第5章

Beyondtheshiningsilver-greys,Beyondtheshadesofdenserbloom,Thesky-linegirtwithglowinghazeThefarthest,faintestforestgloom,Andtheeverlastinghillsthatloom。

Weheardthehoundbeneaththemound,Wescaredtheswamphawkhoveringnigh——

Wehadnotsoughtforthatwefound——

Helayasdeadmenonlylie,Withwancheekwhiteninginthesky,Throughthewildheathflowers,whiteandred,Thedumbbrutethathadseenhimdie,Closecrouching,howl’dbesidethehead,Bruteburialserviceo’erthedead。

Thebrowwasrifewithseamsofstrife——

AlawlessdeathmadedoublyplainTheravageofarecklesslife;

ThehavocofahurricaneOfpassionsthroughthatbreadthofbrain,LikeheadlonghorsesthathadrunRiot,regardlessoftherein——

\"Madman,hemighthavelivedanddoneBetterthanmostmen,\"whisperedone。

ThebeamsandblotsthatHeavenallotsToeverylifewithlifebegin。

Fool!wouldyouchangetheleopard’sspots,OrblanchtheEthiopian’sskin?

Whatmorecouldhehavehopedtowin,Whatbetterthingshavethoughttogain,Soshapen——soconceivedinsin?

Nolifeiswhollyvoidandvain,Justandunjustsharesunandrain。

Werenewlifesent,andlifemisspent,Wipedout(ifsuchtoGodseemedgood),Wouldhe(beingashewas)repent,Orcouldhe,evenifhewould,Whoheedednotthingsunderstood(Thoughdimly)eveninsavagelandsBysomewhoworshipstoneorwood,Orbirdorbeast,orwhostretchhandsSunwardonshiningEasternsands?

Andcrimehascause。Nay,neverpauseIdlytofeelapulselesswrist;

Braceupthemassive,square-shapedjaws,Unclenchthestubborn,stiff’ningfist,AndclosethoseeyesthroughfilmandmistThatkepttheolddefiantglare;

Andanswer,wisePsychologist,WhosescienceclaimssomelittleshareOftruth,whatbetterthingslaythere?

Aye!thoughtandmindwerethere,——somekindOffacultythatmenmistakeFortalentwhentheirwitsareblind,——

AnaptitudetomarandbreakWhatothersdiligentlymake。

Thiswastheworstandbestofhim——

Wisewiththecunningofthesnake,Bravewiththeshewolf’scouragegrim,Dyinghardanddumb,tornlimbfromlimb。

Andyou,Brown,you’readoctor;cureYoucan’t,butyoucankill,andhe——

\"WITNESSHISMARK\"——hesignedlastyear,AndnowhesignsJohnSmith,J。P。

We’llholdourinquestNOW,wethree;

I’llbeyourcoronerforonce;

IthinkoldOswaldoughttobeOurforeman——Jonesissuchadunce,——

There’smorebraininthebloodhound’ssconce。

Nomanmayshirktheallottedwork,Thedeedtodo,thedeathtodie;

AtleastIthinkso,——neitherTurk,NorJew,norinfidelamI,——

AndyetIwonderwhenItryTosolveonequestion,mayormust,AndshallIsolveitby-and-by,Beyondthedark,beneaththedust?

Itrustso,andIonlytrust。

Aye,whattheywill,suchtrifleskill。

Comrade,foronegooddeedofyours,YourhistoryshallnothelptofillThemouthsofmanybrainlessboors。

ItmaybedeathabsolvesorcuresThesinoflife。’TwerehazardousToassertso。Ifthesinendures,Sayonly,\"God,whohasjudgedhimthus,Bemercifultohimandus。\"

HowweBeattheFavouriteALayoftheLoamshireHuntCup\"Aye,squire,\"saidStevens,\"theybackhimatevens;

Theraceisallover,barshouting,theysay;

TheClownoughttobeather;DickNevilleissweeterThanever——heswearshecanwinalltheway。

\"Agentlemanrider——well,I’manoutsider,Butifhe’sagentwhothemischief’sajock?

Youswellsmostlyblunder,Dickridesfortheplunder,Herides,too,likethunder——hesitslikearock。

\"Hecalls`huntedfairly’ahorsethathasbarelyBeenstripp’dforatrotwithinsightofthehounds,AhorsethatatWarwickbeatBirdlimeandYorick,AndgaveAbdelkaderatAintreeninepounds。

\"Theysaywehavenotesttowarrantaprotest;

Dickridesforalordandstandsinwithasteward;

Thelightoftheirfacestheyshowhim——hiscaseisPrejudgedandhisverdictalreadysecured。

\"Butnonecanoutlasther,andfewtravelfaster,ShestridesinherworkcleanawayfromTheDrag;

Youholdherandsither,shecouldn’tbefitter,Wheneveryouhithershe’llspringlikeastag。

\"Andp’rhapsthegreenjacket,atoddsthoughtheybackit,Mayfall,orthere’snoknowingwhatmayturnup;

Themareisquiteready,sitstillandridesteady,Keepcool;andIthinkyoumayjustwintheCup。\"

Dark-brownwithtanmuzzle,juststrippedforthetussle,StoodIseult,archinghernecktothecurb,Aleanheadandfiery,strongquartersandwiry,Aloinratherlight,butashouldersuperb。

Somepartinginjunction,bestowedwithgreatunction,Itriedtorecall,butforgotlikeadunce,WhenReginaldMurray,fulltiltonWhiteSurrey,Camedowninahurrytostartusatonce。

\"Keepbackintheyellow!ComeuponOthello!

