第6章

AndIprayTheedealwithmeasThouwilt,YetthebloodofThyfoesIhavefreelyspilt,And,moreover,mineisthegreaterguiltInthesightofTheeandThyFather。

Thatsaint,Thyservant,wascounteddearWhoseswordinthegardengrazedtheearOfThineenemy,LordRedeemer!

Notthusontheshatteringvisorjarr’dInthishandtheironofthehiltcross-barr’d,Whenthebladewasswallow’duptotheguardThroughtheteethofthestrongblasphemer。

IfeverIsmoteasamanshouldsmite,IfIstruckonestrokethatseem’dgoodinThysight,ByThylovingmercyprevailing,Lord!letherstandinthelightofThyface,Cloth’dwithThyloveandcrown’dwithThygrace,WhenIgnashmyteethintheterribleplaceThatisfill’dwithweepingandwailing。

ShallIcomfortmysoulonaccountofthis?

Intheworldtocome,whatsoeveritis,Thereisnomoreearthlyill-doing——

Forthedustydarknessshallslaydesire,Andthechaffmayburnwithunquenchablefire,ButforgreenwildgrowthofthistleandbriarAtleastthereisnorenewing。

AndthisgrievousburdenoflifeshallchangeInthedimhereafter,dreamyandstrange,Andsorrowsandjoysdiurnal。

AndpartialblessingsandperishingillsShallfadeinthepraise,orthepangthatfillsThegloryofGod’seternalhills,OrthegloomofHisgulfeternal。

YetifallthingschangetothegloryofOneWhoforallill-doersgaveHisOwnsweetSon,ToHisgoodnesssoshallHechangeill,Whentheworldasawither’dleafshallbe,Andtheskylikeashrivell’dscrollshallflee,Andsoulsshallbesummon’dfromlandandsea,AttheblastofHisbrightarchangel。

Thora’sSong(\"Ashtaroth\")

Weseveredinautumnearly,Eretheearthwastornbytheplough;

ThewheatandtheoatsandthebarleyAreripefortheharvestnow。

Wesunder’donemistymorning,Erethehillsweredimm’dbytherain,Throughtheflowersthosehillsadorning——

Thoucomestnotbackagain。

MyheartisheavyandwearyWiththeweightofawearysoul;

Themid-dayglaregrowsdreary,Anddrearythemidnightscroll。

Thecorn-stalkssighforthesickle,’Neaththeloadofthegoldengrain;

Isighforamatemorefickle——

Thoucomestnotbackagain。

Thewarmsunrisethandsetteth,Thenightbringethmoist’ningdew,ButthesoulthatlongethforgettethThewarmthandthemoisture,too;

InthehotsunrisingandsettingThereisnaughtsavefeverishpain;

Therearetearsinthenight-dewswetting——

Thoucomestnotbackagain。

ThyvoiceinmineearstillminglesWiththevoicesofwhisp’ringtrees;

ThykissonmycheekstilltinglesAteachkissofthesummerbreeze;

WhiledreamsofthepastarethrongingForsubstanceofshadesinvain,Iamwaiting,watching,andlonging——

Thoucomestnotbackagain。

Waitingandwatchingever,Longingandlingeringyet,Leavesrustleandcorn-stalksquiver,Windsmurmurandwatersfret;

Noanswertheybring,nogreeting,Nospeechsavethatsadrefrain,Norvoice,saveanechorepeating——

Hecomethnotbackagain。

TheThreeFriends(FromtheFrench)

Theswordslewoneindeadlystrife;

Oneperish’dbythebowl;

Thethirdliesself-slainbytheknife;

Forthreethebellsmaytoll——

Ilovedherbetterthanmylife,Andbetterthanmysoul。

Aye,father!hastthoucomeatlast?

’Tissomewhatlatetopray;

Life’scrimsontidesareebbingfast,Theydrainmysoulaway;

Mineeyeswithfilmareovercast,Thelightsarewaninggrey。

ThiscurlfromherbrightheadIshore,Andthisherhandsgavemine;

See,oneisstainedwithpurplegore,Andonewithpoison’dwine;

Givethesetoherwhenalliso’er——

Howserpent-liketheytwine!

