Beyondtheshiningsilver-greys,Beyondtheshadesofdenserbloom,Thesky-linegirtwithglowinghazeThefarthest,faintestforestgloom,Andtheeverlastinghillsthatloom。
Weheardthehoundbeneaththemound,Wescaredtheswamphawkhoveringnigh——
Wehadnotsoughtforthatwefound——
Helayasdeadmenonlylie,Withwancheekwhiteninginthesky,Throughthewildheathflowers,whiteandred,Thedumbbrutethathadseenhimdie,Closecrouching,howl’dbesidethehead,Bruteburialserviceo’erthedead。
Thebrowwasrifewithseamsofstrife——
AlawlessdeathmadedoublyplainTheravageofarecklesslife;
ThehavocofahurricaneOfpassionsthroughthatbreadthofbrain,LikeheadlonghorsesthathadrunRiot,regardlessoftherein——
\"Madman,hemighthavelivedanddoneBetterthanmostmen,\"whisperedone。
ThebeamsandblotsthatHeavenallotsToeverylifewithlifebegin。
Fool!wouldyouchangetheleopard’sspots,OrblanchtheEthiopian’sskin?
Whatmorecouldhehavehopedtowin,Whatbetterthingshavethoughttogain,Soshapen——soconceivedinsin?
Nolifeiswhollyvoidandvain,Justandunjustsharesunandrain。
Werenewlifesent,andlifemisspent,Wipedout(ifsuchtoGodseemedgood),Wouldhe(beingashewas)repent,Orcouldhe,evenifhewould,Whoheedednotthingsunderstood(Thoughdimly)eveninsavagelandsBysomewhoworshipstoneorwood,Orbirdorbeast,orwhostretchhandsSunwardonshiningEasternsands?
Andcrimehascause。Nay,neverpauseIdlytofeelapulselesswrist;
Braceupthemassive,square-shapedjaws,Unclenchthestubborn,stiff’ningfist,AndclosethoseeyesthroughfilmandmistThatkepttheolddefiantglare;
Andanswer,wisePsychologist,WhosescienceclaimssomelittleshareOftruth,whatbetterthingslaythere?
Aye!thoughtandmindwerethere,——somekindOffacultythatmenmistakeFortalentwhentheirwitsareblind,——
AnaptitudetomarandbreakWhatothersdiligentlymake。
Thiswastheworstandbestofhim——
Wisewiththecunningofthesnake,Bravewiththeshewolf’scouragegrim,Dyinghardanddumb,tornlimbfromlimb。
Andyou,Brown,you’readoctor;cureYoucan’t,butyoucankill,andhe——
\"WITNESSHISMARK\"——hesignedlastyear,AndnowhesignsJohnSmith,J。P。
We’llholdourinquestNOW,wethree;
I’llbeyourcoronerforonce;
IthinkoldOswaldoughttobeOurforeman——Jonesissuchadunce,——
There’smorebraininthebloodhound’ssconce。
Nomanmayshirktheallottedwork,Thedeedtodo,thedeathtodie;
AtleastIthinkso,——neitherTurk,NorJew,norinfidelamI,——
AndyetIwonderwhenItryTosolveonequestion,mayormust,AndshallIsolveitby-and-by,Beyondthedark,beneaththedust?
Itrustso,andIonlytrust。
Aye,whattheywill,suchtrifleskill。
Comrade,foronegooddeedofyours,YourhistoryshallnothelptofillThemouthsofmanybrainlessboors。
ItmaybedeathabsolvesorcuresThesinoflife。’TwerehazardousToassertso。Ifthesinendures,Sayonly,\"God,whohasjudgedhimthus,Bemercifultohimandus。\"
HowweBeattheFavouriteALayoftheLoamshireHuntCup\"Aye,squire,\"saidStevens,\"theybackhimatevens;
Theraceisallover,barshouting,theysay;
TheClownoughttobeather;DickNevilleissweeterThanever——heswearshecanwinalltheway。
\"Agentlemanrider——well,I’manoutsider,Butifhe’sagentwhothemischief’sajock?
Youswellsmostlyblunder,Dickridesfortheplunder,Herides,too,likethunder——hesitslikearock。
\"Hecalls`huntedfairly’ahorsethathasbarelyBeenstripp’dforatrotwithinsightofthehounds,AhorsethatatWarwickbeatBirdlimeandYorick,AndgaveAbdelkaderatAintreeninepounds。
\"Theysaywehavenotesttowarrantaprotest;
Dickridesforalordandstandsinwithasteward;
Thelightoftheirfacestheyshowhim——hiscaseisPrejudgedandhisverdictalreadysecured。
\"Butnonecanoutlasther,andfewtravelfaster,ShestridesinherworkcleanawayfromTheDrag;
Youholdherandsither,shecouldn’tbefitter,Wheneveryouhithershe’llspringlikeastag。
\"Andp’rhapsthegreenjacket,atoddsthoughtheybackit,Mayfall,orthere’snoknowingwhatmayturnup;
Themareisquiteready,sitstillandridesteady,Keepcool;andIthinkyoumayjustwintheCup。\"
Dark-brownwithtanmuzzle,juststrippedforthetussle,StoodIseult,archinghernecktothecurb,Aleanheadandfiery,strongquartersandwiry,Aloinratherlight,butashouldersuperb。
Somepartinginjunction,bestowedwithgreatunction,Itriedtorecall,butforgotlikeadunce,WhenReginaldMurray,fulltiltonWhiteSurrey,Camedowninahurrytostartusatonce。
\"Keepbackintheyellow!ComeuponOthello!
