighonthetree?
Fortheblossomoutofourreachthatgrew,Wasitwellorwisethatyouhatedme?——
Myhatehasflown,andyourhateshallflee。
Letusveilourfaceslikechildrenchid——
CanthatvioletorbwesworebyseeThroughthatviolet-vein’d,transparentlid?——
NowtheLordforbidthatthisstrifeshouldbe。
Wouldyouknittheforeheadorclenchthefist,Forthecurlsthatneverwerewellcaress’d——
Fortheredthatneverwasfairlykiss’d——
Forthewhitethatneverwasfondlypress’d?
ShallwenourishwrathwhilesheliesatrestBetweenus?Surelyourwrathshallcease。
Wewouldfainknowbetter——theLordknowsbest——
Istherepeacebetweenus?Yea,thereispeace,Inthesoul’sreleasesheatleastisblest。
LetusthanktheLordforHisbountiesall,Forthebraveolddaysofpleasureandpain,Whentheworldforbothofusseem’dtoosmall——
Thoughthelovewasvoidandthehatewasvain——
Thoughthewordwasbitterbetweenustwain,Andthebitterwordwaskintotheblow,Forherglossandrippleofrichgoldrain,Forhervelvetcrimsonandsatinsnow——
Thoughwenevershallknowtheolddaysagain。
TheLord!——Hismercyisgreat,mensay;
Hiswrath,mensay,isaburningbrand——
LetuspraiseHimwhetherHesaveorslay,Andaboveherbodylethandjoinhand。
Weshallmeet,myfriend,inthespiritland——
Willourstriferenew?Nay,Idarenottrust,Forthegrim,greatgulfthatcannotbespann’dWilldivideusfromher。TheLordisjust,Sheshallnotbethrustwhereourspiritsstand。
ABasketofFlowersfromDawntoDuskDawnOnskiesstillandstarlitWhitelustrestakehold,Andgreyflushesscarlet,Andredflashesgold。
Andsun-gloriescoverTheroseshedaboveher,LikeloverandloverTheyflameandunfold。
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StillbloominthegardenGreengrass-plot,freshlawn,ThoughpasturelandshardenAnddroughtfissuresyawn。
Whileleavesnotafewfall,Letroseleavesforyoufall,Leavespearl-strungwithdew-fall,Andgoldshotwithdawn。
Doesthegrass-plotrememberThefallofyourfeetInautumn’sredember,Whendroughtleagueswithheat,WhenthelastoftherosesDespairinglyclosesInthelullthatreposesErestormwindswaxfleet?
Love’smelodieslanguishIn\"Chastelard’s\"strain,And\"Abelard’s\"anguishIslove’spleasantpain!
And\"Sappho\"rehearsesLove’sblessingsandcursesInpassionateversesAgainandagain。
AndI!——IhaveheardofAlltheselongago,YetneveronewordofTheirsong-loreIknow;
NotundermyfingerInsongsofthesingerLove’slitanieslinger,Love’srhapsodiesflow。
Freshflowersinabasket——
Anofferingtoyou——
Thoughyoudidnotaskit,UnbiddenIstrew;
Withheatanddroughtstriving,SomeblossomsstilllivingMayrenderthanksgivingFordawnandfordew。
ThegarlandsIgather,TherhymesIstringfast,ArehurriedlyratherThanheedlesslycast。
Yontree’sshadyawningIsshort’ning,andwarningFarspentisthemorning,AndImustridefast。
Songsempty,yetairy,I’vestriventowrite,Forfailure,dearMary!
Forgiveme——Good-night!
Songsandflowersmaybesetyou,Icanonlyregretyou,WhilethesoilwhereImetyouRecedesfrommysight。
Forthesakeofpasthours,Fortheloveofoldtimes,Take\"ABasketofFlowers\",Andabundleofrhymes;
ThoughallthebloomperishE’enYOURhandcancherish,WhilechurlishandbearishTheverse-jinglechimes。
AndEastwardbyNor’wardLoomssadlyMYtrack,AndImustrideforward,AndstillIlookback,——
Lookback——ah,howvainly!
ForwhileIseeplainly,MyhandsonthereinslieUncertainandslack。
Thewarmwindbreathesstrongbreath,Thedustdimsmineeye,AndIdrawonelongbreath,Andstifleonesigh。
Greenslopes,softlyshaded,Haveflittedandfaded——
Mydreamsflitastheydid——
Good-night!——and——Good-bye!
