Oulanem。Butweintendtomakealengthystay。
Pertini。EachdaythelessyouspendinpleasurehereWillbemyloss。
Oulanem。Oncemorewethankyouwarmly。
Pertini(callingaservant)。
Boy!Seethegentlemenuptotheirroom。
Theywishtotakesomerestaftertheirjourney;
TheyalsowanttobealoneandchangeTheirheavytravellingclothesforlighterwear。
Oulanem。Wetakeourleave,butweshallsoonreturn。(OulanemandLucindogooutwiththeservant。)
Pertini(alone,cautiouslylookinground)。
It’she,byGod,it’she;thedayhascome;
He,theoldfriendInevercouldforget,Anymorethanmyconsciencegivesmerest。
That’sexcellent!NowI’llexchangemyconscience;
Heshallbeithenceforth,yes,he,Oulanem。
So,conscience,nowmayitgowellwithyou。
Foreverynightyoustoodbeforemybed,YouwenttosleepwhenIdid,rosewithme——
Weknoweachother,man,myeyesuponit!
What’smore,Iknowthatthereareothershere;
TheyareOulanemalso,alsoOulanem!
There’sdeathringsinthatname。Well,letitringTillinitsownervileitringsitslast。
Butwait,Ihaveitnow!Asclearasair,Firmasmybones,itcomesupfrommysoul。
Hisoathstandsupinarmsbeforemyeyes!
I’vefoundit,andI’llseehefindsittoo!
Myplanismade——youareitsverysoul,Yes,you,Oulanem,areitsverylife。
WouldyouworkDestinyas’twereapuppet?
MakeHeavenaplaythingforyourcalculations?
FabricateGodsoutofyouroldspentloins?
Now,playyourpartoffpat,mylittleGod;
Butwait——waitforyourcue——leavethattome!
(EnterLucindo。)Scene2Pertini,Lucindo。
Pertini。Pray,whysomuchalone,mydearyoungsir?
Lucindo。Curiosity。Theoldfindnothingnew。
Pertini。Indeed!Yourtimeoflife!
Lucindo。No,butifeverMysoulcherishedastrongdesire,ifeverMyheartwasmovedbyapresentientyearning,ItwastocallhimFather,behisson,Thatone’swhosemanlyandimpassionedspiritCandrinkinworldsentire;whoseheartstreamsforthTheradianceoftheGods。Didyounotknowhim,ThenyoumightnotconceivethatsuchamanCouldbe。
Pertini。Itsoundsindeedmostfineandtender,WhenfromthewarmvoluptuouslipsofyouthThepraiseofAgestreamsforthliketonguesoffire。
Itsoundssomoral,likeaBiblesermon,JustlikethestoryoftheDameSusannah,OrlikethattaleabouttheProdigalSon。
ButdareIaskyouifyouknowthismanWithwhomyourheartwouldseemsocloselybound?
Lucindo。Seem?Onlysemblance——semblanceanddelusion?
Youhatemankind?
Pertini。Well,attheveryleastIamaman!
Lucindo。ForgiveifI’veoffended。
YouarefullwelldisposedtowardstheStranger,AndhewhogoesinfriendshiptotheWanderer,Hisspiritisnotlockedwithinitself。
Youseekananswer。Answeryoushallhave。
WearetogetherboundinastrangeunionDeepwoveninthebottomofourheartsWhich,evenasbrightblazingbrandsoffire,Thespiritsofhisbreastweaveroundwithradiance,Asifwell—wishingDemonsoftheLightWiththoughtfultendernesshadmatchedusboth。
ThushaveIknownhimsincelong,longago——
Solongago,thatMemoryscarcelywhispersOfourfirstmeeting。Howwefoundeachother,Iknowitnot。
Pertini。Itsoundsindeedromantic。
Andyet,mydearyoungsir,itisbutsoundThatsoundsonlytoparryarequest。
Lucindo。Isweartoit。
Pertini。Whatdoyouswearto,sir?
Lucindo。Idonotknowhim,yetindeedIknowhim。
Hehidessomemysterydeepwithinhisbreast,WhichImaynotyetknow——notnow……notyet···
Thesewordsrepeatthemselveseachday,eachhour。
Forsee,Idonotknowmyself!
Pertini。That’sbad!
Lucindo。Istandheresocutoff,soseparate。
ThepoorestwretchtakesprideinwhatheisWhen,smiling,hetellsofthelinethatborehim,Cherishinginhishearteachlittledetail。
Icannotdothis。MencallmeLucindo,Buttheycouldcallmegallowstoo,ortree。
Pertini。Whatdoyouwant,then?Friendshipwiththegallows?
Kinship,even?Well,Icanhelpyouthere!