Holdhardonthechestnut!TurnroundonTheDrag!
KeepbackthereonSpartan!Backyou,sir,intartan!
So,steadythere,easy!\"anddownwenttheflag。
Westarted,andKerrmadestrongrunningonMermaid,Throughfurrowsthatledtothefirststake-and-bound,Thecrack,halfextended,look’dbloodlikeandsplendid,Heldwideontherightwheretheheadlandwassound。
Ipulledhardtobaffleherrushwiththesnaffle,Beforehertwo-thirdsofthefieldgotaway,AllthroughthewetpasturewherefloodsofthelastyearStillloitered,theyclottedmycrimsonwithclay。
Thefourthfence,awattle,floor’dMonkandBluebottle;
TheDragcametogriefattheblackthornandditch,TherailstoppledoverRedoubtandRedRover,ThelanestoppedLycurgusandLeicestershireWitch。
ShepassedlikeanarrowKildareandCockSparrow,AndMantrapandMermaidrefusedthestonewall;
AndGilesonTheGreylingcamedownatthepaling,AndIwasleftsailinginfrontofthemall。
Itookthemaburster,noreasedhernornursedherUntiltheBlackBullfinchledintotheplough,Andthroughthestrongbrambleweboredwithascramble——
Mycapwasknock’doffbythehazel-treebough。
WherefurrowslookedlighterIdrewthereintighter——
Herdarkchestalldappledwithflakesofwhitefoam,Herflanksmud-bespattered,aweakrailsheshattered——
Welandedonturfwithourheadsturn’dforhome。
Thencrash’dalowbinder,andthenclosebehindherTheswardtothestrokesofthefavouriteshook;
Hisrushrousedhermettle,yeteversolittleSheshortenedherstrideasweracedatthebrook。
SherosewhenIhither。Isawthestreamglitter,Awidescarletnostrilflashedclosetomyknee,BetweenskyandwaterTheClowncameandcaughther,Thespacethatheclearedwasacautiontosee。
Andforcingtherunning,discardingallcunning,Alengthtothefrontwenttherideringreen;
Alongstripofstubble,andthenthebigdouble,Twostiffflightsofrailswithaquicksetbetween。
Sheracedattherasper,Ifeltmykneesgraspher,Ifoundmyhandsgivetoherstrainonthebit;
SherosewhenTheClowndid——oursilksasweboundedBrush’dlightly,ourstirrupsclash’dloudaswelit。
Arisesteeplysloping,afencewithstonecoping——
Thelast——wedivergedroundthebaseofthehill;
Hispathwasthenearer,hisleapwastheclearer,Iflogg’dupthestraight,andheledsittingstill。
Shecametohisquarter,andonstillIbroughther,Anduptohisgirth,tohisbreastplateshedrew;
AshortprayerfromNevillejustreach’dme,\"Thedevil!\"
Hemutter’d——lock’dlevelthehurdlesweflew。
Ahumofhoarsecheering,adensecrowdcareering,Allsightsseenobscurely,allshoutsvaguelyheard;
\"Thegreenwins!\"\"Thecrimson!\"Themultitudeswimson,Andfiguresareblendedandfeaturesareblurr’d。
\"Thehorseishermaster!\"\"Thegreenforgespasther!\"
\"TheClownwilloutlasther!\"\"TheClownwins!\"\"TheClown!\"
Thewhiterailingraceswithallthewhitefaces,Thechestnutoutpaces,outstretchesthebrown。
Onstillpastthegatewayshestrainsinthestraightway,Stillstruggles,\"TheClownbyashortneckatmost,\"
Heswerves,thegreenscourges,thestandrocksandsurges,Andflashes,andverges,andflitsthewhitepost。
Aye!soendsthetussle,——IknewthetanmuzzleWasfirst,thoughthering-menwereyelling\"Deadheat!\"
AnoseIcouldswearby,butClarkesaid,\"ThemarebyAshorthead。\"Andthat’showthefavouritewasbeat。
FragmentaryScenesfromtheRoadtoAvernusAnUnpublishedDramaticLyricSceneI
\"Discontent\"
LAURENCERABY。
Laurence:
IsaidtoyoungAllanM’Ilveray,BesidetheswiftswirlsoftheNorth,When,inlilacshotthroughwithasilverray,Wehaul’dthestrongsalmonfishforth——
Saidonly,\"HegaveussometroubleTolandhim,andwhatdoesheweigh?