Wethreewerebrethreninarms,Andsworncompanionswe;

Weheldthismotto,\"WhosoharmsTheoneshallharmthethree!\"

Till,matchlessforhersubtlecharms,Belovedofeachwasshe。

(ThesetwowereslainthatImightkissHersweetmouth。Ididwell;

Isaid,\"ThereisnogreaterblissForthoseinheaventhatdwell;\"

Ilosther;thenIsaid,\"ThereisNofiercerpanginhell!\")

Wehaveupheldeachother’srights,Sharedpurse,andborrow’dblade;

Havestrickensidebysideinfights;

AndsidebysidehaveprayedInchurches。WewereChristianknights,AndsheaChristianmaid。

Wemetatsunrise,heandI,Mycomrade——’twasagreedThesteelourquarrelfirstshouldtry,Thepoisonshouldsucceed;

Fortwoofthreeweredoom’dtodie,Andonewasdoom’dtobleed。

Webuckledtothedoubtfulfray,Atfirstwithsomeremorse;

Buthewhomustbeslain,orslay,Soonstrikeswithvengefulforce。

Hefell;Ilefthimwherehelay,Amongthetrampledgorse。

DidpassionwarpmyheartandheadTomadness?And,ifso,Canmadnesspalliatebloodshed?——

Itmaybe——IshallknowWhenGodshallgatherupthedeadFromwherethefourwindsblow。

Wemetatsunset,heandI——

Mysecondcomradetrue;

Twocupswithwinewerebrimminghigh,Andonewasdrugg’d——weknewNotwhich,norsoughtwetodescry;

Ourchoicebylotwedrew。

AndthereIsatwithhimtosup;

IheardhimblithelyspeakOfby-gonedays——thefatalcupForgottenseem’d——hischeekWasruddy:father,raisemeup,Myvoiceiswaxingweak。

Wedrank;hislipsturnedlividwhite,Hischeeksgrewleadenash;

Hereel’d——IheardhistemplessmiteThethresholdwithacrash!

Andfromhishand,inshiversbright,Isawthegobletflash。

Themorrowdawn’dwithfragrancerare,TheMaybreeze,fromthewest,Justfann’dthesleepyolives,whereSheheardandIconfess’d;

Myhairentangledwithherhair,Herbreaststrainedtomybreast。

OnthedreadvergeofendlessgloomMysoulrecallsthathour;

Skieslanguishingwithbalmofbloom,Andfieldsaflamewithflower;

Andslowcaressesthatconsume,Andkissesthatdevour。

Ah!nowwithstormthedayseemsrife,MydullearscatchtherollOfthunder,andthefarseastrife,Onbeachandbarandshoal——

Ilovedherbetterthanmylife,Andbetterthanmysoul。

Shefled!Icannotproveherguilt,NorwouldIanIcould;

See,lifeforlifeisfairlyspilt!

Andbloodisshedforblood;

Herwhitehandsneithertouchedthehilt,Noryetthepotionbrew’d。

Aye!turnmefromthesicklysouth,Towardsthegustynorth;

Thefruitsofsinaredustanddrouth,Theendofcrimeiswrath——

Thelipsthatpressedherrose-likemouthArechokedwithblood-redfroth。

Thendigthegrave-pitdeepandwide,Threegravesthrownintoone,Andlaythreecorpsessidebyside,Andtelltheirtaletonone;

ButbringherbackinallherprideToseewhatshehathdone。

ASongofAutumn\"WhereshallwegoforourgarlandsgladAtthefallingoftheyear,Whentheburnt-upbanksareyellowandsad,Whentheboughsareyellowandsere?

Wherearetheoldonesthatoncewehad,Andwhenarethenewonesnear?

WhatshallwedoforourgarlandsgladAtthefallingoftheyear?\"

\"Child!canItellwherethegarlandsgo?

CanIsaywherethelostleavesveerOnthebrown-burntbanks,whenthewildwindsblow,Whentheydriftthroughthedead-wooddrear?

Girl!whenthegarlandsofnextyearglow,YOUmaygatheragain,mydear——

ButIgowherethelastyear’slostleavesgoAtthefallingoftheyear。\"

TheRomanceofBritomarteAsrelatedbySergeantLeighonthenighthegothiscaptaincyattheRestoration。

I’lltellyouastory;butpassthe\"jack\",Andletusmakemerryto-night,mymen。

Aye,thosewerethedayswhenmybeardwasblack——

Iliketorememberthemnowandthen——

ThenMileswasliving,andCuthbertthere,Onhislipwasneverasignofdown;

ButIcarryaboutsomebraidedhair,ThathasnotyetchangedfromtheglossybrownThatitshowedthedaywhenIbroketheheartOfthatbravestofdestriers,\"Britomarte\"。

SirHughwasslain(mayhissoulfindgrace!)