Lucindo(earnestly)。PlaynotwithemptysyllablesandsoundsWhenIrageinwardly。
Pertini。Rageon,myfriend,Tillrageisspent。
Lucindo(indignantly)。Whatdoyoumean?
Pertini。Mean?Nothing!Iamadryhousephilistine,nomore,Amanwhosimplycallseachhouranhour,Whogoestosleepatnight—time,justtoriseWhenmorningcomesagain;whocountsthehoursUntilhe’scountedoutandtheclockstops,Andwormsbecomethehandsthatshowthetime;
AndsoontillthefinalJudgmentDayWhenJesus,withtheAngelGabriel,Pronouncingsentenceonhiswrathfultrumpet,Readsoutthelistofourrecordedsins,Andstandsusontherightorontheleft,AndrunshisGod—fistoverallourhidesTofindoutwhetherwearelambsorwolves。
Lucindo。He’llnotnameme,becauseIhavenoname。
Pertini。Wellsaid!That’showIliketohearyouspeak!
ButsinceI’mjustaplainhousephilistine,Mythoughtsarehomely,andIhandlethoughtsAsyoudostonesandsand。SoifamanCannotnamehisownfamily,butturnsUpwithanother,he’sanoff—shoot——bornOnthewrongsideoftheblanket。
Lucindo。Whatwasthat?
Thinksoonerblackthesunandflatthemoon,Andneithersendingforthoneshaftoflight,Buthereasound——asurmise——andLifeweighsit。
Pertini。Myfriend,youmustnotimprovisesowildly。
Believeme,I’mnotpronetonervousfits!
Butoff—shootsarequiteoftengreenandmessy,Yes,yes,theytaketheirownluxuriantwayAndshootupshiningtowardstheveryHeavens,Asiftheyknewthattheyhadsprungfromjoy,Begottenbynodullandslavishunion。
Forlookyou,off—shootsofthiskindaresatires;
Nature’saPoet,Marriagesitsinachair,Itscapon,andwithalltheaccessories,Itssullenfacewithgrimacingdistorted,And,lyingatitsfeet,adustyparchmentScrawledoverwiththeparson’sblasphemies,Thechurch’sdismalhallstogiveperspective,Thechurlishrabblegapinginthebackground—
Givemeoff—shoots!
Lucindo(incensed)。ForGod’ssake,that’senough!
Whatisit,man?Whatdoyoumean?Speakout;
ButbytheEternalIshallspeakwithyouWhatdoIask?Liesitnotclearbeforeme,GrinsnotHelloutofit,doesitnotriseBeforemylooklikeDeath’sownwitheredshape,Toglareatmeandmutterthreatsofstorm?
But,man,noteasily,believeyoume,Haveyouhurledfromyourwithereddevil’sfistThisblazingbrandoffireintomybreast:
Fordonotthinkyouplaydicewithaboy,FlingingthedicewithshatteringforcestraightatHischildishhead。You’veplayedtoofastwithme。
Sonow——andmarkyouthis——we’regamingcomrades。
You’vequicklymadeyourselffamiliar。OutWithallthat’sheavinginyourvilesnake’sbosom!
Andbeitmistrustonly,orderision,ThenIshallthrowitbackintoyourthroat,Andyouyourselfshallchokeyourpoisondown,AndthenI’llplaywithyou!Butspeak!Iwishit!
Pertini。Youdo?YouthinkofFaustandMephistopheles。
You’vebroodedonthemdeeply,Idaresay。
Itellyou,no。Keepyourwishtoyourself,AndI’llthrowdustintoitssillyeyes。
Lucindo。Takecare。Don’tblowupontheglowingembersUntiltheflamesblazeupandyouyourselfAreburnttocinders!
Pertini。Aphrase!Anemptyphrase!
Theonlyonetheyburnwillbeyourself!
Lucindo。Myself!Sobeit!TomyselfI’mnothing!
Butyou,oh,youmyyouthfularmsenfoldAndtwinethemselvesinfrenzyroundyourbreast。
Theabyssyawnsgapingnighttobothofus,Ifyousinkdown,smiling,I’llfollowyou,Andwhispertoyou,\"Down!Comewithme!Comrade!\"
Pertini。Itseemsyou’regiftedwithimagination。
Youhavedreamedmuchalreadyinyourlife?
Lucindo。Justso。Iamadreamer,yes,adreamer。
WhatknowledgedoIwantfromyouwhohavenone?
You’veonlyseenus,butyouknowusnot,Yethurlagainstmescornandblasphemy。
WhatamIwaitingfor?Stillmoreofyou?