Ourfriendhascaughtonethatweighsdouble,Thegameforthecandlewon’tpayUsto-day,Wemaytieupourrodsandaway。\"
IsaidtooldNormanM’Gregor,ThreeleaguestothewestofGlenDhu——
Ihaddrawn,withatouchofthetrigger,ThebestBEADthateverIdrew——
Saidmerely,\"ForbirdsinthestubbleIoncehadaneye——IcouldswearHe’sdown——buthe’snotworththetroubleOfseeking。YouonceshotabearInhislair——
’Tisonlyabuckthatliesthere。\"
IsaidtoLordCharlesonlylastyear,Thetimethatwetopp’dtheoakrailBetweenWharton’sploughandWhynne’spasture,Andclear’dthebigbrookinBlakesvale——
Weonly——atWarburton’sdoubleHefell,thenIfinish’dtherunAndkill’dclean——said,\"SoburstsabubbleThatshonehalfanhourinthesun——
Whatiswon?
Yoursireclear’dandcapturedagun。\"
Isaidtomyself,intruesorrow,Isaidyestere’en,\"AfairprizeIswon,anditmaybeto-morrow’Twillnotseemsofairinthineeyes——
Reallifeisaracethroughsoretrouble,Thatgainsnotaninchonthegoal,AndblissanintangiblebubbleThatcheatsanunsatisfiedsoul,AndthewholeOftherestanillegiblescroll。\"
SceneVII
\"TwoExhortations\"
AShooting-boxintheWestofIreland。ABedchamber。
LAURENCERABYandMELCHIOR。Night。
Melchior:
SurelyinthegreatbeginningGodmadeallthingsgood,andstillThatsoul-sicknessmencallsinningenterednotwithoutHiswill。
Nay,ourwisesthaveassertedthat,asshadeenhanceslight,Evilisbutgoodperverted,wrongisbutthefoilofright。
Banishsickness,thenyoubanishjoyforhealthtoallthatlive;
Slayallsin,allgoodmustvanish,goodbeingbutcomparative。
Sophistry,yousay——yetlisten:lookyouskyward,there’tisknownWorldsonworldsinmyriadsglisten——larger,lovelierthanourown——
Thishasbeen,andthisstillshallbe,hereasthere,insunorstar;
Thesethingsaretobeandwillbe,thosethingsweretobeandare。
Maninman’simperfectnatureisbyimperfectiontaught:
Addonecubittoyourstatureifyoucanbytakingthought。
Laurence:
Thusyouwouldnotteachthatpeasant,thoughhecallsyou\"father\"。
Melchior:True,Ishouldmagnifythispresent,mystifythatfuture,too——
Weadaptourconversationalwaystoourhearer’slight。
Laurence:
Iamnotofyourpersuasion。
Melchior:Yetthedifferenceisbutslight。
Laurence:
I,EVENI,say,\"HewhobartersworldlywealforheavenlyworthHedoeswell\"——yoursaintsandmartyrswereexampleshereonearth。
Melchior:
Aye,inearlierChristianages,whiletheheathenempirestood,Whenthewar’twixtsaintsandsagescriedaloudforsaintlyblood,Christwasthentheirmodeltruly。Now,ifallweremeekandpure,Savetheungodlyandtheunruly,wouldtheChristianChurchendure?
Shallthetoilerorthefighterdreambydayandwatchbynight,Turntheleftcheektothesmiter,smittenrudelyontheright?
Strongmenmustencounterbadmen——so-calledsaintsoflatterdaysHavebeenmostlypiousmadmen,lustingafterrighteouspraise——
Orthethrallsofsuperstition,doubtlessworthysomereward,Sincetheycamebytheirconditionhardlyoftheirfreeaccord。
’Tisbutmadness,sadandsolemn,thatthesefakir-Christiansfeel——
SaintStylitesonhiscolumngratifiedamorbidzeal。
Laurence:
Byyourshowing,goodisreallyonapar(ofworth)withill。
Melchior:
Nay,Isaidnotso;Imerelytellyoubothsomeendsfulfil——
Priestlyvowsweremyvocation,fastandvigilwaitforme。
Youmustworkandfacetemptation。Nevershouldthestrongmanflee,ThoughGodwillstheinclinationwiththesoulatwartobe。(Pauses。)
Inthestrife’twixtfleshandspirit,whileyoucanthespiritaid。
Shouldyoufallnotlessyourmerit,benotforafallafraid。
Whatsoe’ermostright,mostfitisyoushalldo。WhenallisdoneChauntthenobleNuncDimittis——Benedicimur,myson。
[ExitMELCHIOR。]
Laurence(alone):
WhydoIprovokethesewrangles?Melchiortalks(aswellhemay)
Withthetonguesofmenandangels。
(Takesupapamphlet。)Whathasthismangottosay?
(Reads。)Sicsacerdosfatur(ejusnomenquondameratBurgo。)
Malamensest,caropejus,animainfirma,ergoInunc,ora,sinemora——oratetiamSanctaVirgo。
(Thinks。)
(Speaks。)Soitseemstheymeantomakeherwedtheusurer,NathanLee。
PoorEstelle!herfriendsforsakeher;whathasthistodowithme?