InthefraythatwasneitherlostnorwonAtEdgehill——thentoSt。Hubert’sChaseLordGoringdespatchedagarrison——

Butmenandhorseswereilltospare,Anderelongthesoldierswereshiftedfast。

Asforme,IneverwasquarteredthereTillMarstonMoorhadbeenlost;atlast,Asluckwouldhaveit,alone,andlateInthenight,Irodetothenortherngate。

Ithought,asIpassedthroughthemoonlitpark,OntheboyishdaysIusedtospendInthehallsoftheknightlyingstiffandstark——

Thoughtonhislady,myfather’sfriend(Mine,too,inspiteofmysinisterbar,Butwiththatmystoryhasnaughttodo)——

Shediedthewinterbeforethewar——

DiedgivingbirthtothebabyHugh。

Hepass’derethegreenleavesclothedthebough,Andtheorphangirlwastheheiressnow。

WhenIwasarudeandarecklessboy,Andsheabraveandabeautifulchild,Iwasherpage,herplaymate,hertoy——

Ihavecrown’dherhairwiththefield-flowerswild,Cowslipandcrow-footandcolt’s-footbright——

Ihavecarriedhermileswhenthewoodswerewet,Ihavereadherromancesofdameandknight;

Shewasmyprincess,mypride,mypet,Therewasthenthisproverbustwainbetween,ForthegloryofGodandofGwendoline。

Shehadgrowntoamaidenwonderfulfair,ButforyearsIhadscarcelyseenherface。

Now,withtroopersHoldsworth,Huntly,andClare,OldMileskeptguardatSt。Hubert’sChase,AndthechatelainewasaMistressRuth,SirHugh’shalf-sister,anancientdame,Butamettlesomesoulhadsheforsooth,Assheshow’dwhenthetimeofhertrialcame。

IboredespatchestoMilesandtoher,TowarnthemagainstthebandsofKerr。

AndminewouldhavebeenaperilousrideWiththerebelhorsemen——weknewnotwhereTheywerescatteredoverthatcountryside,——

Ifithadnotbeenformybravebrownmare。

Shewasiron-sinew’dandsatin-skinn’d,Ribb’dlikeadrumandlimb’dlikeadeer,Fierceasthefireandfleetasthewind——

Therewasnothingshecouldn’tclimborclear——

Richlordshadvex’dme,invain,topart,Fortheirgoldandsilver,withBritomarte。

Nextmornwemuster’dscarcehalfascore,Withtheservingmen,whowerepoorlyarm’d——

Fivesoldiers,countingmyself,nomore,Andaculverin,whichmightwellhaveharm’dUs,hadweusedit,butnotourfoes,When,withhorsesandfoot,toourdoorstheycame,Andapsalm-singersummon’dus(throughhisnose),Anddeliver’d——\"This,inthepeople’sname,Untowhosoholdeththisfortresshere,Surrender!orbidethesiege——JohnKerr。\"

’Twasamansionbuiltinastyletoonew,Acastlebycourtesy,heliedWhocalleditafortress——yet,’tistrue,Ithadbeenindifferentlyfortified——

Wewerewellprovidedwithboltandbar——

AndwhileIhurriedtoplaceourmen,OldMileswascall’dtoacouncilofwarWithMistressRuthandwithHER,andwhenTheyhadarguedloudlyandlong,thosethree,Theysent,asalastresource,forme。

InthechairofstatesaterectDameRuth;

Shehadcastasideherembroidery;

Shehadbeenabeauty,theysay,inheryouth,Therewasmuchfiercefireinherboldblackeye。

\"AmIdeceivedinyouboth?\"quothshe。

\"Ifonesparkofherfather’sspiritlivesInthisgirlhere——so,thisLeigh,RalphLeigh,Letushearwhatcounselthespringaldgives。\"

ThenIstammer’d,somewhattakenaback——

(Simon,youale-swiller,passthe\"jack\")。

Thedamewax’dhotter——\"Speakout,lad,say,Mustwefallinthatcantingcaitiff’spower?

Shallweyieldtoaknaveandaturncoat?Nay,Ihadlieverleapfromourtopmosttower。

Forawhilewecansurelyawaitrelief;

Ourwallsarehighandourdoorsarestrong。\"

ThisKerrwasindeedacantingthief——

Iknownotrightly,someprivatewrongHehaddoneSirHugh,butIknowthismuch,Traitororturncoat,hesuffer’dassuch。

QuothMiles——\"Enough!yourwillshallbedone;

Reliefmayarrivebythemerestchance,Butyourhouseereduskwillbelostandwon;

Theyhavegotthreepiecesofordnance。\"

ThenIcried,\"LordGuy,withfourtroopsofhorse,EvennowisbidingatWestbrooketown;

Ifaridercouldbreakthroughtherebelforce,Hewouldbringrelieferethesungoesdown;

ThroughtheposterndoorcouldImakeonedart,IcouldbafflethemalluponBritomarte。\"