Holdhardonthechestnut!TurnroundonTheDrag!

KeepbackthereonSpartan!Backyou,sir,intartan!

So,steadythere,easy!\"anddownwenttheflag。

Westarted,andKerrmadestrongrunningonMermaid,Throughfurrowsthatledtothefirststake-and-bound,Thecrack,halfextended,look’dbloodlikeandsplendid,Heldwideontherightwheretheheadlandwassound。

Ipulledhardtobaffleherrushwiththesnaffle,Beforehertwo-thirdsofthefieldgotaway,AllthroughthewetpasturewherefloodsofthelastyearStillloitered,theyclottedmycrimsonwithclay。

Thefourthfence,awattle,floor’dMonkandBluebottle;

TheDragcametogriefattheblackthornandditch,TherailstoppledoverRedoubtandRedRover,ThelanestoppedLycurgusandLeicestershireWitch。

ShepassedlikeanarrowKildareandCockSparrow,AndMantrapandMermaidrefusedthestonewall;

AndGilesonTheGreylingcamedownatthepaling,AndIwasleftsailinginfrontofthemall。

Itookthemaburster,noreasedhernornursedherUntiltheBlackBullfinchledintotheplough,Andthroughthestrongbrambleweboredwithascramble——

Mycapwasknock’doffbythehazel-treebough。

WherefurrowslookedlighterIdrewthereintighter——

Herdarkchestalldappledwithflakesofwhitefoam,Herflanksmud-bespattered,aweakrailsheshattered——

Welandedonturfwithourheadsturn’dforhome。

Thencrash’dalowbinder,andthenclosebehindherTheswardtothestrokesofthefavouriteshook;

Hisrushrousedhermettle,yeteversolittleSheshortenedherstrideasweracedatthebrook。

SherosewhenIhither。Isawthestreamglitter,Awidescarletnostrilflashedclosetomyknee,BetweenskyandwaterTheClowncameandcaughther,Thespacethatheclearedwasacautiontosee。

Andforcingtherunning,discardingallcunning,Alengthtothefrontwenttherideringreen;

Alongstripofstubble,andthenthebigdouble,Twostiffflightsofrailswithaquicksetbetween。

Sheracedattherasper,Ifeltmykneesgraspher,Ifoundmyhandsgivetoherstrainonthebit;

SherosewhenTheClowndid——oursilksasweboundedBrush’dlightly,ourstirrupsclash’dloudaswelit。

Arisesteeplysloping,afencewithstonecoping——

Thelast——wedivergedroundthebaseofthehill;

Hispathwasthenearer,hisleapwastheclearer,Iflogg’dupthestraight,andheledsittingstill。

Shecametohisquarter,andonstillIbroughther,Anduptohisgirth,tohisbreastplateshedrew;

AshortprayerfromNevillejustreach’dme,\"Thedevil!\"

Hemutter’d——lock’dlevelthehurdlesweflew。

Ahumofhoarsecheering,adensecrowdcareering,Allsightsseenobscurely,allshoutsvaguelyheard;

\"Thegreenwins!\"\"Thecrimson!\"Themultitudeswimson,Andfiguresareblendedandfeaturesareblurr’d。

\"Thehorseishermaster!\"\"Thegreenforgespasther!\"

\"TheClownwilloutlasther!\"\"TheClownwins!\"\"TheClown!\"

Thewhiterailingraceswithallthewhitefaces,Thechestnutoutpaces,outstretchesthebrown。

Onstillpastthegatewayshestrainsinthestraightway,Stillstruggles,\"TheClownbyashortneckatmost,\"

Heswerves,thegreenscourges,thestandrocksandsurges,Andflashes,andverges,andflitsthewhitepost。

Aye!soendsthetussle,——IknewthetanmuzzleWasfirst,thoughthering-menwereyelling\"Deadheat!\"

AnoseIcouldswearby,butClarkesaid,\"ThemarebyAshorthead。\"Andthat’showthefavouritewasbeat。

FragmentaryScenesfromtheRoadtoAvernusAnUnpublishedDramaticLyricSceneI

\"Discontent\"

LAURENCERABY。

Laurence:

IsaidtoyoungAllanM’Ilveray,BesidetheswiftswirlsoftheNorth,When,inlilacshotthroughwithasilverray,Wehaul’dthestrongsalmonfishforth——

Saidonly,\"HegaveussometroubleTolandhim,andwhatdoesheweigh?