GladIam,atleast,thatHelenstillrefusestodiscardHer,throughtalesfalsegossipstellinspiteorheedlessness。——’Tishard!——
Lee,theLevite!——somefewyearsbackHerberthorsewhipp’dhim——thecurShow’dhisteethandlaidhisearsback。Nowhiswealthhaspurchasedher。
Musthisbasenessmarherbrightness?Shallthecallous,cunningchurlRevelintherosywhitenessofthatgolden-headedgirl?
(Thinksandsmokes。)
(Reads。)Citocertevenitvitaefinis(sicsacerdosfatur),Nuncauditeomnes,ite,vobisfabulanarraturNuncorateetlaudate,laudatetiamAlmaMater。
(Muses。)Suchhasbeen,andsuchshallstillbe,hereasthere,insunorstar;
Thesethingsaretobeandwillbe,thosethingsweretobeandare。
IfIthoughtthatspeechworthheedingIshould——Nay,itseemstomeMorelikeSatan’sspecialpleadingthanlikeGloriaDomine。
(Liesdownonhiscouch。)
(Reads。)EttuquoquefratermeusfactamalaquodfecistiDeniqueconfunditDeusomnesresquastetegisti。
Nuncsiunquam,nuncautnunquam,sanguineadjuroChristi。
SceneIX
\"IntheGarden\"
Aylmer’sGarden,neartheLake。LAURENCERABYandESTELLE。
He:
Cometothebankwheretheboatismoor’dtothewillow-treelow;
Bertha,thebaby,won’tnotice,Brian,theblockhead,won’tknow。
She:
Berthaisnotsuchababy,sir,asyouseemtosuppose;
Brian,ablockheadhemaybe,morethanyouthinkforheknows。
He:
Thismuch,atleast,ofyourbrother,fromthebeginningheknewSomewhatconcerningthatothermadesuchafoolofbyyou。
She:
Firmerthosebondswereandfaster,Frankwasmyspaniel,myslave。
You!youwouldfainbemymaster;markyou!thedifferenceisgrave。
He:
Callmeyourspaniel,yourstarling,takemeandtreatmeasthese,Iwouldbeanything,darling!aye,whatsoeveryouplease。
BrianandBasilare\"punting\",leavethemtheirdiceandtheirwine,Berthaisbutterflyhunting,surelyonehourshallbemine。
See,Ihavedonewithallduty;see,Icandarealldisgrace,Onlytolookatyourbeauty,feastingmyeyesonyourface。
She:
Lookatme,aye,tillyoureyesache!How,letmeask,willitend?
Neitherforyoursake,normysake,butforthesakeofmyfriend?
He:
Issheyourfriendthen?Iownit,thisisallwrong,andtherest,Frustrasedanimamonet,caroquodfortiusest。
She:
Notquitesoclose,LaurenceRaby,notwithyourarmroundmywaist;
SomethingtolookatImaybe,nothingtotouchortotaste。
He:
Wilfulaseverandwayward;whydidyoutemptme,Estelle?
She:
Youmisinterpreteachstrayword,youforeachinchtakeanell。
Lightlyalllawsandtiestrammelme,Iamwarn’dforallthat。
He(aside):
Perhapsshewillswallowhercamelwhenshehasstrainedathergnat。
She:
Thereforetakethoughtandconsider,weighwell,asIdo,thewhole,Youformerebeautyabidder,say,wouldyoubarterasoul?
He:
Girl!THATMAYhappen,butTHISIS;afterthiswelcometheworst;
Blestforonehourbyyourkisses,letmebeevermorecurs’d。
Talknotoftiestomereckless,hereeverytieIdiscard——
Makemeyourgirdle,yournecklace——
She:Laurence,youkissmetoohard。
He:
Aye,’tistheroadtoAvernus,n’estcepasvraidonc,mabelle?
Thereletthembindusorburnus,maislejeuvautlachandelle。
AmIyourlordoryourvassal?Areyoumysunormytorch?
