第2章

Ahatlessgeneralpulledhisdrippinghorsetoastandnearthecolonelofthe304th。Heshookhisfistintheother’sface。\"You’vegottohold’emback!\"heshouted,savagely;\"you’vegottohold’emback!\"

Inhisagitationthecolonelbegantostammer。

\"A—allr—right,General,allright,byGawd!We—

we’lldoour——we—we’lld—d—do——doourbest,Gen—

eral。\"Thegeneralmadeapassionategestureandgallopedaway。Thecolonel,perchancetorelievehisfeelings,begantoscoldlikeawetparrot。Theyouth,turningswiftlytomakesurethattherearwasunmolested,sawthecom—

manderregardinghismeninahighlyregretfulmanner,asifheregrettedaboveeverythinghisassociationwiththem。

Themanattheyouth’selbowwasmumbling,asiftohimself:\"Oh,we’reinforitnow!oh,we’reinforitnow!\"

Thecaptainofthecompanyhadbeenpacingexcitedlytoandfrointherear。Hecoaxedinschoolmistressfashion,astoacongregationofboyswithprimers。Histalkwasanendlessrepetition。\"Reserveyourfire,boys——don’tshoottillItellyou——saveyourfire——waittilltheygetcloseup——don’tbedamnedfools——\"

Perspirationstreameddowntheyouth’sface,whichwassoiledlikethatofaweepingurchin。

Hefrequently,withanervousmovement,wipedhiseyeswithhiscoatsleeve。Hismouthwasstillalittlewaysopen。

Hegottheoneglanceatthefoe—swarmingfieldinfrontofhim,andinstantlyceasedtode—

batethequestionofhispiecebeingloaded。Be—

forehewasreadytobegin——beforehehadan—

nouncedtohimselfthathewasabouttofight——

hethrewtheobedient,well—balancedrifleintopositionandfiredafirstwildshot。Directlyhewasworkingathisweaponlikeanautomaticaffair。

Hesuddenlylostconcernforhimself,andfor—

gottolookatamenacingfate。Hebecamenotamanbutamember。Hefeltthatsomethingofwhichhewasapart——aregiment,anarmy,acause,oracountry——wasinacrisis。Hewasweldedintoacommonpersonalitywhichwasdominatedbyasingledesire。Forsomemo—

mentshecouldnotfleenomorethanalittlefingercancommitarevolutionfromahand。

Ifhehadthoughttheregimentwasabouttobeannihilatedperhapshecouldhaveamputatedhimselffromit。Butitsnoisegavehimassur—

ance。Theregimentwaslikeafireworkthat,onceignited,proceedssuperiortocircumstancesuntilitsblazingvitalityfades。Itwheezedandbangedwithamightypower。Hepicturedthegroundbeforeitasstrewnwiththediscom—

fited。

Therewasaconsciousnessalwaysofthepres—

enceofhiscomradesabouthim。Hefeltthesubtlebattlebrotherhoodmorepotenteventhanthecauseforwhichtheywerefighting。Itwasamysteriousfraternitybornofthesmokeanddan—

gerofdeath。

Hewasatatask。Hewaslikeacarpenterwhohasmademanyboxes,makingstillanotherbox,onlytherewasfurioushasteinhismove—

ments。He,inhisthought,wascareeringoffinotherplaces,evenasthecarpenterwhoasheworkswhistlesandthinksofhisfriendorhisenemy,hishomeorasaloon。Andthesejolteddreamswereneverperfecttohimafterward,butremainedamassofblurredshapes。

Presentlyhebegantofeeltheeffectsofthewaratmosphere——ablisteringsweat,asensationthathiseyeballswereabouttocracklikehotstones。Aburningroarfilledhisears。

Followingthiscamearedrage。Hedevel—

opedtheacuteexasperationofapesteredanimal,awell—meaningcowworriedbydogs。Hehadamadfeelingagainsthisrifle,whichcouldonlybeusedagainstonelifeatatime。Hewishedtorushforwardandstranglewithhisfingers。Hecravedapowerthatwouldenablehimtomakeaworld—sweepinggestureandbrushallback。Hisimpotencyappearedtohim,andmadehisrageintothatofadrivenbeast。

Buriedinthesmokeofmanyrifleshisangerwasdirectednotsomuchagainstthemenwhomheknewwererushingtowardhimasagainsttheswirlingbattlephantomswhichwerechokinghim,stuffingtheirsmokerobesdownhisparchedthroat。Hefoughtfranticallyforrespiteforhissenses,forair,asababebeingsmotheredattacksthedeadlyblankets。

Therewasablareofheatedragemingledwithacertainexpressionofintentnessonallfaces。

Manyofthemenweremakinglow—tonednoiseswiththeirmouths,andthesesubduedcheers,snarls,imprecations,prayers,madeawild,bar—

baricsongthatwentasanundercurrentofsound,strangeandchantlikewiththeresoundingchordsofthewarmarch。Themanattheyouth’selbowwasbabbling。Inittherewassomethingsoftandtenderlikethemonologueofababe。Thetallsoldierwasswearinginaloudvoice。Fromhislipscameablackprocessionofcuriousoaths。Ofasuddenanotherbrokeoutinaquerulouswaylikeamanwhohasmislaidhishat。\"Well,whydon’ttheysupportus?Whydon’ttheysendsupports?Dotheythink——\"

Theyouthinhisbattlesleepheardthisasonewhodozeshears。

Therewasasingularabsenceofheroicposes。

Themenbendingandsurgingintheirhasteandragewereineveryimpossibleattitude。Thesteelramrodsclankedandclangedwithincessantdinasthemenpoundedthemfuriouslyintothehotriflebarrels。Theflapsofthecartridgeboxeswereallunfastened,andbobbedidioticallywitheachmovement。Therifles,onceloaded,werejerkedtotheshoulderandfiredwithoutapparentaimintothesmokeoratoneoftheblurredandshift—

ingformswhichuponthefieldbeforetheregi—

menthadbeengrowinglargerandlargerlikepuppetsunderamagician’shand。

Theofficers,attheirintervals,rearward,neg—

lectedtostandinpicturesqueattitudes。Theywerebobbingtoandfroroaringdirectionsandencouragements。Thedimensionsoftheirhowlswereextraordinary。Theyexpendedtheirlungswithprodigalwills。Andoftentheynearlystoodupontheirheadsintheiranxietytoobservetheenemyontheothersideofthetumblingsmoke。

Thelieutenantoftheyouth’scompanyhaden—

counteredasoldierwhohadfledscreamingatthefirstvolleyofhiscomrades。Behindthelinesthesetwowereactingalittleisolatedscene。Themanwasblubberingandstaringwithsheeplikeeyesatthelieutenant,whohadseizedhimbythecollarandwaspommelinghim。Hedrovehimbackintotherankswithmanyblows。Thesol—

dierwentmechanically,dully,withhisanimal—

likeeyesupontheofficer。Perhapstherewastohimadivinityexpressedinthevoiceoftheother——stern,hard,withnoreflectionoffearinit。Hetriedtoreloadhisgun,buthisshakinghandspre—

vented。Thelieutenantwasobligedtoassisthim。

Themendroppedhereandtherelikebundles。

Thecaptainoftheyouth’scompanyhadbeenkilledinanearlypartoftheaction。Hisbodylaystretchedoutinthepositionofatiredmanresting,butuponhisfacetherewasanastonishedandsorrowfullook,asifhethoughtsomefriendhaddonehimanillturn。Thebabblingmanwasgrazedbyashotthatmadethebloodstreamwidelydownhisface。Heclappedbothhandstohishead。\"Oh!\"hesaid,andran。Anothergruntedsuddenlyasifhehadbeenstruckbyaclubinthestomach。Hesatdownandgazedruefully。Inhiseyestherewasmute,indefinitereproach。Fartherupthelineaman,standingbehindatree,hadhadhiskneejointsplinteredbyaball。Immediatelyhehaddroppedhisrifleandgrippedthetreewithbotharms。Andthereheremained,clingingdesperatelyandcryingforassistancethathemightwithdrawhisholduponthetree。