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DuskLostrose!endmystory!
Deadcoreanddryhusk——
DepartedthygloryAndtaintedthymusk。
NightspreadsherdarklimbsonThefaceofthedimsun,SoflamefadestocrimsonAndcrimsontodusk。
AFragmentTheysaythatpoison-sprinkledflowersAresweeterinperfumeThanwhen,untouchedbydeadlydew,Theyglowedinearlybloom。
TheysaythatmencondemnedtodieHavequaffedthesweetenedwineWithhigherrelishthanthejuiceOftheuntamperedvine。
Theysaythatinthewitch’ssong,Thoughrudeandharshitbe,Thereblendsawild,mysteriousstrainOfweirdestmelody。
AndIbelievethedevil’svoiceSinksdeeperinourearThananywhispersentfromHeaven,Howeversweetandclear。
[EndofBushBallads。]
MiscellaneousPoemsToMySisterLineswrittenbythelateA。L。GordonOn4thAugust,1853,BeingthreedaysbeforehesailedforAustralia。
AcrossthetracklessseasIgo,Nomatterwhenorwhere,Andfewmyfuturelotwillknow,Andfewerstillwillcare。
Myhopesaregone,mytimeisspent,Ilittleheedtheirloss,AndifIcannotfeelcontent,Icannotfeelremorse。
Myparentsbidmecrosstheflood,Mykindredfrownedatme;
TheysayIhavebeliedmyblood,Andstainedmypedigree。
ButImustturnfromthosewhochide,Andlaughatthosewhofrown;
Icannotquenchmystubbornpride,Norkeepmyspiritsdown。
IoncehadtalentsfittowinSuccessinlife’scareer,AndifIchoseapartofsin,Mychoicehascostmedear。
ButthosewhobrandmewithdisgraceWillscarcelydaretosayTheyspokethetauntbeforemyface,Andwentunscathedaway。
Myfriendswillmissacomrade’sface,Andpledgemeontheseas,Whosharedthewine-cuporthechase,Orfolliesworsethanthese。
Acarelesssmile,apartingglass,Ahandthatwavesadieu,Andfrommysighttheysoonwillpass,Andfrommymemorytoo。
Ilovedagirlnotlongago,And,tillmysuitwastold,Ithoughtherbreastasfairassnow,’Twasverynearascold;
AndyetIspoke,withfeelingsmoreOfrecklessnessthanpain,ThosewordsIneverspokebefore,Nornevershallagain。
Hercheekgrewpale,inherdarkeyeIsawthetear-dropshine;
Herredlipsfalteredinreply,Andthenwerepressedtomine。
Aquickpulsationoftheheart!
Aflutterofthebreath!
Asmotheredsob——andthuswepart,Tomeetnomoretilldeath。
AndyetImayattimesrecallHermemorywithasigh;
AttimesformethetearsmayfallAnddimhersparklingeye。
Butabsentfriendsaresoonforgot,Andinayearorless’Twilldoubtlessbeanother’slotThoseverylipstopress!
WithadversefatewebestcancopeWhenallweprizehasfled;
Andwherethere’slittlelefttohope,There’slittlelefttodread!
Oh,timeglideseverquicklyby!
Destroyingallthat’sdear;
Onearththere’slittleworthasigh,Andnothingworthatear!
WhatfearshaveI?Whathopesinlife?
WhatjoyscanIcommand?
AfewshortyearsoftoilandstrifeInastrangeanddistantland!
Whengreengrasssproutsabovethisclay(Andthatmightbeerelong),Somefriendsmayreadtheselinesandsay,Theworldhasjudgedhimwrong。
ThereisaspotnotfarawayWheremyyoungsistersleeps,Whoseemsalivebutyesterday,Sofreshhermemorykeeps;
ForwehaveplayedinchildhoodthereBeneaththehawthorn’sbough,AndbentourkneeinchildishprayerIcannotutternow!
Oflatesorecklessandsowild,ThatspotrecallstomeThatIwasoncealaughingchild,Asinnocentasshe;
Andthere,whileAugust’swildflow’rswave,Iwanderedallalone,Strewedblossomsonherlittlegrave,Andkneltbesidethestone。
Iseemtohavealoadtobear,Aheavy,chokinggrief;
CouldIhaveforcedasingletearImighthavefeltrelief。
IthinkmyhotandrestlessheartHasscorchedthechannelsdry,FromwhichthosesighsofsorrowstartTomoistencheekandeye。
Sister,farewell!farewelloncemoreToeveryyouthfultie!