You,whenIlookatyou,dazzle,yetwhenItouchyou,youscorch。
She:
YonderareBrianandBasilwatchingusfoolsfromtheporch。
SceneX
\"AftertheQuarrel\"
LaurenceRaby’sChamber。LAURENCEenters,alittletheworseforliquor。
Laurence:
Henevergavemeachancetospeak,Andhecall’dher——worsethanadog——
Thegirlstoodupwithacrimsoncheek,AndIfell’dhimtherelikealog。
Icanfeeltheblowonmyknucklesyet——
Hefeelsitmoreonhisbrow。
InathousandyearsweshallallforgetThethingsthattroubleusnow。
SceneXI
\"TenPacesOff\"
Anopencountry。LAURENCERABYandFORREST,BRIANAYLMERandPRESCOT。
Forrest:
I’vewonthetwotossesfromPrescot;
Nowhearme,andhearkenandheed,Andpullthatvileflowerfromyourwaistcoat,Andthrowdownthatbeastofaweed;
I’mgoingtogiveyouthesignalIgaveHarryHuntatBoulogne,ThemorninghemetMajorBignell,Andshothimasdeadasastone;
ForhemustlookroundonhisrighthandTowatchthewhiteflutter——thatstopsHisaim,forittakesoffhissight,andICOUGHWHILETHEHANDKERCHIEFDROPS。
Andyoukeepbotheyesonhisfigure,Oldfellow,anddon’ttakethemoff。
You’vegotthesawhandledhairtrigger——
YousighthimandshootwhenIcough。
Laurence(aside):
ThoughGodwillneverforgiveme,Thoughmenmakelightofmyname,Thoughmysinandmyshameoutliveme,Ishallnotoutlastmyshame。
Thecoward,doeshemeantomissme?
Hisrighthandshakeslikealeaf;
ShallIliveformyfriendstohissme,Offoolsandofknavesthechief?
ShallIliveformyfoestotwitme?
Hehasmaster’dhisnerveagain——
Heisfirm,hewillsurelyhitme——
Willhereachtheheartorthebrain?
Onelonglookeastwardandnorthward——
Oneprayer——\"OurFatherwhichart\"——
Andthecoughchimesinwiththefourthword,AndIshootskyward——theheart。
LastScene\"Exeunt\"
HELENRABY。
Wherethegrave-deepsrot,wherethegrave-dewsrust,Theydug,crying,\"Earthtoearth\"——
Crying,\"Ashestoashesanddusttodust\"——
Andwhataremypoorprayersworth?
UponwhomshallIcall,orinwhomshallItrust,Thoughdeathwereindeednewbirth。
Andtheybidmebegladformybaby’ssakeThatshesufferedsinlessandyoung——
WouldtheyhavemebegladwhenmybreastsstillacheWherethatsmall,soft,sweetmouthclung?
IamgladthattheheartwillsosurelybreakThathasbeensobitterlywrung。
Hewasfalse,theytellme,andwhatifhewere?
Icanonlyshudderandpray,PouringoutmysoulinapassionateprayerForthesoulthathecastaway;
WastherenothingthatoncewascreatedfairInthepotter’sperishingclay?
Isitwellforthesinnerthatsoulsendure?
Forthesinlesssoulisitwell?
Doesthepurechildlisptotheangelspure?
Andwheredoesthestrongmandwell,Ifthesadassuranceofpriestsbesure,Orthetalethatourpreacherstell?
Theuncleanhasfollow’dtheundefiled,AndtheillMAYregainthegood,AndthemanMAYbeevenasthelittlechild!
Wearechildrenlostinthewood——
Lord!leadusoutofthistangledwild,Wherethewiseandtheprudenthavebeenbeguil’d,Andonlythebabeshavestood。
DoubtfulDreamsAye,snowsarerifeinDecember,AndsheavesareinAugustyet,Andyouwouldhavemeremember,AndIwouldratherforget;
InthebloomoftheMay-dayweather,IntheblightofOctoberchill,Weweredreamersofoldtogether,——
Asofold,areyoudreamingstill?
FornothingonearthissadderThanthedreamthatcheatedthegrasp,Theflowerthatturnedtotheadder,Thefruitthatchangedtotheasp;
Whentheday-springindarknesscloses,Asthesunsetfadesfromthehills,Withthefragranceofperish’droses,Withthemusicofparch’d-uprills。
Whenthesandsonthesea-shorenourishRedcloverandyellowcorn;
Whenfigsonthethistleflourish,Andgrapesgrowthickonthethorn;
Whenthedeadbranch,blightedandblasted,Putsforthgreenleavesinthespring,ThenthedreamthatlifehasoutlastedDeadcomforttolifemaybring。
Ihavechangedthesoilandtheseason,Butwhetherskiesfreezeorflame,ThesoiltheyflameonorfreezeonIschangedinlittlesavename;
Theloadstonepointstothenor’ward,Theriverrunstothesea;
Andyouwouldhavemelookforward,AndbackwardIfainwouldflee。
Irememberthebrightspringgarlands,Thegoldthatspangledthegreen,Andthepurpleonfairyfarlands,Andthewhiteandtheredbloom,seenFromthespotwherewelastlaydreamingTogether——yourselfandI——
Thesoftgrassbeneathusgleaming,Aboveusthegreatgravesky。
Andwespokethus:\"ThoughwehavetroddenRoughpathsinourboyishyears;
Andsomewithoursweataresodden,Andsomearesaltwithourtears;
Thoughwestumblestill,walkingblindly,Ourpathsshallbemadeallstraight;
Weareweak,buttheheavensarekindly,Theskiesarecompassionate。\"
Istheclimeoftheoldlandyounger,Wheretheyoungdreamslongerarenursed?