Ourfriendhascaughtonethatweighsdouble,Thegameforthecandlewon’tpayUsto-day,Wemaytieupourrodsandaway。\"

IsaidtooldNormanM’Gregor,ThreeleaguestothewestofGlenDhu——

Ihaddrawn,withatouchofthetrigger,ThebestBEADthateverIdrew——

Saidmerely,\"ForbirdsinthestubbleIoncehadaneye——IcouldswearHe’sdown——buthe’snotworththetroubleOfseeking。YouonceshotabearInhislair——

’Tisonlyabuckthatliesthere。\"

IsaidtoLordCharlesonlylastyear,Thetimethatwetopp’dtheoakrailBetweenWharton’sploughandWhynne’spasture,Andclear’dthebigbrookinBlakesvale——

Weonly——atWarburton’sdoubleHefell,thenIfinish’dtherunAndkill’dclean——said,\"SoburstsabubbleThatshonehalfanhourinthesun——

Whatiswon?

Yoursireclear’dandcapturedagun。\"

Isaidtomyself,intruesorrow,Isaidyestere’en,\"AfairprizeIswon,anditmaybeto-morrow’Twillnotseemsofairinthineeyes——

Reallifeisaracethroughsoretrouble,Thatgainsnotaninchonthegoal,AndblissanintangiblebubbleThatcheatsanunsatisfiedsoul,AndthewholeOftherestanillegiblescroll。\"

SceneVII

\"TwoExhortations\"

AShooting-boxintheWestofIreland。ABedchamber。

LAURENCERABYandMELCHIOR。Night。

Melchior:

SurelyinthegreatbeginningGodmadeallthingsgood,andstillThatsoul-sicknessmencallsinningenterednotwithoutHiswill。

Nay,ourwisesthaveassertedthat,asshadeenhanceslight,Evilisbutgoodperverted,wrongisbutthefoilofright。

Banishsickness,thenyoubanishjoyforhealthtoallthatlive;

Slayallsin,allgoodmustvanish,goodbeingbutcomparative。

Sophistry,yousay——yetlisten:lookyouskyward,there’tisknownWorldsonworldsinmyriadsglisten——larger,lovelierthanourown——

Thishasbeen,andthisstillshallbe,hereasthere,insunorstar;

Thesethingsaretobeandwillbe,thosethingsweretobeandare。

Maninman’simperfectnatureisbyimperfectiontaught:

Addonecubittoyourstatureifyoucanbytakingthought。

Laurence:

Thusyouwouldnotteachthatpeasant,thoughhecallsyou\"father\"。

Melchior:True,Ishouldmagnifythispresent,mystifythatfuture,too——

Weadaptourconversationalwaystoourhearer’slight。

Laurence:

Iamnotofyourpersuasion。

Melchior:Yetthedifferenceisbutslight。

Laurence:

I,EVENI,say,\"HewhobartersworldlywealforheavenlyworthHedoeswell\"——yoursaintsandmartyrswereexampleshereonearth。

Melchior:

Aye,inearlierChristianages,whiletheheathenempirestood,Whenthewar’twixtsaintsandsagescriedaloudforsaintlyblood,Christwasthentheirmodeltruly。Now,ifallweremeekandpure,Savetheungodlyandtheunruly,wouldtheChristianChurchendure?

Shallthetoilerorthefighterdreambydayandwatchbynight,Turntheleftcheektothesmiter,smittenrudelyontheright?

Strongmenmustencounterbadmen——so-calledsaintsoflatterdaysHavebeenmostlypiousmadmen,lustingafterrighteouspraise——

Orthethrallsofsuperstition,doubtlessworthysomereward,Sincetheycamebytheirconditionhardlyoftheirfreeaccord。

’Tisbutmadness,sadandsolemn,thatthesefakir-Christiansfeel——

SaintStylitesonhiscolumngratifiedamorbidzeal。

Laurence:

Byyourshowing,goodisreallyonapar(ofworth)withill。

Melchior:

Nay,Isaidnotso;Imerelytellyoubothsomeendsfulfil——

Priestlyvowsweremyvocation,fastandvigilwaitforme。

Youmustworkandfacetemptation。Nevershouldthestrongmanflee,ThoughGodwillstheinclinationwiththesoulatwartobe。(Pauses。)

Inthestrife’twixtfleshandspirit,whileyoucanthespiritaid。

Shouldyoufallnotlessyourmerit,benotforafallafraid。

Whatsoe’ermostright,mostfitisyoushalldo。WhenallisdoneChauntthenobleNuncDimittis——Benedicimur,myson。

[ExitMELCHIOR。]

Laurence(alone):

WhydoIprovokethesewrangles?Melchiortalks(aswellhemay)

Withthetonguesofmenandangels。

(Takesupapamphlet。)Whathasthismangottosay?