Youhavenomore……butIhavemoreforyou。
Forme——guilt,poison,shame——youmustredeemit。
You’vedrawnthecircle,anditleavesnoroomFortwoofus。Nowuseyourjumpingskill。
AsFatedraws,soitdraws。Soletitbe。
Pertini。YoumusthavereadthatendingoutinclassFromsomedry,dustyhookoftragedies。
Lucindo。True,thisistragedythatweareplaying。
Comeon,now。Whereandhowyouwant。Youchoose。
Pertini。Andwhen,andeverywhere,andanytime,Andnone!
Lucindo。Coward,don’tmakeamockeryofmywords,OrI’llwritecowardacrossyourveryface,AndshoutitoutthrougheachandeverystreetAndthrashyoupublicly,ifyou’llnotfollow,IfyoudarecrackyourfeeblehackneyedjokesWhenmyheart’sbloodrunscoldwithinmyveins。
Notonewordmore;followordonotfollow,Yoursentenceispronounced,youcoward,youknave!
Pertini(incensed)。Saythatagain,boy!Saythosewordsagain!
Lucindo。Why,ifitbringsyoujoy——athousandtimes;
IfitstirsupyourgallandsetsitflowingUntilthebloodstartsfuriousfromyoureyeballs,Thenhereitisagain:youknave,youcoward!
Pertini。We’llhavethisout。Writethatuponyourbrain。
There’sstilloneplacetoknitustwotogether,AndthatisHell——Hellnotforme,butyou!
Lucindo。Whycountthesyllables,ifitcanbesettledHereonthespot。ThenflyawaytoHell,AndtelltheDevilsitwasIthatsentyou!
Pertini。Justonemoreword。
Lucindo。Whatistheuseofwords?
Ihearthemnot。Blowbubblesinthewind,Drawlineamentsonyourfacetomatchyourwords,Iseethemnot。Bringweapons,letthemspeak,I’llputmywholeheartintothem,andifItbreaksnot,then—
Pertini(interruptinghim)。
Notquitesobold,mylad,andnotsocallow!
You,youhavenotathingtolose,no,nothing!
Youareastonethat’sfallenfromthemoon,ThatsomeonesomewherescratchedonesinglewordYouspelledthelettersout:theyread\"Lucindo\"。
See!OnthatemptytabletI’llnotdareWagermyself,mylife,myhonour,all。
Youwanttousemybloodforartist’scolour?
AmItobethebrushthatlendsyoutone?
Wearetoofarremovedinrankandstation。
AmItostandagainstyouasyouare?
IknowwhatIam。Tellme,whatareyou?
Youknownot,arenot,youhavenaughttolose!
Thief—like,youseektopledgetomeanhonourThatneverinyourbastard’sbosomglowed?
Youseektoswindle,layyouremptyticketAgainstmysterlingworth,myfriend?
Notso!Firstgetyouhonour,nameandlife—
Youarestillnothing——thenI’llgladlystakeMyhonour,nameandlifeagainstyourown!
Lucindo。Sothat’sit,coward!Youwanttosaveyourskin?
You’veworkedthesumoutsoingeniously,Oh,soingeniously,inyourdullbrain?
Donotdeceiveyourself:I’llchangeyouranswer,AndIshallwritedown\"coward\"initsplace。
I’llscornyouasIwouldamaddenedbeast;
I’llshameyou,yes,shameyoubeforetheworld,Andthenyoucanexplain,withallthedetails,Toauntsanduncles,children,everyone,IcallmyselfLucindo,yes,Lucindo,Thatismyname;itmighthavebeensomeother;
Igobyit,thoughitcouldhavebeendifferent。
Whatmencallbeing,Idonotpossess;
Butyouarewhatyouare,andthat’sacoward!
Pertini。That’snice,that’sverypretty。ButsupposingIcouldgiveyouaname——youhear,aname?
Lucindo。Youhavenonameyourself,andyetyou’dgiveone,Youwhohaveneverseenme,savethisonce;
Andseeing’salie,theeternalmockeryThathoundsusdown:wesee,andthatisall。
Pertini。Good。Butwhograspsmorethanisseen?
Lucindo。Notyou。
You’veseeninallthingswhatyouare:ascoundrel。
Pertini。True;I’mnoteasilyfooledbythefirstglance。
Butthatman——hewasnotbornyesterday!
Believeme,hehasseenathingortwo。
Whatifwekneweachother?
Lucindo。Idon’tbelieveit。
Pertini。Butistherenotapoet,wondrousstrange,Agloomyaesthete,buttofridicule,Whospendshishoursinsubtlemeditation,WhowouldmakerhymesofLife,andwouldmostgladlyHimselfbeauthorofthepoemofLife?
Lucindo。Ha!Itmightwellbechance。Youdon’tdeceiveme!