Withtheoldinsatiablehunger,Withtheoldunquenchablethirst,Areyoulonging,asintheoldyearsWehavelongedsoofteninvain;
Fellow-toilersstill,fellow-soldiers,Thoughtheseashavesunderedustwain?
Buttheyoungdreamssurelyhavefaded!
Youngdreams!——olddreamsofyoungdays——
Shallthenewdreamvexusastheydid?
Orasthingsworthcensureorpraise?
Realtoilisours,realtrouble,Dimdreamsofpleasureandpride;
Letthedreamsdisperselikeabubble,Sothetoillikeadreamsubside。
Vaintoil!menbetterandbraverRoseearlyandrestedlate,Whoseburdensthanoursweregraver,Andsternerthanourstheirhate。
WhatfairrewardhadAchilles?
WhatrestcouldAlcideswin?
Vaintoil!\"Considerthelilies,Theytoilnotneitherdospin。\"
NorformortaltoilingnorspinningWillthemattersofmortalsmend;
Asitwassointhebeginning,Itshallbesointheend。
ThewebthattheweaversweaveillShallnotbewovenarightTillthegoodisbroughtforthfromevil,Asdayisbroughtforthfromnight。
Vaindreams!forourfatherscherish’dHighhopesinthedaysthatwere;
Andthesemenwonder’dandperish’d,Norbetterthanthesewefare;
Andourdueatlastistheirdue,Theyfoughtagainstoddsandfell;
\"Enavant,lesenfantsperdus!\"
Wefightagainstoddsaswell。
Theskies!WillthegreatskiescareforOurfootsteps,straightenourpath,Orstrengthenourweakness?Wherefore?
Wehaveratherincurr’dtheirwrath;
WhenagainsttheCaptainofHazorThestarsintheircoursesfought,Didtheskiesshedmercifulrays,orWithlovewasthesunshinefraught?
Cantheyfavourman?Cantheywrongman?
Theunapproachableskies?
Thoughthesegavestrengthtothestrongman,Andwisdomgavetothewise;
Whenstrengthisturn’dtoderision,Andwisdombroughttodismay,Shallwewakefromatroubledvision,Orrestfromatoilsomeday?
Nay!Icannottell。PeradventureOurverytoilisadream,Andtheworksthatwepraiseorcensure,Itmaybe,theyonlyseem。
Ifso,Iwouldfainawaken,Orsleepmoresoundlythanso,Orbydreamlesssleepovertaken,ThedreamIwouldfainforego。
Forthegreatthingsofeartharesmallthings,Thelongestlifeisaspan,Andthereisanendtoallthings,Aseasontoeveryman,Whosegloryisdustandashes,Whosespiritisbutaspark,Thatoutfromthedarknessflashes,Andflickersoutinthedark。
WerememberthepangsthatwrungusWhensomewentdowntothepit,Whofadedasleavesamongus,Whoflittedasshadowsflit;
Whatvisionsunderthestonelie?
Whatdreamsintheshroudsleepdwell?
Forwesawtheearthpitonly,Andweheardonlytheknell。
WeknownotwhethertheyslumberWhowakenonearthnomore,Asthestarsoftheheightsinnumber,Assandsonthedeepsea-shore。
Shallstiffnessbindthem,andstarknessEnthralthem,byfieldandflood,Till\"thesunshallbeturn’dtodarkness,Andthemoonshallbeturn’dtoblood。\"
Weknownot!——worsemayenthralmen——
\"Thewagesofsinaredeath\";
Andsodeathpasseduponallmen,Forsinwasbornwithman’sbreath。
Thenthelabourerspentwithsinning,Hishirewithhislifeshallspend;
Foritwassointhebeginning,Andshallbesointheend。
Thereislifeintheblacken’demberWhileasparkissmoulderingyet;
Inadreame’ennowIrememberThatdreamIhadliefforget——
Ihadliefforget,Ihade’enliefThatdreamwithTHISdoubtshoulddie——
\"IFWEDIDTHESETHINGSINTHEGREENLEAF,WHATSHALLBEDONEINTHEDRY?\"
TheRhymeofJoyousGardeThroughthelatticerushesthesouthwind,denseWithfumesofthefloweryfrankincenseFromhawthornblossomingthickly;
Andgoldisshower’dongrassunshorn,Andpoppy-fireonshudderingcorn,WithMay-dewfloodedandflush’dwithmorn,Andscentedwithsweetnesssickly。
Thebloomandbrillianceofsummerdays,Thebudsthatbrighten,thefieldsthatblaze,Thefruitsthatripenandredden,AndallthegiftsofaGod-sentlightAresadderthingsinmyshamefulsightThantheblackestgloomofthebitterestnight,Whenthesensesdarkenanddeaden。
Forthedaysrecallwhatthenightsefface,Scenesofgloryandseasonsofgrace,Forwhichthereisnoreturning——
Elsethedayswereevenasthenightstome,Nowtheaxeislaidtotherootofthetree,Andto-morrowthebarrentrunkmaybeCutdown——castforthfortheburning。
WouldGodIhaddiedthedeaththatdayWhenthebishopblessedusbeforethefrayAttheshrineoftheSaviour’sMother;
Webuckledthespur,webracedthebelt,ArthurandI——togetherweknelt,AndthegraspofhiskinglyhandIfeltAsthegraspofanonlybrother。
ThebodyandthebloodofChristweshared,Kneesbendedandheadsbow’ddownandbared,Welistenedthroughoutthepraying。
Eftsoontheshockofthefoewebore,ShouldertoshoulderonSevern’sshore,Tillourhiltsweregluedtoourhandswithgore,Andoursinewsslacken’dwithslaying。
WasIfarfromThyKingdom,graciousLord,Withashatteredcasqueandashiver’dsword,OnthethresholdofMary’schapel?