(Reads。)Sicsacerdosfatur(ejusnomenquondameratBurgo。)

Malamensest,caropejus,animainfirma,ergoInunc,ora,sinemora——oratetiamSanctaVirgo。

(Thinks。)

(Speaks。)Soitseemstheymeantomakeherwedtheusurer,NathanLee。

PoorEstelle!herfriendsforsakeher;whathasthistodowithme?

GladIam,atleast,thatHelenstillrefusestodiscardHer,throughtalesfalsegossipstellinspiteorheedlessness。——’Tishard!——

Lee,theLevite!——somefewyearsbackHerberthorsewhipp’dhim——thecurShow’dhisteethandlaidhisearsback。Nowhiswealthhaspurchasedher。

Musthisbasenessmarherbrightness?Shallthecallous,cunningchurlRevelintherosywhitenessofthatgolden-headedgirl?

(Thinksandsmokes。)

(Reads。)Citocertevenitvitaefinis(sicsacerdosfatur),Nuncauditeomnes,ite,vobisfabulanarraturNuncorateetlaudate,laudatetiamAlmaMater。

(Muses。)Suchhasbeen,andsuchshallstillbe,hereasthere,insunorstar;

Thesethingsaretobeandwillbe,thosethingsweretobeandare。

IfIthoughtthatspeechworthheedingIshould——Nay,itseemstomeMorelikeSatan’sspecialpleadingthanlikeGloriaDomine。

(Liesdownonhiscouch。)

(Reads。)EttuquoquefratermeusfactamalaquodfecistiDeniqueconfunditDeusomnesresquastetegisti。

Nuncsiunquam,nuncautnunquam,sanguineadjuroChristi。

SceneIX

\"IntheGarden\"

Aylmer’sGarden,neartheLake。LAURENCERABYandESTELLE。

He:

Cometothebankwheretheboatismoor’dtothewillow-treelow;

Bertha,thebaby,won’tnotice,Brian,theblockhead,won’tknow。

She:

Berthaisnotsuchababy,sir,asyouseemtosuppose;

Brian,ablockheadhemaybe,morethanyouthinkforheknows。

He:

Thismuch,atleast,ofyourbrother,fromthebeginningheknewSomewhatconcerningthatothermadesuchafoolofbyyou。

She:

Firmerthosebondswereandfaster,Frankwasmyspaniel,myslave。

You!youwouldfainbemymaster;markyou!thedifferenceisgrave。

He:

Callmeyourspaniel,yourstarling,takemeandtreatmeasthese,Iwouldbeanything,darling!aye,whatsoeveryouplease。

BrianandBasilare\"punting\",leavethemtheirdiceandtheirwine,Berthaisbutterflyhunting,surelyonehourshallbemine。

See,Ihavedonewithallduty;see,Icandarealldisgrace,Onlytolookatyourbeauty,feastingmyeyesonyourface。

She:

Lookatme,aye,tillyoureyesache!How,letmeask,willitend?

Neitherforyoursake,normysake,butforthesakeofmyfriend?

He:

Issheyourfriendthen?Iownit,thisisallwrong,andtherest,Frustrasedanimamonet,caroquodfortiusest。

She:

Notquitesoclose,LaurenceRaby,notwithyourarmroundmywaist;

SomethingtolookatImaybe,nothingtotouchortotaste。

He:

Wilfulaseverandwayward;whydidyoutemptme,Estelle?

She:

Youmisinterpreteachstrayword,youforeachinchtakeanell。

Lightlyalllawsandtiestrammelme,Iamwarn’dforallthat。

He(aside):

Perhapsshewillswallowhercamelwhenshehasstrainedathergnat。

She:

Thereforetakethoughtandconsider,weighwell,asIdo,thewhole,Youformerebeautyabidder,say,wouldyoubarterasoul?

He:

Girl!THATMAYhappen,butTHISIS;afterthiswelcometheworst;

Blestforonehourbyyourkisses,letmebeevermorecurs’d。

Talknotoftiestomereckless,hereeverytieIdiscard——

Makemeyourgirdle,yournecklace——

She:Laurence,youkissmetoohard。

He:

Aye,’tistheroadtoAvernus,n’estcepasvraidonc,mabelle?

Thereletthembindusorburnus,maislejeuvautlachandelle。

AmIyourlordoryourvassal?Areyoumysunormytorch?

You,whenIlookatyou,dazzle,yetwhenItouchyou,youscorch。

She:

YonderareBrianandBasilwatchingusfoolsfromtheporch。

SceneX

\"AftertheQuarrel\"

LaurenceRaby’sChamber。LAURENCEenters,alittletheworseforliquor。

Laurence:

Henevergavemeachancetospeak,Andhecall’dher——worsethanadog——

Thegirlstoodupwithacrimsoncheek,AndIfell’dhimtherelikealog。

Icanfeeltheblowonmyknucklesyet——

Hefeelsitmoreonhisbrow。

InathousandyearsweshallallforgetThethingsthattroubleusnow。

SceneXI

\"TenPacesOff\"

Anopencountry。LAURENCERABYandFORREST,BRIANAYLMERandPRESCOT。

Forrest:

I’vewonthetwotossesfromPrescot;