Pertini。Chance!SuchisthelanguageofphilosophersWhenreasondoesn’tcometorescuethem。
Chance——it’ssoeasilysaid——onesyllable,Anameisalsochance。Anyone’snameMightbeOulanemifhehadnoother。
AndsoitispurechanceifIsocallhim。
Lucindo。Youknowhim?Heavens!Speak!InHeaven’sname!
Pertini。Youknowtheboys’reward?Itsnameis——silence。
Lucindo。Itsickensmetoaskofyouafavour,ButIbeseechyou,byallyouholddear!
Pertini。Dear?YouthinkthatIamgoingtobargain?
Acoward,youknow,isdeaftoallentreaty。
Lucindo。Youmust,then,ifyouwouldwipeoutthetauntOfcoward,youmustspeakwithoutdelay。
Pertini。Let’sduelnow,I’llfightyouasyouare。
You’regoodenoughforme,soletusfight。
Lucindo。Don’tdrivemetotheextreme,nottothatvergeWheretherearenomorebounds,whereallthingsend。
Pertini。Listentohim!Wewanttotryextremes,AsFatedraws,soitdraws。Soletitbe!
Lucindo。Ha!Istherenowayout,nohopeatall?
Hisbreastashardasiron,allfeelingwithered,Cankeredanddriedwithscorn,hemixespoisonAndrubsitinforbalsam。Andhesmiles。
Thismaybeyourlasthour,man,yes,yourlast,Seizeit,absorbit,forinlessthannotimeYou’llstandbeforeyourJudge;sobreakthechainOfyourlife’sviciousactionswithonelast,Onelastgooddeed,onesolitaryword,Aslightlybreathedasair!
Pertini。’Twaschance,goodfriend。
Believeme,Ibelieveinchancemyself。
Lucindo。InVain!——all——all——Butstop,youshallowfool,Itwon’tbesettledthatway,no,byGod!
Yoursharpeyehasdeceivedyouonceagain。
I’llcallhimhereinperson。Thenyoumaystand,Beforehim,facetofaceandeyetoeye,Justlikealittleboycaughtdoingwrong。
Youcannotholdme,man!Outofmyway!(Herushesoff。)
Pertini。Agreaterplannowrescuesyou,mylad;
Pertinican’tforget,believeyoume!
Pertini(calls)。Lucindo,ho!InHeaven’sname,comeback!(Lucindoreturns。)
Lucindo。Whatwouldyou?Offwithyou!
Pertini。There’shonourforyou!
Go,telltheworthygentlemanwequarrelled;
Youchallengedme,butbeingagoodboyAgoodboyandaverypiouschild!—
Repented,beggedforgiveness,wereforgiven。
Thenshedapioustear,andkisshishand,Andcuttherodforyourrepentantback!
Lucindo。Youdrivemetoit。
Pertini。Youletyourselfbedriven。
Thissoundsasmoralasachildren’sprimer。
DoyoubelieveinGod?
Lucindo。Confesstoyou?
Pertini。Don’tyoudemandthatIconfesstoyou?
Ishall。Butsay,doyoubelieveinGod?
Lucindo。What’sthattoyou?
Pertini。It’shardlyfashionable,SoI’dmuchliketohearyoutellmeplainly。
Lucindo。Idon’tbelievewithwhatiscalledbelief,AndyetIknowHimasIknowmyself。
Pertini。We’lltalkofthatwhenmoodandmomentsuit;
Howyoubelieveisallthesametome,Atleastyoudobelieve。Good。SwearbyHim。
Lucindo。What?Sweartoyou?
Pertini。Yes,swearyoumustthatneverWillyourtongueblabasinglesyllable。
Lucindo。ByGod,Iswearit。
Pertini。Thenswearyou’llcherishonlyfriendshipforme。
See,Iamnotsobad——onlyoutspoken。
Lucindo。ByGod,IwouldnotswearitforaworldThatIlovedyouorheldyouinesteem。
IcannotandIwillnoteverswearit,Butwhatispast,letthatbeallwipedoutAsifitwerealoathsome,evildream。
I’llplungeitdownwherealldreamsdisappearto,Deepintherollingwavesofoblivion。
ThatIwillsweartoyoubyHimthat’sholy,Fromwhomtheworldscomewhirlingupthroughspace,WhowithHisglancebringsforthEternity,Iswear!Butnowtheguerdonformyoath。
Pertini。Come!Iwillleadyoutoaquietplace,Andshowyoumanyasight:rockyravines,WherelakeshavewelledupfromvolcanicEarth,Cradlinginquietudetheirroundedwaters;
Andwheretheyearsrushpastinsilentsequence,Thenwillthestormindeedsubside,andthen—