Milesmutter’d\"Madness!\"DameRuthlook’dgrave,Said,\"True,thoughwecannotkeeponehourThecourtyard,no,northestablessave,Theywillhavetobatterpiecemealthetower,Andthus————\"Butsuddenlyshehaltedthere。

WithashininghandonmyshoulderlaidStoodGwendoline。Shehadleftherchair,And,\"Nay,ifitneedsmustbedone,\"shesaid,\"RalphLeighwillgladlydoit,Iween,ForthegloryofGodandofGwendoline。\"

IhadundertakenaheaviertaskForalighterword。Isaddledwithcare,Norcumber’dmyselfwithcorseletnorcasque(Beinglothtoburdenthebravebrownmare)。

YoungClarekeptwatchonthewall——hecried,\"Now,haste,Ralph!thisisthetimetoseize;

Therebelsareroundusoneveryside,Butheretheystragglebytwosandthrees。\"

ThenoutIledher,andupIsprung,Andtheposterndooronitshingesswung。

Ihaddrawnthissword——youmaydrawitandfeel,ForthisisthebladethatIborethatday——

There’sanotchevennowonthelonggreysteel,Anickthathasneverbeenrasp’daway。

Ibow’dmyheadandIburiedmyspurs,Oneboundbroughttheglidinggreenbeneath;

Icouldtellbyherback-flung,flatten’dears,Shehadfairlytakenthebitinherteeth——

(What,Jack,haveyoudrain’dyournamesakedry,Leftnothingtoquenchthethirstofafly?)

Thesethingsaredone,andaredonewith,lad,Infarlesstimethanyourtalkertells;

Theswardwiththeirhoof-strokesshooklikemad,Andrangwiththeircarbinesandpetronels;

Andtheyshouted,\"Crosshimandcuthimoff,\"

\"Surroundhim,\"\"Seizehim,\"\"Capturetheclown,Orkillhim,\"\"ShallheescapetoscoffInyourfaces?\"\"Shoothimorcuthimdown。\"

Andtheirbulletswhistledoneveryside;

Manywerenearusandmorewerewide。

NotabullettolduponBritomarte;

Suddenlysnorting,shelaunchedalong;

Sotheospreydiveswheretheseagullsdart,Sothefalconswoopswherethekestrelsthrong。

Andfullinmyfrontonepistolflash’d,Andrightinmypaththeirsergeantgot。

Howarejack-bootsjarr’d,howarestirrupsclash’d,Whilethemarelikeameteorpasthimshot;

ButIclovehisskullwithabackstrokeclean,ForthegloryofGodandofGwendoline。

Andasonewhomthefiercewindstormsintheface,Withspikesofhailandwithsplintersofrain,I,whilewefledthroughSt。Hubert’sChase,Benttillmycheekwasamongsthermane。

Tothenorth,fullaleagueofthedeer-parklay,Smooth,springyturf,andshefairlyflew,Andthesoundoftheirhoof-strokesdiedaway,Andtheirfarshotsfaintinthedistancegrew。

LoudlyIlaughed,havingwonthestart,AtthefollyoffollowingBritomarte。

Theyhadpostedaguardatthenortherngate——

Somedozenofpikemenandmusketeers。

TothetallparkpalingsIturn’dherstraight;

Sheveer’dinherflightastheswallowveers。

Andsomeblewmatchesandsomedrewswords,Andoneofthemwildlyhurl’dhispike,Butsheclear’dbyinchestheoakenboards,Andshecarriedmeyardsbeyondthedyke;

ThengailyoverthelonggreendownWegallop’d,headingforWestbrooketown。

Thegreendownslopestothegreatgreymoor,ThegreymoorsinkstothegleamingSkelt——

Suddenandsullen,andswiftandsure,Thewhirlingwaterwasroundmybelt。

Shebreastedthebankwithasavagesnort,Andabackwardglanceofherbloodshoteye,And\"OurLadyofAndover’s\"flash’dlikethought,AndflittedSt。Agatha’snunnery,Andthefirsat\"TheFerngrove\"fledontheright,And\"Falconer’sTower\"onthelefttookflight。

Andover\"TheRavenswold\"weraced——

Weroundedthehillby\"TheHermit’sWell\"——

WeburstontheWestbrookeBridge——\"Whathaste?