Atlastanexultantyellwentalongthequiver—

ingline。Thefiringdwindledfromanuproartoalastvindictivepopping。Asthesmokeslowlyeddiedaway,theyouthsawthatthechargehadbeenrepulsed。Theenemywerescatteredintoreluctantgroups。Hesawamanclimbtothetopofthefence,straddletherail,andfireapart—

ingshot。Thewaveshadreceded,leavingbitsofdarkdebrisupontheground。

Someintheregimentbegantowhoopfren—

ziedly。Manyweresilent。Apparentlytheyweretryingtocontemplatethemselves。

Afterthefeverhadlefthisveins,theyouththoughtthatatlasthewasgoingtosuffocate。

Hebecameawareofthefoulatmosphereinwhichhehadbeenstruggling。Hewasgrimyanddrippinglikealaborerinafoundry。Hegraspedhiscanteenandtookalongswallowofthewarmedwater。

Asentencewithvariationswentupanddowntheline。\"Well,we’vehelt’emback。We’vehelt’emback;dernedifwehaven’t。\"Themensaiditblissfully,leeringateachotherwithdirtysmiles。

Theyouthturnedtolookbehindhimandofftotherightandofftotheleft。Heexperiencedthejoyofamanwhoatlastfindsleisureinwhichtolookabouthim。

Underfoottherewereafewghastlyformsmotionless。Theylaytwistedinfantasticcontor—

tions。Armswerebentandheadswereturnedinincredibleways。Itseemedthatthedeadmenmusthavefallenfromsomegreatheighttogetintosuchpositions。Theylookedtobedumpedoutuponthegroundfromthesky。

Fromapositionintherearofthegroveabat—

terywasthrowingshellsoverit。Theflashofthegunsstartledtheyouthatfirst。Hethoughttheywereaimeddirectlyathim。Throughthetreeshewatchedtheblackfiguresofthegunnersastheyworkedswiftlyandintently。Theirlaborseemedacomplicatedthing。Hewonderedhowtheycouldrememberitsformulainthemidstofconfusion。

Thegunssquattedinarowlikesavagechiefs。

Theyarguedwithabruptviolence。Itwasagrimpow—wow。Theirbusyservantsranhitherandthither。

Asmallprocessionofwoundedmenwerego—

ingdrearilytowardtherear。Itwasaflowofbloodfromthetornbodyofthebrigade。

Totherightandtotheleftwerethedarklinesofothertroops。Farinfronthethoughthecouldseelightermassesprotrudinginpointsfromtheforest。Theyweresuggestiveofun—

numberedthousands。

Oncehesawatinybatterygodashingalongthelineofthehorizon。Thetinyriderswerebeatingthetinyhorses。

Fromaslopinghillcamethesoundofcheer—

ingsandclashes。Smokewelledslowlythroughtheleaves。

Batterieswerespeakingwiththunderousora—

toricaleffort。Hereandtherewereflags,theredinthestripesdominating。Theysplashedbitsofwarmcoloruponthedarklinesoftroops。

Theyouthfelttheoldthrillatthesightoftheemblem。Theywerelikebeautifulbirdsstrangelyundauntedinastorm。

Ashelistenedtothedinfromthehillside,toadeeppulsatingthunderthatcamefromafartotheleft,andtothelesserclamorswhichcamefrommanydirections,itoccurredtohimthattheywerefighting,too,overthere,andoverthere,andoverthere。Heretoforehehadsup—

posedthatallthebattlewasdirectlyunderhisnose。

Ashegazedaroundhimtheyouthfeltaflashofastonishmentattheblue,pureskyandthesungleamingsonthetreesandfields。ItwassurprisingthatNaturehadgonetranquillyonwithhergoldenprocessinthemidstofsomuchdevilment。

chapter06

CHAPTERVI。

THEyouthawakenedslowly。Hecamegrad—

uallybacktoapositionfromwhichhecouldre—

gardhimself。Formomentshehadbeenscruti—

nizinghispersoninadazedwayasifhehadneverbeforeseenhimself。Thenhepickeduphiscapfromtheground。Hewriggledinhisjackettomakeamorecomfortablefit,andkneel—

ingrelacedhisshoe。Hethoughtfullymoppedhisreekingfeatures。

Soitwasalloveratlast!Thesupremetrialhadbeenpassed。Thered,formidabledifficultiesofwarhadbeenvanquished。

Hewentintoanecstasyofself—satisfaction。

Hehadthemostdelightfulsensationsofhislife。

Standingasifapartfromhimself,heviewedthatlastscene。Heperceivedthatthemanwhohadfoughtthuswasmagnificent。

Hefeltthathewasafinefellow。Hesawhimselfevenwiththoseidealswhichhehadcon—

sideredasfarbeyondhim。Hesmiledindeepgratification。

Uponhisfellowshebeamedtendernessandgoodwill。\"Gee!ain’tithot,hey?\"hesaidaffablytoamanwhowaspolishinghisstream—

ingfacewithhiscoatsleeves。

\"Youbet!\"saidtheother,grinningsociably。

\"Ineverseensechdumbhotness。\"Hesprawledoutluxuriouslyontheground。\"Gee,yes!An’

Ihopewedon’thavenomorefightin’tillaweekfromMonday。\"

Thereweresomehandshakingsanddeepspeecheswithmenwhosefeatureswerefamiliar,butwithwhomtheyouthnowfeltthebondsoftiedhearts。Hehelpedacursingcomradetobindupawoundoftheshin。

But,ofasudden,criesofamazementbrokeoutalongtheranksofthenewregiment。\"Heretheycomeag’in!Heretheycomeag’in!\"Themanwhohadsprawleduponthegroundstartedupandsaid,\"Gosh!\"

Theyouthturnedquickeyesuponthefield。

Hediscernedformsbegintoswellinmassesoutofadistantwood。Heagainsawthetiltedflagspeedingforward。

Theshells,whichhadceasedtotroubletheregimentforatime,cameswirlingagain,andex—

plodedinthegrassoramongtheleavesofthetrees。Theylookedtobestrangewarflowersburstingintofiercebloom。

Themengroaned。Thelusterfadedfromtheireyes。Theirsmudgedcountenancesnowexpressedaprofounddejection。Theymovedtheirstiffenedbodiesslowly,andwatchedinsul—

lenmoodthefranticapproachoftheenemy。Theslavestoilinginthetempleofthisgodbegantofeelrebellionathisharshtasks。

Theyfrettedandcomplainedeachtoeach。

\"Oh,say,thisistoomuchofagoodthing!Whycan’tsomebodysendussupports?\"

\"Weain’tnevergoin’tostandthissecondbanging。Ididn’tcomeheretofightthehulldamn’rebelarmy。\"

Therewasonewhoraisedadolefulcry。\"I

wishBillSmithershadtrodonmyhand,in—

steadermetreddin’onhis’n。\"Thesorejointsoftheregimentcreakedasitpainfullyflounderedintopositiontorepulse。

Theyouthstared。Surely,hethought,thisimpossiblethingwasnotabouttohappen。Hewaitedasifheexpectedtheenemytosuddenlystop,apologize,andretirebowing。Itwasallamistake。

Butthefiringbegansomewhereontheregi—

mentallineandrippedalonginbothdirections。

Thelevelsheetsofflamedevelopedgreatcloudsofsmokethattumbledandtossedinthemildwindnearthegroundforamoment,andthenrolledthroughtheranksasthroughagate。Thecloudsweretingedanearthlikeyellowinthesunraysandintheshadowwereasorryblue。

Theflagwassometimeseatenandlostinthismassofvapor,butmoreoftenitprojected,sun—

touched,resplendent。

Intotheyouth’seyestherecamealookthatonecanseeintheorbsofajadedhorse。Hisneckwasquiveringwithnervousweaknessandthemusclesofhisarmsfeltnumbandbloodless。

Hishands,too,seemedlargeandawkwardasifhewaswearinginvisiblemittens。Andtherewasagreatuncertaintyabouthiskneejoints。

Thewordsthatcomradeshadutteredprevioustothefiringbegantorecurtohim。\"Oh,say,thisistoomuchofagoodthing!Whatdotheytakeusfor——whydon’ttheysendsupports?I

didn’tcomeheretofightthehulldamnedrebelarmy。\"

Hebegantoexaggeratetheendurance,theskill,andthevalorofthosewhowerecoming。

Himselfreelingfromexhaustion,hewasaston—

ishedbeyondmeasureatsuchpersistency。Theymustbemachinesofsteel。Itwasverygloomystrugglingagainstsuchaffairs,woundupperhapstofightuntilsundown。

Heslowlyliftedhisrifleandcatchingaglimpseofthethickspreadfieldheblazedatacanteringcluster。Hestoppedthenandbegantopeerasbesthecouldthroughthesmoke。Hecaughtchangingviewsofthegroundcoveredwithmenwhowereallrunninglikepursuedimps,andyelling。