Pardie!Ihadwell-nighwonthatcrownWhichendurethmorethanaknight’srenown,Whenthepagangianthadgotmedown,Sorespentinthedeadlygrapple。
Mayhiscravenspiritfindlittlegrace,Hewasseal’dtoSataninanycase,Yettheloserhadbeenthewinner;
HadIwaxedfainterorhelessfaint,Thenmysoulwasfreefromthisloathsometaint,IhaddiedasaChristianknight——nosaintPerchance,yetapardon’dsinner。
ButIstrovefullgrimlybeneathhisweight,Iclungtohispoignarddesperate,Ibaffledthethrustthatfollowed,Andwrithinguppermostrose,todeal,Withbarethreeinchesofbrokensteel,Onestroke——Ha!theheadpiececrash’dpiecemeal,Andtheknaveinhisblackbloodwallow’d。
SoIlivedforworse——infulnessoftime,Whenpeaceforaseasonsway’dtheclime,Andspearsforaspacewereidle,Trustedandchosenofallthecourt,Afavouredheraldoffairreport,Itravell’deastward,anddulybroughtAbridetoaqueenlybridal。
Pardie!’twasamorningevenasthis(Theskieswerewarmerifaught,Iwis,Albeitthefieldswereduller;
Oritmaybethattheenviousspring,Abash’datthesightofafairerthing,Wax’dsomewhatsadderofcolouringBecauseofherfaultlesscolour)。
WithherthroughtheLyonesseIrode,Tillthewoodswiththenoontidefervourglow’d,Andthereforaspacewehalted,WheretheintertwiningbranchesmadeCoolcarpetsofolive-tintedshade,AndthefloorswithfretworkofflameinlaidFromleafylatticesvaulted。
AndscarfandmantleforherIspread,Andstrewedthemoverthegrassiestbed,Andunderthegreenestawning,Andloosen’dlatchandbuckle,andfreedFromselleandhousingtheredroansteed,AndthejennetofswiftIberianbreed,Thathadcarriedussincethedawning。
Thebrownthrushsangthroughthebriarandbower,Allflush’dorfrostedwithforestflowerInthewarmsun’swantonglances;
AndIgrewdeaftothesongbird——blindToblossomthatsweeten’dthesweetspringwind——
Isawheronly——agirlreclinedInhergirlhood’sindolenttrances。
Andthesongandthescentandsensewax’dweak,ThewildrosewitheredbesidethecheekShepoisedonherfingersslender;
ThesoftspungoldofherglitteringhairRanripplingintoawondroussnare,Thatfloodedtheroundarmbrightandbare,Andtheshoulder’ssilverysplendour。
Thedeepduskfiresinthosedreamyeyes,Likeseasclear-colouredinsummerskies,Wereguiltlessoffuturetreason;
AndIstoodwatchingher,stillandmute,Yettheevilseedinmysoulfoundroot,Andthesadplantthrove,andthesinfulfruitGrewripeintheshamefulseason。
Letthesinbemineastheshamewashers,IndesolatedaysofdepartedyearsShehadleisureforshameandsorrow——
Therewaslightrepentanceandbriefremorse,WhenIrodeagainstSaxonfoesorNorse,Withclangofharnessandclatterofhorse,Andlittleheedforthemorrow。
Andnowsheisdead,mentellme,andI,InthislivingdeathmustIlingerandlieTillmycuptothedregsisdrunken?
Ilookedthroughthelatticewornandgrim,Witheyelidsdarken’dandeyesightdim,Andwearybodyandwastedlimb,Andsinewslacken’dandshrunken。
Sheisdead!Gonedowntotheburial-place,Wherethegrave-dewscleavetoherfaultlessface;
Wherethegrave-sodscrumblearoundher;
Andthatbrightburdenofburnish’dgold,Thatonceonthosewaxenshouldersroll’d,Willitspoilwiththedampsofthedeadlymould?
Wasitshornwhenthechurchvowsboundher?