Whaterrand?\"shoutedthesentinel。

\"ToBeelzebubwiththeBrewer’sknave!\"

\"CarolusRexandheoftheRhine!\"

Gallopingpasthim,IgotandgaveInthegalloppasswordandcountersign,Allsoak’dwithwaterandsoil’dwithmud,Withthesleeveofmyjerkinhalfdrench’dinblood。

Now,HeavenbepraisedthatIfoundhimthere——

LordGuy。Hesaid,havingheardmytale,\"Leigh,letmyownmanlooktoyourmare,Restandrecruitwithourwineandale;

Butfirstmustoursurgeonattendtoyou;

Youaresomewhatshrewdlystricken,nodoubt。\"

Thenhesnatchedahornfromthewallandblew,Making\"BootandSaddle\"ringsharplyout。

\"HaveIdonegoodservicethisday?\"quothI。

\"ThenIwillridebackinyourtroop,LordGuy。\"

InthestreetIheardhowthetrumpetspeal’d,AndIcaughtthegleamofamorionFromthewindow——thentothedoorIreel’d;

IhadlostmorebloodthanIreckon’dupon;

Heeyedmecalmlywithkeengreyeyes——

Sterngreyeyesofasteel-bluegrey——

Said,\"Thewilfulmancanneverbewise,Nathless,thewilfulmusthavehisway,\"

Andhepour’dfromaflagonsomefierywine;

Idrain’dit,andstraightwaystrengthwasmine。

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Iwaswiththemallthewayonthebrown——

\"Guytotherescue!\"\"Godandtheking!\"

Wewerejustintime,forthedoorsweredown;

Anddidn’toursword-bladesraspandring,Anddidn’twehewanddidn’twehack?

Thesportscarcelastedminutesten——

(Aye,thosewerethedayswhenmybeardwasblack;

Iliketorememberthemnowandthen)。

Thoughtheyfoughtlikefiends,wewerefourtoone,Andwecapturedthosethatrefusedtorun。

Wehavenotforgottenit,Cuthbert,boy!

Thatsupperscenewhenthelampswerelit;

Howthewomen(someofthem)sobb’dforjoy,Howthesoldiersdrankthedeeperforit;

Howthedamedidhonours,andGwendoline,Howgrandlysheglidedintothehall,Howshestoop’dwiththegraceofagirlishqueen,Andkiss’dmegravelybeforethemall;

AndthesternLordGuy,howgailyhelaugh’d,Tillmoreofhiscupwasspiltthanquaff’d。

BrownBritomartelaydeadinherstrawNextmorn——weburiedher——braveoldgirl!

JohnKerr,wetriedhimbymartiallaw,Andwetwistedsomehempforthetrait’rouschurl;

Andshe——Imetheralone——saidshe,\"Youhaverisk’dyourlife,youhavelostyourmare,AndwhatcanIgiveinreturn,RalphLeigh?\"

Ireplied,\"Onebraidofthatbrightbrownhair。\"

Andwiththatshebow’dherbeautifulhead,\"Youcantakeasmuchasyouchoose,\"shesaid。

AndItookit——itmaybe,morethanenough——

AndIshoreitrudely,closetotheroots。

Thewineorwoundsmayhavemademerough,Andmenatthebottomaremerelybrutes。

ThreeweeksIsleptatSt。Hubert’sChase;

WhenIwokefromthefeverofwoundsandwine,IcouldscarcebelievethattheghastlyfaceThattheglassreflectedwasreallymine。

Isoughtthehall——whereaweddingHADBEEN——

TheweddingofGuyandofGwendoline。

Theromanceofagrizzledoldtrooper’slifeMaymakeyoulaughinyoursleeves:laughout,Lads;wehavemostofusseensomestrife;

Wehaveallofushadsomesport,nodoubt。

Ihavewonsomehonourandgain’dsomegold,Nowthatourkingreturnstohisown;

Ifthepulsesbeatslow,ifthebloodrunscold,Andiffriendshavefadedandloveshaveflown,Thenthegreaterreasonisourstodrink,Andthemoreweswallowthelessweshallthink。

AtthebattleofNaseby,Mileswasslain,AndHuntlysankfromhiswoundsthatweek;

WeleftyoungClareuponWorcesterplain——

Howthe\"Ironside\"gash’dhisgirlishcheek。

Aye,strut,andswagger,andruffleanew,Gaygallants,nowthatthewarisdone!

Theyfoughtlikefiends(givethefiendhisdue)——

Wefoughtlikefops,itwasthustheywon。

HoldsworthislivingforaughtIknow,Atleasthewaslivingtwoyearsago,AndGuy——LordGuy——sostatelyandstern,Heischanged,ImethimatWinchester;

Hehasgrownquitegloomyandtaciturn。

Gwendoline!——whydoyouaskforher?

Diedashermotherhaddiedbefore——

DiedgivingbirthtothebabyGuy!