Totheyouthitwasanonslaughtofredoubt—

abledragons。Hebecamelikethemanwholosthislegsattheapproachoftheredandgreenmonster。Hewaitedinasortofahorrified,listeningattitude。Heseemedtoshuthiseyesandwaittobegobbled。

Amannearhimwhouptothistimehadbeenworkingfeverishlyathisriflesuddenlystoppedandranwithhowls。Aladwhosefacehadborneanexpressionofexaltedcourage,themajestyofhewhodaresgivehislife,was,ataninstant,smittenabject。Heblanchedlikeonewhohascometotheedgeofacliffatmidnightandissud—

denlymadeaware。Therewasarevelation。He,too,threwdownhisgunandfled。Therewasnoshameinhisface。Heranlikearabbit。

Othersbegantoscamperawaythroughthesmoke。Theyouthturnedhishead,shakenfromhistrancebythismovementasiftheregimentwasleavinghimbehind。Hesawthefewfleetingforms。

Heyelledthenwithfrightandswungabout。

Foramoment,inthegreatclamor,hewaslikeaproverbialchicken。Helostthedirectionofsafety。Destructionthreatenedhimfromallpoints。

Directlyhebegantospeedtowardtherearingreatleaps。Hisrifleandcapweregone。Hisunbuttonedcoatbulgedinthewind。Theflapofhiscartridgeboxbobbedwildly,andhiscanteen,byitsslendercord,swungoutbehind。Onhisfacewasallthehorrorofthosethingswhichheimagined。

Thelieutenantsprangforwardbawling。Theyouthsawhisfeatureswrathfullyred,andsawhimmakeadabwithhissword。Hisonethoughtoftheincidentwasthatthelieutenantwasapecul—

iarcreaturetofeelinterestedinsuchmattersuponthisoccasion。

Heranlikeablindman。Twoorthreetimeshefelldown。Onceheknockedhisshouldersoheavilyagainstatreethathewentheadlong。

Sincehehadturnedhisbackuponthefighthisfearshadbeenwondrouslymagnified。Deathabouttothrusthimbetweentheshoulderbladeswasfarmoredreadfulthandeathabouttosmitehimbetweentheeyes。Whenhethoughtofitlater,heconceivedtheimpressionthatitisbettertoviewtheappallingthantobemerelywithinhearing。Thenoisesofthebattlewerelikestones;hebelievedhimselfliabletobecrushed。

Asheranhemingledwithothers。Hedimlysawmenonhisrightandonhisleft,andheheardfootstepsbehindhim。Hethoughtthatalltheregimentwasfleeing,pursuedbytheseominouscrashes。

Inhisflightthesoundofthesefollowingfoot—

stepsgavehimhisonemeagerrelief。Hefeltvaguelythatdeathmustmakeafirstchoiceofthemenwhowerenearest;theinitialmorselsforthedragonswouldbethenthosewhowerefol—

lowinghim。Sohedisplayedthezealofaninsanesprinterinhispurposetokeepthemintherear。

Therewasarace。

Ashe,leading,wentacrossalittlefield,hefoundhimselfinaregionofshells。Theyhurtledoverhisheadwithlongwildscreams。Ashelistenedheimaginedthemtohaverowsofcruelteeththatgrinnedathim。Onceonelitbeforehimandthelividlightningoftheexplosioneffectuallybarredthewayinhischosendirec—

tion。Hegroveledonthegroundandthenspringingupwentcareeringoffthroughsomebushes。

Heexperiencedathrillofamazementwhenhecamewithinviewofabatteryinaction。Thementhereseemedtobeinconventionalmoods,altogetherunawareoftheimpendingannihila—

tion。Thebatterywasdisputingwithadistantantagonistandthegunnerswerewrappedinadmirationoftheirshooting。Theywerecon—

tinuallybendingincoaxingposturesovertheguns。Theyseemedtobepattingthemonthebackandencouragingthemwithwords。Theguns,stolidandundaunted,spokewithdoggedvalor。

Theprecisegunnerswerecoollyenthusiastic。

Theyliftedtheireyeseverychancetothesmoke—

wreathedhillockfromwhencethehostilebatteryaddressedthem。Theyouthpitiedthemasheran。Methodicalidiots!Machine—likefools!Therefinedjoyofplantingshellsinthemidstoftheotherbattery’sformationwouldappearalittlethingwhentheinfantrycameswoopingoutofthewoods。

Thefaceofayouthfulrider,whowasjerkinghisfrantichorsewithanabandonoftemperhemightdisplayinaplacidbarnyard,wasim—

presseddeeplyuponhismind。Heknewthathelookeduponamanwhowouldpresentlybedead。

Too,hefeltapityfortheguns,standing,sixgoodcomrades,inaboldrow。

Hesawabrigadegoingtothereliefofitspes—

teredfellows。Hescrambleduponaweehillandwatcheditsweepingfinely,keepingformationindifficultplaces。Theblueofthelinewascrustedwithsteelcolor,andthebrilliantflagsprojected。

Officerswereshouting。

Thissightalsofilledhimwithwonder。Thebrigadewashurryingbrisklytobegulpedintotheinfernalmouthsofthewargod。Whatman—

nerofmenwerethey,anyhow?Ah,itwassomewondrousbreed!Orelsetheydidn’tcompre—

hend——thefools。

Afuriousordercausedcommotionintheartil—

lery。Anofficeronaboundinghorsemademani—

acalmotionswithhisarms。Theteamswentswingingupfromtherear,thegunswerewhirledabout,andthebatteryscamperedaway。Thecannonwiththeirnosespokedslantinglyatthegroundgruntedandgrumbledlikestoutmen,bravebutwithobjectionstohurry。

Theyouthwenton,moderatinghispacesincehehadlefttheplaceofnoises。

Laterhecameuponageneralofdivisionseateduponahorsethatprickeditsearsinaninterestedwayatthebattle。Therewasagreatgleamingofyellowandpatentleatheraboutthesaddleandbridle。Thequietmanastridelookedmouse—coloreduponsuchasplen—

didcharger。

Ajinglingstaffwasgallopinghitherandthither。Sometimesthegeneralwassurroundedbyhorsemenandatothertimeshewasquitealone。Helookedtobemuchharassed。Hehadtheappearanceofabusinessmanwhosemarketisswingingupanddown。

Theyouthwentslinkingaroundthisspot。

Hewentasnearashedaredtryingtooverhearwords。Perhapsthegeneral,unabletocompre—

hendchaos,mightcalluponhimforinformation。

Andhecouldtellhim。Heknewallconcerningit。Ofasuretytheforcewasinafix,andanyfoolcouldseethatiftheydidnotretreatwhiletheyhadopportunity——why——

Hefeltthathewouldliketothrashthegen—

eral,oratleastapproachandtellhiminplainwordsexactlywhathethoughthimtobe。Itwascriminaltostaycalmlyinonespotandmakenoefforttostaydestruction。Heloiteredinafeverofeagernessforthedivisioncommandertoapplytohim。

Ashewarilymovedabout,heheardthegen—

eralcalloutirritably:\"Tompkins,gooveran’

seeTaylor,an’tellhimnott’beinsuchanall—

firedhurry;tellhimt’halthisbrigadeinth’

edgeofth’woods;tellhimt’detachareg’ment——sayIthinkth’center’llbreakifwedon’thelpitoutsome;tellhimt’hurryup。\"

Aslimyouthonafinechestnuthorsecaughttheseswiftwordsfromthemouthofhissuperior。

Hemadehishorseboundintoagallopalmostfromawalkinhishastetogouponhismission。

Therewasacloudofdust。

Amomentlatertheyouthsawthegeneralbounceexcitedlyinhissaddle。

\"Yes,byheavens,theyhave!\"Theofficerleanedforward。Hisfacewasaflamewithexcite—

ment。\"Yes,byheavens,they’veheld’im!