Nowhearme,andhearkenandheed,Andpullthatvileflowerfromyourwaistcoat,Andthrowdownthatbeastofaweed;

I’mgoingtogiveyouthesignalIgaveHarryHuntatBoulogne,ThemorninghemetMajorBignell,Andshothimasdeadasastone;

ForhemustlookroundonhisrighthandTowatchthewhiteflutter——thatstopsHisaim,forittakesoffhissight,andICOUGHWHILETHEHANDKERCHIEFDROPS。

Andyoukeepbotheyesonhisfigure,Oldfellow,anddon’ttakethemoff。

You’vegotthesawhandledhairtrigger——

YousighthimandshootwhenIcough。

Laurence(aside):

ThoughGodwillneverforgiveme,Thoughmenmakelightofmyname,Thoughmysinandmyshameoutliveme,Ishallnotoutlastmyshame。

Thecoward,doeshemeantomissme?

Hisrighthandshakeslikealeaf;

ShallIliveformyfriendstohissme,Offoolsandofknavesthechief?

ShallIliveformyfoestotwitme?

Hehasmaster’dhisnerveagain——

Heisfirm,hewillsurelyhitme——

Willhereachtheheartorthebrain?

Onelonglookeastwardandnorthward——

Oneprayer——\"OurFatherwhichart\"——

Andthecoughchimesinwiththefourthword,AndIshootskyward——theheart。

LastScene\"Exeunt\"

HELENRABY。

Wherethegrave-deepsrot,wherethegrave-dewsrust,Theydug,crying,\"Earthtoearth\"——

Crying,\"Ashestoashesanddusttodust\"——

Andwhataremypoorprayersworth?

UponwhomshallIcall,orinwhomshallItrust,Thoughdeathwereindeednewbirth。

Andtheybidmebegladformybaby’ssakeThatshesufferedsinlessandyoung——

WouldtheyhavemebegladwhenmybreastsstillacheWherethatsmall,soft,sweetmouthclung?

IamgladthattheheartwillsosurelybreakThathasbeensobitterlywrung。

Hewasfalse,theytellme,andwhatifhewere?

Icanonlyshudderandpray,PouringoutmysoulinapassionateprayerForthesoulthathecastaway;

WastherenothingthatoncewascreatedfairInthepotter’sperishingclay?

Isitwellforthesinnerthatsoulsendure?

Forthesinlesssoulisitwell?

Doesthepurechildlisptotheangelspure?

Andwheredoesthestrongmandwell,Ifthesadassuranceofpriestsbesure,Orthetalethatourpreacherstell?

Theuncleanhasfollow’dtheundefiled,AndtheillMAYregainthegood,AndthemanMAYbeevenasthelittlechild!

Wearechildrenlostinthewood——

Lord!leadusoutofthistangledwild,Wherethewiseandtheprudenthavebeenbeguil’d,Andonlythebabeshavestood。

DoubtfulDreamsAye,snowsarerifeinDecember,AndsheavesareinAugustyet,Andyouwouldhavemeremember,AndIwouldratherforget;

InthebloomoftheMay-dayweather,IntheblightofOctoberchill,Weweredreamersofoldtogether,——

Asofold,areyoudreamingstill?

FornothingonearthissadderThanthedreamthatcheatedthegrasp,Theflowerthatturnedtotheadder,Thefruitthatchangedtotheasp;

Whentheday-springindarknesscloses,Asthesunsetfadesfromthehills,Withthefragranceofperish’droses,Withthemusicofparch’d-uprills。

Whenthesandsonthesea-shorenourishRedcloverandyellowcorn;

Whenfigsonthethistleflourish,Andgrapesgrowthickonthethorn;

Whenthedeadbranch,blightedandblasted,Putsforthgreenleavesinthespring,ThenthedreamthatlifehasoutlastedDeadcomforttolifemaybring。

Ihavechangedthesoilandtheseason,Butwhetherskiesfreezeorflame,ThesoiltheyflameonorfreezeonIschangedinlittlesavename;

Theloadstonepointstothenor’ward,Theriverrunstothesea;

Andyouwouldhavemelookforward,AndbackwardIfainwouldflee。

Irememberthebrightspringgarlands,Thegoldthatspangledthegreen,Andthepurpleonfairyfarlands,Andthewhiteandtheredbloom,seenFromthespotwherewelastlaydreamingTogether——yourselfandI——

Thesoftgrassbeneathusgleaming,Aboveusthegreatgravesky。

Andwespokethus:\"ThoughwehavetroddenRoughpathsinourboyishyears;

Andsomewithoursweataresodden,Andsomearesaltwithourtears;

Thoughwestumblestill,walkingblindly,Ourpathsshallbemadeallstraight;

Weareweak,buttheheavensarekindly,Theskiesarecompassionate。\"

Istheclimeoftheoldlandyounger,Wheretheyoungdreamslongerarenursed?