Didmyvoiceshake?ThenamIfoolthemore。

Soonerorlaterweallmustdie;

But,atleast,letuslivewhileweliveto-night。

TheDAYSmaybedark,buttheLAMPSarebright。

Fortomethesunlightseemswornandwan:

Thesun,heislosinghissplendournow——

HecannevershineasofoldheshoneOnherglorioushairandglitteringbrow。

Ah!thoseDAYSTHATWERE,whenmybeardwasblack,NOWIhaveonlytheNIGHTSTHATARE。

What,landlord,ho!bringinhasteburntsack,Andaflaskofyourfiercestusquebaugh。

You,Cuthbert!surelyyouknowbyheartThestoryofHERandofBritomarte。

LaudamusTheLordshallslayortheLordshallsave!

HeisrighteouswhetherHesaveorslay——

Brother,givethanksforthegiftsHegave,ThoughthegiftsHegaveHehathtakenaway。

Shallwestriveforthatwhichisnothing?Nay。

Shallwehateeachotherforthatwhichfled?

Sheisbutamarvelofmodelledclay,Andthesmooth,clearwhite,andthesoft,purered,Thatwecoveted,shallendurenoday。

WasitwiseorwellthatIhatedyouForthefruitthathungtoohighonthetree?

Fortheblossomoutofourreachthatgrew,Wasitwellorwisethatyouhatedme?——

Myhatehasflown,andyourhateshallflee。

Letusveilourfaceslikechildrenchid——

CanthatvioletorbwesworebyseeThroughthatviolet-vein’d,transparentlid?——

NowtheLordforbidthatthisstrifeshouldbe。

Wouldyouknittheforeheadorclenchthefist,Forthecurlsthatneverwerewellcaress’d——

Fortheredthatneverwasfairlykiss’d——

Forthewhitethatneverwasfondlypress’d?

ShallwenourishwrathwhilesheliesatrestBetweenus?Surelyourwrathshallcease。

Wewouldfainknowbetter——theLordknowsbest——

Istherepeacebetweenus?Yea,thereispeace,Inthesoul’sreleasesheatleastisblest。

LetusthanktheLordforHisbountiesall,Forthebraveolddaysofpleasureandpain,Whentheworldforbothofusseem’dtoosmall——

Thoughthelovewasvoidandthehatewasvain——

Thoughthewordwasbitterbetweenustwain,Andthebitterwordwaskintotheblow,Forherglossandrippleofrichgoldrain,Forhervelvetcrimsonandsatinsnow——

Thoughwenevershallknowtheolddaysagain。

TheLord!——Hismercyisgreat,mensay;

Hiswrath,mensay,isaburningbrand——

LetuspraiseHimwhetherHesaveorslay,Andaboveherbodylethandjoinhand。

Weshallmeet,myfriend,inthespiritland——

Willourstriferenew?Nay,Idarenottrust,Forthegrim,greatgulfthatcannotbespann’dWilldivideusfromher。TheLordisjust,Sheshallnotbethrustwhereourspiritsstand。

ABasketofFlowersfromDawntoDuskDawnOnskiesstillandstarlitWhitelustrestakehold,Andgreyflushesscarlet,Andredflashesgold。

Andsun-gloriescoverTheroseshedaboveher,LikeloverandloverTheyflameandunfold。

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StillbloominthegardenGreengrass-plot,freshlawn,ThoughpasturelandshardenAnddroughtfissuresyawn。

Whileleavesnotafewfall,Letroseleavesforyoufall,Leavespearl-strungwithdew-fall,Andgoldshotwithdawn。

Doesthegrass-plotrememberThefallofyourfeetInautumn’sredember,Whendroughtleagueswithheat,WhenthelastoftherosesDespairinglyclosesInthelullthatreposesErestormwindswaxfleet?

Love’smelodieslanguishIn\"Chastelard’s\"strain,And\"Abelard’s\"anguishIslove’spleasantpain!

And\"Sappho\"rehearsesLove’sblessingsandcursesInpassionateversesAgainandagain。

AndI!——IhaveheardofAlltheselongago,YetneveronewordofTheirsong-loreIknow;

NotundermyfingerInsongsofthesingerLove’slitanieslinger,Love’srhapsodiesflow。

Freshflowersinabasket——

Anofferingtoyou——

Thoughyoudidnotaskit,UnbiddenIstrew;

Withheatanddroughtstriving,SomeblossomsstilllivingMayrenderthanksgivingFordawnandfordew。

ThegarlandsIgather,TherhymesIstringfast,ArehurriedlyratherThanheedlesslycast。

Yontree’sshadyawningIsshort’ning,andwarningFarspentisthemorning,AndImustridefast。

Songsempty,yetairy,I’vestriventowrite,Forfailure,dearMary!

Forgiveme——Good-night!