They’veheld’im!\"

Hebegantoblithelyroarathisstaff:\"We’llwallop’imnow。We’llwallop’imnow。We’vegot’emsure。\"Heturnedsuddenlyuponanaid:

\"Here——you——Jones——quick——rideafterTompkins——seeTaylor——tellhimt’goin——everlastingly——

likeblazes——anything。\"

Asanotherofficerspedhishorseafterthefirstmessenger,thegeneralbeamedupontheearthlikeasun。Inhiseyeswasadesiretochantapaean。Hekeptrepeating,\"They’veheld’em,byheavens!\"

Hisexcitementmadehishorseplunge,andhemerrilykickedandsworeatit。Heheldalittlecarnivalofjoyonhorseback。

chapter07

CHAPTERVII。

THEyouthcringedasifdiscoveredinacrime。

Byheavens,theyhadwonafterall!Theim—

becilelinehadremainedandbecomevictors。

Hecouldhearcheering。

Heliftedhimselfuponhistoesandlookedinthedirectionofthefight。Ayellowfoglaywal—

lowingonthetreetops。Frombeneathitcametheclatterofmusketry。Hoarsecriestoldofanadvance。

Heturnedawayamazedandangry。Hefeltthathehadbeenwronged。

Hehadfled,hetoldhimself,becauseannihila—

tionapproached。Hehaddoneagoodpartinsavinghimself,whowasalittlepieceofthearmy。

Hehadconsideredthetime,hesaid,tobeoneinwhichitwasthedutyofeverylittlepiecetores—

cueitselfifpossible。Latertheofficerscouldfitthelittlepiecestogetheragain,andmakeabattlefront。Ifnoneofthelittlepieceswerewiseenoughtosavethemselvesfromtheflurryofdeathatsuchatime,why,then,wherewouldbethearmy?Itwasallplainthathehadproceededaccordingtoverycorrectandcommendablerules。Hisac—

tionshadbeensagaciousthings。Theyhadbeenfullofstrategy。Theyweretheworkofamas—

ter’slegs。

Thoughtsofhiscomradescametohim。Thebrittlebluelinehadwithstoodtheblowsandwon。

Hegrewbitteroverit。Itseemedthattheblindignoranceandstupidityofthoselittlepieceshadbetrayedhim。Hehadbeenoverturnedandcrushedbytheirlackofsenseinholdingthepo—

sition,whenintelligentdeliberationwouldhaveconvincedthemthatitwasimpossible。He,theenlightenedmanwholooksafarinthedark,hadfledbecauseofhissuperiorperceptionsandknowledge。Hefeltagreatangeragainsthiscomrades。Heknewitcouldbeprovedthattheyhadbeenfools。

Hewonderedwhattheywouldremarkwhenlaterheappearedincamp。Hismindheardhowlsofderision。Theirdensitywouldnoten—

ablethemtounderstandhissharperpointofview。

Hebegantopityhimselfacutely。Hewasillused。Hewastroddenbeneaththefeetofanironinjustice。Hehadproceededwithwisdomandfromthemostrighteousmotivesunderheaven’sblueonlytobefrustratedbyhatefulcircumstances。

Adull,animal—likerebellionagainsthisfel—

lows,warintheabstract,andfategrewwithinhim。Heshambledalongwithbowedhead,hisbraininatumultofagonyanddespair。Whenhelookedloweringlyup,quiveringateachsound,hiseyeshadtheexpressionofthoseofacriminalwhothinkshisguiltandhispun—

ishmentgreat,andknowsthathecanfindnowords。

Hewentfromthefieldsintoathickwoods,asifresolvedtoburyhimself。Hewishedtogetoutofhearingofthecracklingshotswhichweretohimlikevoices。

Thegroundwasclutteredwithvinesandbushes,andthetreesgrewcloseandspreadoutlikebouquets。Hewasobligedtoforcehiswaywithmuchnoise。Thecreepers,catchingagainsthislegs,criedoutharshlyastheirspraysweretornfromthebarksoftrees。Theswishingsap—

lingstriedtomakeknownhispresencetotheworld。Hecouldnotconciliatetheforest。Ashemadehisway,itwasalwayscallingoutprot—

estations。Whenheseparatedembracesoftreesandvinesthedisturbedfoliageswavedtheirarmsandturnedtheirfaceleavestowardhim。Hedreadedlestthesenoisymotionsandcriesshouldbringmentolookathim。Sohewentfar,seek—

ingdarkandintricateplaces。

Afteratimethesoundofmusketrygrewfaintandthecannonboomedinthedistance。Thesun,suddenlyapparent,blazedamongthetrees。Theinsectsweremakingrhythmicalnoises。Theyseemedtobegrindingtheirteethinunison。A

woodpeckerstuckhisimpudentheadaroundthesideofatree。Abirdflewonlightheartedwing。

Offwastherumbleofdeath。ItseemednowthatNaturehadnoears。

Thislandscapegavehimassurance。Afairfieldholdinglife。Itwasthereligionofpeace。

Itwoulddieifitstimideyeswerecompelledtoseeblood。HeconceivedNaturetobeawomanwithadeepaversiontotragedy。

Hethrewapineconeatajovialsquirrel,andheranwithchatteringfear。Highinatreetophestopped,and,pokinghisheadcautiouslyfrombehindabranch,lookeddownwithanairoftrepi—

dation。

Theyouthfelttriumphantatthisexhibition。

Therewasthelaw,hesaid。Naturehadgivenhimasign。Thesquirrel,immediatelyuponrec—

ognizingdanger,hadtakentohislegswithoutado。Hedidnotstandstolidlybaringhisfurrybellytothemissile,anddiewithanupwardglanceatthesympatheticheavens。Onthecon—

trary,hehadfledasfastashislegscouldcarryhim;andhewasbutanordinarysquirrel,too——

doubtlessnophilosopherofhisrace。Theyouthwended,feelingthatNaturewasofhismind。

Shere—enforcedhisargumentwithproofsthatlivedwherethesunshone。

Oncehefoundhimselfalmostintoaswamp。

Hewasobligedtowalkuponbogtuftsandwatchhisfeettokeepfromtheoilymire。Paus—

ingatonetimetolookabouthimhesaw,outatsomeblackwater,asmallanimalpounceinandemergedirectlywithagleamingfish。

Theyouthwentagainintothedeepthickets。

Thebrushedbranchesmadeanoisethatdrownedthesoundsofcannon。Hewalkedon,goingfromobscurityintopromisesofagreaterobscurity。

Atlengthhereachedaplacewherethehigh,archingboughsmadeachapel。Hesoftlypushedthegreendoorsasideandentered。Pineneedleswereagentlebrowncarpet。Therewasareli—

gioushalflight。

Nearthethresholdhestopped,horror—strickenatthesightofathing。

Hewasbeinglookedatbyadeadmanwhowasseatedwithhisbackagainstacolumnliketree。Thecorpsewasdressedinauniformthatoncehadbeenblue,butwasnowfadedtoamel—

ancholyshadeofgreen。Theeyes,staringattheyouth,hadchangedtothedullhuetobeseenonthesideofadeadfish。Themouthwasopen。

Itsredhadchangedtoanappallingyellow。

Overthegrayskinofthefaceranlittleants。

Onewastrundlingsomesortofabundlealongtheupperlip。

Theyouthgaveashriekasheconfrontedthething。Hewasformomentsturnedtostonebe—

foreit。Heremainedstaringintotheliquid—look—

ingeyes。Thedeadmanandthelivingmanex—

changedalonglook。Thentheyouthcautiouslyputonehandbehindhimandbroughtitagainstatree。Leaninguponthisheretreated,stepbystep,withhisfacestilltowardthething。Hefearedthatifheturnedhisbackthebodymightspringupandstealthilypursuehim。

Thebranches,pushingagainsthim,threat—

enedtothrowhimoveruponit。Hisunguidedfeet,too,caughtaggravatinglyinbrambles;andwithitallhereceivedasubtlesuggestiontotouchthecorpse。Ashethoughtofhishanduponitheshudderedprofoundly。

Atlastheburstthebondswhichhadfastenedhimtothespotandfled,unheedingtheunder—

brush。Hewaspursuedbyasightoftheblackantsswarminggreedilyuponthegrayfaceandventuringhorriblyneartotheeyes。

Afteratimehepaused,and,breathlessandpanting,listened。Heimaginedsomestrangevoicewouldcomefromthedeadthroatandsquawkafterhiminhorriblemenaces。

Thetreesabouttheportalofthechapelmovedsoughinglyinasoftwind。Asadsilencewasuponthelittleguardingedifice。

chapter08

CHAPTERVIII。

THEtreesbegansoftlytosingahymnoftwi—

light。Thesunsankuntilslantedbronzeraysstrucktheforest。Therewasalullinthenoisesofinsectsasiftheyhadbowedtheirbeaksandweremakingadevotionalpause。Therewassilencesaveforthechantedchorusofthetrees。