Withtheoldinsatiablehunger,Withtheoldunquenchablethirst,Areyoulonging,asintheoldyearsWehavelongedsoofteninvain;

Fellow-toilersstill,fellow-soldiers,Thoughtheseashavesunderedustwain?

Buttheyoungdreamssurelyhavefaded!

Youngdreams!——olddreamsofyoungdays——

Shallthenewdreamvexusastheydid?

Orasthingsworthcensureorpraise?

Realtoilisours,realtrouble,Dimdreamsofpleasureandpride;

Letthedreamsdisperselikeabubble,Sothetoillikeadreamsubside。

Vaintoil!menbetterandbraverRoseearlyandrestedlate,Whoseburdensthanoursweregraver,Andsternerthanourstheirhate。

WhatfairrewardhadAchilles?

WhatrestcouldAlcideswin?

Vaintoil!\"Considerthelilies,Theytoilnotneitherdospin。\"

NorformortaltoilingnorspinningWillthemattersofmortalsmend;

Asitwassointhebeginning,Itshallbesointheend。

ThewebthattheweaversweaveillShallnotbewovenarightTillthegoodisbroughtforthfromevil,Asdayisbroughtforthfromnight。

Vaindreams!forourfatherscherish’dHighhopesinthedaysthatwere;

Andthesemenwonder’dandperish’d,Norbetterthanthesewefare;

Andourdueatlastistheirdue,Theyfoughtagainstoddsandfell;

\"Enavant,lesenfantsperdus!\"

Wefightagainstoddsaswell。

Theskies!WillthegreatskiescareforOurfootsteps,straightenourpath,Orstrengthenourweakness?Wherefore?

Wehaveratherincurr’dtheirwrath;

WhenagainsttheCaptainofHazorThestarsintheircoursesfought,Didtheskiesshedmercifulrays,orWithlovewasthesunshinefraught?

Cantheyfavourman?Cantheywrongman?

Theunapproachableskies?

Thoughthesegavestrengthtothestrongman,Andwisdomgavetothewise;

Whenstrengthisturn’dtoderision,Andwisdombroughttodismay,Shallwewakefromatroubledvision,Orrestfromatoilsomeday?

Nay!Icannottell。PeradventureOurverytoilisadream,Andtheworksthatwepraiseorcensure,Itmaybe,theyonlyseem。

Ifso,Iwouldfainawaken,Orsleepmoresoundlythanso,Orbydreamlesssleepovertaken,ThedreamIwouldfainforego。

Forthegreatthingsofeartharesmallthings,Thelongestlifeisaspan,Andthereisanendtoallthings,Aseasontoeveryman,Whosegloryisdustandashes,Whosespiritisbutaspark,Thatoutfromthedarknessflashes,Andflickersoutinthedark。

WerememberthepangsthatwrungusWhensomewentdowntothepit,Whofadedasleavesamongus,Whoflittedasshadowsflit;

Whatvisionsunderthestonelie?

Whatdreamsintheshroudsleepdwell?

Forwesawtheearthpitonly,Andweheardonlytheknell。

WeknownotwhethertheyslumberWhowakenonearthnomore,Asthestarsoftheheightsinnumber,Assandsonthedeepsea-shore。

Shallstiffnessbindthem,andstarknessEnthralthem,byfieldandflood,Till\"thesunshallbeturn’dtodarkness,Andthemoonshallbeturn’dtoblood。\"

Weknownot!——worsemayenthralmen——

\"Thewagesofsinaredeath\";

Andsodeathpasseduponallmen,Forsinwasbornwithman’sbreath。

Thenthelabourerspentwithsinning,Hishirewithhislifeshallspend;

Foritwassointhebeginning,Andshallbesointheend。

Thereislifeintheblacken’demberWhileasparkissmoulderingyet;

Inadreame’ennowIrememberThatdreamIhadliefforget——

Ihadliefforget,Ihade’enliefThatdreamwithTHISdoubtshoulddie——

\"IFWEDIDTHESETHINGSINTHEGREENLEAF,WHATSHALLBEDONEINTHEDRY?\"

TheRhymeofJoyousGardeThroughthelatticerushesthesouthwind,denseWithfumesofthefloweryfrankincenseFromhawthornblossomingthickly;

Andgoldisshower’dongrassunshorn,Andpoppy-fireonshudderingcorn,WithMay-dewfloodedandflush’dwithmorn,Andscentedwithsweetnesssickly。

Thebloomandbrillianceofsummerdays,Thebudsthatbrighten,thefieldsthatblaze,Thefruitsthatripenandredden,AndallthegiftsofaGod-sentlightAresadderthingsinmyshamefulsightThantheblackestgloomofthebitterestnight,Whenthesensesdarkenanddeaden。

Forthedaysrecallwhatthenightsefface,Scenesofgloryandseasonsofgrace,Forwhichthereisnoreturning——

Elsethedayswereevenasthenightstome,Nowtheaxeislaidtotherootofthetree,Andto-morrowthebarrentrunkmaybeCutdown——castforthfortheburning。

WouldGodIhaddiedthedeaththatdayWhenthebishopblessedusbeforethefrayAttheshrineoftheSaviour’sMother;

Webuckledthespur,webracedthebelt,ArthurandI——togetherweknelt,AndthegraspofhiskinglyhandIfeltAsthegraspofanonlybrother。

ThebodyandthebloodofChristweshared,Kneesbendedandheadsbow’ddownandbared,Welistenedthroughoutthepraying。

Eftsoontheshockofthefoewebore,ShouldertoshoulderonSevern’sshore,Tillourhiltsweregluedtoourhandswithgore,Andoursinewsslacken’dwithslaying。

WasIfarfromThyKingdom,graciousLord,Withashatteredcasqueandashiver’dsword,OnthethresholdofMary’schapel?