Friends!parents!kinsmen!nativeshore!
Toeachandallgood-bye!
AndthoughtswhichforthemomentseemTobindmewithaspell,Ambitioushope!love’sboyishdream!
Toyoualastfarewell!
\"TheOldLeaven\"
ADialogueMark:
So,Maurice,yousailto-morrow,yousay?
Andyoumayormaynotreturn?
Besociable,man!foronceinaway,Unlessyou’retoooldtolearn。
TheshadowsarecoolbythewatersideWherethewillowsgrowbythepond,Andtheyellowlaburnum’sdroopingprideShedsagoldengleambeyond。
Fortheblendedtintsofthesummerflowers,Forthescentsofthesummerair,Forallnature’scharmsinthisworldofours,’Tislittleornaughtyoucare。
YetIknowforcertainyouhaven’tstirredSincenoonfromyourchosenspot;
Andyou’vehardlyspokenasingleword——
Areyoutired,orcross,orwhat?
You’refrettingaboutthosesharesyoubought,Theyweretohavegoneupfast;
ButIheardhowtheyfelltonothing——inshort,Theyweregivenawayatlast。
Maurice:
No,Mark,I’mnotsoeasilycross’d;
’TistruethatI’vehadarunOfbadlucklately;indeed,I’velost;
Well!somebodyelsehaswon。
Mark:
Theglasshasfallen,perhapsyoufearAreturnofyourancientstitch——
ThatsouveniroftheLady’sMere,Parkpalingsanddoubleditch。
Maurice:
You’rewrong。I’mnotintheleastafraidOfthat。Ifthetruthbetold,Whenthestiffnessvisitsmyshoulder-blade,Ithinkonthedaysofold;
Itrecallstherushofthefresheningwind,Thestrainofthechestnutspringing,Andtherollingthunderofhoofsbehind,LiketheRataplanchorusringing。
Mark:
Areyouboundtoborrow,orlothtolend?
Haveyoupurchasedanotherscrew?
Orbackedabillforanotherfriend?
Orhadabadnightatloo?
Maurice:
Notoneofthose,you’reallinthedark,Ifyouchooseyoucanguessagain;
Butyou’dbettergiveoverguessing,Mark,It’sonlylabourinvain。
Mark:
I’lltryoncemore;doesitplagueyoustill,Thattrifleofleadyoucarry?
Aguestthatlingersagainstyourwill,Unwelcome,yetboundtotarry。
Maurice:
Notso!ThatburdenI’musedtobear,’Tisseldomitgivesmetrouble;
AndtoearnitasIdidthenandthere,I’dcarryadeadweightdouble。
AshocklikethatforasplinteredribCanathousand-foldrepay——
Astheswallowskimsthroughthespider’sweb,Werodethroughtheirranksthatday!
Mark:
Come,Maurice,yousha’n’tescapemeso!
I’llhazardanotherguess:
Thatgirlthatjiltedyoulongago,You’rethinkingofher,confess!
Maurice:
Tho’thebluelakeflush’dwitharosylight,Reflectedfromyondersky,MightconjureavisionofAphroditeToapoet’sorpainter’seye;
Tho’thegoldendrop,withitsdroopingcurl,Betweenthewaterandwood,HangsdownlikethetressofawaywardgirlInherdreamymaidenhood:
SuchboyishfanciesseemoutofdateToonehalfinclinedtocensureTheirfolly,andyet——yourshaftflewstraight,Thoughyoudrewyourbowataventure。
IsawmyladytheothernightInthecrowdedoperahall,Whentheboxessparkledwithfacesbright,Iknewheramongstthemall。
Tho’littleforthesethingsnowIreck,IsingledherfromthethrongBythequeenlycurvesofherheadandneck,Bythedroopofhereyelashlong。
Oh!passionless,placid,andcalm,andcold,DoesthefirestilllurkwithinThatlithermagnificenteyesofold,Andcolouredhermarbleskin?
Forawearylookontheproudfacehung,Whilethemusicclash’dandswell’d,AndtherestlesschildtothesilkskirtclungUnnoticedtho’unrepelled。