Then,uponthisstillness,theresuddenlybrokeatremendousclangorofsounds。Acrimsonroarcamefromthedistance。

Theyouthstopped。Hewastransfixedbythisterrificmedleyofallnoises。Itwasasifworldswerebeingrended。Therewastherip—

pingsoundofmusketryandthebreakingcrashoftheartillery。

Hismindflewinalldirections。Heconceivedthetwoarmiestobeateachotherpantherfashion。Helistenedforatime。Thenhebegantoruninthedirectionofthebattle。Hesawthatitwasanironicalthingforhimtoberun—

ningthustowardthatwhichhehadbeenatsuchpainstoavoid。Buthesaid,insubstance,tohim—

selfthatiftheearthandthemoonwereabouttoclash,manypersonswoulddoubtlessplantogetupontheroofstowitnessthecollision。

Asheran,hebecameawarethattheforesthadstoppeditsmusic,asifatlastbecomingcapableofhearingtheforeignsounds。Thetreeshushedandstoodmotionless。Everythingseemedtobelisteningtothecrackleandclatterandear—

shakingthunder。Thechoruspealedoverthestillearth。

Itsuddenlyoccurredtotheyouththatthefightinwhichhehadbeenwas,afterall,butperfunctorypopping。Inthehearingofthispresentdinhewasdoubtfulifhehadseenrealbattlescenes。Thisuproarexplainedaceles—

tialbattle;itwastumblinghordesa—struggleintheair。

Reflecting,hesawasortofahumorinthepointofviewofhimselfandhisfellowsduringthelateencounter。Theyhadtakenthemselvesandtheenemyveryseriouslyandhadimaginedthattheyweredecidingthewar。Individualsmusthavesupposedthattheywerecuttingthelettersoftheirnamesdeepintoeverlastingtabletsofbrass,orenshriningtheirreputationsforeverintheheartsoftheircountrymen,while,astofact,theaffairwouldappearinprintedreportsunderameekandimmaterialtitle。Buthesawthatitwasgood,else,hesaid,inbattleeveryonewouldsurelyrunsaveforlornhopesandtheirilk。

Hewentrapidlyon。Hewishedtocometotheedgeoftheforestthathemightpeerout。

Ashehastened,therepassedthroughhismindpicturesofstupendousconflicts。Hisaccumulatedthoughtuponsuchsubjectswasusedtoformscenes。Thenoisewasasthevoiceofaneloquentbeing,describing。

Sometimesthebramblesformedchainsandtriedtoholdhimback。Trees,confrontinghim,stretchedouttheirarmsandforbadehimtopass。

Afteritsprevioushostilitythisnewresistanceoftheforestfilledhimwithafinebitterness。ItseemedthatNaturecouldnotbequitereadytokillhim。

Butheobstinatelytookroundaboutways,andpresentlyhewaswherehecouldseelonggraywallsofvaporwherelaybattlelines。Thevoicesofcannonshookhim。Themusketrysoundedinlongirregularsurgesthatplayedhavocwithhisears。Hestoodregardantforamoment。Hiseyeshadanawestruckexpression。Hegawkedinthedirectionofthefight。

Presentlyheproceededagainonhisforwardway。Thebattlewaslikethegrindingofanimmenseandterriblemachinetohim。Itscom—

plexitiesandpowers,itsgrimprocesses,fascinatedhim。Hemustgocloseandseeitproducecorpses。

Hecametoafenceandclamberedoverit。

Onthefarside,thegroundwaslitteredwithclothesandguns。Anewspaper,foldedup,layinthedirt。Adeadsoldierwasstretchedwithhisfacehiddeninhisarm。Fartherofftherewasagroupoffourorfivecorpseskeepingmournfulcompany。Ahotsunhadblazeduponthespot。

Inthisplacetheyouthfeltthathewasaninvader。Thisforgottenpartofthebattlegroundwasownedbythedeadmen,andhehurried,inthevagueapprehensionthatoneoftheswollenformswouldriseandtellhimtobegone。

Hecamefinallytoaroadfromwhichhecouldseeinthedistancedarkandagitatedbodiesoftroops,smoke—fringed。Inthelanewasablood—stainedcrowdstreamingtotherear。

Thewoundedmenwerecursing,groaning,andwailing。Intheair,always,wasamightyswellofsoundthatitseemedcouldswaytheearth。

Withthecourageouswordsoftheartilleryandthespitefulsentencesofthemusketrymingledredcheers。Andfromthisregionofnoisescamethesteadycurrentofthemaimed。

Oneofthewoundedmenhadashoefulofblood。Hehoppedlikeaschoolboyinagame。

Hewaslaughinghysterically。

Onewasswearingthathehadbeenshotinthearmthroughthecommandinggeneral’smisman—

agementofthearmy。Onewasmarchingwithanairimitativeofsomesublimedrummajor。

Uponhisfeatureswasanunholymixtureofmerrimentandagony。Ashemarchedhesangabitofdoggerelinahighandquaveringvoice:

\"Singasong’avic’try,Apocketful’abullets,Fivean’twentydeadmenBakedina——pie。\"

Partsoftheprocessionlimpedandstaggeredtothistune。

Anotherhadthegraysealofdeathalreadyuponhisface。Hislipswerecurledinhardlinesandhisteethwereclinched。Hishandswerebloodyfromwherehehadpressedthemuponhiswound。Heseemedtobeawaitingthemomentwhenheshouldpitchheadlong。Hestalkedlikethespecterofasoldier,hiseyesburningwiththepowerofastareintotheunknown。

Thereweresomewhoproceededsullenly,fullofangerattheirwounds,andreadytoturnuponanythingasanobscurecause。

Anofficerwascarriedalongbytwoprivates。

Hewaspeevish。\"Don’tjoggleso,Johnson,yehfool,\"hecried。\"Thinkm’legismadeofiron?

Ifyehcan’tcarrymedecent,putmedownan’

letsomeoneelsedoit。\"

Hebellowedatthetotteringcrowdwhoblockedthequickmarchofhisbearers。\"Say,makewaythere,can’tyeh?Makeway,dickenstakeitall。\"

Theysulkilypartedandwenttotheroad—

sides。Ashewascarriedpasttheymadepertremarkstohim。Whenheragedinreplyandthreatenedthem,theytoldhimtobedamned。

Theshoulderofoneofthetrampingbearersknockedheavilyagainstthespectralsoldierwhowasstaringintotheunknown。

Theyouthjoinedthiscrowdandmarchedalongwithit。Thetornbodiesexpressedtheawfulmachineryinwhichthemenhadbeenentangled。

Orderliesandcouriersoccasionallybrokethroughthethrongintheroadway,scatteringwoundedmenrightandleft,gallopingonfol—

lowedbyhowls。Themelancholymarchwascontinuallydisturbedbythemessengers,andsometimesbybustlingbatteriesthatcameswing—

ingandthumpingdownuponthem,theofficersshoutingorderstocleartheway。

Therewasatatteredman,fouledwithdust,bloodandpowderstainfromhairtoshoes,whotrudgedquietlyattheyouth’sside。Hewaslis—

teningwitheagernessandmuchhumilitytotheluriddescriptionsofabeardedsergeant。Hisleanfeaturesworeanexpressionofaweandad—

miration。Hewaslikealistenerinacountrystoretowondroustalestoldamongthesugarbarrels。Heeyedthestory—tellerwithunspeak—

ablewonder。Hismouthwasagapeinyokelfashion。

Thesergeant,takingnoteofthis,gavepausetohiselaboratehistorywhileheadministeredasardoniccomment。\"Bekeerful,honey,you’llbea—ketchin’flies,\"hesaid。

Thetatteredmanshrankbackabashed。

Afteratimehebegantosidleneartotheyouth,andinadifferentwaytrytomakehimafriend。Hisvoicewasgentleasagirl’svoiceandhiseyeswerepleading。Theyouthsawwithsurprisethatthesoldierhadtwowounds,oneinthehead,boundwithablood—soakedrag,andtheotherinthearm,makingthatmemberdanglelikeabrokenbough。

Aftertheyhadwalkedtogetherforsometimethetatteredmanmusteredsufficientcouragetospeak。\"Wasprettygoodfight,wa’n’tit?\"

hetimidlysaid。Theyouth,deepinthought,glancedupatthebloodyandgrimfigurewithitslamblikeeyes。\"What?\"

\"Wasprettygoodfight,wa’n’tit?