Pardie!Ihadwell-nighwonthatcrownWhichendurethmorethanaknight’srenown,Whenthepagangianthadgotmedown,Sorespentinthedeadlygrapple。

Mayhiscravenspiritfindlittlegrace,Hewasseal’dtoSataninanycase,Yettheloserhadbeenthewinner;

HadIwaxedfainterorhelessfaint,Thenmysoulwasfreefromthisloathsometaint,IhaddiedasaChristianknight——nosaintPerchance,yetapardon’dsinner。

ButIstrovefullgrimlybeneathhisweight,Iclungtohispoignarddesperate,Ibaffledthethrustthatfollowed,Andwrithinguppermostrose,todeal,Withbarethreeinchesofbrokensteel,Onestroke——Ha!theheadpiececrash’dpiecemeal,Andtheknaveinhisblackbloodwallow’d。

SoIlivedforworse——infulnessoftime,Whenpeaceforaseasonsway’dtheclime,Andspearsforaspacewereidle,Trustedandchosenofallthecourt,Afavouredheraldoffairreport,Itravell’deastward,anddulybroughtAbridetoaqueenlybridal。

Pardie!’twasamorningevenasthis(Theskieswerewarmerifaught,Iwis,Albeitthefieldswereduller;

Oritmaybethattheenviousspring,Abash’datthesightofafairerthing,Wax’dsomewhatsadderofcolouringBecauseofherfaultlesscolour)。

WithherthroughtheLyonesseIrode,Tillthewoodswiththenoontidefervourglow’d,Andthereforaspacewehalted,WheretheintertwiningbranchesmadeCoolcarpetsofolive-tintedshade,AndthefloorswithfretworkofflameinlaidFromleafylatticesvaulted。

AndscarfandmantleforherIspread,Andstrewedthemoverthegrassiestbed,Andunderthegreenestawning,Andloosen’dlatchandbuckle,andfreedFromselleandhousingtheredroansteed,AndthejennetofswiftIberianbreed,Thathadcarriedussincethedawning。

Thebrownthrushsangthroughthebriarandbower,Allflush’dorfrostedwithforestflowerInthewarmsun’swantonglances;

AndIgrewdeaftothesongbird——blindToblossomthatsweeten’dthesweetspringwind——

Isawheronly——agirlreclinedInhergirlhood’sindolenttrances。

Andthesongandthescentandsensewax’dweak,ThewildrosewitheredbesidethecheekShepoisedonherfingersslender;

ThesoftspungoldofherglitteringhairRanripplingintoawondroussnare,Thatfloodedtheroundarmbrightandbare,Andtheshoulder’ssilverysplendour。

Thedeepduskfiresinthosedreamyeyes,Likeseasclear-colouredinsummerskies,Wereguiltlessoffuturetreason;

AndIstoodwatchingher,stillandmute,Yettheevilseedinmysoulfoundroot,Andthesadplantthrove,andthesinfulfruitGrewripeintheshamefulseason。

Letthesinbemineastheshamewashers,IndesolatedaysofdepartedyearsShehadleisureforshameandsorrow——

Therewaslightrepentanceandbriefremorse,WhenIrodeagainstSaxonfoesorNorse,Withclangofharnessandclatterofhorse,Andlittleheedforthemorrow。

Andnowsheisdead,mentellme,andI,InthislivingdeathmustIlingerandlieTillmycuptothedregsisdrunken?

Ilookedthroughthelatticewornandgrim,Witheyelidsdarken’dandeyesightdim,Andwearybodyandwastedlimb,Andsinewslacken’dandshrunken。

Sheisdead!Gonedowntotheburial-place,Wherethegrave-dewscleavetoherfaultlessface;

Wherethegrave-sodscrumblearoundher;

Andthatbrightburdenofburnish’dgold,Thatonceonthosewaxenshouldersroll’d,Willitspoilwiththedampsofthedeadlymould?

Wasitshornwhenthechurchvowsboundher?