Songsandflowersmaybesetyou,Icanonlyregretyou,WhilethesoilwhereImetyouRecedesfrommysight。

Forthesakeofpasthours,Fortheloveofoldtimes,Take\"ABasketofFlowers\",Andabundleofrhymes;

ThoughallthebloomperishE’enYOURhandcancherish,WhilechurlishandbearishTheverse-jinglechimes。

AndEastwardbyNor’wardLoomssadlyMYtrack,AndImustrideforward,AndstillIlookback,——

Lookback——ah,howvainly!

ForwhileIseeplainly,MyhandsonthereinslieUncertainandslack。

Thewarmwindbreathesstrongbreath,Thedustdimsmineeye,AndIdrawonelongbreath,Andstifleonesigh。

Greenslopes,softlyshaded,Haveflittedandfaded——

Mydreamsflitastheydid——

Good-night!——and——Good-bye!

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DuskLostrose!endmystory!

Deadcoreanddryhusk——

DepartedthygloryAndtaintedthymusk。

NightspreadsherdarklimbsonThefaceofthedimsun,SoflamefadestocrimsonAndcrimsontodusk。

AFragmentTheysaythatpoison-sprinkledflowersAresweeterinperfumeThanwhen,untouchedbydeadlydew,Theyglowedinearlybloom。

TheysaythatmencondemnedtodieHavequaffedthesweetenedwineWithhigherrelishthanthejuiceOftheuntamperedvine。

Theysaythatinthewitch’ssong,Thoughrudeandharshitbe,Thereblendsawild,mysteriousstrainOfweirdestmelody。

AndIbelievethedevil’svoiceSinksdeeperinourearThananywhispersentfromHeaven,Howeversweetandclear。

[EndofBushBallads。]

MiscellaneousPoemsToMySisterLineswrittenbythelateA。L。GordonOn4thAugust,1853,BeingthreedaysbeforehesailedforAustralia。

AcrossthetracklessseasIgo,Nomatterwhenorwhere,Andfewmyfuturelotwillknow,Andfewerstillwillcare。

Myhopesaregone,mytimeisspent,Ilittleheedtheirloss,AndifIcannotfeelcontent,Icannotfeelremorse。

Myparentsbidmecrosstheflood,Mykindredfrownedatme;

TheysayIhavebeliedmyblood,Andstainedmypedigree。

ButImustturnfromthosewhochide,Andlaughatthosewhofrown;

Icannotquenchmystubbornpride,Norkeepmyspiritsdown。

IoncehadtalentsfittowinSuccessinlife’scareer,AndifIchoseapartofsin,Mychoicehascostmedear。

ButthosewhobrandmewithdisgraceWillscarcelydaretosayTheyspokethetauntbeforemyface,Andwentunscathedaway。

Myfriendswillmissacomrade’sface,Andpledgemeontheseas,Whosharedthewine-cuporthechase,Orfolliesworsethanthese。

Acarelesssmile,apartingglass,Ahandthatwavesadieu,Andfrommysighttheysoonwillpass,Andfrommymemorytoo。

Ilovedagirlnotlongago,And,tillmysuitwastold,Ithoughtherbreastasfairassnow,’Twasverynearascold;

AndyetIspoke,withfeelingsmoreOfrecklessnessthanpain,ThosewordsIneverspokebefore,Nornevershallagain。

Hercheekgrewpale,inherdarkeyeIsawthetear-dropshine;

Herredlipsfalteredinreply,Andthenwerepressedtomine。

Aquickpulsationoftheheart!

Aflutterofthebreath!

Asmotheredsob——andthuswepart,Tomeetnomoretilldeath。

AndyetImayattimesrecallHermemorywithasigh;

AttimesformethetearsmayfallAnddimhersparklingeye。

Butabsentfriendsaresoonforgot,Andinayearorless’Twilldoubtlessbeanother’slotThoseverylipstopress!

WithadversefatewebestcancopeWhenallweprizehasfled;

Andwherethere’slittlelefttohope,There’slittlelefttodread!

Oh,timeglideseverquicklyby!

Destroyingallthat’sdear;

Onearththere’slittleworthasigh,Andnothingworthatear!

WhatfearshaveI?Whathopesinlife?

WhatjoyscanIcommand?

AfewshortyearsoftoilandstrifeInastrangeanddistantland!

Whengreengrasssproutsabovethisclay(Andthatmightbeerelong),Somefriendsmayreadtheselinesandsay,Theworldhasjudgedhimwrong。

ThereisaspotnotfarawayWheremyyoungsistersleeps,Whoseemsalivebutyesterday,Sofreshhermemorykeeps;

ForwehaveplayedinchildhoodthereBeneaththehawthorn’sbough,AndbentourkneeinchildishprayerIcannotutternow!