\"Yes,\"saidtheyouthshortly。Hequick—

enedhispace。

Buttheotherhobbledindustriouslyafterhim。

Therewasanairofapologyinhismanner,butheevidentlythoughtthatheneededonlytotalkforatime,andtheyouthwouldperceivethathewasagoodfellow。

\"Wasprettygoodfight,wa’n’tit?\"hebeganinasmallvoice,andthenheachievedtheforti—

tudetocontinue。\"DernmeifIeverseefellersfightso。Laws,howtheydidfight!Iknowedth’boys’dlikewhentheyonctgotsquareatit。

Th’boysain’thadnofairchanctupt’now,butthistimetheyshowedwhattheywas。Iknowedit’dturnoutthisway。Yehcan’tlickthemboys。

No,sir!They’refighters,theybe。\"

Hebreathedadeepbreathofhumblead—

miration。Hehadlookedattheyouthforen—

couragementseveraltimes。Hereceivednone,butgraduallyheseemedtogetabsorbedinhissubject。

\"Iwastalkin’’crosspicketswithaboyfromGeorgie,onct,an’thatboy,heses,’Yourfellers’llallrunlikehellwhentheyoncthearnagun,’

heses。’Mebbetheywill,’Ises,’butIdon’tb’lievenoneofit,’Ises;’an’b’jiminey,’Isesbackt’’um,’mebbeyourfellers’llallrunlikehellwhentheyoncthearnagun,’Ises。Helarfed。

Well,theydidn’trunt’day,didthey,hey?No,sir!Theyfit,an’fit,an’fit。\"

Hishomelyfacewassuffusedwithalightofloveforthearmywhichwastohimallthingsbeautifulandpowerful。

Afteratimeheturnedtotheyouth。\"Whereyehhit,ol’boy?\"heaskedinabrotherlytone。

Theyouthfeltinstantpanicatthisquestion,althoughatfirstitsfullimportwasnotborneinuponhim。

\"What?\"heasked。

\"Whereyehhit?\"repeatedthetatteredman。

\"Why,\"begantheyouth,\"I——I——thatis——

why——I——\"

Heturnedawaysuddenlyandslidthroughthecrowd。Hisbrowwasheavilyflushed,andhisfingerswerepickingnervouslyatoneofhisbuttons。Hebenthisheadandfastenedhiseyesstudiouslyuponthebuttonasifitwerealittleproblem。

Thetatteredmanlookedafterhiminastonishment。

chapter09

CHAPTERIX。

THEyouthfellbackintheprocessionuntilthetatteredsoldierwasnotinsight。Thenhestartedtowalkonwiththeothers。

Buthewasamidwounds。Themobofmenwasbleeding。Becauseofthetatteredsoldier’squestionhenowfeltthathisshamecouldbeviewed。Hewascontinuallycastingsidelongglancestoseeifthemenwerecontemplatingthelettersofguilthefeltburnedintohisbrow。

Attimesheregardedthewoundedsoldiersinanenviousway。Heconceivedpersonswithtornbodiestobepeculiarlyhappy。Hewishedthathe,too,hadawound,aredbadgeofcour—

age。

Thespectralsoldierwasathissidelikeastalkingreproach。Theman’seyeswerestillfixedinastareintotheunknown。Hisgray,appallingfacehadattractedattentioninthecrowd,andmen,slowingtohisdrearypace,werewalkingwithhim。Theywerediscussinghisplight,questioninghimandgivinghimadvice。

91

Inadoggedwayherepelledthem,signingtothemtogoonandleavehimalone。Theshadowsofhisfaceweredeepeningandhistightlipsseemedholdingincheckthemoanofgreatdespair。

Therecouldbeseenacertainstiffnessinthemovementsofhisbody,asifheweretakinginfinitecarenottoarousethepassionofhiswounds。Ashewenton,heseemedalwayslook—

ingforaplace,likeonewhogoestochooseagrave。

Somethinginthegestureofthemanashewavedthebloodyandpityingsoldiersawaymadetheyouthstartasifbitten。Heyelledinhorror。Totteringforwardhelaidaquiveringhandupontheman’sarm。Asthelatterslowlyturnedhiswaxlikefeaturestowardhim,theyouthscreamed:

\"Gawd!JimConklin!\"

Thetallsoldiermadealittlecommonplacesmile。\"Hello,Henry,\"hesaid。

Theyouthswayedonhislegsandglaredstrangely。Hestutteredandstammered。\"Oh,Jim——oh,Jim——oh,Jim——\"

Thetallsoldierheldouthisgoryhand。Therewasacuriousredandblackcombinationofnewbloodandoldblooduponit。\"Whereyehbeen,Henry?\"heasked。Hecontinuedinamonoto—

nousvoice,\"Ithoughtmebbeyehgotkeeledover。There’sbeenthundert’payt’—day。Iwasworryin’aboutitagooddeal。\"

Theyouthstilllamented。\"Oh,Jim——oh,Jim——oh,Jim——\"

\"Yehknow,\"saidthetallsoldier,\"Iwasoutthere。\"Hemadeacarefulgesture。\"An’,Lord,whatacircus!An’,b’jiminey,Igotshot——

Igotshot。Yes,b’jiminey,Igotshot。\"Hereiteratedthisfactinabewilderedway,asifhedidnotknowhowitcameabout。

Theyouthputforthanxiousarmstoassisthim,butthetallsoldierwentfirmlyonasifpro—

pelled。Sincetheyouth’sarrivalasaguardianforhisfriend,theotherwoundedmenhadceasedtodisplaymuchinterest。Theyoccupiedthem—

selvesagainindraggingtheirowntragediestowardtherear。

Suddenly,asthetwofriendsmarchedon,thetallsoldierseemedtobeovercomebyaterror。

Hisfaceturnedtoasemblanceofgraypaste。

Heclutchedtheyouth’sarmandlookedallabouthim,asifdreadingtobeoverheard。Thenhebegantospeakinashakingwhisper:

\"ItellyehwhatI’m’fraidof,Henry——I’lltellyehwhatI’m’fraidof。I’m’fraidI’llfalldown——an’thenyehknow——themdamnedartillerywagons——theylikeasnot’llrunoverme。That’swhatI’m’fraidof——\"

Theyouthcriedouttohimhysterically:\"I’lltakecareofyeh,Jim!I’lltakecareofyeh!I

sweart’GawdIwill!\"

\"Sure——willyeh,Henry?\"thetallsoldierbeseeched。

\"Yes——yes——Itellyeh——I’lltakecareofyeh,Jim!\"protestedtheyouth。Hecouldnotspeakaccuratelybecauseofthegulpingsinhisthroat。

Butthetallsoldiercontinuedtobeginalowlyway。Henowhungbabeliketotheyouth’sarm。Hiseyesrolledinthewildnessofhisterror。\"Iwasallusagoodfriendt’yeh,wa’n’tI,Henry?I’veallusbeenaprettygoodfeller,ain’tI?An’itain’tmucht’ask,isit?Jestt’pullmealongouterth’road?I’ddoitferyou,Wouldn’tI,Henry?\"

Hepausedinpiteousanxietytoawaithisfriend’sreply。

Theyouthhadreachedananguishwherethesobsscorchedhim。Hestrovetoexpresshisloyalty,buthecouldonlymakefantasticgestures。

However,thetallsoldierseemedsuddenlytoforgetallthosefears。Hebecameagainthegrim,stalkingspecterofasoldier。Hewentstonilyforward。Theyouthwishedhisfriendtoleanuponhim,buttheotheralwaysshookhisheadandstrangelyprotested。\"No——no——no——

leavemebe——leavemebe——\"

Hislookwasfixedagainupontheunknown。

Hemovedwithmysteriouspurpose,andalloftheyouth’soffershebrushedaside。\"No——no——

leavemebe——leavemebe——\"

Theyouthhadtofollow。

Presentlythelatterheardavoicetalkingsoftlynearhisshoulders。Turninghesawthatitbelongedtothetatteredsoldier。\"Ye’dbettertake’imoutath’road,pardner。There’sabatt’rycomin’helitywhoopdownth’roadan’he’llgitrunnedover。He’sagoneranyhowinaboutfiveminutes——yehkinseethat。Ye’dbettertake’imoutath’road。Whereth’blazesdoeshegithisstren’thfrom?\"