NowIknowfullwellthatthefairspearshaftShallnevergladdenmyhand,northehaftOfthegoodswordgrowtomyfingers;
Nowthemaddestfray,themerriestdin,Wouldfailtoquickenthislife-streamthin,YetthesleepypoisonofthatsweetsinInthesluggishcurrentstilllingers。
WouldGodIhadsleptwiththeslainmen,longOrevertheheartconceivedawrongThattheinnermostsoulabhorred——
OrevertheselyinglipswerestrainedToherlids,pearl-tintedandpurple-vein’d,OreverthosetraitorouskissesstainedThesnowsofherspotlessforehead。
Letmegatheralittlestrengthtothink,Asonewhoreelsontheoutermostbrink,Totheinnermostgulfdescending。
Inthattrucethelongestandlastofall,Inthesummernightsofthatfestival——
Softvestureofsamiteandsilkenpall——
Thebeginningcameoftheending。
Andonetrodsoftlywithsandal’dfeet——
Ah!whyarethestolenwaterssweet?——
Andonecreptstealthilyafter;
IwouldIhadtakenhimthereandwrungHisknavishneckwhenthedarkdoorswung,Ortornbytherootshistreacheroustongue,Andstifledhishatefullaughter。
Sothesmoulderingscandalblazed——buthe,Myking,tothelastputtrustinme——
Aye,wellwashistrustrequited!
Nowpriestsmaypatter,andbellsmaytoll,Hewillneednomassestoaidhissoul;
Whentheangelsopenthejudgmentscroll,Hiswrongwillbetenfoldrighted。
Thendawn’dthedaywhenthemailwasdonn’d,Andthesteedforthestrifecaparison’d,Butnot’gainsttheNorseinvader。
Thenwasbloodshed——notbyuntowardchance,Asthebloodthatisdrawnbythejouster’slance,ThefrayinthecastleofMelegrance,ThefightinthelistswithMador。
Thentheguiltmademanifest,thenthesiege,WhenthetruemenrallyingroundtheliegeBeleaguer’dhisbasebetrayer;
Thenthefruitlessparleys,thepleadingsvain,Andthehard-foughtbattleswithbraveGawaine,Twiceworsted,andoncesonearlyslain,Imaywellbecountedhisslayer。
ThenthecrimeofModred——alittlesinAtthesideofmine,thoughtheknavewaskinTothekingbytheknave’shandstricken。
Andtheonce-lovedknight,washetheretosaveThatknightlykingwhothatknighthoodgave?
Ah,Christ!willhegreetmeasknightorknaveInthedaywhenthedustshallquicken。
Hadhelightlyloved,hadhetrustedless,Ihadsinn’dperchancewiththesinfulnessThatthroughprayerandpenanceispardoned。
Oh,lovemostloyal!Oh,faithmostsure!
InthepurityofasoulsopureIfoundmysafeguard——Isinn’dsecure,Tillmyhearttothesingrewharden’d。
Weweregladtogetheringladsomemeads,Whentheyshooktothestrokesofoursnortingsteeds;
WewerejoyfulinjoyouslustreWhenitflush’dthecoppiceorfill’dtheglade,WherethehornoftheDaneortheSaxonbray’d,Andwesawtheheathenbannerdisplay’d,Andtheheathenlancescluster。
Thenasteel-shodrushandasteel-cladring,Andacrashofthespearstavessplintering,Andthebillowybattleblended。
Riotofchargers,revelofblows,Andfierce,flush’dfacesoffightingfoes,Fromcrouptobridle,thatreel’dandrose,Inasparkleofsword-playsplendid。
Andthelong,litheswordinthehandbecameAsaleapinglight,asafallingflame,Asafirethroughtheflaxthathasted;
Slender,andshining,andbeautiful,Howitshorethroughshiveringcasqueandskull,Andneverastrokewasvoidandnull,Andneverathrustwaswasted。
Ihavedoneforeverwithallthesethings——
Deedsthatwerejoyoustoknightsandkings,Indaysthatwithsongswerecherish’d。
Thesongsareended,thedeedsaredone,Thereshallnoneofthemgladdenmenow,notone;
Thereisnothinggoodformeunderthesun,Buttoperishasthesethingsperish’d。
ShallitprofitmeaughtthatthebishopseeksMypresencedaily,anddulyspeaksSoftwordsofcomfortandkindness?
Shallitaughtavailme?\"Certes,\"hesaid,\"Thoughthysoulisdarken’d,benotafraid——
GodhatethnothingthatHehathmade——
Hislightshalldispersethyblindness。\"
Iamnotafraidformyself,althoughIknowIhavehadthatlight,andIknowThegreatermycondemnation。
WhenIwell-nighswoon’dinthedeep-drawnblissOfthatfirstlong,sweet,slow,stolenkiss,Iwouldgladlyhavegiven,forlessthanthis,Myself,withmysoul’ssalvation。
Iwouldlanguishthusinsomeloathsomeden,Asathingofnaughtintheeyesofmen,Inthemouthsofmenasaby-word,Throughyearsofpain,andwhenGodsawfit,SinginghispraisesmysoulshouldflitTothedarkestdepthofthenethermostpit,IfHERScouldbewaftedskyward。
LordChrist!havepatiencealittlewhile,Ihavesinn’dbecauseIamutterlyvile,Havinglight,lovingdarknessrather。