NowIknowfullwellthatthefairspearshaftShallnevergladdenmyhand,northehaftOfthegoodswordgrowtomyfingers;

Nowthemaddestfray,themerriestdin,Wouldfailtoquickenthislife-streamthin,YetthesleepypoisonofthatsweetsinInthesluggishcurrentstilllingers。

WouldGodIhadsleptwiththeslainmen,longOrevertheheartconceivedawrongThattheinnermostsoulabhorred——

OrevertheselyinglipswerestrainedToherlids,pearl-tintedandpurple-vein’d,OreverthosetraitorouskissesstainedThesnowsofherspotlessforehead。

Letmegatheralittlestrengthtothink,Asonewhoreelsontheoutermostbrink,Totheinnermostgulfdescending。

Inthattrucethelongestandlastofall,Inthesummernightsofthatfestival——

Softvestureofsamiteandsilkenpall——

Thebeginningcameoftheending。

Andonetrodsoftlywithsandal’dfeet——

Ah!whyarethestolenwaterssweet?——

Andonecreptstealthilyafter;

IwouldIhadtakenhimthereandwrungHisknavishneckwhenthedarkdoorswung,Ortornbytherootshistreacheroustongue,Andstifledhishatefullaughter。

Sothesmoulderingscandalblazed——buthe,Myking,tothelastputtrustinme——

Aye,wellwashistrustrequited!

Nowpriestsmaypatter,andbellsmaytoll,Hewillneednomassestoaidhissoul;

Whentheangelsopenthejudgmentscroll,Hiswrongwillbetenfoldrighted。

Thendawn’dthedaywhenthemailwasdonn’d,Andthesteedforthestrifecaparison’d,Butnot’gainsttheNorseinvader。

Thenwasbloodshed——notbyuntowardchance,Asthebloodthatisdrawnbythejouster’slance,ThefrayinthecastleofMelegrance,ThefightinthelistswithMador。

Thentheguiltmademanifest,thenthesiege,WhenthetruemenrallyingroundtheliegeBeleaguer’dhisbasebetrayer;

Thenthefruitlessparleys,thepleadingsvain,Andthehard-foughtbattleswithbraveGawaine,Twiceworsted,andoncesonearlyslain,Imaywellbecountedhisslayer。

ThenthecrimeofModred——alittlesinAtthesideofmine,thoughtheknavewaskinTothekingbytheknave’shandstricken。

Andtheonce-lovedknight,washetheretosaveThatknightlykingwhothatknighthoodgave?

Ah,Christ!willhegreetmeasknightorknaveInthedaywhenthedustshallquicken。

Hadhelightlyloved,hadhetrustedless,Ihadsinn’dperchancewiththesinfulnessThatthroughprayerandpenanceispardoned。

Oh,lovemostloyal!Oh,faithmostsure!

InthepurityofasoulsopureIfoundmysafeguard——Isinn’dsecure,Tillmyhearttothesingrewharden’d。

Weweregladtogetheringladsomemeads,Whentheyshooktothestrokesofoursnortingsteeds;

WewerejoyfulinjoyouslustreWhenitflush’dthecoppiceorfill’dtheglade,WherethehornoftheDaneortheSaxonbray’d,Andwesawtheheathenbannerdisplay’d,Andtheheathenlancescluster。

Thenasteel-shodrushandasteel-cladring,Andacrashofthespearstavessplintering,Andthebillowybattleblended。

Riotofchargers,revelofblows,Andfierce,flush’dfacesoffightingfoes,Fromcrouptobridle,thatreel’dandrose,Inasparkleofsword-playsplendid。

Andthelong,litheswordinthehandbecameAsaleapinglight,asafallingflame,Asafirethroughtheflaxthathasted;

Slender,andshining,andbeautiful,Howitshorethroughshiveringcasqueandskull,Andneverastrokewasvoidandnull,Andneverathrustwaswasted。

Ihavedoneforeverwithallthesethings——

Deedsthatwerejoyoustoknightsandkings,Indaysthatwithsongswerecherish’d。

Thesongsareended,thedeedsaredone,Thereshallnoneofthemgladdenmenow,notone;

Thereisnothinggoodformeunderthesun,Buttoperishasthesethingsperish’d。

ShallitprofitmeaughtthatthebishopseeksMypresencedaily,anddulyspeaksSoftwordsofcomfortandkindness?

Shallitaughtavailme?\"Certes,\"hesaid,\"Thoughthysoulisdarken’d,benotafraid——

GodhatethnothingthatHehathmade——

Hislightshalldispersethyblindness。\"

Iamnotafraidformyself,althoughIknowIhavehadthatlight,andIknowThegreatermycondemnation。

WhenIwell-nighswoon’dinthedeep-drawnblissOfthatfirstlong,sweet,slow,stolenkiss,Iwouldgladlyhavegiven,forlessthanthis,Myself,withmysoul’ssalvation。

Iwouldlanguishthusinsomeloathsomeden,Asathingofnaughtintheeyesofmen,Inthemouthsofmenasaby-word,Throughyearsofpain,andwhenGodsawfit,SinginghispraisesmysoulshouldflitTothedarkestdepthofthenethermostpit,IfHERScouldbewaftedskyward。

LordChrist!havepatiencealittlewhile,Ihavesinn’dbecauseIamutterlyvile,Havinglight,lovingdarknessrather。