\"Lordknows!\"criedtheyouth。Hewasshakinghishandshelplessly。

Heranforwardpresentlyandgraspedthetallsoldierbythearm。\"Jim!Jim!\"hecoaxed,\"comewithme。\"

Thetallsoldierweaklytriedtowrenchhimselffree。\"Huh,\"hesaidvacantly。Hestaredattheyouthforamoment。Atlasthespokeasifdimlycomprehending。\"Oh!Intehth’fields?Oh!\"

Hestartedblindlythroughthegrass。

Theyouthturnedoncetolookatthelashingridersandjouncinggunsofthebattery。Hewasstartledfromthisviewbyashrilloutcryfromthetatteredman。

\"Gawd!He’srunnin’!\"

Turninghisheadswiftly,theyouthsawhisfriendrunninginastaggeringandstumblingwaytowardalittleclumpofbushes。Hisheartseemedtowrenchitselfalmostfreefromhisbodyatthissight。Hemadeanoiseofpain。

Heandthetatteredmanbeganapursuit。Therewasasingularrace。

Whenheovertookthetallsoldierhebegantopleadwithallthewordshecouldfind。\"Jim——Jim——whatareyoudoing——whatmakesyoudothisway——you’llhurtyerself。\"

Thesamepurposewasinthetallsoldier’sface。

Heprotestedinadulledway,keepinghiseyesfastenedonthemysticplaceofhisintentions。

\"No——no——don’ttechme——leavemebe——leavemebe——\"

Theyouth,aghastandfilledwithwonderatthetallsoldier,beganquaveringlytoquestionhim。

\"Whereyehgoin’,Jim?Whatyouthinkingabout?Whereyougoing?Tellme,won’tyou,Jim?\"

Thetallsoldierfacedaboutasuponrelentlesspursuers。Inhiseyestherewasagreatappeal。

\"Leavemebe,can’tyeh?Leavemebeferaminnit。\"

Theyouthrecoiled。\"Why,Jim,\"hesaid,inadazedway,\"what’sthematterwithyou?\"

Thetallsoldierturnedand,lurchingdanger—

ously,wenton。Theyouthandthetatteredsoldierfollowed,sneakingasifwhipped,feelingunabletofacethestrickenmanifheshouldagainconfrontthem。Theybegantohavethoughtsofasolemnceremony。Therewassomethingrite—

likeinthesemovementsofthedoomedsoldier。

Andtherewasaresemblanceinhimtoadevoteeofamadreligion,blood—sucking,muscle—wrench—

ing,bone—crushing。Theywereawedandafraid。

Theyhungbacklesthehaveatcommandadreadfulweapon。

Atlast,theysawhimstopandstandmotion—

less。Hasteningup,theyperceivedthathisfaceworeanexpressiontellingthathehadatlastfoundtheplaceforwhichhehadstruggled。Hissparefigurewaserect;hisbloodyhandswerequietlyathisside。Hewaswaitingwithpatienceforsomethingthathehadcometomeet。Hewasattherendezvous。Theypausedandstood,ex—

pectant。

Therewasasilence。

Finally,thechestofthedoomedsoldierbegantoheavewithastrainedmotion。Itincreasedinviolenceuntilitwasasifananimalwaswithinandwaskickingandtumblingfuriouslytobefree。

Thisspectacleofgradualstrangulationmadetheyouthwrithe,andonceashisfriendrolledhiseyes,hesawsomethinginthemthatmadehimsinkwailingtotheground。Heraisedhisvoiceinalastsupremecall。

\"Jim——Jim——Jim——\"

Thetallsoldieropenedhislipsandspoke。

Hemadeagesture。\"Leavemebe——don’ttechme——leavemebe——\"

Therewasanothersilencewhilehewaited。

Suddenly,hisformstiffenedandstraightened。

Thenitwasshakenbyaprolongedague。Hestaredintospace。Tothetwowatcherstherewasacuriousandprofounddignityinthefirmlinesofhisawfulface。

Hewasinvadedbyacreepingstrangenessthatslowlyenvelopedhim。Foramomentthetremorofhislegscausedhimtodanceasortofhideoushornpipe。Hisarmsbeatwildlyabouthisheadinexpressionofimplikeenthusiasm。

Histallfigurestretcheditselftoitsfullheight。

Therewasaslightrendingsound。Thenitbegantoswingforward,slowandstraight,intheman—

nerofafallingtree。Aswiftmuscularcontortionmadetheleftshoulderstrikethegroundfirst。

Thebodyseemedtobouncealittlewayfromtheearth。\"God!\"saidthetatteredsoldier。

Theyouthhadwatched,spellbound,thisceremonyattheplaceofmeeting。Hisfacehadbeentwistedintoanexpressionofeveryagonyhehadimaginedforhisfriend。

Henowsprangtohisfeetand,goingcloser,gazeduponthepastelikeface。Themouthwasopenandtheteethshowedinalaugh。

Astheflapofthebluejacketfellawayfromthebody,hecouldseethatthesidelookedasifithadbeenchewedbywolves。

Theyouthturned,withsudden,lividrage,towardthebattlefield。Heshookhisfist。Heseemedabouttodeliveraphilippic。

\"Hell——\"

Theredsunwaspastedintheskylikeawafer。

chapter10

CHAPTERX。

THEtatteredmanstoodmusing。

\"Well,hewasreg’larjim—dandyfernerve,wa’n’the,\"saidhefinallyinalittleawestruckvoice。\"Areg’larjim—dandy。\"Hethoughtfullypokedoneofthedocilehandswithhisfoot。\"I

wonnerwherehegot’isstren’thfrom?Ineverseenamandolikethatbefore。Itwasafunnything。Well,hewasareg’larjim—dandy。\"

Theyouthdesiredtoscreechouthisgrief。

Hewasstabbed,buthistonguelaydeadinthetombofhismouth。Hethrewhimselfagainuponthegroundandbegantobrood。

Thetatteredmanstoodmusing。

\"Look—a—here,pardner,\"hesaid,afteratime。

Heregardedthecorpseashespoke。\"He’supan’gone,ain’t’e,an’wemightaswellbegint’

lookoutferol’numberone。Thisherethingisallover。He’supan’gone,ain’t’e?An’he’sallrighthere。Nobodywon’tbother’im。An’I

mustsayIain’tenjoyinganygreathealthm’selfthesedays。\"

Theyouth,awakenedbythetatteredsoldier’stone,lookedquicklyup。Hesawthathewasswinginguncertainlyonhislegsandthathisfacehadturnedtoashadeofblue。

\"GoodLord!\"hecried,\"youain’tgoin’t’——

notyou,too。\"

Thetatteredmanwavedhishand。\"Narydie,\"hesaid。\"AllIwantissomepeasoupan’

agoodbed。Somepeasoup,\"herepeateddreamfully。

Theyoutharosefromtheground。\"Iwonderwherehecamefrom。Ilefthimoverthere。\"

Hepointed。\"AndnowIfind’imhere。Andhewascomingfromoverthere,too。\"Hein—

dicatedanewdirection。Theybothturnedtowardthebodyasiftoaskofitaquestion。

\"Well,\"atlengthspokethetatteredman,\"thereain’tnouseinourstayin’herean’tryin’t’

askhimanything。\"

Theyouthnoddedanassentwearily。Theybothturnedtogazeforamomentatthecorpse。

Theyouthmurmuredsomething。

\"Well,hewasajim—dandy,wa’n’t’e?\"saidthetatteredmanasifinresponse。

Theyturnedtheirbacksuponitandstartedaway。Foratimetheystolesoftly,treadingwiththeirtoes。Itremainedlaughingthereinthegrass。

\"I’mcommencin’t’feelprettybad,\"saidthetatteredman,suddenlybreakingoneofhislittlesilences。\"I’mcommencin’t’feelprettydamn’

bad。\"

Theyouthgroaned。\"OLord!\"Hewon—

deredifhewastobethetorturedwitnessofanothergrimencounter。

Buthiscompanionwavedhishandreassur—

ingly。\"Oh,I’mnotgoin’t’dieyit!Theretoomuchdependin’onmefermet’dieyit。No,sir!