Oflatesorecklessandsowild,ThatspotrecallstomeThatIwasoncealaughingchild,Asinnocentasshe;

Andthere,whileAugust’swildflow’rswave,Iwanderedallalone,Strewedblossomsonherlittlegrave,Andkneltbesidethestone。

Iseemtohavealoadtobear,Aheavy,chokinggrief;

CouldIhaveforcedasingletearImighthavefeltrelief。

IthinkmyhotandrestlessheartHasscorchedthechannelsdry,FromwhichthosesighsofsorrowstartTomoistencheekandeye。

Sister,farewell!farewelloncemoreToeveryyouthfultie!

Friends!parents!kinsmen!nativeshore!

Toeachandallgood-bye!

AndthoughtswhichforthemomentseemTobindmewithaspell,Ambitioushope!love’sboyishdream!

Toyoualastfarewell!

\"TheOldLeaven\"

ADialogueMark:

So,Maurice,yousailto-morrow,yousay?

Andyoumayormaynotreturn?

Besociable,man!foronceinaway,Unlessyou’retoooldtolearn。

TheshadowsarecoolbythewatersideWherethewillowsgrowbythepond,Andtheyellowlaburnum’sdroopingprideShedsagoldengleambeyond。

Fortheblendedtintsofthesummerflowers,Forthescentsofthesummerair,Forallnature’scharmsinthisworldofours,’Tislittleornaughtyoucare。

YetIknowforcertainyouhaven’tstirredSincenoonfromyourchosenspot;

Andyou’vehardlyspokenasingleword——

Areyoutired,orcross,orwhat?

You’refrettingaboutthosesharesyoubought,Theyweretohavegoneupfast;

ButIheardhowtheyfelltonothing——inshort,Theyweregivenawayatlast。

Maurice:

No,Mark,I’mnotsoeasilycross’d;

’TistruethatI’vehadarunOfbadlucklately;indeed,I’velost;

Well!somebodyelsehaswon。

Mark:

Theglasshasfallen,perhapsyoufearAreturnofyourancientstitch——

ThatsouveniroftheLady’sMere,Parkpalingsanddoubleditch。

Maurice:

You’rewrong。I’mnotintheleastafraidOfthat。Ifthetruthbetold,Whenthestiffnessvisitsmyshoulder-blade,Ithinkonthedaysofold;

Itrecallstherushofthefresheningwind,Thestrainofthechestnutspringing,Andtherollingthunderofhoofsbehind,LiketheRataplanchorusringing。

Mark:

Areyouboundtoborrow,orlothtolend?

Haveyoupurchasedanotherscrew?

Orbackedabillforanotherfriend?

Orhadabadnightatloo?

Maurice:

Notoneofthose,you’reallinthedark,Ifyouchooseyoucanguessagain;

Butyou’dbettergiveoverguessing,Mark,It’sonlylabourinvain。

Mark:

I’lltryoncemore;doesitplagueyoustill,Thattrifleofleadyoucarry?

Aguestthatlingersagainstyourwill,Unwelcome,yetboundtotarry。

Maurice:

Notso!ThatburdenI’musedtobear,’Tisseldomitgivesmetrouble;

AndtoearnitasIdidthenandthere,I’dcarryadeadweightdouble。

AshocklikethatforasplinteredribCanathousand-foldrepay——

Astheswallowskimsthroughthespider’sweb,Werodethroughtheirranksthatday!

Mark:

Come,Maurice,yousha’n’tescapemeso!

I’llhazardanotherguess:

Thatgirlthatjiltedyoulongago,You’rethinkingofher,confess!

Maurice:

Tho’thebluelakeflush’dwitharosylight,Reflectedfromyondersky,MightconjureavisionofAphroditeToapoet’sorpainter’seye;

Tho’thegoldendrop,withitsdroopingcurl,Betweenthewaterandwood,HangsdownlikethetressofawaywardgirlInherdreamymaidenhood:

SuchboyishfanciesseemoutofdateToonehalfinclinedtocensureTheirfolly,andyet——yourshaftflewstraight,Thoughyoudrewyourbowataventure。

IsawmyladytheothernightInthecrowdedoperahall,Whentheboxessparkledwithfacesbright,Iknewheramongstthemall。

Tho’littleforthesethingsnowIreck,IsingledherfromthethrongBythequeenlycurvesofherheadandneck,Bythedroopofhereyelashlong。

Oh!passionless,placid,andcalm,andcold,DoesthefirestilllurkwithinThatlithermagnificenteyesofold,Andcolouredhermarbleskin?

Forawearylookontheproudfacehung,Whilethemusicclash’dandswell’d,AndtherestlesschildtothesilkskirtclungUnnoticedtho’unrepelled。