Narydie!ICAN’T!Ye’doughtaseeth’swada’chil’renI’vegot,an’alllikethat。\"

Theyouthglancingathiscompanioncouldseebytheshadowofasmilethathewasmakingsomekindoffun。

Astheyploddedonthetatteredsoldiercon—

tinuedtotalk。\"Besides,ifIdied,Iwouldn’tdieth’waythatfellerdid。Thatwasth’funniestthing。I’djestflopdown,Iwould。Ineverseenafellerdieth’waythatfellerdid。

\"YehknowTomJamison,helivesnextdoort’meuphome。He’sanicefeller,heis,an’wewasallusgoodfriends。Smart,too。Smartasasteeltrap。Well,whenwewasa—fightin’thisatternoon,all—of—a—suddenhebegint’ripupan’

cussan’belleratme。’Yershot,yehblamedinfernal!’——heswearhorrible——hesest’me。I

putupm’handt’m’headan’whenIlookedatm’fingers,Iseen,sure’nough,Iwasshot。I

giveaholleran’begint’run,butb’foreIcouldgitawayanotheronehitmeinth’arman’whirl’

meclean’round。Igotskearedwhentheywasalla—shootin’b’hindmean’Irunt’beatall,butIcotchitprettybad。I’veanideeI’da’beenfightin’yit,ift’wasn’tferTomJami—

son。\"

Thenhemadeacalmannouncement:\"There’stwoof’em——littleones——butthey’rebeginnin’t’

havefunwithmenow。Idon’tb’lieveIkinwalkmuchfurder。\"

Theywentslowlyoninsilence。\"Yehlookprettypeek—edyerself,\"saidthetatteredmanatlast。\"Ibetyeh’vegotaworseronethanyehthink。Ye’dbettertakekeerofyerhurt。Itdon’tdot’letsechthingsgo。Itmightbeinsidemostly,an’themplaysthunder。Whereisitlocated?\"Buthecontinuedhisharanguewith—

outwaitingforareply。\"Isee’afellergithitpluminth’headwhenmyreg’mentwasa—standin’

ateaseonct。An’everybodyyelledoutto’im:

Hurt,John?Areyehhurtmuch?’No,\"seshe。

Helookedkindersurprised,an’hewentontellin’

’emhowhefelt。Hesedhedidn’tfeelnothin’。

But,bydad,th’firstthingthatfellerknowedhewasdead。Yes,hewasdead——stonedead。So,yehwantawatchout。Yehmighthavesomequeerkind’ahurtyerself。Yehcan’tnevertell。

Whereisyour’nlocated?\"

Theyouthhadbeenwrigglingsincetheintro—

ductionofthistopic。Henowgaveacryofex—

asperationandmadeafuriousmotionwithhishand。\"Oh,don’tbotherme!\"hesaid。Hewasenragedagainstthetatteredman,andcouldhavestrangledhim。Hiscompanionsseemedevertoplayintolerableparts。Theywereeveruprais—

ingtheghostofshameonthestickoftheircuriosity。Heturnedtowardthetatteredmanasoneatbay。\"Now,don’tbotherme,\"here—

peatedwithdesperatemenace。

\"Well,LordknowsIdon’twantabotherany—

body,\"saidtheother。Therewasalittleaccentofdespairinhisvoiceashereplied,\"LordknowsI’vegota’noughm’ownt’tendto。\"

Theyouth,whohadbeenholdingabitterde—

batewithhimselfandcastingglancesofhatredandcontemptatthetatteredman,herespokeinahardvoice。\"Good—by,\"hesaid。

Thetatteredmanlookedathimingapingamazement。\"Why——why,pardner,whereyehgoin’?\"heaskedunsteadily。Theyouthlookingathim,couldseethathe,too,likethatotherone,wasbeginningtoactdumbandanimal—like。Histhoughtsseemedtobeflounderingaboutinhishead。\"Now——now——look——a——here,youTomJamison——now——Iwon’thavethis——thisherewon’tdo。Where——whereyehgoin’?\"

Theyouthpointedvaguely。\"Overthere,\"

hereplied。

\"Well,nowlook——a——here——now,\"saidthetatteredman,ramblingoninidiotfashion。Hisheadwashangingforwardandhiswordswereslurred。\"Thisthingwon’tdo,now,TomJami—

son。Itwon’tdo。Iknowyeh,yehpig—headeddevil。Yehwantagotrompin’offwithabadhurt。Itain’tright——now——TomJamison——itain’t。

Yehwantaleavemetakekeerofyeh,TomJami—

son。Itain’t——right——itain’t——feryeht’go——

trompin’off——withabadhurt——itain’t——ain’t——

ain’tright——itain’t。\"

Inreplytheyouthclimbedafenceandstartedaway。Hecouldhearthetatteredmanbleatingplaintively。

Oncehefacedaboutangrily。\"What?\"

\"Look——a——here,now,TomJamison——now——

itain’t——\"

Theyouthwenton。Turningatadistancehesawthetatteredmanwanderingabouthelplesslyinthefield。

Henowthoughtthathewishedhewasdead。

Hebelievedthatheenviedthosemenwhosebodieslaystrewnoverthegrassofthefieldsandonthefallenleavesoftheforest。

Thesimplequestionsofthetatteredmanhadbeenknifethruststohim。Theyassertedasocietythatprobespitilesslyatsecretsuntilallisapparent。Hislatecompanion’schancepersist—

encymadehimfeelthathecouldnotkeephiscrimeconcealedinhisbosom。Itwassuretobebroughtplainbyoneofthosearrowswhichcloudtheairandareconstantlypricking,dis—

covering,proclaimingthosethingswhicharewilledtobeforeverhidden。Headmittedthathecouldnotdefendhimselfagainstthisagency。

Itwasnotwithinthepowerofvigilance。

chapter11

CHAPTERXI。

HEbecameawarethatthefurnaceroarofthebattlewasgrowinglouder。Greatbrowncloudshadfloatedtothestillheightsofairbeforehim。

Thenoise,too,wasapproaching。Thewoodsfilteredmenandthefieldsbecamedotted。

Asheroundedahillock,heperceivedthattheroadwaywasnowacryingmassofwagons,teams,andmen。Fromtheheavingtangleissuedexhortations,commands,imprecations。Fearwassweepingitallalong。Thecrackingwhipsbitandhorsesplungedandtugged。Thewhite—

toppedwagonsstrainedandstumbledintheirexertionslikefatsheep。

Theyouthfeltcomfortedinameasurebythissight。Theywereallretreating。Perhaps,then,hewasnotsobadafterall。Heseatedhimselfandwatchedtheterror—strickenwagons。Theyfledlikesoft,ungainlyanimals。Alltheroarersandlashersservedtohelphimtomagnifythedangersandhorrorsoftheengagementthathemighttrytoprovetohimselfthatthethingwithwhichmencouldchargehimwasintruthasymmetricalact。Therewasanamountofpleas—

uretohiminwatchingthewildmarchofthisvindication。

Presentlythecalmheadofaforward—goingcolumnofinfantryappearedintheroad。Itcameswiftlyon。Avoidingtheobstructionsgaveitthesinuousmovementofaserpent。Themenattheheadbuttedmuleswiththeirmusketstocks。Theyproddedteamstersindifferenttoallhowls。Themenforcedtheirwaythroughpartsofthedensemassbystrength。Thebluntheadofthecolumnpushed。Theravingteam—

sterssworemanystrangeoaths。

Thecommandstomakewayhadtheringofagreatimportanceinthem。Themenweregoingforwardtotheheartofthedin。Theyweretoconfronttheeagerrushoftheenemy。Theyfelttheprideoftheironwardmovementwhentheremainderofthearmyseemedtryingtodribbledownthisroad。Theytumbledteamsaboutwithafinefeelingthatitwasnomattersolongastheircolumngottothefrontintime。Thisimportancemadetheirfacesgraveandstern。

Andthebacksoftheofficerswereveryrigid。

Astheyouthlookedatthemtheblackweightofhiswoereturnedtohim。Hefeltthathewasregardingaprocessionofchosenbeings。Theseparationwasasgreattohimasiftheyhadmarchedwithweaponsofflameandbannersofsunlight。Hecouldneverbelikethem。Hecouldhaveweptinhislongings。

Hesearchedaboutinhismindforanade—

quatemaledictionfortheindefinitecause,thethinguponwhichmenturnthewordsoffinalblame。It——whateveritwas——wasresponsibleforhim,hesaid。Therelaythefault。

Thehasteofthecolumntoreachthebattleseemedtotheforlornyoungmantobesome—

thingmuchfinerthanstoutfighting。Heroes,hethought,couldfindexcusesinthatlongseethinglane。Theycouldretirewithperfectself—respectandmakeexcusestothestars。